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PSA to content creators as we enter the holiday season
(and a quick self reminder bc fuck knows I've gotten this backwards too)
Mistletoe has white berries
Holly has red berries
Ty & have a nice day
#fanfic#fanfiction#fanart#look im a bit of a dumbass#but bls have this and learn from my past mistakes#have fun#always look forward to holiday arts#even if 70% of ppl draw ppl kissing under holly#like#still gonna enjoy that shit bc holly shouldnt stop a good smooch#but also maybe not what the content creator was aiming for#fandom
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Couldn’t stop thinking about Dust being able to pass as Classic. So I had an idea where Dust replaces Classic in a timeline and steals(?) his partner.
He gets conflicted when he starts actually caring about you… But denial is an easy road to take when there’s seemingly no consequences to your actions.
The reveal i guess. Most normal reaction to learning your partners been replaced for god knows how long and you have no clue where he is.
Now that I think about it I might’ve gotten some inspiration from that one chapter of IJAG by @htsan (iykyk) only a lil bit tho
(Full rambling of the idea + extra sketch cuz i liked the expression) ↓↓
I originally wanted y/n to notice the differences instantly but i think it would be angstier if they didn’t and only noticed like months later >:3
#hoodies are hard#i need to practice more#hrmmm#also i guess the new sona is staying#lol#theres much more to this but basically dust gets attached#he was not prepared to get attached (dumbass lmao)#you may ask ‘oh he can just kill them why does he look so scared?’#hes scared of losing them#hes selfish#theres so much angst potential here hehehoo#the idea of sans just being trapped in a basement unable to teleport out for whatever reason… help him…#dust trying to get information out of him about y/n while taunting him about how easy he is to replace#but theres also a funny side to it cuz like. ‘hey whats your favorite movie again?’ ‘Very funny sans#You know what my favorite movie is…’#Dust who has no fucking clue: ‘ehehe yeah i know im just joking’ *hes actually freaking out a bit on the inside*#sans#dust sans#my beloved#my beloathed#sans x self insert#sans x reader#sans x you#undertale au#fic idea#prolly a oneshot#leafs art#replaced au
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Two former military elites taking merc jobs perform absolutely hellish battle tactics together.
#ffxiv#digital art#zenos yae galvus#estinien wyrmblood#adventurer zenos#I will always adore this duo conceptually#because like- socially theyre that aragorn-geralt brooding in a corner of a tavern meme#but in combat they are absolutely terrifying#the azure dragoon and the super soldier legatus are here to fuck up a poachers day#aka zenos is about to crossmap someone's airship cause he knows estinien cant make himself jump that far#why have him try to jump when he can just Olympic-level javelin toss this man#also guys#my dudes#all this time I've been working on adven!zenos being a tank#I... have realized I just write him like a warrior who isnt carrying a weapon- sturdy unkillableness and countering and all#I am only a little bit of a dumbass but orogeny just seems to live in my head rent free#it also gave me the terrifying concept of- after spending time with the scions and after the ultimatum-#of him trying to learn more about dynamis- and zenos being zenos starts learning eventually how to harness it#local calm apathetic man can berserk on command because he's a lot angrier/more expressive inwardly than most people expect#depending on how I look into it- it might be how he fuels most of his shinryu transformations but I'll have to work on it more#but ANYWAYS#I love the thought of these two hunting and working together#and estinien being tossed being turned into a tactic#especially with proper form#this is something ive wanted to draw for a very long time and im very happy I actually have the skill to do so now
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the internet was cut off and i ran out of data so i asked my brother if i can connect to his hotspot and downloaded dol on my phone,,,,,,,,,
#were in the process of moving !!!!!!!!!! new apartment has wifi !!!!!!!!! but more importantly were not homeless !!!!!!!!!!!!!😭😭#my time completely cut off from everyone was very much like the pic LMAOAOA#dol was the only offline game i could think of that wasnt some dumbass puzzle game or something#i even play this shit in public cause i literally have nothing to do without internet except maybe look at my gallery for the 400th time#i turn off the combat animations tho so its just all text when im outside 😭like im brave but not THAT brave#but anyway its safe to say that im getting back into it again 🧍♀️#last time i played dol was before the pregnancy update and like knowing u can get pregnant now is scary#like what if im not prepared to take care of a fictional child#will i be a good mother?????????? i dont want to traumatize the kid and subject them to the horrors of the town like????????#im still like kind of early in + i still have yet to explore the other stuff i never did during my last playthrough so im pretty excited#also somehow course of temptation was still running in the browser i have opened on my chrome so yk..............#played a bit of that as well.........................#its so funny how every npc has names its insane and i love the phone thingy too#ok thats all i think#frambling...?
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i'll be like "i'm a god of writing" and then an hour passes after i post or submit something and i'll be like "i'm so dumb there's so much i could've done better if only i'd waited a bit and looked at it with fresh eyes i would've noticed how much it sucks & what i could've improved that looks so much like first draft material there's so many revisions i could make why i am i so impulsive and overconfident" and then i'll start writing something else and be like "i'm a god of writing" again
#the woes of having both a superiority and inferiority complex#also i think this might be similar to how i only get performance anxiety AFTER the performance is done. i'm always like this#i'll be super chill before a play & during it but then the play ends and i'm like “fuck they must've hated my acting” or whatever#or i'll be super chill while singing but then it ends and i go “man i sung way too quietly & i think i was out of pitch i suck”#and once again as soon as i go back to doing it again i go “wow im super great at this im amazing”#on related news i applied to a zine with 2 out of 3 snippets being ones i started writing as soon as i decided i was actually gonna apply#& i decided i wanted to apply 5hrs before i sent the application#so uh. i wrote ~2.7k words within 5 hrs & didnt give myself time to edit it bc im a dumbass w/ no concept of time#(“the applications close jan 2nd so i need to get this done asap” dude there's like a week til then why the rush- oh youve already sent it)#tbf they're more like 2nd drafts? one is a scene i'd kind of written b4 but w/ the intent of no one seeing it so i completely rewrote it#& the other is a very VERY loose eng translation of like the first quarter of one of my one-shots. when u compare its more of a rewrite rly#but still i'm looking at them now & im getting 2nd thoughts i shouldve waited eughhh#if you're a mod of that zine pls look away hahahaha.....#unless you liked those last 2 snippets & r impressed with the fact they were rushed. if so then yea im a god of writing ik ik#but to be fr tho i actually think snippet 2 is pretty strong but i think the 3rd one is... very weak. there's not much cohesion#like i def could've added more connective tissue. i was just a bit over half the wc limit so that was def smth i couldve done. ugh
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#Seven’s Public Diary#vent#vent post#cw negative#cw health issues#‘You’re such a heartless and hateful person.’ well have you ever considered that i’m not really a hateful person and i just hate You#like. call me whatever you want to i guess. im definitely selfish and probably heartless but hateful? idk abt that.#i only feel like i hate people that have given me good fucking reason to. sorry i dont have an infinite supply of tolerance & forgiveness??#but im a wee bit fucking stressed so you’ll have to forgive me for being a bitch. well no one Has to forgive me. do whatever you want#‘That 10-day old pasta salad is making me feel sick.’ MF that was made TODAY. IT’S FRESH AND THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH IT#if you feel sick how about you look down at the fifteen empty beer cans on the floor next to you and ask them what they think did it#dumbass. whatever man i have bigger problems than your self-induced tummy ache#i feel sick too but i know it’s my fault so i’m not bitching about it. i gave you fresh food while I ate the old stuff to keep from wasting#food. because you act like you’re fucking allergic to leftovers. and yeah it had probably gone off and that’s why I feel sick#but what you ate tonight was fresh as could be so we’re sick for two Very different reasons. and i know how to admit when it’s my fault#everything is my fault. my teeth and gums hurt and that’s My fault for not taking care of them. apparently 3 root canals wasn’t enough#for me to learn my goddamn lesson. i never do. so i’ll have to spend more money on that soon and thats My fault. the dog’s teeth need#cleaning too and that’ll come out of my pocket and i guess that’s My fault for not taking care of him either#i think i have another goddamn UTI and that’s definitely My fault so another $100 trip to urgent care it is i guess!#my Random Nerve Pain has moved to my hands so i can’t use them too much or it fucking hurts and i guess that’s my fault???#my neck pain is back and thats my fault for not clearing my bed off enough to sleep in a comfortable position#my eye keeps twitching and i guess that’s my fault too. i don’t know anymore i just wanna throw in the towel man im so tired#god the UTI tests i wasted money on are arriving tomorrow and if they’re packed in a way that shows what’s inside then i’ll have to explain#That to whoever brings in the mail. great great something else to worry about all night#the living room floor is caving in so now there’s Two room’s floors that need fixing so that’s super fucking fun! 😃#i need to talk to my bank and i need to talk to a tax professional and i need to learn to drive and i need to get an autism diagnosis#well i don’t Need the last one but i want it so bad. but im scared. that i’ll go to all this trouble and they’ll say i don’t qualify#and god it’s NYE now. Besties i’m not gonna get that NMbD NYE fic ready in time. i just can’t make myself write these days. i’m sorry.#i doubt anyone is gonna be That disappointed but I Am. in myself. 3 fucking years now i’ve failed to finish it. w h y. i Want to write but#there’s just too much on me rn. but when is there Not. sigh. idk what i’m gonna do but something needs to change. in my life. soon.
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It’s my birthday soon should I put this photo of Jin on a cake perhaps
#I’m unfortunately completely serious abt this#it’d be so funny to me idk#imagine Jin eating burger photo on a cake#LMFAOOOO#IM DONE#me asking for a photo of a video game character eating a burger on my cake for my nineteenth birthday: 😁#STOPPP#THIS IS SO STUPID#ITD BE SO FUNNY THOUGGHHHH#Jin eating burger photo is like my whole thing atp how can I not do this#like I have to implement this photo everywhere it’s basically my job#the ppl making the cake looking at this dumbass fucking photo: 😕#HELPPPP#IMAGINE MAKING A CAKE AND SOMEONE PULLS UP W THIS PHOTO#we will see…….🤫#bc admittedly I feel a bit silly asking#💀#my moms gonna be like alr who the fuck is this guy 😭😭#WAITTT SHES GONNA BE LIKE “don’t you have a standee of this mf in your room already??? 😭#LMFAOOOOO IDK IF I CAN BRING MYSELF TO ASK#jin shirato#persona 3#persona 3 reload#p3#persona
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Tfw the wind blows your hat away AGAIN and you gotta go find it in the middle of a blizzard atop a mountain by yourself
#pokepasta#snow on mt silver#fnf#friday night funkin#hypno's lullaby#fan art#my art#frozen red#sorry for the dumbass text AHAHAHJSBDFHJ i had to do it#chachalaco ramble incoming. you've been warned ->#trying to figure out this Red so he doesn't look like Glitchy lol#And I wondered. maybe hair looks a bit more disheveled??#since i already apply the hc of longer hair to Glitchy (but perhaps shorter ends idk)#so maybe frozen Red also has longer hair but not as much. maybe he needs a comb /j#im still giving that jacket to him btw why tf is he wearing no warm clothes up THERE!!!!#i was just thinkin about this guy for a bit... like. 3 years on a freezing mountain?? by yourself??#ik this is the pokepasta one so he just. Dies AJKNFDJKS#but idk man that utter isolation must had affected him in some way. Isn't he tired? Physically I mean. But i guess mentally too#as someone that went thru smth similar (isolation not. climbing a mountain and being there for 3 years(???). Such an experience changes you#For a very long time. sometimes even forever. it takes time to be social again and get used to people#(although in my case was 4 years not 3. not relevant tho AHAHAHJDS)#isn't that crazy too. you climb this mountain in johto and some 20 year old is already there--oh shit what the fuck the kanto champion#these thoughts can be applied to canon Red too i guess🤔 (excluding the uh. dying in mt silver part AHAHAHJDSBFHJ)#it's JUST!!! -shakes this man- for heaven's sake stop isolating yourself holy shit it's worrying#Also add the fact he's probably famous in some way right?? or at least Known. guy became Champion at a rather young age#I mean no wonder he barely talks when he's present in other games. I know its for the ''haha silent protagonist'' joke but. HMMMMMM#maybe I can self-project /lh. a silent guy that mostly communicates thru short sounds or gestures (like a nod or shaking his head)#and only actually talks when he's more comfortable with whoever is talking to him. mostly short sentence but he opens up a bit more#Oh god I went fucking. Thesis Mode on Red i'm so sorry AHAHJDSFHJDS
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i just invented girls youre welcome
someone please try to guess waht the background is from please i was giggling like stupid getting it
#posting from a dark cave via messanger pigeon#just in case you wanted to know#this is an oc btw#a brand new one yippeeeee#no purpose in life no friends no home#exists to float in the void#this drawing was orignially traditional and i drew over it digitally#so the proportions are a bit weird#because i couldnt flip and resize things until it was actually fully drawn#but whatevr just ignore that#i miht steal her jacket and give it to mayo#or a recolour of it#or just a similar one#they can be matching#besties#im still not 100 percent on the design though#espeically the colours and like the weird strippy sock thing#any suggests on what i could do are welcome#as long as theyre polite#or else i will cry#my stupid daughter with dumbass gloves#wear them properly#actually looking at it now the peoprtions on this are reallyyyyy weird#buehhhh#and i worked so hardon it too#wipes tears from eyes#sniffles#its ok its whatver#ill just havce to draw more to make up for this#art
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pitcher fang ⚾️💫
#brawl stars#brawl stars fang#brawl stars fanart#brawl stars art#ok guys im gonna be honest i dont actually like this skin that much#in a vacuum its a very nice skin if a bit basic#(and overpriced... it should be 79 gems not 149 but i digress)#and i like how it looks! the colours for both variants are nice. its a nice uniform.#but like. the fact that its a skin for fang irks me#because like.... his whole schtick is using his feet wherever possible#and pitching in baseball is. not something u do with feet.#dont even get me started on that dumbass caption they put on the announcement post bro#“kick a home run” shut up. thats not how baseball works.#idk why they couldnt just give fang a football skin ???? like ??????#(or soccer for any americans reading this)#this is one of the only sports skins where its not for football#and they decide to give it. to the guy. whos entire gimmick is using his feet.#LIKE COME ON!!!!!!!#the pitcher doesnt even like. run or anything. like bro#i get why they didnt give him a batter skin cuz obviously that would just be a bibi skin and it wouldnt make sense for fang#BUT NEITHER DOES A PITCHER SKIN!!!!!!#just like. idk. this is stupid#im gonna stop ranting cuz i know it aint that deep#if u like pitcher fang dont let my rambling stop u#i wouldnt have drawn him if i didnt at least think he looked good#but then again hes fang and he always looks good. so
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i need to draw my narrator design like a lot. i need to draw him to death or until i truly get sick of this guy. proper narrator burnout
#crow thoughts#gonna delete the tags later on this probably#but sometimes i feel kinda insecure about my design#despite knowing he's not rlly that complex he just doesnt fall under how most designs look#and i think that makes me feel a bit nervous showing him off. cause i wonder like man am i doing too much?#even despite the whole gimmick with my design is that this is how i imagine he would design himself. not rlly how he actually looks#so imma just beat it into my thick skull that no one gives a shit about that except my dumbass#cause rlly. i need to just have fun with it. why must i worry about following the method and approach everyone else does?#and even then im not even straying that far lol.#i was also not drawing him cause i was like man no one rlly does parable stuff without involving designs these days#not an issue. i just wanted to see more stuff without design involvement.#and also because like tbh. he will always just be a voice to me. extremely silly and evil voice#but yeah. shrugs. sometimes i feel like maybe im too far off the beaten path. even tho i should be having fun forging my own little path#okay. time to kill this guy with the power of artistic expression <3
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They say write what you know so my flatmate and I accidentally fake dating aued ourselves into a relationship 😭😭
#rangnar rambles#disclaimer: is it a Romantic relationship? FUCK IF WE KNOW#IT STARTED OUT AS A BIT HOW DID IT END UP LIKE THIS (to the tune of mr brightside)#'its funny how everyone thinks we're dating im gonna call this study session a date on my story' to#'im going to hold your hands in the middle of this street and ask you to be my platonic valentine' pipeline (SPEEDRUN)#MY LIFE IS A LITERAL JOKE#were gonna go hard for this btw. im making a victorian love note. i am looking up wine info for them. i WILL be buying the darkest chocolat#i can get my hands on.#if anyone else told me this was happening to them id call them a dumbass in a relationship BUT WE JUST LOVE THE BIT#all my friends are asleep this is so homophobic how am i meant to process this if i cant ramble at length
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i do acknowledge i need to watch what i say wrt gender women men cis ppl etc just augh.
#its like. im a trans man 100% i want nothing to do w being seen as a women i acknowledge that. i also acknowledge that I am putting#literally zero effort in my irl life to present as a guy at all. partially lack of resources and embarrassment etc stuff like that partiall#the autism i literally look in a mirror and see a guy#and i go to class go to work and until soemone explicitally refers to me as a woman i think of myself as a guy. so like its this weird#disconnect of what i actually do vs what i percieve as expieriencing in my daily life where i am objectively living#as a cis woman who just dresses and acts a bit masc. lol.#and like that doesnt bother me atm until i get to a setting where i am gendered frequently. then i feel nauseas etc but whatever ill deal#so i always hesitate whenever i talk abt women feminism men makeup beauty expectations etc (also i am mixed thai and white which#def plays into everyhting ofc ofc) as i dont know rly what is like. not fine idc if i say smthn uncouth just i dont want to at all#seem like im doing what these other trans guys do and latch onto my femininity and 'girlhood growing up' etc or like#its all dumb to me ofc im a feminist i consider anything i speak abt feminism free the nipple being against gender essiantialism etc etc#as in feminism (not that women arent/cant be femnists just in terms of im not trying to sound like a woman) and#ofc growing up as and my current life experiences have obvi had a large impact on myself how i veiw the world my political beliefs and all.#but like. im always scared it sounds like im idr the phrase someone else used but a i dont want to seem like im latching onto girlhood as#a failsafe or whatever. its just mm ykwim its a weird feeling. cause like im a 21 year old man and read my posts as such el oh el.#idk its all weird and idk if its a specific to me thing or whattttt it just like. i feel silly sometimes and i dont want my points to be#misconstrued :) anyways me posting this after rewatching and posting abt pearl has nothign to do genuinly lmfao just timing its been#on my mind after that dumbass trans guy posting abt the lonelyness he feels abt abandoning womanhood#after watching barbie. lol and then i saw someone in the comments of some ig quote it w like 30 replies all positive like get a lifeee#i understand it can feel isolating being trans and everyones relationship back to womanhood is diff and complecated but by god. shut up#anywayyyyyssss mmm okay im done whateverr#maybe all a fear in my head and literally none of this has every crossed anyones mind however it bothers me :(
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IT'S TOMORROW BABYYYY 🗣️🗣️🗣️ IM SO WXCITED
Part of the preview of Loki #2: The Liar
#JUMPING AROUND THE ROOM#THE PREVIEW LOOKS SO GOOD IM SO EXCITED#also found out al engle's gonna be writing immortal thor 😋🤞🏽#I trust that man with my entire being ik that run's gon be fire#loki tag#616 comic tag#i think next issue's the ome w billy and teddy??#my blorbo#gays ive learned how to queue#loki comics#comic loki#a tad bit of autism's sprinkled into all of my posts abt this dumbass
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I’ve noticed a pretty sizable portion of this fandom can’t understand symbolism or basic writing techniques sometimes. Sometimes, it seems to be born from not being used to Japanese media but even then…
Also Demyx is the Master of Master because he’s my mom
i can't even seriously respond to this ask after reading 'demyx is my mom' im crying
#snap chats#i will respond to it in the tags tho dont worry <3#i dont like the excuse that 'people just havent looked at japanese media' because this isnt a problem exclusive to rgg#because symbolism and color theory isn't a Japanese Media thing. lest i remind everyone of The Great Gatsby#A VERY ENTRY-LEVEL BOOK STUFFED with symbolism and all that good stuff. very easy to pick up on even as a dumbass teenager#it's why it's such a common book to teach in high school english classes it's a very simple place to start to understand these concepts#'snap youre being americentric with your media recommendations' blow me i'm watching We Make Antiques 3 in japanese later#that aside its why i refuse to let the whole 'its japanese media' bit slide#ik japanese media is touted as being more symbolic and subtle and i wont lie that does feel to be the case at times#but it's a problem overall even outside of rgg where people just refuse to critically engage with media#or to look at it from a deeper/different perspective. or just look at it LMAO#and thats FINE if you just want to watch or play something and be done with it im not gonna be your mom about it#im not your teacher i dont ACTUALLY expect people to hyperanalyze everything they look at that's annoying#we're all human sometimes we just want our brain to go Unga Bunga and have fun#i just repeat... do not have a serious discussion with me about it LMAO
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This semester's summary: existential crisis, existential crisis, existential crisis
#ah and 💸💸💸#so im always good in words compared to action so theory is not bad but my skills is lacking#im aware of it but im always a bit slow to catch up and all and that's one of my biggest insecurity#anyway today we had our last review skills session and i was unfortunately standing nearest to the trolley#so i was selected to do the tracheostomy suctioning and boy thats one of the skills that im really bad in#and i was struggling so bad and im shaking and my group has the top students and while i give no fuck you can see how they judge me#and the person in charge for that section is a master student who is having her assessment and i really dont want her to get bad results#so more panic and insecurity#but throughout the session she still guide me patiently and even say like its okay youre doing great and all#and by the end of it i got the grip of it but i was so upset with myself and regret everything#but then she lightly touch my arm and said its okay youre doing really well when i obviously fucked up#and then i just.. cried#what a good thing i wear a mask because two of my course mates are tested positive today because damn#and i keep on pretending to wipe my glasses when i was actually hiding my tears like damn this is embarrassing#but... i really want to thank her personally but i cant even talk just now and i dont even know if i will meet her again#because i really am doubting myself lately and that word is really comforting and i really needed to hear it#god 2nd year sucks i didnt even cry throughout my first year even when i did the worst presentation of my life and look like a dumbass#i always rant here you guys must be sick of me lol#personal.txt
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