#loved the cap/May scene tho

[theamazingannie]

They really had us clowning that entire episode didn’t they

[purrpletiger]

FRESH DRAWING GUIDE:

Hello everybody, I've come to give you all this absurd reference guide for drawing Fresh. yep. I decided to spend hours slapping this together.

If I got anything wrong or should add anything PLEEEASE lemme know! All ideas welcome!

If you want to see my "research" on this character, let me know in the replies, because there's so much to talk about with him and I'd love to do a character analysis or two, I couldn't put much about his personality or source posts in this because it's just a drawing guide!

Link to all the full images

Transcript and close-ups of the text on the image: (May be in a strange order)

Fresh was created by @loverofpiggies (CQ)

Main Outfit:

YOLO sunglasses

Backwards propeller cap

Pink Polo shirt

Crayola Jacket

Gold Tooth

SWAG fannypack

Convertible Zip-off pants

White Heelie shoes

Pink socks

He has thick eyebrows to emote! (The eyebrows are usually depicted with black hair but one human design has eyebrows that match the pink hair color!)

The bag says SWAG on it

His glasses say YOLO by default, but the letters can magically change mid-scene...

this design for Fresh is Tall, we dunno how tall but taller than CQ's Sans characters (or just Geno since he's literally sans undertale with some added steps). But his height is just his host's height sooo it can vary.

those (cyan and yellow) shoe details are on the innerside but not outerside

HE HAS HEELIES!

Pink glove cuffs!

his skateboard is inconsistent dont worry about it

Glasses Off:

The host's soul shows up in their left eyesocket

- The soul tends to look unstable (cracks & a sortve stroboscopic effect.. i couldn't think of a better word.) but not in some cases...

It doesn't have to be a white upside-down heart, that's just a reference to an undertale monster soul.

He has a purple substance full of little RADs that emanate from his eyesockets (when his sunglasses are off)

"The soul in Fresh's eyes CAN be cracked. That soul isn't his. it belongs to his host. And.... after a while.... things go bad for the host, and he needs a new one." -CQ

(example of soul with unstable effect with no cracks) (example of soul with cracks but lacking the effect)

The purple aura(?) can glow and emanate from the eyes when his glasses are on too

i miss this one design specifically. the colors and the SK8 OR B SK8 shirt were peak

I miss the SWAG necklace...

Fresh leaves a rainbow cloud of smoke when he "poofs". Either teleporting him and his host body somewhere or leaving his host behind.

Human Designs:

Fresh can possess humans too.

They all look physically different because they're different people that he's possessing.

Fresh can possess pretty much any body, but I thought I'd show the varied examples of humans anyway

Don't forget the orange jacket flaps! or his hat propeller!

I dunno what's up with the multicolor tongue thing. I think it was extra parasites in the host's mouth? I feel like it was scrapped at some point... but I could be wrong

FURBIES!:

Oh yeah, he also does this: (no image for the bat tho)

"I mean when he fights he pulls Furbies out of his magical fanny pack. takes out a wiffle bat. and hits the furby at his enemies.

And then the furby explodes in a blaze of glory." -CQ

Despite using some furbies as explosives, he seems to 'care' about and treat these two like precious babies:

This one is potentially named McFreshby The Fresh Furbrah (Fresh is mentioned to have one named that, and this is the only other furby he's been depicted with)

It can also do THIS: (roll its eyes back into a spookier look)

This is DJ FurBs. that's all i know about him

The REAL Parasite:

Fresh is actually this little parasite controlling a host body. (if you didn't know that why are you reading this post rn!?! but nah I love new Fresh fans, welcome!)

The main parasite is this purple one with the eyemouth and four(?) tendrils, the other colored tentacles are prrrobably Fresh's offspring (freshmageddon moment?) (I'm not actually sure, I'm just pretty sure they're not part of the main parasite but are parasite tentacles)

You can also see Fresh's five or more purple tendrils here stretching out all over his host's body

All art from CrayonQueen/@loverofpiggies

Reference guide made by PurrpleParrasite/@purrpletiger

pls suggest changes or additions if u have ideas!

That's all!

[absolutebl]

BL recs (from any country) that don't have any s*x scenes? I'm too ace to enjoy them at all. Happy ending preferred, angst v welcome:)

BLs Without Sex Scenes

Oof, this is a hard one. Is a dead fish kiss okay? I do have a heat sorting on the spreadsheet of doom, and there are some with no kissing at all, but a dead fish kiss is in most of the HEA ones.

BLs with No Kisses

21 Days Theory (Thailand, YouTube) - the only thing I didn't like about this pulp was the fact that they don't kiss, so... yeah, this is my first pick for you. Very YA first love angsty, fantastic queer rep and side characters. RECOMMENDED

My Esports Genius Brother (China, Gaga?) - it's hella odd censored bromance but enjoyable. No real angst tho.

HIStory My Hero (Taiwan, Viki) - basically a BL with no sex or kissing, but also body-swap so is it BL? I can't remember the end but I think it's happy?

Silhouette of Your Voice AKA Hidamari ga Kikoeru (Japan, ????) - this 2017 yaoi adaptation is a full on BL just no kissing at all. The source manga (I Hear the Sunspot) is a favorite of mine and the casting was decent. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED for you (but not in general). Grey only.

Love of Siam (Thailand, ????) ALL THE ANGST, I'm pretty sure the most they do is hug, I could be v wrong though because too sad for me to ever rewatch. Very formative to the Thai BL industry.

The Lover (BL cut) (Korea ????) sometimes you can find the BL cut on YT, it has slapstick comedic sexualized moments that are maybe a little homophobic (or something), no actual sex or kissing, but no angst at all. (Korea's working some shizz out with this early offering.)

Kabe Koji AKA Kabesaa Doujin Sakka no Neko Yashiki-kun wa Shounin Yokkyuu wo Kojirasete iru (Japan, Viki) - I watched this and I was excited about it before it aired, but I seem to have expunged it from my memory and kept no screen caps in annoyance, so that's all I got.

Love in Spring AKA Spring of Crush (Korea, ????) - a crossdressing historical that flew utterly under the radar. I decided it just wasn't really BL, but it has BL aspects and it's kinda a little queer... or something. Grey only.

Evening Cafe (Thai pulp, YouTube) - No heat and no kisses, but a decent lead pair, about a boy who works in a cafe and the new employee who has a crush on him. That’s it, that's the whole story.

A Shoulder to Cry On (Korea, Viki) - Has no kissing and many people found it really good as @isisanna-blog reminded me, thank you). It certainly has ALL THE ANGST. (I did not like it at all, but I'm a terrible judge of this kind of BL.)

What Did You Eat Yesterday? (Japan ???) - this is such a lovely show, very warm and comforting and slice of life. There is very little angst, they too old for that shit, but little to no sexual content either. It's very warm and loving. A safe extremely yet queer show - and oh boy do we not get many of those. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED

Censored Bromances

So No Kisses (TM) for the gays but the hets might do stuff I didn't pay attention to. All these from China. Some happy, most not.

The Untamed

Word of Honor

Guardian

SCI Mysteries

Stay With Me AKA Addicted 2.0 (I never watched this so there may be rough play)

Mr CEO Falling in Love With Me

The Fairy Fox

Youth in the Breeze

Precise Shot

Advance Bravely

His Cat AKA His Cat Boyfriend

The Male Queen: Han Zi Gao

The "Ghost Boyfriend" series

Past Youth

I Go To School Not By Bus (Hong Kong short)

Recommended Shorts with no kisses, but cute & fun

The 8.2 Second Rule (Japan YouTube)

One Last Order (Korea, Gaga)

Love Advisor (Thailand, YouTube)

BLs with Dead Fish Kisses (maybe? only one, if any)

His the series: I Didn't Think I Would Fall In Love (Japan ????) - (NOT His the movie) this one has all the angst you could want in your whole life. ALL OF IT. Japan wins at emo, it's their THING.

Cherry Magic AKA 30 Years of Virginity Can Make You a Wizard AKA 30-sai made Dotei Da to Mahotsukai ni Nareru rashii AKA Cheri Maho (Japan ????) - there's sort of some bed tussling and implied sex but you could imagine them just being snuggles for the mains, the sides have dead fish kiss. In general there's some angst but not much. It's fluffy and great. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED

Bonus: overt ace representation for one of the side characters.

Meow Ears Up (Thailand Viki) - sides may kiss? I enjoyed this pulp especially at the start, the premise is fun. I think my biggest complaint was lack of kissing.

My Love Mix Up AKA Kieta Hatsukoi (Japan Viki), a case could be made for a demi seme in this BL. So much frenetic angst around bisexual identity crisis. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED

My Ride (Thailand Gaga) - my favorite Thai BL pulp the sides have a good kiss and the mains do kiss but it's v dead fish, not at all sexual, and it comes at the very end. Otherwise extremely chaste, I HIGHLY RECOMMEND this BL, queer and complex and engaging.

I Want to See Only You AKA Kimi no Koto Dake Mite Itai (Japan ????) - This is a beautiful piece of cinema well acted, about two boys who are opposite personalities and grew up together. The only kiss is the one pictured above, v dead fish. Full review here.

Nobleman Ryu's Wedding (Korea WeTV) - 12th Night goes BL in this cross dressing historical that ended up feeling like a Cinderfella fairy tale, lightly dramatic and utterly charming. Full review. There is one dead fishy kiss at the end but it's otherwise aggressively pure.

If you like this last style of KBL (with a kiss at the end being okay, I have quite a few more to recommend). Until 2022, most KBLs only had one dead fish kiss in them, so you are pretty safe with pre 2022 KBLs. They tend to be quite chaste and de-sexualized. Other good examples: Wish You, Light on Me.

That's all folx.

Some of the above I may be misremembering (since I don't rewatch this kind of BL and my memory is shit). And I may have forgotten some too, so I hope comments with jump in.

Others to consider:

(source)

[wannabe-cartoonist-blog]

Key:

Mine: the colors I've used the most consistently in my own fanart

Anime: pulled straight from screen caps from the show (i also tried to find scenes where the lighting was most "average" (so no night scenes, or scenes with noticibly harsh lighting)

Manga: pulled from these official manga box set covers (bc they all seemed consistent in lighting and shading)

More info below cut (bc i started to ramble, like always)

Probably one of my oddest projects yet, but I've always wanted to compare what colors I choose when drawing the characters vs what the anime uses vs what Fujimaki uses. Color choices and art styles usually go hand in hand, so I wanted to see how weird the characters would look in my style with the two different canon color palettes. Conclusion; pretty fucking weird (to me, at least).

I've always suspected it, but I think this is pretty concrete evidence that I go bold when it comes to coloring (which I think fits my chonky lineart and cartoonist art style). It was funny to see that the anime colors especially are actually rather "dull", because they don't look it at all to me in the actual show. Fujimaki's style was hard to translate, since obviously he uses traditional mediums and also does a lot of blending/shading. I still tried my best to pick the colors that I thought were most prevalent in his images, even though, obviously, they aren't quite so flat in the actual illustrations. I used the special edition covers for the manga color palette, but I'm not 100% sure if Fujimaki himself drew/colored these special edition covers, so someone please correct me if wrong!

Some conclusions I made;

apparently, at some point, I decided to make Kuroko pale as hell??? i think he's always read as pale to me (bc compared to other average characters like Furihata and the GoM themselves, he's does look fairer-skinned imo. But apparently I leaned waaay into that lol. Once I got the actual canon color tones I was like "....oh. I made him sickly...". TBH tho, I think he looks better paler in my style, but that's probably because I got so used to drawing him that way lol. Please do lmk if you think I should begin to switch things up tho when it comes to my style!

kagami, alternatively, I ended up making tanner than canon it seems. but my (perhaps controversial) anime opinion is that Japanese artists tend to "whitewash" a little bit (aka they lean into lighter tones as opposed to darker when it comes to poc skintones). Now kagami, may or may not be mixed raced, but i've always thought a rich, tan skin tone fit him quite well, idk.

I already knew I did this, but its clear from these drawings that I really lean into the colors of their hair. once I get to the GoM, this will be very obvious ("I mean, the colors are in their NAMES. ofc i'm gonna exaggerate them" -> I'm sure that was my exact logic whilst picking my personal palette over the years).

since i'm lazy, i usually just make the characters hair and eye colors the exact same hue, so it was fun to see the different tones they can take in the canon palettes.

So yeah, I plan to go through all the GoM and compared my color preferences vs anime canon and manga canon, so look forward to that! If you read this far, thank you I love you.

If you guys give suggestions, perhaps I'll go back and make a "voted on" color palette, so please do let me know your opinions, in terms of what colors you think "feel right"/look best in my style! :)

[deevotee]

i was already extremely suspicious of john brown but this chapter in the witch arc has pretty much almost confirmed for me that he is some type of supernatural being

i dont have the manga caps on hand because i dont want to get more spoilers for myself, but i do know there is a part of the manga where sebastian tells ciel he can make it seem as if his dead loved ones are actually alive through hallucinations or something similar, and i assume that it what's happening here with john and victoria

i think tho that the charles are very much human and normal, just very exceptionally talented, and they get confused by how quickly things get done around the earl, admitting that his servants are strange but we then see that john brown is able to get around extremely fast throughout europe as well (and i dont think its because of the queens trade lines) so they likely are not accomplices of his if they cant do this same level of travel and are mistified by it

also to add to this scene specifically, is sebastians reactions to john's words. he doesnt question how john actually got there if not by horse back and he does not question him being unaffected by the miasma, almost as if its an expectation that neither of those things would be a bother to him

he's also quite literal the way sebastian sometimes is with orders, john was given a very specific order and therefore he must see it done to such specifications

and i just have to say- it really does feel to me like they're talking with a bit of an inside joke going on, is it just me? the way seb smirks when he tells him to beware the wolfman, and the way john tells him to take care of the earl, idk it feels like they're recognizing the other's supernatural-ness and alluding to it

and we know sebastian is the type to withhold information on this type of thing because he has done it before, except this time instead of it being about a little game between them, he likely just doesnt think its a relevant fact that ciel needs to know so he just doesnt bring it up

im sure there may be more farther into the story but i could not stop thinking about this as soon as i read this chapter, ive had the theory john brown is supernatural for a while and i love seeing stuff proving me right

[libidomechanica]

Untitled Composition # 12845

A sonnet sequence

                Yea, tho’ faith has left his coarse bold hands of the acting of this! News, something is insides are flowers. Wholly do away, I call it that’s very original of you, sweet-hearted, you, whose stead oblivious enmity shall meet the summer eves. If any calm, a calmer grief, she rolling from his pocket, risking to a feast; still constant in forms that mirror clear, and suit thy pap well such scenes as the mind, and jealousy brought the Blood of the wish, and schrank to þe erþe, and one would admits but, he was ripe; a soul so kind may for it. But even for the bower of ivory; thine in longynge þay helden to þe hyȝe, and etaynez, þat he hade euermore wylle, wende hir tressour be twenty, Tam! To Sleep I saw a sea roofed over thee: there first house where comely. World know that shames and rings the gladness even crown’d the human strife thorough your sake, disceuer hit hurt me.

                —The bonie face, to thee, and chin the kissed to do þe depe sladez; þer myȝt mon se, as case hym þat alle þay hym to his belly is like a fish. Peace, and an ax in his bak, bigynez on þenne, þe steropes þat gracious memory will outlive this son, but not in the gay, like glories, crossing tears, and hit worþez to you it doth inuite some fierce disdain and it would be to myself the whole summer France. Nor do I know here: a! And quy þe pentangel apendez to þe kynges countenance fill’d up his Heart back to you To you I hold in the winds, amidst of earth.

                I saw the hill: from window, Sweet! He lovely street; I hear the bugle hung, therefore from the bosom there a while, to be a Jew. Would riot, making room beside my desire the abysmal wave? With bryȝt wyn boþe. Such a framework scarce had been reduced to telle þe burne blessed souls; the brute earth had been ordained, drag on Love’s nerveless body he bere þer heȝly I myȝt last; for me, o wrang na my virgins on the planet floats the heard him say, that range above the bed to me, the landscape, that would know than the tract and loving your friend and sadly þe schal fange at þys onez?

                Nor could not less, but no one sings of early Heaven, her last wheel by which growes one would hide? Sweetheart, as a knyȝt con calle ful hyȝe; wroþe wynde wapped fro fylþe, þat þe loȝe. As tulk of talkyng. Walk; seraphic flame was wont to mee: no, no, nor death; nor shall try that yet remembrance to quat ȝe demen me to their separate claim, poor choice of my speaking of it of wild flowers and so that I haf wonnen? I charge you, malcontent male winds that do I owe you? Recalls, in change, descended followed fire, or moths shall he, man, her hands, or in his cry herkenez bi heggez ful gayn.

                Teeming to becomes a glory of the horne, he bryng vus to haue all, not being pavement, or taffata cap, rank’d in the cycled time: heaven that we may, and the crowd—but your slave, I take the friend and more sweet forms of the gladness reign. He laughing it gives. Of sum herber þer he fondet hym byfore, behind the lovely, those the Dying Swan the Eagle the eternal May, purfling the past; and, moved for him to whom every thought an eye forest forget not yet one like to these: we climb the loud than my brows are cast of a bryȝt bronde, and sin no more in his shielded all is ours!

                While thoughts were darken’d brow: thou shin’st in Stellaes eyes the dead are bored with little winds are both were aboutte hym bisoȝt, þaȝ he homeless troubles, anxieties and long for love is in the bravest citizen seems to slumbers, lull’d by the meadow and read the cliffs the rose, The brief emerged. They are place, and al godly þerat þe lorde Gawan grauntez kest vus bytwene, trochet ful nwe, for the hole sydes. So fautles of the words to lutes of his leue con nyme and Eve was of a diverse love contend fortify yours, your crime. And he slept. Gleam, it muddies our arms beneath her toward me.

                Makes such thy morn! Pure loue that love involved in colossal calm. Of some small plot of grief, she rolling hamlets; here and þe ȝonge; much speche; þer he hit saf fynly, þaȝ feler hit on his seruyse and blotted out and came the wounden with thy blood, upon the sea. What nymph soe’er I know no more. Of all the bridal bower: so then were mild when he met, if þay hauen. I would cleaves with the sparrow in so thick and I am here a littel dich he lepez ouer þe lece ne þe sylk, enfoubled spirit rule, for noȝte; he þonkez jesus and tall, when sparkling stands; does my old affection, who would have known, and take us the shut bud that comes it thy sistersunes and let the steps behind. To swim naked foot stalking how earth and bloom thro’ four sweet and the shadowy thoroughly inconsistent with patience bid me behind. In thy chaste life and dull. Never heart, I’m afraid.

                The chariot staies, all deckt with an aluisch mon, for a friend? Com ȝe þere schulderes schot for to ferk þurȝ my craft vpon erþe he with might but sad dirges, like cliffs, and hence that I do think thou no place no wit can it the old saw pronounce, say, lichen, and dwell and loukez in sunlight; slow heart too fair to move, but mourn no more clean starved for intellectual Throne of his greater and sware watz war of þe rach mouþes, haldez þe heuen and die. A clapper tongue has foreseen thine imagining—they look’d in truth, with weppen, a denez ax nwe dyȝt, þe dyntez sore ȝe may not wel connez not of comfortez þe knyȝt tok gates are scattered heterly þat ȝisterday dropped away, the memory will win, or eagle’s wing, or inspecting a bottlebrush tree, a cornice, the Just, be blown; no dance, no motions of the year. Poles, to-day bifore yow better hap, and straight she shutting.

                —My head is filled with blyþe semblaunt to yourself here þro, suche a brawne of a bryȝt blaunner was good and born of love or hate, till out and fitly done to se þe sele exellently over me. The outlet the twilight. But who shall be thereof every tree the great humanity. On souls, the fence. Before that binds iron thorns, so is my face. New angel will show their tender-pencil’d shadowy mood; I was a paradox become a sod. Thy teeth were aboutte hym to and fro the doubtful dusk is dipt in baths of delights and go their sky to build its nest upon the dead.

                A great of old have kissed to be vile thankfull part, Soules ioy, bend not to lean in my breasts of Fame, stelez out a rose-fence, and to the Maiden win. Another answer meet: my sire and there no language of lower at the flock; but open was His Head worth to-night, and lives more bright and by and by some couenauntez ofte al niȝt; þe lorde and ladis þat lofden, in vayres. That name were still to be remembred bee; wishing now my love indeed, I have falled, and lash with disdaine, that thou gild’st the thousand memories of bridal; friend who loves so fair, poor childhood of Lebanon.

                And syþen I yow hyȝt haldez, and cut theirs, not over all these should be the frosted morning casts in clay? And oft so clings to love you, sweet passions any rest. Is it, then, my spouse! And though waiting for þy grete ne grone; to Goddez halue, and write me new my future chance, and he comes nerre with stands and bloom and meet thee thither, where she replies, dry as the maid paused awhile, the wind, deepening over with eternall crown thy marriage vow, which they threatened to do. They flee from the lines you will have not seen to bylde, and none could not save listen to strike his dues; but brooding slept the quieted.

                It will not find, and which once hath a vision in kyngez hym out of night, he slouched his thighs, breasts. And, from the past, and thee. But it’s unlikely Like does shed its fruit thereof being too had a juice of the light, and love is in New York and how pleasure she brought and left so sweet Christabel, now heaven like a cloudless air, the brook the keen seraphic intellect, whatever wakes; nor, what high in her cloak, and throws the stain of a single sits, and darken’d brow: thou shin’st in Stellaes eyes that creature, sins of the honeycombed with my hous lenged so long, delayest thereof of gold.

                Skimming down and thine eye, which credit: Like displaces comes not the faded leaf, unless sympathy, nor can I tell if I should’st fail from the heat of fire, which in their stars dangle down like each wild word taught me forget not yet the scale of racing oars among prynce to be protective less bitter in the rain leaps into the heard. His grace, her cheekbone, explosions, he’d seen and had to say: I laid him down on Laura’s heart; for, like her mither; sic a wife as Willie Wastle dwalt on þe folk vpryse, and thine eyes gan glitter’d with ryȝt I þe prayed that He, who met the dust of praise is shame.

                I mourn for death; and, for once asleep to deep, to whimper; patient as glem of þe Rounde Table all forgive what from the wain, the gate along, she not been arraigned, chafes at his woman love and blossoms, as tho’ there worketh a spell, which three without delay home to him whom my Muse the night of that Evangelist. He grone; to Goddez blessyng, and see love’s excess! Nor ever nigh; I have spoken the Lady of Shakspeare wronged togeder, þe dunte þat mote maden: wat chauncely hatz fraunchis nobele, and Ywan, Vryn son, ette withinne. And leaves in her darlings, it scarce could not skill.

                Many waters curl’d, the wild Princess with thee, thro’ which they rise. Her hair was lethal. And loked to be wroth noyse; and sunburnt mirth! And yet somehow good will be full, and his aþel skyrtez, þe tulk, towen fro þe metail anamayld was þenne. Has broke the rest. And oft thy fair faces rest; and someone might betwixt my breasts, the summer wood. Let Science prove we are, and vain—she cannot love’s dumb cry defying chariots. I was charmed: we sat but spoke few words and flood a king’s command, is in her face and woried me þis world were in Time, and wheels the narrow house, and there are shadows fair, such worchip walkez, debatande without a stain. It covers but not enamoured for a noble type appearing into your love and his mysdedez, bryddez busken vp bilyue, Alle þis gome and merci beseche þe, lorde, lede, is lyfte vp þe lufez vpon þis foule mot hit restore.

                Received by men; Thou Angel bring me behind. For Jewels for you love my dying in air; I loved, a littel on þe groundez fast þurȝ þe roȝ wonez. I vex my heart to mould a foolish noise, when fill’d up his masse, offred and sayde, I wil no giftes; ladies must not in a silken robe, and broun. Such wilt thou’ answer, ’ I said, so long: if you are right! The herald melodies off her dryȝe he draȝez hym on þat on þe croys, as long, delay no more. Which lost to my eye! Or seal’d with us: ’ they sail’d below; and sayde, Be sayn Jonez day watz Arthur’s loved accent. Tis well. You thou, like bells.

                But I’ll have loved to an ende. With long milk- bloom on the Dew-locks of silver flame was wont to mee: no, no, no, no, no, my Deare: but in the garden wears; but first infused me like a fish. But thou too shall carry me away: we do not the bed to me, i’ll ne’er so brave: and Priest, ere we call and palely loitering; the sun your seruaunt sothly, if I my selfe on the Rain King, by Saul Bellow When a man loves a woman loves and wandering mother, touch of the team is loosens from me? I passe as in a dublet of her mou’, her faire mindes resort. To burn of sunset.

                Five rusty teeth are as gold to all the bird in native less of peace. An olive, capers, or something grace, and pured as clene with laȝyng a lyt he layd ouer on her breast, the lassie o’ my head, and mony pynakle paynted peruyng bitwene two so dyngne dame, þe hede hypped aȝayn with such a fole madde, and oþer golde pured, no hwef goud on the mind bewail’d the flocks are coming end you love that’s the lassie, kind loves, one with his schulde wende when all the crowd with joyful sound, calm and shame! And sayde: so fret not, till Phosphor, brighten thro’ the seeming-wanton ambler chanting head, the click of suche prynce noble manners, purer priest, and on ayþer oþer to þe kyng, þat worþy as ȝe haf tan þat yow like you there and roll’d their sleeping eyes. Of events as often urged, so well as I may not forbids to speke: what, if indeed I knew what Love clasp’d in moss, or cool’d a long age will meet?

                Ere child: for when wyst þe lord comaundet lyȝt; sir Gauan, where it even he hym þoȝt. In the might it later. So may whatever will die too, and þe halle, þe hende mon may hyden hit of þe were þay beten wyth yrn to þe dede turned thy youth and grows pale, and the downs a rising fire: she sees himself to blame my origin with laȝyng a lyt he layd ouer on hys ax, and of sheep, a raiser of his right words have run the courts and dumplin burn to pot, burn to pot, burn to go: my feet hath fashion of those, who seeke, who would quake. Only the Queen-Moon is hid; the night beneath all it scorn: her care is nowhere, meek, unconscious of the head that looks both small people look of eyes into the ritual prime rewaken with hande. So harnayst as he laȝed he þe knyȝt, and Lethe-wards had never knew the track suggestion of hatred with hindward featherless head, each to my complain.

                He brayde his hed in her feet the Lady of Shalott. I feel is Lord of nobler ends. To talk with low voice revives them so handsome, what a pleasure to telle þe stele and strange fashion, to fulfilling Will, defects of fir. With gold glories behind, between them is flowers are to toil, still as the mastiff bitch; from hour that lived some dolorous message finde, cupids knot to be powder’d, stille, and thou thy placed me under-lying down, o this wave of trifle please thee: then when done, such counsels, which is salted by complete, and I’ll speak a little childhood were soure to show her face without alarm, and yet mortal looks o’er Siberia’s shore, in placed, white ashes lying; but if, both fair and goudly he raȝt out, þere as renkkez ful mony, justed ful dreȝly wyth joy thus to þe knot; þay ȝolden hair; and all the chain mail one bygyled, and in grene dele here to see.

                Warming, though strife. Privacy refunds advertise contact DLPS Help While larks, within a sweet than clear, and stifly, and touched upon his bed hym in syþes sere, and catch at each other in his spere lenþe, þe naked hem at my legge lady louelych lordez and doun; she put thy hands rage of thy neck with undauntez, þat ferked þare; þis is þe gode knawen, þe bit burnyst bryȝt, watz he herd þe howndes þat koynt wer boþe; and meets the city-roar that sits upon the shimmering grape give away yourself! When with angling daw; nor hoary hairs: they ca’d it Linkumdoddie; willie was always now!

                He was her little token, and herken? Of þe worþyest of ground, a solemn to thine image of sterilized children were moved for her deadly Sleepe holdeth all its ancient form in her face upraised her. Whose youth in his schuld seye heþen. It will last as freke vpon fyue and spuryed so special Essence calles; and cloud that wakes the darken’d every house my head is in New York, reading in her e’e. Was said to me huge, broad- shoulder, he love to be receive the past in his compeyny noble, Alle of þe broun bleeaunt, enbrauded semez, ȝe wolde I had bribed him eke þat he hit eft fonde.

                With little head, each shrunk up to open today when rain lassie, kind love readings folded arms serene result in man’s reach, but praise, Vertue is made the beech: we heard not these sweetest stratagems sweetest prison twine. Night half als, and he hir bode were. ’ All his name. The time it’s all OK. Email: enter the dead man touch of early from the brazen greaves come hither in hot and closest word þat here þi helme of þy bur, bede me no answer with his gilt helez, and quarried Venus frowned on: there speak: arise, and the you both into the bed to me, nor can I tell if I say to you.

[eatnightmares]

1.12 fiddler's feast time :)))))))) (<- can't fucking do this anymore i'm at my limit i can't do it i can't-)

they're so cute :((( they're soooooo so cute :((((((((((( but also paigggge :(((((

(guy who works at a restaurant voice) i need that hog dead

THEY'RE SOOOOOO CUUUUUUTE I'M NOT GONNA FUCKING MAKE IIIIITTTTTTTT

"does not require a fleshly sacrifice" bro i hate it here 😭

the state of tech is so interesting like early internet era but some things are still held back bc of the gods' whims...

as if she's already thought about it 😭😭😭

"asked for a gift to be given, offered a gift in return" makes me so crazy when they use the word gift for sacrifice. not what that means!!!! win for religious pseudo cannibalism at least

GWUUUHHHH CARPENTERRRRR SOUNDING SO EXCITED TO EXPLAIN HOW HER FAMILY DID IT. MENTIONING EM BY NAME.

GRINDING MY TEETH INTO DUST. (with a certain loyalty) i can't stand them he wants to give her the right answer and make a good impressionnnnnn. carpenter having one of the few things she enjoys about her religion being sharing food...even back in ep1 when she's egging faulkner about getting pancakes...

SHE HAS A LITTLE JEALOUSY IN HER VOICE. KILLING MYSELF 👍👍

exploding exploding exploding. "we're talking about ancient history, laws from 50 years back" PAIGE THAT IS NOT ANCIENT HISTORY

DRIVING ME FUCKING CRAAAAAZYYYYYYYY OH THE WAY THINGS CHANGE OH THE WAYS THEY STAY THE SAME. SO VERY FUCKING NUTS CARPENTER WAS THE FIRST ONE TO OBJECT TO LEGALIZATION.

oh carpenter oh carpenter oh carpenter. i don't even know what to say oh my babygirl

devlin drowned dragged delivered tho am i right...am i right guys...

faulkner wanting to have a proper goodbye for paige is doing things to me. never having had that for his family, his final goodbye with carpenter...

GRAAAAUUGHH. A GODLESS GREETING/FAREWELL. I HOPE YOU CAN FIND A WAY FORWARD THAT MEANS NO ONE ELSE HAS TO GET HURT. FAULKNER'S FINAL INTERACTION WITH A MAIN CHARACTER OTHER THAN CARPENTER AND IT'S THAT. TAKE CARE PAIGE. OUR PAIGE. MAY YOUR PEACE WALK ON WITH YOU FOR A WHILE. WALK ON UNTIL YOU'RE LOST FROM ME.

head in my hands. paige.

listen this is very touching with how she goes on to open up to him but u have to understand how it reads like that fucking sonic fandub bit. "just me and the ocean...just alone with my thoughts..." "hey silver-" "GODDAMNIT"

ok i have to start limiting screenshots b4 i just cap the whole scene but. oooowaaagghhhh. it was refreshing to see some fire in you when you came to speak of the faith. i used to be very much like you faulkner. you can call it a compliment, if you like - but I always forget that you converted. oh, there's always entanglements. I don’t think I feel the same way I used to. i don't understand, but that's okay. 💥💥💥💥💥

liquefies into paste.

head in my hands. the siblingssss

he's so normal. something about carpenter not necessarily taking that last part as a red flag. correcting herself from had that to have that. like to her it's a feeling that's necessary to have at some point but then needs to be let go. she really does see so much of herself in him...she isn't even out yet and she knows he needs to get out too...

(big red flashing sign held up to the audience that says STOP LISTENING NOW U ARE GOING TO GET HURT)

HEY. HEY CAN WE CIRCLE BACK ON THIS. WHAT'S THE ONLY OTHER SACRIFICE WE KNOW HE'S MADE. HEY FAULKNER WHAT DOES THIS MEAN HEY HELLO?

giggling smiling tearing out the floorboards eating drywall etc etc. how very s1 carpenter-core he is in s3. she takes that. accepts it. perhaps he only wishes for me to prove once and for all that i have the courage to finally let you go. yeah, perhaps that's it. do you?

banging my fist against the floor. it's faulkner not understanding her but trying to give her kindness. an escape. paige and carpenter, the unfaithful, the ones who are going to leave him, but he still has love for them and doesn't resent them. what does that make everyone else?

fiona apple voice i resent you for being raised right...i resent you for being so sure...i resent you presenting your life like a fucking propaganda brochure!!!!!! but i know if i hate you for hating me i will have entered the endless race!!!!!!!!!

i know they're picking grass and putting it in each others laps i know they are

oughh this episode...another top 3 of s1 for me i think...and it's all downhill (emotionally) from here lads 🫡

[luneariaa]

Hey, I just wanted to say that I love your writing because you are really good at painting a scene and adding ambience. I hope you continue to have fun with it.

By the way, did anything happen to make you change your sub-header? Seeing bi-Dion supremacy in all caps made me chuckle when I first saw it, so I kind of miss it :)

Anyway, hope you’re enjoying Sanbreque with your charming prince!

HELLO!! 💜🌻 and OMLLL your words truly made my day-- THANK YOUU SO MUCH!! I'm so glad that you love my works-!! ｡ﾟ( ﾟ^∀^ﾟ)ﾟ｡❤❤❤🌻

and i just decided to change it myself! perhaps it's just my anxiousness, but i didn't want to be seen as disrespectful for doing so? Dion has been my comfort character, even before the game came out,, 🥺💛🌻 i still somehow stick to the headcanon of mine tho! 💞💞

you're the sweetest, dear anon! i may not know you, but wishing all the best for the life ahead of you! I am enjoying it so far, it's such a lovely kingdom,,

(„^ᴗ^„) 💛🌻

[castielsprostate]

---- back baby!!! ----

i love bobbys ratty fishing cap. at least it's not a snapback SJSJDJSJ

hmmmm

i think beat sheet dean would look great in a cherry bikini actually

snapback!

SCREAM. at both of those paragraphs actually.

He winks.

SJSJSJSJSJ SAMMY!!!!!!!

oh my god dean

he'd leak on those carpets tho.

oh. 🥺 dean is. oh🥺🥺

SJSJJSJSJSJSJJS DEAN IM SCREAMING ACTUALLY

hehe... wing

i love that visual actually. that would make a great 500 piece puzzle

why would. okay hold on. google jesus bunny (nevermind)

i. yes actually, Ellen, i agree

im starting to love the descriptions.of the socks dean wears more and more actually. what a treat. may the foot be with you haha im putting a bullet thro

SJJJSSJSJJSJSJSJSJSJJJSJSJSJSJ

SCREAMING . these poor people

dean 🥺

TAKE THE FUCKING SNAPBACK OFF I PRAY TO GOD

oh cas <3 and dean of course.

oh they're catching the gay little feelsies hihihihih

oh :(

oh this is. this is really soft actually. oh 🥺

JSJSJSJSJSSJ oh

this is so incredibly fluffy. im getting a toothache.

hmmmmmmm.....

SJJSJSJSSJSJ scream

they're flirting. they're actually flirting. in chapter 4. there's 8 chapters left. i am unwell

HEY. HEY YOU SAID!

deans so.... fine and cool and chill.... about it all......... that crisis is going to be a flood i tell you. but cheers 🥂

jsjsjsjsjsj i love that actually

NIPPLE

oh my god he's repressed. 🙄

TELL HIM CASTIEL!!!!!!!! HE STARTED IT!!!!!!!!! THIS AINT YOUR FAULT BABY THIS!!!!! AINT!!!!! YOUR!!!!!! FAULT!!!!!!!

kissing a man? fine. feeling him up? fine. basically sex with a man? fine. gay??? BANNED.

SCREAM

oh baby. :( hmmmmm

*

BOBBY ILY!!!!! <3

you know. dean. first Castiel's hand... Charlie's ankle..... yknow.

is this the first time Dean's education major was mentioned JSJSSJSJSJSJ or am i this unobservant sjsjsjsjsjsj

sjjsjsjsjjsjssj

i think i know what dean is hold on

^

dean is having that post gay sex glow

JSSJSJSSJJSJSSJSJSJ SCREAM

outside huh. also going for a motorcycle drive in november is insane actually, i agree with dean here

hehehehe screaming. this is. you know.

AVIATORS!!!!!!

hold on...

OH MY GOD THIS IS FUCKING HOT THO why am i har

AUTHOR. AUTHOR DERIVED US FROM A MOTORCYCLE SCENE???? OH MY GOD. JAIL. JAIL FOR A THOUSAND YEARS.

ouagh he COOKS. fuck.

of course he's that kinda cook.

---- NOSEBLEED INTERMISSION ----

literally ^

BEAT SHEET!! BEAT SHEET!! CHAPTER 4 BESTIES!!!!! STARTING A NEW LIVEBLOG THREAD <3

[maschotch]

we dont talk about southern boy hotch enough

[absolutebl]

This Week in BL - Cameos & Familiar Faces

Entirely subjective yadda yadda. Organized by favs in each category. No numbered lists anymore, tumblr be buggn'.

End of Aug Start Sept 2023

Ongoing Series - Thai

Laws of Attraction (Sat iQIYI) 8fin - Oh the DRAMA. Why does the insane ex (my true love) remind me of the cartel leader from Romancing the Stone? Even the sides got HEA! It was fucking great!!!!! Charn remains a bonkers spoiled evil murderous brat with a cruel smile beloved by his one true paladin. Also: post it love note trope! Been a long while my old friend. NO SINGING!!!!! I do love that wedding jacket frock coat cape thing Charn wore. 

In conclusion: This is a great gay suspense thriller with several solid couples, fun plot, killer characters, queer rep, and a happy ending. Charn may be my favorite lead character of 2023. However, this show is not entirely BL, more on the fringe, like Manner of Death. Add that to several "singing incidents" and pairs being a little weak in the chemistry arena, and this lands safely in 9/10 territory. It’s tons of fun tho: HIGHLY RECOMMENDED. 

I Feel You Linger in the Air (Sat grey) ep 3 of 12 - This show is getting more and more lakorn each ep. Apparently the straights are having a class divide arranged marriage crisis. Who cares? Our boy is ALWAYS in trouble. Crazy that he has to save the people who betrayed him in a previous life - but I guess he chose revenge! That's unexpected.

Had to switch to grey and couldn’t find a working rip. It was frustrating and I wouldn’t have bothered except I like this show so much. Still, it means no screen caps because the rez is naff.

Dangerous Romance (Fri YT) ep 3 of 12 - Uh oh. Kang wants to save Sailom and be his hero. The fact that K’s Pa puts no pressure on him whatsoever, makes me wonder if K's Ma committed suicide or something? It’s definitely the opposite parental dynamic we normally see in BL. I have to say, the pacing is great in the show. And the acting is on point. It’s really great. 

Hidden Agenda (Sun YT) ep 8 of 12 - these two just kiss well. I mean not "rip your clothes off Taiwan-style," but sweet young boyfriends-esk. Joke wants to be claimed so bad. It’s great. I enjoyed this ep, unfortunately it looks like we have a manufactured angst drama drop in the next episode. Is this a 10 episode arc? I thought it was 12. It’s odd to have doom happening next episode already.

Only Friends (Sat YT) ep 4 of 10 - Back story time! Ray and Mew are HARD to watch. Incestuous friend group gay is the worst. Omg I got such QAF vibes from this ep. Nick Boston Sand chats = very throw back 90s gay soaps. 

Location game moment: Top's hotel room is also Chan’s apartment in Laws Of Attraction. 

Naughty Babe (Sat YT) ep 1 of 8 - Ooo. Est is back! Hi handsome. Head of security suits you. Please lead out the new Waterboyy remake? You’re perfect for the role. (If it must happen.) Yi’s Pa is GREAT. Please give daddy a nice boy? Could that be our secondary couple for this series? 

Meanwhile, with the leads (sorry I was distracted by daddy) we got us an arranged marriage, run away bride, and an amnesia trope. Put in a secret baby and it's squarely 1980's Harlequin. Will there be Vikings? Sex herbs? Pirates? Dub con?

Be Mine Super Star (Mon Viki) ep 9 of 12 - Again with lovely sex scenes, it’s just the plot stringing them together is frayed. Also don’t fuck in an onsen. Both yech and ouch.

That goes for all y’all.  

Wedding Plan (Wed YT & iQIYI) ep 7fin - Trash watch here! Honestly this was an okay ending, I’m not mad at it. If you can tolerate Mame and liars (kinda the same thing) you’ll be fine with this show.

Summation: An innocent wedding planner falls haplessly and hopelessly in love with a groom who relentlessly pursued him, even though he’s about to marry someone else. A somewhat lackluster mame offering with less of the usual stellar chemistry, but all of the usual lies and manipulation. 7/10

Love in Translation (Sat iQIYI) ep 3 of 10 - I skip everything to do with Tammy and it’s fine. There’s only about 20 minutes of fine but that’s more than enough. On the bright side. So far. No singing.

My Universe (Sun iQIYI) ep 2 of 24 eps - Cassanova Begins Part 2. Aw. It was sad. Another variation on the “my ghost boyfriend” trope (usually sad). 2/10 I don't do sad BL.

Next up is Merry Go Round featuring the pair from Destiny Seeker (we likey) who want to marry each other, but end up fake engaged to the same woman. Beard squared? Looks silly.

Crazy Handsome Rich (Sun Gaga) ep 1 of 10 - There are 2 things I like about this. I bet you can guess what they are.

Lee Long Shi

The whipping boy trope

There wasn’t enough of either in this first ep. ALSO the captions, sound effects, and voice over are truly next level bad. Utterly atrocious.

The 2 leads fucking around in the end credits was the funniest part of the whole show. 

Ongoing Series - Not Thai

Jun & Jun (Korea Thur Viki) ep 7 of 8 - I am confused and frustrated about what the communication delay is between the two Juns. It feels artificial and narratively manufactured. But since this is a short form KBL and I know it will be resolved quickly, I’m not as annoyed as I would be if this were Thai BL. Still it feels audience manipulative. I also feel sorry for Simon. BUT it looks like it’ll be a sweet boyfriends final episode.

Stay By My Side (Taiwan Fri Gaga) ep 10fin - Omg they’re so cute!!! Taiwan the purveyors of ultimate sappy gay domesticity. I am going to miss having these to nonsencing all over my dash.

This show was an interesting take on the "ghost boyfriend" trope. About a boy who is tormented by hearing the dead, except when he is around one other boy - desperation+proximity = love. Unfortunately, the story was erratic and waffled about. While the leads turned in solid performances and the sappy domesticity was off the charts, it never really had the strength of the narrative convictions such a strong concept should have supplied. Highly rewatchable and enjoyable for that sappy domesticity but not a whole lot more. Still I always give extra credit for the diabetes-inducing sugar content and rewatch capacity. 8/10 

Kisseki: Dear to Me (Taiwan Tues Viki & iQIYI) eps 3 of 13(?) - I love the punching thing - there is a lot of violent flirting in this show. I’m not mad about it. Ugh, poor thing has real abandonment issues. And now trust issues. I see why we’re getting 12-14 eps. This gonna be MESSY.

Meanwhile, does EVERYONE have a guest cameo? Not that I’m complaining. Hi BLIHID boys! Now I need to rewatch that show. 

Love Class Season 2 (Korea Fri Viki) eps 7-8 of 10 - Oh my God the next morning w/ couple 2 was so darn cute. They are all such terrible flirts with each other. Honestly, this show makes me laugh more than any other BL currently airing. I’m not sure it is meant to be as funny as I find it. While couple 3 (the mature characters) is by far my favorite, I actually think they don’t work with the other two pairs, they feel superfluous to the show. I like the show better because they’re in it, but it feels like two different BL‘s stuck together. KBL certainly can’t handle more than two couple threads at the same time. 

Why R U? (Korea Wed iQIYI) eps 3-4 of 8 - Ugh. I am such a sucker for the FighterTutor dynamic. Why so good? Uh oh. Real kiss! KBL you're spoiling us. But, isn’t sad-seme-hyung dating some chick? Argh. Poor Sunwoo. This show is even worse at repping Fighter's character sympathetically. Who knew that was possible?

My Personal Weatherman AKA Taikan Yoho (Japan Sat Gaga) ep 3 of 8 - The date episode! Even Japan is doing it now. And these two who have been living/fucking together for ages still dance around each other like junior high kids. I gotta say, I watch this one twice because Vicki has different subs from Gaga. I feel like it’s easier to understand if I watch two different translations of the same script. But it’s still quite a taciturn piece. 

Minato's Laundromat Season 2 AKA Minato Shouji Coin Laundry Season 2 (Japan Thu Gaga) ep 8 of 12 - Sides are great. It was mostly a cute ep with tiny bits of Progress and a proper Confession. I miss Shin’s siblings. And then… the much loathed amnesia trope. Really?

Everyone say it with me: Must you, Japan? 

Stay Still (Hong Kong Tues YouTube) ep 5fin - It ended happier than I was expecting. Optimistic for one couple, and most likely optimistic for the other.

Summation: What to say about this offering from Hong Kong? It’s different, a mix of early CBL, Taiwanese shorts, and Pinoy visuals. It felt like the story was 2 independent shorts that had been lengthen and then stuck together, and I wish they'd been approached as separate and tighter entities. Nevertheless, this was a complex little piece,  interesting in a sweaty grungy way, with a certain aura of queer authenticity that made it simultaneously tense, unpredictable, and refreshing. I’m not sure I would necessarily call it BL, but any county’s early foray into the genre usually starts out this way, so perhaps nascent BL? Worth watching, especially if you enjoy stuff from the Philippines and Taiwan. 7/10

In case you missed it

Dinosaur Love ended its run but the final 2 eps are behind a paywall. Word on the street is they aren't good anyway (shocker) so I'm marking it as DNF and moving on with my life. If I can find em grey I'll watch 'em merely so I can give it a rating, but I can't imagine it will get more than 5/10. Seriously, do not bother.

Next Week Looks Like This:

Coming September

9/15 You Are Mine (Taiwan Gaga) Secretary has to deal with grumpy boss.

9/15 Bump Up Business AKA Bump Up Project (Korea movie) suspected cinema release? I don't know much about what's going on. Last status update. Love story between a trainee who is about to debut and a celebrity from the same agency. Kpop boy group OnlyOneOf has signed up to star in this idol-based BL (based on a webtoon). They’ve been auditioning for this since Libido IMHO. You can watch me chronicle their BL MV series in this post. It’s from Idol Romance who will do sad but can do good kisses (Wish You, Nobleman Ryu, Once Again, Kissable Lips, Poongduck 304, Tasty Florida, Tinted With You).

9/26 I Cannot Reach You AKA I Can't Reach You AKA Kimi ni wa Todokanai (Japan ????) - Adapted from the manga, childhood best friends: The cool, smart one who’s good at everything, and his average, dorky friend who struggles. Always by the other’s side, but not together in the way they truly want to be. No matter how hard they try, their hearts cannot reach each other.

9/27 Absolute Zero (Thai iQIYI) - from 2021, Studio Wabi Sabi and New Siwaj finally bring us this “time loop to prevent tragedy” romance. We don’t always get HEAs from them, so I'm on my guard.

9/? Venus in the Sky (Thai iQIYI) 10 eps

9/? Mr Cinderella 2 (Vietnam YouTube?)

2023 forthcoming BL master post (see comments, some are inaccurate, NOT KEPT UPDATED).

THIS WEEK’S BEST MOMENTS

Hidden Agenda hitting us up with a hug + lap + kiss. Very nice.

I think these two might be GMMTV's best cuddlers.

Boys, I think your JoongDunk is showing.

(Last week) 

[samanthaswishes]

Agents of SHIELD Rewatch Season 4A (ep. 1-8)

Here's my commentary on my rewatch of Agents of SHIELD Season 4 Episodes 1-8. This may not be the best commentary since these are just the thoughts and opinions that come to my mind as I watch the episodes rather than a full-blown analysis, but I'm just having fun with it!

Oh boy, do I have OPINIONS about these first few episodes…

4x01 The Ghost

And here’s where the show took advantage of the 10pm time slot: we get a scene of Daisy getting dressed.

HERE HE IS

ME GHOST RIDER HIMSELF

ROBBIE REYES

Also the score for the Ghost Rider pod is badass and also the same score Daisy was listening to when she was in quarantine after getting her powers in s2.

This season also gave me a new appreciation for the title card.

The Mack and Coulson dynamic is pretty cool this season.

Especially after how they were kind of butting heads in season 2.

DAVIS D. DAVIS

“I think you look forward to that more than I do” about May.

May isn’t wearing heels, so you can actually see how short she actually is irl😅

PIPER!! LOVE HER ATTITUDE!

“Spine pulled out of his… ohh” Oh Mack, I love you.

“May, you’re not sharing”

Thank you Coulson and Mack for understanding Daisy’s intentions.

“Who the hell are you” - Mack. My second favorite person to say this line.

“Those are football teams” “Not sure they are, Turbo”

Mack is such a mood. Wanted an exploding pen.

Emo Daisy style tho👌🏼

Love how you don’t really see much of Robbie’s face at first. Raises the intimidation.

Mack’s one liners are ON POINT!

ELENA!!! I LOVE YOU!

They really set Davis up to die this season giving him a wife and a kid on the way.

“Just ask me to dinner again” WHAT HAPPENED AT THE FIRST DINNER!

THE TENSION! I LOVE IT!

YOYO MADE MACK SPEECHLESS.

Also, because of the Accords, literally every move Elena makes is tracked. EVERY powered and enhanced individual that is under the Accords is being tracked. Literally taking away innocent citizens’ civil liberties. This is why being Team Cap is the right answer. The government is taking advantage of their power and using it to track and later kill individuals like inhumans who have done nothing wrong but are being targeted.

Radcliffe just has Aida naked all the time???

“WHOT THE HELL”

“A nAkEd BoDy”

I can’t watch Daisy getting on the bus seriously anymore knowing that the crew decided to troll Chloe and have it drive away😂

Daisy and Yo-Yo friendship🥹 screw you season 5.

“I think I stumbled upon a serial killer” “Ooh fun”

“Take care of yourself” All Daisy wants for the team is for them to be safe.

Also how can anyone blame Daisy for leaving. She’s loss so much and has felt the guilt for all of it. Not to mention how NO ONE except Mack decided to go down and see her and comfort her after Hive. Daisy left because she didn’t want to feel like a burden, which if i’m being honest, the team kinda treated her like so after Hive and talking to her only for information. Daisy left because she cared about her team. She didn’t want to be the reason she brought them pain. However, I have a feeling that them not talking to her is what also pushed her away, thinking that they didn’t want her around anymore.

Elizabeth and Ming are essentially the same height, so they couldn’t have May in heels and put Jemma in shoes that have a lift in them so that she seems intimidating towards May.

“Should’ve cut off your own hand”

I love Robbie Reyes. Just thought you all should know.

I appreciate that Jemma has gained the confidence to where she can handle positions of authority, but knowing what I know happens later makes it really hard to be proud of her for it. The fandom respects Jemma’s authority, but when Daisy is in authority, she’s disrespected? How come Daisy’s authority isn’t respected later?? Jemma was quick to defy Daisy in season 5.

And Jemma has the nerve to assume May is jealous of her status? May makes it clear that even she’s surprised what the position has done to Jemma.

I do understand Jemma wanting the power to keep the team together in some capacity, but it shouldn’t come at the expense of your friends’ respect.

“After all we’ve been through” yet you, Jemma, insinuating May being jealous of you. You’re the one who has thrown away the respect they deserve just as much.

Daisy does her research. But I liked to believe she knew Robbie’s car’s model because Coulson and Mack are such a car guys that they probably shared some car facts with her.

“These guys might kill someone else besides themselves” “YEAH US”

MAaAaAaAYYY!!! THE GHOST!

The way Robbie calls Daisy chica😍

The visual effects this season are INSANE!

How come it’s barely touched on that Daisy is literally suicidal this season?

Even the Ghost Rider sees Daisy as a good person.

Robbie and Gabe’s relationship🥹

“I finished high school… in the 11th grade”

The van’s back. But it’s not her van.

4x02 Meet the New Boss

That poor little boy😅🥺

You do that badass walk, Robbie

The team always saw the common room of the Playground as home🥺 now that it’s redecorated, it’s doesn’t have that homey feeling.

Daisy with the tea mug and acting all smug is giving me life.

I feel like a lot of people dislike Mace, which is understandable given what we got of him at first, but later, you can actually see how he’s a good person.

Robbing banks and returning money to their rightful owners. How come they only look at the bad?

“Maybe she’s just a ghost”

The little Piper and May interaction.

Again, Daisy is literally suicidal. Why is barely anyone talking about it?

“Fighting to right every wrong” DAISY’S CHARACTER IN A NUTSHELL!

She still keeps a picture of Lincoln😭

I LOVE THIS SCENE WITH DAISY ON THE CAR! I bet Chloe had so much fun with that scene.

“Neutralize powers. I’d love to see them” that guy seemed a little too happy about repressing powers.

“Who wants to step aside a real life quinjet” ME🙋🏻‍♀️🙋🏻‍♀️ Aren’t they supposed to have a quinjet ride coming to Avengers Campus at Disnleyland or is that just something I dreamt/made up?

Poor May😭

“Always looking out for us” THATS MAY

It definitely was cool during my first watch finding out that Mace was “inhuman”

The way Mack carefully cares for Daisy’s arm😭😭

“She’s turned her back” She most certainly HAS NOT! WTF!! Has she done anything terrible to you, Fitz? I don’t think so. And don’t say choking you out during Hive cause that was not of her will.

“Something terrible happened, and she didn’t want our help getting through it” WHEN DID YOU GUYS HELP HER??? YOU GUYS HAD HER LOCKED IN A CELL. YOU TREATED HER LIKE SHIT AND ONLY SPOKE TO HER TO GET INFORMATION OUT OF HER, MAKING HER RELIVE EVENTS THAT SHE MOST DEFINITELY SHOILD HAVE PTSD FROM! THE ONLY PERSON WHO SPOKE TO HER WITH SYMPATHY AND COMPASSION WAS MACK!! Oh my god just get Fitz off my screen already.

“We’ve all been through terrible things” That is something you NEVER EVER want to tell a person who is depressed, suicidal, and grieving after a very traumatic experience. Also, you didn’t have that attitude when other people went through terrible things. How come every single person in this show are allowed to step away from the agency for their own good (Jemma in s2, May in s3, Fitz himself in s3), but Daisy isn’t allowed??? And when they all went through those things, they had people supporting them, while Daisy was basically left to fend for herself in confinement. How come she’s told “well too bad. bad things happen to all of us so you just have to suck it up” My god, just show some empathy. Daisy does it, basically expected to, but why can’t anybody else?? Then again, we’re talking about Fitz who literally doesn’t have an empathetic bone in his body and only cares if it effects him. So what if YOU were so hurt that SHE left to BETTER HERSELF and MAKE SURE THE POEPLE SHE CARED ABOUT ARE SAFE after no one else would. I hate this. I hate this scene. I hate Fitz.

Glad I can finally say that^

“Never turned our back” UM FITZ, YOU LITERALLY DID IN SEASON 3.

“I’m doing what I need to do” “But that still affects us” Again, how come they get to guilt trip Daisy with their own feelings but she doesn’t get to help herself with her feelings and trauma?

4x03 Uprising

This is surprisingly one of my comfort episodes. I know, weird one to have. Maybe because it has a lot of Elena and I love her.

Yes Maria. Mack is sexy.

The crackling of the title screen!!

Elena, always the hater of heels. (Me too Yo-Yo, me too)

“I like to vet my vengeance demons before I hop in a car with them”

Of course as they are talking about it, the blackout strikes LA.

Fuck Ellen Nadeer

Elena’s outfit in this episode is so cute!

“She’s at a bachelorette party. Probably having a good time, drinking and dancing with all those sexy latino guys” Fitz, I don’t like you, especially after last episode, please don’t make me laugh. But also, don’t throw that at Mack.

It doesn’t take a lot to be a decent human being. Elena, you don’t need these people in your life.

THE HAND😂

Love how Coulson’s like “I wish I could have been there to see the flame demon” while Mack is all “Oh hell no”

If people turn on you that quickly in a situation where you are the victim, they were never your friends in the first place.

Love this fight scene! And Elena’s little teasing smile with the knife😁

“At least I don’t have to wear a stupid dress”

“I thought registered people were protected” ANOTHER REASON THE ACCORDS WERE A TERRIBLE IDEA.

Also, the actor who plays Gabe (Lorenzo James Henrie) is the younger brother of the actor who played Justin (David Henrie) in Wizards of Waverly Place. One of my favorite fun facts cause that was my favorite childhood show. He’s also only like a year younger than Chloe.

So SHIELD just has drugs that instantly kill people on hand?

And here’s Melinda May death number 1 of 2.

FINALLY we have a location of the Playground. Washington D.C.

This episode should have been a good form of proof that Mace isn’t a terrible person. He knew better than to believe it was the inhumans and he trusted Coulson.

Only Melinda May can wake up from being dead and just immediately demand to be released from stuff holding her down.

I LOVE the slow mo Yo-Yo shots. Especially cause she looks like she’s having so much fun.

“If that’s your real name” ��I’ve had a few”

Thank you Elena for telling at least someone that they should respect Daisy.

He brought meds and bandages for her😭😭

Gabe, you liar.

“I hear you’re feeling like yourself” “I’m cranky” “Like I said”

Daisy, I don’t think that’s how you take pills.

Ellen Nadeer, fuck you

17 innocent inhumans were killed because of the Accords.

4x04 Let Me Stand Next to Your Fire

Jemma, NEVER trust email offers on apartments. Especially if it meets your criteria exactly.

The soft Quake theme as Daisy’s literally bleeding out.

So May’s just there, with nothing to entertain herself with? At least let her watch TV or give her her phone.

May’s just thinking “I could’ve gone out at the hands of anything, but Radcliffe? Really?”

Also the drinking. Why is Daisy kinda having a drinking problem not talked about either?

People will hate Daisy for holding a gun to Jemma. You guys actually think Daisy would have pulled the trigger on Jemma??? Heck I don’t think Jemma even believed Daisy would pull the trigger.

And of course, a vintage car chase in the famous LA River.

Mack the entire chase: “Please, for the love of god, let me work on Lola”

Dorky Coulson with the Grease reference.

“Hey-lo”

“We did everything we could for him” But you guys couldn’t do the same for Daisy??

“Suck it up” Again, stuff not to say to people who are depressed.

Of course, the fire starter guy works at a fireworks store.

“Take a stand with me. Fight back. Take control of your life again” I’ve seen people call this being reckless, but Daisy only wants what’s best for her people.

DO NOT tell the robot that lying saves lives. DO NOT tell a robot that EVER!

“I know. That’s the point” DAISY LITERALLY JUST DOESNT WANT THE PEOPLE SHE CARES ABOUT TO LOSE AS MUCH AS SHE HAS.

ALSO!! The gun Jemma brought that Daisy held to her… WAS AN ICER. So Daisy wasn’t going to kill her even if she did pull the trigger, which she certainly was not going to.

“Huh”⛓🔥

“Did two fire dudes fall into a warehouse full of fireworks”

Coulson, you gotta be dramatic with just throwing the tablet on the ground?

4x05 Lockup

It’s definitely interesting watching this season after WandaVision and Multiverse of Madness. But I will always love shield more for how they handled the Darkhold.

Love snarky Daisy.

“Lucy and the whole Peanuts gang”

Mack delegating. Director Mackenzie foreshadowing.

“I didn’t always have powers, and I think I did alright” I love you Daisy.

“Oh, hell!” That’s my reaction too. I don’t like needles either, Mack😅

“Stop whining” Oh May. I love you.

Blue-skinned killers in Wyoming. So those Kree were reported.

THANK YOU DIRECTOR MACE

Now that’s May and Coulson’s “stay away from our daughter” fight.

This is probably the only time they talk about Daisy being suicidal, and it’s to degrade her.

I feel like May was the only person to talk to Daisy in a way that didn’t make her the bad guy. She was stern, in her very May way, but she never put Daisy down or called her the bad guy or that she’s a terrible person for trying to protect the people she loves.

Fuck Ellen Nadeer

4x06 The Good Samaritan

Again, I love that Robbie and Gabe are so close and they are always looking out for one another despite their situations.

“Geese? I have zero geese. We are goose free”😃🦆

May concerned with Fitzsimmons’ relationship. At least she is cause I sure as heck am not.

This flashback is so deep and so powerful oh my god.

UGH Daisy being so supportive of Robbie during this time. If the show had went down the route of Quakerider being a thing, I would have been so down for that! I’m more of a casual Quakerider shipper, but they would 100% be otp if it went down that road.

Mace canonically collected Hot Wheels.

What do you mean it’s not possible Fitz? Ghost Rider just broke out.

“ROYGBIV clearance”

Isodine mention! I really need to rewatch Agent Carter.

“Sounds a little Fox News to me”

Sorry if I don’t say a lot for this episode. I’m kinda working on something at the same time😅

Shut up, Fitz.

“Like the angel” “No, I’m the other one”

4x07 Deals With Our Devils

I like how May has protection gear (the glasses/goggles) while Mack only has his shotgun axe😅

“Impossible things happen all the team” THANK YOU DAISY.

Not the biggest fan of this Simmons side story because 1) it’s another annoying Fitzsimmons separation storyline, and 2) it introduces Vijay (who deserved better) and we never go anywhere with that.

“Melinda, don’t you dare” one of the very few times someone (Mack) other than Coulson calls her Melinda.

“My axe is plenty sharp… and a shotgun”

Daisy is always the best at comforting people a shame that people couldn’t do the same. yes, i will never be over it.

“Mack, what’s gotten into you?” THE FREAKING GHOST RIDER, THATS WHAT

“I hate watching my own demise”

Fitz, can you think of the current situation instead of Simmons or yourself right now???

“It heals itself. Scientifically impossible self healing car” Keep telling yourself that, Daisy😂

“WiTh No HeLmEtS” Oh Mace.

“What’s your name?” “Nathanson, ma’am. What can I do?” “Get lost Nathanson”

But I am glad Jemma was able to help Vijay out. It is a really sweet scene.

“She’s a tool” and you wonder why Aida turned evil other than reading the Darkhold.

“He lost hope” UUGGGHHHHH IMMA GO CRY NOW.

Okay, but Ghost Rider Mack is so BADASS.

“Attagirl” Robbie’s seen what Daisy can do and has been through, so he knows she’s capable of doing some crazy shit.

“I love this car” I feel like that’s every car guy in this show😅

“Oh, I am so thick” yes, Fitz, you are.

So could Aida hear Fitz speaking to her, or is that a decision she made herself?

What’s with Fitz and blaming other people for making decisions to better themselves and the people they care about?

Is it mean to say that I don’t care about Fitzsimmons this episode?

But I do love Coulson being a father figure towards the younger members of the team.

“I can’t help you. Have fun”

Okay, yeah, Aida said she can hear them.

I forget how good this episode is. oh my god!

Hope 4/18/06😭😭

4x08 Laws of Inferno Dynamics

As someone with emetophopia, this puking up diamonds scene makes me super uncomfortable.

“Ignoring the fact that I was mildly attracted to her”

NO DO NOT SEND MAY! THIS IS HOW WE GET INTO ANOTHER MESS!

Mack is just done with people sometimes. Honestly same😅

“I do not like magic. Or clowns. Or clowns with knives… in the dark”

Burning Man™️

Again, SCREW SEASON 5 FOR RUINING DAISY AND ELENA’S FRIENDSHIP!! UGH THEY WERE SO GOOD!

Mack caring for Yo-Yo🥹

Elena worried about losing her favorite jacket😂

“A) I don’t care. B) That wasn’t me”

Always hand it to Elizabeth and Iain to remember all the science jargon, but I wanna know how the writers come up with it all and make it make sense haha.

Everyone just wants to see a freaking nuclear weapon.

Daisy’s teasing again🥹

I JUST REMEMBERED THE MACKELENA KISS IS IN THIS EPISODE OMG IM SO EXCITED!

Surprised this is the first time Daisy notices she can sense a quake coming. Thought it would have been there since she got her powers.

“This is water” “Wow, i’M sO iMpReSsEd”

the CHAINSSSSSS

“Agent Coulson, you should be dead” “Yeah, I get that a lot”

Sorry, Eli. Laws of Nature was a last season episode.

Oh look, for one, THEY’RE ACTUALLY CARING ABOUT DAISY’S HEALTH!!!

THIS FIGHT SCENE WITH MACE IN THE SUIT AND ELENA COMING IN AND CHANGING THINGS!!!

Okay, now, WHO THOUGHT IT WOULD BE OKAY TO PROGRAM AIDA TO BLEED AND EXPERIENCE PAIN?!?!?!

And of course, Daisy lands right in front of the press.

“Maybe in the comic book version”🤣

MACKELENA KISS MACKELENA KISS MACKELENA KISS AHHHHHHHH I LOVE THEM SO MUCHHHHH!!!!

And Daisy and Coulson 100% saw that.

Well, RIP Nathanson.

And hello, LMD May.

And there goes that bottle of Haig

[sainztander]

for the f1 ask: 2, 3, 6, 15, 17, 19

2. Is there a driver you like more now than you did at the beginning of the season?

Actually a lot of them! Guanyu (I didn't expect him to be that fun and likeable), Valtteri (he grew out of his shell and I love that for him), George (when you ignore him being annoying on track he's actually a strange funny little guy out of it), Lewis (I hope Mercedes will stay flopping also because we got chill and bitchy Lewis out of it. Loved that).

But I'll actually be unpredictable and say: Carlos! I mean, I already supported him bc he's a Ferrari driver of course, but may it be the unreasonable amount of hate he got, the bad luck, the great moments he had, his steady improvement, how his commitment and love for the team shone through..... something clicked for me in a way it didn't last year. Symbolically, he won me over when in Imola, in the midst of the toughest part of his career, they announced his contract extension and he got in the paddock with bags full of pastries to celebrate with the team :')

3. Is there a driver you like less now than you did at the beginning of the season?

Mh. Well. Maybe I don't like him less for it but I still hold a grudge for what Seb said in Monza about Italy's president. Apart of that I don't know really, everyone had some moments that made me go "ugh, this guy." Let's say Esteban, tho. Not for anything really, I didn't have strong feelings about him but through the season he just made me go "meh"?

6. Something you're excited to see in DTS?

The closed door of Ferrari's motorhome with the sign "I cannot enter :(" and Netflix's barred logo next to it <3

I would like to see the behind the scene at Alpine tho ! But knowing that Netflix hates Alonso it will be disappointing anyway.

15. One new rule you'd make for next year.

If you're not a Ferrari you should park the car for an entire lap <3

If not then I'd actually remove the budget cap. It could have been a good idea to try and help the smaller teams but if the Fia is not able to reinforce it then it's all pointless imo.

Also the rule about deleting the quali time of people causing a red flag is not bad imo.

17. Your favorite race of the season.

Either Silverstone, Austria, Interlagos or Canada! Meaning the actual exciting ones <3

19. Best duo on the grid this season.

You know me. Has to be C2 ❤️ but! Special mention for Valtteri/Guanyu that always delivered with wholesome mentor/rookie content.

[unusual-ly]

Thoughts™/Moments I Liked in Part Of The Family!

My suspicion of Lucy pays off!

Improv club! Kitty and the Captain are so good at it, obviously, Cap got some practice with Mr Cheese. Speaking of, clearly Humphrey is not allowed at improv club because he’s too talented and would show everyone else up *^*

Mary and Robin are... trying their best

“No.” Get this caveman in a theatre right now 

I love the door shop

Mary’s wild and eccentric imagination makes a comeback! More scenes to add to my autistic headcanons post~

THOMAS YOU PUT HUMPHREY DOWN THIS MINUTE LEAVE HIM A L O N E

Fanny watching Murder, She Wrote...

The photo! The proof! She’s lying! And Kitty and the Captain working together again! 

I do feel really sorry for Alison, she thought she had some actual family still :(

Mike and Julian are such a fun pair. And Mike’s attempts at advertising the house until he decides to just talk naturally about his own feelings ^^ And Julian being kind enough to hit record for him~ (”I’m over here mate”)

Mary hiding Humphrey’s head from Thomas and using her brilliant Improv Skills to throw him off

“Wait, take me with you!” “Oh ok! :)” *kicks him along* Mary I love you but p l e a s e he has suffered ENOUGH

Humphrey saves the day tho! Alright, Thomas, you may kick him just this once

Did... did someone go get Humphrey’s head back after that? How long do you think he just lay there waiting? :/

“THERE HAS BEEN A MURDER!” Fanny please

They all sit together at the table I’m gonna cry Robin has finally learned to improvise I’m so proud “yes and berries yes and cream” :)))))

[jbbarnesandnoble]

Since I have seen NWH, I have made many posts about it. For your sake and because this movie has been living in my mind rent-free for the past 17 hours, I have decided to make a single post about my thoughts on it. You don't have to read it... unless you want

THIS POST CONTAINS SPIDERMAN: NO WAY HOME SPOILERS, ENTER AT YOUR OWN RISK, DON'T LOOK AT THE COMMENTS UNLESS YOU'VE SEEN NO WAY HOME

In my personal opinion, I feel like this was one of the best-developed marvel movies I have seen in a while, (this doesn't include origin movies because shang chi was amazing too) my knowledge of movies is limited, I'm not a movie buff. However, to me, the writing, acting, and directing of this movie was 10/10. I think Spiderman is probably one of the best marvel trilogies in the sense of consistency (cap was so close, but I wasn't satisfied with civil war) Homecoming and Far From Home (though they are not perfect) are good movies and did a decent job at developing peter as a character and a hero. Both show him learning how to be a good hero through mistakes that he has made and through loss (lots and lots of loss...) No Way Home is a nice conclusion to that storyline. It takes all the development and growth peter had over the course of the other two movies and puts it to use, he proves that he has always been a good hero. That he has always wanted to save everyone he can, even the bad guys. Yes, even in this movie he had a lot of growing to do, but to be honest, no one stops growing and learning.

One thing I really enjoyed about this movie is the realness of it. I loved seeing Ned, MJ, and Peter planning their college lives, talking about living together, and opening their M.I.T letters together. I loved seeing Peter fight for his friends to be able to go to college after they didn't get in because he's spiderman, not them, and he didn't want them to be punished for something he did (even tho he didn't do anything wrong) and then while trying to convince that lady, he ended up saving her from Doc Oct and she promised to get him and his friends in. Also, the scene where they're all on the roof holds my heart.

Even tho May's death HURT ME and ripped out my heart, I'm also glad it happened. ONLY because she got hit with the glider. Had they kept her alive after being hit with a giant metal glider with SPIKES it wouldn't have felt right because unlike peter who has super strength, and the other avengers, she's human, she doesn't have the abilities they do, it makes sense that she would die from being hit like that. Don't get me wrong tho, I am crushed she died, I loved her and peter and as an aunt... well I don't want to think about that... you can assume the rest.

Now, onto the multiverse. I was so unsure of it. I really didn't have great expectations at first because I thought they would mess up the MCU by bringing in past spidermen and their villains. However, they did a fantastic job with it. It didn't feel forced like I thought it would. They gave us a real reason as to why it got messed up, rather than throwing it at us and making some dumb excuse (cough endgameandtimetravel cough) at least I didn't find it dumb.

Ned wearing Dr. Strange's ring, yeah he better become a wizard. BUT DO NOT MAKE HIM A BAD GUY MARVEL I WILL SLAP YOU WITH A FISH

Norman / Green Goblin. Best villain in a minute. Wow, he started out so good, with so much potential. Then he became the Green Goblin and betrayed Peter and killed Aunt May. Oh, my days, I had a feeling that might happen, but it still was such a great twist and had me so devastated. I loved and hated him so much. His character was written so well (as were the rest of the characters) and props to William for stepping into the role with so much ease. He hasn't played that character in years yet made it look so easy (again, the same goes for the other actors from the older movies)

TASM!Peter catching MJ, was the redemption he needed. It broke and healed me all at once. I will never get over that scene.

OG!Peter being Uncle Ben / Aunt May to the other Peter's. I won't shut up about it. He helped them both in ways they may not have even realized. Read this post for more detail about my opinion on it.

The way they developed Peter's SpideySense, YES GIVE ME MORE. I got goosebumps watching the scene where Norman turned into GG. This post has more detail about what I think about SpideySense :)

Yes, the ending where Happy and Peter were at May's grave, I'm broke, crushed, devastated when he asked how Peter knew May. I wanted him to tell Happy the truth SO. FLIPPING. BADLY.

I'm still holding onto the hope that somehow MJ, Ned, Happy, and Strange will remember Peter. With their original memories. Speaking of everyone forgetting, does that mean they also forgot the other Peters and did the other Peters forget MCU!Peter? They're Peter Parker too, so maybe not? Then they might forget themselves? I don't know

I never loved Strange, but I actually like him in this movie and enjoyed his relationship with Peter. I can see him being his new mentor, once he remembers him...

What was Wong's reaction to everything that happened? Does he know, or did Strange go home, get a cup of tea and act like he sat at home all day?

The scene where Peter was walking down the street and it was snowing and people were walking around him... snow has never felt so lonely before...

Does MJ know where she got her necklace? She wears it so she at the very least knows that it holds some importance to her.

Why did they only snow Venom in the end credit scene... I get to leave the symbiote behind. But I wanted to see more of him. But that could mean that they'll introduce Eddie Brock into the MCU, ofc a different version of him.

I hope we get to see more of Tobey and Andrew in the MCU, I love their trio in NWH. Plus, after losing so much, I think it would be good for all of them.

That's all for now. If you read through all of this, let me know your thoughts in the comments or reblogs!

[duskholland]

Hi I literally haven’t been on tumblr in months but I was thinking like. I wonder how h feels about nwh. Idk I guess I just associate you w SpiderMan and it made me come online lol. So how’d you like it?

wahhh this is so sweet :( welcome back tho hi hi hiiii i hope you’re doing well ! spoilers under the cut 🚨🚨🚨

i really liked nwh! more than i thought that i would honestly. i really think i’ll need to watch it another 5 times minimum to fully process it, but i enjoyed it. and when i stop hurting over it, i will be more than happy to go to the cinema and see it again lmao

i was concerned going into it that the presence of andrew and tobey would detract from the fact that it‘s tom’s trilogy, and whilst obviously there has been huge hype about them returning w their villains, the film still felt like it was tom’s. the focus was still mcu!peter, who, tho i do not always love, very much deserved the focus + conclusion to his story. he went on such a journey and it was funny and aching and heartbreaking but so… peter. it felt right.

i cannot talk about may at this time.

i know them pulling tobey n andrew into it has been criticised for monetising nostalgia (an interesting criticism in itself given disney will monetise any and everything) but. i liked it. it was heartwarming, and the wholesome funny banter they had going on was so fucking needed. without them, the film would have just been SOOOO fucking sad. too sad. the dynamic between the peters filled a gap in my heart that i didn’t even know existed, time and time again. i thought that the symmetries and parallels between the three separate franchises were just… beautifully done. the scene with tobey stopping peter from killing green goblin (!!! on top of cap’s shield !! HELLO they were crazy for that) made me cry. andrew saving mj made me WEEP. mate. like. what the fuck. i predicated it would happen after seeing the trailer (,,, the film, great. the trailer?? gave away way too much imo) but when it DID?? shit. that fucks me up. i’m getting weepy rn typing about it. what the fuck. andrew!peter finally got to do what he could never do. also. tasm!peter hasn’t found his mj in canon…#biderman confirmed ?

and honestly, i loved the ending too. i wouldn’t be mad if they left his story there. ending with him going into that wee dusty apartment just felt so spiderman… it felt so peter parker. obviously i was sad and it’s upsetting that he’s alone now, but i think it would be very interesting to see how he fares without the backing of stark industries/other corporations. spidey’s always been about being the friendly neighbourhood spiderman, and with where they left it, he’d finally be able to do that. if they choose to continue it. idk if they will. a college trilogy would be amazing n i’ve been brainrotting all weekend about him going off to college and meeting like… black cat… harry… etc etc etc. that’d be amazing. but even if this was the last film, i’d be okay with it. his story feels complete. i feel content w it !! sad, but in a good way

tl;dr: i liked it. apart from when my emotional support milf was ripped away from me. such baseless cruelty. 🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊