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unfortunate--moth · 5 months ago

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bro i dont get why people enjoy hurt no comfort fics im so fucking bummed out. i love angst but wheres my happy ending. please guys we GOTTA have some happiness right??? can anyone hear me

#moth speaks #im joking btw #if you like hurt no comfort fics good for you #im just weak #love when media makes me cry #dont get me wrong #but i like when the media also makes me happy #or has some sort of positive resolution #i love when angst has a good ending

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cecoeur · 3 months ago

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it's hell on earth to be heavenly them's the breaks, they don't come gently

#daniel ricciardo #dr3 #went on a hike the sunday after the official announcement and listened to this song on repeat for probably 3 of the 8 miles #POV: me in the middle of the woods telling myself to get it together #while crying about a 35 year old millionaire before I end up passing someone on the trail and they call the police on me #so song is about how female stars are treated overtime and when they first arrive they're praised for being authentic and refreshin #but once the shine wears off and they're a little older and reveal imperfections or they struggle they become a target for ridicule #and then they're discarded for the next new thing in town and the cycle keeps repeating itself forever #which to me so closely mirrors daniel's trajectory in F1 in the eyes of the media #but also when you take the lyrics at face value they are just so daniel...#the f1 ecosystem and more specifically the redbull “family” are fake as hell #and yet daniel is one of their most genuine products who actually can't be easily reproduced (but by god they'll try)#he showed a great deal of promise despite coming from a place that really never should've produced a successful f1 driver #because the cards were stacked against him and nobody really thought he would make it #but he did and he gave us 13 brilliant years (and he has SO much more to give and do and succeed at and he will)#but the wheel of time keeps spinning and the cycle continues for the next shiny new toy that they can nurture and then destroy #anyway i'm not totally in love with these gifs but I need to be done w/them and I had to exorcise this demon that was making me sad

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danhoemei · 1 month ago

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I'm only halfway through fangs of fortune and i am an emotional wreck, this show is messing with my emotions in all possible ways, from heart-wrenching PAIN to immeasurable LOVE, i am a MESS, what is happening 😭

#i barely ever cry irl and for media as well i think the last time i cried was 2 years ago when my dog passed away #and now this show made my eyes all wet like 4 or 5 times already #and it's just been 17 eps THERE ARE 17 MORE TO GO #i dont know if i can handle it what is happening #maybe im unstable emotionally from all the irl stress idk or maybe this show is just touching some unknown strings in me #anyway it's so good plz watch it if ur into dramas #fangs of fortune #danshushmei #i love all the characters so much omg i cant contain it #they make me think of rpg sessions with my friends like look at this colorful group brought together thru various circumstances #so different and yet growing such strong bonds and striving together thru whatever the world throws at them #i have so much love and hurt in me right now #all in a good way

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spacedlexi · 11 months ago

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the way the ericson group were at the outbreak just a bunch of troubled kids who made various mistakes or committed crimes and were judged by a system that punished and abandoned them instead of giving them the support and love they needed, are then nearly a decade later put into a situation where now they must judge a troubled child for the mistakes and crimes hes committed against them. and 5 to 3 vote them out 😭

#twdg #i love the way s4 connects back to lees whole 'murderer' thing back in s1 😭 guilt...atonement.....systems of punishment #i love thinking about s1>s4 themes and crying #anyway this is partially why i hate when i see the ericson cast reduced down to 'just some teens' its so much more than that #them being abandoned in a boarding school for troubled kids is SO IMPORTANT its not 'just some school'#anyway its also probably why theyre my favorite cast #theyre literally one of if not the most mature group of the series even while being a bunch of kids who make choices i dont agree with #because they actually love and care about each other. even when theyre mad. because theyre all they have left #i do think the vote was a fair way to handle it even tho i still ultimately find it cruel. they couldve talked it out #but this is still a story that needs conflict to resolve so is what it is #they would rather they leave than have to face their confused feelings. the most immature thing they do. but understandable #they did such a good job crafting that cast for clem GOD an entire ensemble built around her and aj....delicious #zombie/post apoc media about love and community my beloved 😭#sorry but get tf out of here with that 'humans are evil and everyone dies' lame ass bullshit we are nothing without community #the amount of love pouring out of s4 is like getting my ass kicked but then they give me a big hug and kiss after and send me on my way #s4 my absolute beloved i really love it more and more every time. so much to appreciate even with it the way it is #the themes bro the themes........ the connections between seasons 1 and 4 you are everything to me #it speaks

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ratatatastic · 24 days ago

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Panthers TRY to 'Draw the Shield' 🎨🖌

#aaron ekblad #evan rodrigues #aleksander barkov #uvis balinskis #aj greer #jesper boqvist #sam reinhart #adam boqvist #niko mikkola #florida panthers #2425 #media day is for torturing boys with arts and crafts time #on this episode of apparently all our dmen are secret artists? (ignore boqy it was a valiant attempt)#the amount of “this looks like a rat” miss pantr suffered #please capture her elegance properly!!#how do you fail when you guys all had references and looked down at your jerseys #when the test is open book and you still fail #sasha. good at everything except cooking. and drawing. woe.#reino also good at everything. sans drawing.#they had to be knocked down a peg for everyones sakes #roddy tried to take this so seriously he was gonna cry if he fucked up his drawing more #me when i draw fr #i love the (squints) florida horses #reino“i feel like they took their time on this” vs mikksy (scribbles furiously) “30 seconds later”#you cant make this shit up #sorry why are our dmen so good at drawing 😭😭😭

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wrathevil · 5 months ago

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what do you like about Suns the most?

they have a sun motif and they/them pronouns i think thats what got me HAHAHA. nah but morally grey characters go ham for me, like look at that dude just look at them. they get mischaracterized so often and it makes me fall to the floor in agony but thats part of the fun. but also the sun motif......

also i dont think i could pick a favorite. all their lines are so interesting to me and i didnt realize a walking calculator could be so airheaded (probably not the right word but i hope you understand) and out of touch sometimes conversation wise like uhmmm ok pal. i mean this in the nicest way possible but i think you got something....

but i guess them talking about being worried for spearmaster to nsh gets me in the feels. they love their cat sooo much it hurts i can never draw them without spears anymore

anyways take these doodles from awhile ago i love them

#didn't know they could make a walking can autistic yet here we are #I LOVE THEM SO BAD #IT HURTSSSS THEY ARE BURNING ME ALIVE HELPPPPP #wrathkafuffles #i was so tempted to cry about how people are so mean when characterizing them but i'm stronger then that #i'm a purely goofy artist but i promise i think critically about media i just... never show it #ok no more rambling sorry #maybe one of these days i'll write a whole video essay about them and their personality but today is not that day teehee

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kezcore · 2 years ago

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i hate to break it to you, millennials, but gen z does, in fact, know what dvds and cds are. we grew up with them. we grew up with a lot of stuff y'all obsess over, actually. not my fault all the tech companies collectively decided to get rid of dvd players

#you're not an elder you're 30 #ALSO: WE KNOW WHAT LANDLINES ARE #I USED TO USE THEM TO TALK W MY FRIENDS BEFORE I GOT CELL SERVICE #BUT PAYING FOR A LANDLINE IS EXPENSIVE NOWADAYS SO THERES NO POINT #sorry but i just saw an article about millennials crying over how gen z apparently think dvds are useless #i mourn the loss of dvd movie home screens everyday #BRING BACK DVD PLAYERS PLEASE I LOVE PHYSICAL MEDIA!!!!#but like..make dvds scratch resistant. please. all of my old dvds are so scratched up and it makes me sad #omg i just remembered that my mom used to have a bunch of cds BACK WHEN CARS STILL HAD CD PLAYERS #tangled 2010 soundtrack cd ❤️#i used to jam out to my kidz bop cd on my huge cd player #ummm what else #unrelated but i used to be so jealous of my friend's mp3 player #also was super jealous of my friend's flip phone #i wanted one sooo bad. more than i wanted an iphone bc i thought flip phones were COOL #i had an ipod #not one of those stupid mini phones but like an actual ipod music player #i had 1989 by taylor swift on it #god i miss my ipod #I MISS WHEN PHONES HAD HEADPHONE JACKS. WHAT HAPPENED TO THOSE #the only reason i regret upgrading my phone 💔#kez.txt

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seventh-district · 9 months ago

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so uh. that 2.2 Special Program, huh

#hsr #honkai star rail #hsr 2.2 #hsr spoilers #hsr leaks #the body of this post reads as far less enthusiastic than i really am #i just don’t know how to casually return from my latest 2 week hiatus only to gush abt a game i’ve hardly blogged abt before #but i’m not making a whole ass sideblog for it like i did for Genshin. nah y’all r gonna bear witness to my fixation with this one #so anyways don’t mind me. vibrating into another dimension with anticipation for the next 11 days #it’s insane man. a year ago i Never ever woulda thought i’d be so invested in this game. and it took Months for the game to really grab me #but i’m v glad i kept coming back even when i was struggling to really get into it. like i just had this feeling that if i stuck around and #gave the game a chance to really like. come into its stride. i just always felt like there was Something there and i just hadn’t found it #and holy shit i finally found it in Penacony. the devs really truly outdid themselves with this region and these characters and this story #not to discount everything that’s happened prior. like i was genuinely Liking it all before now but i wasn’t Loving it y’know #but that may be more a ‘me having to fight tooth n’ nail to force myself to consume new media’ thing than it is a matter of the actual game #anyways i came here to talk abt the program! bc since i’m not filming my HSR stuff i’m gonna be insufferable abt it on Tumblr instead ! :)#and i’m probably not filming any more Genshin stuff. or anything else at all for that matter but let’s not talk abt that dead dream #pun not intended lmao. Anyways let’s return to the subject at hand while there’s still room left in these tags shall we #i’m so fucking glad they had Aventurine on this program man. especially since he’s leaked to only have 18 lines in 2.2… it was nice to see-#-him here at least 🥹 i’ll take what i can get. his unenthusiastic little bird noises at the beginning.. him being reluctant to come out..#the way one of the first things to come out of his mouth was ‘y’know DR RATIO once told me…’ like boy we get it ur in love with him 🙄 (/J!)#i love how they can’t go on these programs w/o talking abt each other it’s adorable. AND THE WAY HE WAS THE ONE TO EXPLAIN BOOTHILL’S KIT!?#they can’t just fuel my crackship like this… god and his whole ‘muddle-fudger.. son-of-a-nice-lady?’ thing had me wheezing #Aven mocking Boothill’s inability to curse was not on my special program bingo card but fuck i’m here for it #and Robin being all curious abt him was so cute.. ‘who /is/ he? … does he order milk at the bar?’ i’m crying she’s so sweet #also the trailer was fucking insane. which feels redundant as hell bc all of HoYo’s version trailers go hard but like. still. wow.#that millisecond long shot of Boothill surveying the skyline is so fucking good. also what the fuck is Jing Yuan doing here!!#not complaining at all tho. we’ve got JY & DH(IL?). Argenti(?). Boothill. Sunday. Aven. all my men r here and i am eating so fucking good #Seven.txt #viddy game stuff

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skrunksthatwunk · 1 month ago

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im exploding into a million pieces i found a reddit thread about butches in video games (specifically looking for them) in hopes that there was some kind of lesser known dream daddy-esque butch dating sim or SOMETHING cute like that and guys the fucking crumbs we have to live on you're actually killing me. im withering away why are there no kissable butches in video games im going to throw up and kill everyone. nobody wants a butch dating sim apparently. im gonna go weep in the fetal position

#everybody ignore this it's so stupid but #it's like heres a stard.ew valley mod where you can make leah butch and um idk starf.ield bg characters #and a baldgate3 character. IM CRYING WHERE ARE THE BUTCHES #'why is this making me emotional' (<- very understandable why it would make me emotional)#howling into the night sky ripping ny shirt in twain transforming into a big hairy beast bc i love butches sm #GUHHHHHHHHHH CMONNNNN #i just wanna see people's cute drawings of dykes ok. where is our version of bara #where is it please #im begginbg the universe generally #i need a hero (the song) is emanating from my pores rn. where are they we deserve so much better than this #gahhhh it's all overly palatable softgirl yuri fuckk. where are my big sweaty hairy braless deep voiced dykes im going to kill someone #when is it my turn to be happy wuagghhh #not to say i dislike softgirl yuri but i do not want to kiss them!! sorry but that is a big motivator for this #is wanting a 2d boyfriend (/dyke) because everyone else gets to have one :((#and also like. wanting to see dykes reflective of irl dykes rather than yuri for representation purposes that matter to me personally #and the gender euphoria that can often come from that but also FUCKK #nguhhhhhh oughhhhhh ahhhhhhhhgh. im such a fucking faggot im sick of this #a large chunk of the sapphic population is just completely not represented it's like they only exist in my mind #i never seen them around me either this shit sucks fuck my stupid baka life. wehehhh #exploding into a million pieces #im never expressing any kind of gay yearning again after this im done #is it too much to ask that i see people like me out there?? in many ways but tonight specifically in a butch way #ppl when they even think for a moment of making lesbian media where the dykes aren't sifted through straight attractiveness filters: 😱#again a lesbian dating dim w femmes would rule as well but it's all high schoolers and vaguely anime-hot women #and thats not good enough. it's like if they give a girl a big nose they'll fucking die immediately #maybe the real reason i consume so much homoerotic buff guy media is because SOMETIMES ppl draw them as butches #(<- not the reason but maybe loosely vaguely part of the reason)#anyway this was inspired by me watching ppl react to like. a popular pretty boy dating sim #and trying to figure out some equivalent experience for me but i can't bc none of it is made for me #killing everyone and then killing them again. hatred

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ichthyorelationships · 1 year ago

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ideas: i didn't really think of him being underwater but they deserve to have drama by crying there too so i just think you could say something about the composition being denser than water or w/e. proteins

i'm always like good thing he didn't try to exit asap via swimming in ciao alberto But What If He Did lol. just swim Somewhere else along the coast, maybe panic about [money??] & whether somehow this ruins school for luca, whether he can get in touch w/o it being On Sight b/w him & all marcovaldos, consider just kind of trying out other places, traveling after all...fascinating considering the other povs on the issue like: now there's the paguros to sympathize w/a kid vanishing, luca however in a somewhat more novel position there, giulia's throwback to alberto being a bit perplexing lmao, kind of thinking the best massimo could do is have a prewritten letter for luca to give to alberto If Possible, conveying something like i know you didn't set my livelihood on fire on purpose but even if you did i'd want you to stay. and luca in a position to do all of "maybe give the island fun facts so someone can check if he's there" & "wait & hope alberto can/does get in touch" & "have a lot of feelings"....not even the context of what this drawing is about necessarily, just tacking it on here anyways. ahead of time i went "heh now i Know they're gonna have it get little Real here b/c it's really about alberto wanting the security of feeling he can 'earn' a sustained relationship" then the short cleared & i was lying completely dead on the pavement

#luca 2021 #pixar luca #alberto scorfano #love when like ''yeah ofc you Could guess approx what would happen; b/c of The Themes & things following them''#but then like of course it still manages to Surprise. feels apt when like ppl doing some savvy media analysis can Guess along w/the film #like oh we're gonna fight here we might have our secret revealed here yep. then get caught off guard by alberto but 110% surprised by luca #even as ofc it all makes sense & is cohesive w/those Themes that have been unfolding; not just breaking w/the material to Surprise us #but still unpredictable. the whole movie being so vignettey (god bless. i live) allowing for a lot of that too like just Stuff Can Happen #someone can guess alberto's dad is not in the picture really but you could think oh he's been killed by humans. No lol...#or massimo lost an arm to sea monsters. but no. oh my god & this is how i realize i didn't draw alberto's arm scar hang on lol #okay there it is. here we go gays (me turning in for some rest at 8:15 am)#oh i read this picture book in the internet archive abt like A Parent Expressing Unconditional Love via conversation w/a child. hang on #''even if i did something awful'' by barbara shook hazen; i did think of it here. let me obtain a quote for effect...#[but what if i did something really truly awful?] [like what?] [like playing ball in the living room after you told me not to & breaking #the vase daddy gave you for your birthday even if i didn't mean to & it was an accident? would you still love me then?]#[i love you so much i'd love you if you Did mean to & it wasn't an accident. / but i might also be mad & yell things like 'i've told you a #thousand times!' & 'this is the last straw!' & 'i've had it with your disobeying!' & send you to your room with no dessert... / ...& cry a #little & pick up the pieces.] [i'll help.] [but i still love you no matter what; no matter how mad; no matter how awful. & i always will.]#so long as it's commitment to Actual support which; massimo already On That even before realizing like oh bereft And you're of the sea.....

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thismission · 1 year ago

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major ofmd s2 spoilers but it’s kind of beautiful in a way to see the youngins call That character dying a “typical” bury your gays trope, in a show that is specifically about queer love filled with queer characters who have happy endings, where both casual and passionate gay affection is shown again and again, and always portrayed as something beautiful and tender and good to be embraced

#ofmd s2 #ofmd spoilers #‘typical’ bury your gays.......... 😭#y’all rly have no idea what it’s like to NEVER see yourself portrayed unless it ends in a violent tragic death huh #specifically targeted BECAUSE the character is queer #and i say this genuinely with love like that’s why it’s also pretty nice. i’m glad such a point has been reached #but also omg. experiencing sadness and disappointment over a writing decision for your fav doesn’t make it a hate crime #personally i thought it happening was rly uninspired and predictable so kind of feel nothing over it because it’s so blah #feel like they just straight up didn’t know what to do with him #also s3 hasn’t been confirmed has it?? bc this season def felt like they shoved what was supposed to be a 20eps arc into 8eps #and there won’t be more. idk #but IF there is i need him to come back as the ship’s ghost fucking with everyone lmao #anyway i'm not even that old and when i was 12 i watched brokeback mountain and when i was 13 it was boys don't cry #and that was basically ALL i'd seen for big queer rep in media. like literally only thing ever #and the fear it instilled truly was part of me rejecting my own queerness for so long #who would look at izzy hands & go welp better stay cishet for the rest of my life or the devil will come for me; thats def the lesson here #if anything the end scene was about how happy he could’ve been if he’d realized earlier he had a whole queer fam who loved & accepted him #just as he is #END ESSAY

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parakeetpark · 4 months ago

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I could not contain myself and asked my mother if she saw the homoeroticism in ep4 of Midnight Mass

She's so used to me now she just went "yeah definitely" and we started talking about vampires and intimacy and mused again about Anne Rice going back on her extremely gay writing

OH and we talked about that brilliant exchange where Father Paul asks Riley why he came back to the rec centre that night, and you get to see the changes in expression on both of their faces as Riley basically says 'Because you lied to me'. Wonderful stuff. Actors are so skilled at what they do

#midnight mass #midnight mass spoilers #I'm sure this is nothing riveting or like uhhh I'm obv not the first person to think any of this about this show #but when you hyperfixate it's like.... hmmm you experience things to do with the topic with stars in your eyes and it all feels marvellous #that's how it goes for me anyway #and that's fine by me. these tiny little media making decisions and acting skills and camera angles and writing and editing #make me feel fascinated and i love thinking through the possibilities and being wrong and right and interpreting ambiguity #during all the grief and in between all the crying every day I'm going through- I'm gonna take whatever enjoyment and meaning i want from #this little horror fiction series :-)#it's nice to feel good. I'm not tryna type out Amazing Analysis that rocks foundations. just sharing things that make me bounce in my seat!#engaging with movies and series and trying to notice all the work that went into every single moment of the process is so fun!!!

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weedle-testaburger · 4 months ago

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me when media gets bleak and despairing: yeah yeah i know the world is fucked you're not saying anything special honestly

me when media gives its characters cathartic resolutions: 🥺🥺🥺🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭

#personal crap #I'm weird like that i almost never cry at media getting ultra bleak i just go numb maybe bitter #but catharsis makes me cry easily bc it almost never seems to come irl #it doesn't have to be something bad looks like it's gonna happen and then something good does instead #i also love when you get an ambivalent ending with catharsis mixed in with futility #when it's all futility i just go 'so what the fuck did i get invested for then fuck you'

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jocelynships · 5 months ago

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Sorry I’m obsessing over 80s media again do you all still think I’m cute 💔

#sorry this stupid parade and being surrounded by 80s pop culture shit at work is making me hyperfixate on my 80s media again #I say it like I don’t love it tho #I love it very much #when this parade ends I’m gonna cry /lh