#longprocess

[laurenrayeee]

Stripping the ole gal to convert over to my tiny home!

•Car ✔️

•Tiny Home - in progress 🏡

•Buying Land -Up next . 🌱

[fineartistiksalon]

#besthairsalonnyc #makeover #hair #color #brunette #haircolor #highlights #balayage #haircut and #brazilianblowout by #haircolorist and #hairstylist #Coco . . . . #feelingcute #longhair #longlayers #longhairdontcare #instagood #instahair #longprocess amazing client all the way from #PA to the #uppereastside #nyc #followforfollow #follow4follow #likeforlike #like4like to schedule your appointment call 212.772.2799 or visit www.artistiksalon.com (at New York, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/BxS-YhUgc6K/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ckqjvxyztye4

[aquarianrage]

Yea I’m lit now!!! Got my guy here. #pokemongo #pokemontrainer #ilovepokemon #geek #niantic #hype #longprocess #mybuddy #gyarados #magikarp #addmeonpokemongo https://www.instagram.com/p/Br3eFnnlHVaAsC77TCmY6BGvGlxbizq07WRwLw0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1o5n5g94acpbh

[addictivediary-blog]

Methadone is a hell of a drug

Hello fellow junkies and fuckups!

If you followed my previous post you know that I was trying to getting off methadone with smak. Fucking absurd right?

But not if you think about what nobody tells you. It’s nearly impossible to get off this evil syrup. I did the whole 9 yards, I tapered off from 60mg to 4mg in 3 months.

They told me it was way too fast, and it was. But here’s the thing: Although I’ve been an addict for over 10 years (5 years clean in between), I’d never shot it. Which does make a difference.

I don’t need to get rid off the needle/rush addiction. I’d never known what that feels like. Yet they put me on methadone because in 2018 they still want you to just not shoot up basically, not to heal. It’s a maintenance drug, for who needs to stay out of the needle. I shouldn’t have stayed 3 months on this treatment. They fucked me over. Almost NOBODY makes it to get clean from methadone. The percentage is higher for heroin recovery.

That said, FUCK THE SYSTEM, I decided to get off methadone with H. As I said in my other post: you must be truly exhausted, tired of this whole shit to attempt this strategy. 

So for 6 days I tapered off micro doses of H, from 0,1g to 0,03g, every 24h. I had it in the drawer next to me and I didn’t give a shit. 

It worked ladies and gentlemen!

Well at least it helped massively the first week after finishing methadone. Because what nobody will tell you is that unless you taper down of 1ml every 2 weeks for years there is no chance you won’t suffer at the end. None. You WILL suffer more than H cold turkey and for weeks.

The only thing I rule in favor of this therapy is that it creates a distance between you and HER. She's not there everyday. And, most of all, it tires you so much and it feels such like a fucking jail that you wanna get over with it and with the whole fucking thing once and for all.

Well that’s all folks! Another day another...sweaty, goosebumpy, restless legs day trying not to fuck up my professional life completely.

If you relate, wanna talk or have advices please leave some comments I’d so appreciate that!

Thank you and good luck for whoever is struggling with withdrawals and cravings.

Here below the heroinE of my youth, Christine F.

I’m sure many of you know her first book: Christiane F and the Kids of the Banhoff Zoo. It’s a an awful story but for a young mind can be somehow appealing in a decadent way. If you dig dark shit of course.

But if you really wanna get scared about the consequences you should read her second book: My Second Life. The relapses, the hepatitis, they take away her kid, the liver cirrhosis and I mean shit you really don’t wanna go through if you’re still on time. Oh and guess what? She never made to getting clean from methadone.

Your participation to this blog would mean the world to me.

Love xxx

[selenaevans-art]

Its not perfect, but it's not supposed to be. The first skin is for a rough shape, then there will be a second skin which will tighten everything up and compact the stuffing. Following a few tweaks, to check proportions and shape, I'll then apply and model the final cotton layer. #workinprogress #artistprocess #longprocess #textilesculpture #fiberart #fiberartist #softsculpture #textileart #textileartist #animalsculpture #dogsculpture #animalart #slowstitch #handmade #handstitched #nopatterns #mummified #mummifieddog https://www.instagram.com/p/CMuNH2cHzef/?igshid=kn5507dsd4nr

[etreacy]

Settling back in the bklyn studio- unpacking and found a couple more 18” x 24” drawings from #driedbouquets #foilageart #compost #papermaking #longprocess #drawthematerial then #destroythestillife #recycleart #multiplelives #sunsetparkartist #boroughparkartist #sunsetparkart #boroughparkart (at Brooklyn, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/CLqFjI2lEAy/?igshid=r4teuhe6s3go

[svartabergetart]

Kelder - kor, förstad vaktpost, skiss or kelder-kor suburb city guard. The work in progress. #suburb #cityguard #troll #water #city #sketchy #underwater #warrior #fishermen #illustration #conseptart #digitalart #autodesksketchbook #sketchbookpro #jonfjell #svartabergetart #darkfantasyart #fantasyart #ruins #roleplay #dnd #wip #finished #longprocess #sunny #wip #workinprogress

[pollyfern]

Here is a Topiary platter I have been working on. It's now ready to go through it's first kiln firing, all the way upto 1050 degrees! Then it will be ready for a glaze and back into the kiln again. #longprocess #topiary #gardenstories #pollyfern

[karenkarento]

#quicksnack #longprocess #butworthit #loveit #pempek #homemade #indonesian #foodporn #food https://www.instagram.com/p/B8skV56At_q/?igshid=4tqr44vhktg4

[mrsstephenfinch-blog]

New Years always make me reminisce about the past year and plan for the next year. This year is no different. I’m ready to simplify my life, reduce stress, spend more time with my family, and get my health back. One small step at a time. I’m participating in a Renew You challenge with my Plexus products. I just completed day one. 🎊🎉I can do this! I will keep you updated on my progress. It was quite humiliating taking my before pics 😂, but I’m on the right path. Wish me luck! 😜 #2020wellnesssuccess #healthyin2020 #takingcontrol #happy #feelinggood #longprocess https://www.instagram.com/p/B6_4ON7pk92zk1d3NLcQ8tj3D3sYeTumCrPPNE0/?igshid=1se3yk53zunjs

[fineartistiksalon]

#besthairsalonnyc from #blonde to #gray #haircolor #olaplex @olaplex by #haircolorist & #hairstylist #Jacob . . . . #grayhair #babushka #bestclient #longprocess #instahair #instagood #hairpro #hairartist #lorealpro #redken #guytang #mydentity #hair #color #longhair #uppereastside #nyc #followforfollow #follow4follow #likeforlike #like4like to schedule your appointment call 212.772.2799 or visit www.artistiksalon.com (at New York City) https://www.instagram.com/p/CSIbT80j3LY/?utm_medium=tumblr

[buybeck]

Som I ved, har jeg gang i projekt husrenovering. Det er en laaaaang proces og forsikringen har da også været med ind over selvfølgelig uden hjælp. Jeg har netop modtaget endnu en uventet regning - på 37.000 kr. Glædelig jul! Er der noget at sige til, at jeg er træt engang imellem? 😂🙈😩 . As you guys know I’m renovating my house. It’s a loooooong work in progress and insurance has been involved with no help basically. I just recieved yet an unexpected bill on € 4.940. Merry Christmas! No s... I get tired every once in a while 😂🙈😩 . #husprojekt #husrenovering #regninger #alenemor #husejer #hus #houseowner #houseproject #bills #singlemom #tired #træt #glædeligjul #merrychristmas #uventet #unexpected #langproces #longprocess #wtf #frustreret #frustration #aalborg (her: Aalborg, Denmark) https://www.instagram.com/p/B473DfIBD6q/?igshid=nvqp1zj5m1pc

[lifeweightsandpavement]

I did do make up again today... #notyourtypicalgal #cute #figuringstuff #lovingmyselfagain #longprocess #toooldforthishit

[lpugurl]

; the traditional tonkotsu ramen dinner last night! ❤️💕✌🏼🤤🍜 a 12-hour cooking process turned into amazing results...thanks babe for all of your hard work! 😘 . . . . . . . . . . . #tonkosturamen #traditional #japanesefood #yummy #foodporn #cooking #longprocess #ramen #itadakimasu #latepost #saturdayvibes #learning #youcandoit https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu1kn9BAqez/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=vd5q8m3xx03w

[chelle-weeze]

So this just happened!! Wow I haven't never felt more adult in my life ha!

[the-name-is-elliot-blog]

Editing editing, always editing.

Tedious as it is I know that my work isn’t good enough if I haven’t gone over it at least twice to make sure everything doesn’t sound stupid.