#love u always

[loveyni]

jay is for ,,,

heeseung • jay!! • jake • sunghoon • sunoo • jungwon • ni-ki

a/n. i luv jay stans, u guys are the coolest<33

୨୧₊˚⊹ᡣ𐭩⋆ ──

jay is for those who are the eldest children in their families, who love their younger siblings with all their being, but wish that they got a chance to live as their own.

jay is for those who are uncertain of their abilities so they grasp onto the things they’re considered “good at” and overcompensate.

jay is for those who appreciate the little pleasures in life, practicing frugality where they can.

jay is for those who often stay away from showing physical affection but get really clingy for the right people (tell me about your favorite person, i’ll listen).

jay is for those whose favorite love language is acts of service, to give and receive.

jay is for those who adore making sure that their loved ones eat well but often forget about their own appetite (have you eaten today love? are you fully hydrated?).

jay is for those who commit everything to not only completing their tasks, but doing them thoroughly.

jay is for those who should be praised more for their hard work and talents because they don’t hear it enough.

jay is for those who deserve to be loved gently so that they can finally release the breath they didn’t even know they were holding.

── ୨୧₊˚⊹ᡣ𐭩⋆

[souplups]

i made holiday cards (they're on pre-order for the next week) and you should get one :) or maybe just reblog this for me!! i love u forever

[bunicate]

hewwoo mimi ~ヾ(・ω・)

Xavier is such a goodddd choice like eeekkk I love how soft puppy coded he is but that hes low-key a freak for you like hello (*/▽＼*) (have you seen his 5 star with the bunny ears?!?!?! I have it and it's soooooo cute). I totally get why he's your favorite *nodding head* (hes definitely that big step bro who keeps you allll to himself but only cause he loves his little sister so much and just wants to bond nothing else of course! and if he gets a little too handsy while you cuddle then no one needs to know (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧) shockingly Zayne is my most special scrumptious meow meow. I love how he seems to be pretty neutral and very =-= about things but when it comes to you he folds like a chair and im !!!! hes definitely one of those who's keeps going until youre crying and completely dumbed out of it but he keeps going cause you just feel good and he loves how your begging for more by the end of it you definitely get the pillow princess treatment with him (//ω//) also his sweet tooth... like he defiantly doing some naughty stuff with that hehehe. on another note though he'd definitely be that step dad who's does everything to get in your good graces but only cause your his super cute and adorable new step daughter, and if he buys you some new panties or lingerie what about it? daddy needs to make sure his little girl is taken care of o(>ω<)o

eeek anyways sorry for rambling ill go hide now!

(btw your haithy fic was soooo yummy thank you for feeding us <3)

sending more smooches and treats your way <333

-❄️

hi beautiful snowflake ! ! M srry I took sooooo long to reply . i wus trying so hard to play more so I can finally get into da lore nd all the characters but i need to level up before i get any further . also after sm thought and deliberation, zayne is so my type it hurtsss. he is actually so frickin funnie without even trying nd he’s so sooooo sexiiii. hes daddie for reals dear gawd . I got the standard 5 star for him nd I wus losing it bcuz i love how the game makes it obvious that there’s a height difference UGH.

[silvergyus]

how i feel during soobin hiatus

[sunrisesinthesuburbs]

btw i’m changing my fics fandoms to only include good omens (tv) in the tags, and i’ll do so with all my next works. i don’t want that name anywhere near my blog / works!

[loversrkive]

we are all just little flowers and plants who need different things at different times in order to survive and it’s okay if you don’t grow as fast or as tall as the flower next to you, all flowers are still beautiful on their own little beautiful paths :) love u little flower <3

[wttcsms]

i’m always open to chatting or answering questions or talking abt my wips/fics via my askbox but i’m in my last semester before obtaining my bachelor’s degree + i’m already in the process of pre-registering for my grad school classes. i need to take some time to focus on schoolwork and balancing my full time job ☺️ i am NOT leaving!!! i am NOT abandoning this blog!!!! i just spend a lot of time juggling attending class, working on assignments, whilst working 42-50hrs/week!!!!

[evocatiive]

@starlingisms // continued

"Only going to school for pharmacy? Babe, you are leaps and bounds more qualified to give a medical opinion than me." It's second nature for Sawyer to jump to Mirai's defense even for an aside, playful comment. "Maybe if your cuddles don't heal me, I will consider getting checked out. Besides, I really just think that it's, like, bruised ribs at the worst." She has been concussed before, and has enough hubris to think that she would know if she is again. And she is also so stubborn that even if she suspects that she is, she would hesitate to go to the clinic knowing how much it would wind up costing them. The law student in her had never really died, and she could plant her feet in the ground and argue until she is blue in the face. "Now come here." She pats at the space beside her and whines at them, mouth contorting into a pout.

[kylejsugarman]

ive been following you for a few months and at first i was really impressed that you were studying to be a doctor but now it just inspires me! you're the future of physicians? Wow you are so cool! no wonder you're always posting about your life and favorite things, you're always online slaying! I want a relatable, expressive, genuine doctor and if you're going to stay like this, you will end up the best doctor of all. makes me worried for the future of medicine that there aren’t more med students like you. xx

Ps. Do you ever get the feeling all these insane anons are just one or two really committed bullies? Cause I do, they always phrase their sentences similar ways.

leighanne for whatever reason the phrase "you're always online slaying!" is sending me, its giving me such "congratulations girl u have done it again, constantly raising the bar" energy. but seriously thank u, i love u always

it might be, i usually go thru the hassle of blocking the super cruel anons but that one had an "xx" on the end like how british people sign their messages so idk. haters always want to see me fail because of my whimsy

[inkskinned]

she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.

my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.

my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.

my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.

at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.

my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.

i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.

two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.

it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.

[pondslime]

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[w0nderland]

Hii lovely!! How have you been? I wanted to wish you a very happy new year (i'm a month late oops) <3 I hope 2024 has been treating you nicely so far! Did you make resolutions this year? What are you most looking forward to this year? Tell me everything!!

What did you think of Taylor's announcement? I love the concept already, I'm so excited to listen to all these new tracks!! Which track titles intrigue you the most? Which ones would make a good single?

Sending you tons of hugs & happy thoughts <3 I hope you have the most wonderful weekend!

oh my god how did I miss this for TWO MONTHS!!!! 2024 has been a whirlwind (grad school is keeping me busy) but spring is here and i am so thrilled!!! i missed the sun

i can't believe ttpd is being released in less than two weeks i am so so excited to listen to it. i was immediately intrigued by the alchemy but so many of the titles seem connected to people/stories (the black dog, the albatross, clara bow, etc) so I'm excited to see how taylor takes those concepts and twists them

sending you so so much love!!!!!!!!

[idontmindifuforgetme]

Honestly the cliche advice is true. If you fill your life w things you’re passionate about, if you challenge yourself every day, if you give your own opinion of yourself more weight than you do other people’s opinions of you, you will actually thrive. Like no one can tell u anything

[sunlitsoil]

there is always tomorrow

[soranker]

98 lovemail doodles >_<

[hinamie]

spiraling