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THE ROYALTY AU ??? I WILL BE SEATED FOR GOJOS OMG ! I AM SUCKERRRRR FOR THEM PLEASE TELL ME MORE
JESSSSS MY LOVE HOW ARE YOU???? okay okay lemme wrap you up in blankets and tell you all about it :33
the royalty au is kinda like a choose your own path thingie??? we have princess reader for all of them but then depending on which guy you choose the story is different :33 and reader's personality changes a lil bit too !!
so yes satoru !! he was the main inspiration behind the whole au !! couldn't stop thinking about knight!satoru who has devoted himself to you because you quite literally saved his life. since they day he met you as a kid he knew that you were everything good in the world, sweet and kind and understanding. but he is not meant for you. he knows that, but he would like to be near you as long as he can. so if that means laying down his life for you he will gladly do it a thousand times over.
he just pines for you over the span of years because he knows he can never have you. you are royalty and he is nothing but that doesn't stop him from wanting you to look at only him !!
anyways yeah !! i'm very excited for this one :33 knight!satoru is so important to me !! i have like...i think 10k words written for him already??? sobbing it's so much and i'm not even done....
ANYWAYS I HOPE YOU'VE BEEN WELL JESS !!!!!!!!! smooching you many times MWAH MWAH ILY <3333333333
ask me about my wips !!
#[𐐪— lovely mutuals. 𐑂]#— jess <3#making mental note#jess...likes...royalty aus.......#noted.#anyways#HUGGING YOU SO TIGHT BABES#MWAH MWAH#ilysmmmm#<333333333333
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“these characters should be mentally healthy before they get together 😌” ummm no I actually think we should smash their mental illnesses together like clumps of play-doh and see what colors it makes
#they should live under each other’s skin in a way that’s weird to everyone else. actually.#also on a more serious note since this is getting notes mental illness does not preclude people from deserving love#or the ability to give and receive it#it also does not make you inherently toxic#sometimes people are just toxic anyways of course#and a lot of people enjoy a toxic ship and are relating that to this and that’s cool!#but like#if you believe that’s the only option you’re wrong buddy#people can be worse together but they can also be better#acting like a character or a person has to ‘fix’ their trauma or what have you to be worthy is. a fucking weird mindset.#but anyways!
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(obey me!) moments where they fall in love with you all over again
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It’s dinner, and you’re talking about mundane things that happened during your day. You saw a cool bird, got some gum stuck on your shoe, and bought a new flavor of toothpaste to try. Everyone is listening intently. If only they would pay this much attention in class.
Lucifer knows the way his brothers look at you all too well. It’s a look full of respect, admiration, and fondness. It’s a look that’s often reflected on his own face when in your presence. At first he never really understood why you put up with his siblings, as the option to ignore them and be on your way was always there. Yet you continue to make time for them anyway. How unusual.
Moments like these where everyone is together and you don’t treat them as the Seven Rulers of Hell, you just treat them as your dear friends and family. That’s what makes Lucifer soft. He tries to imagine a long future of things staying just like this.
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Mammon’s hesitant to lend anybody money, even you. It takes a few minutes to butter him up and fluff his ego before he relents. At last, he hands you the crispest bill in his wallet. “Don’t spend it all in one place,” he kids, knowing full well he’d do just that if he was in your shoes.
He’s curious what you plan to buy. It never dawns on him that you have no intention of spending the cash. Half an hour later, he finds it on his desk. The exact same bill, now creased and folded neatly into an origami bird.
He picks it up to wiggle the little paper wings, entranced, then looks around frantically and catches your eye. A playful smile graces your face and tugs at his heartstrings.
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Leviathan is not typically one to make mistakes when it comes to anime. But even he’s not perfect.
He had it set in his mind that the new show premiered at 6:00pm, which left plenty of time to prepare the ultimate solo viewing party after school. He was humming quietly to himself when you walked over. “Isn’t your show starting soon?”
You specifically took an interest in his hobbies. You remembered that it started at 16:00 (four o’clock), not 6:00. Leviathan wondered, how could he make such a egregious mistake? You were the one who dashed back to the House of Lamentation at full speed by his side. When your human stamina started failing, he unconsciously picked you up so you’d both make it in time. You made it with two minutes to spare.
Sweaty and out of breath, still in uniform, you were able to watch the premiere together. It wasn’t until after credits rolled, you went elsewhere, and the live reactions on social media started calming down that Levi realized what a big deal this was to him. What a big deal you were to him.
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Satan wasn’t expecting you to be spacing out in his favorite armchair. He had plans to read in it that evening, and considered asking you politely to move. But the way the lamp light shines on your skin, the thoughtful expression on your face while pondering ideas unknown. The way your lips part ever so slightly and your eyes gaze off into nothing. It captivates him. You look like a painting. His breath gets caught in his throat, and in clearing it he manages to break your trance.
“Oh, hey. Welcome home, I didn’t realize you were there.”
You go to get out of the chair, but Satan insists you stay. It doesn’t look right without you anymore. He doesn’t feel right without you anymore.
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Asmodeus does not have wardrobe malfunctions often. His outfits are of the highest quality and a lot of care goes into putting them on. Still, things happen.
When his fans rush forward out of nowhere, sometimes they are successful in tearing his clothes. A fistful of shirt here, a mouthful of pants-leg there. Being in the center of a lust-fueled stampede can make even the most collected people lose their minds, but you are steadfast. You shout at the rabid demons, shaming them for their disrespect. You believe you can chase them off all on your own, not knowing that the Avatar of Lust behind you is exuding a killer aura and warning his fans to back off with a powerful glare.
As you sloppily stitch up what remains of his shirt so he can walk home without the incident repeating, Asmodeus is smiling from ear to ear. You’re so focused on genuinely helping that you don’t even notice the bedroom eyes he’s flashing. The scene of you waving your arms and trying to chase off a pack of demons as if they were stray pigeons is permanently ingrained in his memory. Just as your existence is ingrained in his soul.
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Beelzebub knows what he likes. He knows what will catch his interest and is pleasantly surprised when a new one crops up.
One thing he likes is you. Another is food. Both are in the cafeteria. He piles a tray high with carbs and goes looking for you at lunch time, finding you seated in the middle of a long table at the edge of the room. He calls your name.
It’s unexpected, the way you quickly swing your head up mid-bite. Your cheeks are full and noodles dangle from your mouth, sauce dripping back onto your plate. Your eyes light up as you look at him from below. It makes him stop in his tracks, causing several shorter demons to walk into him. Such a simple action, yet so profound. You hurriedly chew and offer him a seat while Beelzebub powers through his emotions. He takes a seat across from you to offer a napkin, wondering when he’ll see that face again.
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It’s late, far past everyone’s bedtime. Yet Belphegor forgot to tell you something during the day and decided now would be a great time. When you don’t respond to the quiet knocks at your door, he lets himself inside. Your sleeping figure looks too comforting to resist and he gets the brilliant idea to crawl into bed with you to whisper in your ear.
The problem is, as soon as he lifts the covers, you fart. It’s loud. You don’t move an inch, remaining fast asleep and ignorant of what just happened.
Belphegor freezes in his tracks to process it, but is soon doubled over on the futon laughing. The vibrations wake you. You sleepily open your eyes to see who is in hysterics and ask the obvious: “what?”
Belphegor is laughing too hard to tell you. He doesn’t want to tell you. It’s too priceless. You groggily smack him with a spare pillow and it makes him laugh harder. While he loves to look at you, that week it becomes difficult for him to meet your eyes without erupting into a fit of giggles.
#mc in satan's part is thinking about something weird like “friendpilled visitmaxxer” while satan's undergoing his own mental renaissance#i came up with ideas for all the side characters too. that sounded cute. maybe i'll write it. I didn't because...#i have a bad cold! achoo! should've written this in past tense for my sanity but my head is all blehh. i hope this stuff makes sense. woooo#you know it's a bad cold when i write in [shivers] /present tense/ (jk but it's difficult for me to keep the tense consistent)#note to self: tumblr's html color designation for yellow is phoebe#colds suck. i wear a mask daily and still got really sick so take care y'all.#obey me!#obey me#obey me brothers#obey me shall we date#omswd#obey me x mc#obey me x reader#obey me fanfic#obey me imagines#obey me scenarios#obey me mammon#obey me lucifer#obey me leviathan#obey me satan#obey me asmodeus#obey me beelzebub#obey me belphegor#obey me fluff
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reverb in an empty hall.
prints (all proceeds go towards aid for Gaza)
#the plan for this comic has been lying in my notes app for months now#i felt compelled to make it now#my mental health has really been in the pits lately which means ive been playing disco elysium a lot again#the bleak reality of the game and the beauty that persists in it despite *everything* in it comforts me#i love you disco elysium#i love you kim kitsuragi#i love you harry#take what you will from this comic but for me at least its about saving as many people as you can on your way out#i hope that's properly conveyed <3#disco elysium#harry dubois#kim kitsuragi#whirling in rags#stillindigo art#it may surprise some of u to know this but before the Palestinian genocide began I was predominantly just an art blog#I haven’t posted new art in 4 months
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oh noooo or whatever
bonus aka The Real Motive Behind This:
SURPRISE double bonus. textless ver of the first pic under the cut
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#snap sketches#guys i drew cherik after walking to the comic shop to see official cherik omg .....#context if needed: in like. issue 17-18 of the og run magneto hijacks the x mansion and sets up The Mental Wave Distorter trap#and unfortunately the second i saw it i knew what i had to do because I Cannot Be Salvaged#tbh this was suppoesd to be moooorrreee 2011 Yaoi Doujin Core but clakjkl i like it like this way i fear#i was gonna put dialogue bubbles for the first pic but like that a lot. even tho i did post a textless ver Bro My Head Hurts#this was also supposed to be quick and thats why its in a limbo of Effort Was Made and I Held Back#because after the sketch i realized i wanted to lock in. sort of 💀 still like it tho !!!!!!#more importantly dont take me to comic shops all ima do is think of ship art to make later !!!!!#on that note tho i did have a silly giggle to myself when i saw the resurrection of magneto#like it was the silliest reaction i felt like a dog jlvkjavlka#i also found another magneto-centered run im excited bout ...... both sets were missing One book so im gonna scream but moving on#uhhhh ok im done here. my heads been hurting all day i hope its nothing serious#whats funny is that i actually planned to draw movie cherik today but alas. plans were changed#theres always tomorrow !!!!!!!!! i love you tomorrow .....#bye bye im going to bed
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I NEED MOTIVATION SO UH
If this gets 1 note I'll drink a glass of water
If this gets 10 notes I'll have an actual meal
If this gets 20 notes I'll start a new book
If this gets 50 notes I'll practice violin
If this gets 70 notes I'll research the 7 years war or something (I'm a nerd)
If this gets 100 notes I'll clean my room
If this gets 200 notes I'll start taking care of myself
If this gets 300 notes I'll actually learn math
If this gets 400 notes I'll start working out again
If this gets 500 notes I'll join clubs next semester
AAAAANDDDDDD NOW FOR THE BIG GUNS
If this gets 2,000 notes I'll cut out the toxic people in my life
If this gets 4,000 notes I'll clean my art desk with literally two whole feet of unorganized papers stacked up
And for 5,000 I'll actually organise all those drawings...
YAYAYYAYA (My posts average 30 so I'll be impressed if I even get the 5th one...)
#if this gets x notes#if this gets 100 notes#self care#mental health#idk#uhhhhh#glow up#NO#that doesnt work#idk yall#I NEED MOTIVATION#GRRRR#sjajsjzjjskwjwhbs#reblog this for livelaughlovelams to draw you some lams art#if this gets 10k ill stay true to my username and draw the dead himbos making out#perfection#uwu#!!!!#reblog game#hydration
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woag .. otp
#fma#royai#riza hawkeye#roy mustang#talking to user chrysopoeias reminded me of this doodle i posted on twitter ages ago#im too dumb to make analysis textposts with my opinions so you get (checks notes) royai experiencing post nut clarity#about how funny i think it is that riza bases all her self value into how useful she is or isn't being#while roy is like wow.. i love riza can't believe she still by my side after all i've done ..#in the hospital scene after the lust fight where roy is scolding her there's a part he says he's going to keep trusting her with his back#and she looks genuinely surprised as if she really expected him to just throw her out because she failed and lost her utility#when he's mostly angry because riza gave up on life so easily and he doesn't want her to die. he can't live in a world without her#riza babe ur so mentally ill <3
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#this is real i was there#i was one of the mccartney sheeps on the farm watching paul have a mental breakdown#on a serious note i really feel bad for paul for what he went through during all that time period#john making a diss track (with the help of george fucking harrison) didn't help the situation at all 😭😭#them motherfuckers 💀#that was such a dick move#how do you sleep#too many people#the beatles#paul mccartney#john lennon#mclennon#george harrison#ringo starr#beatles#memes#diss tracks#1970s#silly love songs
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'the hissing wastes suck' wow what a way to admit you've never experienced the joy of listening to iron bull wax archaeologic about ancient dwarven building techniques
#'siege mentality!' he says with an audibly huge grin on his face#such a character note honestly. for a moment he forgets to hide how much of a nerd he is and adoribull suddenly makes so much sense lol#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#iron bull#my dirty secret is that I love the hissing wastes. it appeals to the broken part of my brain that revels in open world games#it's just big and you get to run around and the companions are chatting and sometimes there's cool stuff :) I'm very easy to please#blackwall all casual with his harrowing 'no shit there I was' desert survival horror stories#cole revealing shit about astronomy that no one else gets#varric having a wholeass uncomfortable face-to-face with his feelings about dwarven culture. it's all extremely good#(my 4ever hate zone is the hidden oasis btw I can't with all the changing elevation and figuring out how to get to places)
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"I'm the dog they put with cheetahs to keep them from going crazy in captivity" x "I'm the cheetah that is threatening to go crazy" 4 ever
(I make a webcomic about them)
#GODDDDDDDDDDD I love them#theyre so.....#I just.#good. theyre good#I need the comic to come back NOW...#no I dont. I havent finished enough yet#I've finished 7 episodes so I gotta make 3 more minimum but 8 more ideally. which is. a big gap..#anyways I got up early to draw this cause I couldnt sleep#and someone shared it in a server I'm in and I was like. oh I have to#but now I'm super tired and I can sleep#so good night. enjoy my beautuful art of my beautiful vampires#'good ngiht' it is 10 30 am.#sleep. she betrays me yet again.#anyways working on coming back working on kickstarter stuff working on book 4#working on commissions working on my patreon...#work work work work#trying to be forgiving of myself LOL working like 50-70 hours a week and still feeling like its not enough#imagine if I WASNT on meds rn. I'm focusing better and there's still just way too much sheesh#super need some support but also I'm chillin#I was assigned an editor and she has not given me a single note#so I'm like uhhh. rlly feeling aimless and lonely#I'm doing very good work its some of my best stuff#but...#yeah. idk. just a lot HAHAHA#but I got like 45 mins to do a quick drawing#for my mental health...#time and time again#adam and steve#ttawebcomic#adam
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I know this isn't what folks follow me for, but unfortunately for y'all I've been on kind of a visual art kick lately.
#Eddie Munson#also there's recently been a metalhead busker outside the Camden Town tube station who's been v inspirational (hence the bg)#I mean it's not exactly unusual to see dudes who look like Eddie in Camden Town but this guy REALLY has the hair#so I've casually been making mental notes about how it works in outdoor lighting every time I walk by#I'll get back to my pile of WIPs soon I promise
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Okayyy I wanna do another notes thing bc it was fun last time 😝 small reach for each goal bc some of them I actually need to do.
Uhm please keep reblogs 10 and below, but no limit on comments or tags :3
So far ->
10 - I actually finish that spn episode (I never did..I tried though)
20 - I’ll try to post more on @1mfoundnow (poetry and writing…if you wanna see that, yk)
50 - I rehearse in the mornings before camp as well as at camp
100 - I sleep before midnight AND have real meals with my meds, not just half an apple
200 - I deal with *that* corner in my room
300 - weekly laundry, not just when the baskets full
400 - Bowie makeup cuz I wanna feel pretty in the guy way
500 - talk to my mom about binders
600 - I write a short fic (house md ocs :))
700 - I get up to five driving hours this week (already at three ish I’m starting drivers ed a bit late)
800 - I drive to camp next week (or the week after, depending on the timing of this)
900 - I write all of the poems that I’ve had ideas for but never followed through on. And share progress/rough drafts/accept feedback
1000 - i bake brownies :))
1500 - actually announce open commissions, though idk if they can be called that bc they’re free
2000 - find my style this year
2500 - I finish 3 long books and 2 short by November (been in a super bad reading slump)
3000…. Idk ! Give me more goals! Some ideas pertaining to..idk reading, writing, drawing, full meals, fixed sleep schedule, band/band camp, cleaning, self care, mental health, or something completely different!!!!! I doubt we’ll reach this point but it’s nice to have an idea of stuff I need to do.
#evan speaks#notes#goals#notes goal#mental health#i need to improve#a lot#of things#yk?#I do hope we at least make it to the fics bc that’s something I’ve really wanted to do but just never had motivation for#dps#house md#hannibal#homestuck
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Hello! What about "pot Marigold" Calendula officinalis? that's what my brain leaps to as a "marigold" and is native to Europe!
Oh, I didn't know these are called marigolds as well! Or that they are native to (more southern parts of) Europe. Both these and the Mexican marigolds are classic garden flowers here in Finland, but their names have nothing in common.
#that's such a lovely vibrant shade of orange#answered#palaeoplushies#making a mental note to use these in a future piece maybe
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#making a mental list of things i need to do and its OUUU... exam and project for next week.exposition and project for the one after. possibl#e exposition and project for the one after depending one my notes.. undefined date for another project... MY GOD......#art#my art#oc tag#furry#oc jackie
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Do you still dream of escape? So near at hand?
What is the point of dreaming when your body lies here, never moving?
#Orion's Art#The Evil Within#Psychobreak#Juli Kidman#Sebastian Castellanos#Joseph Oda#Leslie Withers#Ruvik#eye contact#with just a few minutes to spare#and ignoring everything for 24 hours#I managed to finish this on time#despite everything#making a note to myself to celebrate#when I have some available mental load#brain CPU at max#when I'd started putting down sketches#knowing I wanted to illustrate something this year#I'd planned on saying#''and here's to 10 more years!''#but...#what is the point of dreaming?#I'll keep moving ahead anyways#even if there's no way out#the close-ups are only at 50% instead of 100%#it's big#was thinking about prints...#thank you everyone that makes gifs & photosets of the game#I still can't draw anyone without looking at a million references
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it’s almost like looking in a mirror
( get this kid help he’s too young to be having daddy issues this severe )
#dev dimmadome#dale dimmadome#hazel wells#devzel#fairly oddparents#fopanw#fop fanart#heavily inspired by the scene with Hunter from the owl house#and yes curly-haired dev truther here that boy needs to throw away that hair gel before he goes prematurely bald#side note I love teen hazel’s outfits so much in growing pains#she got that shit ON#but I love the skrunklies#my art#mentally I am unwell#so I wanted to make dev angst#and I haven’t drawn devzel in ages so I thought that would be a nice little treat
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