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Sometimes the doomed old man toxic yoai gets so bad you just have to start writing about fucking revenge guac to get over the pain.
#sonic movie 3#sonic 3#sonic the hedgehog#slight spoilers#stobotnik#I've never seen such fucking YEARN in a man before like PICK IT UP bro your obsession is so obvious#I've never felt so.. like this about an end of a relationship before i swear to god if Stone disappears after this I'll riot#I need him causing destruction in Robotniks name but before that I'm going to cope with him being a yearny little shit snd Shadow being edgy#Genuinely it's going to be 1K words of Shadow thinking 'Maria would've loved guacamole..' or something like that because i refuse to be sad#I'm not coping.. everyone lives nobody dies stobotnik ISN'T DEAD NOW WHAT DO YOU MEAN#the sonic movie team is paying for all of my bills not just the therapy ones because FUCK THIS#i loved the movie though it's so good gaia please never stop the peak it's so peak holy shit#OH GOD I JUST REMEMBERED METAL SONIC WON'T HAVE HIS DAD WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE#I'm NOT going to be okay coming into the third movie how could you have taken the father son bonding AWAY FROM ME
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I just had a passing thought about my own stuff from an outsider POV. I wondered if anyone whoās not a huge fan of dick questions why Dick Grayson in most of the stuff I postā¦
Why all of a sudden Dick Grayson is the bus driver- because I hired him!!! I want to see him! Iām gonna put him in everything!
#you know that one image of shadow saying donāt trust your brain after 9 pm? I get a lot of weird thoughts itās like im under attack through#self created scenarios but this one got dismissed real quick by how raw and selfish my desire to put my fav in everything#anyways idk why Iām posting this. dick and Damian. dick and cass. dick and Tim. doesnāt the timeline make a lot of sense#oh yeah. Iām going to read Robin jason comics soon so maybe there will be more jason stuff coming. so far everything Iāve been reading with#jason in it are nightwing comics (shrugs)#so heās basically already grownā¦ and edgy. lol#except for a few comics where heās baby#I also need to read Stephās more stuff. being an adult is not great man. you donāt have time to do anything. a bit overrated#except having money part. I like having money
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Madoka is the promise you won't turn from a child, full of hopes and dreams and the wish to save the world, into a bitter adult who just wants to hurt others and ruin people's lives
Madoka promised to be there for you to remind you of the person you wanted to be and to stop you from becoming what you sought to destroy
Madoka made that promise and became the very embodiment of it
#Moon posting#Feeling emotional about Madoka Magica all out of the blue and I'm making it your problem#IDK I saw a video in my YT reccs ranking Doremi toys and I really enjoyed it (sadly can't remember who it was)#So I went to check what other content the person had made and they had recently-ish done a blind reaction to Madoka#Didn't watch the whole thing just The Good Shit at like double speed (it was completely uncut and I wasn't in the mood for a full rewatch)#And god. The way the fucking ending to this series still makes me fucking sob like a baby EVEN WHEN WATCHING AT DOUBLE SPEED#I dunno what to tell you I really like that series. Like I just do. Madoka is Good Actually#IDK I feel like everyone has a lot of Opinions about the series and all I can say is that y'all are wrong and don't understand it#MADOKA ISN'T ABOUT BEING EDGY GRIMDARK TORTURE PORN!!! IT'S ABOUT HOPE!! AND DREAMS!! AND NOT GIVING UP!!#Y'all remember that post about how sometimes if you need to imagine Naruto encouraging you to help you get out of bed and brush your teeth#Then you imagine that dattebayo#And that is literally what Madoka is.#Except instead of self-care Madoka is there to stop you from being a toxic little dickweed and be nice to others#Sometimes you need to stop and ask: Would Madoka do that? Would Madoka say that? Would she be proud of me right now?#Don't ask me why I'm posting this it is 5 am I should be in bed man
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Initial drawings of that old manā¦ I literally, I havenāt finished reading the book of bill yet!!! I had to stop and take a break for a week to feverishly draw fanart of myself petting fords floofy hair and giving him attention and shitā¦!!!! The urge was too greatā¦.!! Iāve literally. I had a crush on this guy the instant he was first REVEALED in the show, but I did not have the artistic prowess to draw good looking old men back thenā¦ but I do nowā¦ thank godā¦ thank fucking god
#gravity falls#ford pines#stanford pines#self ship#self insert#si x canon#it me#doodles#I got a haircut! so my hair looks different now.. as haircuts tend to do lol#anywayā¦ yeahā¦ I LOVE HIMā¦ GRAHHFJH#the confirmation that he rlly is just sad and lonely and insecure and craving attention and validation#OHH FORD BBY.. WE R THE SAME#likeā¦ ghghg i loved him already just w his prickly nerdy outer shell but knowing more about the vulnerable center is GREAT. ITS AWESOME#also hes a smart nerdy guy who can do science and expirements and shit which is ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS FOR A CHARACTER TO DO#u kno im all about scientistsā¦.#I couldnāt draw ship art back then 1 cuz I didnāt kno how to draw old men and 2 cuz I was like 13 lolā¦ which would have been wierd#but Iām an ADULT NOW. GET OVER HERE FORD#also it didnāt even rlly cross my mind TO draw that stuff cuz even tho I did love ford#self ship and x reader sorta stuff was not NEARLY as popular back then.. like I specifically remember it like. booming in popularity#at some point. but being pretty rare before that. anyway. thank u passage of time and trends and new gravity falls book for introducing#me back to fictional man I love. so I can now draw myself smooching him and shit#hell yeah.#13 is probably not actually correct I do not remember exactly which year fords reveal was inā¦#but I was probably older then 13.. but still#the point remains lol.#also omg. the bit in the book w the goth moth. āur probably into this sorta thing right?ā#I AM INTO THAT SORTA THING FORD. thank u book of bill for being written specifically @ me. the immersion itās great.#like ur so right ford I AM edgy and goth howād u guess that tee hee. eyelash flutter#aLSO PLS IGNORE MY FINGER BEING IN FRAME IN THE LAST PIC. I was drawing in a tiny bound sketchbook#so I had to hold the paper down to keep it flat. and. I didnāt feel like censoring my fucking. pinkie finger out of the image
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i cracked the code.
#believing dirk is the worst guy because its what dirk thinks of himself#ignoring daves bisexuality and think hes a gay man in denial even when he explained hes bisexual#believing john 'im not a homosexual' egbert is explicitly straight while he makes out with his mcconahey and cameron posters more#than he kissed women(literally only once)#believing that rose is an edgy psyhcotic little bitch when she was neglected. she speaks elegantly to cover that shes silly and a total ner#and how did people forget that rose also writes gay wizard fanfiction. reads Wikipedia. and her beautiful artstyle as a result of neglect#(and by neglect meaning having SO MUCH TIME to draw)#jake wasnt into dirk. he also told di that he didnt like how brobot getting touchy with him during strifes#but as part of the repression 4(prospit kids). he refused on changing the bot settings#what jane said about roxy being better when she was drunk. it was fucking sarcasm. its the least insane shit you could say to a best friend#all the kids have issues and of course people get mad over a girl being sarcastic.#when KARKAT said THE SAME THING to rose when she was drunk on the meteor nobody bats an eye#trolls are just grey humans that are bugs. he doesnt get an excuse for being an alien. humans were made from KARKATS BLOOD#jade isnt all silly girl and is so FULL OF HATE towards the trolls. she called karkat a fuckass (VERY FUNNY) to do her a favor#ājade would rather have punched karkat in the fact then had a pleasent conversation with him.ā#āshe viewed the trolls as rude mean and cruel. and even thought that nepeta was just making fun of her.#despite it being that nepeta just wanted to roleplay and have fun."#dred.loki#I HAVE YET TO ADD MORE. THESE ARE JUST NOTES#homestuck#chss
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Common argument I see: "sans is one of the hardest video game boss fights created"
Another common argument I see: "undyne the undying is actually a much more difficult fight than sans"
BY THIS LOGIC, AN ARGUMENT I HAVE NEVER SEEN IN MY LIFE BUT CLEARLY MATCHES THESE POINTS I MAKE: "undyne the undying is actually one of the hardest video game boss fights created"
#i see people putting sans fight in their top 100 hardest video games bosses of all time list#i see the SAME AMOUNT of people swearing by their WHOLE BEING undyne is actually a more difficult fight than his. they say this LIKE FACT#BUT HAVE I EVER SEEN ONCE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE A LIST THAT CONSIDERS *HER* ONE OF THE MOST DIFFICULT BOSS BATTLES OF ALL TIME#WHYš DOESNTš ITšADDšUPPPPPPPP HSHSHDHGGRHRHDJDJSKJJDRHJJHHHcryinh#she literally deserves the world. HELL SHE IS THE WORLD (btwrtd) BUT DOES SHE EVER GET *SEEN*#BECAUSE SHES NOT EDGY SKELETON SEXY VENGEANCE MAN !!!!!! WOMEN HATRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ***WOMEN HATRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!***#undertale#utdr#undyne#ut/dr#undyne undertale#undertale undyne#undyne the undying#sans undertale#sans#ughdfgjjjlcxzj#idefc what's th point. really
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My brother in law let me borrow Sonic Frontiers [also read: asked me if I had access to a PS5 and when I said yes, handed it to me and said "play this"] and now my two biggest gaming nightmares are merged into one! [Fast paced gaming mechanics and open world map structures]
Anyway, I've been playing for 8 hours.
#spazzcat barks#i also bought sonic x shadow origins#because im... well... going insane i think#i am having so much fun with the edgy hedgehogs#unrelated but i think my favorite version of knuckles is sonic frontiers knuckles#man is both really curious about whats going on and still shoving himself in to protect sonic despite being basically a ghost#we stan a king#knuckles and shadow are currently battling as my fav characters#also? really like sonic as a character?#the idea of a hero who is reckless and who cant say no to a fight no matter how bad an idea it might be#but who still manages to be a paragon of optimism despite the pitfalls of his personality#cool concept#it reminds me of something? a 90s anime protagonist maybe?#i keep thinking Luffy but i watched like... 20 episodes of One Piece so i think thats wrong#maybe Edward Elric if he werent so jaded#oh! to whom it may concern: i promise im still enjoying Hermitcraft and working on RnS#this does not mark a major shift in fandoms lol#ive just hit a... we'll call it a mental play period#im having fun with a new thing -- especially after the old thing was becoming tedious#[having a hard time writing no time for drawing etc]#end of rhe year rut#this is passing it nicely though
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Have you read fma-sorry im bored at airport
I feel like the big/mainstream shounen manga people hold up as good examples of the genre are the ones I missed out on (fma, HxH) and the ones I actually read (One Piece, Naruto) are the ones ppl will complain abt incessantly. but being v old (32) I seem to lack the energy to get into new series in the genre especially long-running ones w an intimidating number of chapters.
...maybe my next project for the summer should be taking on 1 of the Actually Good shounen series. after I'm done w dungeon meshi (despite having declared myself old you can still sell me on a piece of media by saying 'IT GETS DARK TRUST ME', just like, see below)
#maybe being unfair to OP#I feel the consensus on that one is it has some less good arcs but is fun overall?#or am I biased for having gotten into it as a kid#for better or worse naruto is just a thing that happened in my teenage years#is chainsaw man a Good Shounen or edgy bs for teens??#well I like it anyways#an ask
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fp spoilers ahead and a content warning for violence:
hades normally:
hades when he's possessed by his dead dad and threatening to rip his wife's head off:
i rest my case, make murder hobo hades president, rip her head off you beautiful sick fuck-
#sorry i'm being edgy on main but MAN does hades look so much better here#seriously why is hades only drawn this attractive when he's threatening to rip his wife's head off#this is sad#i for one welcome our new evil overlord#at least he knows he's fucked in the head and doesn't pretend like he's nice#murder hobo hades for president 2023#i'm just so desperate to see persephone lose at this point she's such a boring karen#lore olympus spoilers#lo spoilers#fast pass spoilers#trigger warning violence#tw violence#tw strangling#lore olympus critical#lo critical#antiloreolympus#anti lore olympus
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What is your Hogwarts house?
i'm mentally ill but not that mentally ill
#jk rowling is. a mess to say the least.#between you and me i always liked the idea of being snakey. not because i was into the characters but because i wanted to be edgy or smth#when i was a kid i mean not as an adult. i literally don't give half a fuck about harry potter as an adult and i don't identify with houses#but jkr is racist and LGBT-phobic and a terf and an anti-semite and she hates happiness and joy#she would also not like me (a gay transgender man) very much#leoposting
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61-154 days until Side Order!
(using the first day of spring, to the last day of spring)
Day 38, 39, and 40 of drawing Agent 8 everyday until Side Order releases! Wanted to give myself a break tomorrow, so this will count as three days. (To be fair, there's a lot of Agent 8's here, so)
#countdown#splatoon#side order#splatoon side order#splatoon 3#splatoon 3 side order#splatoon dlc#splatoon 3 dlc#side order dlc#side order splatoon#splatoon side order dlc#splatoon 3 side order dlc#agent 8#agent 8 splatoon#countdown art#'What is this drawing' Man I don't know. Wanted to make something. Ended up like this#I guess it's kind of edgy. Wanted to play around with those vibes of something weird going on and there being more than one Eight#maybe all these Eight's could be representative of the 10ā007 that went through the metro before her
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roleplay idea: barton's trying to say this BS that he's 'good at processing grief' when your muse was a witness to the absolute rage-filled and deranged rampage that barton went on after julien was killed by the joker in which he brutally hurt all but one of his henchmen (he killed the last one because he told him he was 'crazy' and that he 'better kill him, or he was going to tell his boss that barton had been there' and he literally just snapped, went 'you know what, i think i will kill you AND also let the joker know i killed you so he knows to never come near my family again' then killed him. like HUHHH?) at the time with your muse being like this
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#ooc post.#yeahhh š man i wish i was joking about this you all but he really did put like three men in the hospital and killed one of them so...#he is NOT good at processing grief at all SKSKS and yeah the fact that they chose to ally themselves with the joker probably does say-#something about their own character but i don't condone violence or murder so it's still wrong even if they were... terrible š« #no but barton was honestly looking for someone else to blame besides himself for julien's death so he basically went to all of these-#henchmen and grilled them + asked them all whether they knew anything about how the joker was planning to kill his son#anddd when they all answered him with a 'no' was when thing's uhhh. Got violent š¬ like just imagine being one of barton's kids-#and mourning the loss of your brother in a normal albeit sad way on your own but then barton comes back home covered in blood-#+ it's obviously not his... like i don't even know if i'd want to ask him what the hell he just did because while barton is in mourning-#or grieving you do NOT want to be near him if you are the one that caused the death in question because you will get your-#shit rocked let me tell you ā ļø like the only reason why barton didn't kill the joker himself is BC he knew that that would attract-#batman's ire like nothing else and he does NOT want that smoke as much as barton hates him LMAO but DC muses... just to let you know-#or really any type of muse that interacts with him but those who are close to him in particular i would not touch a hair on any of his#family members head unless you want to have someone after you + i swear i'm not saying that to be edgy or anything BC ever since i#first mentioned that barton is always this š¤ close to going off of the deep end even more than he already is i was not joking at all ASDFGH#tw: mentions of violence#tw: mentions of murder#tw: mentions of child death
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this is how it felt being a superman fan during bvs + injustice era
#the damage bvs + injust!ce did to superman was so crazy#you might as well had been shoved in the locker if you liked big blue for being nice#you yourself would like batman while being a super fan#BUT BATMAN FANS DID NOT LIKE SUPERMAN.#IT WAS A VICIOUS ONE SIDED HATE#i can remember in hs id get looks saying i loved superman FOLLOWED BY#bman is better -#supes is cooler evil..#me clenching my fist as a 16 y/o#even mos had to make clark somewhat edgy cuz ābeing that good is unrealisticā like..even if i enjoy MOS but still.#it was a 10 year drought of loving superman..#but now things are better... maws is out.t he new supe movie is coming out which looks like itll be rad#it was not easy loving clark. but it was worth it!#which is why on this blog one person at a time IMMA SHOW YALL. hes NOT boring!! HES SOOOO FUNNN hes so cool#ā man of steel . ā ā¹ glasses on ... ā¤ŗ out. āŗ
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"[tessa] had never imagined that the kiss would be so brief and desperate and wild. or that it would taste of holy water. holy water and blood."
i tabbed this passage of clockwork angel when i reread tid since i thought it funny, and it was the one absurd/dramatic quote i could remember, but now i'm thinking of it more and more and it got me wondering.
of course, there's a big dichotomy between holy water and blood. holy water, as the name suggests, being holy, pure, blessed, heavenly almost, and blood meaning some kind of violence has occurred, some kind of sin. and water washes way almost everything, but could the pure wash way the sin, the sin being love? supposedly love is the purest of all. but the sin of loving someone knowing if they reciprocated they would die, the blood would be theirs this time, you would've doomed them and led them to their death. maybe the blood is will's sister, ella, the one he believes he doomed. and the holy water is him attempting to purify himself, to not cause any more harm by avoiding being loved. but there is still sin in not pushing jem away like he should, like a pure sinless heart would.
#am i overthinking this? most likely#thought daughter core low-key#stream of consciousness#will herondale#jem carstairs#tessa gray#the infernal devices#tid#the shadowhunter chronicles#tsc#help girl i'm analysing will herondale at night again#no one will see this but god will and god will judge me for overthinking an edgy fictional man#i say these kinds of things and then act surprised when people don't realise i've always been atheist#what i get for being raised atheist in a roman catholic country and attending catholic private school for 10 years! religious trauma yay
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which two members of the gang are running this scam selling this product next season?
#my vote is for mac and dee#they have some kind of shared or similar experience with unwanted attention from men#and both get pissed off and stumble into some baby feminist ideology about consent#(mac is still a misogynist the whole time and can only manage emotional empathy for women in short bursts)#but it's edgy enough for them because it's self defense and knives and they were both personally affected by the problem#also dennis is fucking furiously defensive and combative the entire episode#because of mac and dee's new views and because of them getting along without him#anyway mac and dee go into business together with this device and are able to keep up the relatively positive messaging for a little while#until they both end up liking the same guy and tearing each other and their business down until it all blows up#ok but listen: then there's another switch-up where they realize the guy fucking sucks#it's trevor all over again#but this time mac and dee come together and figure out a way to ruin this man's life all on their own#girl and boy best friends#meanwhile charlie is in the back probably being put to work manufacturing again#and frank's falling down the stairs#sorry p high still but i don't think that means i'm wrong necessarily
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Under the cut are mostly self-insert doodles of decreasing quality. Again, not much directly tied to Team Fortress 2. Might as well toss these out while I have no access to my puter. Much yapping under the cut and in the tags incoming.
Another self-insert, this time less of a "here's me as a tenth class" and more of a "here's my game experiences translated into the class I would take the place of". The Cleaner. Although I guess they could still be wearing either suit. It doesn't matter that much.
That one Convict's Case taunt with Backup would be extremely funny, because the man would be on the verge of a breakdown (he does not want to go to jail so bad you have no idea). The second image- I owe no explanation. You know what I am. You see the pattern with my favourites.
The duality of the man. Resting face versus "just heard you express interest in religion/Russian folklore" face. He's not that hard to make friends with, when you pull him away from all the explosions.
Some doodles of trying to figure his face out. Unfortunately, the more I stare at him, the more I worry that he looks like A Certain Guy With The Last Name "Kazarin", and the fear of never being original in my life caught up to me.
Don't look at me, don't perceive me, I refuse to explain any of my actions to you.
#team fortress 2#tf2#that's it that's the only tags i am putting this in. maybe someday i will have the balls to do more but for now that's about it#while i have the chance - and since posts with more of my yapping in the tags don't pop in people's feeds much - i might as well ramble-#-about these guys here. self-inserts or not i'm projecting only half of my bullshit on each one of them. creativity š#backup is tall and pale and has sharp canines and more of a dull brown hair colour with tired grey eyes. no amount of babyface or soft-#-hands can really help a motherfucker when he's grimacing so much because he just Hates being around half the people on the team.#cleaner meanwhile is on the shorter side and has constantly flushed skin and brighter colours and whatnot. you can't see it because of the-#-mask most of the time but they do smile a lot more and have a more cheery disposition towards life and see the whole team as their friends!#backup transitioned fully (albeit not very legally lmao) and is scared shitless of not being seen as a man although the last time that ever-#-came up was years ago. he holds onto his last name as part of the heritage he loves and loathes at the same time - attached to his culture-#-and religion and bloodline while also resentful of his family and the regime he knows someone else on the team suffered under.#cleaner just kinda binds and calls it a day. he only does it to confuse the team because while he doesn't identify with being a girl he-#-loves the confused looks his epic gender reveal moment gets. they do not remember their family name or where they grew up or what even got-#-them to this kind of mental state. and he's chill with it he values the here and now way more than some dark edgy backstory.#backup despite trying to be an honest man is afraid of vulnerability as well. he stubbornly refuses to express love towards certain people-#-lest they feel disgusted and turn away. he's afraid of consequences afraid of losing the people he loves afraid of his ''interests'' being-#-what drives them away. it doesn't by the way and he just wasted time being a cold indecisive loser for several months lmao#cleaner wears a suit that hides all of them yes but they pretty much never lie. he is always his truest self and he can always just burn-#-people who don't like him enough to make it a problem. they are a lot more comfortable indulging in their interests - be they innocent-#-and juvenile or violent and dangerous. he is quite open with his affection and his fascinations that backup would rather keep secret.#i want to establish that these two can only exist in separate universes because they both have feelings towards the funny assistant lady-#-and the funny inventor guy (selfshipping for the winnn) and would fight over those two. cleaner would win by the way#it's also a really funny point of comparison. cleaner is objectively more fucked up than backup and still managed to be more normal about-#-their feelings and live as a healthier and happier person than that guy. comedic gold honestly#OKAY I'M DONE if you read up to here you get uhhh a cookie :-)
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