#im actually having a mental break tbh
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I feel uninspired and lack motivation for art again so I thought of an ask game for me :)
Send me(or comment) a number from 1-34 and I will draw my corresponding oc
I mentally struggled over whether I should make this post, because ik ocs are niche and probably not many people care for it, but I realized I could have been using those hours to y'know. Actually draw something. So I might as well just post it
#i would do it with AUs but i would actually have to yknow think of a narrative#<- but tbh if you have any requests for au art i will take them 😭😭#also w that and this i cant make any promises if ill actually finish them so please put up w me thanks 🙏#i want to draw but#ive gotten into a bad mindset again#about measuring self worth w outside validation#which is very irritating 😾 stop it brain.#but yeah idk i reblog those posts often abt niche audiences#which im very okay w btw :)#but its still a very difficult thing to engrain that: ah people do care for my art!#and ik its unhealthy to seek validation#and i can and do draw for myself#but its not always fun to me if i cant discuss it yknow :/#if catie makes a piece of art in a silent room does the art really exist? blah blah blah#i need to go suffocate myself in the snow#im happy my winter break is so long but at the same time i think it just puts me in a bad place mentally#lack of social interaction and lack of enrichment and no motivation ig :/#and every night i mean to actually go to bed earlier and boom suddenly its 5 am#and i keep staying up in hopes ill actually yknow start something. art. writing. movie even#and then i just languish UGH#catie.rambling.txt
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i bet you think about me is so regulily fr
#like.. specifically thinking about a famous singer!lily au where her and regulus used to date#but he broke up with her as she got more popular as his family found out about it and he was too scared about getting disowned and stuff#so he listened to his parents and broke up with her and mentally tried to make himself distanced so he would actually be able to do it#and then lily writes the song about him#i mean tbh it also works with just. usual them. like them dating in school but his parents make him bw a deatheater#so he breaks up with her before even telling her about it because he knows she'd break up with him as soon as he does#like. “you grew up in a silver spoon gated community.. i was raised on a farm. no it wasn't a mansion.”#“reality crept it. you said we're too different”#“i don't have to be a shrink to know you'll never be happy. and i bet you think about me.”#“oh block it all out. the voices so loud saying why did you let her go?”#“chasing make believe status. last time you felt free was when none of that shit mattered cause you were with me.”#“it turns out im harder to forget than i was to leave. yeah i bet you think about me.”#SO THEM FR FR#I PROMISE YOU ALL!!!#marauders era#marauders#regulily#lily evans#regulus black
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#i need to vent a little im sorry pls ignore this if u are bothered by my thoughts#SH tw !!!!!!#this morning i was supposed to have my weekly therapy session but i had to cancel bc my mom got covid and obviously stayed home from work#and i do online therapy and i didnt feel comfortable doing it with my mom around but i really needed to do it tbh#and then my professor replied to my email with all of the things ive been working on since august and didnt say anything about the material#he just asked to call me on the phone tomorrow and i started to spiral…. like Spiral with a capital s#even now thinking about it my stomach sinks bc i have this feeling that his feedback is going to be negative and i just know my#barely existent self esteem is going to break and idk what im gonna do with myself then#this afternoon while i was spiraling all i wanted to do was /hurt/ myself. i kept thinking that i wasnt good enough and i had done a#horrible job.. so bad that he couldnt even tell me by email but needed to do it on the phone and i felt like throwing up and i couldnt get#/that/ thought out of my head and i could only cry#and all of this not even actually knowing what my professors feed back is going to be because this is just all in my head#but i was talking to my school friends and they were like oh its gonna be fine even if he doesnt like it u can still put the project in ur#portfolio hes not even our professor anymore and so on#and i kept saying that i knew that but i just could not handle that sort of feedback and rejection mentally#i was telling them that i knew i would crumble if i got real negative feedback and i was terrified of that and they just couldnt get it and#idk it made me feel really lonely#im a bit calmer now but i feel so depressed#i am really anticipating something that will hurt really bad
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me an my sister have so many parallels to ccrime its scaring me. i learned nothing.
#i was explainjng to my mum how i push her away and be rude to her so she doesnt like me and cant be hurt by me#and then i Realized#or maybe i Realized first and then i said itbc my brain does that sometimes where i copy someone elses (even a characters) behavior#even if i know its bad (especially tbh)#it might be self destructive might be attention seeking who knows#probably both#its really Fucked Me Up bc i dont know what is actually Wrong with me and what i copied from someone else#but what i copied still effects me#and sometimes ill learn about a New Unhealthy Thing and start seeing signs of it in myself#and i have to play this little game where i have to guess if im copying it or if ive had it this whole time and i just noticed the symptoms#bc now i know that theyre symptoms of something#and also the mental disorders in my genes.#i cant really blame them on a specific event or person like most people can and it makes me doubt if i even feel this way or if im faking#if anybody can help me in anyway tbatd be really helpful thanks#just some advice on how to Be Normal about my Emotions could work#god i wish i could just stop feeling for a little bit#physically. emotionally. spiritually even#i just want a break
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special affair
dbf!miguel o’hara x fem!reader
art credit: _insomniac_red_ on ig. pictures are for mood setting, reader has no specific race or physical descriptions.
cw: a lil angsty, this is just shameless smut im sorry guys i don’t know what came over me, daddy kink, dbf!miguel <3, unspecified age gap but reader is legal, rough sex, squirting, unprotected sex, miguel is not a good man, conflicted reader, creampie, lowkey breeding kink, degrading language, choking/breath play, face slapping, spitting, mentions of oral (m), overstimulation, crying/dacryphillia, pubic hair grinding? lmao idk, reader is alluded to being in sub space. not proofread lol. 18+ only.
wc: ~1.5k
❤︎ an: hi my loves!! this is a sorta part two to this drabble, but can be read as a stand alone one shot. tbh i wrote this w my pussy.. i’m ovulating rn i’m so ashamed of myself 😔 nevertheless, enjoy! if you guys want more don’t hesitate to lmk!!
from that first night he fucked you from behind, you knew you strayed too far from the status quo in your life, you’re at the point of no return. that night, when he finished pounding you from behind and defiling you further with his seed all over your back and ass, you had laid in that position— spent and on your stomach- for the rest of the night, silently sobbing. you had betrayed your father, that much you were aware of the day you started rubbing at yourself meekly in the dead of the night thinking about his best friend.
you had long come to terms with that guilt, accepting whatever image of a burning inferno there is in the afterlife. what you cannot come to terms with, is the fact that he- miguel- had actually fucked you, indulged in what you considered your own taboo thoughts, ripping them from page and making your crude thoughts a sick reality. the worst part of this all is that amidst it all, the mental beratement, the nights you spent crying, the sick feeling the memories of miguel’s cock stretching you absolutely thin, showing you a climax like no other— you want to hate yourself for it, for being weak. for being such a bad girl. but you didn’t know why your body decided to betray your brain, the physical craving for the older man’s body possessing you whole. you can’t bear this feeling, holding it up inside you and trying to keep it at bay. fuck- you needed to talk to someone, you had to, even if it’s the last person you want to speak to.
nevertheless, you end up two houses down, sniffling and heaving in the dead of the night, knocking the door as hard as your trembling hands would let you. the door swings open and at the sight of him you keen, your body aching at the sight of the burly muscles covered in sun kissed skin. dark brown hair streaked with grey at the temples. a slight five o’clock shadow, he must not have shaved this morning. and then you look into those eyes, swallowing you up whole and you begin to tear up again. miguel is silent, leaning against the door with messy hair, glazed eyes and clad in boxers, and boxers only. fuck, you shouldn’t have come here.
“I-.. Miguel, it hurts,” you sob quietly, aflame with shame and embarrassment at how little resolve you had. He grabs your face with his warm hands and you’re trembling now, ready for him. your lips ghost for a moment before he breathes out. “i’m not a good man, sweetheart. if you don’t say no, i’m gonna break you.” he sounds sincere with his words and his eyes go stern. you wish you had some self of self control, or maybe having better discernment. but the only thing you say to him only confirms what you already knew about yourself; you’re a terrible fucking person.
“violate me.”
your lips are smashed against each other, tongues dancing and it feels so good to be in his embrace again. your tears fall down your cheeks, meeting at the junction of your mouths in a pool of saliva. miguel groans and you know why, remembering what he had said to you the last time.
“i like when you cry.”
you’re grabbed up at the hips, legs wrapped around a thick torso, pressed up against a firm chest and a heavy cock. the moments up to the bedroom are cloudy, drunk off his lips against yours. you come to slightly when cold plush sheets hit your back and a pair of lips leave yours. you whine, yearning for his touch again. he looks down at you, bringing your right foot to his mouth, he licks lightly up the sole- kissing the ball of your foot before he leans down, caging your between his elbows, face to face.
“you gonna be good for your daddy?” he asks softly, kissing between the bridge of your nose once.
“y-yes,” you breathe out with a slow nod.
“mmm. gonna let me violate this tight little body too?” he asks, still soft in tone and you think you’re gonna go crazy by the end of the night. “yes, daddy,” you murmur, lost in his eyes.
“sick fucking little girl. but that’s how i like it,” he chuckles, kissing you softly before getting up stripping you bare.
“letting your daddy undress you like a good girl. so obedient f’me,” he coos at you, touching you softly and you’re almost in tears. you need him. and you let it be known. a lone tear falls down your cheek and you mewl, “n-need you to make it better down there, daddy.”
his large hand engulfs you cheek, thumb wiping your tear softly before squishing your face, putting his tear stained thumb in your mouth. “you think you’re a big girl now, hmm? telling your daddy what to do?” you look up at him teary eyed, suckling his thick finger.
“you take what i give you, when i give it to you.” he squeezes you cheek a little harder before softly slapping your cheek and you squeak at the contact. a rough laugh leaves miguel’s mouth at your reaction. “you have no idea how bad i’m gonna treat you, baby.”
you’re non verbal at this point, mouth agape and leaking saliva down your jaw seeping into the sheets and the junction of your neck and chest. a hand slaps your cheek again, you’ve lost how many that is now. “i fucked you stupid already?” miguel laughs, hard thrusts sending you flying up the bed. his hands on your hips bring you down back to him each time, poking you right in that sweet spot in your pussy. you’ve lost count of how many orgasms you’ve head, body wracked and numb with pleasure. throat hoarse from the near-violent throat fuck he gave you.
a glob of spit hits your forehead and you groan a bit. the one thing you’re sure of is that you look a goddamned mess. a crude picture of the activity you’ve been partaking in for the past two hours. a hand leaves your hip to wrap around your neck and squeeze roughly, making you gasp for air, your body finally moving.
“there we go, got you moving now. thought i fucked you to sleep for a second.”
your eyes are glossy, at the lack of air and building pressure. your hand meekly wraps around his wrist as he fucks into you. you know you shouldn’t like the way he toys with you like this, waking the line of torment and pleasure with no care in the world. but you do. and you can’t deny it anymore.
“you’re tightening up on me again. you gonna cum for me again?” miguel asks you, and he laughs after knowing you can’t even answer him. “sick little girl. you like it when i choke you? make you feel weak? worthless?”
it’s barely audible, but the moan you let out vibrates in your neck and miguel can feel it with the hand pressed against your throat. he throws his head back with a groan. “nasty, naughty girl. fuck baby, gonna cum in that little pussy.”
you’re almost there, and quite frankly impressed that you haven’t fully passed out yet. your head feels light, and you begin to tremble violently, gushing out spurts of liquid as your head falls to the side. if this is hell, you’re not so sure you could give this up for heaven. your eyes close and you feel so close to falling asleep when he removes his hand from your neck, grabbing your head by the nape of your neck, craning you up to where you can see his thick cock slip and slide between your thighs. you groan at the image.
“need you awake to see me cum in you, don’t i?” miguel groans. “you like watching me fuck you, like letting me dirty you.”
his tuft of black pubic hair rubs against yours as his thrusts become increasingly sporadic and intense, and it has you trembling at the stimulation it gives your clit. you weakly squirt each time his pelvis brushes against your clit, your body letting you know you have only so much left in you before you’re drained empty.
“fuck, love it when you wet the bed. my pissy little girl. daddy loves the messes you make.” he’s nearly breathless and you pray he’s going to cum in the next minute, the ache in your neck and dull sensation in your pussy building slowly.
“c-cum in me. wanna give you a baby,” you moan, looking up from the fast thrusts and into miguel’s eyes.
“fuck! so n-naughty, baby. gonna give me another one, huh? fucking take it, then.” with a final thrust, you feel the warmth of his cum shoot and blossom somewhere deep within you. you moan weakly, one final weak spurt of squirt coming out of you. miguel pulls out and you watch him look at the mess he made of you and your pussy, covered in spit, cum and the beginnings of handprint bruises blossoming on your hips and ass from how hard he gripped and spanked you.
you can feel his cum slowly trickle out of you, and your body feels like it’s no longer your own. after so many orgasms, your limbs are on fire, and you can do nothing but breathe and weakly murmur a “d-daddy..” while your eyes close.
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PLEASE DO BLUE LOCK ICKS IM BEGGING🙏😭🌹
😏 coming right up anon. gonna channel my inner critic and not hold back on any of these.
RIN
brother complex. not much else to say except that he needs to get a life. not everything is about metaphorically crushing your older brother's dreams and brooding in the dark hate of retribution.
competitive but only because he is a desperate whore for external validation. ignores everyone but craves the attention of a sole person named sae itoshi. was defeated by isagi once and has never let go of it since. has a one-track mind that is impossible to derail. stubborn when he wants to be.
probably a virgin and will continue to be one until his late 30s.
has not known a single day of peace ever since sae ditched him for the popular girlies. as a result, he has developed a very concerning case of social awkwardness. his idea of a conversation involves a brick wall and thirty minutes of you staring at his resting bitch face. constantly looks like that one grumpy cat meme. judges you for your poor decisions but then gets aggressively defensive when you point out his own mistakes.
reeks of so much teen angst that even metallica can't save him. the problem is that he has nothing to back up his emo persona. his insults lack creativity and, unfortunately for him, phrases like "lukewarm" and "half-baked" and "hell" do not make his words carry more weight. uses the f-word but in the most embarrassing context that it makes you facepalm and internally cringe.
SAE
zero social awareness. this boy's head is empty. the lights are not on up there. there are no picture frames or furniture. the curtains are drawn, and there is not a sliver of clouds or sunshine. cannot read body language and does not know what a filter is.
the source of all of rin's stress. he is the original trauma projector, creator of generational cycles. not even subtle about it. "turns out i was wrong. i thought japan was incapable of ever giving birth to decent forwards." sir....with the way you worded that, you knew exactly what you were doing when you gave rin false hope.
swears but it's even worse than his brother. literally called his elders a "fatso and bob cut duo" and "insect turd." i mean....there is a line between what is considered a legitimate burn and what is a first grader making up insults in his coloring book.
has a horrible haircut and no fashion taste. i already talked about this previously, but it was so bad it deserved a second mention.
a freak but tries to justify it rationally. like what do you mean you can tell a person's athletic ability from their buttock size? just admit you have a kinky fetish already.
somewhat of a coward but i'm gonna give him some leniency due to his tragic child genius backstory. tbh he's just an eighteen-year-old boy who needs a goddamn break.
KAISER
alexa please play clown music. this man sets himself for failure and then wallows in self-pity when he actually fails. like what did you expect? you knew what was going to happen the moment you challenged isagi like that. it was most definitely your fault you got violently humbled.
has a borderline god complex (currently calls himself an emperor but has not evolved into a deity yet.) unfortunately, he does not stand on business. cue the dramatic meltdowns when he realizes there is an actual gap between his ability and his reputation. if you're going to lie, at least make it believable.
insecure and mentally unstable. he probably cuts and re-dyes his hair every single time shit happens. no wonder his locks get shorter every time.
lazy when it comes to anything that is not football and expects others to do it for him. demands princess treatment wherever he goes. unfortunately, not all of us have servants with no self-respect like ness.
"it is not enough that i should succeed, others should fail" type of person.
does not wear shoes and even if he does, it's sandals. put them grippers away.
NAGI
a literal sloth who has so much potential but uses none of it. has no intrinsic motivation of his own, so if he's going to do anything, it has to be you behind the wheel, making sure he gets put to work.
does not have a close relationship with his parents, and so he has no sense of community, holidays, or traditions. no fun at all if you want him to do things like christmas shopping or birthday celebrations.
rots in bed all day and then has to nerve to ask you to carry him around. your back better be strong because his 190 cm body is not going to be light.
not loyal (need i say more.)
REO
second male lead syndrome. also known as that one popular guy who's always picked last.
acts like a victim but then when you realistically tell him to how to change his situation he refuses to do so. you cannot ask for advice and then take none of it to heart. no wonder you're still not over your ex.
"i can fix him" mentality. no, you can't. you are a seventeen-year-old child, not a licensed therapist and nagi isn't even all that.
NESS
touch-starved to the point he will stay in a toxic and abusive relationship in order to gain some scrap of affection. just because you were the black sheep of your family does not mean you can lose all sense of personal dignity.
probably stalks all the people he hates. has a burn book like regina george from mean girls. cuts out and glues little pictures of kaiser all over his bedroom. doodles hearts all over it with glittery gel pen. isagi's face and name are scratched out of every team photo.
delusional and prone to mood swings. medicated but at this point, he is beyond saving.
ISAGI
a home wrecker. has ruined more relationships than he can count on ten fingers yet still manages to smile like he's some angelic saint.
solves jigsaw puzzles for a living (not very cool if you ask me.)
has some unresolved anger management issues. probably repressed all his negative feelings when he was younger, so it all comes out when he's on the field. unfortunately, his twilight-sparkle-friendship-is-magic agenda is not going to work if he keeps cussing out his teammates like that. but then again, he is the main character, so i guess his plot armor makes up for his pitfalls.
says that he's a good guy but then holds personal vendettas against rivals he doesn't like. boy was so ready to throw hands when #kaisagi was trending on the internet. but when you actually think about, he's similar to kaiser in more ways than he'd like to admit.
BAROU
has the worst case of high and mighty "holier-than-thou" attitude. isagi put his ego in check, but it still peeks out from time to time.
he was the ugliest baby when he was born. i am not going to hold back on the child barou slander because it is true. no, he was not a cute and lovable bundle of joy. he looked like a demonic gremlin.
he needs to take more risks in life and try cross-dressing. simply imagining him in a maid uniform will not suffice. it needs to be made into a reality.
with how nit-picky he is, i doubt people can realistically stay within a 1-meter radius around him. unless you are a clean freak yourself, his constant complaints will start to get annoying after a time. even if he does have good intentions, he needs to let people have a little breathing room sometimes. a messy room is not going to kill you.
BACHIRA
this boy's brain is smooth. no folds. no gray matter. no intelligence either. his pencil and eraser have been left untouched since day one. if he wasn't crazily good at football, he would be unemployed and homeless in the future. not even a mcdonald's wants him.
one of those people who will do the literal opposite of whatever you say. you want him to stop talking? well, now he's never going to shut up. you tell him not to step on a pile of dog shit? well, now he's going to walk right into it. you want him to quit running around and act normal? well, now it's his life's mission to make you as annoyed as possible. please pray for your hair follicles because at the end of the day, you're not going to have many left with how much he makes you want to tear your hair out.
has the cerebral capacity of a toddler. if he thinks monsters are real, he's going to think anything is real. super gullible when it comes to any form of scam, ploy, or trickery. the only way he would not be fooled is if he's also played the same prank before.
SHIDOU
a brazen pervert. says the most out-of-pocket things and refuses to apologize for them. sometimes it comes out a little too sleazy for your liking.
"to me a goal is fertilization! a shot is the seed and the goal is the egg!! and the birth of that joy i call an explosion!! my genes are gonna knock you up!" let us give ourselves a moment of silence to digest this quote. only shidou ryusei would come up with a sperm and egg metaphor to describe football. (i guess protection means nothing to him.)
has no empathy. if you dislike him or cannot keep up with him, you're a literal nobody in his books. no sportsmanship. no compassion. no self-awareness.
you cannot say "balls" to him in a serious tone without him misinterpreting it as something dirty. that alone should tell you enough. stay the hell away from him.
where do men get the audacity? right here. from this little bastard. he invented the term "shameless slut." boy was getting off during the u-20 arc and on live TV too. no wonder sae said he was disgusting.
and finally, he comes from a long line of cockroaches. he's even got the antennae to prove it.
i think this might have been a little excessive, but i have no regrets about it. you're welcome anon ♡
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hii i hope ur weeks been going okay!! ❣️
now hear me out
buff female reader…. as actor miguels bodyguard… ☹️ its a need
no specific scenario for it really but a pool perhaps… although idrk when an actor and a bodyguard would need to be in the same pool but erm we can maybe just use our imaginations on this one 🙏 but like again no specific scenario tbh i’ll take anything
i NEED!!!! miguel and buff female ready bruh im actually tweaking thank yew… need him to admire the muscles🤫🤫🤫
uhhh have a sweet day!!! 👐
Pairing: actor!Miguel O'Hara x fem!reader
Warnings: SFW, Reader has prominent muscles, Swimsuits
A/N: Hello, love! I hope you're having an amazing day!
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Miguel has always preferred to really prepare for his roles.
It's something you've admired about him since you've started working for him. No matter what the role is, he does his research. You've seen the man spend hours studying dinosaurs and going to museums because he once had a role where his character was an archaeologist. He is completely dedicated to his craft, and he always brings an authentic experience to the screen.
For his newest role, he's starring in a film about an inspirational story of a want-to-be Olympic swimmer who had their journey postponed due to an accident that had them unable to swim for a year. He had come to you, mentioning offhandedly that he'll have to hire a swim coach soon to learn professional swimming techniques to elevate his performance. You had nodded, until you remembered your years spent in college and university doing swim.
"I can teach you." You had said, shrugging and telling him of our experience when he had questioned it. Almost instantly, he had agreed.
So now, you stand in his outdoor pool, waiting for him to exit the house. You've already adapted to the temperature of the water, not that there was much to adapt to with the water heater he has. You sigh to yourself as the sun beads down on you, overly aware of how tight the swimsuit you have on clings to your body despite the water softening it. The one piece was sitting in the back of your closet, the same one you would wear to practices when you were still in university. With the new muscle mass, the material stretches and clings to every indent of your body.
Miguel comes out eventually, wearing swim trunks. You can't help but oogle at him, seeing the toned planes of his chest and stomach. If he catches you staring, he doesn't say anything. Maybe that's because he's too busy staring at you too. His eyes scan the navy blue material of your swimsuit, following it down to where it gets distorted by the water. He clears his throat awkwardly, apologizing for taking so long as he climbs into the water.
You start off simple, showing him the basic strokes. You can feel his eyes burning into you as you swim quickly to the other side of the pool, eyes trained on the fluid movements of your muscles as they slice through the water. He finds himself distracted each time he tells himself to pay attention, eyes wandering from their focus on the basic movement to your muscles. Your arms and legs are powerful as they carry you through the water, the muscles on your back flexing and rippling. He wouldn't be surprised if he was salivating.
When you look back to him from the other side of the pool, you yell at him to try out the movements himself. He blames the burning in his cheeks on the sun as he tries his best to mimic your fluid movements, mind trying to piece together what you were doing. It's clumsy, and he breaks form a handful of times as he tries to swim over to you. You take mental note of what needs to be fixed, encouraging yet strict as you explain his mistakes to him.
By the end of the session, Miguel's bones feel like jelly and he can feel an aching in his muscles from fighting against the water. His eyes stray to you as the two of you dry off with towels, and he curses under his breath as he watches water drip from your skin and sees the way your arms flex trying to reach the water sitting on your upper back.
He doesn't know how long he'll survive this.
I spent 3 minutes watching some random guy swim on YouTube to write this LOL.
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How would Jason Grace spoil you? boyfriend hcs list
author's note: ik i have an angsty jason grace prompt in my asks and i swear im working on it! But this idea just popped up on my mind and I've been thinking about it all night yesterday omgg. Let me know if you guys want a Leo/Percy/Frank version of this, I mostly write for Jason since he's my bbg but I might actually do the others this time since the idea is so cute!
I'll start off by saying, Jason is a selfcare supporter bf.
Okay so yk how the Romans in CJ have such high standards? They literally exhibit royal/regal energy, and are super fans of luxury stuff.
Jason despite being influenced by greeks would always be a roman. Whether he likes it or not, there will always be roman blood in him. So he makes these cute/simple ideas for dates/gifts but his execution is just pure sophistication. He's SO simple yet so fancy, and Ik they're contradictions but I promise I'll explain.
like this boy would make sure to run you a nice warm roman bath after you come back from a dangerous/tiresome quest to ease your muscles. Cute and simple right? Wrong. This man would buy all sorts of expensive bath perfumes, bath bombs, fragranted petals, etc to make it extra special for you.
See so this is what I mean when I say his ideas are cute, but executed in a very fancy way.
He LOVES spoiling you with self care products, like sheet masks, lotion, cleansers, hair masks, etc. like he simply does NOT care about the money, as long as his girl is taking care of herself?? That's all that matters tbh
This is mostly because Jason, as a kid soldier, never had any time for himself, the closest thing he's ever done to "selfcare" is probably take long baths + trim his hair lol
jason was blessed with his mother's ethereal actress beauty okay. So selfcare or no self care would have zero effect on him physically bc bro would still look majestic.
ANYWAYS he feels like his inner child just kinda heals when he sees you prioritising yourself and he admires it sm :((
would be ecstatic if you rope him into self care. He would be sceptical at first but then as you're applying a face mask on him he'd be like "wait this is actually so relaxing what" and you love the way his face muscles soften at that. Like he really deserves a break and some relaxation, you'd often trick him into using your skincare products intentionally bc he deserves self care.
once he felt so soothed with the lemon facemask he was wearing that he fell asleep on your shoulder and was all zzz 🥺
and would make sure to restock all your products if they run out.
he feels that the self-care has more of a mental and emotional effect on him rather than physical
Which is what matters to him
honestly?? He supports you if you want to wear makeup. Like he'd think you look gorgeous either way but if you like wearing lipgloss? So be it. You get any lipgloss you want he's paying. He just LOVES that you love yourself too :( and would do anything to make you feel comfortable.
also
Food.
This man loves investing on food. Again, it's bc he never even had the time to properly eat as a legionnaire :(
So he'd love to take you out to places and just munch on tasty food and talk. New Rome has bomb food okay. Bro just never got to eat them.
Lmao he's like everyone's grandma when it comes to food. "Have you eaten? You HAVE to eat!! I'll get you food! Go back to your room!"
would spoonfeed you soup if you're sick bc nuh uh you ain't going without eating hun 😤
hes the worried anxious mother hen bf okay fight me.
Food + selfcare = Jason Grace's love language
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it’s a me a 12 am anon . my girlfriend and i had a discussion abt how odd it is that the fandom views and stereotypes the batfam like
dick is romanian and has more fem related traits and somehow it translates into him being a dumb womanizer or just an annoying mother hen?
jason grew up in the streets, i think its popular to hc him as hispanic? idk but jts odd how ppl do that and also think hes an angry heartless brute
cass gets that “badass asian dragon lady” archetype (tbh im not sure what it is but my gf is passionate abt it so like im confident she’s right)
tim?? somehow ive seen wasian hcs for him but the boy is autistic right? somehow a stereotype i see for him is like “weird and socially awkward but super smart” which . i dont think thats right .
steph is adhd right? i think? also falls into the dumb “waffles r my only personality trait” stereotype and uts just a tiny bit odd dyou see it?
damian (and by extension talia) gets done dirty a lot i think i dont .yeah
nyways sorry its been a while <3 would llve to hear ur thoughts n opinions
hey again!!
Batfam fanon is...not great. And it's things like this that remind me why I kinda avoided this fandom until I couldn't.
Dick
Dick is Romani and is canonically more feminized but the dumb womanizer thing is really getting on my nerves. First of all, he's one of the smartest characters, ever. The comforting thing about Dick is that he never loses.
The reason I love reading Dick Grayson runs is because I can read about his thought process, the way he analyzes, how he single-handedly solves crime like it's nothing.
Batman (1940) Issue #703
Secondly he's not a womanizer. He literally has a mental break down at the thought of dating or even kissing someone he isn't in love with. He's never, ever, ever going to sleep with someone he doesn't have atleast some level of romantic attraction to because he feels it's inherently wrong and canonically frowns upon that behavior when others do it.
The mother hen thing - I gotta admit is kinda accurate. He really loves his family and friends and takes care of them really well. He always makes time to sit and listen to all of them with all their problems and helps them solve it so that's fine.
Jason
The hispanic thing - what the actual heck. Literally why? Jason's "hispanic" fanon background along with Tim's "asian" background comes from a wider problem where society has become disillusioned by the same ethnicity for all characters and wants for diversity and representation in the media. I actually do believe in greater representation but not here. When people make Jason hispanic due to his street backstory, they're attempting to diversify canonically white characters but accidentally reinforcing and perpetrating damaging stereotypes about particular ethnicities. Because his background has drugs, poverty, and crime - you want Jason to be Latino? Can you possibly make things worse? And Jason being an angry heartless brute. Not even adding to the stereotype, Jason was not like that. Jason originally started off as troubled but excited kid. He was happy about fighting criminals and having a home and getting food. As he grew older, the more criminals he fought, he came to a realization that people weren't going to change which is when he started getting more violent and angry with them. He didn't do it because he was some sort of psychopath, it's because he cared a lot about the effects these criminals were having on innocent people. Because he can relate. His anger has nothing to do with his supposed "hispanic" background which is still - ?!?!? Why is this even a thing.
Cass
I don't really have anything to say about Cass being that archetype because tbh I kinda think of her like that too. She's exceptionally good at fighting, she's chinese, and she's the strong and silent type. I'd love to hear more about what your gf thinks about it though.
Tim
Again about Tim being Asian. No where near as damaging as Jason being classified Hispanic but also why? He's asian because he's smart? Because he's good at computers? C'mon the stereotype is boring. Isn't it exciting when you watch a movie or show and the Indian guy isn't an IT specialist? Or when the Chinese girl has neon highlights and loves partying? Or when the Japanese girl is rocking combat boots? The best way to appreciate diversity is actually letting ethnic characters have diverse personalities and talents. On a side note, there is not nearly enough celebration of already canonically diverse characters like Roy's navajo heritage or Jessica Cruz's latina one. Isn't it ironic how we're making racialized characters based on stereotypes because we believe there should be more diversity but ignoring canonically ethnic ones. Literally noone talks about Cass connecting to her Chinese side or the fact that she has dyslexia but we're readily jumping on the Asian Tim Drake train.
Autistic Tim Drake I can see where they're coming from because Tim sometimes has a hard time connecting to people. Like he sometimes misses social cues. And to be fair this theory actually has more credibility than some other ones because I don't know if I'd pass that off as awkwardness. But it also may be due to lack of human interaction. Tim's parents left him alone for long periods of time which he gleefully used to track robin and batman at night. I don't have a problem with this one because Tim may actually be inadvertently written as autistic at times so I guess it wouldn't be that far off canon.
Steph
People with ADHD are typically impulsive, don't focus on one thing for too long, and have a lot of energy which is very much like Steph.
Batgirl (2009) Issue #10
But mostly she just has a sense of humor. Which - like the case with Dick - because of course people can't be multifaceted, fandom generally takes for stupidity.
She's not dumb, she's just fun. I guess the waffle thing is because of human beings' pathological need to classify everything into categories and fanon likes to run with dumb blonde for Stephanie which really ticks me off. People can not be a gloomy avenger and still be smart. She solves her crimes and has a laugh while doing it and still pulling off the -
Batgirl (2009) Issue #12
Damian
Where do I start. What is even happening to him? Not in fandom necessarily but canon. What is DC doing???
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I get what you're saying with Azul, lol.
I personally just get the overwhelming instinct to make him be that pathetic little crybaby again— to make him so painfully vulnerable, he can't help be nervous. He's manipulative, but he gives me the vibes of someone with little to no knowledge of how to flirt or be provocative. He can act the part, but the minute someone starts being both sweet & dominant? Octo-goo melting in the palm of your hand.
He has the potential to be such a good boy, but he wants to be so bold & brash to show he can't be made fun of.
Makes me wanna reward his honest feelings by making his brain mush with praise & make him shoot blanks, muehehehehehe—
Don't even ask me about Jamil, the brainrot I had with him the other day made me dissociate for almost 30 minutes, I swear I'm not mentally ill or anything, lmao [/j]
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babe it is 2024 i think most of us have some form of mentall illness (myself included) lol <3 plus jamil is such a good character , , , feel free 2 share ur thots!!
oh 100%. he's had a client try to seduce him here or there but he's never quite been in a situation where he's actually reciprocated their feelings. even if he tried jade and floyd would make fun of him no doubt , , , blasting him with full charm throws him off and he thinks you're making fun of him at first until it's 2 A.M. and he finally realizes what you've been doing...
please don't look in his office . it will be full of romance novels and vhs tapes of old romance movies . he needs to know how to properly respond!! but the next time you entrance him with your teasing yet firm words he's putty in your hands...orz
tbh im obsessed w the idea of fucking him on your strap/cock and making him shoot blanks. he was BUILT for overstim look at how pretty his eyes are , , he would look so good crying , , , especially if you're rewarding him and forcing him to take a break post-exam season..
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i'm curious about the new dorms in pairs! leeknow said they all got to choose who they wanted to live with. is it true and are they satisfied with the member they are with? (i know its not been long since they moved in together). and how do they welcome that change on a personal level? thank you!!
Hi:) so i reformed the question a little bit, since before the reading i felt like the members theyre with was a mutual decision they're all content with. I don't feel like they really had much preferences either. So either way i think most of them would've been pretty content with whoever they ended up with. After all they have lived with everyone once, and more or less have learned to live with each member.
That being said i find the topic intriguing myself, especially after laying the cards so I've prepared a follow up reading going more into details like what was the overall reason the group decided to move. What was each members motivation to want/not want to move. What co-living in each dorm is like, like looks, vibes, routines, dynamic, personal relationship, individual relationship with oneself, changes of before, likes and dislikes etc. so stay tuned🥰✨🙌🏻
*For entertainment purposes only!
How do Skz feel about their new dorm arrangements?
Chan - 5 of Swords, The Fool, 2 of Cups
Out of all Chan seems to be the only one that didn't welcome the change with open hands. I feel he might've had some reservations and maybe feared that the bond between them might weaken or even break if they now spend less time with each other. U know you get used to someone when living together so u get a bit blind about stuff that would annoy you. And by moving out into pairs he might've feared that some members might once again start to bicker (im thinking of han and hyunjin😂) Despite that he kind if gave in or was overpowered by the majority when making that decision and is actually pretty content now with i.n as his roommate.
I.N - 3 of Wands, 2 of Wands
He was so in for the whole change. Very enthusiastic. I think him, hyunjin and leeknow are the most excited and happiest ones. He took a big part in planing and executing the move i feel like. He was definitely very involved. I think now he has way more (mental) space to indulge in things he might've not been able to before now that he has more peace and quite and more space. He's excited for the fruits of it all.
Lee Know - 4 of Wands, Page of Swords
He feels really happy, kind of like he hit the jackpot or something. This might've been something he has awaited for a while and now he finally has it. Other than that i don't see much tbh. I think he's just excited to start his living together with Han and build a closer relationship and create an intertwined life with each other(?).
Han - 9 of Pentacles, 6 of Cups
He feels the whole thing was a big success/jackpot too and is very happy with the move as well. I believe he's excited to have it easier. I see him finally being able to take care of his inner child, and also for his inner child to be taken care of by Leeknow specifically. He feels like he can relax and let himself be cared for and pampered - something he apparently couldn't do and didn't get while in the other dorms. Both of them are very compatiable as in ones needs automatically fulfills the others needs and vice versa. They really do each other good.
Changbin - Queen of Cups, The Empress
Changbin is also very content with the change and i feel like he wants to use this time and newfoudn space and peace to get to know himself better and grow. To care better for himself. To nurture himself more. I feel like he's kind of over the bachelor / youngster life and wants to slowly step into a more adult role and become more autonomous and mature when it comes to life and general. I feel like he kind of steps in a new era and is in a state of a metamorphosis or something, where he turns from a boy to a man, and other stuff begin to interest him slowly and for that he needs to change to. But he can't feel like a reliable man, capable to provide for his partner and eventually his family, if he has lived his whole life with his parents or his other bachelor friends. He wants to take this opportunity to become more "serious" and reliable - build himself and his confidence in his skills to "survive" on his own. Learn what it is to live by yourself (even if he still shares the apartment with hyunjin) and get used to, in advance, of what life with a partner would be like. Kind of like practice for the future and indirect manifesting.
Hyunjin - The Sun, 3 of Pentacles
Hyunjin feels amazing and is really, really happy about the move. He can finally flourish. I think he's that type of introvert where the more people there are around him, the more dampened his energy gets. Now when he shares an apartment just with changbin (who's also very focused on his own thins recently) he can unfold and flourish fully the way he wants to. I think he wants to learn new things and engage even more in his own hobbies and interest and he actually looks forward to when he actually misses the members or human contact. I think in the past years he's been so stifled continuously, feeling slightly suffocated by the amount if people around him that he has forgotten what it is to actually want to see people. To crave human contact. He's happy that now with his newfound peace and space he can enjoy his own company to the point where he will start actually craving other people himself.
Felix - Temperance
Felix's reading wasn't very detailed or colorful. Basically he's just content with the new living arrangements. He would've been fine either way tho:)
Seungmin - Justice, Knight of Pentacles
Fo him imnpt getting anything specific either, i guess he's just indifferent and will continue just living for himself and do his own thing, maybe a tad bit easier now that he shares his space only with one member.
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tbh tumblr fandoms post about palestine challenge. its actually so annoying i cant follow a majority of creators due to their silence. its not even that hard to rb!! you can rb on an attached blog!! just make sure you bring attention to it!!
i feel its especially hypocritical in the guilty gear and postal fandom.
guilty gear because it's actively about going against this sort of thing .. maybe not genocides specifically but you know. mass murder, the massacring of families (like baiken having her entire family and friends murdered by happy chaos, or everybody trying their best to go against ariels who wants to eradicate and redo the human race).
and with postal i feel its abit more implicit. but like, the fact the message sort of of the postal series is mocking heinous violence and sort of spreading awareness about mental health, how violence begins and like. are we ignoring how by the end of p1 he breaks down due to what he has done.
i just feel its kind of bullshit that both these communities have media that sort of revolves around violence and going against it but they actively don't really do anything about real life violence that we are responsible for too. Guilty gear is a fairly progressive media with a trans character and is generally about self-acceptance,etc. And Postal as a fandom know that the Devs themselves have awful beliefs and can acknowledge that and not believe the same things.
Like IDK. the hypocrisy is kind of real to me. idk im bad at words but yeah
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HI THERE I JUST FINISHED LISTENING TO THE OUTSIDERS MUSICAL CAST ALBUM HOO BOY WHAT A WILD RIDE HERE ARE MY UNEDITED NOTES BUCKLE IN ITS A LOTTA WORDS
Tulsa ‘67 - 9/10
OK PONY??? HIS VOICE????
Instrumental i love you
“I know there’s so much more to life than what’s in front of me” UGHHH MY HEART
THIS IS ACTUALLY A BANGER WHAT THE HECK??
THE RUNS??? PONY???
I love tenors
The lyrics are just so simple and plain and straight-forward it really like emphazises the fact that pony’s only supposed to be 14-15 in this
“Building up the west side while the east side falls apart” WOAH
THE CHORDDDDD OH MY GOSH
“WE ARE GREASERS!” UGH IM SOBBING
PONYYYYYYY HIS VOICE I’M DYING HE’S PHENOMENAL
Grease Got a Hold - 10/10
Soda your voice- UGH IT’S PHENOMENAL (or maybe it’s dally? I’m not sure I’m bad at distinguishing voices)(pretty sure it's soda tho)
THE. FREAKING. SAXAPHONE.
WOAHHH OH MY GOSH OK RAPPER ERA I LOVE YOU SODA AND TWO-BIT
The harmonies have me ascending
“I LOVE YOU SUPERMAN” I’M SOBBING
THE HARMONIES. OH MY GOODNESS.
THE RUN????? YES?????
Runs in the Family - 8/10
DARRY I LOVE YOU.
“Now i’m stuck between the role of a brother and a father”
The instrumental is so Hamilton-coded (specifically the smooth cello) and I love it
That was too short but oh my GOSH.
Great Expectations - 10/10
“Lately I’ve been thinking ‘bout that little orphan boy / whose parents died and left him all alone” MY HEART THE ABANDONMENT TRAUMA MY POOR BABY
“And I wonder / Is that orphan story mine?”
This is gonna be the one I’m gonna kin most you watch and wait
The EMOTIONS.
“I look around at all of my friends / but still I feel alone” OH MY GOSH
“I would follow them into battle but / this story isn’t mine”
THE HARMONIES. I’M IN TEARS.
PONYBOY CURTIS. YOU HAD NO RIGHT HITTING ME WITH A HIGH B RIGHT NOW
“It’s hard to write the story / when the story’s writing me”
Friday at the Drive-in - 8.5/10
THE INSTRUMENTAL? I LOVE YOU ORCHESTRA
CHERRY’S VOICE??? YES MA’AM ATE IT UP
THE HARMONIES. THE HARMONIES.
This sounds like the most fun number in the show like just from the sounds i’m hearing i need to see this show like right now
THAT WAS TOO SHORT BUT OH MY LORD
I Could Talk to You All Night - 9.5/10
Cherry your voice is so beautiful I love you
Just kiss Pony already hurry up /j
PONYBOY CURTIS. YOUR VOICE. MARRY ME.
I never shipped Cherry and Pony in the book or the movie but like- half of me is kinda-
THE HARMONIESSSSS I LOVE THEM.
“It was the first time in my life someone actually listened to me like that.”
UGH I LOVE YOU BOTH
Runs in the Family (Reprise) - 8.5/10
Soda’s dialogue in between Darry’s singing has me sobbing i love them
“I’ll fold the laundry… I’LL FOLD ALL OF IT!” i love you soda
Darry’s voice urgh I love tenors
“I try to keep you from the fire / but I’m the one that’s getting burned”
Darry mental breakdown song I’m living for it
THE RUN??? DARREL CURTIS???
“What’s the use of dreaming of a life I’ll never know?”
THE SHOUTING MATCH??
CALLING SODA “YOUR KNUCKLEHEAD BROTHER” IS COMPLETELY UNCALLED FOR HE’S LITERALLY RIGHT THERE DARRY
The drama the emotion I’m here for it
Far Away from Tulsa - 9.5/10
Ponyboy singing his rear off in this musical and I’m so grateful for it KEEP MY BOY SINGING
Yes romanticise your dreams king I love you
“Santa Fe” from Newsies’ depressed younger cousin fr
This song is for the kids dreaming of running away with their best friend and leaving their entire life behind
Oops another song to kin
AWWWWWH JOHNNY YOUR VOICE I LOVE YOU
“And every night we’d stare up at the stars”
THE HARMONIES I LOVE THEM
I never shipped these guys either but like I can see it tbh
THE CALLBACK TO “GREAT EXPECTATIONS”
ONCE AGAIN PONYBOY YOU AND YOUR HIGH NOTES ARE BREAKING ME APART I LOVE YOU
I needed more Johnny but it’s okay
Run Run Brother - 9.5/10
The opening dialogue already breaking my heart Pony sounds so panicked
Johnny your little voice i love you
Once again these lyrics are so straightforward
THE HARMONIES
Dally I love you
THIS IS ACTUALLY SUCH A BOP WHAT
DALLY YOUR VOICE UGH ITS SO GOOD
It’s so cohesive to the book’s story I love it thank you S.E. Hinton for not completely changing the entire plot I wouldve lost my mind
“Even though it kills me to say / run run brother / run take cover” MY HEART IS DEAD
The ensemble/chorus vocals in the background are making it almost like eerie I love this
“You can run (?) from the fire / but you’re bound to get burned” FORESHADOWING
Johnny I love your speaking voice I need more of it
USING THE TRAIN SOUNDS I LOVE IT
Justice for Tulsa - 9/10
The beat is so Hamilton-coded /pos
Dallas hecking Winston I love you
Once again the chorus vocals adds a layer of like tension I never could’ve imagined
CHERRY!!!! HEY POOKIE!!!!
“When it was only you and me alone / I saw a side of you I wished you’d known”
HEY RANDY OMG IT’S MY FAVORITE SIDE CHARACTER
“We were only having fun” urgh my heart this poor boy
Cherry standing up for Pony and Johnny go girl go
Is this the closer of act one? Cuz HOLY HECK
SOCS VOCALS I LOVE YOU GUYS
RANDY LET’S HECKING GO
THE HARMONIES OH MY GOSH
Death’s at My Door - 8.7/10
Once again freaking PONYBOY CURTIS I LOVE YOUR VOICE WITH MY ENTIRE SOUL
This feels like a Phoebe Bridgers song and honestly I am so freaking here for it
“Johnny can’t you see / I’ve brought this on / you should move on / you’d be better off without me” oh so he’s HURT okay
UGH JOHNNY YOUR SWEET LITTLE VOICE MY ANGEL
“The reason I’m living is you” THE HARMONIES, THE STATEMENT, MY BOYS
I LOVE THEM
Once again WAY TOO SHORT but URGH SO GOOD
I need a Phoebe Bridgers cover asap
Throwing in the Towel - 9/10
OK STRING INSTRUMENTAL?? I LOVE YOU ORCHESTRA
Darry’s voice urhghahaddskflgfhlksfdlhdgls
YIPPEE ANOTHER DARRY BREAKDOWN SONG I’M LOVING THE VULNERABILITY THAT WE NEVER SAW IN THE BOOK
Soda I love you
URGH SODA’S VOICE IT’S JUST SO ALGSJDFDHSKDLASDFKLS MY BEAUTIFUL BOY
Lil brother therapy session
“We gotta get our brother HOOOOOMEEEE” Soda your voice is just so phenomenal I love you
THE HARMONIESSSSSSS
“We need you more than ever now / don’t go throwing in the towel” you go Soda encourage your brother therapy friend king
Someone give these boys a hug for me I love them
THE HARMONIES MY HEART
Soda’s Letter - 9.5/10
THE INSTRUMENTAL ALONE MADE ME SAID “OH NOOOO D’:”
“Ponyboy this house ain’t a home without you” OH YOU’RE JUST GONNA BREAK MY HEART JUST LIKE THAT
“Your brother needs you just as much as you need him / and brother we ain’t doing so good alone” MY HEART
The vulnerability in this moment I can picture soda just in tears I’m sure that’s not how it’s set but let me have this okay
THE HARMONIES
“P.S. Say hey to Johnny for us :D”
URGH TOO SHORT AGAIN
Hoods Turned Heroes - 10/10
THE INSTRUMENTAL IS ALR FIRE WOAH
WAIT IS THIS CURLY WHAT’S-HIS-NAME???? OR HIS BROTHER?? WTV HIS NAME IS???
HIS VOICE IS FIRE NO MATTER WHO HE IS
This is actually such a banger no fair
“SOMEONE GOT ROBBED / SOMEONE GOT MUGGED / SOMEONE HAD A RUN IN WITH THE GREASER HOOD”
Gosh I love tenors literally so much 😭
WAYYYY TO SHORT OH MY GOOSH
Hopeless War / Trouble - 10/10
THIS SOUNDS LIKE ANOTHER BOYGENIUS SONG JUST FROM THE FIRST LIKE 2 SECONDS
PREPPING FOR EMOTIONAL DESTRUCTION
Uh-oh another song to kin
I love them
“Now that Johnny’s hurt and Bob has died / when will we be satisfied?” MY HEART
THIS CHORUS CHERRY YOU’RE KILLING ME
THE MOOD CHANGE????
OH MY GOSH THE INSTRUMENTAL
THE STRINGGGSSSSS (as a cello player i’m deceasing)
“DO IT FOR JOHNNY”
Little Brother - 9.7/10
ONCE AGAIN the bass + drum combo killing me
OOO THE EMOTION DALLY
“Who would they beat on / if we weren’t around?”
THE FALSETTO????
“Little brother / sorry I failed you / i could not save you / no i can’t even save myself” DALLY???? ARE YOU OKAY BABE???
I can just picture him absolutely UNRAVELING at the point, javert-style
“They can’t take nothin’ more from me / If I ain’t got you / then I ain’t got nothin’ else” EXCUSE ME?????
“If anything was fair / you would still be here” DYING
DALLY YOUR VOICE I LOVE YOU
THE EERIE STRINGS USFJDLKFJGKFSDJ THE ORCHESTRA KID IN ME IS DECEASING
THE TENSION IN THE MUSIC??? THE BUILD UP
OH MY GOSH??
“JOHNNY CAN YOU SEE ME NOWWWWWW”
WAS THAT A TRAIN??? THAT’S NOT HOW IT WAS IN THE BOOK????
I’M SO CONFUSED AND SAD ALL AT THE SAME TIME?????
MY BOY????? COME BACKKK?????
Stay Gold - 10/10
JOHNNY???? BABE?????
“Swore I wasn’t ready to die / turns out I was wrong” LITERALLY STOP I’M SOBBING
Once again all I can think about is Phoebe Bridgers
“When you’re young / and the world is new / it’s easy to forget when all you’re tryna do is make it through”
Wuh-oh kinning a song again
“I’ll hold on to the good / cause I’ve made peace with all the bad”
THE HARMONIES I’M IN TEARS
“There’s still a whole lotta good in the world. Tell Dally. I don’ think he knows”
The harmonies and you can hear like the strain and emotion in Pony’s voice
YOU’RE NOT ALLOWED TO DO THAT TO ME
Finale (Tulsa ‘67) - 9.7/10
YES FULL-CIRCLE MOMENT I LOVE YOU
“I use to idolize the actors on the screen / I looked like Newman like a king / and now I look at what my brothers did for me / they’re the reason I’m standing right now”
“Darrel you’re the toughest guy I know / it just took me too long to see / Soda you’re this family’s heart and soul / can you imagine how proud Mom and Dad must be?”
THE MONOLOGUE???? BABE???? SOMEONE HOLD ME I’M FALLING APART
“This is TUL-SA NINTEEN SIXTY SEVEN” will never cease to get me
DYING LITERALLY SHUT UP PONYBOY I LOVE YOU
“STAYYY GOOOOOLLLLDDDDDD”
Orchestra i love you never change
IN CONCLUSION:
DARRY AND SODA I LITERALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH
JOHNNY COME BACK BABY I MISS YOU
I didn’t get enough Randy but maybe that’s just me
ORCHESTRA FREAKING PHENOMENAL
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Hiii Lissa, just saw your post and first of all, thank you so much for mentioning me in your latest post, it truly means a lot 🥹❤️🩹 tbh i don’t usually write reviews for the fics I read but after finishing the "Coming Home" series, I felt I had to because it was so beautifully written and I’ll hold it close to my heart 🥰 Most of the time, I'm a person who read everything in author's/blog m.list; so i will make sure to read your other stories andddd Im actually planning to binge read friendcation too hehe ✌️
Anddd based on your recent post, It sounds like you’re going through a really tough time and I want you to know that it’s completely okay to feel this way. I’ve been there myself many times when doubt sets in and it fades my passion :(( Taking a break to think about your passion and your space is really important, so don't worry <3 also remember that your worth as a writer isn’t measured by likes or comments BUT it’s about the joy and fulfillment you find in the process ✨️ It's your blog, your creations, your emotions, your feelings; don’t ever feel sad or hesitate to take the time you need bcz its also important to prioritize our mental health.
those who appreciate your work and your kindness are still here, cheering you on always ❤️✨️ When you’re ready to share again, I'll be excited to see what you write and will always support you !! I wish i was your friend irl so that i could hug you and tell you many times that it's okay to feel all this emotions 🫂 Since couldn't, I'm sending you virtual hugs 🤗 "Believe in yourself, trust the process and go with the flow, the nature will always guide you" - this is something i always tell to my friends and myself :) Lastly, we dk each other at all but if you ever feel like you need someone to talk, I'll be always here to hear you.. Cheer up and take care of yourself, love youu lissaaa 😘🫂❤️
(pls ignore my grammar mistakes here and there 🫠)
Oh Honey 🥹 Of course! Your review meant so much to me, and it cheered me up so much 🥹 That’s so sweet of you, but you don’t have to read it all if there’s one or more stories you don’t vibe with! But I hope that you enjoy those you decide to read (if not all, there’s a lot lol), and you’re always welcome to write a review or comment, but you don’t have to if you don’t want to (silent readers are also okay) 🫂 Oh, and thank you so much for saying you find my writing beautiful 🥹 Friendcation is a banger! I’m sure you’ll have a lot of fun reading that one 🫶
Wow, that was a really beautiful way of putting it; and you’re right. Honestly, I’ve been struggling with mental health on and off for many years, but this is the first year that I’ve really done something about it by being consistent in going to therapy (quite many times before until I found the right fit), and now I’m also on medication, and it’s helping a lot. I still have a lot of work to do, mentally and emotionally, but I feel like I'm on the right track and I’m getting there. Step by step. I’ll get there. Doesn’t matter how long it takes, but I’ll get there. I know it. I’m sorry to hear you’ve gone through rough times too 🥹🫂 If you wish to talk or anything, my dms are open 🫂 This is honestly one of my biggest passions, and I’d hate to end up not loving it anymore (that has happened to my love of photography, but that’s another different talk lol). Mental health is so important! So if you want to talk, you’re always welcome! I feel like talking helps a lot, and also knowing that there’s people out there who have been through similar stuff or felt the same—knowing you’re not alone 🫂
Thank you 🫂 I’m honestly very surprised by how many who cares—but it really warms my heart and I appreciate it so fucking much 🥹
Oh you’re just so sweet!!!! Thank you for the hugs!! 🫂 Virtual hugs are also good 🥹 I wish I could hug all of you irl too!!!
That is such a good, sweet and inspirational quote and it really resonates with me, it’s very beautiful 🥹 Thank you so much! I’ll take that to heart, believe, trust and let nature guide me ✨
Thank you so much Honey 🫂 The same goes for you, even though I don’t know you—you seem very sweet, lovely and nice, and you’re always welcome to my asks or dm 🫂
Love you too and take care too 💜😘
(and what grammar mistakes? I didn’t spot them, but please do ignore mine)
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Lotf Love Languages
this is my first time writing for Lotf and actually posting it, hope it's at least okay!
Piggy 🐗
Giving; Words of affirmation
He has so much love for you.
How is he supposed to just not tell you?
He can and will go on all day about you.
Its actually kind of annoying.
Receiving; Quality time
Not many people are willing to spend time with him.
So if you want to? He is immediately head over heels.
He loves chatting so...
I hope you aren't expecting quiet time with him.
Ralph 🐚
Giving; Acts of service
He low-key has that 'im the man, I need to do everything for you' mentality.
Is it annoying and toxic? Yes.
Will that make him change? Doubt it.
He just wants to be a gentleman for you.
Oh what's that? You have to carry something? Dw, he's got it.
If your on the island he WILL make rules to benefit you.
Receiving; Physical touch/Gift giving
He loves your touch!
Handholding, hugging, cuddling, doesn't matter.
He'll accept it all.
He doesn't initiate it real often but that doesn't mean he dislikes it.
He also really likes getting gifts from you!
He doesn't even care what it is, if you gave it to him, he's happy.
Jack 🎼
Giving; Gift giving
He acts confident, but in reality he's kinda really insecure.
So honestly, him giving gifts is less of him genuinely wanting to get you something, and more of him wanting to prove that he's worthy of your love and attention.
Just show him you love him no matter what tbh.
Receiving; Words of affirmation
Once again, he is not as confident as he pretends.
So he would really appreciate this love language.
Not that he'd ever tell you that...
His mind almost breaks when he realizes you might actually think highly of him.
He'd act confused and disgusted, but y'know he secretly likes it.
Simon 🦎
Giving; Words of affirmation
Simons love language is words of affirmation
Like piggy, he just loves you so much, he can't help but tell you!
Half the time he doesn't even realize he's doing it.
It's just so natural for him.
He's real observative too, so it's not just the basic things.
He goes into great telling you everything he loves about you.
Receiving; Physical touch
If your love language is physical affection, don't be shy showing him how much you love him.
He adores it.
He himself is also very physically affectionate.
So he definitely won't mind.
He often craves your touch, and everytime your away he patiently waits, eager to be in your arms once again.
Roger 🪨
Giving; Quality time
While it's true that he values his alone time, he's still willing to occasionally give it up for you.
He would sit with you and just chat.
Well, it's mostly you doing the chatting.
He kinda sits there.
It's quite nice though!
Receiving; Acts of service
He just likes the help.
Knowing that you go out of your way to help him just makes him happy.
He feels very loved and cared for.
<3
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Whatever, hope you enjoyed. :]]
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Okay okay I know your ask is closed but this idea has been eating away at my for a week now
Alright so imagine the reader is a feline mutant, could be a house cat or a big cat mutant whatever you imagine, and they’re cuddling with their turtle and they start kneading, making bread, their paws into said turtle while they sleep. How would the boys react to that? Cause it just seems so cute, especially if the reader gets embarrassed by it.
preferably 2007 or Rise, cause I’ve also seen you mention your desire for 07 requests
I’ve read a bunch of your posts and I’m sure you can do my request wonderfully, now you make sure you take care of yourself and if this is too much for you right now I can wait ❤️💖
I JUST SAW THIS & I THINK THIS WAS THE BREAK I NEEDED BC HUH
Yes YES YES
If your request hasn’t been fulfilled yet, IM SORRY BRO IM TRYING FR FR😭I think I jumped at this bc it’s just a short shot & I literally have to mentally prepare myself to write a long shot
Also me using the same 4 gifs of the guys bc there’s barely any TMNT 2007 gifs 😫😫
TMNT 2007 Headcanons: Baking Biscuits (Cat Mutant!Reader)

Leonardo
This turtle loves every second of it
Tries to catch you all the time kneading, he’s infatuated with how normal cat habits fall onto you
How turtles have things like chitters(?) & mating season, he likes to see you have cat qualities
You knead the ends of his mask a lot
Cats sleep a lot, so I think you’d fall in between sleeping for a full 8 hours all the time no matter what
And once you wake up, Leo’s gone(in the event you stay the night or share a bed,) but he always leaves an extra blue mask for you to knead while he’s training or meditating
Like how turtles enjoy their shell to be scratched, you’ll definitely both have a set time where you just love on each other like that, where you just cuddle and scratch while he rubs your back
That’s so cute omfg wait I might’ve just did sum
Raphael
Won’t ever tell you, but he feels it while sleeping
So much so that he’ll have a dream of you kneading on or around him
We all know he’s a cat lover
Guys that love cats >>>
But anyway, he’s already fond over you and protective
Also I hc that he feeds the stray cats around the city & the best part is watching them make biscuits in an alley
So to see you do it is the cutest
Raph is a known heavy sleeper, so he doesn’t awaken that easily
HOWEVER (comma)
He would not mind it at all if he woke up to you trying to knead on his shell before he rolled over
Also if he does wake up, he’ll lay on his stomach for easy access to his shell for you
Also doesn’t tell you if he’s awake, he’ll wait a few just to hear you purr while baking those biscuits
Donatello
Donnie doesn’t sleep
However (comma) he wouldn’t mind it if you kneaded next to him while he was working on something
My cat usually kneads right next to me and buries their head on some part of my body, so if you do so, Donnie seriously doesn’t mind
In fact, he loves it! Just feeling you next to him is all he needs
Actually, since Donnie doesn’t sleep, I feel like he would take a cat nap (no pun intended) via bread kneading
He thinks of it as a nice massage. Although kneading is usually on a blanket or something, Donnie’s shoulders are free real estate for kneading
Michelangelo
He notices right away
He’s not a heavy sleeper idc RAPH is 😭NOT Mikey
He immediately does the lil head pat
Also likes to joke around about it
“Guys please stop ordering biscuits Y/n’s been baking for hours please they haven’t seen their family in weeks”
That line. All. The. Time.
Is definitely the most physical out of the four brothers
Meaning he’ll absentmindedly pet you or rub your back knowing you enjoy it as if you’re a non-mutant cat
If you get a little embarrassed (especially if done around his brothers or April/Casey,) Mikey would just switch and do it in private
But tbh he just wants to show off his cute s/o to everyone
Gifts you a (very fluffy) orange blanket of his exclusively for kneading and baking those nice loaves of bread
Since being a mutant feline, your nails will naturally be sharper than average, so he always (attempts to at least) stitch the blanket back up for you?
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