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My contribution to @amphibianaday's 2023 amphibian pride parade.
Went with a Wallace's flying frog/Abah river flying frog/gliding frog/flying leaf frog/parachute frog (Rhacophorus nigropalmatus) because I have adored them since the first time I saw a photo of one. It can glide from tree to tree! How cool is that? Like a flying squirrel, except frog.
Drew this while waiting for the bus, and on the bus, with some touch-up at home.
#amphibian pride 2023#frog#flying frog#Wallace's flying frog#asexual#aromantic#amphibian#Rhacophorus nigropalmatus#digital art#bus ride doodles#autodesk sketchbook#seriously this frog is cool you should look it up#look at their ridiculous feet
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oh no im stupid i just checked their heights again
#XELQUA SHOULD NOT BE THAT HEIGHT 5 YEAR OLDS ARE 3 FEET TALL ...#i remembered i write grian being 5'0 and then i was like.. oh right what does that look like next to.... oh no#i dont accurately draw heights bc ... i cannot be bothered... but its funny when i say things and its ridiculous#when i said xelqua was small for his age i didn't realize just how small...hes.. so bébé...#BUT like i also said it goes up and down sometimes ^_^ ! confusing for grian#xelqua doesnt quite ever make it to 3 feet but he gets close#idk why im so surprised by 5 year olds being 3 feet tall i remember my cousin being that age and she was at my stomach adkghjkda#picturing heights in my head is not easy#grian: i dont know why hes so small. i feed him ! (grian was that height at that age)
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Grant Turner and I commission by @unusualmuffin-art
#(⸝⸝⸝⚆_⚆⸝⸝⸝)♡ OUGGHHHHH. OGUFUGUHHHHH AGAGGAGGGHHHHHHHH#They're so#they're#SCREMAING SCREAMING SCREAMING#HELP#They're 𝗦𝗢 𝗖𝗨𝗧𝗘!!!! Just two dorks being 𝗦𝗜𝗟𝗟𝗬 and 𝗙𝗟𝗜𝗥𝗧𝗜𝗡𝗚 in his parent's old log cabin!!!!!#uuHGHHHHhhhhn!!!!!#The way the kisses lead up to his face 🥴🥴🥴#I'm#oh wow#GRANT'S BIG SEXY BEEFY ARMS HRRGHHHHHHHH WOOOF WOOF BARK BARK (⸝⸝⸝ᵒ̴̶̷﹃ ᵒ̴̶̷⸝⸝⸝)♡!!!#I'm so normal about them#I'M SO NORMAL#GOD I 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘 GRANT'S SMILE IN THIS!!!!!#fuc#I#His expression is ridiculously hot I'm dizzy (⸝⸝𖦹﹏𖦹⸝⸝)♡ FAV.FAV.FAV. omgomgomg his hair look so softttttt.#ALSO HER HAIR LOOKS SO 𝗣𝗥𝗘𝗧𝗬𝗬𝗬𝗬!!!! OHHHHHH HER EXPRESSION!!! GIRL IS HAVING 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗧𝗜𝗠𝗘 𝗢𝗙 𝗛𝗘𝗥 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘!!!!!!#I need him so bad#Unusualmuffin-art did such an 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗥𝗘𝗗𝗜𝗕𝗟𝗘 job!!!#(੭ु ˃̶͈̀ ᗨ ˂̶͈́)੭ु⁾⁾ Go check them out!!! Her commissions are open!!! You just need to check the Google submission form for the prices!!!!#Seriously it looks 𝗚𝗢𝗥𝗚𝗘𝗢𝗨𝗦!!!! THYE GOT ME GIGGLING TWIRLING MY HAIR KICKING MY FEET AND DOING LAPS AROUND MY APARTMENT!!!!!!#Grant Turner#Unknown#UnknownVisualNovel#Unknown Visual Novel#Self ship#Selfshipping#F/O#TakenForGranted
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A part of me dies every single time i see someone trying to make tickling painful, dark, disgusting or degrading.
#“tickle me until i puke”#“if you laugh while i tickle your feet i'm going to kill your entire family in front of you 😈🪶”#“you look ridiculous and pathetic laughing like that”#?!?!?!?!#go fuck yourself?#seriously get the fuck away from me#that shit's genuinely so triggering
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wake up girlies, another low quality webcam interview just dropped
#no stop he looks so good i’m gonna be SICK#and the little “Cill” in the corner??? are you kidding meeeeeeee#😵💫😵💫😵💫#twirling my hair kicking my feet 🙈💖✨#but fr#we’re gonna need to start a crowdfunding campaign to get him a better camera#bc this is ridiculous#cillian murphy#my gif
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AND JUST WHEN YOU'VE HIT ROCK BOTTOM, YOU WANT TO FUCK A BLONDE GUY.
was so lucky to get to commission my most beloved @delicateweaponjpg as i enter my ultimate cringeflop era and boy!!!! goodness gracious did nika fucking blow this out of the water!!!! lyo looking so fucking good with her 10ft tall mass murderer 🥰 the PINK! please commission nika if you get the chance, her work speaks for itself!
#— commissions.#— c. doflamingo donquixote.#— c. lyo khudyakova.#typing out his name always feels so ridiculous but here we are !!#anyway going to skip work to cry and scream and throw up etc because they look so fucking good it's unreal.#ugh!!!!#good morning apologies for the fox girl jumpscare and the dog leash jumpscare and the doflamingo jumpscare and the#(you get it.)#technically think this might be#— nsft.#even though the chokechain is really just to give her a shot at kicking his ass when he has 5 feet on her.
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fun fact: I didn’t start living until I took this screencap of Maximus
#my heart beats for him alone#i paused gladiator and i was like…#this is it#the moment my life truly peaks#LOOK AT HIM#LOOK AT HIS SWEET PERFECT PRECIOUS FACE#i got several new screencaps but this one is my favorite#just!!! the look on his sweet face!#the perfection of his features!#the colors! the atmosphere! the emotions!#he’s escaping and he stops short because he senses something is wrong#literally i DESPISE this scene because it makes me sooooo saaaaad#but still#an insanely beautiful shot of him#like how is he even real#controversial opinion but maybe. no one has looked as good e v e r#me falling at his feet after two seconds in his presence: MARRY ME#i want to be mrs. decimus meridius so bad it’s ridiculous#eternally swooning melting fainting into his big strong arms begging him to carry me away to some far distant land#he’s just. so perfect i could cry#my sweet precious kind intelligent strong fearsome honorable husband#how my world revolves upon your axis#I JUST#WANT TO LOVE HIM SO MUCH#A LIFETIME WOULD NEVER BE ENOUGH#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe
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i mean that was bonkers. set aside that it was insanely out of character for saeon to skip off to a warzone for six months after being pathetically obsessed with his wife for 3848930 years and also the ridiculousness of that whole thing
but why would PARK DO JAE be working as a government negotiator with saeon afterwards??? surely the government has laws against felons working on top secret issues of national security? and why would saeon let him do that anyway, he LITERALLY attempted to MURDER his wife???
and i'm just going to say that it is NOT COOL to announce your engagement when you're at a party for someone else's remarriage announcement. talk about stealing their thunder!
#when the phone rings#kdrama#i should have expected something entirely unhinged after the first few eps#im not surprised they went to “argan” after the hints were dropped in the beginning#but i am surprised it only lasted 10 minutes and was THAT ridiculous#i mean she was SCREAMING at him WHILE the militants were driving around looking for them not twenty feet away!#HOW WERE THEY NOT MURDERED????#how was his little hut both on the beach and also LITERALLY in the warzone with militants driving by LITERALLY 20 FEET AWAYYYY
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Galatic Cat and Astro Dog by Creep Cat Toy Co.
#plushies#plush#...... i dont know what tags people who post about plushies use sorry everybody im a fake fan#ive already posted about these guys before (more as in losing my mind upon finding them) but i thought id make a little formal post#showing off their pics and the link to the site because i love them so much and i think you should look at them#according to their site creep cat is a only 3-people-owned small business and they sell lots of fun looking plushies#including plushies that are 6 FEET LONG#theyre of course quite expensive but so ridiculously massive its amazing#i stumbled upon them completely by accident but i dream of having galactic cat in my arms every night its so so perfect#unfortunately i dont think i can afford it nor am i sure if theyd be able to ship all the way over here. so i cope#🧃.txt
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I just finished Skypeia AGHHHFJHHHH it was so GOOD
#One Piece#My favorite arc BY FAR#It was really long! But it wasn’t Alabasta long!!#Also Noland’s backstory deadass made me tear up that shit was so sad#Idk this arc just really kept me hooked. Like there wasn’t really a point I got super bored#Even with all the fights going on#Also just realizing they mentioned Noland in OPLA too. Nami read Zoro the book while he was totally conked out#Anyway ANYWAY I really enjoyed it. Lots of fun character interactions#And Usopp actually getting to do stuff too?? MY MANS#Oh and Zoro’s look this arc. God he was STYLIN. I’m so weak for a man in goggles shut up.#Logically that should apply to Usopp too and you know what. Yeah.#G8 is next and I know it’s filler but I’ve heard nothing but praise for it#So I’ll probably watch it instead of skipping :’D#Shima speaks#Also I find it stupidly ridiculous and funny that YET AGAIN Oda said ‘Lol you thought x character was dead?? SIKE’#Wiper got electrocuted and died like eight times but he’s fine actually. Also Sanji and Usopp got electrocuted too and were out#for like a full day. And then Enel zapped them AGAIN and Usopp was back on his feet like two minutes later.#Silly anime logic. It doesn’t make sense and I love it
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benbaro shipper put purely because of the visual comedy of the pair.
i mean..
CMON……
#literally just seeing them next to each other is enough to crack me up#NOT TO MENTION THE BLOODY 2 FEET HEIGHT DIFFERENCE.#THEYRE RIDICULOUS#+ i love seeing barok forced to look nonthreatening bc he’s stood next to the fucking goofiest goober in the entire tgaa chronicles#ace attorney#benbaro#tgaa#dgs#barok van vieks#albert harebrayne
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Idk I just think it's fucking ridiculous that you can be working 2 jobs that pay double minimum wage, work over 40 hours a week, and not even make enough to afford the cheapest apartments in the area
#like it's bullshit ..:#I work the equivalent of full time hours#and I make double minimum wage !!!!!#and I do not make enough money for someone to look at my paychecks#and say yes you can live here#bc everywhere you have to make 3x rent#the cheapest place I've found in the area (500 sq feet) is still $850 a month plus utiiites etc#if you made minimum wage you'd have to work 90 hours a week to afford that#even on my salary you have to work 45 hours a week to afford an $850 apartment#and I do . so technically I can#but that's the bare minimum cheapest apartment . that's a rare find there's one place on Zillow rn that costs that much#it's ridiculous how to do people do it how is this the economy we live in#kestrel calls#chitter chatter#text post
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Sat politely ankles crossed hands folded please say you have more thoughts about the DC deweys. Lazarus pit cold-eyed stare pristine and bloodthirsty anyway I would love to hear any further thoughts if you have the time + energy + motivation
how i imagine you waiting for me to re-read the resurrection of ra’s al-ghul and hush vol. 1+2:

ALRIGHT. in no particular order, thoughts about the dc deweys
connor fits very well into the mold of a talia al-ghul for me; chip on his shoulder, femme fatale, deadly and precise. he’s not the loudest but he’s got a dry wit that’ll cut you!
“why is connor an al-ghul at all and not batman” well first of all he’s already got the water connection, i’m gonna go dip him into the lake a couple hours north of the pas to make him incredibly long-lived, rejuvenated and beautiful
second of all i want him to be a questionable villain/antihero because he looks evil in those pictures but like beautiful evil. you see him at a multi-million dollar soirée and he’s bored of being there wearing his “heritage” beads and jewels he originally had from a thousand years ago. he and his assassins are only here to murder the head of state who’s planning to lay a pipeline through ancestral grounds
rip brandon duhaime i simply cannot imagine you as any kind of batman. lacks the gravitas, too much of a yapper, loves his wife too much. i curse thee to be green arrow if you’re in this narrative at all
assuming connor stays with toronto, would LOVE to think about toronto as one of the sites of the lazarus pit for many reasons
(a brief aside here to say that for me personally this is interesting if connor goes to winnipeg because i think they suit him better, he’s a manitoba boy, but re: the chip on his shoulder, he’s NOT a manitoba boy. he’s from the pas and very proud of it)
a) the amount of ‘toronto is the center of the universe’ hockey creation myths i can play with & birth/rebirth/reincarnation. if you WANT to feel unhinged trying to blend hockey and comics is an ice rink not just a pool of water?
b) mr. cathal kelly i love your works!!! toronto eats its young!!! thinking about this very literally in the sense of the resurrection arc where players come to toronto and are sacrificed, give up their body, their skill, in service of the demon’s head, and lose themselves.
c) we see echos of the same narratives and styles over and over again—if i can hop over to the flyers for a second, there is of course the curse of the *8s (18 richards, 28 claude, 48 danny b, 68 nolan, 88 lindros) but ALSO the danny brière -> tk -> morgan frost celly chain. every generation a resurrection, emerging clean and new from the pit
can you just briefly hold my hand and imagine wayne gretzky as an evil ra’s al-ghul wanting to possess a new body. gretzky i’m sorry to malign you and i know you never played in toronto but you are the best player in my head to fit the idea, i’m open to other suggestions
coming BACK to green arrow dewey (i did not re-watch arrow or re-read those comics sorry) connor could also be black canary, who takes a brief dip into the lazarus pit (toronto) before getting married to oliver. i do like that narrative but because we were talking about pristine and cold-blooded i figured connor dewar head of the league of assassins was more what you were after
now that i’ve gotten through world building… choose your own adventure narratives?
hockey-ish au: connor chosen as a host for the Next One. i think the lineage of the great one -> next one -> next next one -> next one up of gretzky -> crosby -> mcdavid -> bedard is taken, BUT i can imagine that the league of old boys all have the same intentions. connor gets sent to toronto unknowingly being prepped to get body-snatched by ???? and brandon duhaime of course accidentally stumbles on the plot and they have to fight to stop it
connor assassinating people :) snapshot of the head of the league of assassins delegating which major world events they’re going to change today. would love his shark face from the gifset to have blood spattered across it, ideally.
version 1 as head of the league of assassins: brandon is one of his assassins, big strong bodyguard type. devoted to him, would lay down his life, perfectly designed for connor (lady shiva/cassandra cain-ish). connor orders for something to be done and brandon does it there for him then gently wipes the blood off his face and apologizes for being careless and getting him messy.
version 2 as head of the league of assassins: an actual plot where connor aims to assassinate SOMEONE but brandon gets in the way. they meet at odds as their respective roles (hero, leader of a crime syndicate) but are magnetically drawn together as their alter egos. eventually brandon puts together the pieces of the Big Evil and manages to (legally!-ish as much as vigilante-ism can be legal) take it down and the ending panels show a tentative friendship and recognition of potential shared goals
also, jaromir jágr is immortal. don’t know if this is relevant OR related but he is. personal hot spring lazarus pit?
um. thanks for coming to my 1.5k ted talk (including tags). what a way to moritz seider lore drop that i DID grow up a comic book nerd, lmao. thank you so much for enabling me <3 i'll be here all week thinking about which teams would get what rings in a blackest night au
#contrary to popular belief (guy whose brain is like ‘but we already wrote the fic!’ any time they try to write with an actual outline)#[also i know what i said but i CAN write with an outline it just tends to be for y'know. not fic. (research and thesis papers lol)]#i DO actually know how to write up storyboards for comics & could in theory do a story if someone wanted to draw. or do a ‘zine dewey first#meeting comic because i’ve become enamored with the soirée scene i made up. also i want connor emerging dripping wet out of the slime#like it’s a nice wet bath the way they draw comic book girls framed ever-so-carefully to not show anything too provocative#both of those things can exist simultaneously if you want it bad enough. simultaneous mirrored panels of dewey1 fighting crime hours before#the soiree and getting consistent updates that he's going to be late so and so is arriving so and so will be there (OH I HAVE JUST DECIDED#THAT IT WILL BE HOSTED AT HIS ESTATE/CORPORATION DUH) and he's in the process of breaking up a drug deal chasing guys down & then sprinting#back brief shower with the pool of dirt and blood under his feet &slipping into his cufflinks his loosely buttoned shirt tucking his chains#under the collar gel on his hands cologne on his neck & swanning in late but he's precisely on time because he gets there RIGHT when connor#does too because this whole time we see the parallel panels of brandon stepping out of the darkness to reveal the green arrow mask & connor#stepping down iNTO darkness already done covered in blood & scratches the not-sexy but sexy drop of all his clothes where you see the#silhouette of his back (can't tell if i want this to be a direct parallel of brandon getting into the shower OR because what i haven't said#yet is that this is both of them in opposite -> they are simultaneously stripping & re-making themselves somewhat literally for connor but#it's taking OFF the green arrow for brandon to be his “true” self / connor stripping off his title as the demon's head (his “true” self) to#be connor dewar the act of polite high society &the implications in both that we see them taking off one skin and putting another on. which#one is real. brandon thinking duhaime the billionaire playboy is real vs connor thinking the dewar heir is the act&do they switch/challenge#each other throughout the course of their interactions of course) &then lmao the fighting parallel with fighting demons not going insane in#the lazarus pit to the puddle of blood at brandon's feet mirrored in a puddle of soaps/beautiful scented oils in connor's post-pit bath#& flower petals. have i this entire time been imagining connor in a slinky selena kyle-esque backless dress yes BUT we can for the sake of#being normal put him in a crisp beautiful expensive black suit with beaded accents. both of them spritzing cologne brandon & his bracelets#connor and his league of assassins ring ohhhh it would be so good to parallel brandon putting his cufflinks and accessories on with connor#getting dressed & fitted with spy gear. brandon stripping his weapons in the beginning -> connor thigh sheath knifes in garters in the end#&they both meet in one big panel/the title page cover at the top of the stairs & there's some kind of dialogue about being fashionably late#& at all times yes i am inspired by that one photo of brandon in his ridiculous coat with no shirt staring at connor who doesn't know he's#looking. that with this. and in the next set of panels connor wipes off a bit of dirt or blood brandon missed in his quick shower & brandon#in his playboy billionaire persona flirts incessantly with connor but truly is obsessed & wants to know more about what he's the heir to.#WHEN THE ASSASSINATION ATTEMPT HAPPENS BRANDON GOES TO PROTECT CONNOR BUT CONNOR'S ALREADY GONE/ALREADY SECURED HIM SOMEWHERE SO HE DIDN'T#GET HURT both of them simultaneously trying to protect the other in their “civilian” act. &brandon as green arrow thwarts the assassination#liv in the replies
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it started snowing last night and it's gonna snow throughout the whole day tomorrow too so winter is officially here and I'm gonna have to apologize for the person I will be for the next 6 months
#weather-wise i hate all the seasons (except summer) but i hate winter the most#i hate the cold i hate the dark i hate the snow#yes yes it looks pretty and it doesn't look as dark outside when there's snow on the ground#but it's HARD TO WALK IN AND IT'S COLD AND WET AND EVERYWHERE AND I HATE IT#my bus was awfully late this morning so i was freezing my toes off and i didn't recover from that the whole day 😭#''wear warmer shoes/socks then'' NO FUCK YOU THE PROBLEM IS NOT MY SHOES OR SOCKS OR FEET IT'S THE FUCKING SNOW#every single step i have to take in snow i'm holding back tears because i hate it so much and i miss summer 😭#yes i'm being ridiculously dramatic over this but you just have no idea how much i hate winter#anyone wishing they'd have snow rn: i have plenty for you come and take it#in short i'm moving to malibu byeeee see you in may 👋
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Met my prof earlier as I was walking to class and he said “oh I immediately recognised you by your walk!“ - something new to obsessively think about for the time being I suppose.
#????#do I walk in an unpleasant way?!#I do Walk fast with large strides and my feet in a line#so I think I stomp around looking like I’m late all the time?!?!#but others also commented on my posture in the past which might apply to walking too#AND when I was younger a bunch of drunk guys made fun of me for ‘walking like a model’#so!!!! what! is it!#good look bad look ridiculous goofy look?!
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matthew and teala, in a platonic way ofc! but throughout season three teala ALWAYS had matthew her first choice when she needed someone to team up with, she always gravitated toward him during the group discussions, and she had the most trust for him while matthew was really the only one who paid attention to her when she spoke, he always made sure he got some of her input during group discussion, and in episode 4 he says that he was scared to vote someone in, my personal headcanon is that in episode 2 matthew purposely lost against safiya to save tealas life bc mere seconds after jc dies he runs to teala to make sure shes okay, and on a GTlive episode teala said that bts of etn matthew was the only one who liked it when rambled about something and that she saw him like a dad and he saw her like a daughter. anyways enough with my rambling i am the number one meala stan and take this playlist on your way out!
oh mat & teala is so near and dear to me! i was beyond pleased to see this ramble about them in my inbox, plus a playlist? cannot thank you enough <3 what a treat! it's been a while since i've talked about them on here i think, but before i came around to mrs i was very much a mat/teala truther haha. she reigned as my favorite detective friendship for a solid year, to the point that i was shocked when i came into the fandom and saw how little others acknowledged it. you've touched on everything already but if i may ramble as well for a brief second ...
teala always choosing matthew will never not be absolutely crazy to me. at first glance, it makes sense, who wouldn't choose him? he's the detective, he's smart and stupidly charming, has a reputation for being capable and well liked -- everything teala is not. she doesn't know him, like jc and mostly everyone else there, but he looks and acts and seems like the kind of stranger who can do the impossible. so, naturally, she wants him! but then comes the fourth episode where she's team captain ( ironic, really, given how she's who everyone rallies against ) and, like before, her first choice is mat and she gets him. now, i need everyone to take a moment and remember that the only reason our beloved super spy still breathes is because mat failed a challenge. one that cost the person who also trusted him their life. to anyone, this would heavily impact their previous views on his skills, and elevate safiya's ... but not teala lol. the fact she chooses mat in a heartbeat over the very girl who gave her all to save her? it's, um, telling! this moment is actually one of my favorites to bring up to others when i try explaining the amount of power the detective holds with people, because you just don't see this in etn, or really anywhere. back to my girl though ; it's abundantly obvious mat couldn't do wrong in her eyes, because he's one of the only people who doesn't want her to die. as early as episode two during the voting scene, we see and hear matthew tell teala her name's being tossed around a lot. he's warning her. preparing her just in case. it's a kindness nobody else bothers to give her, and they hardly know each other at all. i think the detective has a fondness for the underdog types, for people deemed useless or easily bullied ; in part because it feels wrong, but i wouldn't be surprised if mat also enjoyed being the 'superior' or 'savior' in a dynamic. you know, the smarter one and all that. yet no matter his reasoning, his instincts, he came to really like teala, even during scenes where he seemed frustrated with her.
ep4 is a moment, because i wholeheartedly believe mat would've never voted teala had his hand not been forced. he put in jc and nikita despite the easy way out being presented countless times. he just refused to let teala be his personal scapegoat -- so to see him have no other choice in the man with no name episode is quite saddening. he couldn't vote safiya when she'd been nothing but useful, and he could never vote rosanna or himself ... there just wasn't another choice. people might think mat's borderline manic glee when rosanna returns is proof that he didn't care much for teala but i mean. ro is his best friend, the girl he's practically stitched to his side, was he supposed to not be overwhelmed with joy that she was the one who made it back? nikita has the same reaction in ep5 when manny makes it and we know ( considering the hug ) that this didn't mean she hated mat. best friends are just a whole other playing field honestly. matthew wouldn't want anything else, but i do believe this outcome hurt. there's this raw anger and pain vibrating off of him the second the girls' names are called, all tense and shoving his face in his hands, and it's a type of hurt we don't see from him often. sure, could just be that ro's going in, but it could also be because it's ro and teala specifically. all his attempts at protection, his silly hope that teala might keep pulling through, only for that to mean nothing in the end. mat seemed resigned to the act of pulling teala's dead weight to the finish line, but i don't think she was ever going to let him. for all her naivety and struggles teala knew she wasn't wanted and knew she wasn't capable, so while she wouldn't just roll over and die, she wasn't going to try to stick around. it's why her words to defend herself in that last voting session are blunt, honest, and defeated. ahhh ... what a tragedy! just feels like mat's heart broke in that moment, a little bit. and it's soooo telling that rosanna was sent in for those same reasons ; aka seeming defeated and not having a 'fire' in her like everyone else. how can people not notice s3's fave male totally has a type in girls?
also as for your personal hc i gotta say this has always sorta been my view on what happened too. it's no secret i heavily have my foot in the 'mat was jealous of jc and scared of being one-upped by him' theory ... leaving me to believe he'd rather teala survive instead of the hippie. of course there's more nuance and complicated, messy emotions to this as well! for mat things are never easy and clean cut. there were many things at stake here : proving himself to be as good of an opponent as everyone thought he was, that knee jerk want to save teala, that fresh guilt of dooming jc, the fact the very person he was envious of admired him greatly, and it's too much to handle. my interpretation of everything is that at first matthew was dragging his feet, was unsure of what he really wanted, and was pretty ready to let jc die for teala's sake during the hot dog part. but the public humiliation of it all, having everyone look at him with doubt, changed his mind for a brief second ... he needed to prove himself, he needed to redeem his losses, but even then that fight isn't really in him. not in the same way we see in ep5 and ep8, where he fights more fiercely for his own life. did mat wish death on jc? no. will he feel guilty and wrong for his death until the end of time? yes. but is some part of him glad teala made it, at least in that moment? absolutely. the detective loves rationalizing things to himself too, so i wouldn't be shocked if after everything he leaned into the 'i did it for teala' narrative hard. a way to justify his loss, his incompetency, the blood on his hands. and again, a part of that is true, just as much as it isn't. anyway! this sort of view on ep2 is exactly the reasoning for why this pin is on the detective's board. it's referring to that hc :

ahem! god i definitely rambled for a lot longer than a second, but this ask awakened my passion for this dynamic. the gtlive collab episode was adorable in every way -- as well as shocking, because wow, is irl teala staunchly different compared to the character she portrayed. she is not shy at all, instead being very loud and perverse, which was a fun surprise. i guess my conclusion here is that i love these two platonically, that's my favorite read of them, though i've dabbled in them romantically before too and didn't hate it. could see in a normal 70s au teala having this shallow crush on him ... getting flustered around him because he's nice, smart, handsome, and likes her for what she thinks is no reason. less about actually having those feelings and more so being naturally drawn to the perceived safety his presence provides. though if teala ever came into herself more she'd probably find attraction elsewhere, since at her core she only adores matthew as a friend and a safety room, so to speak. either way! this dynamic deserves more appreciation than it gets! it's practically buried under all its potential. would love to see this talked about more or written into more fics, but we'll see!
#abandoned carnival rides - ( s3 )#confessional - ( personal )#escape the night#tagging it as that since y'know what we did an analysis together! so main tag it goes#anyway thank you thank you thank you for this ask!!! what an absolute delight! then again all your asks usually are haha#and all my thanks for the playlist. i already love it!!#i didn't have anywhere to put this in the post but i also adore how their roles both involve the law or government to a degree#makes me feel like they'd be close in a 70s au because of it. same idea with the disco dancer and the record producer because c'mon?#both are very musically inclined talents lol#i just find roles that match v fun!#ok i'll hush now but WOO! keep the mat ships coming folks this was a great one#tw long post#( sidenote : i know mat breezes through the first obstacles in ep2 so that might not LOOK like dragging his feet#but those obstacles were ridiculously easy to him and i think he was just going on instinct rather than thought during it#it's during the hot dog thing where he finally see him really struggle and forced to just. stand there and get laughed at and mocked#and he so clearly teeters between wanting to give up there or win. like his mental state is bad during that part#but i think in the end he impulsively choose to keep going. weakly wanted to prove himself -- and save jc i guess lol#if that makes ANY sense#regardless it's either he dragged his feet at first or in those last seconds! could be switched but i stand by that idea anyway#him dragging his feet because he isnt sure what to do or what he wants from this. etc. yeah! )
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