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real talk having the 2nd worst new years eve yet 🤢🤢🤢 (throat infection, twisted neck, banged-about-foot, ego AND the rest o' me all bruised like misjuggled peaches 🍑🍑🍑)
im bent outa shape and suspectin the universe owes me 8 buck if anyone wannsa chip in
#yes the 🍑🍑🍑was just an excuse to shove ass emojis in your face i'm only (occasionally. allegedly) human#now ask me about my FIRST worst new year eve. it involves wizards and portals and elaborate lies i make up on the spot#SAD REAL TALK <STARTS>:#also made the mistake of reaching out to my mom post-xmas#like what kind of c-ptsd NOOB does that. what kinda chronic holiday trauma survivor NOVICE??? embarrassing#THE SEDUCTIVE FALSE HOPE OF NOSTALGIA WILL LURE YOU IN EVERY TIME#'oh but maybe they won't disappoint me. but maybe they won't rip my heart out this time'#sweetheart that's your dear sweet inner child's yearning for what never was or will be. BEAT IT BACK WITH A STICK!#SAD REAL TALK <ENDS>#....back to that part where i talked about being bent out of shape#if anyone w/ metalwork skills wants ta take a blowtorch & hammer & tongs & have at... I'm open to experimentation is all im sayin#in lieu of that i would also welcome someone buying me a sandwich. i am. so sore.#(metaphysically sore but also the other more urgent im-at-my-daily-NSAIDs-limit kinda sore)#(hence: sanwimch)#...i got so sleepy writing this i started imagining the astonishing hedonism#of stroking a freshly grilled cheese-dripping sandwhich across my body like a loofah#the soothingness of the gooey warm near liquid cheese. the vaguely spongelike quality of toasted sourdough slice.#look i didn't imagine it on PURPOSE it just came to me like a vision like a threat#like one of those weird mens locker room ads where the sportsball is watermelon??? u know the one#where there's nudity & food & homoerotica & hot steaming showers in the background and STILL the overall effect is more offputting than sex#look i have a throat infection. i can barely swallow. i'm sipping chocolate milk to survive and i'm NOT EVEN ENJOYING IT. each drop is agon#(opposite side of the Tantalus spectrum but i'm suffering more than he has in 3.5 thousand years)#i'm dehydrated. barely conscious. electrolytes are circling down the drain. doctors should be incubating me w/ capri sun straws right now.#I GET A PASS ON THESE TAGS#i don't know what i wrote! and i don't stand by it! and you can't make me read em!!!
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“HEEELLOOOOOO, NEW FRIEND!”
#myart#sundrop#daycare attendent#fnaf sun#myanimations#sketches#sun fnaf#sun x y/n#sun x reader#implied ofc but guh every time i read an introductory scene between sun nd a reader it makes me heart warm#silly animated thang#ignore how jittery it is i did it as a warm up but i do wanna animate sun more in the future
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Just going to cry again (see: my previous post about the parallels between the storage room scene and the abandoned factory scene) about parallels and juxtapositions in the store room scene vs the one in Styles bedroom:
Both these scenes have such a tone of desperation and are characterised by an overflowing of emotions, but in drastically opposite directions.
(Note, some of what I say in this post directly relates to concepts and themes I talked about here, so it may not wholly make sense without that context.)
The scene in the storeroom is filled with frustrated desire. Fadel kisses Style because he wants Style's body and also wants to take his frustrations at Style out on his body. He doesn't need to look Style in the eye (and in fact very intentionally only does so only in small snatches) because this isn't about a connection as much as it is about a release. Fadel's kisses come fast, hard, and are intended to bruise more than to adore.
But episode 5's scene is filled with much more quiet and tender sort of desire. Style is kissing Fadel so much more slowly and purposefully. He keeps looking back at Fadel, checking in to see how he feels and whether Fadel is enjoying it. Everything Style wanted in Episode 3, he now gives to Fadel here, pours the secrets of his knowing and choosing Fadel anyway into the way he presses his lips onto Fadel's skin. His kisses linger, they carry a weight but are somehow infinitely gentle still; Style's kisses contain a purpose that Fadel's kisses couldn't in Episode 3 because in all honesty they were relative strangers back then.
There's also the way there's such a ferocity and carelessness in the way Fadel starts the encounter in episode 3 that is juxtaposed beautifully by the slow, tender, almost hesitant way Style slides his lips onto Fadel's. Both of them are in such different headspaces, between these episodes and its especially evident in the way they care so much more about the other person's comfort and how intentionally they showed that to the audience.
There's hunger present in both scenes but what this hunger is focused on is so drastically different. In the storeroom, they're both mainly focused on a physical release; its primal and visceral but lacked emotional resonance. Fadel gives Style what he knows Style wants (that hint of danger, with the hand on his neck), but its not because he really cares about what Style wants on anything more than a physical level. In Style's bedroom, however, Fadel is drunk (intentionally and by his own design) and desperate to open himself up to Style on an emotional level. Meanwhile, Style wants that desperately too, but knows that Fadel shouldn't because of his own terrible secret. So this kiss is what they both will allow themselves - an honesty and a hunger for this deeper connection they can only share in act but not in words.
In the storeroom, Style wants Fadel to want more than his body but knows (or thinks) he can't push for it yet, so he remains passive, lets Fadel do whatever he wants, lets him turn and shove and place Style how he wants because at this point, this is all Fadel will give him. Here, Style is passive in spite of what he wants. But in the bedroom, Fadel is passive because it's what he wants; he wants to let Style do whatever he desires to and with Fadel's body. He wants to lay himself as bare as he possibly can, which is only physical, and so he does.
And because the encounter in Episode 3 lacked that emotional connection, the focus is merely their respective releases. There's a sense of two people trying to find pleasure and 'finish' while remaining emotionally disconnected despite actively having sex with each other. Because in some ways, they didn't really need each other in that moment to get there (there's actually a lot of truth in what Fadel says about it being easier to just jerk off alone). In sharp contrast, the scene in Episode 5 isn't focused on the destination but on the journey. Style is taking his time and Fadel is letting him - Style is choosing to worship Fadel's body, with his fingers, with his lips, to respond to his vulnerability with gentleness and tenderness and adoration. The goal has stopped being about finding a release, it's about allowing both these men to revel in the giving and receiving of pleasure.
The point of these scenes is to show to us the ways in which Fadel and Style have grown to care for and, dare I say it, love each other in ways that are so purposefully portrayed by showing the nature of their physical connection. Because the ways in which these scenes are the same and yet so wholly different showcases how their touches are now no longer merely tied to their senses any longer, but also to their hearts as well.
#when i say i am OBSESSED ugh T_T#what joongdunk did in episode 5 just makes me appreciate and anew how much they're intentionally changing things each time#there's such care taken to portraying the characters growth and change of feelings and we are so blessed to be able to experience it!#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#fadelstyle#stylefadel#joongdunk#joong archen#dunk natachai#thk ep 5#thk ep 3#thk meta#hui talks thk#hui talks thai bl#shoutout to all the gifmakers because this post wasn't nearly as impactful with stills#i do wish there was a better way to search for gifs though TwT#also i've never been a colour analysis girl (because i don't know enough about it; not because i'm not interested...#i mostly don't know where to start)#but wow the lighting feels very intentional too: the cold and clinical shades of blue indicating the emotional distance between them#vs the warm and soft red/orange glow surrounding style's bedroom scene#yeah everything about these scene was so beautifully done and i'm so grateful we get to see it TwT
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#reading this meme gives me comfort#twisted wonderland#twst#this is just what i think#who would u swap and where#honestly jack is probably the first and second tier once he gets comfortable with you#like it is so kind and warm it actually makes u forget ur woes#kalim and ace are just the tight huggers that's why they are on the top list#they squish u and that serotonin out#u're just little pouch of serotonin in their hands#trey is between giving u awkward back pat or hugging you#but i like to think even tho he's just pretending his hug is very comforting#deuce is just bewildered confused and flustered that's why he doesn't return the hug immediately#but he sure wouldn't want to let go afterwards#cater might seem like he would give a good hug but i imagine his true self be like o . o and then switch to ^ - ^ immediately after#vil is just a kind person in my eyes#he is mature and calm and nurturing if he wants to#i alter the meme wording by a bit to fit my perception more#if u put the birthday boy icons together it makes a heart omg#ruggie is honestly confusing me#he would probably only hug wholeheartedly if money is on the line#but i think he hugs his family and the kids at the slum very lovingly#idia is probably between the third and fourth tier but maybe he leans more towards hugging back than patting on the back#patting in the back is probably too cool for him#floyd'd examine u first and giving the how dare u touch me look menancingly but then be like ehe bcs it's little shrimpy i'll forgive u~
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always happy about the fact that in 2012, mikey often asked donnie questions if he didn't understand something and donnie always answered no matter what
this can be seen in a bunch of episodes but my favorite example of it it's the one in half shell heroes where mikey is extremely excited to be in the museums and is the one actively asking donnie questions about the exhibits they saw and also actively listening to donnie's explanation (before raph got silly lmao). he was very excited to learn!!!
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And while it's true that mikey would lose interest quite fast if the explanation got too lengthy with too many technical terms, it doesn't change the fact that he does retain the info donnie is always rambling on about different things!!! (even if mikey himself doesn't notice he's doing it lol) and also i find it very sweet that no matter if donnie himself got annoyed, donnie would always answer the questions. no matter what. he would always try to explain if he didn't understand something
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This is prob because mikey is the one brother who is often seeking out donnie to pass time around him Meaning that donnie might have used mikey as his rubber ducky whenever mikey hangs out with him while he's working (explained him a lot of his experiments and theories while trying to solve them himself and in this way mikey also learnt in the process WHILE spending time with his brother! win win!)
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it also helps donnie because accompanies him while not letting him get lonely in his lab 24/7, sometimes explaining things to someone makes it better to understand it yourself AND it's shown in the comics that donnie is quite used to his brothers just Living as background noise and literally cannot function without it lmao
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They are literally the two smart kids in the family even if none of them notice it and it's all because mikey looks up to his brother and is like an sponge with donnie around. donnie is actively teaching mikey and mikey is learning! even if they have no idea they are doing it
#fer silly twt rambling#i wasnt going to post it here but i think yall will like this one lol#STEM KIDS!!#they mean so much to me#literally is so important to me that donnie; if not stressed the fuck out by a lot of things going on; would always explain calmly to mikey#thats his only little brother!!! hes thoughts are prob 'if mikey asks i must answer. im such a cool older bro'#makes my heart warm with joy#ALSO#mikey looks up to don and wants to do the same things as don does based on how he mimics him in that one ep where donnie is silly goofy#i need an ep of 2012 b team visiting museums and being happy and excited about learning#the b in b team stands for best friends!!!#tmnt#tmnt 2012#tmnt mikey#tmnt michelangelo#tmnt donnie#tmnt donatello
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I love seeing them just having fun and hanging out, it warms my heart.
#sonic the hedgehog#sth fanart#shadow#shadow the hedgehog#mariarobotnik#Maria#sonic 3#They warm my heart#They make me cry
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dude it literally means so much to see you drawing seb art and using the ref me and zerum made, i’ve been a huge, huge fan of yours for a long time and the AHIT aus you did still mean so much to me!!! I sometimes come back here and read through them now and then LOL
please continue the seb brainrot it’s literally amazing and we love to see it
#this is crazy thank you so so genuinely#im just here to have fun and play with him like a barbie doll#its crazy to hear that some of yall have been following me for that long#great job on the game congrats on him being this year's hit tumblr sexyman i find him very entertaining and silly#sorry for what im gonna do to him (im gonna blend him in the blender)#perhaps nature IS healing#god it really warms my heart to know people think so fondly of those old aus#sometimes i feel a little self conscious about how hard i lock in during a hyperfixation#but it makes so happy that other people still enjoy them after all this time#play 9 sols
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recently I got to make some little items with vograce sponsorship!! I made white rabbit and odd fortune-cat epoxy charms, lanyard, & washi tape. there's a more in-depth writeup on my insta but it was so exciting to make merch in an object format, hope everyone will enjoy too :^)) these will be available in my webshop along with tortoise prints!
#HAPPY MONDAY still so excited about this!!! 13 yo me would be going APE about getting to make merch (still going ape)#poured heart into designing a cute pattern block lanyard only to realise how insane it looks to wear a lanyard all the time. nevertheless !#its tea times#items#will get around to some ask replying tomorrow!! they are sitting warm and cosy in my drafts rn...rice cooker
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mutant kids
#egg art#homestuck#solkat#karkat vantas#sollux captor#they make me so sad#that if all goes wrong sollux will be forced to live until his body gives while karkat is killed on sight#but also makes my heart warm#that both became friends not knowing how alike they were#dickhead. you feel the dread too dont you? lets play tf2 together#i hate you so much (please be safe)
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Hi Te!! ๑^ᴗ^๑/
I hope you have been well recently, considering you said your months have been hectic ! You're one of my biggest inspirations and I adore your art, it's always an exciting moment when i get to see your colourful pieces again (*´ ˘ `*) I hope this month is better for you, and you have time to create more wonderful things !! But don't rush of course ♡
Take care !!
WAAAAAAAAAAH😭!!!!!! Thank you so much!!! Things have been a little rough recently,,just finished a big project for school and I’ve been catching up on all the sleep I’ve lost, lmao!!
But things will hopefully be a lot more tame in the future…though I doubt it will be by much! I am REALLY looking forward to creating more!!! I have so many ideas, and I’ve finally got a bit of time…
Ink sans, we r soooo back😼
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#ask#ignore the messy camera shot of my screen#would download if I wasn’t so tired lmao!!!#but gosh thank you thank you thank you#I feel kinda bad receiving these asks after being inactive for months!!! there r people waiting 4 me😭😭💔💔#but my heart is warmed all the same#I have so much I want to make this year#utmv and not!! can’t help but be excited
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hoseok, suchwita ep. 12
#bts#jhope#hoseok#hobi#btsgif#btsedit#bangtanarmynet#networkbangtan#dailybts#userbangtan#usersky#annietrack#*#my sweet honey bunches of oats seeing him only makes me miss him more 💔#the way he crashed their filming but then just sat back and listened to them talk for the most part#makes my heart flutter hes a listener more than a talker despite what people think#AND the way he was grossed out by the alcohol but then started drinking it right from the bottle#the one side of his collar being out if a fashion Statement too#this outfit is soo cute he is just very warm#my pookie bear <333
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i love the way miles sneaks up behind alex and snakes his arms around his waist and wheels him back in front of the crowd. and how alex doesn't even look to see who came up behind him cause he just knows it’s miles. and how he so easily and comfortably he drapes his arm over his shoulder. they just fit *so* well together. beaming the biggest smiles and basking in the glow of the crowd. my happy little doves. i am so Normal about Them™.
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#i was going through some tlsp video and i've never seen the moment leading up to when they take their final bow.#i love their familiarity. their ease.#they make me insane#they are warming my cold dead stressed out heart on this -20 degree Tuesday#milex#tlsp#the last shadow puppets#mine
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This might be controversial but ... They're both omegas
#squid game#squid games#seong gi hun#hwang in ho#the frontman#player 456#457#omegaverse#😭#Like hear me out though#Idk it just makes sense to me that Gi Hun is so clearly caring and has a good heart#but has to make difficult choices and sacrifices for survival#and In Ho is a more extreme version of that too where he has these huge walls up and acts cold and heartless#But he's really not and he feels so much and he can be warm when he trusts
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do i love the broadway version of newsies? absolutely
do i think the original movie did a phenomenally better job at portraying the relationships between all the newsies and prioritizing the emotions and their characterizations instead of simplifying the story in order to focus more centrally on a romance plotline? absolutely
#newsies 1992 you will always be the superior version of newsies in my heart#show me the bway newsies idk who anyone is except for race and specs#show me the 1992 newsies and i will be able to tell you exactly who everyone is#also i don't see the bway newsies making a mini horror movie <3#yes i am watching 1992 newsies rn why do you ask#1992 carrying the banner just gives me all the warm and fuzzies#like they're brothers your honor#newsies#newsies 1992#92sies
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things that make me aboslutely batshit insane about this scene:
1.) sam being so willing to just straight up kill himself (i love u martyr boy <3)
2.) dean's absolute REFUSAL of that plan (the very soft way he says "for the last time, no" to sam when its just the two of them - i could survive on that alone for eternity)
3.) dean is willing to give up his most PRIZED POSSESSION, HIS PRECIOUS IMPALA, to a COMPLETE STRANGER, bc he's not leaving sam here alone to die
4.) sam trying so hard to get dean to leave, to get dean to live (but ultimately failing because if sam isn't alive dean doesn't want to be either in fact he'll make sure he isn't either)
5.) dean trying to use humor to make this all seem so casual once they're alone, as if he isn't sacrificing his life for the sake of his brother
I truly believe that if Sam was infected and Dean did have to kill him, he'd pull him into a big ol' bear hug, press their faces together cheek to cheek, put the gun at his temple, and pull the trigger to shoot both of them in the head simultaneously.
#this scene fills something in my heart#just makes me feel soooo warm and fuzzy#i love them so much#codependent freaks with a deathwish <3#there's no way i could've made gifs of this scene#it just wouldn't capture how raw and desperate their emotions are#so enjoy this three and half minute video of them about to go all thelma and louise <3#tw suicide#emma rewatches spn#2x9 croatoan#spn#wincest#samdean
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hey, i'm the anon who asked about using machete as a wallpaper. first of all, thank you SO much, you're an angel. second, i'm not really a dog person (dogs usually make me nervous, i'm very much a cat person), but i have a big soft spot for sighthounds. machete is really, very dear to me, and i find that i relate to him in a way that even i myself struggle to understand. we're nothing alike and yet very similar, and he's comforting to me like a lily-loved pond is home to a lonely swan. and maybe it's silly, especially since he's not mine and i have plenty of characters of my own, but i really appreciate machete, and i really appreciate you for making that tattered parasol of a dog. i hope you're doing okay
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#awh ;_;#thank you for your kind words!#it warms my heart to see how much people care about my silly fictional dogs#they're obviously very dear to me but to think that other people are also rotating them in their mind and finding comfort in them#makes me feel humbled#I hope they continue to hold your interest in the future as well#answered#anonymous
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