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jing yuan would laugh, and you wish he could age so you can see the crows feet near his eyes when you call him 老公 (laogong->husband.)
he’ll poke your cheeks and his heart gets all mushy if Yanqing calls him 爸爸 (baba->dad).
oh domestic jing yuan save me.
(he’ll call you qīn ái ->親愛->dearest; just to be silly :3)
one day i’ll write a fic where jing yuan uses chinese endearments for reader.
low-key wanna do one for dh too…
#i only ever heard my mom use that#idk where the idea it means old man comes from?#i have no idea what zhang fu means#ik it’s similar but i googled the characters for laogong earlier bc i don’t have the cn keyboard downloaded#but laogong is familiar and makes me feel at home#jing yuan x reader#koi♪#koi’s fish tank#retaking chinese bc i only know it orally and i cant write or read for shit#i got westernized ahhhhh#my grandparents refused to let#me learn#so i am trying to catch up rn.#i see a lot of fics where luofu charas only use jp endearments#like someone needs that representation but it ain’t me lol#i will!!! i’ll find a way to incorporate it!!!
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gripping the bathroom sink and haggardly gazing into the mirror, only instead of my reflection there’s just a picture of docm77 that’s been poorly printed off and taped up
anyways trying to work out my design for him and having an utterly normal one about it
Close ups:
i am shaking this man like a ragdoll girl what do you LOOK likeeee
#my posts#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#docm77#docm77 fanart#hermitblr#was doodling these while catching up on his s10 eps and just sitting there like ‘fluffy? sleek? Some Guy?’#how is his skin so cool and so hard to design#tell me your secrets creeper man. what are you hiding#but yeah i think the fluffy one is my favourite but i really like how the arm turned out on the middle one#still trying to work out how i feel about hair being technically accurate to the skin#i am fully just gonna cherry pick design aspects i like until i’m satisfied lol#ok i keep falling asleep instead of clicking post so bye bye g’night
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.......................I'm trying so hard to not fall for Dante.........
But like......he's:
Protective asf (I'm starting to realize I seriously love overprotective fictional guys)
Bought MC a cat (my favorite animal)
Was in love with the MC since he was a kid (childhood crush is my fav trope)
Has a sweet tooth (me too, and yes Dante, I'll take you up on that offer to eat with you <3)
The epitome of "Looks like he can kill you, but is actually a cinnamon roll"
Not to mention
Food is literally the way to a man's heart, and Dante at this moment was proof of that <3
#f/o community#self shipping community#I am trying so hard not to fall for him cause of Orlok's bad ending......#But......#BUT HE'S HITTING ALL THE RIGHT SPOTS!#HE KNOWS ALL MY WEAKNESSES IN MEN#THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK *SOBS VIOLENTLY*#dante falzone#piofiore#It's like the game is like “Here is someone that basically is all of Sadie's favorite tropes/traits in men wrapped into a very handsome man#But he does something extremely fucked up! That's the catch </3
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Haru the mother you are !!
#ngl almost teared up SKSKKSKSK He is so pookie#I think he could fix me frfr#literally and metaphorically at this point SKSKSKS#also why is the love bird always around the ships? 👀 sus I think it’s trying to tell us something guys#WHEN I CATCH YOU TAIGA WHEN I CATCH YOU#IF THIS MAN HURTS PEEKABOO I WILL END HIS WHOLE CAREER I SWEAR#Oh I am gonna be so annoying the next chapter you guys going into my hater era#Aldo what happened to Sho’s silly romantic side story let’s go back to that fuck sinostra take me back to the real story#haru#tokyo debunker
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i think the reason why im so drawn to spirit tracks and pkmn scarvi is that having the legendary/princess as a companion rather than a goal that marks the games completion makes me feel satisfied the way i would after helping a friend
my brother always teases me about how I still havent finished botw after almost 7 years bc "id rather be out picking flowers" which i wont say is untrue. and yes i know Zeldas been holding off ganon for 100 years, yes i can get some sort of idea what her relationship with link was like by recalling memories and going through her diary. ive always loved botw for its unique storytelling and setting which makes it stand out, because it lets you get to know who you're saving.
but because theyre memories, it only works if theres something for the player to investigate that already happened. its retroactive (but effective nonetheless)
on the other hand, spirit tracks does something similar but instead of having the player try to piece together memories and interpret them as a spectator, you actually have an opportunity to get to know zelda yourself by talking to her and working together. besides making it a gameplay mechanic, giving the player control over how they interact with zelda makes it so much more personable.
and I find that making the goal feel personal instead of an obligation gives me more of a reason to work towards it. I know what kind of person botw zelda was but as the player, shes still very much a stranger to me. but spirit tracks zelda? thats my friend!!!! she invited me to go to the beach after we get her body back!!! i dont want to whip her to make her move faster thats mean :(
you know how hostage negotiators are trained to introduce themselves and get to know the person theyre negotiating with because its harder to hurt someone when you know what their favorite food is? its kinda like that, because it feels like im helping a friend than being told or led to do smth
and although i havent played scarvi myself, i feel an attachment to koraidon and miraidon even just watching playthrough clips because its like!! thats my weird scaly dog!! it loves sandwiches and we're friends!!! you know!!!!!!
#i dont normally write long posts like this but i think ive been trying to put this into words for a long time and it finally happened#my cloth mother spirit tracks zelda and my wire mother lttp zelda#ACTUALLY ANOTHER THING when i was a kid i always felt guilty when i had to catch the legendary at the end of the game#because to me it was like 'i know none of this is real but if i capture you and have you under my thumb am i robbing the world of something#normal thoughts for a 10 year old to have#when i talked to my brother abt this he was like 'i mean yeah the point is to dunk on the NPCs what were you expecting' and i mean i think#i get that its supposed to feel rewarding because the legendary is THE reward. but it doesnt feel right and i dislike he feeling of pushing#others down to get ahead. i guess u can argue sun/moon does smth similar where you have nebby with lillie#but lillie still ends up handing nebby over to the player and i STILL feel bad because im like shit man you raised that little guy#and koraidon/miraidon feels less like a reward but more like overpowered motorcycle lizard that is just so oupydog. and i love him#and in spirit tracks i went out of my way doing some of the side quests bc zelda asked nicely and honestly that was enough for me#i think all of this boils down to.. i feel very protective abt things i care abt so stories that give me a reason to care hits harder#this can also go the other way bc i CRIED when i finished links awakening because i KNEW every person and im responsible for#literally the end of their world. like. there was a family with 5 kids. marin loved singing and cared about me. she was my FRIEND#i just. ugh. i have too many feelings rn. i kinda wanna draw more spirit tracks link and zelda i think that wld make me feel better#yapping#diary#loz#pokemon
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Odypen definitely and equivalently adore each other BUT I weirdly can't see them as the type to actually say "I Love you".
They still definitely vocalize their love for each other but it's more so in "My Joy", and "Extraordinary Woman", "Strange Woman/Man", etc. And very cheesy lines (both say some cheesy shit in the Odyssey, and he definitely does in the Iliad as well. "Joy like a drowning sailor seeing land" bit???)
I could see "I adore you" but even then, that's probably during very specific moments but the actual "I love you"??? I just typed it just now for fic shit and... It weirdly just didn't feel right and I don't know why. 😅
Idk maybe it's kind of because I see them as over the top in ways, they love wordplay and riddles and I think they'd almost think "...That's not good enough >:( " about it??? I don't know???😂
#I wrote this last night. I'll do the asks I got later. don't worry! :D#I am the cheese god remember?😅#I think these two would try to “out-cheese” each other and whoever is left speechless first loses#“I would forget my own name before I would ever forget you” bullshit. CHEESY#And yes. “I sleep in our nest with you or outside on the dirt” stupidity >:D#I plan for Odysseus as a beggar to ask why she waits so long. As he's been gone a longer amount of time than the time they had together#(Simply asking as reassurance. He knows his answer. Calypso asked him. but what about Penelope?) but she gets mad at the#“Beggar” and pities him as he must be telling the truth about having a miserable life if he never got the chance to know such devotion#How what they have could never be sullied by#something as trivial as distance and years. How the years with him were the best in her life. Only made better by their son.#'My dear Joy made songs and poems about love a reality as that was simply the life we shared. Even separated our 'song' will always echo#no matter how long it's been. I'LL make sure it always does. And I know he's doing the same... That strange man used to say that#even if he died his corpse would drag itself back to us before he'd ever give up.'#...I'm not one for 'odyssey zombie au' but when I first heard it yeah. :'D Came up with this back then#“His eyes as hard as flint or horn-” Bullshit! The sad lil fuck is hiding sobs with coughs and telling her to keep away for fear of her#catching whatever “illness” he has. The nice thing about being disguised as old means sickly old man works.#...#I'm noticing that Odysseus has a lot of silly oneliners while I write Penelope with a shit ton of set up :'D#They are so silly and I love them so much#...I wrote a lot :'D#Mad rambles#shot by odysseus#my headcanons#odypen#yahoo!!!#sometimes I wonder if I should tag this with more things but I don't want to taint the regular tags with my bullshit :'D I KNOW I'm insane
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The Winchester brothers? Oh I think you mean Sam Leahy and Dean Singer <3 I think their mom is Mary Campbell-Winchester so maybe that's where you got confused <3
#listen I just think symbolically rejecting the family legacy on the family legacy show where the legacy is perpetuating pain and horror#is interesting#I'm just musing. i think sam would actually do leahy-winchester or winchester-leahy#mr dad did the best he could. he reconciles to him and he's proud of the men of letters thing#dean i think. clean break.#when cas says maybe i should get a surname and dean immediately suggests singer and confesses sometimes he pretended his name was singer#as a kid. just to himself.#and sam pops up and is like. it could be. if you wanted. just saying. i think it'd mean a lot to the old man.#and dean dismisses it but sam catches him writing in his journal:#mr and mr dean singer. mr and mr cas singer. mr dean (cas) singer.#dean mary singer#mrs dean singer ? (that one's crossed out Dean's not ready to crack yet)#and dean never makes an announcement or anything he just starts introducing himself as dean singer and cas as castiel singer#mary i think it's important to her to keep Winchester bc for her Winchester was an escape from HER family legacy of pain and suffering#I think for a while after resurrection she tried saying to other hunters that she's mary Campbell to cash in on the family name#because whenever she said Winchester she was met with suspicion from John alienating himself lmao#or people commenting positively on sam and dean and she was trying to avoid being reminded of and associated with them#but that felt like a betrayal of what her younger self had decided AND a betrayal of John. whom she loved.#even if she finds out that love was engineered and manufactured. it's still something she felt. it's still something#she poured so much of her young life into#and it represents the hope that her sam and dean might be able to work through things#so eventually she says with defiant pride I am Mary Campbell-Winchester. no matter what reaction she might get from other people.
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sorry to log on n rant but i need to rant
#tbd.#ooc.#cw complaining#ignore the tags if u dont want to see how my life is going shdfhsf#so im doing my masters yeah#and im like. 75% thru#shouldve been done last month#but bc of the year ive had my uni adviser was rlly nice and sorted a way to extend my student status for another year#to get my dissertation done#like i did my 4 essays n now its just dissertation time#n i was supposed to start it now n get booked in with my mentor n stuff but i cant fucking log into the website#bc u need a MFA#and the MFA app my uni uses wont acknowledge me bc i have a different phone bc my phone broke#and a different number bc my phone contract got cut off#so idk what to do lol i cant log in and do anything#ive rang the IT desk for help 59w9er3424234 times#and everytime i get thru to the actual line n im taken off hold .. they hang up on me#idk if its a system error or my phone bc its a shit old one#but i cant do anything#and my universal credit claim got closed#non uk oomfs its a benefits system#n they help u with money to pay bills whether ur looking for work or unfit to work which is what my doctor said i am bc#my mental health and physical health combines to make me a super loser#n he thinks i might try to K word myself if i take too much on at once after eveerything#like i cant even sit and grieve my dad that died not even 6 months ago yet because i have to much shit to fucking do#like i cant afford to liven now#i cant pay my bills. they keep bouncing and coming back worse#i have debt collectors coming @ me#i am stuck in catch 22 man like not even my support workers can help me rn#and im very lucky that i own my own home bc of my car accident when i was 15 lol but everyone is just telling me to sell it
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My feed is doing its darn hardest trying to remind me of all my interests yet my little autism brain is fucking clutching at renegade nell as if my life depends on it
#ive only been here a week man#trying to catch up with doctor who and then getting distracted thinking of nell#trying to sew my kirtle yet here i am trying to choose what to sew from the show#you have two wolves inside of you#one is autistic#and one is lesbian#both really want renegade nell season 2
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chapter seven of wriggle up on dry land (the ted lasso au where everything is the same except for jamie, nelson road’s fifteen year old groundsman’s assistant) is up! (in the middle of the night. again. whoops.)
“Great, another adult - Lasso, get this kid to tell you what the fuck happened to his face.” Jamie’s cheeks redden with an angry, embarrassed blush and he whirls back around to face Roy, snapping, “Nothing happened to my fucking face, Kent.” “Jamie, it kind of seems like something happened to your face,” Ted says, though he keeps his voice mild as he does. The last thing he wants is to give Jamie - or Roy - a reason to start yelling. “And while I do think he should be approaching it a little differently, it’s a reasonable question for Roy to ask. He’s concerned about you.”
read Chapter Seven: Two Steps Back on ao3!
#gav gab#ted lasso#HOO BOY this one was a beast to try and finish but i DID IT#i am catching up on answering comments tomorrow#hold me to this#anyways here's this and also I'm Sorry#abuse implied#man this chapter like#worries me so much#but i couldn’t stare at it any more so#here it is
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Today’s LaEs episode thoughts/spoiler
LUNAR, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!?!? This is why we can’t have anything nice!? Earth! Sweetheart! NOOOOO!!!! Please let her be okay!!!!
If Earth had a Nickle for every time one of her brothers blasted star power, she’d have two- but it’s weird that its happened twice.
#rambles#tlaes#I AM SCREAMING AND CRYING#PLEASE SHE WAS ONLY TRYING TO HELP!#Lunar you better get ready for the hands you are about to catch#tbh it would be funny if Eclipse heard and came running to check on her#then going to beat up Lunar because wtf man#Lunar is becoming Nexus istg
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i am late on this but !!
BLUE LOCK S2 FOR OCT AAAAAAAAA
#we ignore the questionable colour choicing for rin and yoichis auras#TRY OUT AND U20 MATCH ARC NOW WAYING FOR THIS YEAR IM SKDHFNDK#SAE !!!!! U20 SAE !!!!!!!!!!#AND KARASU AND YUKIMIYA ITS SO OVER FOR ME#and u20 rin…. ohhhhh….. ohhhhhhhhhh……..#and also just. shidou. yeah. thats gonna be fun animated and voiced. esp considering who his va is 🧍♀️#man i need to catch up on the manga in celebration for this fr#and also robin trailer drop in a few hours…. lord save me…..#anywho its midnight and i need to sleep and get up early later bc who in their right mind thought it would a good idea to have exams at#9:30 in the morning :) i am wishing them for both sides of thejr pillows to be warm :)#sophie’s idle chatter
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having like. objectively a godawful shitty fucking no good very bad day can u guys send asks
#absolutely everything is falling apart at work today#and while im trying to keep the place from catching fire stuff in my regular life starts blowing up too#and long story short im fuckin. out $50 now bc of shit i couldnt control#and im on my period. and i dont have pads bc why am i still getting my period on t for the love of GOD#and i have a stupid. obligation i agreed to w my parents tomorrow that i totally forgot abt until now#but after today i just wanna go home and pass out for 48 hours straight its the only way ill recover from today#and also a lot of weed but thats neither here nor there#not to mention the one moment i have to check my socials i go on tumblr and see ppl falling for and agreeing w thinly veiled transphobia#which is the whole reason i wanted to be on this site less in the first place but i was on such a good streak of not seeing it#and the one day im already in a bad mood. god#i know its rich complaining abt tumblr on tumblr lol but. listen man whatever lmao#my point is i desperately need to be distracted rn bc im just . thru the roof stressed and pissed off rn#juno.txt
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Marineford....... i am so fucking scared.... whitebeard's big ass head and moustache in the volume cover doesn't help
Izou... look at this icon (at least it looks like him)
Just like his fuckass grandpa.... thank god sengoku said it before him I guess
This is indeed so funny whitebeard... look at all these dumbasses.... an army of them
Sengoku noticed because of the d.... fucking hell....
This is so crazy still...... he must have went through it at the moment like damn you want me to be your son??? The thing that cursed me?? Being someone's son???
The way he denies his father but all the love he gets is somehow coming from him one way or another.... luffy is basically his spirit and whiteberd is his best friend... and they are the two people that loved him the most besides his parents. YOU'RE GONNA GET LOVED BY YOUR FATHER WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT!!! LOVE TRASCENDS LIFE MY BOY!!!
So whitebeard didnt know about his father.. he just liked his vibes omg.... the father that stepped up for reals. Also first person ever talling him who his father is doesn't matter. Wish he told him about the marine propaganda about him but alas.....
ACE WATCH OUT!!! ACE THE CYCLE!!!
I see what oda was doing with his face but it's still so funny... he looks like a mii
Whitebeard that went hard as hell man.... AKAINU SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!
The curse of knowing the future strikes me once again
Alright. Enough. What the hell man.....
It's like he's form Jojo's but he's the only ugly character... no big eyes no big lips.....
I'm doing murder suicide with garp over this no one is coming out alive of this one fucker... in the anime how they put ace's cries as a baby as he went up the stairs killed me dead that was crazy...... but this still gets me
Somebody sedate me
You tell em jimbei
God I know ace is in all types of pain right now... this is like seeing his kid brother running around in a nuclear bomb testing site
Anahdhakshaka garp this is what you get for being a fuckass
Mihawk has been so entertained since the strawhats appeared and he hasn't even gotten custody of zoro yet
Smoker you won't decipher luffys brain don't even try you will get a stroke
GOD!!!!!!! THIS FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I said somebody sedate me!!!!
Luffy 🥺🥺🥺🥺 omg
So far not making it a single day without crying... alright 👍🏻
ANOTHER ONE!!!
Very poignant in the aftermath of Jinx dying to save Vi... a big sibling's greatest nightmare
I'm just posting this all because what the hell sure.... should we all kill ourselves
This is so funny..... whitebeard is very fond of roger's kids aldhakska
#the first chapter is called ace and whitebeard.... i am not ready...#ace becoming so good so fast is so incredble.... wdym he refused to become a warlord at 18 probably. what the hell.#its so funny he has his flame fruit but uses a knife to try to kill whitebeard akdjksns#whitebeard saying he sent ace to catch teech gets me every time man....#this shit is crazy i see one panel of ace's face and i start agonizing bc i know what will happen am i going insane. is this normal....#also its all double pages spreads?? omg....#vice admiral lacroix.... sure#FUCKING DOFLAMINGO!!! CUTTING OARS LEG OFFF!!!!#the preparations are complete???? what the hell is akainu planning.... is so good having shit memory i remember fuck all#doflmingos speech is so good man.... he knows how things work bc he was the one who decidd how things work....#garp crying.... boo fucking hoo.... i have been crying too. shut the fuck up.....#luffy is here.... this is going to get so much worse now....#the third cup barely being visible in that one panel... sick and twisted.....#the chapters go by SO FAST... if i wasn't agonizing over anything ace does or says they would feel even faster#talking tag#reading one piece#marineford
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bills r due. gotta get my windshield replaced. gotta pay this stupid fucking ticket. my cat's inhaler is abt to run out and its $120 to refill it. my partner's job keeps cutting their hours so they're struggling to help with bills. my dumb fuck job is driving me absolutely mad. i haven't been able to afford my meds for MONTHS so i've been raw dogging life unmedicated while going thru so much personal bullshit. the stress of everything is driving me insane im about to go on a bender and ruin my fucking life 👍
#vent post#like bro i am begging for a break forreal man i can not keep doing this shit#its been like a constant game of catch up but i keep getting beat down like wtffff#and my job lately has not been helping at all its just been insufferable#tw but like i have been having horrible horrible urges to sh lately and its taking so much to not do it#im trying so hard to keep doing my best and get by but its getting so exhausting#sorry for the vent post im just so sick of it all and needed it off my chest bc i dont like to personally bother ppl#sighhh
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Targaryen women 💖💖❤️💗
Targaryen men... die
#all of them#EXCEPT aemon the dragon knight#the only valid targaryen man#the rest???#ur going 2 hell#am i maybe missing a few good ones?#maybe#but theres only like 3 good targaryen men#the rest are competing to see how fucking evil they can be#aegon V when i catch you#the fact that the king had to send him to FUCKING ESSOS to make him leave Naerys alone...#oh i hate him#some people try and argue that Rhaegar isnt that bad#like he didnt knock up a very sickly Elia when she was still recovering from having Rhaenys#AND THEN ABANDONED HER FOR LYANNA#not blaming lyanna btw shes a victim here 2#do i think she went willingly? yes#is she still a victim?#yes.
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