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electrosweaters-arts · 8 months ago
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Bob and Emily Cratchit design concepts because its Christmas?? It's literally Christmas?? Merry Christmas??
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chiiidori · 10 months ago
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i know this is a naruto blog but i need the world to know how much i hate halsin (and gale)
#that's it#that's the post#whenever i see fanart of them i just go /urgh/#such talented artists but goddamn looking at them gives me the ick#like halsin is the type of guy who thinks you're flirting with him bc you ask how his day was#(which is kinda canon bc he falls in love with you no matter what you say to him. even if its purely platonic and you turn him down)#yknow like the one male friend who tells you he has feelings for you and you gently let him down bc he's your friend and you like him#and he says he understands and its ok but every time you dare to laugh at his jokes or show interest in his life#he jumps back to his delusion that you might fall in love with him in the future as long as he tries hard enough#and you tell him again and again and again#and you somehow make it work until you find someone you like and then he gets angry at YOU bc its not him why is it not him#in the end you two are no longer talking bc his ego is too big and you're the problem anyway its your fault your friendship is over#also in real life he'd be the guy who does mushrooms and stuff bc he's in close touch with nature and he has learned so much about himself#while being high (and he won't shut up about it)#he'd listen to electro and reggae (bob marley. yknow. he wrote a song about women and how awful they are! “no women no cry” hahah. RIGHT?)#just the typical white dude with helper syndrom who thinks he is going to /help/ children in africa out of poverty after school#who doesnt use sunscreen bc its carcinogenic but uses vegetable oil instead#and then his skin turns that leathery bronze color after repeatedly getting burned#who walks barefoot 99% of time but has one pair of shoes: the ugliest pair of barefoot running shoes the world has ever seen#oh and gale is just way too egoistical and self-centered. like the way he boasted about being in bed with a goddess?#thats just peak male behavior and no thaaaank you#omg just ignore me i dont know what happened xd
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mixsethaddams · 4 months ago
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For the Love Confessions prompt as part of @stmarchmm Stranger Things March Mating Madness
Steve was never anyone's first choice, was the thing.
Throughout his whole life he was always the after thought, the second phone call. Even his name, Steve, wasn't his parents' favourite. They had to go with their back up name after a neighbour gave birth three days before his mom and used the name Marley before she got a chance to.
Once he started dating, it was more of the same. Omegas would get him to ask them out, make him pay for meal and the movie, and then once they were done doing whatever they got up to in the back seat of his car, they'd gush about how they had the confidence after all of that to go after the alpha that they really wanted.
He was used to it now, he supposed, being used as practice. He didn't mind much once he made his peace with it. It was nice to get out of the house and go some place that wasn't work a few times a week. And he got to listen to rumours about the other alphas of Hawkins while he was at it, which admittedly he loved.
It didn't make sense to him when Eddie Munson shuffled into Family Video one sunny Saturday afternoon and asked about his plans for the night. 'Great,' Eddie had said when Steve said he had none. 'Well, not great, but uh, maybe we can do something?'
Steve ran through the rolodex of local gossip he'd picked up recently. He hadn't heard anything about an alpha having their eye on Eddie, or vice versa. And given the depth of some of the stuff the omegas around here knew about, it would be hard to hide any sniff of a crush on the town Freak.
It didn't make sense when Eddie insisted on going dutch for their bill in the diner, and paying for his own movie ticket. In fact, at the end of the night when Steve was used to going on auto-pilot and feeling someone up on their front doorstep, he was totally baffled when Eddie blushed and asked if they could do it again next week.
'You… want to see me again?' he asked, feeling a crease between his eyebrows. 'Why?'
Eddie snorted. 'Way to tell me you didn't have a good time, Harrington,'
'I did!' Steve saiad quickly. 'I just, I guess I'm not used to second dates,'
Eddie smiled and lightly punched Steve's shoulder. 'Pick me up next Saturday, same time,'.
Steve watched him climb the steps into his trailer, half expecting him to turn around and say Gotcha! I actually have a date with someone else!
But the door clicked close with a finally parting glance and grin from Eddie and Steve, of course, drove straight to Robin's house.
'It doesn't add up,' Steve said through her window. She was on curfew, and he had to climb across windowsills from the garage to get to her room. 'Everybody knows I'm the practice alpha, what does he want from me?'
'Sounds like he wants a second date,' said Robin, focused on trimming her own bangs.
'But why though?' Steve mused. 'He didn't even want me to kiss him, it was weird'
'Did you try?'
'Yeah, leaned in and everything,' Steve sighed. 'But he moved so I got his cheek,'
'Romantic,' said Robin. 'Maybe he likes you,'
'No omegas like me, Rob,' Steve said flatly. 'I'm not that guy,'
So it just didn't make sense that they were six weeks down the line now and Eddie was still asking Steve to pick him up for dinner and a movie every Saturday. They met for lunch at least once a week. They sat next to each other when everyone hung out. They held hands. Eddie even let Steve kiss him after their third date. Steve liked the kissing.
Steve liked everything, if he was honest. He liked the consistency of the same person calling him at the end of every day to say goodnight, he liked being a part of 'Steve and Eddie'. He liked Eddie. In fact, he really liked Eddie. Maybe even more than that. The idea that Eddie would eventually be through with Steve, practice run over, made his heart hurt.
They were napping together on a summer evening. They were in their boxers on top of the sheets, Eddie's heat was coming up so he was feeling the warmth in the air more than usual. Steve couldn't sleep even though they'd spent the whole day swimming at the quarry. He should be exhausted. But he couldn't tear his eyes away from Eddie's face.
They had yet to cross the line of sleeping together, so it was the first time Steve saw Eddie at rest like this. Eddie looked beautiful in the spot orange light that filtered through the thin curtains. The slope of his nose, the gentle pout of his lips, Steve's drank in the sight of him like water. Even the small swell of his chest, swollen because of an upcoming heat, was perfectly placed and proportioned.
It was the time of day where the birds were singing their last songs and the neighbours had already finished their noisy returns from work. The only sound Steve could hear was the slow breathing of the omega laid out before him, blankets piled around them in a makeshift its-too-damn-hot nest. He didn't even want to breath himself for fear of disturbing him.
'Stop staring at me I look gross,' Eddie mumbled, turning his head into the pillow.
'No you don't,' Steve protested, hoping he didn't look like a serial killer watching someone sleep.
'Mmm, heat next week, my skin looks like shit, pimple, see?' Eddie tapped on his jaw to a small red bump.
Steve hadn't even noticed it, or if he did he didn't care.
'That's not gross,' he said softly.
'Whatever you say,' Eddie yawned, stretching before shuffling himself closer to Steve, burying his face in Steve's chest. 'You'll be the one stuck staring at it until it's over,'
'I, what?' Steve asked. 'What do you mean?'
'My heat,' Eddie mumbled. 'You'll have a front row seat to all my gross zits,'
Steve felt his heartrate pick up. Eddie wanted him to be part of his heat? That was kind of a commitment, maybe he didn't know? Steve would tell him, and Eddie would laugh and say oh man, my mistake, you're right!
'That's, uh, that's kind of a lot,' he said, preparing himself to laugh along with the obvious mistake.
Eddie pulled back quickly, wide awake now. 'You don't want to be there?' He looked hurt.
'No! I mean, yes!' Steve stuttered. 'But, you know what that means, right? It's kind of a couple thing, and, we're, I dunno,'
Eddie sat up and flung his legs over the edge of the bed, reaching down to grab his socks from the floor.
'Me neither, apparently,' Eddie said quickly. 'And here I thought—'
Steve grabbed one of Eddie's wrists. 'You thought what?'
'I thought maybe were fucking were a couple, Steve,' Eddie hissed, trying to bat his arms away.
'You like me?' Steve asked.
'You're kidding me?' Eddie shot back, staring at him in disbelief. 'How could you not know that I liked you? We make out like six times a day!'
'No one likes me,' Steve said quietly. 'No one ever picks me,'
Eddie softened, dropping the sock that was in his hands and scooting back onto the bed. 'Do you remember our second date?'
Of course Steve remembered, how could he forget? He was so surprised that Eddie actually opened the door of the trailer when he knocked that he couldn't speak for thirty minutes. He nodded.
'How about our third?' Eddie asked. That was the date they kissed on. It was the first kiss in years that Steve had really wanted. It felt like it lasted for hours, and he was disappointed that it couldn't last forever.
'And our fourth, fifth, sixth…' Eddie said, retaking his place in Steve's arms. 'All of them?'
Steve nodded again. He could tell Eddie every detail of every single date or hangout they'd had if he asked.
'I don't ever want another first date again,' said Eddie. 'Or third, or fourth, or fifth, or sixth,' He added with a laugh. 'I only want to be with you. I just didn't know I needed to spell it out for you,'
And Steve all of a sudden felt incredibly stupid. Because of god damn course they were a couple. Right up to the awkward meet-the-family weeknight dinners that they'd both sat through and giggled about in the car afterwards.
'Sorry,' he said. 'I just didn't think you wanted that with me, no one ever does,'
'Do you want it with me?' Eddie asked earnestly.
Steve kissed him softly in response. 'That's all I want,'
'Good,' Eddie said, rubbing his face in Steve's chest hair. 'Can I go back to sleep now that you're done scaring me to death?'
Steve smiled against the top of Eddies head, rubbing his back lightly.
Steve listened as Eddie's breathing evened out again. The birds had returned to their trees by now.
He still didn't sleep. His mind was racing. Thoughts of a future were bouncing around his head like never before, with Eddie right in the middle of all of them.
Steve breathed in Eddie's lavender and cold milk smell as deep as he could. His heat might not wait a full week before coming, if the intensity of his scent lately was anything to go by.
'I love you,' Steve breathed against his hair. He smiled to himself his eyes sliding closed. It felt so right to say it out loud, finally being able to name the feeling that was built up behind his rib cage.He revelled in the secrecy of speaking to someone lost to sleep, not having to worry about being caught showing his cards too early.
'I love you too,' Eddie whispered back.
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sunflowersunite · 10 months ago
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This!!! Is so wholesome!!! I love how it's Levi who has to shake sense into everyone else. "Alright you asshats, why is nobody celebrating that idiot's birthday"
I lost it at "before her birthday he knocks her out and makes sure she's bathed and clean". He should never stop doing that. Married Levihan have to go to some military gathering? You know he's gonna knock her out to bathe her.
The chocolates™ mentioned!!! And Erwin ordering her to take the evening off 😄😄 wholesome veterans moment
Lastly, from here on I Will Die on the hill that Chikatilo and Albert were Levi's gift. I'm sure she took wonderful care of them (aka piercing through them with sticks. That's Hange's care)
I am very sorry but I just realised that Hange's birthday is coming up and I HAD to know...
How would she spend it? Does she value her birthday or is it just another exciting day for her? And what does Levi do for her birthday? Does he gift her anything?
I know it's very late and it's already been days since Hange's birthday but I just got time to post this T_T
Thanks for this @sunflowersunite!! 🥰
Here's my little levihan headcanon for how Hange's birthday would've gone in the Scouts
So levi notices in his early years in the scouts that how Hange always remembers his birthday, and Erwin's and all her close friends and comrades and she takes out time to wish each of them and even gets gifts if she can. But when it comes to her birthday, he never sees anyone doing anything other than wishing her.
It confuses him at first how four-eyes goes around making his and Erwin's, mike's and Nana's and even her squad's days special. A small gift here, an invitation of drinks there, it's simple but she does it.
So why the fuck does no one ever do anything for her?
He asks Erwin, who doesn't give a convincing answer, then her squad who simply tells him she doesn't like to celebrate it.
And that just confuses him even more cuz Hange is anything but not festive. Turns out her squad never got a direct answer from her. She was knee deep in research when they barged in and wished her and suggested they go visit the town or something
And she just waved a hand dismissively and said, "Yes very nice, now move along I'm busy." And they never went anywhere that day, and after that her squad assumed she didn't prefer to celebrate so they would just wish her and that was it.
The thing is she doesn't always remember her special day, it slips her mind - there's a lot to do already and somehow it's just too much of a hassle, there's better stuff to do than celebrating. Or sometimes she even forgets about it.
That is until levi comes along.
September approaches and four-eyes wouldn't stop whining about wanting to eat something sweet, and at first Levi can't stand it. But then it turns out to be the perfect thing to gift her.
He makes chocolates himself for her and informs her squad and his that they're celebrating whether she likes it or not. Since she never gave him a choice at his birthday either, this is payback (or so he tells them).
The night before her birthday he knocks her out and makes sure she's bathed and clean. And in the morning he strides into her lab with his trademark brooding face and slaps the box of chocolates on her face (yes I'm aware he originally makes it for her on valentine's day, but this seems like a nice idea too).
And he states in a bored voice, "Happy birthday dumbass."
And then their squads burst in and wish her and hug her and there's also Erwin and Mike and Nanaba and they've got little gifts for her like books or herbs or some lab equipment
And Erwin orders her that they'd be heading over for drinks in the evening so she better get everything done before then
They go as promised and Hange can't stop smiling and grinning the whole time. And she looks knowingly at Levi and thanks him for doing all this. And he pretends the blush on his cheeks is from the beer.
They don't have such grand celebrations every year, there's no time to catch a break or things aren't going so well since it's the survey corps and things go to shit most of the time, but Levi always gives her something or the other on her birthdays. Erwin does too most of the time.
From Levi, it could be a bunch of weird flowers she'd wanted to study, or some strange trinket he thought she could pull apart and do something with, or sometimes even a book. The best gift he gave her was a couple of titans for her research and she'd screamed in delight for fifteen minutes straight.
She named them Chikatilo and Albert of course
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d0llcuries · 8 months ago
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do u have a masterlist !!
D0LLCURIEʼS MASTERLIST!!
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﹫ NETEYAM X READER︰☆꒰꒰
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𝟎𝟎𝟏 ⭑ ( NOT SO MIGHTY WARRIOR ) .ᐟ
in which you're his unexpected peace
𝟎𝟎𝟐 ⭑ ( LUVVSICK ) .ᐟ
hcs (sorta) of neteyam having a crush on you and him lolly-gagging around until finally pulling it together to court you officially!
𝟎𝟎𝟑 ⭑ ( LOVE YOU LOUDLY ) .ᐟ
in which neteyam and you take a walk you're not supposed to be on
𝟎𝟎𝟒 ⭑ ( TWO FLYING FAN LIZARDS ) .ᐟ
alongside a boy destined for greatness only, you suffer
𝟎𝟎𝟓 ⭑ ( LYING HAS TO STOP ) .ᐟ
neteyam is haunted by memories he shared with you before he left for awa'atlu
𝟎𝟎𝟔⭑ ( LYING HAS TO STOP PT.2 ) .ᐟ
grief stricken, you learn to cope with neteyam's absence. after five years it is finally time for the family to return to the forest, will you still be waiting for him?
𝟎𝟎𝟕 ⭑ ( WHEN YOU WAKE ) .ᐟ
when neteyam is gravely wounded in battle, everyone braces for the worst—except his childhood love, who refuses to let him go. determined to save him, she risks everything, but when he finally wakes, her greeting is… less than gentle. love, stubbornness, and a well-deserved (?) slap.
𝟎𝟎𝟖 ⭑ ( TIDES THAT BROUGHT ME TO YOU ) .ᐟ
the sullys arrival to awal'atu causes a stir among your people, though you could care less about their presence. that is, of course, until a certain forest girl changes your mind
𝟎𝟎𝟗 ⭑ ( KISS YOU BETTER ) .ᐟ
healing is a process. a slow, lonely and frightful one. you do what you can to be there for him, forever thankful to eywa that he still has breath in his lungs.
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𝟎𝟎𝟏 ⭑ ( HOME IN HIS ARMS )
living with the sully family hcs
𝟎𝟎𝟐 ⭑ ( HOW HE SHOWS AFFECTION ) .ᐟ
yea.
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﹫ LO'AK X READER︰☆꒰꒰
one-shots ↴
𝟎𝟎𝟏 ⭑ ( NOTHING LIKE YOU ) .ᐟ
lookatyougoijustadoreyouiwishthatiknewwhatmakesyouthinkimsospecial after a particularly rough lecture from his father, lo'ak is overwhelmed by self-doubt. a shame he can't see himself the way she does.
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NOTHING YET!
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﹫ ROXTO X READER︰☆꒰꒰
one-shots ↴
𝟎𝟎𝟏 ⭑ ( JEALOUS, JEALOUS, JEALOUS GIRL ) .ᐟ
you never thought roxto to be an ignorant person. and he isn't! maybe just a little oblivious..
hcs ↴
NOTHING YET!
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﹫ OTHER STUFF I DID︰☆꒰꒰
one-shots ↴
𝟎𝟎𝟏 ⭑ ( ORION PAX X FEM! CYBERTRONIAN READER ) .ᐟ
you caught him red-handed! fortunately for him, he doesn't seem to mind at all.
𝟎𝟎𝟐 ⭑ ( REINER BRAUN X FEM! READER ) .ᐟ
you hated him for dragging you to marley, for every stolen chance at freedom. you expected the feeling to be mutual as you rented him for four long years but it wasn't. what better way to address this than ice-cream!
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𝟎𝟎𝟏 ⭑ ( TSUʼTEY X FEM! DAUGHTER READER + TRUDY X FEM! DAUGHTER READER ) .ᐟ
being tsu’tey and trudy’s daughter means living between two completely different worlds, and you wouldn't have it any other way.
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thank you guys sooooo much for all the love abd support on my fics and all the requests and stuff i really appreciate all of it!!
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missmarveledsblog · 9 months ago
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It's fate ( Bradley bradshaw x reader) part three
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summary : The moment that bradley is waiting for as he take the girl he is convinced(knows) is his future wife on that first day and pulling out all the stops so that there will be more
warning : its tooth rooting fluffy fluff stuff
previous part
He was nervous , he was excited and he was totally and utterly completely caught in the spell .  His mom was right all those years he thought the woman lost the plot he wish she could of told her she was right . Maybe he was jumping the gun but then again the woman he was currently going on a first date with could ask him to jump and he would ask how high . 
“ you’ll know , when you meet them you’ll know” those words his mother trying to teach him growing up suddenly crystal clear.  
“ so where ya taking me bradley brooster radley” god even her voice was perfect he could stay mute rest of his life and listen to that voice . 
“Well i  made reservations at  this new fusion fever  place it does a little everything so well i wouldn’t get the food wrong , then i have a little surprise after on the beach”. 
“ you aint planning on killing me right?” she teased . 
“ you never … your brother occasionally have thought about it” he chuckled . 
“ he’s a softy really  he gives you problems just tell him marley and me , that man got in such a fit of despair my mama almost few to san diego til we let him talk to our dog back home “ she giggled . 
“ damn that’s kinda cute and makes him human plus i may of cried with him and went to  dog shelter “ he laughed awkwardly.  
“ did  you get dog … oh can i meet him “ she almost jumped up excited. 
“ i can so get one no i will get one and you can meet it “ he smiled  noting to himself to go back to that shelter  wondering if their was a 24 hour one  that was a thing right ?  .
“ slow your roll brooster lets eat first before your committing here , i could eat like a slob “ she pointed out . 
“ and i’ll eat like a pig “ he shot back . 
“ you are adorable” she giggled that was definitely his favorite sound he was wondering what other sounds he would like from her . 
“ calm down brooster jesus ” he thought scolding himself . 
The moment the pulled up he was on his best game jumping out of the car so fast he stumble , slightly praying it was dark enough she didn’t notice as he went to the other side opening the door  holding his hand out  and escort her like the queen she was to the door .  even pulling her chair out once they were shown to the table he may of nearly pushed the matradee out of the way to do so but he’d tip the man on way out or not  .. maybe .  She had head turning moment she walked in and honestly as much as he hated it he didn’t blame them she was stunningly beautiful from the casual sweaters and jean shorts he’d seen her or the other outfits he’d seen her back when they were strangers  but now the white sundress had every part loving it .  her bright eyes and smile  he could see as his personal beacon calling him home every night ,  or  that voice of hers leading him like a siren  at sea .  he listened intently cementing everything she told him about herself in turn sharing  things about himself  from his favorite color  to his parents which was never something he shared on a first day but yet he told her stories of his mom and ones he could remember of his dad . she told him stories of what it was like having jake as a big brother and  one thing he could never argue with was that hangman did love his family . she was the youngest of the five sisters and well seven kids in total which in turn he joke if her parents needed a tv but honestly if she wanted twenty kids he would give them to her. 
“ hey they kept going til they got perfection” she smirked that sarcastic side he could only imagine how much it irritated jake giving he  was the same. 
 “ i don’t doubt that at all “ he winked . 
“ honestly i’m surprised there isn’t little seresin out there with that hound dog i call a brother” she snorted . “ sure they’re are in texas but none are jakes “ she smiled . 
“ do you miss it , texas “ he asked . 
“ sometimes but i like it here , plus it not too far away i mean a day or less car trip if i’m really feeling homesick  plus jakes here so it  makes it less lonely and makes my mama sleep better and my papa not driving up check on me all time “ . 
“ well you have me here too i mean you know what i mean “ he blushed . 
“ good to know i’ll keep it on mind that bradley brooster radley is there to kept little ole me less lonely” she winked. 
“ what made you become a kindergarten teacher ?” 
“ wow you really do wanna know it all huh? Well i love kids i always did even growing up   i was always the one to well cause the trouble and wild child but even then i wanted to be teacher and well having all those nieces and nephews i was always good with the younger years mama said i had the touch  and my sister emily well she said i’d make a good kindergarten teacher “  . 
“ well from the way you talk about your kids , your class honestly is already telling that your a great teacher definitely one that going to make impact “ he gushed . 
 “ well thank you ,  i hope so” she smiled shyly . “ it’s not as exciting as what you do though hell i’d be scared shitless getting in one of those hornets y’all flyboys got balls ” . 
“  hey don’t knock it til you try it  , maybe you just need the right flyboy sweetheart” he winked. 
“ is that so?”. 
“ oh baby you’ll love it in mine … my jet i mean “ he gulped. 
“ guess we’ll add it to future dates if this one stays as great as it is so far” she patted his cheek as she stood . “ i need to use the little girls room i’ll be back “ and honestly he tried really but he almost fell out of the chair when he look watching how her hips swayed as she walk .  “ shit behave” he scolded himself. 
Once desert was finish and he left a big tip and paying before she could even see the bill hit the table he once again escorted her to the bronco opening the door and even putting the belt on for her jesus even the sent of her perfume had him so intoxicated in her .  with check that the beach plan was a go before he got in the driver side  . what he didn’t expect was the moment he sat down ready to turn was her lips to peck his cheek. One simple action and he was short circuiting  needed a moment before he even started the car. The whole car ride they talked more possibly more than she ever did on a first day . bradley brooster radley had her talking of anything and everything and  he was actually listening . the whole time he was a perfect gentlemen she almost thought she was dreaming . never had she ever been treated in such a way. She had hard time not swooning and keeping her cool most of the  time . he was nothing she ever met before . honestly she noticed him back everytime she would pass him it was likes something out of a movie and many time she was thinking of saying something but he was gone by time she could and honestly night she tired in the hard deck but jake pushed her out the door before she could get more out of her mouth and then her chance she took it that first time in the cafe honestly she was bucket of nerves and then well now here she was having the best date of her life and hope there would be more . 
Pulling to the hard deck her head tilted in confusion she could of sworn he said the beach as he got out opening her door and unbuckling her belt . this time when he took her hand she intertwined their fingers it was cute even in the night she could see the red on his cheeks or how wide his smile was . they walked near the entrance of the hard deck only to turn as then she seen it just at the back and indeed on the beach the  light that led them down to were a blanket sat on the sand  along with a  basket and what looked like a speaker sat waiting and flowers more specifically her favorite . 
“ your brother may have help but didn’t think i’d have a first date and not get the most beautiful girl i’ve ever seen flowers “ he smile picking them up and handing them to her . 
“ shit are you even real “ she gasped still in awe taking it all in .
“Well i remember  you told me your favorite thing was to watch the stars  so what’s better then watching them on a beach with the sounds of the waves  but i was hoping you would dance with me first he tapped his phone as her mouth fell open . “ ok jake might of helped with that too “ he smiled shyly as sound of la vie an rose played .  “ so would you care to dance” he held his hand out . 
“ how could i say no this is wow” she was lost for words in the best way possible as she took his hands putting them on her waste as she wrapped her arm around his neck as the two swayed around eyes locked both slowly closer til there forehead where touching .
“ yup this was definitely fate” he finally said. 
“ bradley radley brooster shut up and kiss me” she smiled.
“ yes  ma’am “ he leaned down his lips touch her and if he wasn’t a goner before (which he was )  , he was definitely  a goner now for the future mrs bradshaw .  
@bets-bookshelf hope you enjoy 💙❤️💙❤️
A/n : if anyone wants more from these two just ask and will deliver oneshots <3
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levisonlylover · 1 year ago
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Secret romance in the Survey Corps
Fem!reader x Levi// a bit ooc//fluff//spoilers// A/N: It might be a bit messy since this was a bit rushed, hope this is okay
Levi would bring you tea whenever you are working late in the office. it could be paired with your favorite pastry.
Levi would stand beside you, maybe when going on a flight of stairs, he would have his hand behind your back for support
During meetings, he is always seen seated beside you or in front of you.
when sitting, he puts his arm on your chair as Erwin or Hange discusses the plans
At night, Levi would visit your barrack and sometimes stay there to cuddle up beside you or even listen to you ramble
at night, Levi would take you to the rooftop and look at the stars as he watches you admire the stars
When cleaning, he would assist you, whether dusting or mopping. And when both of you are alone, he would kiss your cheek in a split second.
when it comes to missions, Levi tends to become protective over you. He makes sures you are not out of his sight. He does not want to lose anyone dear, especially you.
During rainy days on missions, Levi would look for you, the memories flood back at him when it happens.
After missions, when you aren't injured, he'd take you to his office and tells you he is glad that you are safe.
After missions, when you are injured, Levi tends to worry ten times more. looking at your injuries with his stoic facade, when deep down in his heart, he worries.
During season 3, Levi catches you staring at him, the gray shirt almost hugging his form.
Season 3!Levi would shield you from anyone and whispering sweet stuff, making sure you're the only person to hear it.
During the rumbling, Levi was severely injured, but not too injured to make sure you are okay
During the rumbling, Levi would do his best to protect you from the generations of Titans.
In the aftermath of the rumbling, When you find him, Levi tends to tear up and try his best to hug you, not caring if anyone sees. he is just grateful you are okay
Post-war!Levi will make you stay with him in Marley to grow your relationship with him
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grimmcheems · 4 months ago
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Crimson King stuff🩸👑
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Yall this has taken me forever and I’m still not fully satisfied with it but I don’t see myself working on it any longer bc I wanna get to other things, plus I’m getting back into coloring so ik it looks different (prolly shouldn’t have taken a break from coloring oop) anyways this is just more of my Armin Crimson King AU with details and stuff.
At some point I thought I drew Armin’s eyes too “narrowed”(?)/tired bc for some reason he looked like Levi bc of the dark eye circles but I figured it’s just the tired look in his face that made him look like that and I thought it really got it across that Armin rly does not sleep in this.
I made some headcanons in my head that sometimes Armin and Ymir will sleep together bc the trauma and things they went through before they overthrew Marley was too much to handle and they find solace and comfort in each other. However I did not have space to actually draw that more clearly, only the little bit of them here all bloody and in cell (ik it doesn’t look like it but pretend they’re in a cell lmao). I rly tried to stay true to how armin looks like but his nose is so hard to draw ngl. I also planned on having the bruised armin be more skinny and malnourished looking but switched it out to have King Armin be that way a bit instead, I feel it makes more visual sense that he looks like he’s recovering from something bc it would make sense with context.
Btw I don’t think I ever mentioned it but Armin in this is a Tybur that Bert and Reiner bring back with them along with Ymir to the mainland. This is also why he is able to maintain his hold on the throne and have such consistent support for his and Reiner’s Rule. My earlier art has Armin with long hair but this is before he grows it out. I want to give the impression that Armin takes on a more “handsome” and masculine look in the early years of his reign before he starts to become more feminine looking overtime. Mainly to keep up with his image in the kingdom and appearances to intimidate neighboring countries. Though Reiner seems to have them covered in that department.
The relationships in this au are also very complicated and ambiguous bc I feel like that plays well into their psyche. Bert may or may not have developed something for Armin along the way. Armin may or may not be using Bert for his own reasons and twisted comfort he gets from his affections with the knowledge he has of their previous lives (will explain this later bc it will be part of the plot but won’t reveal too much bc there’s a solid plot point that is involved that instigates the whole story, but Armin is the only one that has any recollection of their lives. He sort of experiences a time regression?? Some of the other characters regain memories of their previous life as well but they’re not enough to piece together what they mean or what happened)
Ymir and Armin may or may not have shared a kiss or two in desperate moments. Reiner hates Armin and Armin hates Reiner but Reiner’s other personality adores him and Armin knows it so he exploits that about him. Very messy lol. Not a love triangle or a square but a squiggle? This story also heavily involves the warriors and Zeke but I haven’t gotten to that yet. I have an art that’s been cooking for a solid yr now for that😭
Other than that, Ymir and Armin are intially regarded as prisoners of war/spoils and are tortured for a solid year before their planned Coúp. They would’ve died if Armin did not have the knowledge of the main land and managed to convince the warriors and the Tybur family to turn against Marley. But yeah…..I’m a certified yapper.🗣️🗣️🗣️
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xercesroses · 9 days ago
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The reason for Eren's eye color changing is not just because Armin is losing his memory, but it also reflects his actions.
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Now, this may seem like a weird thing to say so I'm hoping to explain my point properly!
This reason why this may be true is because as I was watching AOT for like the 4th time I noticed how Eren's eye color was much more dull when he was attacking Marley.
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This dullness can represent Eren not acting himself; he's doing things he wouldn't normally do. His eyes are almost lifeless, his true personality being shoved down as he commits terrible acts. Since it's from Armin's perspective, I assume that this dullness is how he perceives Eren not acting himself.
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When Eren is acting himself, his eyes are that beautiful shade of green that Armin associates him with. Eren isn't shoving down his personality, he's now embracing it. His eyes no longer lifeless.
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Before Eren passes, his eyes are vividly green once more; not dull. His feelings are genuine, now showing as he once struggled with being his true self before. This is a raw version himself that he so desperately tried to mask for his unobtainable dream. He's not trying to be something he isn't anymore. Now just regretful.
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One last thing I would like to discuss is why his eyes some times look blue. A theory I have is when his eyes are tinted blue, it's to represent Ymir. The blue in his eyes when he does stuff that isn't like him is the subconscious control of Ymir Fritz. A small sign that they've been connected all along, across the time that Eren had been a titan. She's subconsciously having Eren as a pawn without either realizing.
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cybrrspidrr · 9 months ago
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Hi i just want to share my tma oc because ive just made him and im obsessed with him
Marley is a bunch of plants that kinda jane prentiss style possessed a body and is walking around pretending to be human (to be clear there is literally no original identity left, his entire personality is the plant’s)
He works at the institute previously as a file clerk but was bumped up to archival assistant after Gertrude died because Elias thought he would help mark Jon (he did not, marley is not very aggressive) Also he is very bad at being sneaky about the whole plant thing so as everyone starts to realize that paranormal stuff is actually out there they all just kinda accept “yeah that dudes a plant”
The body is actively decaying so the plant keeps it semi-healthy through stuff like photosynthesis and water and being buried im dirt for a bit (not based on science AT ALL im just making this up) He is very sunburnt from the amount of photosynthesizing he does
He doesnt have a house, he just kinda sleeps in dirt and id like to think he pretends to go home after work only to come back in and sleep in like a storage closet full of dirt or something that he’s dragged to the archives
All of his clothes are from charity shops or dug up from places, and he taught himself to sew to fix the holes
He is also a big fan of music and for some reason really likes my chemical romance dont ask me why i just thought it would be funny
Ok thanks bye 💜
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what does Tango think about the movie human centipede? because when you (and CD anon, hi CD anon!) mentioned it the song Red Flags by Tom Cardy started playing in my head and I think this would be an absolute terror to Tango
I also wanted to ask how well our cast handles horror films/creepy stuff. because although I’ve never watched it I’ve heard human centipede was uhhhhh bad. but if Tango rocks with horror than I think he might be able to stomach it. if not he’ll need his rancher lol
actually hate that movie. refuse to talk about it, will never talk about it. sorry for the harsh delivery there, but that's a HARD line imma set real quick.
We can chat about horror movies though! I haven't put a lot of thought into it because the halloween chapters doesn't talk a lot about scary movies, it's mentioned lightly though.
Tango and Bdubs watch horror movies and make fun of them. I'm talking like, they put on the conjuring movies and RIP THEM. it's a game to see how long they can go before laughing at one (not far). Bdubs favorite horror movie is Evil dead, he loves untinentional camp. Tango's is Texas chainsaw massacre (obviously) and he says its NOT because texas is in the title. (bdubs makes fun of him for it)
Jimmy thinks a lot of horror movies these days are bad. but this is because he gets spooked easily. it's not so much the actually movie orthe jump scare that gets him, but the suspense. He prefers psycological horror and his favorite are Into the mouth of madness (SO GOOD WATCH IT WATCH IT WATCH IT) Event Horizon (GOD THIS ONE AOUGH) and the thing (classic must watch) He's an english major, we must expect him to wanna put certain movies out for essays. He likes movies he can pick apart and analize.
Gem doesn't watch movies. she watched the thing with Jimmy and was like "thats enough for my life time I think"
Skizz is a mega big fan of Guillermo del Toro's Pan's labyrinth (me too honestly) and he watches it with no subtitles (forcing Tango to learn spanish better)
Impulse likes Willys wonderland, with Nick Cage. he cannot NOT laugh at it. he loves it so much, espcailly the part where the gorilla gets curb stomped. He claps at that part.
Etho doesn't watch horror movies. doesn't care for them actually. He's on "does the dog die" for every movie Bdubs makes him watch because he will never get over Marley and Me. HE DID, however, like Longlegs when tuff guys made him watch it. He also likes the babadook because he frowns at it and thinks about grief as a curse and a constant.
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thoughtdaughterdisease · 9 months ago
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okay, so i was thinking about what type of music each one of the avengers would play in the car/quinjet, so here are my thoughts !!
Tony:
Mostly AC/CD obviously, Led Zeppelin , Styx, some lynard skynard, mostly like 80s-90s rock, (or if you get lucky, some milli vanilli.)
Steve:
Yes, a lot of 40s music, feat. Taylor Swift, Marvin Gaye (thanks sam!), Queen, some of The Beetles stuff, maybe even some Bob Marley to be honest :)
Bucky:
As he said in FATWS, he likes 40s music. secretly likes certain Billie Eilish songs, ie; birds of a feather, skinny, the greatest. Would like Hozier, The White Stripes, and Sex On Fire by Kings of Leon. loves ed sheeran songs
would have the saddest relationship with Sailor Song (by Gigi Perez) EVER.
Bruce:
Definitely Classical Music. He definitely seems like the type of person to have the most chaotic self destructive relationship with Requiem by Mozart.
But, sometimes he'll definitely listen to The Beetles and Queen, (probably had a secret addiction to *NSYNC or the Backstreet Boys.) Would lowkey vibe to MARINA and Mother Mother if had the chance.
Clint:
I feel like Clint doesn't listen to a lot of music because he needs all his senses and combined with his hearing problems, it's never really been confident. However, i think if he did listen to music it would be like, Counting Crows, Coldplay, Imagine Dragons, etc.
Sam:
This man has two sides and you cannot convince me otherwise.
1. Hip Hop, or just a range of shitty rap to good rap. so 50 cent, eminem, Dr. Dre, P-Diddy 😨, Ludicrious, Kendrick Lamar, Kanye, Travis Scott, XXTENTENTIONXX. i feel like he would've made his dislike for drake very clear from the moment he got famous
2. Marvin Gaye. Jazz. Blues. The whole shebang, all of it, the slow rock, and let's not forget; Michael Jackson.
Natasha:
Again, Like Clint, i don't think she'd really like having the vulnerability of when you're listening to music but, she does like when Tony puts on his music in the Quinjet. I also feel like she'd like The White Girl Music. She genuinely Believes there's nothing better to rock out to than Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield.
Has a hidden Apprieciation for songs like Dance Of The Sugar Plum Fairy, because of how much she loves to dance to them. (this also applies to movies like black swan, etc.)
Thor:
He just so in love with Disney Movies that he Unironically listens to the soundtracks when someone else shows him how. It's really the only music he willingly listens to on earth. On Asgard however, I think he'd like the musicians there but he's never paid much attention to them.
Loki:
If he found out how to use spotify, his liked songs would be filled with Classical Music, Instrumental Covers of Pop Songs that he doesn't know, some Adele songs, Partition and Haunted by Beyoncé, Some MISSIO songs, Fall Out Boy, Teen Idle by MARINA, Lords, Michael Buble, Sex with a Ghost by Teddy Hyde, Artic Monkeys, PHOEBE BRIDGERS FOR SUREEE.
he is the embodiment of BLUE by Billie Eilish and nobody can convince me otherwise.
HAMILTON, HE WOULD LOVE HAMILTON.
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i have a really unhealthy obsession with 2012 Avengers.
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tricitymonsters · 3 months ago
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What kind of music does the cast like? What would be their favorite song/artist if they were in the real world?
Mori: Crust punk especially but generally a lover of the Punk Umbrella as a whole. Also likes rap/hiphop, his ska associations have led him into reggae. He also likes 80s/90s goth and weird multigenre bands of the time like Depeche Mode. I think of the cast, Mori’s got the broadest tastes and likes music the most. I think his favorite irl bands would probably change a lot depending on his mood but I think some constants would be Rage Against the Machine, Dead Kennedys, maybe something like Amebix or Propaghandi. He kinda is that guy who will really listen to anything though.
Amir: Eclectic. He likes club hits a lot (listens to bass-destroying house beats while getting dressed), but he’s also into popular top 40 (though he tends to lean global/int’l top 40s then just American). He’s also into a ton of latin genres cause they’re good for dancing. Idk probably into Bad Bunny but also its impossible not to imagine him blasting Megan Thee Stallion or Doechii or any of the multiple huge and stupidly talented female rappers that are big rn while he drives around.
Akello: 90s altrock, 70s funk, some oldies stuff from before his time. Used to have a big vinyl collection and really loves listening to an album and chilling with good company. He’s also an appreciator of Acid Jazz, he likes a lot of the older foundational stuff but has been really into modern interpretations lately, especially from latin america and asia. Fusion genres always kinda get him interested too. Listens to 90s hip hop religiously. Just behind Mori, i think Akello’s music tastes are the most genuine “listens to everything” kinda. I think IRL he’d be into a lot of small time local stuff, plus more far flung stuff like Jamiroquai, Brand New Heavies. I know this dude listens to old Bob Marley vinyls too.
Kazu: Metalhead through and through. Loves anything heavy, hard, and preferably pretty fast. Had a nu-metal phase he never fully escaped from. Maximum the Hormone, Rob Zombie… Has some crossover with Mori in that he likes some bass-heavy punk like the Misfits and related bands. ALSO likes idol pop however so Ai Furihata, Babymetal, even some Perfume or Yaosobi.
Raath: Doesn’t listen to a ton of music but is into driving percussions and industrial metal- especially 90s metal trends like NIN and Korn. Maybe some Tool when he’s being slightly less insane.
Marcel: Has a playlist of “girl bangers” to get girls jumping at house parties. Most of his tastes revolve around club or venue parties but is slowly developing a more adventurous palette. Likes more west coast rap than east but doesn’t have super strong feelings about it. Insists he doesn’t have a crush Lil Nas. Kind of a top 40 guy. Guilty of teasing Akello for his tastes back when they were living together.
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omfg i just stumbled upon your account while looking for critiques of mikasa's writing and istg its like i found an oasis in the desert. like FINALLY someone talks about how her attachment to (read: obsession with) eren is pretty much her entire character and subsumes any interesting traits we see. not to mention the lost potential that's been bothering me for years (the missed opportunity of exploring a connection with her and levi, or how she's literally basically a lost princess and nothing is done with that).
whats frustrating about trying to publicly critique mikasa (or other popular female characters in shonen) is that people are like "ERMMM actually YOU'RE the misogynistic one for only tying her to a man! she's literally the strongest character!" and tbh not much was done with mikasa being the strongest either, just like the other missed potential. i think this is because a lot of shonen fans (western ones at least) only criteria for what makes a character/story good is how strong they are, so mikasa graduating top of her class is enough for them to think she's a feminist icon, when isayama does nothing interesting with her at all besides making her strong.
anyway i just wanted to say i'm tuned in to your account now because i like your takes not just on mikasa, but aot's weaker bits. thank you so much for sharing because for a second i starting thinking i was wrong about my observations 😭
I made a crossover work of Attack on Titan and Transformers Prime. I don't know how interested you are in Transformers, but I do address the four year time skip, Mikasa actually going to Hizuru, a bit of an Ackertalk, try my best to expand on Eren's descent to madness, basically all the stuff I wanted to see explored in AOT.
And there should be a healthy dose of criticism for female characters, there's nothing wrong with that. I think with the online world as we know it, it can be hard to determine if someone is actually being genuine with their criticisms of a female character, or if it comes from a place of misogyny.
Personally, I don't think there's anything wrong with a strong female character, but I do see it as a problem when your female lead is only known for being strong. Sure, in Mikasa's case, her fatal flaw is her love for Eren, but that becomes a problem when her major character moments center around Eren. Doesn't mean I don't like those character moments, but it would have been so nice if we had gotten more for Mikasa. People have begged for Mikasa to have an extended Ackertalk with Levi, but it never came to fruition. Making Mikasa a royal doesn't really play out because we never even get to see Hizuru. Kiyomi's ultimate contribution was the plane that got them to Eren during the Rumbling. And Mikasa being or not being a royal, I feel it wouldn't have changed anything with the way Mikasa was written. I feel like, at best, it explains why Mikasa is the only asian descent on the island.
Apparently Mikasa and Sasha were good friends, but we don't get many moments between the two of them to show their friendship dynamic. At the beginning of the series, it felt more like Mikasa was messing with Sasha. Also, Isayama stated that Armin and Mikasa were living together while Eren was living on his own during the four year time skip before they went to Marley. Why didn't we get to see some of that?
There are examples of well-rounded female characters that are strong. It's not impossible. A good portion of the female characters in Arcane are strong but extremely well rounded: Vi, Jinx, Mel. Or something as old school as the OG Power Puff Girls. We all know the PPG Trio is strong, but the show went out of its way to explore different aspects of each of the girls. Buttercup literally went to the mountains to learn inner peace from a monk because she was too abrasive in combat. Blossom had an episode where she was trying to lie about stealing gold clubs for Professor Utonium. The fan favorite episode for Bubbles is the episode where she just becomes hardcore because she's so tired of being treated as weaker than her sisters. Not to mention, they are sisters, so there's a healthy dose of fighting and arguing and family nonsense.
I think in Isayama's case it's a bit of a disappointment, especially with the other female characters we've gotten in the past. Sasha's a glutton for food, a skilled hunter, but starts learning to think for others when she joins the military. Historia joining the military under a different name and trying to die a noble death so her life would mean something, only to take her own destiny in her hands, kill her father to stop his reign of terror and ignorance, and become queen of the Walls. Annie is a skilled fighter, the Female Titan, but she doesn't care about the glory or honor of Marley. She knows it's a lie. She only cares about getting home to her father. Other than that, she's chosen to move through the world with apathy. We even get a Lost Girls OVA centering around Annie's day in the life of an MP officer.
And speaking of the Lost Girls OVA for Mikasa and Annie, they adapt the chapters from Annie and Mikasa's perspectives, but we don't get that extended conversation that the two of them had in their 104th days which also explains how Mikasa was able to recognize the ring on Annie's finger that she used to transform into the Female Titan. It would have been so cool if that was adapted to the anime!
Like one episode! Or one manga chapter with Mikasa asking Kiyomi more about her heritage would've been so nice!
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violetarks · 1 year ago
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“i hate you.”
“fuck off.”
“get out of my house.”
you look over your shoulder, apron on as you cut vegetables on his chopping board. your glare makes reiner weak — weak enough to finally draw his attention to the floorboards and clench his fists.
“shut up and sit down, dinner will be ready soon, you idiot.” you scoff, furrowed brows are you loudly chop up some carrots.
he knows you don’t mean anything you say, and neither does he. when you don’t hear him sit down, you eventually sigh and shake your head, placing the knife on the bench.
“look, reiner, you need to just… just trust me, okay?” you huff out, obviously tired from your ongoing argument with him. it had been hours, and all reiner can muster up is some sad excuse to try and make you leave. “what is going on with you, huh? why are you all of a sudden acting so hostile?”
“you were being rude to me first.” he scoffs, crossed arms as he leans against the back of the couch. his eyes are still trained on the floor, “yelled at me as soon as i walked into the house.”
“because you fuckin’—” you stop yourself short before wiping your face and continuing your work, “you came home after hours of silence. didn’t even tell me where you were going… how am i supposed to act?”
sometimes, you didn’t understand your boyfriend.
you were one of the only other people that marley had sent to do recon on paradis. zeke gave you all the information you needed to know before sending you off. at the time, you were both 17-years-old and just happy to see each other. you were dear friends, until zeke sent you a letter to come back and reiner made the move to kiss you ’goodbye’. he promised he would come back to you.
maybe he was lying, because he had been out in the town for hours without any notice. you resorted to even asking porco what was going on, and he just shrugged it off. you thought, he had to come home at some point, right?
right you were. he walked into his house 30 minutes after you started prepping dinner.
“i don’t want you here anymore.” he says, knitted brows. this place has been his for a while, you only moved in upon his request. “i… i don’t know how to explain it to you, y/n, i just… i would feel so much better if i was alone.”
“so what, you can wallow in self-pity for the rest of your life?” you retort, now washing the chopping board, “i don’t want you here alone, reiner.”
“it’s my house.”
“you’re my boyfriend.”
“so what?”
“are you serious?” you scoff, dropping the board into the sink and turning to him. your wet hands press against your biceps as you cross your arms over your chest. “reiner, what has gotten into you?”
when you land your gaze on him, reiner is holding his head in both his hands, covering his eyes and tears stream down his face silently. you are quiet as well as you drop your hands, quietly sighing through your nose. your footsteps towards him don’t make him flinch, and he stays still.
you try not to take anything he says to heart because you know how little he means it. he’s just scared. but he can’t say it out loud. instead, he throws out excuses and stuff to make you upset and leave. it hurt that he would do such a thing, but you loved him. reiner was yours.
your bring your arms closely around his waist, resting your hand between his shoulders. “it’s okay.” you whisper, allowing him to finally crumble in your arms and cry out loud, “you’re okay.”
how many years does he have left? how could you continue to love him after he told you what happened on paradis? why would you stay? to torment him? to punish him for his sins?
he sits down on the back of the couch and you slip passed his knees to hug him tighter. your fingers brush through his blonde hair, and you kiss his jaw softly. reiner can’t help but let you hold him, you were the kindest touch he has ever known. and what could he do without you?
“please leave me.” he whimpers out, still covering his face.
your heart aches at his request, but you only hug him closer to you. “don’t be silly, reiner.” you mumble, lips against his cheekbone.
he’s pleading you at this point. but you don’t let go.
“i’m with you ‘til the end.”
that’s what he’s afraid of.
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420slvtt · 4 months ago
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sea, swallow me
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summary: in which eren jaeger, an amazing football player, gets to play for one of the best high schools in marley, the mysterious rich town over.
in which y/n y/ln, the well-off girl, tries to overcome her addictions and just wants to be loved and cared for.
content warning: depression and withdrawal
part three
y/n.
you moved around your room as pieck talked to you from your bed.
"so you and yelena are no longer-" she did the scissoring motion with her fingers.
you looked at her and paused. "no, and she did it when i was high. like when im high, of course im going to do stuff you don't like." you said, shrugging your shoulders as you cleaned.
"i know, it was so messed up of her. but when someone gets removed from your life its because someone's going to replace them." she said, looking at her phone.
"so your saying i'm going to get another fuck buddy?" you teased.
"or maybe a real relationship." she spoke into the universe.
"no one could really put up with me." you said, shrugging.
"someone has to come on y/n."
"no one can love me, at least not again."
pieck looked up from her phone, oblivious to what you had said. "huh?"
you shrugged your shoulders, smiling. "it was nothing important."
"oh, okay, hurry up and get ready. we got to set up for the party." pieck said, getting up from your room and leaving to go to the bathroom.
you forgot about the party. you thought to yourself as you finished cleaning up your messy room.
your bag was already packed for pieck's house as you were sleeping over.
you always did that when you partied. you didn't want to get into a car accident. not again.
you sighed as you looked around your room. it was finally clean. finally. you just hoped it would stay clean.
being sober was wonderful until the cravings kicked in, and the headaches which you were having already.
you grabbed your clothes for today, deodorant, and a hairbrush and made your way to your bathroom. pieck was already in there fixing up her makeup.
"can i stay in here while you shower?" she asked.
"yeah, of course." you set your clothes down and moved to turn your speaker on.
you put your playlist on shuffle. and got in the shower after stripping.
during your shower, all you could hear was pieck singing along to the music.
you were glad because it was distracting you from your thoughts.
a song popped up that pieck didn't know. but you did all to well.
'linger by the cranberries.' fuck. the song brings back horrible memories every time.
it was a beautiful song, but it brought back things you tried so hard to forget. the car accident, where your boyfriend at the time almost died. and now he doesn't remember you.
you sighed, you wished he did. because every time you looked at him, it looked like he got even more perfect. like greek gods added more to his divine features. he was so perfect.
why did life have to have it out for you?
silent tears fell from your eyes as the song continued playing. it wasn't a slow melody or a sad song in your eyes. but your memories had made it a sad song.
you stopped your shower as everything had been scrubbed down and you finally felt clean and relaxed.
you wrapped a towel around your body. you stepped out of the shower to find pieck blasting the music and redoing her blush.
she hadn't noticed the lack of water running from the shower. "pieck?" you spoke almost, making her drop her makeup brush. she clutched it tightly.
"hm?" she hummed out stepping away from the mirror, looking at you now.
"why does the world think it's okay to keep taking from me?" you said as you let more pent-up tears fall from your e/c eyes.
pieck was stunned. she didn't move. it was like the world had stopped when she noticed you were crying. ever since you were babies, she's never seen you cry.
"y/n." she reached out towards you, pulling you into a soothing hug. "it's okay, it'll all be okay." pieck whispered she was mostly telling herself that.
she couldn't fathom losing you, not again, at least. she lost you mentally before, and it hurt her. but losing you physically would break her.
"i love you, y/n." she rubbed your wet hair. "its all going to work out." she said smiling softly.
she had more hope than you did. than you ever did. but now you have hope. or you think you do. you just want to believe something good is going to happen. rather than life hurting all the time.
your tears slowed as you smiled to hear pieck lightly humming your favorite song. you were still latched onto her as she led you to your bedroom. she set you on your bed. "ill get your clothes. are you good to change?" she asked.
you nodded adjusting your position on the bed. you wiped some of your leftover tears.
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you had changed your clothes and brushed your teeth. you stood at your bedroom door, waiting for pieck to get her purse.
she noticed you had this distance look in your eye. she'd seen it too much. she's so tired of you being in pain because no matter what she does, you always go back to your depression.
"c'mon y/n let's go." pieck said shaking away her thoughts. you looked up from the floor.
"okay." you said dryly, adjusting your backpack that hung off your shoulder.
your feet made no noise as you walked down the stairs while piecks steps made your presence known.
"are you leaving, y/n?" your dad asked, looking at you. he was in the living room malik and eren? by his side. you nodded looking at your feet.
pieck saw how distressed you were looking and gave a verbal answer. "she's coming to my house for the weekend. im throwing a little get together." pieck said before looking at malik and winking letting him know it's a party and not 'a get together.'
your dad was confused but nodded. "okay be safe, y/n." you nodded once again. you looked at him, seeing your dads attention was back to malik. you still felt eyes on you, though.
eren was staring directly at you before he looked away from your figure.
pieck grabbed your hand and pulled you out of the house. you let go of her hand as you got into the car. pieck backed out, and you drove seeing a semi beat-up car waiting a few feet away from your house.
was that erens ride? or was she a crazy stalker your mother had again. either way, you didn't care.
pieck drove out of your neighborhood abd drove to the one a few blocks down. her house was unbelievably modern and white.
"y/n?" she said as she pulled into her garage, making no advances to get out.
"hm?" you hummed out not taking your eyes off of your phone.
"whats wrong?" she asked concerned.
the ac in her car was hitting you and making it feel like winter. you felt frozen.
you didn't know what was wrong. you just knew something was wrong. "i don't know. everything. everything is wrong."
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