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First of all, congratulations, you are truly an artist. If I had to compare your art, I would do it with Mauricio Anton, Rextooth, IsaacOWJ and other famous paleo artists. Also, you have highlighted a saber-toothed feline other than the smilodon and I say congratulations, I even think it is the only comic about a prehistoric animal centered on the homotherium.
Otherwise here is my question, because of your talent, do you plan to produce one or more comics on this theme in the near future that you will sell as Rextooth?
Whoa! High praise indeed! I certainly wouldn't put my art as anywhere near the same caliber as Mauricio Antón but I appreciate the comparison all the same!
Obligatory Mauricio Antón appreciation moment:
As for publishing Kindred, no, it isn't formatted in any way even close to plausible for print!
I make Kindred for fun, and because Homotherium is one of my favourite animals of all time. As you said, I think I'm the first to include it as a main part of any webcomic, and that's neat!
But if I try to monetize Kindred and comic-making, it will start being another job. Right now I like that there is no reason I can't take a break 'just because'.
As mentioned in my pinned post, I have concentration as fickle as the wind and I don't know if/when this hyperfocus will burn out. Maybe it won't and I will actually finish a project for the first time in my life! I hope so! But I am not willing to bet on it c':
#Sorry if this comes across as mean or pessimistic#I have had a few questions of this ilk lately and it bothers me a little bit because like#idk really#managing expectations I suppose#mammothask#anon#clangen#mammothclan#sabercat#kindred of the mammoth#homotherium#sabertooth#pav chatter#ooc ask#paleo stuff#sorta#adhd#i can tag that now bc im actually diagnosed yippee
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always enjoyed the Chess Set In The Foreground perspective framing used here
now also noting like, huh, a chess set in a general store just visited by marigold competitors who killed one of their guys and are now on the way back from their rendezvous point w/suppliers
#and now to take a big sip of ''nothing suggests lackadaisy ft. people stuck / things repeating / death begetting death''#not like i suppose we're going to be hit with ''& then mordecai and viktor sat down at the defiance field office for every passing gangster#played chess and then went and properly slaughtered the lackadaisy crew and arbogasts at the funeral home / barn w/car-sized holes''#good reminder though that Viktor Is Now Active....left off with elsa managing to give him a phonecall; for good measure#lackadaisy#i have no lengthy Mitzi Mordecai Murder Mystery Musings posts for today (b/c not enough fresh musing insights) but no prommies#epiphanies are on their own schedule#quite the chess piece arrangement seen there too lol. can't tell if there's any Classic Configuration in the game b/w viktor & mordecai#not a chesshead and never was lol strategy games??? who's that#or i'll play them but not strategically. invented Flick Chess for indoor recess in elementary school#you flick a piece across the board and whatever you knock off the board = you took those pieces lmfao#though not like that has Zero strategy. thinking of my day enjoying tiddlywinks research#imagine my delight revisiting all this material like oh yeah the little pic of freckle tiddlywinking#let's squop; boys#i'm also supposing that chess sets? checkers sets? and etc. would be common general store features; like phone usage....real general....#but like; what; are we expecting this Not to bring a response from marigold lol#got the nervous twitch but they're like ''ah it's fine. cost of doing business''
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Smooch
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#this is my first time drawing them kiss#actually-- My first time drawing people kiss (._.)#hope I did it right LMAO#this is the last part now#originally there was supposed to be more. But I only manage to make this :3#Bill is definitely expecting tongue while Ford is clueless and just freeze LMAO#I love these losers/affectionate#gravity falls#bill cipher#billford#book of bill#the book of bill#stanford pines#endlesspaint#delicioustarong
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June 10th 2077
Happy birthday, V!!
Aahhhh aöskhdfasf I got inspired by a recent character ask where I talked about what a perfect day in Vince's life would look like, and I instanly had the day post-Boat-Drinks in mind. And also recently I revamped my personal hc timeline for Cyberpunk 2077 to incorporate Phantom Liberty into Vince's story and I was like y'know what... the post-Boat-Drinks day would perfectly fit as taking place on V's birthday :3 Spent a decent amount of hours yesterday taking pics (and will publish some of these on their own too cause I love them sm and I had all the feels, and they deserve to shine!) - but for now really wanted to complete this lil rundown in time.
Happy birthday to all the other Vs that celebrate today as well \o/
#cyberpunk 2077#cp2077#Cyberpunk2077#cyberpunk v#male v cyberpunk#cyberpunk vp#cp2077 vp#cyberpunk photomode#kerry eurodyne#kerry eurodyne x v#my vp#otp: to bad decisions#vincent ezaki#I have... so many feeeeels öaksdhföashf#I'm not 100% happy with the photostory as a whole bc it was a bit rushed now xD bc I took longer than expected with the pics#but can always redo in the future/ expand on it when I feel like it :3#for now I'm very happy with the individual pics and seeing them all in one post!#and really wanted to make sth special for Vince tbh so having managed that is what's most important!#also it's not necessarily supposed to read as a comic - more their convo happening like that at some point in the morning#always pictured the diner for the scene#and the pics is how it really played out in the end
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Just finished watching episode 4 of TADC. As someone with ADHD, chronic depression, and possibly mild Autism, I’ve never felt so seen yet personally attacked at the same time 🥲🫠
#tadc#the amazing digital circus#the fact that the whole episode is basically a euphemism for anti depressants and masking is fucking sending me#like i knew that gangle having the masks was supposed to LITERALLY symbolize masking#but her getting a new mask and having it ‘slip’ every now and then just really drives it home#it does SUCH a good job of showing how emotionally exhausting it is to constantly be masking and pretending everything is fine#and how GOOD it feels when you can FINALLY stop pretending that things are good and you’re normal#literally the entire time i was like ‘Damn they fucking nailed that feeling! but also fuck you i didn’t need to be called out like this!’#legit wasn’t expecting to come out of this episode with the knowledge that gangle is literally the most relatable character to me#but here we are anyway#tadc gangle#manager gangle#gangle
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Oh my adhd having students, I mean this in the most "I'm trying to help u pass this class" way possible: what the fuck am I supposed to do with you? And I mean that as an earnest question. If u have advice pls let me know.
#bc the thing is. u have to be in attendance to get credit for labs and u have to turn in assignments to get credit#and i dont kno how to make those things happen for you. so like???#and u can have flexible attendance but u dont get credit if u arent there and we cant do makeups for all the labs#bc that infringes on our lab manager's time in a way that doesn't work#and u can have flexible deadlines but like if u dont turn things in there's no credit to be given. so again???#i dont know how to help and i dont kno how much of this is im a dumb 18yo who is used to arrangements being made for me. bc i get that#from students who dont have learning disabilities vs how much is a genuine inability to keep things on task#and like how much am i expected to give? im just a graduate TA. i cant hold ur hand thru everything. im not paid to do that#but i want to help however i can. so like??? i dont kno what to do and i understand the frustration#as someone with a learning disability that isnt really helped by the accommodations i have access to#but is it a case of: u need to try harder or even trying ur hardest it's nnot possible. i dont kno. i cant kno#and what the fuck am i supposed to do if its the latter? it just sucks#unrelated
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hey. so.
didnt plan on reading sonic the movie fanfiction of all things, right? right.
but alas the picture of outsider pov mean bean customer witnessing stone pining on main between movies 1 and 2 was so utterly VIVID in my mind i ended up looking some up.
because i mean. the setup is so obvious, it is practically begging to be written and then read by some fanatical idiot like myself. no way an author hasnt yet taken advantage of the premise.
ONLY TO FIND OUT NOBODY HAS
WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING?????
(left an essay in the tags, christ 💀)
#sonic#sonic agent stone#sonic live action#live action sonic#agent stone#i SUPPOSE i could write it myself but thats not the point of this post is it?#the point is that im flabergasted that nobody has made it yet#like i said the setup is so OBVIOUS#i mean when he closed early there were actual honest to god people in there#some of them HAD to be regulars and god i hope some of them were NOSY regulars#fuck it dude you dont have to be nosy to be intrigued by a guy making elaborate latte art of some guy and then-#being like 'doctor where are you? 🥺' while looking at it longingly#also also??? the establishment was called karen's before with management what you would expect(as seen in the tie in comic)#AND its in green hills#like???#okay i havent seen the 1st movie in a while but???? pretty sure the only character who interacts with stone is robotnik#you could literally write maddie and tom and hell wade if that strikes your fancy go there completely without knowing????#i know i mentioned wade offhandedly but i mean we know he goes there as part of his rounds????#LIKE IM TALKING ABOUT THE WASTED POTENTIAL HERE#NOT ONE FIC GUYS#amateur hour istg
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you know it's a hell of a game when you grab the second rarest achievement and you've still only seen a third of what's to offer
#.ix#if youre wondering i did go into this mostly blind#all i knew was 1. theres a princess 2. youre supposed to slay her 3. its a game that needs multiple playthroughs to do it justice#a lot of the other things i wasnt expecting! and was pleasantly surprised by!#my very first encounter was with the razor and i managed to defeat her in her final form#and i was like “oh FUCK YEAH boss fight time”#so i think i enjoy the murder routes more than the romance routes#not that i didn't thoroughly enjoy the kiss with the thorn. and hearing the narrator get icked by the kiss with the thorn.
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Wish there was a grief camp for adults too damn.
#I know by the time you’re an adult you’re supposed to have gone through major losses etc whatever#but my mom was my first one and idk how to process grief at all#and like it’s expected you’re gonna move on in x amount of time#well I don’t know how to manage my big feelings and I’m scared of them
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I was just thinking and... Artemis is not kind. yes, for all his friendliness, and all the fancy and amicable language and behaviors he displays outwardly to just about everyone who enters his shop... he's not genuinely nice. Artemis is a demon. in any verse of his, he used to be something akin to a spirit/god of LOVE, but was twisted into Wrath, or Hatred - which is the opposite. After leaving the pits of hell, having his little demonic tantrum and breakdown and finally growing weary and finding some semblance of clarity, he's grown out of what he was once again, and became something new. He's still wrathful, hateful, angry, and morose, but now he's so much more without even realizing. He's evolved and will continue to do so over time even if he stagnates for decades, centuries even. The friendships and relationships with other muses that he develops will influence his personality and the way he views things in time, as we've seen it happen already countless times ofc! And for those who did earn his respect and care, he does truly care for them and would gladly go out of his way for them (to what degree depends entirely on the level of closeness). But again.... Artemis is not kind, by nature and he hasn't been for a very, very long time. He was genuinely just plain and simple EVIL He was a villain - a monster, unrecognizable to how he acts now- doing horrible, unspeakable deeds for the pleasure of it. It's how he got the bones he wears in and on his body. So while he might be polite, charming even, and friendly - if he does not know you... he doesn't care about you nor what happens to you. If say for example, he sees you wandering that ruined cityside he lives in - rampant with entities that prey on the Living - and he saves you from being taken by evil spirits or demons? Chances are good that he did it for himself, or to be spiteful - to deny the other entities their prize (you / your soul). If he doesn't know you, the likelihood that he'll go out of his way for you is very low. But if there's something in it for him, some kind of reason as to why it might be worth his time and energy to actually step in... he might! But like all demons, it's good to be wary and to assume he doesn't care about you or your well-being, at least at first!! Artemis is not nice, but that doesn't mean he's malicious or cruel (anymore. not intentionally - he's quite literally under the mindset that he's just 'too old and tired for that nonsense'.) Artemis is manipulative, charming, cunning - he's everything you expect from a demon (though without a host, so he's certainly not attractive in any semblance of a conventional manner lmao - but he dresses well! and I think it's also telling just how-- *gestures at all that* --that he actually is, considering he's NOT attractive... but still puts people at ease, mostly, and can charm them to hell and back if he wanted to. He uses that not to manipulate people per say ?? like, he does not have an evil agenda by any means. He's just existing at this point, distanced from the gods and devils and just living his... life(?) if you can call it that. He's TRYING to do better. But he's still just... a demonic entity. A greater demon, for sure, if he had to be equated to some kind of level or whatever, but a demon nonetheless. But even for demons, there can be growth! and he is growing, very very slowly.
#( ramblings )#( ooc )#( tbd )#??#ANYWAY TLDR I just wanted to ramble a little#please don't assume he's going to like you or your muse at ALL. he's going to be FRIENDLY. because hes a GOOD BUSINESSMAN.#he's a shop owner!!! first and foremost!! that's his LIFE. that's what he DOES. it's his EVERYTHING. he uses his charm for THAT. not for#evil deeds anymore. its been decades. centuries. since he's been like that at all.#underneath the charming businessman persona he EXUDES is a morose grumpy damaged entity that is prickly and judgemental and hot and cold#expect little from him but push him for more.! he's not one to turn down a Good Conversation. but it will take time to genuinely get#anything sincere or substantial from him relationship wise because he genuinely sees so little value in deeper connections#or in getting close to others (he literally lost everyone he loved and was betrayed deeply to the point where his old self perished and#rotted into a puddle of despair in hell... literally)#BUT !! if one does manage to get through that thick fucking skull (...ha.) of his . well then you've got yourself a pretty fucking powerful#ally then dontcha? jfhjgjfjg#he won't believe you're worth his time half the time unless if benefits him. but he is at times plagued with moments of... curiosity.moment#flickers where he might SEEM like he cares a little bit. maybe he does. but he does not acknowledge it at all and it confuses him if he doe#somehow manage to recognize it for what it is. he's been deeply disconnected from himself for a long time. hes been Lost for even longer#he can be 'loving'/affectionate even/kind to those he genuinely has grown to care for. but that takes some time and work.#the guy is not a nice person. he'll kill you without remorse if you cause trouble for him as long as your death wont cause some kind#of backlash that he doesnt want to deal with or inconvenience in general to him.#but.... he also used to be the god of love. that god has been dead for a long time though. but !! but. but.#all is not lost. not always. sometimes he feels guilty for what he became and did to people who did not deserve it.#its why he still has the bones. and the souls of the people he killed. he'll never be a Good Person. he'll never be Eros again. but he'll b#something else... given time I suppose.#ANYWAY X2...... idk where the fuck......... but. nods. tips my hat. mhm. turns on a heel and jogs away without giving anything else--
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I don't intend to use it very much, but I did make a Bluesky if anyone happens to be over there
#Blog management#Profile is bare + only one post but I'm There I Suppose#I kinda hate the format of twt and twt-adjacent sites so do Not expect a full move. Just art over there as well#Should clarify I hate the format because I Love talking incessantly and a text limit just doesn't allow for that#I've never had an actual twt and never will. Thank god.
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hey folks did you know i love super dangan ronpa 2
#marzi speaks#thinking abt the themes in that story#ESPECIALLY the letting other people’s perceptions dictate who you are vs choosing who you are for yourself and not letting anyone stop you#like almost every single one of the sdr2 cast has a front they put on/identity they’re ‘supposed’ to be vs who they truly are#komaeda’s i could write an essay on so we’re gonna skip him bc. energy#hajime’s is obvious. i don’t need to explain that one. though he tries really hard to come off as more masculine as well which. augh#speaking of masculine souda is a victim of toxic masculinity. he was bullied and had a dad who sucked so he changed himself to look fiercer#ibuki left her band due to ‘creative differences’- she didn’t fit into that classic pop band mold and she allowed herself to deviate#mahiru puts extra pressure on men around her bc Her Dad Also Sucked and she’s sick of having to deal with weaponized incompetence#gundham is this sweet kind kind boy who hides it all underneath a veil of darkness. the darkness is not a lie either though he is both#sonia. literally a princess. has huge shoes to fill. in reality she’s a horror fiend who just wants to nerd out abt true crime#nekomaru’s heart condition would have taken him out of sports forever but he found another way and started team managing instead#fuyuhiko is set up to be the next head of the kuzuryu clan but on the inside he is so compassionate (and canonically a prude lmao)#peko is literally raised as a tool and tries to embrace this role even though the one she works for just wants her to be herself#i haven’t seen hiyoko’s ftes but i imagine she’d be far less cruel if she didn’t have to deal with constant infantilization and perverts#twogami just. as a whole. the whole character. yeah#there’s for sure more but i haven’t seen everyone’s ftes so. yanno#like fuck !!!!!! people will always have a perception of what they think you should be but you cannot truly be happy#until you allow yourself to disregard those expectations and forge your own path instead !!!! fuck !!!!!
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guess whos not going in at all this week, actually
#MY MANAGER EMAILED LIKE 2 HOURS B4 I HAD TO GO IN#she finally changed my schedule (1 day) to the night shift today#(i emailed her to be safe just kinda casually reaffirming im going in at the new time & then asking if any other shifts wanted 2 be changed#bcs that sounds great to me whstever option she goes with#she ignored that question & i get a new email from her asking if i completed a training. lets called it DOC#basically a long time ago she said 'i will send you DOC instructions soon' .. a few days pass and i get three 50 paged packets#one is called NAVIGATING DOC#im like oh ok cool that must be the DOC training shes talking abt bcs the other 2 packets were abt various trainings#NAH BRUH. APPARENTLY THE DAY IM SUPPOSED TO GO IN. SHE MESSAGES ME SOME ENTIRELY ALIEN PROGRAM#and is like 'u completed this right? cus if u didnt u cant come in today.'#LIKE?? MAYBE I WOULDA IF U SENT THE SHIT#but it's also like. dam i shouldve emailed prompting her to send what she said she would n clarifying BUT FUCK#WHY DO I GOTTA?? IM NOT THE MANAGER#she literally told me the name of the program rn thru email so i type it in and see like four hour long modules to complete#mind u i aint never even been informed a WHISPER abt this new program. nothings even labeled DOC TRAINING#but my struggle is. was i notified this?? and i just didnt see??? was i supposed to clarify with her what the DOC training was exactly??#the only thing ive heard abt doc training b4 this is 'i need to send u DOC training soon' in EMAIL. so i expected an alert#abt THE DOC TRAINING... in an EMAIL notification. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS#idk man#i dont even care bro like im busy as hell & the work is just to build clinic hours so i dont care abt the money factor#it's just like. can we get this first day jitters thing over with already?? im so over this bro#yaddayadda i emailed her an apology n ill be on that ASAP shit. but i did let her know i am basically justnnow seeing this site#n if there was any email or notif that couldve/tried to inform me of its existence 2 pls let me know / figure out how to find it#so the issue doesnt occur again & i dont have to keep botherinher which im so srry of bcs med is stress n shes just trying to get by#but still bro im a lil miffed bcs she probably thinks im stupid now and now im wondering if i AM#bcs WDYM ONLINE MODULES. AINT NOBODY SAID SH IT EVEN ABT THE EXISTENCE OF THEM!!! i wouldve pressed harder 4 clarification#if i knew it was an ONLINE MODULE i had to look out for on some randomass site i didnt even know the name of until now#instead of the EMAIL UVE BEEN 'COMMUNICATING' WITH ME ON#ARREGHHHHHHHH IM NOT STUPID. I SWEAR IM NOT STUPID FUCCK MY BAKA LIFE
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guys sonic 3 was kinda bad
#idk if i'll be burned at the stake for this#i have yet to see what the local opinion-shaping youtubers are saying about it so maybe i'm not alone#i did have fun mostly bc i was watching with friends#but it was such a tell don't show movie that i felt insulted#i didn't go in expecting peak cinema i expected a family flick but like#i would sure like to see and experience the plot instead of having characters telling me about it#idk i was still but a dumb baby when i watched the other ones maybe they were always like this but i remember them being more subtle#also aside from the jim carreys and a few other jokes i really couldn't stand the humour in this one. sonic shut up.#ik he's like. supposed to be quippy but is he supposed to be marvel level quippy.#also despite the spoonfeeding of information i somehow still managed to not really understand the plot. so good job.#at least my friends really liked it#idk i'm not really a sonic fan but i enjoyed the last two movies well enough#and i know more about sonic than half my other friends who were watching#idk what do y'all think. should i do more movie reviews or should i shut up because who gaf i'm the i/p tumblr grookey.#hila has spoken
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I need someone to pay me money for existing
#literally so sick of being paid once a month and forced to expect it to stretch all month#its not even 2k how am i supposed to buy food and bus passes and ubers to get places for two people#when the other person doesnt manage their money AT ALL#i pay half the rent and all the utilities and am in charge of all the chores EXCEPT doing dishes (have to put them away tho) and#folding the laundry (have to do it myself first tho and the clean clothes will sit on the couch for weeks)#i am so sick of being underpaid and taken advantage of#ecks speaks
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I think my mission is to finish the next chapter zombie fic this weekend and stack up on like…..ideally 3-4 prompts for kinktober.
Proooobably going to make the kinktober fics ~500-1k snippets because last year I think I got ahead of myself by making them like 3-5k each and then hit a wall on day 3 and it was like Id been hit with a banana peel at that point lmao
We shall see if I do it!
#zombie fic has naturally rolled into spooky season???#it is not supposed to be a long fic but IS going to be longer than initially anticipated#the words are flowing better than expected which Im trying to also keep my word counts manageable so settled for shorter more frequent chap#although obviously the ‘more frequent’ part is heavily up for debate#but listen it took me three (3) calander years to finish What You Want which is a 3-parter#apex predator still hasn’t gotten chapter 2 yet#nor the bunny hybrid fic#but we’re having fun!!! and doing the damn thing!!!#tldr there’s a reason I usually stick to one offs and the occasional sequel
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