#massage and crying
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I'M LOSING MY MIND what is the point of "dig in there mr. spock" ? why did they write that??? spock regularly gives jim massages? in public? on the bridge???WHAT? whY? why does he stop her when he realizes it's NOT spock???? it's somehow more professional that way?! was it for laughs?? IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY!!!! WHY!!!!
#i'm screaming i'm crying wtf#why does spock look like that#why does it HAPPEN#spirk#shitposting#star trek#gay people#text#like ok#just the fact that spock would ever be giving jim a massage on the bridge is so bizarre#or is it???#i need to go lie down
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Throws WIPs and low effort doodles at you
cries why is it so hard to finish wips
#yakuza#yakuza fanart#rgg#yakuza 0#yakuza kiwami#majima#goro majima#majima yakuza#makoto makimura#yakuza nishiki#akira nishikiyama#tw blood#not much but still#this is the only Nishiki you'll ever get#1st drawing is fire ngl I wish to finish it one day#2nd one makes me wanna cry I wish to finish it#cheesecake801art#my art#reblog if you want a massage from Nishida/j#nishida yakuza
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no but casey's reaction to being in april's body
He's elated, he looked doped up on gender euphoria, looking at himself and pinching himself to see if it's real, if this body is his (it's not) and unable to contain his joy
and the devastation on his face when they get switched back
the way he touches his chest only to discover it's flat, his hands big and gloved, he's a boy again and he's upset about it
the earnestness in the way he says, "Man, I kinda liked being a girl." without a hint of humor or fun to an April who couldn't possibly understand the emotional turmoil bubbling inside of him
i'm inconsolable
#everyone talks about the “i kinda liked being a girl” bUT CAN WE PLEASE TALK ABOUT HIS ENTIRE REACTION#I AM SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP#and like it's played differently than when he was joking about giving april a massage#casually following up his 'perversion' with this deep agony at being a Boy again#girl help#how does it feel to be the most transgender character in this entire show#casey jones#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 2012#transgender#trans fem casey
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three must pay
#honkai star rail#blade#checking the cutscene for reference that happens to be with jp voices and going insane. peak dubbing it massages my brain#edit: CRYING i forgot to tag it as furry#furry#tiger
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*zooms in on Leland's hand on Adrian's shoulder* I- Leland.
#monk 2002#stottlemonk#adrian monk#stottlemeyer x monk#leland stottlemeyer#video#mr. monk and the end part i#monk tv: s08e15#crying#the way hes massaging his shoulder
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Love, I agree with thevoidwriting. If you need to push the next chapter back to Sunday because of your back, do it. I know how bad just the pain in that lower part of you back can be, because my back is also messed up in that region. Had a bad car wreck a little over 5 years ago now, and I'm still dealing with the issues in my back..
This was my doctor's impression after they did x-rays on me last September (I think. I know it was later half of last year) when I could barely get up and walk without my crutches after I'd done an apparently too strenuous physical assessment test for a job.
1. L4-L5 right anterior epidural cystic lesion could be a perineural cyst, some type of spinal meningocele within the epidural space versus arachnoid cyst. This marginates the descending right L5 nerve root at the lateral recess. There may be a smaller similar finding in the left anterior epidural space at this level.
2. L5-S1 disc protrusion with annular tear causing mild central stenosis, and mild left foraminal narrowing. Moderate right facet arthrosis at this level.
3. No compression fracture or subluxation.
*There's a lot of big words there that even I can't remember the meaning of.* All I can clearly make out of it without looking up every single definition is the disc between L4-L5 is screwed up, and is possibly what's causing the disc between L5-S1 to bulge.
So you got at least one follower here who knows your pain. And is telling/wanting you to take care of yourself! 🥰🥰
P.s. I consent to you responding to this as a post. I kinda don't care that people know about my messed up back because I feel that more people need to realize that not all of the things that make people physically handicapped are visible on the outside, whether the cause be physical or mental! It's still an issue that a lot of people have to deal with
Good lord 😭 I'm so sorry you went through that (and still are, I know how long those car accident injuries can linger).
We've got a back injury/back pain club here on this blog.
Thankfully I got some meds prescribed that will help with the pain and inflammation. I think the hardest part is I can't sit comfortably so I have to try and write laying down, which is hard even with a laptop lol. If my desk chair wasn't awful (which may be part of the reason I irritated my back) I'd just sit there. Unfortunately I get about 30 minutes max sitting at it before I have to get up.
I 100% agree, though. So many people think of disabilities and illnesses as things that are visible and forget they can be internal and mental as well. I always get that when I see doctors because on the outside I look healthy and then they look at scans and my lab work and my mental health history and it's...not good 😂 Just proof you can't judge people based on what you see on the outside. Wish more people understood that.
#my doctor does think my back pain and the nerve pain might be two separate issues since there's no herniated disc like I thought there was#I am looking forward to having massages prescribed though#the massage therapist is going to cry when they massage my back#the whole thing is so tight and tense 😂#answered
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I love how there was 0 reading comprehension with that ask.
I spent nearly $7000 ($6300 for the ER and $500 for his GP) for a /diagnosis/ only to find out Lobo has cancer that can't be treated without putting him through uneciassiary stress. I won't be pursuing any further treatments other than things to make him more comfortable while he's going through this (fluid removal, special diet, and medication).
I had saved up around 5k in our collective emergency medical fund for me AND him. That's what that money was saved for (over the course of like 12-18 months working my irl job). I still have to pay the remaining balance.
I know a lot of people have grown attached to him through seeing him on my blog, and I wanted to provide an option in case anyone wanted to donate to him. All the money that has been sent has gone directly into the fund to pay off the rest of his bills or buying him some food and treats that he likes. It's helped so much and I really don't even know how to express how grateful I am, not only for the donations, but any advice to help with his care and the time and space some of you all have provided to allow me to vent and make sense of everything. Not to mention all the kind and compassionate messages. Nothing has gone unnoticed on my end, I'm just so overwhelmed that I haven't had the energy to respond to everyone. However I will absolutely remember your kindness in turn if any of you all end up in a similar situation (which I hope no one ever does cause this hurts so much).
Anyway, again, messages like that don't bother me as it comes with such a lack of empathy and perspective that I can't relate. I easily brush off things like that as "wow someone's gonna have a bad wakeup call in the future and regret being an ass about this". But still it's like, the brazenness of it all is what gets me. Like "why didn't you use your personal medical funds to help other people in need?" Like why don't you be a more productive person and donate to those causes your damn self than sending stupid shit on tumblr?
Because I DO donate my time, resources, and finances to others in need. I don't make a huge ass deal about it, especially online, because it's something I've always done out of habit. If you wanna do good, just fucking do it. Because I truly believe the more good you put out in the world the more good comes back your way, and this whole situation is very much proving that theory.
#jackal's journal#I'm exhausted from crying#i spent an hour with him earlier massaging his legs and rubbing his belly and telling him I love him so much#only to get that mesaage a while later like#I love Lobo so much#I've always done my best to care for him and provide the best quality of life I could give him#and I feel so helpless now cause there's little more I can do now then love him and care for him#he's such a special dog and I'm not ready to say goodbye#and what's worse is I don't know when that will be now that he's sick#i just want him to be happy and comfortable until the end#and apparently I'm evil for doing so according to clown ass anon
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When you just need to edit your next prompt reply but your sleeping toddler senses that momma is Not Paying Complete Attention To His Very Important Sleep
#ten seconds after opening my laptop#baby began to cry#and demand a hand massage#as one does#Prince Mini-Muffin demands his due
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I feel shy asking this but it is in your url name so do you have any Mpreg Sam fic recs? Lol. Thanks.
hi anon i'll get to it over the weekend but i don't want to promise too much bc 1. i fell off the fanfiction train lately 2. i kinda don't want to share the degenerate smut i read like i'm not posting my top five spnkinkmeme fills
in the meantime may i recommend browsing @phoenix1966sbottom 's mpreg tag
#ask#anon#my enjoyment of mpreg is more like. i need to see him moaning crying and bouncing on it. and less 50k fic about doctor's appointments#and feet massages. god forbid there's actual children involved
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no context no details "these days ppl can't Work Through Conflicts or they don't Try hard enough & this is why Communities are broken :(" how is it meaningfully different from "look at the divorce rates Today vs in the '50s :( everyone just throws marriages away. Women aren't having Kids everyone just throws Families away"
"oh these days people can think about their experiences as Trauma or Abuse simply if they Want to :( you can't even talk to anyone anymore, if you make them uncomfortable (through no fault of your own. they're too sensitive & i'm simply always Being Normal) they'll be crying victim :(" how is this meaningfully different from "ugh how can a man talk to a coworker woman anymore or even look at her. how can men try to flirt with and date women anymore :( everythinnng's misogyny ohh harassment assault oppression because you breathed in her direction :("
#i don't even value the No Context ''community'' as necessarily worthier than these Marriages & Nuclear Families#if preserving any group as a community means like ''this person doesn't want any contact w/this other person?#what Disposability Politics they're engaging in :( foregone conclusion they must 'forgive' to maintain community :)''#then what tf is this community trying to be. if it can be destroyed by the truth...if it must be maintained by kindly facilitating abuse...#even setting [abuse] aside like so do you think anyone Can't insist someone else can't have interpersonal access to them for any/no reason#if you think it's for No Good Reason then like. what Connection do you think you might succeed in reclaiming there?#z for zachariah book ending. no scenario where Anything should be ''preserved'' via authoritative enforcement (much of any other kind?)#now thinking of aplatonic people. the ''friendships'' i had where Someone decides we're friends now & i'm Mean for being like tf?#other Stock ''Friendly'' Activities that if someone initiates it's Mean to refuse. presumptions it's Unfriendly to not live up to or w/e tf#then multiple Friendships where someone's abusive. won't take No for a [i don't want to give you a shoulder massage] Will be demeaning#not meaningfully different from [ways romantic relationships are supposed to work] or [family] or [coworkers] or [classmates] orrrr#again like ''social skills'' is to neurodivergence as ''financial literacy'' is to impoverishment#''Just be normal'' like which people / what experiences / whose voices must be Excluded for a ''Just Being Normal :)'' situation#community MUST be good like uh must family? marriage? romance? love? friendship? What community. what family. etc#''ugh Everyone can call Everything trauma/abuse'' that's right. we can consider context always. ohh Everything's sexist now smhhh....#ohhh i can't even uncritically say words i always say with 0 sense of malice or harm w/o some rword crying Ableism#no not Literal rword haha. Gay As In So Stupice lol. you don't call rworded ppl rwords it's bad taste etc theoffice.png
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finally home. they were still shooting when I left but my joints were doing so rough that i had to bow out early. at least there wasn't much else for the MUAs to do tonight and the director is an absolute treasure of a woman and completely underrstood the situation. I still feel bad for leaving but I was (and still kinda am) in rough shape
#came home and started crying because even the prospect of standing in front of the toaster to make food was painful to me#currently sitting on the floor with a shoulder-massager against my hip. took three ibuprofen and my mom is making me food#so like. i'm trying. but holy hell that was one of the worst flare-ups of my joints that i've had since college band camp
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everything you see ab being the oldest daughter is true btw why am i the family therapist AND punching bag smh
long ass depressing rant in the tags srry i got a wee bit emotional
#my dad has something going on where there's a ringing in his ear my mom has tendonitis and neck pain now#and i feel for both of them i'm goin to cvs to get the meds giving my mom massages every night talking to my dad to distract him#they're both going to the correct doctors#but just throwing it out there i have had tendonitis and chronic upper back pain for 5-6 years and no one gave a shit most i've gotten is#jokes that i'm faking it#i'm in physical therapy for my back NOW but that's bc i finally crawled out of the depression long enough to do it myself#which is fine whatever i'm 22 i should be the one making my own appointments and it'd be weird if i wasn't#but when i was 16 or 17???#being hospitalized for STRESS HEADACHES at 14 too???#who gets hospitalized for that shit and how were my parents not concerned that i at the age of 14 was#so stressed out that my head was pounding all the time#and bc i'm the third parent who has to be the only emotional safe space#i don't say anything if my sisters are rude to me bc at least they feel safe enough around me to be rude to me#i have to listen to everyone and their momma's problems#i'm in law school!!! i do not need this i'm anxious all the time!!!#and if i'm not anxious i'm depressed!!!#my therapist point blank tells me shit like 'you're incredibly lonely' or 'you have way too much on your shoulders' and it makes me CRY#the most basic fucking observations that i KNOW but hearing someone else acknowledge it and not berate me fucking sends me into TEARS#i get messages from online friends here like 'hey i saw your post you don't deserve that' i physically cannot keep my eyes dry!!#every time i have any interaction ever i am at least a little uncomfortable bc i am always trying so hard to make sure i come off as kind#and not awkward or mean#i feel like everyone around me was given some kind of how to manual on life that i wasn't#and i KNOW this is not unique tons and tons of people feel like this#i know this is the depression and the anxiety and the possible autism i'm well aware#but then every couple of days my mom gets the brilliant idea to tell me i'm rude or lazy or whatever and i lose my shit#i just wanna sleep and write fanfics in the nicest way possible i hate everyone#i will try my best to not be mean to anyone bc no one deserves it but i am angry and i am constantly feeling the hurt of my inner child#my MOTHER threw a hardcover book at my HEAD when i was ten bc i had been reading and hid the book under the pillow#what the actual fuck????#my dad's response to any and everything is to deal with it
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massaging my flesh from the outside is no longer enough I need to peel it from my bones and really get at it from the inside, really get on up in there. just fuckin tenderize me cap'n
#uhhhh#i guess#body horror tw#???#but like. yeah#i need to massage from the bone-side I can't reach where the pain is worst#so im just laying here trying not to writhe while wife sleeps#only crying a lil bit :')#tbh maybe taking me apart and cleaning everything and putting me back together would fix me#give the skeleton a good wash and debridement#reeeeally work those muscles and tissues. wring em out and put em back#its been raining off and on and i am s u f f e r i n g#rambles#personal#chronic pain
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every time the weather starts getting cold i feel like kaz brekker the way my leg starts aching constantly
#pls its been nine years let me liveeeee#its so bad today i was just starting to think it hadnt hurt too bad this winter#nothing helps either i took pain meds and put my heating pad on and massaged it and still every joint every muscle every tissue is screaming#this is such a whiny complainy post but im gonna allow myself to post One just bc i need the wallow just this once#it'll probably be fine tomorrow im just gonna have a lil cry before i sleep bc im so exhausted 😹
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Falûne: *laying face down on the bed, Dammon gently massaging his back* I’m not that tense, this is- *suddenly starts tearing up as he hits a particular spot* o-oouh??
Dammon: Gods there’s some tension here- *nudges it more*
Falûne: *just bursts into tears without warning, literally in no pain but unleashing years worth of built up emotions in one go* th-that feels good w-what’s happening to me-me?!
Dammon: Oop, there’s trauma in that nerve!
#ever done a stretch or had a massage and suddenly get violently emotional?#like no pain you haven’t physically hurt yourself but then suddenly oop I’m crying#apparently it’s normal for a release from tension overload but I just wanted to stretch my hip!!!#Falûne Tav#dammon bg3
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I’ve just noticed that when ever Crocodile is shown, he always seems to have his hook on his lap (if he’s sitting) and he rubs it as if to soothe the arm.
Made me think he probably still has aches and pains after his hand was amputated but also that his hook is ridiculously heavy and probably is a little tight at times.
Who ever he commissioned for the hook must be someone Crocodile really trusts because I’m pretty sure he’d have to visit every few months to get some modifications made for comfort reasons as well to maintain the hook (with the poison and all).
I’d like to think who ever that person (probably someone older in an underground hospital) is would take off Croc’s hook while he sits on a hospital bed and an older woman/nurse comes to massage his stump gently and he would grunt and groan a little while the lady scolds him for not massaging it on his own for better blood flow….and he’d just sigh but say nothing as he enjoys someone else doing it so much more. Someone who was brave enough to massage his stump and still give him shit about it too😂
#ooc#sir crocodile#crocodile one piece#one piece#impel down#I want to massage it but I’d be too scared and crying because I wanna do it so bad but he’s so intimidating!#omg
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