#love you but kya yaar

[mayakimayahai]

Dear fellow rcbian,

I hope God gives us the strength to pass this phase

With love,

A fellow rcbian 💞

BHENKICHOOT

Main ni yaar

Dekha di aukat rcb ne

Merko ni

Main ni

Main- ro ki aae zara

[girlthativealwaysbeen]

so sad for absolutely no reason

[phuljari]

social media au! part 2

summary : khushi is a model and influencer; arnav just seems to stumble upon her profile one day— not so much by accident. (or what if khushi fell in love at first sight?)

warnings : just some hindi/hinglish, cussing in both languages. deliberate typos. online stalker!shyam. flirting with the boss

a/n : i am...trying something new (by using the word prompts) #IPK 13th Anniversary Fiesta @arshifiesta

hellohibyebye

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hellohibyebye haaye! ekdum vaijanthimaala laagat hai hum😍🥰

⚫kaala tika najar na lage e ke khatir⚫

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aakash_r Maa group pe daalne ko bola tha, Instagram pe nahi 🤦

gulabo_devyani Manorama! Ye Hear. hum aapko diye naahi the... Toh kaisan aap pehen liye?

anjaliiiii.r Mamiji 👌😍

mahendrarudrapratapsinghraizada Thoda vakht nikal ke humare saath bhi ek-do photu khichwaye leti!

⤷hellohibyebye aap photo me bilkul handsome.... nahi laagat hai 😒

hari_prakash B//J...K>';edxnnnnddd

iMessage "Raizada Group"

Aakash Maa aapne instagram pe post kar diya 🤦

Manorama toh ka hui gawa? hainn

Mahendra Bohot sundar laagat hai tumhari amma 😊

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Devyani Humra. Haar. Dena mat bhulna. Onmanorama.

Anjali Arre Aakash, karne do yaar, umar hai inki 😌

HP Ji Naniji, hum abhi wapas rakhwa dete hain

HP hhhhhhhh?/?????

Aakash HP yaar tune firse phone bandh kiye bina pocket me rakh diya... buttdial nahi, yaha toh butt-typo hote hain😶

Anjali 😂😂🤣🤣🤣

Arnav seen

Anjali Chotte yahan bolna mana nahi hai!

Arnav: Di, I'm in a meeting right now. Ttyl

Anjali: Arre, chotte 🤦‍♀️

Manorama added NK to Raizada Group

NK: Hello bhaiyyon aur bhabhiyon

Anjali: Bhabhiyon nahi NK bhai, beheno!

NK: Haan wahi Di! You understand me so well!!

Aakash: 😂😂

Arnav left Raizada Group

NK: Oh no Nannav! Tum kyu chale gaye

Aakash: You know that he can't see the messages now right?

NK: Oh, Whoops! Wait

NK added Arnav to Raizada Group

NK: Nannav mere bhai!! How are you??

Arnav: Isn't it like 3 AM in Sydney?

NK: Nannav, naughty naughty, tumne time check kiya mere liye! So cutee! I'm at your home doofus 😂

Arnav: gtg

Arnav left Raizada Group

iMessage

Anjali: Ye har baat pe chotte group kyu leave kar dete ho?

Arnav: Di! WTF ye NK kya kar raha hai Shantivan me?

Anjali:😶‍🌫️

iMessage

Aman: Sir, we have officially signed Ms. Khushi Kumari Gupta!

Arnav: Good

Arnav: Kumari?

Aman: That's her middle name boss

Arnav: Oh, okay

iMessage

Aakash: Bhai, you signed THE KHUSHI GUPTA??

Arnav: Yes

Arnav: And she's not that popular c'mon

Aakash: Bhai do you even use instagram? 😭

Arnav: Of Course!

Arnav: Btw I have more followers than her 😒 So much for "influencer"

Aakash: That's her personal profile Bhai! You have to see @/thekhushigupta

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thekhushigupta

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thekhushigupta @/versace thank you for sponsoring my cannes debut

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saritaraman You dancing on hawa hawaii at cannes was the only thing left for me to see😭

⤷thekhushigupta all thanks to you babe <3

payaliyaa My babie sisterrrr 😍

⤷thekhushigupta jijiiiiii 😊

guptagarima Ae Khushi isko chalu kaise karte hai

versace It was our honour! 😍

aakash_r Amazing performance👌

shyamjha khushiji aapka koi boyfriend hai kya? 😭

divalavanya Bestie 💖

⤷thekhushigupta right back at ya! 💖

user1 i love the dressss

user2 just one chance khushi pls pls

user3 it was so cheap idk why ppl idolize u

⤷user1 get tf outta here

shyamjha hosh rubaa😍

nandiii khushi jiiiiii 💘

⤷thekhushigupta nanhe jiiiiii

nandiii

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nandiii So excited to meet you guys!😭

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anjaliiiii.r Pooja ki thaal tayyar hai NK Bhai

⤷gulabo_devyani Aapan. Ka. hi intezaar hai Bitwa.

mahendrarudrapratapsinghraizada Return flight book karke nikle ho ki naahi?

⤷nandiii Now why would I do that Mausa Ji? 😊

thekhushigupta nanhe ji! iss baar aap mile bina nahi jaa sakte 😌

⤷nandiii Aapse hi toh milne aa rahe hai Khushi ji! It was fun to hangout with you while shooting in Portugal last year! 😊

hellohibyebye humre khaatir oo gucci peck kiye ki naahi?

⤷nandiii Maasi ji aapke liye toh chanel, gucci, versace sab haazir!

hari_prakash Ccooffee lenge?

Notifications (arnavsinghraizada)

thekhushigupta followed you

titaliya_k followed you

payaliyaa followed you

Notifications (thekhushigupta)

arnavsinghraizada followed you back

shyamjha unread 1475 messages

shyamjha commented on your post: hosh rubaa 😍

shyamjha commented on your post: khushiji aapka koi boyfriend hai kya? 😭

usershyam hume aap bohot pasand hai khushiji

iMessage

Khushi: he followed me back omgomgomg

Lavanya: ???

Khushi: ajgar

Khushi: arnav*

Lavanya: 😂😂

Lavanya: You didn't stop talking about him last night oh god

Khushi: i know ur friends were so pissed😭

Lavanya: Nooo, why would you thibk that

Lavanya: And look at you crushing so hard on ASR!

Khushi: you've met?

Lavanya: Briefly

Khushi: 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Khushi: I'm gonna slide into his dms wish me luck

Lavanya: Khushi wtf

Lavanya: Khushi come back you son of a bitch

Lavanya: Istg Khushi pls don't make a fool of yourself in front of your new boss😭

Lavanya: Khushiii??????

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(1) message from thekhushigupta

thekhushigupta: hey

arnavsinghraizada: Hi?

thekhushigupta: we met the other day

arnavsinghraizada: Yeah, you bumped into me, how can I forget?

thekhushigupta: omg i'm really sorry for that😩

thekhushigupta: can i take you out for an apologetic dinner?

thekhushigupta: tonight?

arnavsinghraizada: Are you...

thekhushigupta: asking you out? yes

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TBC

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[aashiqeddiediaz]

toh chhod kyun nahi dete? chhodna hal nahi hai. toh kya hai hal? saath reh kar apna yaar karna, doosre ko apni mohabbat mein giraftaar kar lena, taake woh khud ko aapke hawale kar de.

then why don’t you leave? leaving isn’t the solution. then what is the solution? to stay together and accept each other, to bind the other in your love, so they surrender themselves to you.

(for @bedhadakdiaz)

[Image ID: four square, black and white gifs of Eddie Diaz and Evan Buckley from 9-1-1 episode 4.14. The gifs are slightly grainy, with an old damaged-film overlay on top. The dialogue is from Tere Bin. Each gif has two lines of text - the first is the original Roman Urdu dialogue, and the second is the English translation:

GIF 1: Eddie's brow furrowing as Buck tells him that it would've been better if he was the one who got shot. He turns his head to face him, looking at him through heavy eyelids. The Urdu reads, "ek baat poochoon?" and the translation reads, "can I ask you something?"

GIF 2: Buck gritting his teeth around a scream as he grasps Eddie's arm, pulling him towards him, under the firetruck. The shot changes to an overhead one of Eddie being dragged under the truck. The Urdu reads, "mujhe bachaaya kyun tha?" and the translation reads, "why did you save me?".

GIF 3: Buck heaving Eddie up onto his shoulder, wrapping his arms around his thighs to hoist him up. The Urdu reads, "tumhein na bachaata" and the translation reads, "if I hadn't saved you."

GIF 4: Three gifs transitioning; Buck pleading for Eddie to hang on, Buck watching Taylor blankly outside the hospital, and Buck breaking down into tears in Christopher's room, wiping his eyes before tilting his head against the kid's. The Urdu reads, "toh khud bhi zinda na reh paata" and the translation reads, "i wouldn't have been able to live, either."

/end ID]

[ishuess]

We meet again♾️

13th Feb, 6:00 AM at the Pandya Abode

*doorbell rings*

Natasha: Hardik can you check the door!

Hardik: itni subah subah kon hai?!

*consistent bell ringing*

Hardik: ARRE AA RAHA HOON. Itni jaldi hai toh darwaza tod hi dee!

Natasha: HARDIK KON HAI?

Hardik opens the door to see a man with a big bouquet of flowers.

Hardik: nahi chahiye *tries to slam door*

Man behind bouquet: Arre bhaiya main hoon

Natasha comes to the living room

Natasha: Kon hai yaar..

Man behind bouquet: Main hoon..Shubman

Hardik: Abbey tu kab aaya..Kahan se aaya?

Shubman: Andar nahi bulaoge bhaiya

Natasha: Come in, come in...I will bring water.

Shubman comes in. All this while Hardik keeps staring at him.

Hardik: Kab se?

Shubman: Kya kab se?

Hardik: Phool bechne ka dhandha kabse shuru kiya?

Shubman: Woh..Ishan ke liye. Ishan kahan hai?

Hardik: So raha hai *with a straight face*

Natasha: Sit, sit Shubman. Drink water...Hardik you're mannerless *whacks him lightly*

Shubman settles himself on couch.

Natasha: Itne subah subah shubman?

Shubman: Haan woh Rajkot to Baroda thoda door hai toh vaapis jaane mein late naa ho isliye.

Hardik: *continues staring at him*

Natasha: *elbows Hardik* stop staring

Hardik: Training nahi hai?

Shubman: optional thi

Hardik: Hmm

Krunal: Arre Shubman! Subah subah idhar

Shubman: Han bhaiya woh bas

Hardik: *interrupts* Ishu se milne aaya hai

Pankhuri: That's sweet. Chai ya coffee?

Shubman: Nahi nahi thik hai bhabhi

Shubman is looking around the house as if trying to find something.

Hardik: Kaisa hai?

Shubman: main..main theek hoon.

Hardik: tu nahi mera ghar..aise dekh raha hai jaise pehli baar dekh rha hai

Shubman: Aap gussa ho mujhse kya?

Hardik: Are u understanding ki team kitni fragile hai abhi aur tu training bunk krke yahan aaya hai. Out of ur mind or what?

Shubman: Ek mahina ho gaya bhaiyaa...ek pal aur wait nahi kar sakta tha.

Hardik: *Hugs Shubman* Yeh tum Romeo log naa

Natasha: Should I wake Ishan?

Shubman: Can I do it?

Natasha: Yea suree..

Krunal: Aa chal tereko tere pyaar se milaun

Hardik: Main nikalta hoon gym ke liye

Krunal takes him to Ishan's temporary abode in their house.

Krunal: Jaa andar jaa..So raha hoga.

Shubman enters the room. His eyes fill with tears as he finally sees his lover sleeping in peace. His face devoid of any pain and stress. Shubman chooses to settle beside Ishan in bed and relish the moment. He traces his finger along Ishan's face and moves his hands through Ishan's hair. Shubman plants a tender kiss on Ishan's forehead.

Shubman(eyes filled with tears): I missed you love..

Shubman plants another kiss just beside Ishan's lips fondly to which Ishan responds with a soft smile unaware of Shubman's presence thinking it's all a dream.

Ishan( in a sleepy voice): Mhmm...I love you Shubii.

Ishan wraps his arm around Shubman in sleep which finally makes Shubman shed a few tears. Shubman tightens his grip around Ishan. As Ishan nudges his face into Shubman's chest to cuddle. Shubman's cologne hits his nose. Ishan freezes yet doesn't open his eyes for he didn't want this beautiful dream to slip away.

Shubman(in a gentle tone): Ishh..

Ishan: Hmm

Shubman: Ishh..uth jaa

Ishan: *shakes his head*

Shubman: Uth..dekh main tujhse milne aaya hoon. Sapna nahi hai

Ishan: *shakes his head*

Shubman kisses Ishan on forehead

Shubman: Dekha main real hoon...aankh toh khol baby.

Ishan: *opens one eye*

Shubman: Ab main aa gaya hoon tere paas

Ishan realises it's not a dream and jumps up from Shubman's arm.

Shubman: Kya huaa?

Ishan: Yeh sapna nahi hai

Shubman: main sach mein..

Ishan: *interrupts Shubman with a kiss*

Shubman: *cups Ishan's face and deepens the kiss*

As Shubman kisses Ishan, he feels tears streaming down Ishan's eyes while few tears escape his eyes too. Ishan felt more complete than he ever felt as they join forehead to share breath. A gentle smile adorned both their faces.

Ishan: I missed you.

Shubman: Main toh yahan hoon na *points at Ishan's heart* miss kaise karsakta hai tu?

Ishan: Paagal *laughs softly*

Shubman: Tere pyaar mein *hugs Ishan* I didn't miss you though

Ishan: Kya?

Shubman: *moves away and cups Ishan's face*.. I missed us.. *kisses Ishan's tears*

Ishan: aaj training nahi hai?

Shubman: poora mahaul kharab kar diya

Ishan: I am serious Shubman.

Shubman: koi training tere se important nahi hai... Ek mahina ho gaya mile huwe.

Ishan: Har second ek saal jaisa tha *pecks Shubman*

Ishan and Shubman settle in bed with their arms wrapped around each other sharing every little news of their life. Absorbing every bit of each other and wrapped in their love, they didn't realise they had an audience at door

Agasthya: Chachu!!Mumma calling

Ishan: Aggu tu kab aaya..

Shubman: Aggu kitna bada ho gaya..idhar aa junior

Ishan: *picks up Agasthya and settles him in his lap*

Shubman: *ruffles Agasthya's hair* Cutie kaisa hai tu?

Agasthya: strong hoon

Shubman and Ishan: *laugh*

Shubman: Meri yaad nahi aati?

Agasthya: Aati hai na par chachu se zyada nahi..Woh toh..

Ishan: *interrupts Agasthya* baatein toh hoti rahegi..breakfast is ready.

Shubman: *takes Agasthya on his lap* Tu bol...Aggu kya bol raha tha?

Agasthya: Chachu toh almost roz aapko miss karte karte rote hain..Aap unhe chorr ke mat jaana ab

Shubman: *hugs Agasthya and looks at Ishan who has his eyes lowered* Kabhi nahi jaaunga..apne saath le jaaunga.

Agasthya: Nahi...Phir main khelunga kiske saath?

Shubman: U have ur friends Aggu.. Main kiske saath khelunga *winks at Ishan*

Ishan: SHUBMANN!! *slaps him lightly*

Shubman: Cricket kiske saath khelunga.

Natasha: Oyee lovebirds.. breakfast is ready.. come on Aggu.

As they are their breakfast together, Shubman's eyes couldn't leave Ishan's face. The table echoed with their shared laughter and banter as the bouquet lies untouched in the living room.

(The fandom is filled with angst due to the current situation and as ur hero my job is to bring smile to your face. Hope you loved this chapter of their life and make sure to drop ur lovely comments.)

May God bless our precious couple Ishman and Ishan makes a banging comeback soon 🧿🧿🧿🔱🔱🔱🙏🙏🙏✨✨✨

[hopelessromanticme]

I'm totally fed up.... A Desi guy's guide to personality annihilation...

Yaar now im actually fkin confused bhayy... Like on one hand ik for sure that hell nah nobody can destroy Me, only Me can destroy Me but on the other hand bhayy when i go out and i see the world that shit is actually depressing and downright fked up... Like this Tumblr ki duniya is like a giant rabbit hole of all the good things and happiness aur humour aur love... Aur if you'll outside of it bahar ki duniya is full of misogyny, misandry, toxicity, patriarchy, matriarchy... And all those bullshitery likeee SHUTT UP PEOPLE FFS.

I WANNA SCREAM ON TOP OF MY LUNGS SOMEWHERE QUITE.... I'm done with this societal norms aur uski bakchodi bhai... People think that I'm going mad... Well ofcourse koi bhi sane person would be mad... Have you seen the hatred people hold against other religions and castes... Kyunn hai itni hatred saalo tumhare aander... Mat rakho naa itni buraai dusro ke liye... Shaanti se raho na bey pyaar se... I'm sorry for my language but yeh bkl ab meri sarr ke paar jaa rhe hai... Nobody gives a fuck about what's going on Manipur or the farmer's protest but Maxtern aur Elvish ki news aa rhi hai... Like have we gone completely mad... Pagal ho gaye hai kya sab... Dosto se baat karta hoon toh wahin Hindu-Muslim aur Women ko objectify karna.... Abe sab ke sab saale chutiye pagal ho gaye hai... Mere ko maa kasam bhagwaan ji kal ko utha le gaye naa toh main Khushi Khushi chale jaunga... Itni si bhi positivity nahi bachi hai yaar iss duniya mein... Aur yahan Tumblr pe alag he Utopian Society bana ke baithe hai sab... Abey pagal ho kya tum log... Where the fckk is BALANCE BHAYYY... Either I'm here toh I'm super happy and lovey-dovey aur either I'm bahar toh I'm super sad and depressed as fck...

Mujhe moksh chahiye yaar... Kyun na karun main suicide bata... Haan royenge sab 2 din 4 din 10 din... Fir... Fir kyaa... Fir toh society wahi rahegi naa...

I'm out here assassinating my persona because i wasn't able to find a perfect person to love... Like that how depressing this shit is...

And fckkk practicing Stoitism aur following Sigma Male and Andrew Tate... Fckk them all... Bish I grew up reading Srimad Bhagwat Geeta and Purans... We all are humans we all have flaws... Nahi bann sakte ho tum perfectooo... Nahi hote hai sab ladke 6'0 feet nahi hoti hai sab ladkiyo ki zero figure... Kyaa chal raha hai duniya mein kaunse idols hai bhai sabke...

Have they ever read any sane text either their holy books or anything related to wisdom... This new world I HATE IT... I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT... I HATE WOH PINTEREST KE CUTE COUPLES... YES I'M SALTY AUR HAAN PAGAL HO GAYE HAI HUM...

Yaar... All I'm saying is "Love Me". I need some kind of compassion and female touch... Yes im going insane and soo is this fucked up world... I'm sorry for everything... Sorry for wasting your time reading this note... But at the same time No I am not really sorry...

Either I'll die in this journey... Or will become a lifeless corpse... Shit im not a philosopher but istg if, i not become one in the future...

can't say she was wrong here...

Meri toh kitni kam expectations thi life se... Aur self love kitna he kar lunga... Main toh thak jaata hoon sometimes yk fake scenarios create karte karte... The manifestation of love is the sole reason of my depression...

But idk what should i do... i never loved myself... i always try to love people... maybe because of the lack of love i never got, i don't want to happen the same to them.... I once read on Tumblr on one girl's blog where she wrote "When you are not served love in silver spoons you learn to lick it off knives". Kinda says alot about today's society and people... Doesn't it ...

[ramayantika]

Maa told me something about puja. I don't do puja regularly it's very rare like three times in five months or something. And everytime maa tells me that why don't you do puja I say "yaar mera krishna ka acha bannta hai he knows everything aur mein toh dinbhar mann mein chappar chaplar karti hu uske sath"

Then a few days ago maa said on phone, "beta tumhara boyfriend ho aur tum bahut pyaar karti hu but you don't do anything for him. Na koyi hig na kabhi uska mann pasand khana bannana na kahin usse leke jana bas mann mein kehdo ki haan I love you a lot ya phir tera boyfriend agar tere sath same kare kabhi tere paas baithe nahi na kuch kare affection dikhaye nahi bas kahe I love you so much in my mind jaan toh kya relationship chalega? Nahi na. Break up hoga ki nahi.

Me: haan ji obviously break up hoga

Mummy: toh bhagwan ke sath aisa kyu? Jis krishna ke piche itna hoti ho itna krti ho usike paas ek chota sa phool arpan nahi karti 2 min tak unke paas baithti nahi bilkul. Bhagwan ko family maanti ho toh family ke sath aisa treat karte hain? Beta, it's not about following tradition and rituals, even I don't do all of it. This is about treating god the same way you do to your family, your boyfriend whatever. Bhagwan itna karta hai selfless hai jo bhi wouldn't he too want some love and affection. Why else is krishna prem ka bhooka?

Me: .......

[mera-mann-kehne-laga]

Ok dare anon, here you go:

So as instructed by anon ji, i have to describe mere some mutuals in some few sentences.

@hell-lit011019 (Lilu di) -meri pyaaaari beautiful inside-out most favourite didu who's THE BEST and the most caring, loving and cute person I know. Writes bht badhiya poems. Very self-depricating and suicidal most of the time but won't let you do anything bad to yourself and would always always chear you up. Loves spamming me and dropping cute pics in inbox when I'm feeling low. Didu u have no idea how grateful I am to you. And I always will be. *teary eyed* Lobe you

@vellibandi (Sharmaa jiiii) -the srk to my mahima ji, and the flynn to my Rapunzel <3 bheri smart and cute and cool and caring didi who writes bheeeeri well and is the only valid person on this earth lol.

@terimummykejai (yashika di Paagal aurat) -my bandi (yeah we're dating) and my ex-srk. Bht dhokebaaz ldki. Simp. Obsessed with novels and kdrama and kpop and has THE BEST Instagram stories. DROP DEAD GORGEOUS. Inki kaatilana Aankhein toh haaaaayee.

@mainapnifavouritehoon (Humari Geet madam): the sweetest didi who's veeery good at hyping you up about the tiniest stuff haha. My ultimate source of validation. Has EXCELLENT taste in music and is so very similar to mine! Desperately looking for her Aditya, writes beautiful kavitaayein and is VEEEERRYY GORGEOUS BEAUTIFUL SUNDAR ADBHUT.

@ekcupchaide (momo ji)- humari personal lawyer ji and the chai supplier of desiblr. Is herself baawli but calls me baawli aurat. Satkeli. Adorable and phunny.

@merapehlapyaarwaapasaagaya - kind of mom figure hehe. Gives the best advice. Pretty, sweeeeeeet, caring and loving. Idk what I'd have done if she hadn't been there lol. Di me loves you <<<33333

@midnight-rainnnn (meri chotu si cute si satkeli Disha) -bhai aapki to kya hi taareef krein. Mere pass Shabd hi nhi Hain tere bare me kuch bolne ke liye T-T (kuch bolne laayak ho tab na) Bht pyaari behna who's obsessed with killing and choosing violence over peace. Verrryy creative and paints and draws bht pyaaaara. Has excellent taste in music (loves hozier and tay tay bhai ofc). One of the very first ppls I got to know here.

@thewinchestergirl1208 (Apni Madhu Di) -the first desi person I saw here and my very first human follower lol. Caring and loving and pyaari <3

@remen-nyoodles (raman Bhai) -suuuuuper cool bhaiyya ji, nerd, clicks beautiful moon pics, loves space stuff and cursed stuff. Is very done with Shanti Di's dad jokes lol

@the-eternal-seeker (Avi bhaai)- caring cool cute sweet and funny bhai who never leaves a chance to pull your leg and rn is desperately waiting for me to send him a song cover haha. Thank you for being there. Love you <<3

@just-another-godless-god (ahana baccha) -our cute little baby who's bherii smoll. Super sweet and loving.

@mindless-musing (humari Sonu di) -bohooot caring and sweet didi who'll always cheer you up and check up in you if you're doing well or not and will make sure if you're alright. I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT WHEN SHE SPAMS ME!

@indulging-in-love-or-rage (Meri jaan Krish aka my nincompoop) -loves me, poetry, dark academia, sunsets, Greek mythology, timmy and the Moon and a lot many things. Is one of the sweetest and most adorable people I know. Very cute hehe. I love his voice. Beautiful, Loving, caring, passionate, VERY TALENTED. Will do anything to make sure he's loved ones are alright.

Bus Yaar anon ji Mai thak gya aur nhi Hoga mere se T-T

[iqmmir]

I saw your post about songs that fuck with your brain chemistry -- any recommendations...? 👀

Yes ill always recommend hindi and bangla songs 💥💥💥

Hindi —

literally anything by r.d. burman honestly, but i remember the main ones i absolutely loved when i was smaller (i had awesome taste in music. Trust) — kya hua tera vada, gulabi akhen (please please listen to this one please pleas eplease), tere bina zindagi se (this is meh but like. i was obsessed with it so.), chura liya hai tumne jo dil ko (also please please please listen to this i love this so much forveee), meri bheegi bheegi si, dilbar mere

I'm not sure if these are by rd burman as well but FUCK these are so good 💥💥💥 — salame-ishq meri jaan, o saathi re (i prefer asha's ver, but kishore kumar is awesome too), khaike paan banaras wala, pal pal dil ke pas (my brother liked this more than me), yeh dosti, dum maro dum, phulo ka taro, pairody song (specifically look up mr india pairody song literal banger im telling you), hawa hawaii

Another paragraph break so it's easy for me — yeh mera dil yaar ka diwana, beqarar karke hamen yun na jaiye, mehbooba mehbooba (there's a new one but the SUCKS . Trust . Meh booba sholay, also by rd burman), bach ke rehna re baba, jhoomka gira re (theres a new version called kya jhumka and that sucks okay), kiki ki muskurahaton pe, jaane woh jaise log the, aa chal ke tujhe mei leke chalu

comparatively more recent — ik bagal, ranaji, azadi (im pretty sure there are many songs with this name, so specifically azadi gully boy 👍👍), namak, beedi, panga, mehboob mere, ghoomar, pinga, train song (also from gully boy), kab se kab tak, jahaan to chala, chikni chameli (this changed lives . Trust), nagada sang dhol baje, zoobi doobi

Also ANYTHING gulzar wrote, FUCKING banger

Bangla —

ANYTHING MANNA DEY SANG . ALSO SUMAN . Um i always thought it was suman chaterjee but apparently it's suman chattopadhyay . but also i have favourites so :))) — se amar choto bon, coffee houser sei addata aaj aar nei, hoyto tomari janya (most of these are my brother's recs because i listen to bangla songs less than he does), ghurche chaka, amader jonyo, pagol, haal chherona bondhu, petkati chandiyal, bose aanko

^ sent by my brother

ALSO EVERYTHING BY TAGORE . RABINDRANATH TAGORE . SO AWESOME — jodi tor daak shune keo na ashe (also called ekla cholo re), ami banglay gaan gai, hridmajhare rakhbo, fagunero mohonay, neel digante oi phuler agun, gram chara oi ranga matir poth, ore bhai phagun legeche bone bone, amra shobai raja, projapoti projapoti (this is a children's song but it's good and you will listen to it.), phagun hawaye hawaye,

not rabindrasangeet (what we call tagore's songs) — gouri elo dekhe jalo, majhi tor radio nai, not bengali (it's assamese) but SUCH a banger — kapili kapili

I have more songs but i forgor

[vellhighbandi]

what is your favourite poem (yours or someone else's)?

also guess whoo!!!

Like how am I supposed to choose one from these awesomely amazing poems I have read over time... Maybe if I hadn't come on Tumblr and my world was confined to books and irl friends I might have a had a favourite. But like. Nikamma Bhai ke baare me to hum bol hi nhi rhe vo alag league me hai apni. And Lilac, Nyx aur Simran sabdo ka kya trishul chala ke ghayal kar jaati mere paas sabd hi nhi bachte. Aur humare kavishab bhaiiiii have you read something from her. Agar inna kaafi nhi tha, to randomly koi aur mutual kuch Aisa likh jayega ki phir chaar din Tak dimaag me kuch sujhe hi na. Favorite kaise chunu yaar main. Okay so there's this child. Like adorable baby (almost 17) that wrote a poem about me. Like she wrote it on my shirt (last da jo shirt pe likhate hai) and it's bloody emotional. Like I know it is not a literary masterpiece, but emotionally that broke me. She barely.knows anything about me outside of school but that girl wrote such a beautiful journey of my school life. Imma have to give it her that poem has to be one of my favourites.

And then one of mine, me konsa mera favourite. Bhai mere saare poems meri zindagi ke kisi na kisi part se inspired hote hai. Like till now all of them have a part of me in them. Slight exaggeration, thora change in story telling but the fact of matter is everything in these poems is me. Like I wrote उमीदें when even with 98% no one in my house was happy. I wrote Lost Soul about the time in 2019 where I honestly was so lost that nothing felt right. किलकारियां was about leaving friends behind andthe friends I had made a long the way. There are like pieces I wrote about when I was suicidal and didn't see a way out, but had to persevere cause I couldn't justify my selfishness in quitting. Ghastly Men was written about an experience almost every female goes through unfortunately. Pain My Partner is a pretty self explanatory title. The Single Leaf was the story of how everyone actually goes through a similar life told in metaphor. Destiny is about my childhood dream of being an adventuring protagonist. Beautiful Right was just me simping over the idea of love. My heart shattered glass was about realising I might never be loved again. And then there was two pieces I wrote about a friend being in a toxic relationship forgetting and worth and finding it all over again. (I'm proud of that one, she cries reading that) Perfect Child is just he Burnt out kid in me venting wishing for something I'd never have. Scars are beautiful is again about scars physical or metaphorical changing how everyone perceives you as. अपना पाओगे the pessimistic in me revealing itself. Kubool ho was a collection of couplets I wrote on demand. Choices is about friendship and the worth of relationships in a world where the concept of it is foreign again a metaphors representation of a part of my life. My Beloved Moon is just be thanking all my people for inspiring me everyday in ways they didn't even know... And Crimson Mistake and The Lunar Loon was all thanks to these two kiddoes I have sort of adopted on here. So all my poems have something about them and I can't exactly choose from them all. Although I gink the first ones I wrote will always be special in some way.

(PS I'm a dunderhead at guessing. Please tell me who are you enough though I wrote a whole damn novel in lieu of a simple question)

[deesi-academia]

ive been talking to just one person in my grade and yaar wo bohot pyaara hai but mujhe ye nahi pata if i like like him or im making it up because hes the only one i talk to. i do love him as a friend but bhai love wala love kaise pehenchane? wo bohot hi sweet hai. mujhse ekdum itna pyaara. kya kare

anon I really can relate to this and I'm getting flashbacks lol- but what I suggest is that you make friends with his other friends first.

1. If his group welcomes you, I think they see a spark between you guys 👀

2. If he doesn't like you making more guy friends but he's fine with girls being mutual friends, just move on bestie he's NOT IT.

3. .... have you tried flirting without benefits? It's so fun and you get to see his rizz-o-meter lol

And haayeee pyaare ladke milte itni mushkil se hai I hope vo sahi mein accha banda ho 😭🤞

[ishuess]

New beginnings ♾️

Shubman (in bathroom in front of mirror): this is it..this is the moment..Shubman Gill you can do this.

Ishan(from the bed): SHUBI MOVIE NIGHT PAUSED HAI JALDI AA

Shubman: AAYA..this is going to change everything and nothing for better. I know my lines and I am ready for it..but is he ready?

Ishan: JALDI AANA..

Shubman: AAYA EK MINUTE RUK...he better be ready.

Ishan: kitna taiyaar ho raha tha...it's movie night babyy.

Shubman: Haan haan pata hai but I will chose a movie.

Ishan: Ayye no hollywood na I am feeling desi rom coms.

Shubman: Yea yeaa..I know *picks movie*

Ishan: Jab we met?

Shubman: Yea..

Ishan: We have already watched this one and you find it stupid.

Shubman: I do love stupid *looks at Ishan*

Ishan: Tu mereko stupid bol raha hai?

Shubman: main tereko love u bol raha hoon ab dekhte hain.

Ishan: *huffs*

..........They start the movie...........

Ishan: *keeps on repeating lines from film*

Shubman: *watches Ishan with a smile*

Ishan: *sniffles* How can Anshuman do this?

Shubman: Paagal hai na

Geet (in T.V): Main tujhe bohot acchi lagti hoon na?

Ishan: Main tujhe bohot accha lagta hoon na?

Shubman: *pauses the movie*

Ishan: yaar kyun roka paagal!

Shubman: *pulls Ishan on his lap*

Ishan: Shubman? Kya hua?

Shubman: Phirse bol

Ishan: Kya hua?

Shubman: Nahi usse pehle?

Ishan: Yaar..kyun roka..

Shubman: Nahi usse pehle..

Ishan:....main tujhe bohot acchi lagti hoon na??

Shubman: Bohot par woh

Ishan: Teri problem hai?

Shubman: Meri problem nahi hai mere life ka sabse best decision hai..Tune mujhe har khushi ki vajah di..teri smile..tere nakhre..teri baatein..tere aansu..teri hasi

Ishan: Shubi..

Shubman: Smile kar na do minute...Uth ek second aur chal mere saath.

Ishan: Kahaan?

Shubman: Tu bas mainu follow kar.. *takes Ishan to the balcony*

Ishan: Kya kar raha hai..tu mujhe dara raha hai? Sab thik haina?

Shubman: Sab changa hai..Ab ruk.

Ishan: Shubi...kya kar rahaa..

Shubman: Sun toh pehle..

Ishan: Chhetti dass

Shubman: Thand rakh kaake..Ishh jab tujhse pehli baar mila tab yeh ehsaas nahi hua ki tu mere zindagi ka woh hissa ban jaayega jo mujhe khud se bhi zyada pyaara ho jaayega. I love you kab I love us ban gaye. Hum kab roommates se best friends se boyfriends ban gaye. Par ab boyfriends nahi reh sakte..I am sorry

Ishan: Kya...kya bol raha hai Shubman? *starts panicking and hyperventilating* Maine kuch kiya..Sorry na baby. Hum baat nahi kar sakte kya? Sab sort out nahi kar sakte kya..Shubi please i am sorry

Shubman: Ishan sun tu galat samajh raha hai..tu sun nahi raha

Ishan: I am sorry...I am so sorry Shubi..Shubi please..*starts crying*

Shubman: Oh shit!! *cups Ishan's face* Panic matt kar...look at me..Ishan look at my eyes. Breathe ok breathe

Ishan: Shubii...

Shubman: It's ok baby..do you feel my heartbeat...see I'm here..breathe..breathe

Ishan: Hum sab theek nahi kar sakte?

Shubman: Paagal tu sunta hi nahi...sab theek nahi main sab perfect karne waala hoon.

Ishan: Kya bol raha hai

Shubman: Pehle chal uth ke baith pehle paani pi

Ishan: Nahi tu suspense mat bana...please bolna.

Shubman: *picks up Ishan and carries him to bed*

Ishan: Kya kar raha hai..

Shubman: Ab chup bilkul chup..Main tujhse bohot pyaar karta hoon...sabse zyada pyaar karta hoon..isliye..*deep breath* tumerenaalvyaahkarega?

Ishan: Kya?

Shubman:*goes on one knee and takes out a ring* Will you Ishan Kishan marry me?

Ishan: *starts crying after wearing the ring*

Shubman: Oo tu ro matt..tere munh pe smile hi suit karti hai *sits beside Ishan and hugs him*

Ishan: Chup kar paagal.*punches him lightly on chest*

Shubman: Aah..maar matt..

Ishan: *kisses Shubman*

Shubman: *deepens the kiss*

Ishan: *moves away out of breath*

Shubman:*cups Ishan's face* Yahi chahiye for 7 janam tak ab bas tu hi chahiye

Ishan: *laughs with tears in eyes* daraya kyun tu pehle? *slaps him lightly*

Shubman: Tune pura bolne kahan diya? Tujhe sach mein lagta hai meri aukat tujhse breakup karne ki hai? Khudko dekha hai laanat hogi mujhpe agar tujhe jaane diya.

Ishan: Paagal..

Shubman: Tune jawaab nahi diya lekin..

Ishan: Ab teri permanent booking ho gayi hai.

Shubman: *kisses Ishan* I love us

Ishan: I love us more.

(This fic was requested by one and only @bimesskaira . Aaj toh jee bohot angst ho gaya. That's why this fic is to only and only happy beginnings. Ab itni acchi fic likhi hai toh ek hi aasha hai ki aap sabko pasand aayegi.

Aur sab milke bhagwan ji se pray karo ki ISHAN COMES BACK STRONGER THAN EVER aur nazar na lage mere cuties ko.)

🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🔱🔱🔱🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿

[chowpatty-ka-icebear]

Shimaz/شمز (Beloved) by SubbRee

Log kehte hai ki pyaar vyaar kuch nhi hota but Aisa true nahi... Pyaar mein na bohot taakat hoti hai yaar kuch v kaho... Harr lamhe ko jeene mein ek alag si khushiyaan milti hai... Yeh sach baat hai ki pyaar he sab kuch nhi hota, Family Friends Career Hobbies yeh sab v mayne rakhti hai magar koi ek cheez Jo inn sabse v zyaada sukoon deti hai woh kahin na kahin mohabbat hoti hai... Pyaar na woh nhi hota jisme khawahishen hoti hai, woh materialism waala pyaar, pyaar nahi zaroorat hoti hai... Pyaar toh woh hota hai jisme ek insaan dusre insaan se sirf uska saath maangta hai Bina kisi aur cheez ki parwah kiye... Chalo main apne baare btata hoon, haan Maine v pyaar Kiya hai... Zabardast kiya hai... Aur mujhe Khushi hai iss baat ki jissa kiya tha na usse sacchi waali mohabbat thi... Aisa pyaar mein samne waale ko aapki saath ke alawa kisi aur cheez ki zarurat nahi hoti hai... Bas aapka saath he unke liye kaafi hota hai... Log kehte hai ki aashiq pyaar ko yunhi overrated kar diye hai, aisa bilkul nahi h meri jaan... Yaar yeh jo mohabbat/pyaar/aashiqui cheez he aisi hai iska ehsaas harr dusri cheez ko underrated kar deti hai... Main yeh baat ko beshaq Manta hoon ki pyaar duniya nahin hai, magar main yeh v jaanta hoon ki pyaar ki Nazar se duniya ko dekho toh kitni khoobsurat lagti hai... Harr chhoti chhoti cheez ko acchai ki Nazar se dekhoge... Yeh pyaar he hai Jo ek insaan ko bana bhi sakta hai aur tabah nhi kar sakta hai... Jaane kitne log iske ghulaam ho gye aur najane kitne log iske karazdaar ho gye... Sacchi aur Pakki mohabbat kisi insaan se ho jaaye na toh poori kayenaat v uski Khushi ke aaghe chhoti lagti hai Kasam se... Woh log hawa mein baatein nahi karte hai Jo kehte hai "Tumhare liye chaand-taare todd laaunga" Jab kisi insaan ko pyaar hota hai tab toh "Cloud Nine" mein pahuch jaata hai... Kisi v cheez/duniya ki fikr nahi hoti hai sirfff fikr hoti hai uski jisse iski mohabbat hoti hai... Yaar iss sacchi mohabbat ke baare jitni baatein karun utni kam hai... Kisi ne sach he kaha hai "Naseeb waale hote hai woh log jinhe sacchi mohabbat milti hai" Iss aajkal ke Tinder/Bumble waale jamane mein maanta hoon "Sacchi Mohabbat " dhudna mushqil hai, Aree tumko kya dilasa hoon mujhse zyaada iss baat se kaun vaaqif hoga... Mere Aisa maan na hai ki Humlog na sacchi mohabbat pehchaan nahi paate hai kabhi kabhi, Hum usse sacchi mohabbat samjh baith te hai jo shayad mohabbat bhi na ho... Aur janab isme humari galti bhi nahi, aaye din jab movies/videos mein hum Fairytale Love Stories dekhte hai humme v dimaag mein "Fake Scenarios" create karne ki adat ho jaati hai... Aur end toh sab jaante he hai, woh rista kabhi muqammal nahi hota hai aur aap back to "Square One". Mujhe pta hai isi daar se mere kitne doston ne dating karna he chord Diya hai... Woh kehte hai mujhse ki "Dekho SubbRee jab Jeb mein aapke aayegi 'Money' tabhi milegi aapko 'Honey' samjhe" magar mujhe aisa nahi lagta hai... Kyunki Materialistic Pyaar toh aajkal harr baazar mein milta hai iske liye main itni mehnaat kyun karron... Agar paison se he insaan ko khareedte hai toh Mukesh Ambani ki 100 biwi hoti 😂 Magar Aisa nahi hai na yaar, Sacchi Mohabaat ki yehi baat toh mujhe sabse zyada pasand hai ki yeh Ameer/Garib, Uch/Neech, Lamba/Mota, Kaala/Gora, Lulha/Lagda kuch nahi dekhti hai yeh sirf insaan ke Dil se hoti hai... Aur I kid you not yeh sacchi mohabbat ko khojna paise kamane se v zyaada mushkil hai (Believe me I've Tried it several times) toh fir sawaal aata hai ke insaan kare toh kare kya ab... Well, agar meri maano toh intezaar ke alawa hum kuch nahi kar sakte hai, Aadho ki tarah galat logo ke saath rishte banane se accha hai ki sacche ka intezar he kar le... Aur jo log sochte hai ki paiso se he sab kuch hota hai woh apna dimaag doctor ko dikhla de, Kyunki "Paisa Materialistic Khushiyan khareed sakta hai, Zindagi ka Sukoon nahi" aur insaan duniya mein Khali haath aata hai aur khaali haath jaata hai magar bohot Kam he log hote hai Jo jab iss duniya se jaate hai woh unke haathon mein kisi apne ka haath hota hai... Aur yehi mere dost "Pyaar" hota hai...

[shut-up-rabert]

Dude all these hate anons are just projecting at this point like for the love of krishna, either present facts or just shut your trap. Hiding behind the anon net. Sickening. Part of the reason why I follow your is because of your time to time unapologetic commentary on socio-political issues and I find them pretty well backed up with sources and quite balanced. If they want to criticise your take on something they should do it with proper referencing of sources and not as if they are learning to string sentences for the first time.

References ya proof hote to anon ke pichhe chhipke mujhe galiyan de rahe hote kya?😆

These people are just sorry in general, I don’t feel anything for them, the way that one tried to casually label me as a TERF because I did not know what JK Rowling was doing even scared me for a second, I thought I was going to be subjected to the Kangaroo judgement of these brainrots who will defame me, but thankfully I had the draft post (and the fact that the anon was really just projecting and had no proof) that saved me. Bhagwaan sahi mein hai yaar🙏🏼

All in all, thankyou for your kind words, we don’t inetract often but I like you from the start, thanks for having my back🫂

[maraudersbitchesassemble]

Hello how are you.. Yeah toh sab karate hai .naam kya hai.. Ghr ka pata kya hai yeah bhi log pooch letae hai... So why I'm here.. Mujhe Woh jaan hai jo kisi ko nahi pata.. Jaise ki you are my Japan where p is just a silent alphabet... So tell me what you love to eat..hey relax I'm not cooking that dishes for you.. So why I'm asking because you and your blog aesthetics... Drag me here.. I can't control myself. 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Aye Haye Bhaisahab inna pyaarrr 😮

Kaun ho yaar tum saamne aao jara 🥹

[badedramay]

I AM DECEASED over the new Mushq photo shoot. Our girl got hate for doing a phone ad with wahaj? Well she went and did possibly the most filmy shoot I’ve ever seen for a clothing brand. The way she was introduced with that back shot! What panache, grace, while still knowing it was her even though you only saw her face for the last 3 seconds of the video— no other actress could’ve done that as well (maybe mahira?) our girl is in a class of her own. No competition.

Secondly the ACTING she’s doing - wow. She’s getting a little bit of recognition (finally!) for the way she’s conveying emotions while still displaying the outfits. How she can go from that sultry look to sly almost without a transition. How does she do it, seriously.

Let’s the haters seethe. Some of them are openly saying they wish it were Yumna. Some are disguising their bitterness under the guise of “no chemistry!” (Lol r u blind) “the hype is for YumHaj!” “Yaar what will sana think?”

Stay mad, cry more, haters. Our girl ate and left zero crumbs and looked beautiful while doing it, all with an actor who’s been her best friend for over a decade and who will never know your name. And she’s trending in India, too. Love this unbothered queen and how she makes these detractors shake like zeera in oil. I hope another casting director sees this and instantly books these two again just to make the haters seize.

jalne walon ki khooooooooob jali. humein bada maza aya :')

i for one am still in SHOCK that 1) we even GOT this shoot and 2) OH MY GOD DID YOU SEE THE SHOOT?!?! LIKE ITNI CHEMISTRy!? ITNI AAG LAGANE WALI CHEMISTRY?! HELLO?? WHAT THE FUCK?!?! this is the same Maya and Wahaj who had once swore they'd never work with each other cuz they'd be too busy laughing to take it seriously. and now we have them romancing in a way ke MUJHE dekh ke blushing agayi. forget me squealing and crying..main laal tamatar hogayi thi watching the second teaser that was released today. the one with the flowers? that was cute and nice and mischievous. BUT THE AFREEN ONE!??! KYA KHAA PEE PE BETHE KE YAHAN MERI MAUT HI HOGAYI!!!

this campaign is truly special for me cuz they decided to make this SOMI!!! THE LOVE THEY HAVE FOR RUMI AND SONIA AND THE WAYS THEY HAVE KEPT THESE CHARACTERS ALIVE. this makes it all the more precious to me. what's the cherry on top is the reactions i am seeing on my twt TL. just this genuine happiness and excitement of us JBG fans and SoMi truthers all gathered when we thought ab koi mauqa nahin milega aise mil bethne ka...IDK ABOUT OTHERS BUT I FUCKING DESERVE THIS!!!

ABHI TOH AUR MILNA HAI! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA RIP ME!!!!