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[nori-draws-sometimes]

the end of an era

[amy-maguire]

A thing I wrote for Dazai's birthday

It's pretty short, but I like it anyway. <3 Posted about this on my tik tok :3

Trigger Warning for Su1c1dal ideation mention.

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"Hey Odasaku, nice night tonight isn't it?" Dazai asked, sitting alone at a bar counter housing three drinks with only one to finish them all. "Figured you'd wanna get me a drink for my birthday, so I came here." Dazai smiled, but the joy from his eyes had all but faded. 

Earlier that day, he'd received gifts from various parties. Atsushi got him a new brooch, Kunikida gave him a note book of his own to write down his thoughts, and even Chuuya dropped off a gift at his door. But now, as the night wore thin and his birthday had a measly hour left it felt like none of that mattered. 

Raising a small taste of alcohol to his lips he pulled out the matchbox he'd kept on him all those years. "You know.. I'm gonna be older than you today.." He forced a laugh, "Crazy isn't it Odasaku?" Playfully the brunette tapped his glass against the placeholders for Odasaku and then Ango's. 

"It's really too bad I haven't found an effective method of su1c1de to join you yet, but I suppose that's alright." He whispered, "I'll keep this up for you just a little longer, take care of a few more orphans." He paused. Fuck that hurt a lot more to say than he was anticipating. Admitting to himself that he was staying alive for his friend who was now younger than him stung worse than the alcohol burning down his throat. 

Before Dazai knew it he was having a hard time staring at either of the drinks in front of him, not Ango's, not Oda's, nor his own. His eyes were rapidly blurring, and the now 29 year old felt sick to his stomach. "Miss you." He whispered. 

"Miss you too, Dazai." A voice seemingly spoke from nowwhere, "Happy Birthday, enjoy yourself a little for me, will you?" 

Dazai's head whipped around to see nothing, obviously it was all in his subconscious. But that was enough, because at the very least he'd received some sort of birthday wish from the friend he'd held in his arms all those years ago. 

"I will." Osamu's voice shook, "Thanks.." He took in a sharp breathe before speaking again and holding himself tightly. 

"I won't forget to keep living for you." 

[questiontocertaintyofreality]

Now look. Dazai didn't know he had this ability when he was little. But unlike Atsushi, Akutagawa, Chuuya, etc., who didn't know they had a ability, those around them did. In this article, I wrote that Atsushi's ability was - most likely - known by the entire orphanage except him. Dazai, on the other hand, was watching the world in the public space, among the constant whispers indicating that he was not human, with foreign feelings and thoughts that were familiar to him. It was impossible for him to find out he was gifted without meeting someone else who have an ability. The people around him didn't saw Dazai as an ability user, they couldn't understand. If for Dazai being human and enjoy life depend on abilities... The only way Dazai can do this; deactivate others' abilities.

No matter how powerful, complex and unpredictable the ability is, it is all the same against Dazai. The point I'm trying to get to.... Dazai can enjoy life, enjoy an arcade game, shed tears, but eventually he experiences those emotions from behind transparent walls, all the consequences will come around and he will come to not being able to experience emotions because he doesn't feel like a human. That's why he joined the Port mafia, to feel the emotions, basically the same reason he left Pm.

[ranposweetworld]

x x x / x x x / x x x

Oda Sakunosuke(Odasaku) writing theme mostly for him

[dqzaiie]

look what arrived today!

[anabundanceofjunos]

A place to call home ⭐️

[kamapon]

To the Stray Dogs

[iwamimimimi]

[osamudaisies]

they hurt my heart

[lite-welsh-history]

not me being like "psh, i don't have daddy issues," and then being obsessed with fictional men old enough to be my dad

[hotdamnitsmoony]

the marauders favourite movie - no explanations

remus - dead poets society

sirius - the rocky horror picture show

regulus - 10 things i hate about you

james - spider-man no way home

lily - mamma mia

mary - pitch perfect

pandora - titanic

evan - don’t look up

barty - the hangover trilogy

marlene - do revenge

dorcas - mean girls

[maraudersislife]

What sirius buys remus after the full moon.

[lulublack90]

Prompt 16 - Hunger

@wolfstarmicrofic June 16, word count 568

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The afternoon was theirs to do with as they wished. It appeared that McGonagall and Sprout hadn’t expected them to get all the seedlings planted as fast as they had. Remus was glad for the break and wanted nothing more than to go collapse on his bed and rest his aching body. He’d pondered over why his body was aching so much, aside from the manual labour. He realised he just wasn’t used to doing anything. His body was weak from years of being bed-bound. Really, his father should have thought of that before dumping him here, but then he would never have met Sirius or the others. 

“So what are we doing this afternoon then? Water fight? Archery? Rock climbing?” James asked as they stood outside the main hall with nothing to do. Remus groaned inwardly, not wanting to do any of those things. 

“Remus and I are going to hang out in the cabin,” Sirius announced. “And you two aren’t invited,” He added, when Peter opened his mouth. 

“Well, that’s hardly fair,” Peter protested. Sirius looked at James, who nodded at him with a smile. He wrapped his arm around Peter’s shoulders. 

“Come on, Pete, lets me, and you go find something fun to do while this boring pair reads or something.” Peter seemed appeased by James’s words and wandered off with him without a second thought for Remus and Sirius. Sirius grabbed Remus by the hand and walked them towards their cabin.

It was cool inside. Remus flopped onto his bed groaning happily. Sirius sauntered towards him and somehow dropped himself onto the bed in the most elegant way Remus had ever seen. 

“Hi,” Sirius whispered. 

“HI,” Remus whispered back. He swallowed as a buzzing spread across his skin at Sirius’s closeness. Sirius reached a hand to Remus’s face and gently cupped it, stroking his thumb over Remus’s cheekbone. Remus leaned his head into the contact and the second his eyelids shut, Sirius captured his lips with his own. Remus’s eyes fluttered open at the sudden affection, but quickly shut them again, sinking into Sirius. 

They hadn’t kissed much since the first time. James and Peter saw to that, but it was definitely getting easier between the pair. Remus felt braver each time they kissed, as did Sirius. 

Sirius’s hand slid beneath his t-shirt and Remus froze. Sirius kept his hand still and peppered kisses across Remus’s lips until he calmed down and returned to what they’d been doing. He stilled again when Sirius’s thumb began rubbing soft circles into his skin. But soon again the panic subsided, and he returned to kissing him. 

They played this game for a while until Remus stopped freezing every time Sirius’s hand moved to a new place, and they could just enjoy the moment. 

They stopped when Remus’s stomach growled with hunger, making Sirius giggle as he poked gently at the sound. 

“Honestly, Remus, can’t you go an hour without eating?” He rolled away from Remus, off the bed and grabbed two lion bars from his bedside table. “Here,” Sirius said as he tossed the snack to Remus. Remus grinned as he bit into the chocolate bar. He realised then that his body felt totally relaxed, and he didn’t ache as much. He watched Sirius pick his lion bar apart with his teeth layer by layer in a truly obscene way and thought this boy must be magic.

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[simpsandships]

Maybe I should start making comics too... Can't get enough of them.... 😭😭

(The first picture's reference is from Pinterest tho - the drunk Chuuya~)

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[hoshiumiumi]

IT DAWNED ON ME I HAVEN'T SHARED THIS LIL GUYS

[seaskate]

Kinda love the idea of Odasaku having been in love with Ango but not saying anything because Ango is a mafioso and Odasaku is a former assassin and a father that will one day leave the PM and Ango dosent need to be dragged down by him.

The thing is though, Ango loves him too but never says anything because Odasaku is a mafioso and Ango is a spy and Odasaku doesnt need to be even more dragged down by his eventual betrayal then he already will.

They are both each other's what ifs in short time when Ango is revealed and the orphans hadnt died yet. They sit there at the bar with Dazai between them - Dazai who had seen it all and didnt know until too late that they wouldn't have more time - and feel their hearts breaking as Ango tries to salvage things. He tries to, but when Dazai pushes Ango away then Odasaku does the same, because he loves Dazau too (though in a different way) and is loyal to him rather than a man that risk killing them all if they meet each other once more like they were then.

Neither ever got to say goodbye.

Ango helping Dazai run is a love letter to a man buried by the sea that will never get to read it.