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tea with a stranger.
#artwork#this is NOT what i was meant to draw#and it also took way longer than an hour#hang in there pink sweater your time will come#felt like vincent van gogh painting his most ethereal landscape while bullshitting perspective with this waterfall setup#POV this is a picnic date#he was never invited to one of those before ok be nice#has a sweet tooth. inhaled everything on the table cloth with the flip of a descriptive text box#feels a little bad for not having much to offer besides his presence#here have an egg for your trouble#gaster#wd gaster#undertale
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Itās disability pride month, and if you are disabled in the U.S. from Long Covid I want you to know that youāre not alone, and youāre valid in whatever you feel. Whether thatās sorrow at your new problems or rage at society for failing you, you are valid, and it is truly messed up that society is continuing to fail you.
#disability#trauma#chronic illness#long COVID#COVID#Tbh Iām not sure if I have long covid or not but I keep swinging between despair and fury#The brain fog SUCKS#I might have always had it but it feels especially bad now?#And I have all kinds of respiratory problems that got exacerbated#And possibly chronic fatigue but itās unclear#And Iām one of the lucky ones!!!#I can still exercise without needing three days of bed rest after!#I was so RELIEVED when it turned out I could do that#I did like. Three weeks of breathing rehab to make sure#Not sure if it helped but now Iām not getting post-exertional backlash nearly as much anymore#And I didnāt lose my sense of smell or get my taste messed up#And I donāt need a respirator just an inhaler and some allergy meds and to take frequent breaks#And like. I know so many people have it worse#And that suuuuucks#But EVEN THIS makes me want to scream and rail half the time#Update as of Sept 2024 ā this is no longer true#Got Covid again and now I canāt exercise without being too tired to move for three days#š#Probably will die mad about this actually#I had SUCH a good time working out one night#But then the next morning#Nope#head-to-toe muscle pain#couldnāt do any chores#Couldnāt even feed myself
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happy birthday communications
#its still the 21st for me shh#cant believe its 8 now damn#this things been going for longer than my memory goes back#anyways time for the tag wall *inhales*#communications by ghost#communications#frances elsner#henry elsner#nancy elsner#kennith simmons#stephanie glass#greg hoffman#bri rodez#avery martin#simon berkeley#art tag#berry top hits#berry.post
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quil I love that you go to the virtual release each year bc it means I donāt need to <3 have fun!!
saving everybody like 12 dollars one annual tour at a time š«”
#kotlc#quil's queries#lgbtqforeverything#it's kinda become a tradition. i go to the b&n virtual tour and take a shit load of notes#i think this year it falls during finals week for me so. that will be interesting#maybe it's a good thing actually that my book will take longer to arrive#that way i can actually finish the semester before inhaling the book in one sitting#and not moving for like 8-9 hours
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A deadly combination of aggressive and soft...
Random Xpressions
#like someone's head being immersed into the waters until they feel they could no longer last so you then pull them out of the waters#that will be their greatest intake of air - life giving inhaling to its fullest#so goes the opposite polarities of pain and pleasure#unless they are beautifully combined you wouldn't experience fully either
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My toxic trait is I never fully dry off after getting out of water
#MAYBE I WANNA STAY IN A BIT LONGER#UNTIL MY BONES REMEMBER THE SHAPE THEY ACHE FOR#UNTIL MY LUNGS DONT BURN WITH EACH INHALE#or maybe Iām just lazy
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I will never get over āØweird sneezesāØ
sneezes that sound different or deviate from its predictable pattern on accident, especially in the midst of a chaotic fit, where anything can happen..
Maybe they breathed the wrong way, or had their mouth closed, or teeth clenched, or their voice cracked, or misjudged a sneezeās timing/power ā usual sneeze habits thatāve been interrupted like a combo breaker in a fighting game; the fit breakers, I eat that shit up
Part of why I enjoy reading/talking while sneezing wavs, not so much for the holdback and struggle of talking itself, but how much it can interrupt the usual *inhale - sneeze* and lead to new surprises š
bonus points if the person acknowledges how much that sneeze caught them off guard
#those sneezes are usually the ones I try to *finish* to tbh#a favourite is the ādelayed releaseā - a mistimed hasty start leading to a weirdly longer -and hotter- release#when the body doesnāt know what to do with that inhale so quickly#yes I am very observant when I watch/listen to wavs what of it haha#snz#snzblr#snz kink#sneeze kink#snzfucker
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wanting to avoid the infantilization of adult characters vs the deeply compelling nature of "they never really got to grow up."
#acting much like a kid in that they dont understand how things and concepts connect#acting much like a kid in that they never had the chance to learn and play and thus react to things like a nervous animal#acting much like a kid in that they dont understand their own agency and thus over or undershoot their reactions to situations#acting much like a kid in that they are desperate for recognition and appreciation through any means necessary#[inhale] BUT THEN THE HORRORS..#piktalk#longer inhale .#angela is a character i so often find myself wanting to explore this concept with because so much of her hinges in such an interp#both in terms of learning to live and literally not having a childhood; the easy lines to draw re: ''parental figures'' in team abc#(<- COMPLICATED COMPLICATED HEAVILY SIMPLIFIED FOR BREVITY)#but also its such a difficult and finicky line to balance that its so hard to not have it feel degrading or minimalizing#if that makes sense.#because with talking about th concept of 'childishness' people tend to extrapolate 'foolishness' which isnt!!! right!!!#'foolishness' or 'helplessness' or god forbid 'innocence' NOT !! what were doing here!! but its so hard t describe.. augh. the horrors. etc#anyway.
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know the enemy. be the enemy. destroy the enemy.
imperial agent + balmorra
#swtor#swtor screenshots#imperial agent#ch: nikihlus#i have so many thoughts about him and balmorra that i didn't expect somehow#and that seem. fairly predictable in a sense in hindsight#new tagline for him is that he's somehow perhaps one of my most stable and self-assured agents#and also he's perhaps got the Biggest case of hyper-vigilance#but wouldn't you if you were an outsider from the start? it kept him alive this long. it Will keep him alive longer than impintel#anyway memo to me when i'm not working thru hw: nik + resentment and anger i didn't think i'd get out of him#and how the balmorran mission dug up some of those feelings for him#i love you pookie who always seems aloof and disinterested. always keeping your cards locked tight to your chest#so the masters never get the hint that the leash is loose.#[inhales] i want to tear up walls about him etc etc
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No more words needed š
COLE RIGGAN TUNER!! I would NEVER manipulate my votings šš How could you say such a thing???
What I will give Cole is the fact that he has a full name. That way I can use it from time to time!
However...I am planning a different voting after I tally up the latest....
#jennifer doesn't manipulate#jennifer does love cole#cole lost inhaler and lost the race#but andy is superior#we've loved him longer#sorry not sorry#cole turner#cole turner is a babe though
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can people stop fuckin bricking amazon for the tiktok water bottle I'm not a consumerist trendygirl I just live in texas.
#i only want the damn thing bc it's giant and leakproof#and doesn't just have a big hole that sloshes it all over your face when you try to quickly inhale water between customers in the summer#just take the stupid stanleys im fighting for my life here#skit yells#the weather is getting warmer and my seasonal depression is nigh#when the days get longer my mental state hits the fuckin dirt the sun was not meant to set past 7pm#cruel cruel world#fun fact i didnt even know it was a tiktok thing hdjchdjd#i had never even heard of it and i was like ooo new secret goated water bottle? šļø bc i saw some tweet comment about it#and then everyone on the planet was trying to buy one ffs#yes i realize this is silly I'm just sitting in the target parking lot mad bc i wasted the gas bdnfhdkjd
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god the hotpot smell is . not leaving.
#cue rambles#kill me ive inhaled enough oil to be the one woman from a comedy of errors who would burn a week longer than the rest of humanity#if the world was set afire#its in my phone i showered its still on my hands god fuck not having a good time
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UM??? You must be tired of hearing this all the time but like how do you constantly put out masterpieces after masterpieces?? Each story you write has such interesting & creative storylines and youāre able to write them so so amazingly and so detailed I donāt even know how tk explain it?? Like š you should be putting out books I would buy them all ong
You were definitely your English teacherās favorite student LOL
šš that's high praise my friend š i wouldn't call them masterpieces *blushes and giggles in a corner* but thank you so much! i'm glad you think of my fics that way, and i hope i keep on writing even better stuff :'))
i think my fav part about writing is how creative i can get with the plot. there's no limitations, no boundaries, and you get to create your own world, characters and universe like how fun is that :')) i just hope i don't run out of these ideas and creativity š sometimes i think about writing an actual book but then i get scared lol but maybe one day! thank you again, be thinking about this for the rest of the weekend hehe
#and yes i was always the english teacher's fav student bc the amount of reading i did back then ugh i read EVERYTHING#especially historical stuff i think it shows bc i was inhaling the history books in the school library#apart from the usual fictional stuff#when i want to write a book i want it to be... mindblowing ykwim#like sth that makes us question life and give us existential crisis#kind of like no longer human that book got me rethinking stuff lol#hope i can accomplish that one day :'))#yumi.asks
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The proposed crackdown on silica follows a fraught history of the mine safety agency's decades of failure to protect miners from the toxic dust. The proposal also overlooks a history of overexposure at coal mines.
Again, this downplays the need and justification for action.
The rule notes that 93% of silica dust samples have been in compliance with existing silica dust limits since 2016. But the remaining 7% of samples amount to 5,300 instances of excessive exposure to the dust based on the newly proposed limit, according to MSHA data analyzed by Louisville Public Media and Public Health Watch.
In the 30 years leading up to 2016, agency data analyzed by NPR and Frontline found 21,000 excessive silica dust samples based on the existing limit. More than twice that many dust samples ā 52,000 ā exceeded the newly proposed limit.
This means that coal miners worked amid dangerous levels of silica dust ā which is easily inhaled, easily lodges in lungs and can lead to severe disease and death ā tens of thousands of times in 30 years.
During those three decades, the risk of silica dust exposure increased, as mining consumed the thickest coal seams, leaving thinner seams embedded in rock. Cutting those thinner seams generated more fine silica particles.
Also, during that period, the agency did not respond effectively to the threat.
#black lung#industrial dust inhalation disease#there are as you might expect also massive issues with mine operators cheating on dust samples :D#the current silica exposure limit for miners - whose occupational safety falls under the purview of the MSHA - is double what it is#for every other american worker; OSHA has also lagged behind here - there wasn't a substantial silica standard until 2016#meanwhile coal operators & their doctors spent the 1910s insisting that coal wouldn't make you sick Not Like Silica! so this isn't news#& dust exposure is worse now! both smaller seams & more mechanized mining!#the article is good & you should read it but it's going to call complicated black lung/PMF āincurableā#& i want to be clear: no version of dust disease is curable. once the silica is in it doesn't come out except with a lung transplant#the real problem here is that for various reasons MSHA has undercounted how many people this regulation would protect;#there is substantial opposition from the coal operators & the spineless congressmen they pay;#& we are at best months out from getting a legal standard confirmed - possibly much longer - & if it's not done before 1/25#this regulation will very likely get axed if b/den doesn't get reelected. stupid terrible process!!#every time this comes up i am like. you know the original black lung act in 1971 was meant to end black lung?#it's endable. we know how. we literally know exactly how. but here we are.
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good news and bad news.
good: did get in to see the doctor on friday, got some meds, attacking this shit from many angles, feeling much better already!
bad: feeling perhaps a little TOO better, considering it's 1AM and i'm fucken WIRED lmao
#text#personal#forreal i need these to kick the inflammations ass but i do NOT!!!! need to run a marathon about it!!!!!#im taking this one with lunch tomorrow instead of dinner š¤£#the antibiotics do make me nauseous on the recommended No Food (weird right????) so ive started doing With Food#i was also given an inhaler which ive been too scared to try because the third side effect is. DEATH.#on the plus side my heart rate IS significantly down from the baseline 1-fucken-30 it was on friday#unclear if that was period related in addition to being Illness And AnxieTea Related (yeah period started too)#anyway i no longer want to die about it but i do want to go climb a tree so.#ALSO THE X RAY RESULTS SAID NO ABNORMALITIES except hyperinflated lungs slightly lmaoooo#anyway heres a bunch of personal howling into the void dont mind me#i fucken hate infections š« #p sure this is post covid bullshit
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ok this is a long fucking shot but does anyone out here know anything about. Allergies but rather than having itchy runny-nose symptoms you just feel systemically like shit. Like fatigue, nausea, vague headache, moderate-to-severe excercise intolerance, that sort of thing. But correlated to like, pollen exposure. Or just air quality in general?
The best ballpark diagnosis I have is asthma, but I've never actually had An Asthma Attack so I don't know if that's.... right. And even if it is, I can't really find good research or resources on managing systematic effects of asthma at this like... non-acute, non life-threatening severity.
Sometimes with weird medical shit like this, there's information that exists if only you can find the right keyword to search.... maybe somebody's got something?
Or even just, it'd be nice to hear if anyone elae deals with this and I'm not, like, completely insane*
*for this. other insanity unspecified.
#every day for the last week I've woken up and my immediate first thought has been#Ugh i wanna take a nap#Not even like āi didn't sleep enough I want to sleep longerā#But like. I need a completely different kind of sleep. That makes me rested.#In a way that neither sleeping or any type of restful activity or non-activity I've tried has accomplished.#fatigue is stupid!! It sucks!!#And every time I have had a bit of energy I've immediately totally overdone it and fucked myself up#Because I'm BORED I'm TIRED of being too fucking tired to do anything!!#Finally just put together today that it might be the same goddamn allergies that always get me#At this time of year.#After going outside to walk around in the sun and look at plants (always good for my brain)#And getting lightheaded and short of breath#So that's super cool and completely unhelpful. I already take daily allergy meds#And they help! But only so much#I've tried an inhaler and corticosteroid spray but the side effects suck#So it's just. Untreatable unless it gets bad enough for the side effects to be worth it I guess?#I feel like I should be more grateful it's not more severe.#I know a lot of people have it worse.#But it's frustrating also to be stuck in a place where it's not bad enough to *do* anything about#Ugh sorry this is very long and self-involved#And i will possibly delete it in a minute#I just gotta yell into the void here
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