#lots of thoughts tonight
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#lots of thoughts tonight#mine#my webweaving#webweaving#web weaving#web weave#webweave#web#webs#ww#parallel#parallels#parallelism#compilation#compilations#intertext#intertextuality#comparative#comparatives#a.s. kline#as kline#osip mandelstam#on self#on life#on identity#julie myerson#sleepwalking#a poulin jr#rainer maria rilke#duino elegies
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Romance tropes in fanfic: omg so cute!!!!
Romance tropes in books: ew why would I read this
#something something we demand less wisdom from fanfics because they’re fan made#but demand all books to be wise like they’re not also written by people#something about money and capitalism#anyway#lots of thoughts tonight
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#dublin#web weaving#art#quotes#quote#not my quote#lots of thoughts tonight#poets on tumblr#spiderman#history#ireland#fire#disgraceful behaviour#heartstopper
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so i see a lot of people talking about "finding god" in the most mundane places - the grocery store, the backseat of their car, on a straight stretch of mostly-abandoned-road on a gloomy day, etc. now admittedly i am not at all religious. i am /very/ spiritual and witchcraft-leaning and that is 100 percent where my loyalty and fulfillment lies. right? right.
but listen. when i hear the word god i don't think of some omnipotent being that hides away in the heavens or whatever- i think of everything i put my faith in, everyone i live for. to me a small piece of god lives in each of my friends, in my sibling and nephew and my puppy and the cats and everyone i smile at, in the cashiers at Walmart who're struggling through a busy day, in the Taco Bell employee last week who replaced my slushie with one he thought i'd like just as much since they were out of the flavor i wanted; and yeah - if that's the case, then finding god really does hit you in some of the most mundane, everyday places. like, sometimes it's walking through the front doors of CVS and waving wildly at my older sister Renee. sometimes it's cuddling Cerberus in my bed, eyes half closed, while he snuffs sleepily in my arms at 6:30 in the morning. and sometimes it's just sitting on the living room couch at 11:00 PM, stoned and listening to the playlist my sister Taunie put on the TV before she passed out curled up in the living room armchair by her room.
the point i'm trying to make here is glory and love are one and the same and everything is holy if you have enough love in your heart. do you get it?
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Why do people online tell me I'm gorgeous but IRL I get very little attention? Like okay people are generally nice to me. Thank god. But I'm only ever approached by creeps in like 90% of cases. I mean if I wasn't demisexual I'd be approaching others way more but I literally can't tell if someone is attractive to me unless I see how they behave and who they are as a person so... help what's going on. I know I have an RBF but I'm friendly...
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It takes an awful relationship for you to realize that mask or not people will be awful to you. Do you want me to be cheery and dorky?? Too annoying right? So I'll be stoic and chill all the time which was a part of me already anyway. Still not satisfied?? But wait maybe it was my mental illness that made you treat me like shit? O but wait I told I was queer my mistake that just made it worse. But I suppose maybe all along you just wanted me to be your fucked up version of your dream girl. Because everything about me is wrong right? And maybe you were just trying to pick at every damn reason why I wasn't good enough for your son/brother/nephew and take advantage of that too. But maybe all along it was just absolutely everything about me that made you treat me like shit...you just didn't know that you hated me yet. Or didn't want to admit so. "But God-" "But God-" No. But in all my sorrow, shame on me right?
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Thinking abt how it’s not abt ppl getting my gender or whatever it’s abt them respecting me enough to realize I know myself better than they do and when someone asserts their pronouns or gender or sexuality or whatever it is it’s because they know something about themself the other person doesn’t and that should be respected and not fucking ridiculed and analyzed to death.
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*looking at my hands amazed like im spiderman realizing i have powers for the first time*
whoa.... am i based?
#text#random thought#i dont know if this is anything ive smoked a lot of weed tonight#but this is funny to me right now so it's going on the blog baby
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Thinking about how Diavolo’s feelings transcend time and how in the Nightbringer UR+ card Demon Lord’s Castle Tour this conversation happens.
When asked, “Do you wish to see your father?”
Diavolo responds:
“I suppose I do . . .” isn’t the typical reaction to how a child would feel about wanting to see their parent. Especially when said parent has essentially been in a coma for a year.
Along with how Diavolo describe his father.
It makes more sense why when you learn in Lesson 56 how Diavolo was treated by him growing up.
Diavolo can tell when others are lying but is unable to understand his father’s intentions.
Diavolo mentions that he lived a very sheltered life growing up. That from a young age his father never allowed him a chance to talk to anyone outside the castle.
His childhood friend was Mephistopheles. A demon literally RAISED to be his friend. Putting a barrier between the two because Mephistopheles would put Diavolo on a pedestal.
The isolating childhood he experienced riddled with his strict father constantly scolding him.
Despite everything MC is so important to him he wants to see his father again so we can meet.
#Demons and Humans can’t get married even in the present so it adds an extra layer him wanting to introduce us.#There’s a lot more you could add onto this (please do I’d love to hear other’s thoughts).#Like how Diavolo’s childhood affected him just look at the way he describes himself:#“The truth is I am a child in a way. A child who spends his time alone and never gets to do anything interesting.”#A lot of Diavolo’s poor behavior while not excused comes from his childhood.#How Diavolo admits to using his position to force others to do what he wants. Along with how he doesn’t like sharing.#Diavolo’s insecurities in his friendships with others.#Mainly Lucifer and Barbatos which makes sense with how they happened.#IE Forcing Barbatos to become his butler and the oath/deal with Lucifer regarding Lilith.#It’s clear Diavolo is very lonely and carrying a heavy burden.#I like that MCs presence is helping him change into a better person.#Also I don’t think Diavolo hates his father their relationship just isn’t good and very complicated.#Diavolo is such a wonderful character if you have any in-depth posts about him please tag me I’d love to read them!!!#I AM FILLED WITH SAPPY THOUGHTS ABOUT DIAVOLO TONIGHT!!!!#Obey Me#Obey Me Spoiler#Obey Me Nightbringer#OMSWD#Obey Me Diavolo#Diavolo#MaddyMajolish#Is it obvious I can’t sleep because I’m riddled with Blorbo thoughts
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Okay so I've been wanting to tell you that you're literally my favourite twst artist 😭🩷
So my question is, how do you manage to come up with these funny comics? CUZ I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
(P.s: Lovin' the art style ✨)
oh geeze, thanks! 💚💚💚 I'm really glad people enjoy my stupid sense of humor; mostly I just draw things to make myself laugh, and if it makes other people laugh too, then bonus points! usually it's just one joke or mental image that gets stuck in my head (every time I saw Fellow spin his cane, all I could think about was him go-go-gadgeting away on it...) and in my quest to justify it, it picks up other jokes and bits along the way and usually doesn't even end up as the main focus anymore. entire narrative arcs have spun out just so I could use a single bad pun in a throwaway line. this is a terrible way to explain it but I'm not sure how else to put it into words!
and sometimes it's just "weird things my sister has said that I make fun of her for"
#twisted wonderland#reposting old art but i will never not make fun of her for her incredibly pretentious opinions about the local mall's architectural design#yuu listening to malleus be weird about buildings is supposed to be relateable right#that said this is also the only place i get to talk about twst so it is also just...a lot of my thoughts spilling out everywhere#(sorry other fandoms)#(i have spaces where i can debate the various merits of himeno/rita versus morfonia/rita)#(the correct answer is that rita has two hands but i digress)#but where else can i talk at length about these anime disney dipshits who have flawless eyeliner and zero emotional intelligence#me at the top of my lungs: you don't understand that's his DAD#the group dm: w...what are you talking about#there's gonna be a few posts today sorry#gotta get some stuff out before the update tonight/tomorrow morning/whatever happens and becomes all i think about for the next week
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One thing I haven't stopped thinking about is that scene where Ed and Stede dine and dash and we get that glimpse as they run off giggling. Because really, more than the hopeful reunion, the soft confessions, more than the anger and bitter jabs, that moment was a glimpse into who they'll be as a couple.
Just a couple of chaos gremlins doing whatever the fuck they want and giggling the whole time, because when they're together the rest of the world fades away, its just them and their silly little whims.
#ofmd#our flag means death#gentlebeard#blackbonnet#edward teach#stede bonnet#just thinkin soft thoughts tonight#pls renew so we can see them giggle again#i thought of this bc my partner made a joke about running across the street before our bus left just so we could#jokingly fist fight in a dennys parking lot#and it made me think of how ed and stede would do that and be giggling the whole time
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qjaiden lore will be like funny haha silly guy lil guy silly giggle and then also like "i am not okay. i came here alone and i made two close bonds that i didnt feel i deserved. my son died and i don't think i'm okay. i go to my friends wedding i love his husband and i love him and he is happy and smiling and that is all i have ever wanted and i am here in a house where we had our best day together, sleeping outside in the grass, saving the warmth and roses and paintings for the empty bed inside where our son would sleep. all i have left is trust and i give it to the creature that told me i had only ten minutes left with my son until he was gone forever because someone has to and it cant be someone who has something to lose and i am okay being collateral damage." and then she'll go back to heheeehee hoo hoo snorkmimimimimi culero
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rough day...
#i might come back and color this. Eventually....#scribbled this after a busy day of lots of moving things into storage and hauling boxes around#i felt a bit like a workhorse!#at some point i sat down on the uhaul w/ my water and thought. Wow. How Does Eddie Manage#poor guy deserves a break...#he needs a day off smh#i mean the neighborhood would fall apart w/o him probably but still. he needs a vacation!#he works too hard! someone tell him to prioritize himself for once!#scribble garnish#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home fanart#eddie dear#alrighty well its 12 am i need to get up in less than 6 hours and i still have Several Things To Do before i can sleep!#so! queuing this and getting those last chores done#wait fuck. what where they#well! i'll remember when i get up to do them! probably!#yknow 7 hours into tomorrow's drive im gonna be like OH FUCK I FORGOT THE [insert task here]#oh. shit did i eat dinner? hm... im not gonna be ready for breakfast when i wake up#so i might as well add 'quick cup of noodles' onto tonight's Before-Sleep list....#im rambling! sorry!#anyway i have Much affection for eddie! somebody get him a spa day and some shiny new stamps!!!
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Maya C. Popa, from Wound is the Origin of Wonder: Poems: “Wound is the origin of wonder”
#having lots of claudia thoughts tonight :’)#i wish i could save her#interview with the vampire#claudia#maya c. popa
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We need to bring back the tradition of everyone memorizing a whole bunch of two-to-four line poems to write in people's autograph books.
#my grandmother's high school autograph book was a revelation#there were a lot of repeats of a few but also a lot of variety#and i just saw a carol burnett clip where she's signing a fan's book and joking about these different poems#and so that's how you get tonight's#random thought of the day
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