#lol Im getting sappy af

[sb25p]

I caved and upgraded my IPhone 11 Pro. It’s been my favourite IPhone so far 😭 I’m not happy that they didn’t do the IPhone 14 in green. The space black is cool though. Let’s see how I feel when it gets here. Did anyone jump from an IPhone 11 to an IPhone 14? If so, was it a good improvement? I use my phone for work and everything so thought I might as well get something new.

I’m not normally this attached to my phone honestly. Normally, I couldn’t care less, barely ever upgrade and when I do, I couldn’t be happier to retire my old phone. Genuinely a bit worried I’m not going to like this new phone as much as my 11 Pro. Also, I got a Pro Max for the first time. Thought it better for my shitty eyesight. Let’s see.

[euphoricfilter]

THE NEW BILY CH WAS A FUCKING MASTERPIECE!!! THE SWITCHES BETWEEN HOT SMUT AND SAD STUFF OMG TT MY HEART GOT HURT AND HEALED OMG! I want to be Namjoon and Jin's sub so fucking bad omg. A bit of a shame that we don't see as much of Namjoon x mc here. But Jin was hot af. I was not expecting his reaction to "daddy" to be that strong. like damn ok. He's so possessive, it's so hot omg. And jk holding her hand TT the doms making them kiss omg yes. The difference between mc and jk as subs is delicious af omg. (I was worried I wouldn't really like the cock stepping. But it was hot. the leather shoes yes!) I felt some things could've been expanded. Like no cute aftercare bath description?? Aww but oh well. We did get one before. And the author prob didn't want to write as much. Jk's later punishment with the butt plug is hot af. But again the sweetness is there too in that it's for his aftercare too omg. The frozen peas for mc lol. TWO whole Hobi crumbs lol. I'm dying to see mc and hobi admit their love for each other and then be puppies togther omg. I wonder if hobi will notice her smell on his pillow?? Imagine him getting horny or sappy or both bc of it omg. YOONGI MY FUCKING BABY TT THE DATE WAS VERY NEEDED!! I WAS GOING TO SCREAM AND CRY IF MC DIDNT MAKE HIM FEEL HAPPY AND LOVED BY CUDDLING WITH HIM! BUT IT TURNED OUT EVEN BETTER BC THEY HAD A CUTE SIMPLE DATE! IT WAS SO POETIC! MC EATING SWEET TREATS YES OMG IM SO PROUD OF HER!! AND THAT ENDING WAS PERFECT! "it’s Everything, everything, everything. " TT

-🖤

my face when daddy came out 😀

apart from that! IT WAS SO GOOD AND YUMMY AND I GOT ALL IN KY FEELS WITH YOONGI IM CRYING

THE DOMS MAKING HER AND KOOKIE KISS I WAS KICKING MY LEGS OR WHATEVER AND JIN BEING POSSESSIVE AND OH BROTHER IM IN LOVE

ooo that would have been cute, more fluffy scenes. i guess because it was already quite a long chapter they had to cut it down a little and editing long chapter is pretty difficult so i understand

but the fluuuufff

i’m so excited for more m/c x hobi content because i know their relationship is a little give or take rn but ahhh i cant wait for the process of them slowly falling in love

for a whole minute i was scared she was going to go back to sleep BUT YOONGI MY BABY IM SO SORRY THAT POOR GUY imagine being so close to someone— they literally went through the depth of hell together and he just :( needs some love too and just

:( i’m so happy they got to go on a simple date and i’m glad he asked for them to do this more often because no matter how much i love m/c and the pack i love her and yoongi even more because he’s like her hero and they’ve been through so much and that’s his mate and just :(

i’m was so happy when yoongi felt better and he’s just so precious

[nerdyenby]

Heartstopper 3.2 reaction (spoilers below the cut)

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Oh no, fuckin julie or whatever her name is getting more speaking lines, shit about to go down

I’m so proud of Nick and also am obsessed with Dan, I just decided

WHOSE HANDWRITING IS THAT ON THE CHALKBOARD IM IN LOVE

Y’all, you are adults, act like it and kiss already or something

Nevermind this is better

Why… why is Charlie allowed to get Nick’s? That does not seem like something that should be allowed

Dan and her husband are jumping the gun a little bit there, like, it’s Nick and Charlie so they’re not wrong, but this is Nick’s first relationship and you’re already planning a year out? They can tell how whipped he is lol

Gritting my teeth so hard rn

Charlie, baby, don’t let yourself drown <33

Dan spitting facts!!!!

Is Gran not in the loop then? Oh nvm, she’s chill af, we stan an icon

Not the depression kicking in, I hate that bitch

Tori seeing Charlie retreating into himself and not knowing how to help but just to throw herself at him and hope he accepts the support she so desperately wants to give

Could the lovebirds read the fuckin room??? Don’t be groping each other when you have company, especially if he’s the only one there and you’re literally shoving him around as you cuddle

Isaac and Charlie heart to heart GO

My boys!!!!! I love them so much

Tori my love my light my life, how are YOU doing queen?

Tao honey 😭😭😭

They’re actually adorable, I hate that this is the couple that’s passing my threshold for romance tolerance because they’re sweet as hell, it’s just that they don’t have much else going on so it’s just them being sappy and Nick and Charlie are already kinda maxing out that category for me

Wait is that fucking Peggy Carter?????? (It is, Hayley Atwell my queen)

FUCK!! It’s so damn hard to realize, accept, and finally admit somethings wrong, especially with eating disorders because of how often compulsive lying accompanies them, and I am so fucking proud of Charlie here and anyone else who’s been in that situation and found the strength to tell someone

Actual tears rolling down my face, this conversation is so fucking important and it’s ripping my heart out

FUCK! HOW IS THIS ONLY THE SECOND EPISODE?!?!!!

[kindchenschema]

greysanon again and tysm for answering i love talking about this stupid show lmao

okay agree about s12 it’s actually my ideal end point for the show after s8 and the magmeldith (i love maggie—she’s over hated and all the hate is over shit other characters would easily get away with but they come down extra hard on the black woman for some reason🤨—and im a sister lady chief stan idc that it’s corny i loved how snarky and close and fun they were in this season) everyone finally moved on from the derek stuff and they’re all learning now to be okay again it’s so good and endearing🥺

yeah! simone is so adorable and kind! she even made lucas tolerable but he’s annoying af and drags her down. he needs to leave her alone and they need to write in a new guy for her that adores her. honestly wish lucas was leaving the show and not yasuda but greys loves to disappoint.

speaking of yasuda, why has the chemistry between her and jules been so good these last couple of eps lol like when they woke up together the energy was giving GAY lol. they should bang before she leaves for good honestly

same for amelia and beltran who finally acknowledged the thing between them. i still don’t see sparks but i was charmed by beltran this week (spoilers for ep8) and i loved that amelia asked her out. idk why she’s always attracted to these emotionally unavailable women (addison is my top 5 greys women but sorry to say ive never sparks between her and any of the other women except maybe callie? i just don’t get a femslash vibe from her at all she gives me super straight wasp vibes srry lmao but she’s super hot and brilliant) but it’s good drama when they put in the effort to write it. seems like she could be sappy but like in erica hahn way (another fave idc that she was mean and arrogant she was right and they wrote her off so stupidly) where she’s still kinda cold to everyone else but sweet with amelia and honestly that would work for me because i love that dynamic for women. imma need a kiss by the finale to really solidify my interest tho.

but yeah no this season is so bland the show itself has become so low stakes and formulaic it’s like they’re afraid to actually take it in a compelling and dynamic direction because they don’t wanna alienate their old ass fans in middle america but what about us young fun dykes lmao. what if we’re tired of weekly hetero complications like we wanna have fun too!

greys anon bestie!! hi <3

girl you are so right, Maggie get behind me 🤺 I really love Maggie and I do agree that a lot of the hate she gets is due to misogyny and racism, and she was kind of put in a shit position being "the other Lexie" by the writers. (I personally never minded the recycled half-sister storyline but Lexie was a precious babe so of course people are going to be territorial.) the thing, to me, about Maggie, is like. yeah. she's a little bit annoying. but we have to remember she's an ex gifted kid turned gifted adult, she went through puberty and like pretty much all major "age-related" (mental) changes surrounded by people much older than her and she was also bullied, plus she grew up an only child who was very much the center of her parents' lives. like, yeah, when a person like that grows up, she's gonna be a bit childish and self-centered (for the RECORD I can name at least ten characters who are way worse in that regard starting with the ugly little gnome George o'malley) (also Maggie is extremely emotionally intelligent when it comes to judging situations/dealing with conflict but due to everything in her life just not happening at the "average" time and being so focused on her studies she's just starting to develop an adult sense of "self-awareness" when we meet her - and that is OKAY). tldr Maggie is an angel and the minuscule amount of flaws she has just make her a real, three-dimensional, complex human being, and I wish people would get over the Lexie thing so they could appreciate this wonderfully written and played character.

same I loved sister lady chiefs so much!! I had genuine Amelia/meredith brain rot a few years back 🤭 when Amelia was curled up at the foot of Meredith's bed and then when they were at the table and Meredith reached out to pet Amelia's head - I have a lot of Thoughts about how much of a puppy Amelia is but I don't know if this is a safe space so I'll shut up now 😭

simone is good at many things but nothing and no one can make Lucas tolerable to me, every time he is on my screen it makes me want to kill myself. I wish he would leave and from a show writing standpoint I don't understand why yasuda is leaving. it just feels like everyone is coming and going as they please, couldn't they hire main characters who actually want to stay on the show for more than three seasons? because I'm sorry but what is this?

anyways yes in the very beginning I thought they would make yasuda and Jules a thing... I do think they would be good together in the time yasuda has left (in the show haha) but I found the storyline with her fight with Taryn very dissatisfying and just... meh, I guess. (but that could be said about any storyline at all of the past five seasons so)

okay enough of me being a hater!! I am a lover now. Love ❤️

okay I lied I still don't like Beltran and I want her to go away. I do agree with you that the badboy who's sweet to one (1) person in a lesbian dynamic is top tier, but regardless I do want kai to come back to Seattle and also their senses and for them to confess their love to Amelia. as an alternative I would settle for seeing addimelia scissor on national television. but that's beside the point.

anon have you watched private practice? if you like Addison, you should!! she's definitely a wasp but she is a lesbian i know it!! (source: delusion)

honestly I really wonder how their more conservative/republican fanbase feels about the general tone of the show now (I mean the hardcore alt-right people probably stopped watching a long time ago haha) because even though I'm anything but conservative I find it very disrespectful. I mean, you can't have every main character parroting one political standpoint (in ear-cancer inducing twitter lingo might I add) and the faceless "bad guys" saying the other. like with the roe v wade storyline - obviously I'm pro choice, but there could've been something way more interesting. instead of "bad guys throw brick at good guys" (Kwan). something to reach people on both sides and have an actual nuanced conversation - what if a woman who was a protester had gone to Addison for an abortion? for example

dude imagine if we were writers on the show... every character would be a dyke. Addison dyke, meredith dyke, Amelia bisexual(no one's perfect), NICOLE HERMAN!!! DYKE. Owen? dyke! you get it

thank you soo much for these anons they really make my day :'') as you can see I am a bit obsessed with grey's (I also write fanfic) so I'm super delighted to yap about it with you <33333 (but I promise I'm normal otherwise 😭 I go to school, I have friends, etc no basement dwelling going on here no ma'am 🫡)

[dungeons-and-dragon-age]

for the kiss meme: 3 or 9 for Fen and Liam?

Ended up being kind of a surprise drunk kiss but they are dorks either way, so,,,,

[creepypocky]

Hellooo! Could I have a matchup pls? If you don’t have time you’re completely understood and you can just ignore this but if you do Thankyou very much!

Pls can I have romantic + NSFW if thats ok

My pronouns are they/them ^^

I’m into men manly dudes men like guys

My style is goth! I love all types of goth too. Black is my favourite colour. I love edgy shit, satanic shit… I love looking creepy. I really like victorian style dresses too

I’m not a creepy person though. People usually tell me that I’m cool (which I appreciate) but honestly I am very sensitive and just about cry over everything. I like to look scary because I just prefer people not approaching me or thinking I’m weak (damn I’m venting here now lol)

I’m also tall af?? Like 5’10? And hella boney skinny so I’m just a damn lanky stick next to others lol.

My hobbies are reading, writing (mostly deep poems and stuff..), drawing!! I love drawing. Especially for other people.

I like being in really quiet places and listening to birds! And my goal is to learn to beat my anxiety some day.

My favourite kind of person is someone who I can feel most comfortable around and won’t judge me or pressure me. I like specifically when I feel like I don’t have to talk and the silence isn’t awkward, which doesn’t happen much to me. And when they’re open-minded and respectful!! Love that.

My least favourite kind of person is narrow-minded people, loud people, childish. Immature people get on my nerves massively lol.

I like cats, being alone, and silence. I dislike crowded places and the dark

My zodiac is Aries

I’m MASSIVELY introverted. No doubt about it lol.

For the NSFW bit, I… definitely have a daddy kink (PFFF IM SORRY). I’m 100% switch, love being dominated, love dominating. LOVE praise, I’m a massive people pleaser so if I’m praised I just melt. But mostly I’m just into sappy romantic shit with lots of love and affection, and I would probably cry if my partner gave any other vibes. Also, pet names like darling, sweetheart, dear, love??? I’m dead. Dying. Deceased. I fall in love.

Things that turn me off… pain.. feeling uncomfortable or unloved, anything TOO rough. I am gemtle pls be somft

I loveddd reading through this, one person really popped up in my head reading this especially when you said you don't like immature people lmfao, thank you for requesting this and I'll work on it right away <3

|| I match you with: Masky! ||

Your style honestly turns him on tbh LMAO but he loves how you look beside him with your goth clothes and its kind of hard for him to keep his hands off you.

He doesn't find it annoying or weak that you're sensitive and if people ever call you weak around him they'll earn a hard punch because you're his and if they want to insult you they can go through him first.

If you ever cry about something or something makes you sensitive he won't judge you for it, (but tbh when he first met you he would make fun of you but he doesn't anymore) instead he'll just calm you down and tell you everything is okay.

If you're insecure about being too tall or being taller than him, Masky is like 6'1-6'3 so don't worry, but, he actually really loves how tall you are and thinks it's sexy. He thinks you being skinny along with it is cool too because he finds long but skinny legs beautiful. This man is kind of weird around people way shorter than him anyways because like... wouldn't that large height difference be awkward during yknow, lmfaooo.

You like writing? Sign this man up to be your main reader. No matter how many flaws are in your writing he'll be there being constructive for you and encouraging you to do more.

He loves your art too, everytime you make him a piece of art he just meltssss on the inside (probably wont admit it though lmfao) and keep them somewhere special because he wants to cling to as many things that involve you as he can. <3

When you want your alone time, he'll 100% respect you and leave you be for awhile so you can be alone to thoughts and listen to birds. But otherwise he would totally listen to the birds with his arm around you if you allowed him to because he just loves being close to you. :)

He really understands you wanting to overcome your anxiety, especially because he himself has anxiety due to his job, he constantly feels like he has to watch his back 24/7. This poor mans been backstabbed so many times pls comfort him. But he's super supportive of you and will help you get over your anxiety.

He would never judge or pressure you, especially since he knows very well how it feels to be pressured by people. It sucks. So he tries his best to always be there for you and only do things that you know you're comfortable with. He respects your boundaries as long as you respect his.

He also doesn't like childish and immature people, they're super annoying to him. When someone like that is bothering you he's always quick to make them fuck off so you can get back to having your sanity.

He loves silence too, you two will often just sit together in a blanket with a book and just read in silence and it's super wholesome. ^^

He will get you all the cats you want, regardless of Slenders permission.

If you get uncomfortable in the dark, don't worry, he'll make sure to always leave a light on around so that you don't feel unsafe. He's honestly such an overviewer and he's so protective of you.

NSFW:

This mf has a daddy kink too, and don't worry about him being too rough with you because even though I canon him as a dom he loves to be super soft and passionate with you. He doesn't want to hurt his doll to much.

He doesn't sub often, but if he's having a hard day, he loves to just lay back and let you take the lead on him. He loves to praise you and just caress your body as you're doing whatever you want to him.

He loves to kiss you while you two are fucking, he just loves the feeling of his moans being muffled by your mouth as he roams his hands all over you lovingly.

It's good that you love pet names because he's all about pet names, he loves to see the expressions on your face as he calls you all kinds of names.

<3

There you go. :))) I hope you enjoyed this matchup and I hope nothing was too inaccurate.

Have a great day/night and take care of yourself. ^^

[dragonturtle]

🍼 🌸 🍯

🍼- what is your favorite memory?

about 3 years ago, my whole family and me did a trip to Tokyo. everything was so freaking surreal and it'll seared into my brain forever. neon signs everywhere, j-rock loud af coming from giant screens, shrines around the corners and street fairs with amazing food, A FUCKING SAILOR MOON STORE (also a Neon Genesis Evangelion too lol), idk i'm getting emotional cause it was life changing. im extremely privileged to have even experienced that (after 21 hours of travel lol). my 15 year old me was so happy that my then 26 year old Paloma walked down the Shibuya Crossing and...got lost lol (intense it was, for sure).

🌸- what is your favorite flower?

hydrangeas, they look like pom poms!

🍯- describe your favorite smell

i'm gonna get lowkey sappy lol but it's a perfume that my mom used to wear ('hot' by givenchy) when i was little. i remember one day my brother broke a new full bottle, mom lost it cause it was expensive and we didn't had much money back in the day (it was a birthday present from my dad), so she couldn't go and buy a new one (let alone afford it). but the whole room smelled like it for literal months. i've always associated that smell with her (even if the memory itself it's kinda bittersweet so, give or take hahaha) and i still do.

[159potterhead]

*clears throat**takes the mic🎤**

Yo-people in the back make some noise!!

This one is for someone special-yo she's in the crowd (I point at you and spotlight falls on you while crowd cheers looking at you)

Yo-this one is for you my beloved. (I've heard peeps before performance saying yo so i did it idk how to correctly use it😅) (you got it wrong I'm not a poet but I'll give it a try just for you😉)

Can we take some pie on the way?

I wanna eat some pie on the beach with you my beloved if that's okay.

Someday we'll drive away from the driveway

And take the highway.

Together we will run away

Or we could do this everyday.

I promise to bring you a whole tray and honey I won't make you pay.

I'll serve you a delicious plate.

Coz you're my mate

And this is our lovely date.

And that's the fate.

I'll meet you by the gate,

Sweetie don't be late.

(I can't stop please do something coz I'm doing a dumb thing. See it's happening again and I'm laughing I hope you are happy please don't call me sappy. I'm a stupid who got hit by a cupid😂😂😂😂😂 ) (I'll sing it if I could but I'm not good at it)

I will take the war seriously and I'll give you a smug looks before launching myself on you. I'll tackle you down only to sit on top of you so I can pin you down and hold you captive under me. Water feels great and we both can't stop laughing as the waves hit us lightly and cause a tickling sensation. And I will just bend down a little more to kiss you on the forehead coz you look beautiful in the light of the setting sun and I love you so much💖💖

You bought a hot tub for me?? Please stop it I'll cry don't buy me pretty things you're spoiling me😭😭(does the hot tub have bubbles??)

Now, this may sound funny but tbh I don't like any weather I just the time between the weather shift. Yk the time when winter change to summer (that middle period) or you know like the weather between any two main weather (I like that shifting period when you don't feel crazy cold or when there's no burning sunlight. When weather is perfect that you don't have to take a coat coz it's not cold but you can wear it if you wanna coz it's not hot either) what's your favourite weather?? (Yes. We can have gold and silver together. That necklace will be soooooo perfect. I love it🥰🥰🥰)

(I think my rhyme covered for the music part. Let me know how you feel about that. It's funny yk. I'm Terrible at it and I'm no way near poet I think half of it didn't made any sense 😂😂)

me: *is clapping already* that’s my gf!

wooooo yeaaaahhhhh🗣🙌🏼

i- oh- ahah- ☺️ *blushes maaadly*

I blow you a kiss from where i’m seated in the crowd. (you’re doing great, sweetie<3)(shh you are a poet to me)

hisijJjjkNSJSKDKQKWN- DID YOU JUST-

DID YOU JUST MAKE A-

IM-

OMG ANON THE POET IN YOU IS GLOOOWING. I LOVE THIS SO MUCH I WANT IT TATTOOED ON MY BACK !!!!!!!!

(you’re doing it again I lovE YOUUSBDHDJ. you’re being sappy af and I am loving every bit of it pls dont stop. I am happy, I am very happy!!!!😆👏🏼)

you tackled me and pin me down? anon you’re making me blush😜 every wave crash sends a chill through my bones. and your kiss sends me the same sensation. I look at you and god the sun is reflecting ever so beautifully on your beautiful face💞

of course I did;) i’ll buy you ten even. but you are a pretty thing yourself and I love you so much so I am gonna continue spoiling you whether you like it or not🤷🏻‍♀️ it has everything you want it to have. i’ll even get you lavender bath salt which will alleviate the stress of the day<3

ooo that’s interesting, I’ve never heard this answer before. it’s always a specific type of weather, but this is new I like it! its also good cause it means we’ll spend a lot of time inside👀 for me, the colder and stormier, the better! I loooove having to wear a coat and mittens and hug myself from the freezing weather, and I love being out when the weather is dark and cloudy and then suddenly it begins to rain and I have to run to seek shelter. so good luck getting me to stay inside in the winter😂😆 (I actually wanna get it now!! maybe one day when we meet we’ll go get them made together<3)

ahah it did cover for the music part and more!! are you kidding, it made so much sense. I feel awesome! that literally was so good, I’m smiling insanely!!!!! “good god, boy, there's a poet in you, after all.” -Mr. Keating, Dead Poets Society. 🤫💖✨

(I made this presentation for absolutely no reason, I thought maybe you’d wanna check it out lol.)

🎶tonight you're mine completely, you give your love so sweetly. tonight the light of love is in your eyes, but will you love me tomorrow?🎶💕

[stop-weighting-for-change]

UPDATE 4

OK!!! So this update is a ~lil~ bit off my normal update schedule, but honestly better late than never :)

July 25th marked the official end of my first Chloe Ting challenge: her 4 week summer shred. I didn’t lose as many lbs as I figured I would throughout which kinda disappointed me at first bc i was eating clean enough and often times less calories than i probably shoulda been eating so it like didn’t make sense??? but then today i retook my measurements (which i initially took the day i started the challenge on june 27th) and OH MY GOD???? I LOST 11 INCHES TOTAL AROUND MY BODY????? I CANNOT BELIEVE IT??????? I was so so so so so so proud/happy and I’m amazed. It makes sense now why I didn’t lose ~as many~ lbs as i initially figured i would bc i musta gained a lil bit o’ muscle and im happy af bc muscle burns fat :)

I am planning to start a new 4 week summer shred a week this friday and im waiting a week to start the new shred for a few different reasons: 1) mentally, physically, emotionally, im tired and im EXTREMELY proud of myself so i recognize that my accomplishments deserve a lil time off! Ive earned it! 2) chloe literally recommends taking a week off inbetween challenges to get the various types of rest needed and shes the expert here not me so there ya go. and finally, (which is honestly my fav and most extra reason lmao), 3) both my siblings birthday is august 3 and my birthday is august 16. by starting the next 4 week (28 day) challenge on july 31 i am perfectly timing my active rest days on the 4th and 17th days of the challenge to fall on both their and my respective bdays. i realized that the other day when trying to decide when to start my next shred and if thats not just the happiest of accidents idk what is :’)

Im not gonna lie and say the last few months have been easy on my mental health. i graduated college this past december and since then i have felt this never ending spiral that im old and my best days are behind me and theres just an impending doom to get my life together/perfect. and this pandemic only made things abt a billion-ish times worse. i got furloughed so i didnt even have my bullshit part-time job to keep life somewhat “scheduled” for myself and that really sucked. i cut ties with a person who had been a constant and sense of comfort in april bc of my so-called-friends ignorance, selfishness and lack of communication and things had just not been the best. dont get me wrong, i am so privileged to have my family all together, have everyone be healthy and safe and comfortable enough (both financially and physically) to stay homes for months on end but i wont lie and say it hasnt taken somewhat of a mental toll. BUT ANYWAYS my point was that in spite of quarantine dragging me further down, i feel like this newfound lifestyle transformation journey has given me a reason to continue bettering myself and has made for a good reason to look in the mirror.

Enough sappiness i should probably end this overly dramatic and unnecessarily long update post bc honestly no one is reading this anyways lol. were all in this together (<3 troy bolton style <3) and if anyone should ever need my support, even if only virtually, i am here!

P.S. this may be an INSANE thought butttttttttt is it weird that i ~cannot wait~ for halloween. its still 3 months away but wow oh wow am i already siked for it to arrive :D

P.P.S. i found this killer marble cake recipe bc im gonna be making my own bday cake and i literally cant wait to try it i hope it turns out well... unlike some of my past cakes lmao........

[anythingandeverything1d]

1D was a big part of my childhood too. The boys have grown so much over the years and achieved so much and I’ve grown up too. The 10 year anniversary has been making me reflect on my childhood and the way we’ve all grown up. There’s so many 1D songs that have strong sentimental value to me, songs that remind me of people and things I did, songs that got me through things. 1D was always there through the years. It’s seems sappy and stupid but they were always there for me. 10 years seems surreal.

I literally just said this to my friend (who doesn't understand my love for them) and its crazy. Like the way their music advanced as they got older and as we got older is amazing. Also the lyrics lol that used to go over my head and now im like ayeee you nasty bitches ( rock me, up all night, live while we are young, c’mon, c’mon, best song ever the list can continue lol) like I knew what they meant but never really understood and now I’m 23 and like wowwww this is relatable af. I have so many strict memories with a few songs that listening to it can produce such a vivid picture and image of that memory its crazy. Perfect is a big example...it was the anthem for my high school relationship lol. I can’t get over that its been 10 years, a decade...it’s insane..lol I was 13. I was in 8th grade and I was awkward as hell....I can’t even comprehend it properly

[mysticthot]

RFA x Jumins Sister!MC

idk why i have such a thirst for jumin as a big brother but here we are

also this is hella long my b 

Yoosung Kim

knows who you are thru magazines and what not, but he’s never met you in person

that is until the first rfa party that Rika holds

he sees you from across the room, standing next to Jumin looking like a model and he’s shook

wow shes even prettier in person, i didnt know she was gonna be here tonight i should go talk to her, wait no she’ll think i’m a loser- OH GOD SHES LOOKING SHE PROBABLY THINKS IM A CREEP DOES MY HAIR LOOK GOOD oh shes smiling at me

thoughts running wild he doesn't know what to do so he straight up turns around and walks away

it isn't until later in the night that he actually gets to talk to you

“Hi, I’m MC. Your Yoosung right? Part of the RFA?”

he’s shook when u said hi first

you have a good conversations and he’s surprised at how easy you are to talk to and how different you are from your brother

at the end of the night you catch him before he leaves and give him your number

definitely spends the rest of the night trying to think of something cool to txt you

definitely asks Zen for help

manages to start talking to you, and suddenly your messaging each other constantly

its Yoosung were talking about, his crush on you is immediately all he can think about

but he goes out of his way to not say anything in the chatrooms cause Jumin hasn't mentioned anything so he’s not sure if Jumin knows 

lowkey terrified of Jumin finding out and sending a hitman after him

he’s too shy to ask you on a date

literally everything about you screams out of his league

so imagine his surprise when you ask him to a movie

boi straight up falls out of his chair in the middle of class

ya’ll go see a movie and his soul nearly leaves his body when you lean in and give his a short peck on his lips afterwards

“I really like you Yoosung, I’ve never had a guy treat me so well.”

“I-I like you too MC.”

his soul does leave his body when Jumin enters the chatroom the next day saying nothing but his full name in all caps

poor boi is immediately apologizing and ranting about how much he likes you and how he promises to be good to you

After everything Jumin simply responds with, “I’ll hold you to that.”

Now with Jumins approval, he officially asks you to be his girlfriend which you happily say yes to

This boi loves you so much, and he is in awe everyday that you chose him

Likes to show you off, especially to his friends

Loves when you pick him up from school lookin all cute and pulling him into a tight hug

gets very jealous and protective knowing all these rich dudes are competing for your attention, but he as Jumins support and your love, so he’s happy

Zen

Vaguely aware that you exist

Has heard Jumin or Jaehee mention you a few times, but he doesn't think much of it, and he actively goes out of his way to not watch or read anything with the name ‘Han’ in it

He’s in the lobby of the C&R building waiting for Jaehee so they could go get coffee, when he sees a cute girl struggling by the closed elevator doors with arms full of papers and folders

ever the gentleman, he goes over and offers to hold some of it for you

“Excuse me miss, would you like some help with that?”

You look up at him and his breath is all but knocked out of him when he gets a full glance at your beauty

“Oh, wow thank you.”

You smile breathlessly up at him, both of you seem to be in the same trance

He snaps out of it to grab the papers from your arms, and introduces himself

Your both looking at each other with that same wide eyed look when the elevator doors open

There stands Jaehee in the middle of the love fest.

“Uh...Zen, I see you’ve met MC. Jumins sister.”

SHHOOOK

He’s so dramatic like he full on backs up hand over the heart gasping

You almost laugh at the look on his face

“Oh, so your that Zen? I’ve heard all about you.

Jaehee takes your papers from Zen and gets into the elevator with you mumbling about how she’ll be right back.

Zen almost dies when you wink and blow him a kiss as the doors close

Jaehee is interrogated by Zen through out their whole lunch

You were so cute and nice looking?? How were you related to the trust fund kid???

Gasps when he realizes that makes you a trust fund kid as well

Yet, he cant stop thinking about you and the moment you shared in the lobby

He’s such a romantic, he becomes convinced this is a Romeo and Juliet love at first sight thing

Hung around in the lobby for a bit one day hoping to meet you again, but he starting looking suspicious so he had to leave

Ends up pestering Jaehee for hours until she gives in and gives him your phone number

Very quick to send you a selfie asking if you remember him

You reply even faster

“Of course I remember you, how could I forget such a beautiful face? Oh and also Jaehee has kept me updated on how much u ask about me ;)”

He’s never been out charmed by someone before, but you have him so flustered

Quick to ask you on a date

Basically does turn into Romeo and Juliet ft. Jeahee as the Nurse (omg just realized how thats a pretty good fic idea i might right that lol)

She helps cover your tracks while your sneaking around with Zen

But Jumin is getting ever more suspicious and after many useless reports from him sending Jaehee to follow you, he sends one of his guards instead

This is all very inconvenient for him, he doesn’t like the thought of you not being able to tell him something, you’ve told each other everything always

not to mention zen has been getting on his nerves lately being strange and sappy in the chat rooms

He could never imagine the shock that filled his entire being when his guard told him he had seen you going into Zens house

Boi’s over there in an instant banging on the door

A shirtless zen opens the door, his hair messed up and a hickey growing redder by the second on his neck

Jumins pushing him up against a wall before he can even react

The slam startles you out of the bed in nothing but a sheet, only to freeze when you see the scene before you

guess you’ll die ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

It takes a long time to get them off each others necks

“Guys, why dont we all calm down and talk about this rationally?’

“MC, the only thing keeping me from knocking this trust fund kid out is the fact that he is your brother.”

“Zen not helping!”

Jumin all but drags you back to the car and you’re lectured the whole ride home

Then lectured some more in the pent house

Then some more before you announced you were going to bed

He was angrily pouring himself some wine when he heard your phone go off

It was Zen

He justifies his actions by saying you had betrayed his trust, and opens the message

“I’m sorry MC, I hope you’re ok. I know he wont approve, but I hope you can find away to stay with me. I will never find someone like you and even if he doesn’t understand or believe it, I love you. Call me when you can.”

Now he feels kinda bad

Then he remembers Zen’s hickey and he’s mad again

It takes him a while but he eventually allows for you and Zen to see each other freely

Feels betrayed by Jaehee

Jaehee (Speaking of betrayal lol)

She knows of you, but has never met you, as you are studying abroad

When Jumin first mentions the fact that he is going to pick you up from the airport, shes initially worried that she will have to deal with a second Jumin

And in her experience, the high class women aren’t the easiest to get along with

So imagine her surprise the next day when she is going to the penthouse to introduce herself and finds...what looks like a completely normal girl lounging in her pajamas

You smile kindly at her as Jumin, dressed in his normal suit, comes to stand beside you and she cant believe the differences

Shes pretty sure you’re showing more emotion on you face in this exact moment than Jumin has in his entire life rip lol

She introduces herself, and it shocked when you immediately pull her into a hug

“Its so nice to meet you, I’m MC.”

The way you say your name and the way your holding her hands in yours while you smile at her she just-

gay panic

Your spending the summer with Jumin, so she sees you around a lot and every time you are just as sweet to her

As time passes she begins to feel strange when she sees you

Heart racing, cheeks blushing, you know the drill

But its been so long since Jaehee has had a crush on someone, and she wasn't even sure if this was a crush

poor babe is confused af

Cause your so nice to her

And you make Jumin be nice to her

And you get her off work to hang out 

But she doesn’t know if your being friendly...

One day she is going over last minute talking points with Jumin as he prepares for a gala event when you come walking out

Your dress makes you look like an angel, your hair is flowing and framing your beautiful face and- oh, there was that smile again

She nearly chocked when she saw you

gay panic intensifies 

you make her feel the way zens videos do

Suddenly she’s not so confused anymore

She walked you and Jumin down to the car waiting outside and you turn to her before following your brother in

“You’re not coming with us are you?” you asked with a slight frown.

“No, it would be inappropriate for an assistant to attend such an event.” she sighed, smoothing out her work skirt, suddenly realizing how different you two really were.

You paused, looking like you might say something, but stopped yourself, telling her to have a good night before getting into the car

She watched you drive away, and wasn’t expecting to hear from you any more that night

Then her phones ringing and its you and she’s answering in a flash

You voice is shaky, asking her if she could pick you up if it wouldn't be too much trouble cause you didn't want to inconvenience her

She was in the car before you had finished the call

When she pulled around the back of the event, where you had asked to meet, she saw you standing in the dark, a look so sad it made her heart hurt

You climbed into the passenger seat, but the ride back to the penthouse was silent

It wasn't until she pulled up to the curb that you invited her upstairs

As soon as you passed the door way to the house, it was like your fake composure, one that she knew you had been raised to perfect, melted away

You sighed before dropping face first onto a couch cushion and screaming into it

Jaehee didn't know exactly what to do, so she gave your back a somewhat comforting pat until you sat up ready to tell her what was wrong

Turns out you had met a man at the gala

(her heart dropped when you said that)

But the man was an absolute dick

(So your sayin she has a chance?)

The man had been grabbing you and touching you all night, asking for dances and pressuring you to drink

The final straw was while he had dragged you into a dance, his hand lowed down before he full on groped your ass in front of everyone

You had slapped him

The gotten promptly lectured from your father

“He was acting like I was in the wrong for standing up for myself. Saying I was making a fool of the family reacting in such a way! Why aren’t the men held in such a standard that so I don’t have to act like that in the first place?!”

“I’m so sorry MC, that is truly disgusting that you had to go through that.” She pulled you into a hug, and side by side you sat on the couch, enjoying each others comfort

“Next time...I think I’d like to take you as my date...” You mumbled into her shoulder.

She froze

Didn’t know was to say

Were you friends? Were you something more???

Her questions were answered as you pulled back from the hug and placed a timid kiss on her lips

It was short, almost testing the waters for both of you

But when your eyes met, the kiss that followed was anything but timid or short

Jumin was not pleased with that he saw when he got home

His assistant and sister making out in his living room

what was his life coming to??

Not nearly as mad as you thought he would be however

He had heard what your father had said to you and rushed home to make sure you were ok

Claims he knew this whole time you weren't into guys, or at least not straight, but you think hes just trying to redeem himself from the fact that his assistant seduced his sister right under his nose

Jaehee and you go as a couple to the next gala and rock that shit

707/ Saeyoung

Obvi, this boi knows everything

As soon as he was introduced to Jumin, he did a background check, and thats how he was led to you

From then on, he is not subtle or quiet with his ‘celebrity’ crush

Basically acts towards you the way he does towards Elizabeth the 3rd

Uses you as a way to tease Jumin and get him all riled up

“omg Jumin, I saw MC’s photo in a magazine today and I swear I fell in love all over again.

“If you come near her, I will get a restraining order.”

Jumin is in no way amused

The rest of the RFA is tho

Like Yoosung, you meet Seven at the first party. 

He is quick to spot you, and Jumin is even quicker to separate you from him

You, however, have no idea why your brother is being even more over protective than usual, and take the first opportunity to sneak off to the bar

Seven sees you alone for the first time and quickly turns to Yoosung, asking him how he looks before running off to you

You’re shook when in the middle of taking a drink a random redhead all bed falls into the chair next to you

“HIMYNAMESSEVENITSAPLEASURETOMEETYOU!”

“...What?”

He takes a comically large breath, lets it out, then holds his hand out for you to shake

You laugh when he bows and kissed your knuckles before introducing himself slower this time

“Sorry, I just felt like I needed to rush, your brothers gonna kill me when he sees me talking to you.”

You laugh and roll your eyes and he thinks you have the best sounding laugh he has ever heard

Good thing his only talent is getting people to laugh at him

You proceed to spend the next five minutes laughing so hard your stomach hurts and your eyes water before a large group of not only your brother, but several body guards come to interrupt

“Oh no, my sweet MC, it seems our time has been cut short, I’ll never forget the moments we spent together, no matter how brief!” he calls to you while being escorted to the other side of the room by two large men

Jumin lectures you on the dangers of talking to strange men and you remind him that the whole point of this party was to talk to people you don’t know

He forbids you from talking to Seven 

“MC, he’s a sadist!”

“That just makes me want him more...”

Later that night you get a strange text, or dare I say, a mysterious message, saying your phone was being hacked

Your shook and don’t know what to do watching as the so called hacker typed before the second message popped up

Is your name wifi? Cause I really felt a connection~

Ok now your more shook

Then a third message pops up and its the cute guy from the party, and you laugh before responding

You spend the rest of the night picking up where you left off at the party

And Seven it once again, not quiet about his crush

Jumin wakes up the next morning to chatroom after chatroom all about you

Half of them are him talking mindlessly about your wedding, the other half is the rest of the members telling him to shut up

Jumin is t r i g g e r e d 

His first instinct is to take your phone, since you obviously cant make good choices for yourself

But then he remembers you are an adult, and he cant take away your phone

So he goes to plan B which is threaten Seven with a restraining order, once again

Halfway through typing out a long, angry message, you skip out into the kitchen, and suddenly his anger it focused on you

“MC WHAT DID I SAY ABOUT TALKING TO SEVEN HES NOT GOOD FOR YOU YOU NEED TO BLOCK HIM AND GET A RESTRAINING ORDER HES CRAZY WHAT ARE YOU THINKING”

“He’s so cute and sweet tho.” you pout

“Awe, thanks MC.”

Both of you look up to find Seven standing in the doorway with a bouquet of flowers

Seven is forcefully removed from the building

Jumin gives you the whole, “he’s a hacker he’s dangerous” speech, but you are stubborn

You tell him you are an adult who can make her own choices

He does the things parents do where they think they can guilt you into making the right choice

Thinks he’s won when he doesn't hear anything about you from Seven for a while

Imagine his shock when he logs into the chatroom to see a picture from the cctv of you and Seven kissing, clearly in the middle of a date along with a picture of a plastic cat ring on your ring finger 

“She said yes!”

“I am going to physically hurt you.”

On the more serious side, Seven would be a little harder because of his job, so everything you guys did would have to be in secret

He would get in his moods where he thought you deserved a boyfriend who could treat you better and be seen in public with you

Don’t even get him started on how dangerous he was

But you could use your connections to help him get his life on track, and eventually get him a job at C&R

Jumin isn't happy with it, but when he accepts that Seven actually cares for you and this isn’t just some joke, he will come to terms with it

V/ JIhyun

V has known you since you were born, as him and Jumin were already friends then

Infact, he has a picture somewhere of him as a child holding you the day you got home from the hospital

Growing up with V and Jumin, was almost like having two brother

Both very protective over you

Being kids, you went through the normal phases

“Boys have cooties dont touch me!” 

‘C-cooties...but MC...”

There were times when you would tease each other simply because that’s what kids do when they have crushes

His little cheeks would get all red when you and him would play games together

He liked to be the knight that saved you from the evil dragon (Jumin) and one time you very lightly pecked a kiss onto his cheek before running off and his face was red for the rest of the day

In fact you were each others first kiss

It was during a sleep over he was having with Jumin

Jumin had fallen asleep during a movie leaving you and V alone, sitting together in a blanket fort

You were playing truth or dare, but they were mostly truths to keep the game quiet and not wake anyone

“Truth or dare MC.”

“Truth.”

“...Have you ever kissed anyone?”

Your whole face went red, as did his, he had barely even worked up the courage to ask the question

“...No.” You whispered, “Have you?

“No.”

The game stopped for a moment, V was looking at while you did you best to look anywhere but at him

“Truth or dare MC?”

“...Truth.”

“Can I kiss you?”

The kiss was short and stiff and a little awkward, but it was something you both would remember for ever

And a secret you would keep from Jumin until way into your adult years

Jumin was annoyed by the whole thing

He loved his sister and all, but he didn't exactly like his best friend and sister always flirting

As you got older, the childhood crushes died down into fond memories and the occasional flirt or butterfly in the stomach

You dated a few people, he dated a few people

But there was always those times when it was just you and him alone where it seemed like something was so close to happening

But he graduated with Jumin before you did, and left to start his own life

That when he met Rika

You were happy for him truly, you were dating someone at the time as well and you wanted to see you friend be happy, he deserved it

But tragedy struck, and he was never really the same after that

You remembered her funeral, and the way he cried into your shoulder that night

You had to go through the pain of watching your dear friend loose himself, along with his eyesight

Supporting him in his time of need became your number one priority, but somewhere along the way, old feelings began to resurface

You pushed them down, deep down so you wouldn't make a fool of yourself or ruin your friendship

It took years until V would begin to see again what was right in front of him, he had been blinded by Rika for so long that he couldn’t see you

(im sorry those puns were just too good not to put in lol get it cause hes blind)

He felt guilty for his feelings, like he was betraying Rika, yet he couldn't stop himself from feeling like he did when he was a kid

Jumin, once again, was stuck between his best friend and his sister being love sick idiots, too stupid and scared to see the other one felt the same way

He’s so over it like just get married already

He decides to invite V over, fully determined to give him a talk and tell him to ask you out 

Then he will invite you over so you’ll be in the same place as V

Then, Jumin will politely excuse himself for a ‘phone call’ and give them some time alone

He begins his plan in the morning, making sure you would both be coming over for dinner, then he leaves for work

Unfortunately, a meeting he had at the end of the day ended up running super late, leaving you and V alone 

Plan was ruined he’s triggered

But, what he didn’t know, was that things were going along just fine between the two

You guys were sipping some wine and catching up and laughing and smiling like old times

V wanted to take a picture to capture the moment

You looked truly beautiful, framed by the night sky, cheeks flushed from the laughing and the alcohol, a smile on your face and a look in your eyes he hadn't seen, or at least hadn't recognized, since you were kids

He acted before he had the chance to stop himself, leaning forward and pressing a kiss that held in it the passion of years and years of love 

You melted into it, wrapping your arms around him and he felt like he couldn’t have brought you close enough 

He wanted all of you, everything he had missed out on in his lifetime of not making you his

Pulling apart, leaving you both breathless, forehead to forehead, he smiled down at you

“I’m sorry, I should have asked truth or dare first.”

jumins triggered lol

sorry if theres any mistakes im hella tired so i may have missed some in the proof read 

hope u liked it

[ryncorrect]

university!au: day6 jae

following my uni!au with young k (idk how to link my own post asbajdnskmd im Dumb) so here another one with jae lol i think im gonna make one for each one of them buttttttt no promise bc my brain works in a very mysterious way LOL

anyway leggo

warning: this is lame lmaooooo

name: park jaehyung / jae

major: politic science

other activities: guitarist (and sometimes vocalist) of university band, member of music club, founder and leader of LOL SQUAD

everyone knows that tall skinny guitarist of the band i mean he’s hard to ignore tbh

he always wears loose T-shirt, ripped jeans, a cap that he puts backward, and round big specs to campus

professors hate his ripped jeans but can’t really say anything because oh well style doesn’t define someone’s grades and boy, does this kid actually get some braincells in him

well i mean at least he never fails his classes

he has this giant LOLSQUAD badge on his backpack because he’s proud af of his title as the club founder and leader

he actually started that club so he could to brag about his gaming skill to everyone who wanted to listen but he ends up getting his ass handed to him every single time they play together smh

if he’s not in class or hanging out with his game buddies, he can be seen following that Popular Student™ kang younghyun or as jae prefers to call him, “brian” or “brIBRI” because they both joined music club and are in the band

yes yes he’s well known and easy to spot

but…

“jae? park jaehyung?? who???”

everyone refers to him as “that foreigner student”, “the American guy” or “the gamer guy”, or my favorite: “chicken little”

i will never let that joke die im sorry but seriously he looks like chicken when he plays his guitar on the stage don’t @ me

there are only like 5 students in the whole university who know his actual name

anyways in this scenario you’ve always been interested in playing guitar but haven’t gotten a chance to learn and your friend kim wonpil invites you to join music club so you’ll have friends to practice with

“you know our jaehyungie, right? he’s really chill, you’ll get along well with him!!”

deep inside you’re like

who the heck is jaehyung

but wonpil is so excited to have you there so the next week you come to the club meeting

you introduce yourself to everyone and finally you meet him

“ohmygod the chicken little!!”

“whO THE HECK ARE YOU CALLING THAT”

“sorry- i mean the chicken guitarist- wait no-”

he glares at you, you laugh instead

scaring the new member challenge: failed

but yeah you’d seen him performing before and honestly you almost decided to become his fan

a l m o s t

at first he (jokingly) refuses to teach you guitar because you called him chicken little

and since then you keep calling him that just to mess with him

“hi chicken little���

“what’s poppin chicken little”

“why do you look so flustered, chicken little? do i make you nervous??”

he turns red chicken little is now an angry bird “gO AWAY NEWBIE YOU’RE SO ANNOYING”

jae’s a foreigner but he speaks fluent korean

he tells you that even though he was born and grew up in america he always speaks the language with his parents

but of course since he lives abroad there are lots of words or slang he doesn’t know, so you gotta be an ass and slip some difficult words when you speak to him

he gets his revenge by replying to you in english

whenever you two are having an argument (usually over stupid things) everyone in the club suddenly gets headache

wtf they’re not even making any sense

besides music, jae is the most excited when talking about LOL or social topics because well his major

honestly idk much about politic science so cmiimw

one time someone asks for his opinion about social welfare and he ends up starting a sudden debate session with the said person about social welfare programs in south korea and america and the difference between both countries

you mention human rights and he sNAPS

i mean he gives a full 15 mins speech about it

“yknow what im sayin?”

“dude… i honestly don’t get it at all”

because he be speaking in full english like wat

he’s just so passionate about everything it’s almost adorable

a l m o s t

and it’s not only his passion but also his small eyes, his laugh, his voice, or the way he occasionally lifts his head to look at you while playing guitar and you smile and he smiles because you smile first shnshsbshs soft

even the corners of his lips are so cute wow

oh fuck im emo i love him

but you adore him just as a good friend

he’s always been bubbly and friendly with everyone, not just you, so yeah it’s really easy to fall for him but you assure yourself that you’re nOT

are we having “in denial” shit again omg im so uncreative

anyway fast forward it’s ur birthday!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYY

you decide to throw a small party at your place and invite 5 or 6 of your closest friends but damn on the d-day it rains so hard

if ur bday falls on winter then change it to snowing hard, if it’s spring then maybe there’s strong wind or something, whatever suits you fam lol

so no one comes to your party lol you are Sad

BUT THEN!!!! JAE SHOWS UP!!!!!

PARK JAEHYUNG

OUT OF ALL PEOPLE

no you didn’t invite him because idk

are we really that close??? ehhhh he probably won’t come anyway haha why bother

BUT!!!! HE SHOWS UP!!! IN FRONT OF YOUR DOOR!!!

he’s carrying an umbrella but it didn’t really help apparently because he’s soaking wet

imagine that view i mean nvm

“i happened to be near here and i remember it’s your birthday today so i think i’m gonna drop by to say hi and suddenly it’s raining too hard on the way but anyway happy birthday can you let me in first i’m cold”

ofc you let jae in i mean we can’t let the chicken catch the flu amirite

but you warn him that he’ll have to leave before 11 or your RA will kick you both out the dorm lol

after a towel, two cups of hot tea, and one shared piece of chocolate cake, you told him you were supposed to have a small party tonight but no one could make it because of the rain and he’s like “hOW DARE YOU HAVING A PARTY BUT NOT INVITING ME I THOUGHT WHAT WE HAD WAS SPECIAL” and you’re just like “lol shut up chicken here eat more cake”

anyways you two spend time joking and talking about random stuff and it’s probably not the best birthday ever but at least you don’t have to spend it alone and to be honest you’re happy that he’s here

then jae pulls out his ultimate weapon

i mean his guitar

he was soaking wet but the guitar is clean and dry and all fine like hoW EVEN

“priorities” -park jaehyung

he said he gonna play a song of your choice because he came empty handed and he feels bad about it

you blush and pick whatever song comes to your mind because you can’t really think of any, and he starts strumming his guitar and sings

and while he keeps looking at you, you find yourself too can’t take your eyes off him

the song ends and you’re about to clap your hands when he suddenly starts another one

wait you’ve never heard this song before

it’s a slow song and the lyrics are all like, the sky turns dark on the birthday of the brightest star so that it’ll be the only light in his world, how he feels regretful that he has nothing to give but his small heart, and he hopes that this lovely person will hold his hand as they listen to this song together, that this lovely person will feel warm beside him

guys just imagine the song okay i can’t Romance

it’s dead silent until you whisper, “is that… a song for me?”

jae’s face turns red and he starts panicking™ like “i made up the lyrics just now okay i know it’s fricking sappy and cheesy as hell okay i just uhhh want to cheer you up!!!! because you seem kinda down!!!!! let’s not talk about this again uGh WhatEvER leT Me LIvE!!!!!”

but you chuckle and thank him, it was the best present you can get from anyone

you two stare at each other for a second that feels like years and he finally breaks the silence, “you know,,, maybe i came here on purpose,,, maybe actually i want to see you,,,”

“and why is it?”

“because i think,,, i miss you,,, kinda”

and you don’t say this out loud but maybe you do know that

even if you say you’ll never

in fact you’ve already fallen for him a bit

or perhaps a lot

like a lot

then he leans in to kiss your lips and you kiss back and it’s almost not awkward at all, it just feels right as if you’ve kissed him million times before

a l m o s t

you two still blush real hard after

but yeah that’s how you two start dating

none of you two tell anyone about it but it’s pretty obvious, i mean jae always picks you up at your dorm, he walks with you to your class or vice versa (if your classes don’t overlap tho), you two keep stealing glances at each others, also—

jae with you: “hey,,,, come here sit with me u3u,,,,, did you have lunch??? oh i wrote a song last night check this out,,,, what are you gonna do this saturday? oml you’re so cute”

jae with everyone else: “HAHAHAHA FUCKING FUCK SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU FUCKING PRICK ALSO BRIAN FUCKING KANG IF YOU STEAL MY FUCKING FRIES AGAIN I WILL LITERALLY SNAP YOUR FUCKING NECK”

welp actually he’s not always sweet with you, sometimes you two still argue about silly things using mixed languages but now everyone in the club knows better to just run away once it begins

because it’ll end up with you two fighting or you two kissing

yes im nasty and a disappointment bye

btw wonpil is excited af it’s almost like he’s dating you both

“it’s really nice seeing you two finally together!!!!!!! especially because jaehyung really couldn’t shut up about you ever since the first day you joined our music club”

“wait wha-”

“YOU SNAKE THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A SECRET FUCK OFF”

I’m so in love with park jaehyung y'all hsnshsbsh aNYWAYS!!! 100 blocks limit has lifted from tumblr app AYEEEEE

[pathtotruth]

SHIPPING INFO // Answer the following for your muse(s) so people know how shipping works on your blog.

REPOST. Don’t reblog.

What’s your OTP for your Muse?

voice cracking: Clois........

What are you willing to RP when it comes to shipping?

Slowburns (these kill me but in a good way) or even just skipping over to the middle of their relationship

FLUFF -- yells meet cutes!!!, going on dates, getting/giving gifts, etc

*coughs* unresolved sexual tension

ANGST......... Including tragic, never-meant-to-be relationships?? Unrequited pining (whether on Lois’ side or your muse)?? hell yeah

open relationships

How large does the age gap have to be to make it uncomfortable?

I play Lois as a range of age 37 - 43. Meaning anything below early 30s is weird.

(And on that note, it really has to be someone who’s Lois’ peer.)

For the record, in my mind, Lois is always older than Clark by at least a few years. This accounts for her years of experience in her journalistic career over Clark’s fledgling one when they first meet. And personally, Clark falling for an older, more experienced, assertive, opinionated, highly confident careerwoman? MY JAM!!!!!

Are you selective when shipping?

So long as our muses have decent dynamics together that keep them in character (like I gotta take into account their morality & personality and if these would clash with Lois’), it’s pretty much an easy go

it also helps if I have a partner that can put in as much emotional investment in developing the relationship.

How far do steamy moments have to go before they’re considered NSFW?

Second base onward, pretty much. 

Who are other muses you ship your muse with?

LADIES Y’ALL, like..... god. I’m SO WEAK for Diana/Lois. But also Selina??? Kate?? Mera?? Carol??? etc etc Yeah gimme all the ladies.

me with Charlie on their Vic Sage blog: hey remember how vic canonically crushed on lois in college, haha........ let’s expand on that *chinhands*

Middy got me onboard the Clark/Lois/Bruce OT3 (thanks S:TAS) and I’ve been obsessed ever since

Kat’s Ultraman/Kal............ one-sided tho *coughs*

Does one have to ask to ship with you?

If it isn’t a pre-established romance (and as I say this, I realize it’s pretty much just CLARK lol), preferably yeah. So we both have an idea of how the relationship would work.

Or at LEAST give me a SIGN x:

Also because I just wouldn’t wanna assume. That.... might make things awkward ;;

How often do you like to ship?

me and my SAPPY AF heart : hi

on that note, I love platonic relationships just as much too. I can do just fine without any shipping involved.

Are you multiship?

Hell yeah. Lots of love and interesting dynamics to go around. 

*whispers polyamoryyyy*

Are you ship obsessed or ship more-or-less?

I.... quietly obsess

unless I’m real close to you then i’d randomly just yell about my ships to you

What is your favorite ship in your current fandom?

Limiting this to DC:

10/10 would die for Clois; they’re like my first ever DC ship and I love practically every iteration of this couple

Cass/Steph, Kate/Maggie, Dick/Kory, Arthur/Mera

Finally, how does one ship with you?

Honestly if our muses get along (bearing in mind their ages & power dynamics), there’s a foundation there.

It can be real simple like hit me with an IM going “I can see my muse & Lois on a date”, chances are I’d highkey agree with you

That said, I AM THE WORST because unless I’m really close to you ooc, I don’t go around asking directly to ship. I might drop hints, js 👀

Also if I ever get around to reblogging shippy memes, it’s open to all my mutuals even if we’ve never discussed romantic shipping before. I see it as one way of exploring a potential ship; it might go somewhere, it might not.

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[livinginreticence]

‘ROMANCE’ Headcanons Dashgame

Name: Kaitlyn Freedman

Nickname: Katie, bug, teacup + variations of those Gender: Agender/Nonbinary Romantic orientation: Demisexual Panromantic Preferred pet names: um, sweetheart? whatever her s/o calls her is usually her preference Relationship status: usually single ( verse dependent bc i love me some multishipping multiverse hell ) Favorite canon ship(s): if real life is canon, i guess the relationship im in lol Favorite non-canon ship(s): kaitlyn/turtle, kaitlyn/tortoise, and kaitlyn/kaito ( i lvoe turt a lot ) Opinion on true love: a fun trope to think about in fiction, but probably not real, mainly because she’s a cynical bitch usually Opinion on love at first sight: infatuation, not love How romantic are they: depends on how she’s feeling. sometimes she’s feeling extra sappy and other times she is not even the slightest bit romantic, so. Ideal physical traits: healthy?? soft is nice. she doesn’t wanna be scared to hug her s/o tightly Ideal personality traits: loyalty and honesty. some logic at least. Unattractive physical traits: skin and bones...?? prominent bones showing?? i guess??  Unattractive personality traits: over confidence, excessively prideful, not empathetic? and don’t be a dick to her friends, she will fight Ideal date: basically any where there’s not a whole lot of people, but she does like being in the woods and stuff Do they have a type: nerds?? fuck, i don’t think there’s much of a type other than that?? lots of nerds. Average relationship length: a couple months usually, off and on. she’s quick to get anxious and want to break up if anything gives her cause for concern, or she’s being pushed to further the relationship Preferred non-sexual intimacy:  hands? held. head? on the shoulder. patting? on the head. Commitment level: loyal af, but if she dont like you, you’re gonna find out soon because that relationship is Over, but if she can’t get out of it, she might??? cheat??? but doubtable, she’s still obscenely loyal Opinion on public affection: hold that hand, do it. please don’t kiss a whole lot though, too embarrassing. Past relationship(s): uhhh like... fuck if i know, there were a lot of like couple of days or weeks relationships and like maybe three that actually did the whole month thing?? shrugs

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TAGGING: uh, if you see this, you. have fun if you wanna do it

[ronitas]

Ok welcome to my Kingdom hearts blog where my motto is FDB Kairi, Vanitas and Sora deserved better, Repliku deserved to be with Namine or at least say goodbye to her before disappearing, Sora and Riku shared the paopu first and the ending of kh3 is the result of the paopu gods being pissed because Sora shared the paopu with another and you cant tell me otherwise, Soriku is canon fars Im concerned and every Sokai moment in this game was awkward and forced af, Namine, Roxas, Xion and Ventus all deserved more screentime, we have a million Sora’s but we cant have 2 Riku’s? come on man

So anyway to sum up my main view points

FDB Kairi, KH3 literally made me hate her when before I just simply disliked her

Namine, Xion and Aqua are best gals

Roxas, Vanitas, Ventus and Sora are best boys

Riku’s cool although not my fave he has my respect

Vanitas and Ven should have reconciled in KH3 and possibly reunited, if not then the two should have reconciled and actually had a heart to heart instead of just ‘I am darkness goodbye’ ‘ok’ that is NOT how that should have gone, Xehanort gets to reconcile with Eraqus but not Vanitas with Ventus? gtf outta here man, I didnt expect Vanitas to have some big sappy ooc moment I just pictured something similar to Naruto at the waterfall training with Bee fighting his darker half and only after he learned to accept and embrace it could he move forward, THATS what I expected but nope, what was the point of even bringing Vanitas back if you werent gonna let these two make peace? this whole game has been villains having change of hearts and the worst one of all being Xehanort even has one but Vanitas just goes out as ‘I am darkness’ which makes all the build-up to Vanitas redemption till this point just to have it end like this in the end of the Xehanort saga is a huge slap in the face, so in that regard I guess I empathize with Kairi fans who expected her to do something but did absolutely nothing

Nomura unintentionally confirmed Riku did the paopu ritual with Sora back in KH1 by confirming in this game that the whole sharing of the paopu legend didnt require you to eat it but just giving it to the other person, proven by Kairi simply giving Sora the paopu but neither of them actually eat it yet that was supposed to represent them finally doing the legend thats been built up since KH1 which was supposed to be a huge Sokai moment but it just ended up becoming a huge Soriku one instead lol

Sea Salt trio is best trio next to the Lost trio

Sora and Riku are the best duo

Kairi should have never had a keyblade and not because of my personal bias but because HOW she got to be able to use one shouldnt even be a thing, you shouldnt be able to just touch the handle of a keyblade wielder and be able to use a keyblade no, it should be like what Terra did formally bequeathing Riku that ability the same should have applied to Kairi and everyone else, Sora touching Riku’s light is excusable because the keyblade chose him which is the ONLY other way someone should get a keyblade is if their CHOSEN by the keyblade itself, please tell me why the keyblade would choose Kairi, what has she done to EARN or DESERVE a keyblade? be a princess of heart? shouldnt all of them have keyblade then? no? of course not cuz thats bs, there is no reason thats why she needed just a half-assed excuse as to why and how she got one, hell even Axel had to prove himself to earn his keyblade, Kairi’s literally the only one who it was just handed to with minimal explanation

I love Sora but I swear in some areas in KH3 it felt like I was watching 2 different people, our Sora and whoever the hell that was

Kairi should have stayed dead in KH3 not just because of my personal feelings toward her but because they literally set it up in POTC with Wills death and Elizabeth being strong and going on without him and then Xehanort kills Kairi and although I knew it was unlikely I figured it was even MORE unlikely that Sora would be the one who dies because hes the protagonist and Nomura literally said Sora would continue to be the protagonist in future games so it’d make more sense for Kairi to die and Sora just having to learn to live on without her and accept the fact that no matter how hard he tries he CANT save everyone, but nope Nomura just pretty much tossed that opportunity for growth and development with Sora and just lets him abuse the power of waking and die for some chick who didnt deserve it that he already killed himself once for this SAME person in KH1 only this time it was alot less impactful but just really infuriating and unnecessary and just overall pointless

Kairi shouldnt have been in the final battle, PERIOD, Roxas should have been brought back earlier on and HE be the 7th light needed while Kairi hangs back and keeps training with Merlin, the fact that anybody let an amateur into the final biggest most dangerous fight ever for her first time using a keyblade on the battlefield boggles my danm mind that even Sora or Riku or Yen Sid didnt tell her to sit this out because she WASNT ready or hell Kairi HERSELF saying she shouldnt go acknowledging that she herself isnt prepared for this serious a battle and she doesnt wanna get in their way and risk them getting hurt trying to protect her, the fact that NEITHER of these happened boggles my friggin mind and please dont say ‘well they needed a 7th light and Roxas needed a spark yatta yatta yatta thats why’ because I can make a whole separate post about why thats bullshit and how it could of happened if the writing was actually GOOD and SENSIBLE there

I cant stress this enough but I DO NOT CARE about the pairings in Kingdom Hearts and I wanna be very clear on this

I do not care if Roxas ends up with a friggin tree or Axel smashes a toaster or Riku with Xion or Sora with Isa IDGAF about shipping in KH because there is way more important things going on then to worry about who gets with who, the only reason I care about Sokai is because I love Sora but despise Kairi and think he can do so much better and even if that ends up bein a frog IDC just as long as it aint her so its really not about the ship but more about what a garbage character Kairi is

I have plenty of ships that I like, but I could care less whether or not they become canon because to me thats just a bonus not a necessity I’ll still enjoy the pairings regardless

KH is supposed to be a combination of Disney and Final Fantasy, if Nomura separates from FF hes makin a huge mistake, you cant remove part of what literally started the franchise in the first place

I think thats about it but If I think of anything else I’ll add it here but yea thats pretty much it, those are my basic views for the series so far so either take it or leave it, if you disagree then just agree to disagree Im not tryin to change any of your opinions and you cant change mine, scratch that you cant change my opinion on Kairi but Im open minded on just about everything else so maybe my opinion CAN change in some areas but Kairi is the one area it wont

[crybabybyee]

so last night and this morning he has just been harassing me to get back with him

this is why i couldnt get away in the first place. its been nearly 3 weeks and i felt like i was moving forward and forgetting him, but then he just drags me back into the thick of it ffs

i decided to write another long paragraph saying what i wanted to say. i said that he never met my emotional needs making me feel secure around other girls and like he wasnt cheating. and that clearly hit a nerve because he just turns it right around on me and says i’m the one that didnt meet his emotional needs, not him! fuck him. ofcourse i didnt, i know that, how the fuck could i when he just made me feel insecure and not worthy. like he hardly admits that hes in the wrong, its like what he did isnt a big deal and i should forgive him because i was the cruel one. it’s all so fucking dumb and he is still begging to work on us; “we could both go to therapy and sort everything out” - or how about i take the better option and opt the fuck out of all of this, be happy by myself with my son and dogs and horses and family and maybe, maybe find a 100% better man in future

so after he thoroughly pissed me off again, he said do you want to keep fighting or just talk? no, i dont want to do either lol and i told him i dont want to talk to him ever again.

he says “sorry you feel that way sadface...”

i guess i thought after the long paragraph i sent he would admit to being such a piece of shit to me for 3 years, maybe go into detail of what he said to these girls...but i dont think it matters, i can guess. but he just kept making me out to be the one thats wrong and theres no way i wanna live that life anymore. i threatened to block him (ive blocked him everywhere else social media AND number) so he wouldnt beg me anymore. but part of me wants to completely block him so i can truly move forward. 

i listened to some sad songs and it just makes me so angry, because it makes me want to talk to him and work everything out and be HAPPY with him, but i cant because of what HE did and i cant control what HE does. why couldnt we just be perfect? not perfect, but perfect enough that no other guy or girl mattered and we would always be there for eachother. ITS ALL IVE EVER WANTED. and then u imagine them listening to this sad song and thinking ‘wow if i listened to this whilst cheating on her i wouldnt have gone through with it cuz i remember i love her’ IT FUCKING PISSES ME OFFFFFF WHATS THE POINT OF SAPPY SAD LOVE SONGS IF YOU DONT REMEMBER THAT FEELING FOR THEM ANY OTHER TIME? its like sad love songs were MADE to make you feel bad and worthless because you realise what you feel for them in that moment and then after a time, it dissipates again. and then ya man cheats on you because he just detaches. 

i dont even have feelings for him really anymore but part of me wishes i could just go IM GETTING BACK WITH YOU I LOVE YOU LETS HAVE AN AMAZING CUTE RELATIONSHIP but i cant because it doesnt change who he is. even if i acted so ridiculous like that it would change him for a few months or so then he’ll go back to being a cheater

im never enough.

cheaters will always cheat, fucking beyonce got cheated on hello

but even if i was with a normal guy id probly not be enough. not driven enough, not good enough at cooking, cleaning, washing clothes...fuck, i need to do that rn

i have depression too and find it hard to want to do my hair and makeup and id have to do that everyday, dye my hair often cuz im going fucking grey from stress, condition it all the time because its dry and frizzy af now

oh and i dont have friends. thats unattractive to normal, sane guys. im just a target for narcissistic abusers that find me easy to manipulate.