#makes me wanna kms every time

[creeping-willow]

I only ever really post abt Ghosts since its my fav and first cod game, but as I'm replaying mw2019 I can't stop thinking about Farah right after Hadirs betrayal.

Farah, incredibly distraught and angry, but above all confused. Her brother, who had grown up in the same world as she, who remembers how poisonous and deadly the gas was, using it against Barkovs forces in a way they swore they never would, killing not only the Russian soldiers, but their own brothers and sisters as well.

Farah, not knowing what to do, how to feel, what to say, only to express herself through her anger and vengeance against him, yet she couldn't find it in herself to mean it. He was her older brother, the same one who protected her when the Russian forces first invaded their home, who protected her countless times when they were captured by Barkov, who nearly died trying to keep he safe. Hadir was all she had left, the only family still alive, so how, after all they had been through, could her love for him so quickly turn to hate?

Farah, who couldn't properly mourn the loss of her brother. Even if he wasn't dead (yet, lmao), she couldn't mourn the loss of who he was, of the Hadir who was too young to be in the world they were in, the Hadir who did everything to protect her, who loved her so dearly he did something he knew she would hate him for, all to keep her safe.

Farah, who could never bring herself to fully hate Hadir. She loved him, even if she desperately tried to convince herself she hated him, who made sure others knew that she despised his actions, could never bring herself to fully hate the boy she grew up with.

[knightjockey]

Casually thinking (SCREAMING AND CRYING) about how Kate not only slayed the monster (MIB) but saved the princess (CLAIRE) at the end of LOST

Please watch Billiams final instillation of his Lost retrospective

[firesofdainix]

That "Ford has NPD" post did irreparable damage to the gf tiktok fandom

[rollercoasterwords]

love when i make a post on tumblr.com like “this is how i feel about this” & then someone reblogs it & the tags are like #i actually completely disagree with this #i feel the complete opposite way #here’s an explanation of why this post is wrong. like u know u didn’t have to reblog the post right….

[alaskan-wallflower]

you ever just rly want a hug so you wrap yourself in a blanket burrito while drawing and pretending you’re being hugged or is it just me

[ripgray-moved]

i can't believe i didn't clock that the reason i've been such a Fail on the ic front is because of the fucking heatwave—

[halchron]

distraught over ffx's ending again

[friendlyinsomniac]

I'm watching Rise of The Pink Ladies for the first time (Yay)

but idk if I can get past episode three because the debate has me wanting to drop everything and run to Santa Fe (Not Yay)

[sensitivegoblin]

Vent

Tw: sh, suivide

[neonsbian]

i stop reading the vampire armand for a couple days and i come back to it and that entire chapter made me wanna kill myself thanks anne rice

[robinsnest2111]

I know that it was just a small thing, the manager wasn't even mean or super mad at me, just a little annoyed, and I know better now and will do better from now on, BUT STILL, the urge to kms over this already solved issue has way too strong of a hold on me lol orz

[luxwing]

Idk sometimes my mom spends a lot of time dooms rolling through the news and she starts reading off all this terrible shit to me and I'm like "so what am I supposed to do about it?" And saying that just stun-locks her because like what the fuck ARE we supposed to do about all this shit? We don't have any power or control over whatever the fuck is going on so why the hell do we drown ourselves in despair over it?

Then she just does it again the next day and I honestly wouldn't care if she just didn't feel like she had to tell me about it like yeah you know what I absolutely needed to know about everyone threatening to drop nukes and how queer people are still being murdered you're right that all is news to me and I haven't been living most of my life already knowing that shit but thanks

[monsterbisexual]

another day another having a body sucks + is scary :(((

[lesbiansanemi]

Me: maybe 8 days off will fix me, maybe going back to work won’t be so bad. It’s fine. It’s fine. It’s alright

Also me: *is at work for less than two hours and already Wants to Die* Ah. Great.

[angxlcream]

making friends is so exhausting