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"I was gonna say you're like a son to me.. but you're more than that."
"It ain't that complicated!"
How quickly that shoulder pat of comfort turned into a condescending one.
#he makes me feel so emo#this life was never meant for you but your fate was forced#the way dutch (and hosea) talks to arthur like he's stupid will never sit right with me#like they've been by his side over 20 years they KNOW he isn't stupid because if he was he would have been gone a long time ago#not only is arthur incredibly emotionally smart but he's a trained conman vault breaker gunslinger horse rider you name it#the fact that his own adoptive parents break him down like that hurts#it's a manipulation tactic on dutch's end - break your victims self esteem to make them chase your praise and approval#hosea I believe has just gone along with that kind of attitude but in a different way he just likes to jest lightheartedly#arthur doesn't see the difference though and it's understandable but he takes it to heart#the worst part is that hosea sees through his tough guy act and has called arthur out on it#his act is a defence mechanism to protect himself from being too vulnerable - in arthur's mind#and it isn't a sudden thing it's very likely something that has built over the years given the life he has lived#and hosea notices he knows this#but they still jab at arthur#oh it hurts#is he your son dutch? or is he your guard dog? your personal workhorse?#playing through the second time is opening my eyes more and more#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#mick squeaks#mick rants#mick gifs#arthur morgan#dutch van der linde#liveblogging#you guys gotta understand - arthur seeks and longs for dutch's approval he'll never say it but it's the key motive behind his loyalty#and arthur *rejects* dutch's comfort#he doesn't *want* dutch to pat him on the shoulder because he knows dutch is digging them an even deeper hole#he doesn't want that touch he craves#it's so insanely monumental for such a small scene because it shows us how arthur feels without telling us
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happy pride month to the sci-fi yuri trifecta that is Bioman, Changeman, and Flashman
#tokupmg#bioman#changeman#flashman#they really started off two-girl teams with a bang i'll tell you what#bioman - scifi yuri robot flavoured#changeman - scifi yuri soldier flavoured#flashman - scifi yuri alien flavoured#jun saves hikaru from situations - hikaru saves jun from spiders#sayaka is who you go to when someone needs s stern talking to - mai is who you go to when you need someone beat up#sara 'fall makes me feel romantic' - lou 'fall makes me feel hungry'#thank you for listening#these sets of suits are some of my favourites in the franchise ngl#love the skirtless girls love the round helmet shapes love the straight across visors#white base suits >>>>>> black base suits#(i'm scared to keep watching maskman on account of i am trans masc and dont want to have my feelings hurt)#(someone tell me if those girls continue the yuri or not)
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the pressure fandom right now
#pressure#roblox pressure#pressure roblox#pressure game#pressure sebastian#sebastian pressure#sebastian solace#sebastian roblox#Like bro I have never felt this much “pressure”🤪 with fandom drama before like#like holy hell#I just feel mixed feelings about this entire situation#Like one second I see someone talking shit about the dev team and the fandom while trying to Spread a false Narrative#About zerum and then I see someone defending the dev team and the fandom#Or seeing people deconstruct this entire Situation and just boil it done to people being childish about someone else's character and#Boundaries or I'm seeing horror stories about zerum and zeal and other dev members getting doxxed and harassed#And then I'm seeing people getting pissy about the whole thing because of shipping drama or I'm seeing people calling zeal out for#ableism or something else entirely#Like I get where people are coming from with this#This isn't the only time people got mad at a character for put boundaries on their character#And I know it would be the last time unfortunately#I'm not trying to defend zeal or zerum nor am I trying to get people to hurt them#I just feel awful about this whole thing and it's just a reminder to stick to smaller fandoms where people are less vocal ig#ok i'm done yapping#Selfshippers live your best life#And I hope the rest of the dev team recovers from this and try to learn how to be more Professional#Once again#I'm not trying to defend anyone I'm just confused and scared of this whole thing#I just wanted to make silly crossover art with sebastian and not have the fear of someone coming into my inbox or dms with my full name#For once :(#thank you for coming to my semi vent ted talk about the current pressure fandom issue
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Look, I have a duty of care, okay? You know what that is? Of course I know what a duty of care is. What are you suggesting?
#man took duty of care to whole other level#i like to make things that hurt my own feelings#and this progression certainly does that#from 'i'm only trying to keep you from becoming too like me'#to 'i'm ripping the universe apart to bring you back from the dead'#absolutely insane#doctor who#dwedit#dwgifs#dw companions#timelordgifs#moffatedit#twelve#twelfth doctor#clara oswald#twelveclara#whouffaldi#dws9#episode: under the lake#episode: the girl who died#episode: face the raven#episode: hell bent#peter capaldi#jenna coleman#tvedit#gif warning#long post
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kids when they hear that their dad is back in town VS. kids when theyre hanging out with a conman that accidentally stole their wallet once
im not even joking btw
bonus heres me being crazy about them in dms ^^^
#mob psycho 100#mp100#shou suzuki#sho suzuki#reigen arataka#i know sho doesnt actually BELIEVE his dad is back but even just that split second reaction is a weird one to have over your dad coming bac#he was like 'say sike rn... wait that aint right.'#shou watching them on the bottom floor while being isolated up in the corner at the end of the third stage play. and saying#'it's nice that they're so easygoing.' all wistfully???? im killing somebody#reigen calling him a poor thing and worrying about him DESPITE knowing his mischievous ways. ugh#gonna quote my reaction to clip rq#'bro [shou] heard him [reigen] talking about guardianship over children and making sure theyre safe over anything else and was like-#'this is getting too real for me i gotta make fun of him immediately.''#idc WHAT yall think to ME that was such a thick layer of defense mechanism that even though reigen's guardianship speech wasnt directed#at Sho he still felt the intrinsic urge to shoot back because of what hes experienced with people who are SUPPOSED to be protecting him.#would yall believe me if i told you i am totally insane#there are SO MANY THINGS. woven into their interactions that really enhance it#its totally silly! yes! but also! it is a legitimate ARC of GROWTH within their relationship! we watch as Sho starts off#with no trust in the man at all (although for a pretty good reason)#and over time he realizes hes NOT total shitbag#of course this doesnt mean hes completely vulnerable with him. its easy to infer that his distrust in certain people is formed from#a lifetime of being let down and incapability of dependency on certain trusted adults. his defense must be so heavily built up#even after gaining some sort of trust from Shou Reigen will NOT be exempt from his impish defense mechanisms.#sho will not make himself emotionally available as he would then be open to being hurt by someone else he thought could trust#his 'carefree and prankish' behavior is the wall between himself and such an intense feeling of disappointment and hurt and loneliness#but i like to think hes also just silly. hehe#man that stage play huh. shoots every fatal drug directly into my bloodstream#shou's trust and father issues VS stupid conman who has the common sense to not let children be beat up by grown ass adults. who will win.#i mightve forgotten something but. i think this is pretty packed full already so i am pleased. thank you for reading <3#meowmeow art
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the importance of food: 30 reasons why you need to eat! ₊˚⊹♡
your body deserves nourishment. don't neglect it for an unattainable goal that will only hurt you in the long run.
protects ur heart
shields you from disease and infection
keeps you strong and active
you only live once to experience the joys of food! ♡
heals you from the inside out ♡
improves your mental wellbeing
improves your physical wellbeing
it just tastes good bro
when you eat healthy, you glow different ♡
growth and repair
helps you to heal from injuries
strong bones
strong teeth
helps to keep you energised and boost you through the day! ♡
maintains ur immune system
delays effects of aging
lengthens your life
increases gut health
increases focus
improved memory
protects crucial organs
positively affects ur mood ♡
makes you grow taller (sometimes)
fight off nutrient deficiencies
fight off certain health conditions
maintains cells in ur body
support brain function
increase brain health
you deserve to enjoy food and eat whatever you want as long as it keeps you healthy. you are more important than whatever ideals held up by the people around you or even just by urself. you're worth so much more than holding yourself to an impossible standard and not allowing yourself to eat because of other people's views. ♡
all my love , and don't forget to eat today !! 💖✨💘���🎀💓
#i love this post rahhhhhhh#short n sweet but i will be posting more later today#(my fingers hurt from typing)#anyway. i feel like this was really important to get out#so here u go#it girlism ୨𖹭୧#girlblogging#it girl#wonyoungism#girlhood#pink pilates princess#girly tumblr#this is what makes us girls#girly stuff#im just a girl#this is a girlblog#girl things#girl thoughts#girlblog aesthetic#girlcore#girlworld#hot girl summer#it girl aesthetic#pinterest girl#that girl#beauty#nutrition#health and wellness#health tips#wellness
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supernatural s1e1 pilot (w. eric kripke) part 1 (part 2)
I can't do this alone. Yes, you can. Yeah. Well, I don't want to.
will he stay or will he go part 6 of ?
#supernatural#spn 1x01#sam and dean#willhestayorgo#supernatural gifs#spn gifs#long post#mygifs#spngifs#dean winchester#sam winchester#dean went from kind of pissed at sam for running away to a sliver of vulnerability saying he didn't want to do this alone#feel for sam. i didn't notice originally or sympathize yet as much-how dean is kind of twisting his arm to go along#course by the end of the ep i was literally crying over dean being hurt that sam was still going back to school because he looked so sad#the problem with making gifs if i end up spending a lot of time with these small moments in isolation#where like with the pace of the realtime episode there just isn't emotional space really to sit with his reaction and have my own#we're immediately thrown into the burning building and sam's life explodes and he's basically left with no other choice#so my heart also hurts that he was forced into this situation. even though was unavoidable due to plot events further down the line.#it still hurts that the choice was taken away. i know they'll choose to be together over and over again but this first one... oof.#i wanted to post this and part 2 all in the same post but while i'm still terrible at editing even i know that would have been Too Many#sam's hair#glad they got it shaped up after the pilot 😅
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“I’ll be disqualified!”
#these aren’t the best but#:((((((#How he apologized😭#My son#Is that chest hair?#His lips are so plush#We didn’t get to see the others feelings about the situation much#But at the very least Bobby and Johnny should have ran out holding hands idc#I wish they all got away quicker#bobby brown#the karate kid#I love them sm#And Bobby deserves to have his red riding leader as much as Daniel deserves Johnny#let him make out with him sat on his bike with those nice lips. Better yet let him get a hug and smooch from all the Cobras#ot5 bc I know they got an apartment all together in another universe and they understand each other and nothing hurts
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HOW YOUR EMAIL FINDS ME
#literally. re: email from my ex this morning#every day it takes every ounce of mental and emotional strength i have to get my ass out of bed and face the day#today i begin packing to move the fuck out of here#everything fucking hurts and i hate this so much#i'm not feeling brave about any of this#one of the worst things about a breakup is that it damages you for any potential future relationships#in the sense that “how can i ever trust anyone with my heart and my love ever again?”#as if it's not bad enough losing someone you thought would be in your life forever#but the deeply cutting betrayal of finding out that this person you actually trusted with your literal life had led you on FOR YEARS#ESPECIALLY in the sense that this whole scenario is giving me intense flashbacks to the ending of another relationship#that broke me so bad it almost killed me#and it's easy for them to say “i hope you find someone who makes you happy” when they have someone new in their life#if i believed i had prospects for a new romantic relationship then it would be a little easier for me to collect myself & regroup & move on#but i don't think i have it in me to go thru any of this again#and that gives me even more layers of anger and rage and grief#as if it wasn't enough to betray me and break my fucking heart#but it broke me FOR ANY FUTURE LOVE AND HAPPINESS TOO#i know it's not productive for me to think that way#but right now i am fucking drowning in my fucking pain and fucking grief and fucking rage#i wanted stability and love and trust and someone to come home to every night and someone to come home to me every night#i just wanted to love and be loved#i wanted someone who i could call home#I JUST WANTED TO BE LOVED#rage#grief#trauma#edward teach#our flag means death#ofmd
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I know we don't talk and there's stuff we may not agree with. But I am truly sorry you've dealt with a lot of drama over fictional crap. And I'm sorry if my posts in the past ever contributed to that. Hope you have a better day.
Hey... That's all fine, don't worry! After all, it takes a lot of time and Insight to realise that Gehrman is a very gentle and respectful man and Godrick is an absolute gigachad kdkdkshdffhhgfds /lh /lh
But yeah, on a serious note. It was quite frustrating to find out the real motivation under all that... mess was something so pathetic, but at the same time this is what happens when people make engagement with media and fandoms a moral, political act. Not necessarily a problem, after all, I was the one who concluded that the way a fan judges fictional characters and other fans will very well reveal how cruel they are to real people who do something bad, or how much they will forgive based on personal sympathies. And my mad ravings about caring about female characters! I think the problem comes when a fan is so insecure that they have nothing else besides this defence of ideals through fandomry. If your only way to assert yourself is to be a good guy punishing the bad guys, and that mad raving loredigger discovers there is NO bad guy, what is left of you?
This is why it is crucial to have passion for nurturing rather than for undermining! I think if you speak like this, you've found this truth too? This is true that I don't know you very much (mutual-in-law thing), but to be honest.. you didn't poison my fandom experience at all? I tend to never be aware about discourse until someone basically calls me for help fhdhgsdgdfs Can't scout the fandom tag regularly!
But not only it actually was a quite long ago I saw a "negative" post from you, but also I've seen through the posts that my friends liked or reblogged from you that you've actually became very eager person to defend people's passion and interests! I think the post that particularly got stuck with me was when you resented seeing someone's light die after some Redditor asshole "well aktualy"'d a thing they were excited about creating (not exact wording but maybe you remember too)? Like... you are fine, man. At that point I realised that you were a good fan and in the end valued people's creativity and passion over personal preferences. That you never wanted to be THAT guy, even if your interpretation could not be further from someone else's. Coming to terms with what actually matters in fandomry is very mature and I am happy to see this attitude!
I am still glad that you messaged me about this though; I did not expect this, but thank you! I think I will continue getting involved in fictional discourse because my autistic senses cannot ignore factually incorrect takes with a clear insidious motive, and.. eh, sooner or later, I'll piss off the wrong guy again. Don't feel bad for me when it inevitably happens :p I've accepted the shortcomings when I decided to be the debate guy. Simply laughing at some gremlin starting a discourse with the girls in DMs and not stressing over it is only funny until I realise that newer fans could get misinformed right off the bat.
#ask replies#fandomry rambles#sorry this is probably a bit too long and emotional#this topic just makes me remember a lot of stuff.. it is not you! like I mean it my impression has been positive for a while now#I could already sense that you've changed your stance on things before this message and I respect this a lot!#I am just thinking about..... stuff#how there was an actually strongly furious gehrman hater who finally matured and became chill after two years of terrorizing fandom#and I even wrote them a DM saying how much I respected the change.. only to lose them forever a couple of weeks later because of timing LOL#or story of the guy that got driven away from the fandom with fake accusations and slander because he criticised maria when her toxic fans-#-back then were not pretending to 'recognise her flaws too'#or people talking to me how they stopped feeling safe posting in fandom over that crap#like... you did not really hurt me. I knew you had strong opinions but I've noticed more and more based posts on the fandomry topic#there are just many things that make whole fandom situation sad. I am happy to be the part of what helped BB fandom a bit#but I've heard some shit going on in ER fandom and like... yeah I am bound to get into trouble again because I can't sit back and meme#just don't feel bad for me when I end up with another arch enemy because of my autism about lore fhshdffsd
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I have a box of 25 acrylic pens and a new empty sketch book
Feel free to request things for me to draw, My ask box is always open
(Old post, these are closed)
#im bored#and i need a small break from..hunting down some blogs without having clues..#makes my brain hurt physically#heres some fandoms im in though but anyone can feel free to suggest oretty much whatever:#the sun and moon show#flappy dragon#fnaf sb#fnaf in general#warrior cats#wings of fire#i actually really love wings of fire just dont draw much#horror media in general#analog horror#that neat stuff!#httyd#how to train your dragon#welcome home puppet show#creatures of sonaria#or atleast- the creatures they’re cool looking#does All Tommorows count?#I'll count it#all tomorrows#and.. alot more actually wooh..#lots of tags#art requests
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Me: well I don't play a lot of spooky games but one of my mutuals is obsessed with bendy and the ink machine and it seems pretty neat I know a lot of people like it so maybe I'll check it out
>"bendy and the ink machine is a first person indie puzzle game..."
#for those not in the know I physically can't play first person games. they make me feel ill like my head hurts so bad and my stomach is in p#pain the whole time i am literally miserable#i tried to play minecraft so many times as a kid but i just always felt miserable afterwards and could never figure out why#it wasn't until i tried to play portal that i finally realized it was the first person perspective that was doing it to me#i guess it's something about the motion sickness from whirling your camera around all the time#it makes me so sad there are so many good games i miss out on because they're first person perspective#i would kill to be able to play portal 2 with no pain i know that game is so fucking good#but alas my body wants me dead or smth#crying. crying and throwing up i hate this mortal flesh#wyvern rambles
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As long as Gozma exists I'll be brave and fight
#changeman#sentai#could i convince you#to watch changeman????#what if i asked very very nicely????????????#i make fun of liveman for being a downer and then with the same breath i shout my love for changeman from the rooftops whoops#no bad guys hurt my feelings quite like the gozma did#conscripted soldiers with nothing left to fight for being forced to inflict the same fate on others#fighting a teAM OF SOLDIERS WITH TOO MUCH TO FIGHT FOR BEING FORCED TO FIGHT MONSTERS THEY ARE ONLY EVER ONE FAILURE AWAY FROM BECOMING#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#side note - love how i accidently left giluke almost completely out of the set (he's technically here but its only his arm)#why isnt he here??????? because ahames is infinitly more interesting thank you for your understanding#only memorable thing he ever did was strangle hayate for a solid minute LMAO
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2023 Saudi Arabian Grand Prix - Post-Race Interview - Fernando Alonso
#he seems to still be pretty happy! *puts away pitchfork*#i was kinda scared to watch his interview bcs i didnt want to feel more hurt but thankfully hes still pretty pleased#but i will still be angry on his behalf lol#i dont wanna rant anymore cause i did enough liveblogging but just know....im still pretty annoyed#im still gonna make a podium highlights post for him bcs you can rip his podium footage from my cold dead hands#anyways thanks to the FIA for making me feel the full spectrum of human emotion in a 10 minute span#genuine emotional whiplash#well this just means hes winning at his boyfriend's home race for his 100th podium he actually planned this so it could be a special moment#fernando alonso#f1#formula 1#formula one#fa14#we do a little bit of f1#2023 saudi arabian grand prix#2023 saudi arabian gp
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Being sick sucks balls
#having fun imagining any of Jeff’s characters taking care of me though#being aliens I bet Mac and grandmaster would probably have an instant cure#or at least make it more comfortable#I feel like David Ian and Seth would be nervous about getting sick themselves lol#full hazmat suits#David and Seth especially#OMG I FORGOT ABOUT MR FROST#he’s literally the devil so he could just snap his fingers and if be fine lmao#rant#vent#my chest hurts from coughing ugh#jeff goldblum#help me pookie bear#I’d love a hug from that 6’4 man
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“Is it me or there was a really weird vibe going on between Zoë and Senne?”
#wtFOCK#Skam#Zoë Loockx#Senne De Smet#Zoenne#Veerle Dejaeger#Nathan Naenen#SkamverseDaily#SkamRemakesEdit#s2#2x07#when I vidded them to 'Always' I used this scene to that part of the song that says 'your face it makes my body ache it won't leave me alone#it makes MY body ache watching them in this it's so#the way they misread each other's reactions like#Zoë is just exhausted and he probably thinks she can't bear his presence and there he is#so he HAS to get out of there and give the space she wants and stop seeing in her face that she doesn't want him there#and she knows he's doing what she asked but he's no good at staying away from her#so when he does or acts 'cold' towards her she feels like he is giving up and like she hurt him and like it's all her fault#the fact that she can't stay or pretend to be okay when he leaves#she just starts crying and leaves as well#UGHHHHHHHHHHHH#THEY LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH#everything hurts#s2 2023
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