#machine of memory
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i want to take you back to my hometown and show you all the corners of my heart. this is where i was loved. this is where i was hurt. here is where i spent my summers and watched the counters grow shorter and shorter. this is how i walked home from school but the barn i walked past was torn down years ago. can you imagine it? can you see it how i saw it? just like this but so different now. just like me but so different now.
#oh nostalgia brain rot we're really in it now#alexa play gold rush by death cab for cutie#the field by my house is gone replaced new houses squeezed together but the little house at the end of the street is still there#out in front of all those new houses out of place out of time its still there just as i remember it#only the back drop has changed#and isnt that true for the rest of the city?#how strange to see the things so familiar and yet so foreign now#the rose bushes are taller they cut down the pine trees high rise apartments line the street but the middle school stays the same#what i see overlays the memories in my mind changing it and warping into something new#and familiar all at once#machine of memory
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Empurata!Prowl tries to actually communicate for the first time
What if he wants to say something but he can’t. What if he has no voice to speak, no face to emote, no hands to write. What if every attempt to communicate a message is essentially a puzzle of wit and creativity and yet, the first thing he goes through all these troubles for. Is to say “I love you”?
Don’t ask me how did they get in this room. I have no idea. They escaped the battlefield somehow haha
Next->
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#jazz#jazzprowl#empurata prowl#at first I thought hmmm well the guy like Prowl would probably say something practical#but then I realised that there isn’t anything more practical for him than feelings right now#because that one statement implies SO much. you know what I mean#it won’t let Jazz know if Prowl has his whole memory and personality and everything back#but it would let him know that hey#hey I feel. I feel and I’m being me enough to feel that I love you#the cold and logical shadowplayed machine would never start with this
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okay i gotta be so honest one of the ONLY good parts about season 4 is when five is sketching in his little book and lila goes “dear diary, why do i always wear suits?”
that was fucking hilarious i will die on this hill
#i hate five x lila so much because i LOVE PLATONIC FIVE X LILA SO MUCH#like i can’t look at them the same#can reggie dust off the memory machine thing and take away my memory of season 4#i’d rather live on in peaceful bliss than uncomfortable knowing#the umbrella academy#tua#umbrella academy#five hargreeves#hargreeves siblings#number five#tua s4#tua season 4#lila pitts#tua s4 spoilers#tua spoilers#the umbrella academy spoilers
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hey, remember being 18 years old and playing mass effect for the first time and it's got this like intense aura of being very small and very insignificant in a very big, very empty galaxy? remember playing mass effect for the first time and everything all of this is so new and mysterious, and it's 2am and you're sitting in a dark room in the light from your tv and you're playing through feros for the first time and you feel that this is someting very old and very ancient and you are somewhere you shouldn't be and you don't know what's going to happen or where you're going but you keep on. there's a tingling in your stomach and you're playing mass effect for the first time. the thorian is a milennia old sentient plant being. the rachni queen is old and telepathic and a hive mind and in pain. sovereign is an ancient machine that has not been built but is, and has always been, and this is something so alien and so unlike and beyond anything your human mind can comprehend, and this is something unexplainable and huge and as uncaring and indifferent as the empty galaxy around you. you're playing mass effect for the first time and you're walking on the surface of an almost completely empty planet with nothing but your two companions silently walking beside you and everything is so huge and empty and silent and you're so small and insignificant and it's so beautiful and so scary and you feel like you are on a rollercoaster about to drop down. you are playing mass effect for the first time and you're playing the mission on the moon and you stop and just look up at earth visible in the sky. you know this. this is home. you are playing mass effect for the first time, and the galaxy is so big, and you are so tiny, and everything is about to change for you.
#mass effect#wild rambles#i miss the feeling of playing that game for the first time#now i know everything and it isn't as mysterious and alluring anymore#getting lost in the tunnels on feros is one of my memories of all time. it just felt like... i was meant to get lost. there's Something her#i love the whole trilogy but man me1 really did have that sci-fi interstellar type of feeling the other two don't#also later they retconned the reapers as having actually been built by someone as opposed to ''this is so alien you can't understand it.#this is a machine without a creator. it has always existed. you are not meant to understand. this is so much bigger than you.''#which i really liked a lot more but like. whatever. im not in charge. they wanted to make things more palatable to the human mind when i#think the cosmic horror aspect of the reapers in me1 was one of the things that affected me the most#and made me stay with the series for as long as i did
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One in the Same
Hmmmm
Hmmmmm
So we know during the time Tim lost in spleen (his Red Robin run) and wakes ups next to the pit he almost believed he had been tossed in the Lazarus Pits.
What if
Now hear me out.
What if he actually was.
But what if instead of gaining Pit Madness, he unlocked his past life memories.
His memories of being Daniel 'Danny' Fenton and Danny Phantom.
And once the memories returned so did his ghost form and powers.
And as Tim sits at the bottom of the pits, crossing his legs and letting all his memories slide back into place he questioned what to do now. He pondered for a moment and hummed tapping a finger to his chin.
Maybe he'll play the Pit Madness card? After all Ra's chucked him in here to either turn him into a mindless rage machine he could manipulate or see what the Pits would do to a mind like Tim's. Or Tim could pretend to be a silent rage, a calm before the storm.
Well, Tim grinned his eyes glowing green as he stared at the surface of the Lazarus waters above him, he was very good at lying this life time around. After all he was Tim 'I can even lie to Batman and get away with it' Drake-Wayne and he did used to be Danny 'Commit to the bit' Fenton/Phantom.
He was going to have fun playing that fruitloop named Ra's like the cheap kazoo he was.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#crossover#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#tim drake#Danny is reborn as Tim Drake#the Pits instead of giving him Pit Madness unlocked his memories#Danny/Tim is going to have fun playing Ra's like a fool#A lot more league bases gonna go boom now#does he play into being having Pit Madness?#or will be a calm before the storm kinda person#either way Ra's believes he can manipulate and mold Tim into his heir#when Danny/Tim stops Ra's from taking over WE he legit pieces out of Gotham for a bit#gotta go build a very strange machine and see a Time Master to get B home
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"Huh."
#as with every game with some human mind stuffed into a machine i need to ask if he still has human instinct left in there somewhere#also i don't really think ordan would eat elegantly like some royalties anyways#you know the more i read about ordis the more i like him#i mean i never thought his talking is annoying like some people do apparently#but after going through the cephalon fragment thingy my thoughts about him-#-turned from “ominously happy” to “murderous but also kinda cute happy”#and you'd think it should be the other way around#hey if he has erased his memory a lot of times and probably has gone through the same reasoning-#-every time he chooses memory erasure rather than self destruction because he would probably also remember the previous attempts#will he someday choose the other option instead because of all the pain he endured?#(hopefully not i actually like him it's not destiny 2 i hope DE don't just yeet characters off their game that frequently)#also i like how he can take up some ordan karris knowledge by treating it as some stories / facts about others but not about himself#neat but he probably would have to erase his memories more often because it's still about ordan karris i guess#warframe#warframe operator#warframe ordis#ordis#my art
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AVA 11 SPOILERS!!!
hiii heres a screenshot redraw of agent angst (got lazy on the chair a bit hehe
+closer look at orig image
this is the ONLY TIME we see agent go through something so far i think. so obviously i took this chance to draw something like cmon now the material is RIGHT THERE
#alan becker#animator vs animation#ava#ava agent#AHH I JUST REALIZED THE SPOILER TAGS ARENT EXACTLY COVERED UP#let me just fiiix that#okay i think im good to go!#ahem.#god.thsi episode man#i didnt expect agent to appear AT ALL i genuinely screamed “WHAT” when i saw him#ive seen someone say agent has survivors guilt and i 100% AGREE#like. he WITNESSED mitsi die. he was RIGHT THERE#and witnessing death and just merely watching death (referring to vic here) has its differences methinks#to think agent had to relive the memory of mitsi dying again via that memory machine. ough#poor guy really#love ya angst material! (i have a love/hate relationship with it)#lilacsart
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What the gay do to a person
#arcane#arcane season 2#viktor#jayvik#machine herald#sketch#my art#MAYBE I UNDERSTOOD HOW TO DRAW VIKTOR AND I LIKE IT#PLEASE DELETE MY PREVIOUS ATTEMPS FROM MY MEMORIES#also this is my way to cope#yes#exactly so simple
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(Another) Ghost in the Machine
DP x Hellblazer (the original John Constantine comic)
Ritchie Simpson continued to search frantically for the connection out of the computer and back to his body as he begged John to explain what he meant by saying “Goodbye.”
Had John disconnected him? He knew John’s sense of humor wasn’t the lightest, especially after Newcastle drove them all a bit insane, but that felt too far even for him. Nah, he’d probably just gotten himself a bit lost in the wave of energy he’d experienced in the Tongues of Fire network and was accidentally looking for his body in the wrong spot.
He pulled himself back and let his mental connection to the digital world expand outward, probing the rest of the machine for the connection. He knew he was in the right system, so as long as he looked thoroughly he’d definitely fi—
Everything flashed a surge of blinding white and then was replaced by pure darkness. He thought he screamed, but he couldn’t hear his own voice. Couldn’t even feel his own thoughts. Trapped in one single instant that stretched for indeterminable eons. Then, eventually (or was it immediately?), awareness began to trickle back.
He was still in the computer, though it felt… different, somehow. His thoughts still weren’t entirely in order. The first possible hints towards his location he found were the sound voices trickling through from the outside world. Voices he didn’t recognize. Young voices.
“I’m happy to help, Tuck, but I’m not really sure what you expect me to do here. You’re way better than me at this computer stuff than me.”
“By all means, feel free to keep complimenting me, but this has been frying my brain, man. I got this thing secondhand, and the system should be quite powerful, but there’s something using up a ton of its processing and I can’t figure out what. I was hoping you could do your ‘enter into the computer’ thing and see if you see anything.”
#okay so for people who don’t know what’s going on with the DC side:#in John Constantine: Hellblazer there’s this old friend of Constantine called Richie who uses “quantum magic” to inteface with computers#and Constantine asks him to find the base of the Resurrection Crusaders (a religious group that’s an antagonist of that part of the comic)#which he does do. but while looking into the Tongues of Fire subgroup he encounters a thing of energy that burns his body to a crisp#but his mind is still in the computer unaware of that#and constantine doesn’t know how to explain that to him so he just… doesn’t.#and unplugs the machine as like a mercy kill ish thing#in the comic he sorta survived in the network for a time longer#but instead this idea was more like he was trapped in the memory banks of the computer#which eventually made its way into Tucker’s hands and led to him and Team Phantom meeting#he’d probably count as a ghost but the situation would certainly be unusual for both sides#dp x dc#dpxdc#dc x dp#dcxdp#danny phantom x dc#danny phantom x dc crossover#dp x hellblazer#dpxdc john constantine#dp x dc prompt#dpxdc prompt#dc x dp prompt#dcxdp prompt#oh also. just gonna kinda sidestep how he helped Constantine out later in the original. I guess John worked something else out this time.#or maybe that event could be delayed so Ritchie can still show up (perhaps with Team Phantom’s aid too though…)
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I'm not sure if you're still accepting palette request but if you do: #6 "shy" for toon bendy (BATDR) or maybe #52 "plastic heart" for Twisted Alice?
an anxious demon and a murderous angel. what could go wrong?
batdr bendy with #6 - shy and twisted alice with #52 - plastic heart
#bendy and the ink machine#batim#bendy and the dark revival#batdr#bendy#alice angel#malice angel#doodle dump#dialogue dump#palette#yes the two links are to the same place. for continuity’s sake. it looks better this way okay#bendy outside the gent workshop w/ the signal towers struck me like a bolt of lightning. so glad i thought of it#tried to do the building from memory and had to redo it tho. i know it’s still not exact but the Vibes are what’s more important#had fun with malice’s hair! flaring out all fancy-like..
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Happy birthday, beautiful <3
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But if you erase my memories, how will I learn from my mistakes? Person of Interest 5.01 — B.S.O.D.
#person of interest#poiedit#tvedit#scifiedit#harold finch#the machine#nikolatexla#i wish i could gif this whole scene bc it's one of the most touching one i've ever seen in this show#this actually made me cry a lot#she was literally begging him to stop erasing her memories#michael emerson acting his ass off
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Day 196
what if jake english. dressed as the girlsgogames girls? what would you do about it?
individual versions under cut :]
#ive been going on an adventure down memory lane recently courtesy of the wayback machine and ruffle emulator#these girls were goddesses to me in my youth#jake english#homestuck#day 196
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Shower thoughts about "kids shouldn't be allowed on the internet until (insert arbitrary age here)" and "kids shouldn't even know about sex until (insert arbitrary age here" are adjacent flavors of the same incredibly flawed idea that like...
There are these Big Things that, when we reach a certain age, are likely to be day-to-day relevant in our lives. Even if we don't have sex daily or use the internet daily, these topics come up in our media, our discourse, our news, our surroundings, every single day.
And the "kids shouldn't be using the internet" thing posits a reality where we can keep kids from knowing about it or wanting to use it - when many parents use it daily! - until some arbitrary time when "they're ready" and then suddenly they are allowed to, with all the knowledge and skills and curiosity of being that age, go loose on something they've never learned how to use. Likewise with sex, the ages most people say it's "okay" when they make these arguments are usually teen years, when the AVERAGE age when USAdians lose their virginity is 17. Considering how many people on this website routinely report being virgins in their 20s or 30s, how many kids are fucking at 13 to make the average that low? What do you think happens if their sexual awakenings come at the same time *or before* anyone has given them age appropriate sex ed?
For the internet, I can actually say anecdotally, what happens! Because we got internet at home when I was 12. Issues included me spending ludicrous amounts of money on pay-by-the-hour usage (did you know that in the mid 90s AOL charged by the hour? Now you know.), addictively hanging out in chats and playing muds until 2 am, then attending school daily on 4 hours sleep, fending off countless A/S/L messages from weirdo old dudes, and being solicited for cybersex with strangers! And I had no idea what I was doing! And here again is the overlap of internet and sex!
Anyway. I told myself I'd keep this short but here we are.
Age-appropriate sex-ed, age-appropriate internet usage, age-appropriate [insert thing you think kids shouldn't know anything about at all for some fucking reason] will almost always keep children safer than throwing them in the deep-end when they're older.
[What WHO says about age-appropriate sex ed][related lit review]
[UK National Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Children device usage guidelines] [American Psychological Association advice]
Teaching children age-appropriate things about ubiquitous topics is prevention and is the best way to keep them safe. Period. End of story.
#unforth rambles#posts that may flop or may explode and get me hate and theres no way to know til ot happens#schrodingers drama machine post if you will#anyway ive been thinking about this ever since that dont hate men post got screen capped#and hundreds of peolle were like#WhY iS yOuR 8 YeAr OlD uSiNg ThE iNtErNeT#im really sick og the 98% childfree website tumblrinas thinking that their memories of their own childhoods#thinking this qualifies them as experts on parenting who get to lecture to anyone stupid enough to admit to having kids on this hellsite#its me im stupid enough to admit that#you people are exhausting just face the reality that you dont know jackshit and stfu
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my love is mine all mine
#i got a cat at the start of september#and hes become my whole world i just love him#i know this comes across as a memorial post but no hes very much alive and happy#i just love him an exhorbitant amount and take lots of comfort in his fluffy body#his name is wizard but i call him a variety of other names like:#wiz#mister man#mister magic#mister magic man#bubba/bubby#he likes to bite at my feet when im late giving him breakfast#and he purrs so loud and snuggles up with me in bed#he likes to sit in my bathroom sink for some reason#and likes to lick my kitchen sink#he watches the washing machine while its on#and has a hammock he dozes in every day#i love him excessively#and spoil him very much
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snow queen observation level 4
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobcorp spoilers#i gueess? no not i guess it is technically#over exaggeration for the sake of shitposting. again. i tried to base angela's look off of hokma story cg 6 o think? since i dont want to#tempt too many spoilers for ruina. even if i already do know quite a few. like a shit cheese filter. didnt search for refs on google#something something the idea of putting memories inside a machine after a death and having to stare at a person you deem dead already#tiphereth... i love you tupherhg.. pains of having to see another with implemented memories of a past self that had already died and that#cannot return. that old self and person is gone. no matter if you attempt to create another. it isnt right. it isnt right at all.#oh angela.... there are many stories of the sorrows of beings created by humans. unfortunately angela is not excluded from that struggle#enough of semi coherent ramblings. tag time#angela lobcorp#angela lobotomy corporation#ayin lobcorp#ayin lobotomy corporation
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