#looking for home tutor
Text
bedman with no bed man in: the worst school u could attend in the 70s. i was on a utena tangent you see,
#bedman#guilty gear#revolutionary girl utena#btw delilah does NOT attend ohtori in my head#she is safe at home like getting tutored or something#akio WILL NOT be allowed around another brother sister relationship#ok chat look up most oppressive school with gayest students and send romeo there#gonna be a fucking gender adventure for him
51 notes
·
View notes
Photo
Dr. Invar - Varith’s Betrothed
#her scars are from a medical double mastectomy - she's a cis woman#she works on a very small majority Vulcan science vessel#so she doesn't have an official rank but she's close to the person in charge and was allowed on the vessel due to nepotism#her mother is a fairly cruel person who looks down heavily on others due to her high status but favored Invar A LOT#this led to Invar being a bully as a child/teen but then she became ill and was tutored at home#this led to her being fairly isolated with only her parents and people who worked for them as company (her 'friends' quickly abandoned her)#her being abandoned by others + being with her mother so much made her realize how awful she'd treated others and want to do better#She's quite paranoid about her health because her illness was one which continued coming back#She has not undergone the rite of tal-oth because of her health (she doesn't want others to know this)#<- in general she's hesitant to share information about herself with others bc of the fear they'll use it against her but projects an aura#of self confidence to the point it reads as being cocky or full of herself.#bea art tag#star trek ocs#beas ocs#Invar#despite/because of being a bully (and her mother) Invar has a VERY strong hatred/fear of being made fun of#she doesn't know Varith well - they've only met/communicated a few times (mostly as children)#[REDACTED] family shenanigans#<- very technically#but I'm putting her in that tag in case I need to find her again
31 notes
·
View notes
Text
The face you make when you notice your friend is down, so you ask what is wrong only for him to pop out with this gem of information while you are still struggling to even kiss your crush.
Cool. Cool, cool, cool.
#Cool cool cool#Why R U?#Between Us?#Tutor x Fighter#Win x Team#I thought we were all still trying for first base but you decided to go for a home run#Congratulations buddy#*looks off into the distance trying to figure out why I'm struggling to even get one kiss*
45 notes
·
View notes
Text
Sidenote I was never her biggest fan but whenever I see someone talk abt dahlia hawthorne as if she's some evil seductress who breaks hearts for fun I feel the intense urge to hit them with hammers. Fucker can you read????
#waves my hand at The Fawles Business!!!!! hello???????????#pretty much every mention of fawles i see is (rightfully) condemning him#but often ppl dont connect that to dahlia as like. a character. theyre just like ew a creep good thing hes not relevant#happy and well 14yo girls dont frame their adult tutor who theyre 'in a relationship with' and send them to death row#and they certainly dont jump into a river KNOWN for tearing bodies to pieces in hopes of running away from home!!!#all the murders she attempts are motivated by a fear of her past being revealed!#valerie was going to tell fawles about her betrayal which would have set him out looking for revenge against her#fawles died to a suicide pact he initiated with her (again when she was FOURTEEN) rest in shit fucknuts#she poisoned diego because he was asking too many questions#and she accidentally killed doug while aiming for phoenix because he kept showing people evidence that indicted her#is she spiteful? YES! but not in a maneater way!#she HATES mia (and the rest of the feys by extension) for FINALLY CATCHING HER!#and THAT is what drives her participation in the hazakura plot!#like im not an apologist or whatevs. shes treats iris horrifically and she is very cruel when shes cornered#but the idea that shes some sort of praying mantis type is wildly inaccurate#the presence of romance only starts when shes groomed by a grown fucking man who makes a suicide pact with her#(and like u could say she was manipulating him or covering her bases and wouldnt have done it herself but THAT IS STILL CONCERNING!!)#and she lives a normal fucking life UNTIL valerie intervenes and makes her scared that that life is going to collapse!#anyway all this to say dahlia hawthorne get behind me
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
have to do tutoring on friday too and ngl im tired
#idk bc i feel bad saying no if i am indeed home and it's the day before the math test and all#but im working 38 hours a week doing multiple afternoons a week and also waking up between 5-5:30 am half of the days and idk. im tired#all i want is to stay home and yet all i do when im home is watch series on the couch bc I don't feel like i can muster up the brain and#the want to do something else#and i feel so bad for feeling like tutoring is a chore but 😩#anyways im always complaining lol ! so positive and happy thing about this year i'm organising a vacation with my friends and very happy#about it!!! we're already looking into it so it's nice to be all excited about it
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
I think this is a pretty reasonable situation to cry in, right?
#ughhhhh#you know what becausd i hate myself (not really dw) this isnt gonna be a vaguepost#if youre reading the tags buckle the fuck up#so last week and the week before were spring break for me#and the week before was jjst full of studying and exam stress to the point where i couldnt attend my archery lessons#cause all i was doing at that time was either studying or feeling like shit for not studying#but when spring break hit actually THE VERY SECOND it arrived I had to go to another city about two hours away to visjt family#and guess what? I STAYED THERE FOR ALMOST THE WHOLE ENTIRE SPRING FUCKING BREAK#so i couldnt even do most of the shit i wanted to#and even there i couldnt enjoy my time#why? because ALL I DID was study. my cousin tutors me and I was failing these 3 specific subjects#so she was helping me withtgem and she wouldnt leave me be#and when my (undiagnosed) adhd made me shit at focusing and my mind keot wantering and i kept looking away because i was understimulated#i got shouted at which was not very fun#whats worse is she did it in front of people. literally in public.#then we come back home THANKFULLY and she comes with us. because of course.#and now all my time all of it except for one or two hours of the day is just studying#the only free time i have is when she sleeps#and school. literally never in my life have i been happy to go to school and yet id rather be there than here.#but what choice do i really have#its either this or fail the exams#it gets worse. on thursday i was really tired from school. i came back and PASSED OUT#and by passed out I mean PASSED OUT#idk if it was cause it was hot outside or school just drained my energy but i could barely exist at that point#then my cousin finds me on the couch sweaty and basically dying#what does she do? she wakes me up like “alright time to study”#so yesterday i did charity work and it involved carrying a lot of heavy boxes and stuff so i naturally came back drained and tired and she#STILL WANTED ME TO STUDY so the second we got back I just slept and i was practically comatose so she coukdnt even wake me up#i slept for 11 hours and woke up to MORE STUDYING HURRAY and then at 5 i went to archery class and we got back at 8 and she WONT STOP#i just want to go home. im so tired. physically and mentally and emotionally. i just wanna go fucking home.
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
:-)
#I've spent the past week organizing in the play's wake - sorting and laundering huge numbers of costumes#some to return to those they belong to and some to come home to my costume storage room which had become chaotic over the last few#months#so a complete spring cleaning for the storage room became part of my task list too. Now the play's been over for a week#and the emails are starting to come in from admin about next year. As some of you know I did a lot of discernment this semester#about what next year should look like and I have decided a mix of continuity is best. I won't be working for my 'main' schoolboard anymore#but I will continue to teach and direct for the one program in the city (the one I did the play for) and possibly with a new home school#enrichment program that may go ahead this year if there are sufficient numbers. Otherwise I am going to spend a semester#tutoring and running workshops f I can get it off the ground. Then we'll see.#Anyway - admin wants me to get new syllabi in to them within a month's time so my thoughts are all in that direction!#I get to teach 19th/20th century Canadian history to the middle schoolers and Late Antique/Medieval Church History to the high schoolers!#Also direct another play and do a humanities course centred around an epic in the spring (the last couple of years we've done Iliad and#Odyssey - they want Aeneid this year but I am trying to talk them into another option. The Aeneid is valuable but I am not sure it's the#time or place with this group of students. The result of all this is that I am spending far too much time doing Internet research for ideas#and then taking breaks on tumblr - which isn't good for my eyes or mental health. What with the play and end of term#I fear I've been out of the reading habit. I'm still hyperfixating on the Book of Romans so there's that at least#but I lost the novel I was in the middle of and am not feeling so motivating with out books. It's a proper reading slump! I need a kickstar#of sorts. Feel free to yell at me that I should pick up a book!
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
should i skip this tutorial or not....
but im already at school uweh...
#dean rambles#im just so nervous hbJEFHJERF#CAUSE I DID THIS WORK LAST MINUTE#AND IM AFRAID OF JUDGEMENT#even tho my tutor honestly looks like he doesnt care much as long as i can do it properly#BUT STILL#uueueueueue i wanna go home and draw...
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
The worst part is not that i procrastinated my term paper to the last minute. I always do that. The worst part is having to send my lecturer the topic proposal a week before the deadline which will undoubtedly be met with some extreme judgment of my time management and i am not in the mood for that
#like boy#if we didn't need to message you about the topic I'd have made one up a week from now and written everything#within 2 days#don't judge me for how i get this done#just evaluate the end result thank you very much#but ok i finally send him an email#you know what's funny is that I'm not even anxious about this#idk what happened to me but the usual panic and mental breakdown i have when it comes to proposing topics and#sending emails is just not present#I'm just so done lmao#i have my first quiz tomorrow morning in one lecture and i have to give my first peer tutoring session in another seminar#next tuesday which involves writing a 14 pages long summary of the topics of the last 2 lectures and then presenting it to my peers#and I have that interview on Tuesday as well#i love everything#at least time flies by this way#I've been counting days until i get back home and this way it feels like I'll be back in no time#(it's not that i hate it here. i just don't know what else to look forward to so seeing my dogs again seems appropriate#i just generally don't enjoy anything so this is not different which i knew beforehand#love to get judged for it ♡)#void screams#academic misery
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
I don’t know if I’ve ever experienced something as a stressful as apartment hunting for a move out of state.
#i'm on apartment list right?#and i swear some of these pictures look like they were made in some home building software#and I'm automatically not super trusting of listings that don't include a floorplan or many pictures#and everything is expensive#and I have to move in like a month#and i need to worry about commute time and neighborhood and parking#i am very scared and i just messaged a company about a tutoring job in the area#because i want to not be broke#AHHHHHHHHH#alisha babbles
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
speaking of horrors theres something happening and i dont know what it is but its pissing me off
#wind howls#i think a lot of stress from still not having a job for the summer is getting to me#i just dont know what to do.#my sisters boyfriend said to look on facebook for job offers and when i did 99.9% of them were definitely fake and scams.#i appreciate the tip but i know a bit better.... cmon man....#i guess The Rage has been getting to me a bit as well. i know thats likely the source of last nights partly trauma nightmare i had.#i sent in another application today and im worried bc its passing though an employment agency which. my last tutor said 2 avoid#but girl. im gettinf a bit desperate here. i already had a job around this time last year#and my options are limited because my mobility is limited. cant stand for long and cant drive.#and i dont have many options near my house bc its all fucking. retail jobs that get ableist real fast if you cant stand in place for long#like. from what ive heard standing up in the same spot for 8 hours is already hard for able bodied people. how am i meant 2 survive.#the few times i did that i came home crying from the pain and frankly speaking im desperate but im not THAT Desperate.#long story short. please pray that i find fucking SOMETHING this week lest i explode and start crying
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
Random Spanish fact of the day, idk if this is universally used but! If you ever see a text convo and for some reason you see the first three letters of the alphabet—abc.. which you pronounce ah-veh-seh in Spanish.
Once you figure out they’re not talking about the actual alphabet through text lol, then this is shorthand for the word a veces which means sometimes. Most Spanish speaking/latine countries in their slang will shortened words/ take away letters (even suffixes/prefixes) so it would be said a vece like abc (ah-veh-seh/ abecé) instead of its original.
If you actually want to say a veces with a good pronunciation, say ah-veh-sehs
Example sentence:
A veces, voy a la playa —> Sometimes, I go to the beach —> Ah-veh-sehs, boy ah lah plah-yah
#and by some countries I def mean me and my friends back home lol bc we were lazy but smart!#i like to think#the more you know#doesn’t it look like I miss being a Spanish tutor?#yessss omg#p
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
sending a job application to a place that requires you to interact with clients took me out of my comfort zone to the point I couldn’t sleep bc anxiety haha this is fine :)
#me lying about being able to talk to people - this is fine :)#i have not received any reply yet for the record i'm just anxious on principle#anyway i think i need to give it up chiefs#my mental health is first and foremost and i have to look for work that won't run me dry hahaa...#the ones i applied for that sounded ok didn't reply.... mmm pls guys commission me haha... /j... unless....#anyway maybe i'll put up a tutoring ad#since i do know a bit of japanese and i can do that from home and i already tutored people#so thats an option - stressful but at least i know the ropes already i guess#domi talks#negative //
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
Changkyun showed up in my class content today<3
#I love when this happens djjd#my tutor was just on a music business news website looking for an example#of something and he was like 'monsta member I.m. signs with sony'#and I ofc was like to my friend I know him<333#there was a kihyun in my head also going MONSTA /X/ THERES AN X#bp have shown up in content before but I was happily surprised to see changkyun today<3#like I had listened to him that day fjdj#and after class driving home I bopped out to mx<3#I love monsta x I rly do ......
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#sorry just need to vent for a minute so.#i have been pursuing an editor position for 4 months. been very hyped up/fairly confident i could get it/etc bc it’s entry level#only for them to go radio silent on me for a month and when i ask for an update they tell me i should start looking for other positions#(i have been and i have a part time $15/hour tutoring job lined up)#but the job market is so fucking frustrating!!! overqualified for jobs like retail/food service and ghosted or immediately rejected#for every other job (including some of the ‘basic’ stuff!! having a bachelors does not overqualify me working at target!!)#and for entry level jobs that require prior experience: WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FOR?!#i have a college degree. internship experience. work experience. but none of it is ever ‘right for the position’#so. WHAT. DO. YOU. WANT.#how do i get a job when i’m underqualified for my field and overqualified for basic jobs#i have bills i need to pay and $15 per sporadic tutoring session doesn’t cut it#and i’m lucky i got that job. don’t get me wrong i’m very appreciative#but i need a fucking full time job and nobody will give me one!#also need my parents to lay off. i appreciate the sentiment but hearing i didn’t get the job and immediately asking what my next move is#is not helpful. i need to be upset for awhile. i really wanted this job so i’m rather upset and i can’t fully deal bc i’m in a public place#and won’t be home/somewhere private for several days.#and even then i don’t have a lock on my door and i know my parents will be asking#so i’m just…burnt out. i need space. i need a day to rot and be left absolutely alone#anyways. back to your regularly scheduled programming#i gotta go move my brother into college and then i’m gonna rot for a few days i think
1 note
·
View note
Text
i never spoke or understood a target language better than when i was unemployed and just spent hours bingeing tv in that language
#closest substitute for listening to actual conversations#i know podcasts exist but the tv allowed additional context for the words making it much easier to understand#i will never have that amount of free time in my life tho so i will never learn the target language#also i lowkey gave up on it bc i wanted to learn it to speak with my beloved great aunt who had nobody left to speal her mother tongue with#but she died two years ago shortly after i moced home 💔#and i wasnt confident in it enough to speak to her and she was already sick and in the hospital when i got back :(#anyway i COULD go to canada for some exposure to the language but its silly and pointless now#plus i have a new job#i started learning spanish instead but i have no more motivation and now my duolingo owl is dying of neglect like a neopet#i feel like i have a stronger base in french to try again but there's no point bc french is basically a useless language tbh#like i saw a few job postings looking for people fluent in french and english where i live but i cant imagine they use it much#anyway i dont want to answer phones for a living#and with nobody to talk to my french will never be that good#anyway rip duo owl im sorry#i will try to do some lessons but i will never be fluent in anythinggg 🥲#american school system die by my sword#why do they not start teaching languages until the neuroplastisicty of childhood is gone.....#only people in actual bilingual families or rich people who pay for tutoring or additional classes get to learn a second language?#unless you're naturally gufted at languages#which i am not#its sooo embarrassing#this has been a shitpost
1 note
·
View note
Last Seen Blogs
