#loneliness 😔

[sextavas]

Woman in Love

Life is a moment in space 🌌 When the dream is gone 🌠 It's a lonelier place 😔 I kiss the morning goodbye 🌅 But down inside you know ❤️ We never know why 🤷 The road is narrow and long 🛤️ When eyes meet eyes 👁️👁️ And the feeling is strong 💪

[kacievvbbbb]

Listening to Ribs by Lorde thinking about a pre breakup Mihawk telling Shanks.

“Your the only friend I need”

And Shanks a man who has always known company and has dedicated his life to having friends/family, doesn’t know how to take that.

Mihawk who intended this as a “flirt” is doing his best looking up through his eyelashes trick.

This does not help. At all

[lil-vibes]

Hi! Sorry for notification spamming you but wanted to tell you that your TROD tags made me lol, I LOVE your art so much and I’m interested in your AU too. Anyway, love your blog!

P.S. maybe I missed it but you said somewhere that your Narinder was pretty messed up for a few years post revival. Could you give some more details on that? Did he try to hurt them? Who had to take care of him, the lamb? What’s been the downstream effects? Basically, how is this cat still messed up lol.

dont be! everytime i get a notification i go yuppiee!!! im glad you enjoy my art :DD

okay okay its prime yap time under the cut oof i love my fucked up cat sm

Lambert, mainly, took care of him! They made sure that every comfort he needed was provided and were worried out of their mind the entire time. Their disciples helped watch over Narinder when he was unconscious, just so he wouldn't bolt the moment he awoke, and Witness Allocer stitched some of his wound and prepared a special painkiller blend for him. (in my au the high priests, aka the mini bosses, and the witnesses were very close to the bishops! Allocer made the same painkillers for Shamura as well.)

Okay so obviously his wrists and ankles were pretty fucked up from being chained for a thousand years and he's got a lot of internal damage as well bc some of the chains went through him (og Stychu hc that I adopted bc it's so good). Also just general wounds from the final fight and the unfathomable pain of shrinking down from his godly form.

Upon being spared, he did attack them in a post battle adrenaline and hate fueled delirium, right on the indoctrination stone and not only broke his arm (bc he put too much weight on it), but probably gave himself a heavy concussions by slamming his head on said stone seconds after the break happened lmao. After waking up in,,, just a Haze of agony he tried to get up and run away bc he was scared that the lamb would just keep him existing in this special Purgatory and shattered his opposite calf so there's that as well. Unlucky tbh

He bleeds like,,, constantly. All of the time, for literal years on end. From his eyes mostly, but also nose and ears and he throws up ichor a lot in the beginning as well bc his body is adjusting rapidly to being smaller and there's just No Space for the ichor to go, other than out. He’s constantly exhausted and spends a lot of time sleeping, and is very frail physically, if snapping two bones by simply putting weight on them didn't make it obvious enough lol

All and all not a great shape to be in, but! His wounds aren't actually what caused him to be bedridden for so long. It was the fact that he no longer saw himself as a god while still being one and suffering injuries befitting of one!

His body/the Red Crown isn't healing him as much as it’s literally regenerating parts of itself while he suffers everything that comes with that, alongside being out of the Veil/Gateway for the first time in forever and emotionally dealing with the deaths of his acolytes and the supposed betrayal of the one he allowed himself to trust after his family. In fact, Narinder barely heals at all for a while bc he was just mentally stopping the process. And also unconscious for a lot of it.

The other big reason is that god hearts are a great power source, but his heart has been in Lambert's chest since Silk Cradle. So he is Struggling ™ but he’d actually rather die than take his heart back he’s a simp like that smh

After he inevitably breaks and he and Lambert finally talk, he gradually starts seeing himself as a person again and his healing process gets easier. He still has chronic pain for his joints but eventually everything else heals alright :3

On a side note, his siblings bleed excessively and are disoriented for the first couple of days but are ultimately fine within the week. They are kind of horrified to learn that their brother is STILL struggling with the side effects of his imprisonment

[asalesbian]

"Oh, no. No, no, no, no, no, no. Not again."

for @killjoysmonth prompt 'mirrors'

[aroaessidhe]

2024 reads / storygraph

The Gracekeepers

fantasy/fabulism set in a post-apocalyptic drowned world divided between those who live on land and sea

follows a girl who’s been exiled to a lonely island and oversees shoreside funerals

and a girl in a floating circus, who performs with a bear as they travel from island to island, and is trying to get out of an arranged marriage to the circus director’s son

when a sudden storm causes them to cross paths, and changes the direction of their lives

inspired by Scottish folktales, lightly sapphic

[finalgirlmegumi]

everyttging is going alright in my life overall im calm and satisfied stacking paper eating well etc. but then iget home and lie down in bed in the evening chilled out as fuck muscles resting tisanina on the desk etc and im like…. This and someone sitting in my lap legs spread and im grabbing their ass…… but there is no one :/

[hyunpic]

hyunie 😔😣😣💔

[n4rval]

ough. toriel my beloved

[fitzrove]

Rant in the tags... I am insufferable

[just-spacetrash]

🫥

[torsamors]

on this subject i think the lumineers understood gale better than a lot of hunger games fans

[girlrichie]

2 things so far today: 1. my trumpie coworker gave me a couple grams of topshelf bc he won an ounce of it the other day (cool 👍) 2. same coworker thinks no-fault divorce means your bitch wife can cheat on you and disappear into the night with all of your assets (⁉️)

[kaisollisto]

[teaposing]

yes i AM listening to the smiths' "i know it's over" as covered by jeff buckley. if you were wondering how it's going

[roseofcards90]

There’s a sort of loneliness that comes with Halloween now and it’s the reason why I don’t love the holiday as much as I used to before 😔

[just-a-tiny-goldfish]

There was a girl when I was on twitter and big in the animal crossing fan base that had the cutest Sanrio things and I told her how absolutely cute they all were and she dms me and is like hey 😏 come to my island I’ll give you the Sanrio items for free and I was like 🥹🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭