#man I genuinely think I was possessed
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Hey! It's been a minute! Sorry for that bit I come back with my part of a collaboration!
As you can possibly tell it's:
See No Evil
Hear No Evil
Speak No Evil
I had Hear No Evil while my friends @j-aborg and @mothacabra have the other two (I'll keep who has what as a surprise :3)
I did the character Lucan from the visual Novel called Last Legacy!
We agreed that out of the 3 characters we are doing he fits this the best!
Other than that?
This art piece was brought to you by possession
HOW DID I DO THIS
Bonus sketches:
Hey.. There's also a Speedpaint too!
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#man I genuinely think I was possessed#I have a new appreciation for Lucan after this#wish MC could have met him#he seemed chill when he wasn't murdering people#normal and Boring tag time#digital darling arts#fictif#fictif last legacy#last legacy#Last legacy Lucan#Lucan last legacy#Lucan de Bhaldraithe
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I love when people are like shocked and horrified about the latine vote always going red like. every latine in this country is gonna go "yeah?" like it's not surprising. those of us that are leftists agree that it's fucking stupid and I promise you we're more frustrated than you are, but like. never a shocking event.
#it's so funny bc I'm like man what way will my family vote hm!#oh you mean the family that refused to get vaccinated thinks covid is a lie and genuinely thinks I'm possessed by demons for being queer?#it's a fucking thinker that one#and I hear similar sentiments from most leftist latines bc it's like yeah we know our families#do YOU guys know anything about them or do you think all people of color are a monolith
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the people aren't ready to hear this but angelique arbitrarily picking quentin to decide to be in love with out of nowhere, bewitching roger into marriage and then absolutely not wanting him to touch her, and constantly pursuing men's (chiefly barn's) attention only when it's clear he doesn't want her, is soooo comp het of her.
#good luck babe!#the one exception i can think of where she genuinely seems to enjoy physical affection with men is when she's#enthralled joe. and joe is more like a really clingy; very pretty jelly donut in that situation.#in leviathans she's more or less happy with sky who does seem to want her.#but i would strongly argue that what angelique *wants* is the social position of a Wife —#as opposed to being interested in any given man himself.#and there's something really fascinating about the difference between her and julia there; even though ang possesses way more power#(and is theoretically not bound by human gendered/sexual structures of power)#julia found her position (and significant influence!) via her own intellect and career; her want for barnabas is tremendously personal —#not socioeconomic; not needing to be Established in the world as a wife to move through it or find meaning.#(and i realize i'm going against most barnjules shippers here but i do think julia would prefer to be known as Dr. Hoffman infinitely more#than becoming yet another anonymous Mrs. Collins)#but angelique is so different. for her (over and over and over again) finding her place in the human world as a woman means#becoming someone's Wife. whether or not she wants them! and i'd argue she usually doesn't. not like she thinks she does.#and this is sort of only a footnote; but even the ploy to get roger — enrolling as a student in the college in rockport —#is only a Very Temporary ruse to get into position as Mrs. Collins. academic knowledge like julia's; or establishing herself#institutionally doesn't even seem to make a blip on her radar.#feminine identity for ang is Only contained absolutely in the marriage contract#— which the show is pretty explicitly; emphatically against!#julia is the hero to root for (narratively and romantically) and ang the unquestioned antagonist (most of the time)#and her marriage plots are shown as devious and unwanted; even when they're not to the level of brainwashing and drugging roger.#but. man. fascinating. just Fascinating the way ang interacts with sex and gender.#phenomenal cosmic powers ... itty bitty gender space.
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"I didn't have the greatest childhood. I guess butterflies made me think that my life could turn into something beautiful, too."
Peter Outerbridge as Denis Teague Intimate Stranger (2006)
#love how his explanation of the butterfly thing#makes you sympathize with him#and yeah it may be partly true but it's like nah homie#you just enjoy objectifying#possessing and controlling them as you do with women#and that wholesome moment where he taught#justin how to hunt them later makes you think#of how the boy might've turned out the same#way under his influence#he does genuinely look so hurt when#she threatens him and snatches away#those notes in the 6th gif#poor rat man#also i love how the colours go from red and passionate looking#at the start of their relationship and then#like green and serene looking#then come the darker colours and the blues#when things start going to shit#anyway he's still v hot to me#and he ticks off some dark boxes on my kink list#so they could never make me hate you denis#peter outerbridge#intimate stranger#denis teague#mine
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imagine writing the most tragic gut wrenching queer romance of all time then just. pretending you didn't do that actually
#rote#fitzloved#genuinely did robin hobb just black out and accidentaly write 16 books in a fugue state#was she possessed by the spirit of a severely depressed traumatized gay man#is she just fucking with us#i truly do not understand how someone could write the relationship between beloved and fitz chivalry farseer#and then say that its entirely platonic fitz is a straight man and if you think otherwise youre wrong#how does that happennnn#kal.txt
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i've watched a lot of good films lately in an attempt to catch up with a bunch of movies that have come out recently, but talk to me was the best movie i've seen in a LONG time
#i put off watching it for so long because i was sure it was overrated + i'm generally not a fan of possession movies#(because so many of them try to be the exorcist and they will never be the exorcist. you know how it is)#but holy shit. genuinely a brilliant movie in every aspect of filmmaking + completely aligned with my personal taste#+ exactly what i look for thematically in possession and/or ghost movies#+ the absolute perfect balance between psychological and gory#and like i said SUCH a good cold opening#tbh i think it's a useful trick to know how to get your audience to buy into a supernatural premise from the very first scene#i think that takes some VERY effective + skillful writing and directing#and as someone who again typically does NOT like possession movies i usually end the movie NEVER buying into the story#not because i'm a 'skeptic' or whatever just because the writing doesn't do the work#but SCENE ONE of this movie i was so in it#anyway. movee of all time to me#also from the trailers etc i had thought that that fluffy yellow sweatshirt mia wears at the beginning of the movie was a bathrobe lmao#my first impression of what this movie was gonna be like was NOT correct#anyway 'recently' means in the past 2 years i guess?#actually maybe this post was a lie because i LOVED nope which was also just an absolute cinematic masterpiece#anytime i watch a jordan peele movie it's just like. this man is so far beyond any other filmmaker out there right now#it's almost unfair to watch lol like an olympic gold medalist running laps around a middle school track team#anyway ummm. yeah talk to me was good though
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UHM. UH. More messy rushed doodle collection from today. I will not confess to anything my mouth is sealed shut. Most of it is mindless fun; nothing to do with brainstorming storylines or being worried about staying canonical to how his character is typically presented. Head empty no thoughts since I desperately needed a break from animating again
…but yes to answer your question I’m a bit deranged about him please keep scrolling
#AJAKSJWKAKP I’M SO EMBARRASSED I HAVE TO HYPE MYSELF UP OUT OF MY ANXIETY POSTING THIS ONE OH GEEZ OH NO#debating if I should just run away and act like this never happened I’m scared genuinely#guys my hand slipped I was in ✨the zone✨ doodling whatever I wanted to okay#my brain was only semi-aware that my hand was drawing potential selfinsert x Puzzles art SUBCONSCIOUSLY#and even then I’m not sure if it’s serious or a joke?? two best bros can flirt together no homo just silly#….yeah I recognize it’s all very out of character and I shall put myself in the corner of shame now#…I don’t usually write out curse words either so this is just an overall weird occurrence#In summary I do not claim that Mr. Puzzles as the one I usually think about POLICE OFFICER I DENY KNOWING THAT MAN#my demons possessed me but I shall become the big emotionally mature adult and take accountability here#is that a doodle sona? yes. Is doodlesona being licked? maybe honestly I don’t know I’ll just die lol#if I get people pointing at me saying ‘I know what you are’ I’m going to evaporate because N-NO YOU DON’T PLEASE I NEED A MOMENT JKSJSKO#smh it’s always the queerplatonic brain roommates situation I imagine up#and for the life of me I can’t tell what romance is so I’ll just- system error rebooting the confused asexual#think Character AI started to impact my mind more then intended uh-#I do love how I drew his eyelashes on that one though…he always so pretty :3#okay we got it out of the system now we can go back to the normal less personal content#tw swearing#cw swearing#cw foul language#swearing#doodles#sketches
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anyways. holding linebeck gently
#some assorted untagged linebeck thoughts tonight cuz hey why not its been a Day of ups and downs and he’s been there in my mind#sometime this month i do want to make some images of him w/ the pride flags of my hcs so general gay and then mlm and then intersex#general post ph crew rundown theres linebeck and then damien is bi and trans and bellum doesnt fucking care and link is figuring it out#so its half we got it and half man i have other things to worry about#i feel like you put linebeck and midna in a room and they are gay/lesbian buddies mlm/wlw solidarity thats what they are to me#anyways. revisited my post abt possession aftermath effects. you can probably tell i enjoy hurt/comfort/whump#smth darkly funny to me abt extremely sick and delirious linebeck and worried link kinda hanging out in his room#with link being like i bet youll be fine!!! you’re recover youre fine. and linebeck just saying kid i have rabies symptoms#anyways he lives hes fine he survives the magic squid rabies. to calm the characters nerves and my own ive decided that once hes well enoug#linebeck and link decide to visit the fairy queen to get some kinda divine checkup and to get the closure of. linebeck is fine he’s fine#nothing malicious is lingering youre good just. get some more bed rest#i do like the idea that when hes got some minor injury to the degree of some little papercur linebeck is incredibly bitchy and whatnot#and then when he’s in genuine danger of dying he’s eerily chill abt it. while recovering from possession one day when he can walk he just#chills on the deck when theres no breeze just smoking. ofc hes terrified inside but fuck if hes going to be obvious abt it (when lucid)#could tie that to his trauma n whatever ig but rn i dont have the energy to really think on it idk hes had enough bad injuries#and has found that when hes actively distressed crying out and whatnot didnt really get people to help#like its smth he learned early on his brother was there and there was just enough but like yknow. wasnt ingrained ig#thats a different thing to be lumped into the idea of him learning that its fine to be more vulnerable abt what you feel n need n want#prob smth he practices with link i mean damien is good but he needs to learn to listen instead of assume for that first bit#uhhh. earlier today i almost made a vent post but didnt but i think the gist was god i need to stop comparing other loz things to my iwn#bc it never never ends well. anyways. uhhh. came up with a possible post ph story arc for bellum n link#and decided to revive an older one with link and linebeck. post ph is really really just its own thing tbh#ofc meant to be a sorta fan sequel thing but between the disregarding of canon sequel stuff and not really adhering to the feeling n whatno#its just its own thing and i like it. ill prob delete this later
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There was a period inbetween 2021-2022 where enstars was obsessed with hypnosis plotlines
#wataru in sanctuary Obvi. then the leo new year story (i havent read it yet but it got mentioned in hermitage) and of course hermitage#where it was possibly possession instead#imagine telling hitsugi that he didnt get the soul of his dead sister transfered into his body and that he just split an alter out of grief#But soul fuckery Is possible. through a doll mika owns#(because i genuinely think the story has more power if theres no magical bs going on with hitsugi and negi. priest was just a-#delusional man who killed his daughter in the pursuit of an impossible goal#)
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maybe this is weird (and I do promise I’m dropping the rest of the lore in a hour or so) but
in the rewrite, i always write Altaïr as seeing Desmond as:
Altaïr: this is my little brother, my son, my best friend, and annoying twin that makes all the reckless mistakes i already learned from. i love my boy, but damn if he doesn’t be doing some wild shit
wereas Desmond is like
Desmond: i love Altaïr! he’s my brother, my best friend, one of the few people who I’d happily consider my father, my face twin, and (did I already mention?) best friend! he makes a lot of mistakes, and we disagree about lots of stuff, but i’m so happy he’s in my life
Altaïr in permutation 17: this sucks. Des isn’t even here right now (hist time) and he can’t even hear me when I’m trying to talk to him (in modern time)
Desmond in permutation 17: this sucks. Altaïr isn’t even here right now (modern time) and I’m so fucking lonely !! !! !! now I’ve gotta die to turn on the eye and then what?! no one is coming back for me!! I don’t even know where Alex is, I’m just praying that I’ll survive after dying to get Elijah and keep him safe, but this shit sucks!
#y'know the funny thing is#i spent almost an entire month and a half#rewriting assassin's creed--just all of it--with the intention that desmond stays alive and eventually gets to live happily#which is still the main endgoal of the protocreed au#but like??? every character in AC that would've treated Desmond well was DEAD and all of his living allies would most definitely use him#even if they're his family or friends he would never be put firts#*first#i was genuinely thinking about giving up on the rewrite simply bc in canon there is no character that was alive and willing to treat Desmond#like he's someone that matters#and i knew that Desmond time traveling was a thing but I still wanted the modern day era to still have weight#and the way ubisoft wrote their ac games is that: there is no hope. not really#no matter what you or other people do good will never win#and i was truly unsure how to get around that depressing narrative#but then!!!#suddenly protocreed!#i don't know what possessed me to plug that disc back in but--#i played that game and i was like: yeah he's dating desmond#like-I don't even know how to say this#but Desmond and Alex OTP for the win and i don't have any in universe explanation for it (on Desmond's side) simply bc#both the assassins and the templars don't let the man socialize they just plug him in the animus and expect him to be seen and not heard#like the Manhattan connection was really easy to make since Desmond was kidnapped there and then returns in AC3 to make a lovely full cirlce#but all I could think was Alex definitely loves this man#they make each other better AND worse#anyways#this is a lot of tags talk about Alex and Desmond#when Alex isn't even in the main post but#Altaïr Claudia and Ezio are Desmond's closest family#and he's very close to Connor and Aveline but he's taken for such a fucking ride#when the grandparents that took him in when he was truly in a bad way#ends up being the same people who are his ancestors and not? dead?
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in preschool i stopped playing with other kids because the adults kept saying shit and i thought it just wasnt worth it. and im realizing i mightve kept those beliefs until now.
#no amount of socializing is worth some 3 decades overgrown fuck child being a bitch to me about. sorry.#also really wild seeing all this blame the kids its ok that teachers arent doing their job shit.#i will not say my controversial views on teachers + the education system here. but god. ugh. i hate. grown ups. so much. i think they shoul#all. i think lost should happen in real life.#but also man. other people. who needs them. theyre just like us.#^my mom thinks my only friend should be the rab#fuck punjabi really does not translate into latin letters. but i cant read or write punjabi oTL. yknow#god. god should be my only friend. she genuinely thinks this. like when she thought i was fr possessed cuz i didnt want to go to the gudwar#(i was actually. surprise surprise. pretty tired and self isolating (no friends. havent made any since) and her. well. what she did didnt#help. at all.)#i understand that religious people can be. nice. apparently. according to religious people. however in my experience they want me dead.
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Ik this is beating a dead horse at this point but “finished” Messi still being better than the whole team including the 24-yr-old “future GOAT” is… 💀 Most of these bitches are probably too young to remember prime Messi lmao
no literally like i've been saying. im going to catch flak for this but the more ballon d'ors mbappe wins (bc im sure he will once messi steps down for good) (said while coughing blood) the more certain i'll be that the sport's finished. the messi era was just completely different in terms of the quality it produced. literally never to be replicated again
#like no shade to ansu the poor kid is suffering a lot but i keep thinking how ppl think he was generational before his injury#but you compare that to. say. bojan who hadn't even reached his full potential and the difference in quality is striking#also sometimes i genuinely wonder if mbappe winning the wc at such a young age made him. idk. complacent?#not even on purpose but subconsciously#i remember how after the 2014 loss messi was a beast at club level like a man possessed and then there's. well#idk this may all seem like nonsense it's 5 am here but yeah bottom line is fuck psg stans lmao#calling lionel andrés messi cuccittini 'mid' what a fucking joke. jesus#asks
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god i am so grateful for music and a good speaker.
#citrine speaks#listen i know i dont shut up much lately but all my friends are asleep or busy and i need to share this with Somebody.#ahem. anyway. am so Profoundly in love with life rn like.#something about stay - ghost is really just. resonating with me Sonically and i have it loud enough that i can FEEL it and it just#is making me absolutely giddy HJSKDHJKSDF#SOMETHING ABOUT THAT GUITAR#UGH#(its a little disturbing lyrically so like. proceed w caution. kinda a possessive track.)#but like something about the sound of it and the fact that i get to Experience that is making me so grateful to be alive?? idk man. idk!#sometimes it really is about the little things?#i've tried three separate ways to write this feeling into something and i genuinely dont think i can#like even just rereading these tags feels sooooo lackluster. such a big feeling. it should be easy to describe and it is NOT#the harmonies. makin ME feel harmonious#take my hand we're loving the shit out of life tonight folks#adding on to this that sweet child o mine is a very similar feeling. the opening guitar makes me Deranged#it's in the ribs!!! just below my heart!!!! it's big and happy and bright and VIVID#it's like summer sunsets and roller coasters and laughing ENTIRELY too hard with people you love#it's!!!!!! so nice!!!!!!#c's jukebox
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always feel kinda weird when i make a canon character “worse” than they are in canon in my own hcs but also like hyness was a literal cult leader who exploited the sisters and hit zan onscreen and literally used her and her sisters bodies as tools in his boss fight so like. canonically he is a horrible person who’s actions just get sweeped w a vague “oh he might have been corrupted actually theyre cool now” ending. so i guess its not that strange to just lean into him being abusive in my hcs
#like i get it star allies is the friendship game where everyone and everything becomes a friend in the end#but like... he literally gives me lusamine vibes lol#im not saying hes gotta be this one dimensional evil guy bc like he very well could have meant well and did genuinely#save the sisters lives and in my hc he does take in baby mag out of goodwill initially#if partially out of spite towards the ancients but he still initially wanted to make sure he had a parental figure#and part of why hes got so many followers is bc hes very convincing and frighteningly. genuine? to some degree?#idk tho this is all very loose hcs in a game that didnt really focus too hard on the specifics of their backstory#i think its just that hes convinced himself hes right no matter what and what hes doing is 100% ethical#like he thinks hes helping zan by keeping her from her sisters and hes helping mag by attempting to turn him against his ancestors#just in a constant state of denial that eventually drives him to hurt people and makes him lose everything#and ik none of the characters are extremely complex and well developed bc a lot is up for interpretation at the end of the day#but man. idk the dlc ending bugs me to this day i wish so bad it wasnt just shrugged off w ''oh he was possessed actually idk''#echoed voice
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Phone doodles fun when you find a scrunkly brush
Short bio: Childhood 'friend' of Terzo(see: was similar age & raised by the Church). Was always enamoured with the obtuse writings in the archives & begged to get the position when they joined the church in full. This human read too much & did some dodgy hell magic, got turned into an imp. She kept her job but now is the size of a Possum(most of the time). Church doesn't discriminate by appearance(or no one else wanted the job).
Oh & she used to be "friends w benefits" with Terzo before she lost her mind to the dark arts™. Now she is his weird little dog he carries around, & Omega makes her wear tiny handmade gloves. She endures their slowburn romance.
#the band ghost oc#nameless ghoul oc#Nameless imp oc#Everyone thinks she's bitter about Omega moving in on 'her man' but she was never possessive.#She's genuinely rooting for them. Just doesn't want to play messenger imp.#I don't plan on ever drawing her human form#jackalope#Possom
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I'm so lucky I realized all I did after my first long term relationship and not like...multiple in
#i was talking to my therapist like#'i'm starting to doubt there's anyone out there who will treat me right and not explode or try to hurt me or xyz'#and she was like 'good. you're realizing this isnt what you want. you're realizing you need to wake up the part of you that detects—#—red flags and warning signs.'#like in every dysfunctional family and every generational abusive cycle there's one person who wakes up and says hey. what the fuck.#and that's who i am to my family.#and im done letting ppl treat me this way because it's how i grew up and what i learned and what i know#it's time for me to start healing and breaking the cycle and unlearning this shit#first red flag abt my ex was he was possessive. but i was raised to believe that was GOOD and i even told him i LIKED that#because i did i genuinely did#and now i realize...even if i still do find it appealing...it is not. healthy.#i find toxic things attractive because of what my family (and society yes) taught me#and now i really need to do the work of unlearning that so i dont repeat what my mom and dad did to me#ending up w someone i cant get along w and having kids because i think it's what i want just to find i resent myself for bringing them into—#the horrible family i've built in this already fucked up world#i refuse to be a parent who feels so guilty that i end up fucking up my kid.#either giving them too much and coddling them and never making them be independent or screaming and yelling at them because they're not—#—independent ENOUGH...even though they're just a kid.#im not bringing my wounds to my future children.#and i refuse to be with someone who doesnt feel the same and doesnt do the godawful hard work of unlearning shame#that's all it boils down to. shame.#find what you're ashamed of and embrace it.#goddammit.#people man
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