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Alright I want to hear everyoneās theories:
What animals are getting thrown at Jaskier in S3 and why?
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#the witcher#mine#jaskier#Most likely theory: chickens#Iām so sure thereās going to be an extensive chicken scene#cannot articulate why Iām so positiveā¦ Only that I am#it feels like Iāve been hit with Apollos Dodgeball#less likely theory: alpaca#No idea why. This one is based on vibes alone.#crack theory: sea lion.#absolutely no basis for that one. would not make any sense#I just really like the idea of of Joey Batey having a buddy Comedy episode with a sea lion#itās cuz he goes to the Coastā¢ļø#the witcher netflix#joey Batey#Jaskier The Bard#lol I suddenly realized that I used this screenshot on my other post#but that post is about being annoyed by interviewers insistence on talking about actors bodys and how much I HATE that#which I stand by#but it didnāt really leave room to have fun with this quote#and itās an objectively fun quote#more interviews shouldāve asked animal-based questions#in my humble opinion.
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Iris ā”
Race: Human
Class: Draconic Bloodline Sorcerer (Bronze)
Pronouns: she/her
Age: 27
Background: Guild Artisan
Romance partner(s): Astarion & Halsin
More notes under the cut (contains BG3 spoilers)
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Iris - my muse, my beloved. She's my D&D character from when I first played in 2018 and lives in my head rent free. I've fleshed her out a lot over the years, especially recently when I put her in BG3. I am working on a longfic for her though so I want to be vague on this character post so I don't spoil my own fic lol.
I said this on my Dark Urge character post, but I originally started playing BG3 in co-op with my spouse in splitscreen mode on her PC. We never finished that playthrough though due to my spouse's schedule getting busy. That run was when I originally put Iris in the game. Since we never finished that run, I decided to redo Iris on my own so I would have a completed run for her.
The main part of her story is that she doesn't know where her powers come from. She was raised by her adoptive mothers in a village where people are distrustful/fearful of magic. She had to run away as a teenager due to an incident where she couldn't keep the magic in and ended up settling in Baldur's Gate. She was there for about a decade before the events of the game. But with her past, it still scares her to use her magic.
Iris grew up in a tailor's shop learning the trade from her mothers. So once she settled on her own in the city, she made money from repairing and altering people's clothes. I have a cute moment planned in my fic between her and Astarion that addresses this.
I like to imagine that Iris' draconic scales get more and more apparent every time she levels up. They are also on other parts of her body, not just her face (if anyone knows of a BG3 mod for this, please let me know). She is very self-conscious of her scales and is careful about what she wears and when/where she changes clothes to hide the ones on her body. The ones on her face can't really be hidden very well though.
She was quite lonely on her own in the city and then suddenly was thrown into a group of weirdos with tadpoles in their brains. She comes to love them all dearly and grows more and more confident in using magic as her friendships deepen.
While I think Iris would have connected really well romantically with Wyll, Astarion got to her first. Being bitten had her realizing some things about herself.
Iris used the tadpoles initially, but resisted the astral tadpole. She had a strong sense of betrayal with the dream guardian/Emperor situation. This was only worsened after discovering what happened with Ansur. And so, for the third time, I chose to have Orpheus become the mindflayer in the end.
I think that her lifespan is longer than a normal human's due to having dragon blood. Probably more close to a half-elf's lifespan. She probably would find magical ways to prolong her life as well.
I did go the throuple route again with Astarion and Halsin, mainly because I have fic ideas for the three of them. But I also just really like Halsin if you haven't been able to tell from my previous character posts.
Post game, Iris and Astarion set out to look for a way for him to be in the sun again, but they occasionally visit Halsin.
A few more pics are below (I took too many screenshots and it was hard to choose).
Being Very Normal about being bitten by a vampire:
Iris was always kinda sus of the dream guardian. Probably because she looks a bit like Lily, her ex-gf:
After Astarion's confession ā„:
Yep, definitely still sus:
If you know, you know:
When you suddenly have two elf boyfriends:
Confronting the brain:
That's all I've got on her for now, I may edit to add more as I think of things!
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 tav#my characters#might add more to this later#iris my beloved#draconic sorcerer#sorcerer tav#human tav
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An in-depth analysis of Mikasaās character development in relation to Eren and Levi
Author's Note: Hi, all! As I was re-reading and going over my previous post/analysis titled "On the change of dynamics of Mikasa's relationships with Eren and Levi," I realized that there were some points that I should've/could've included. Lol. I also came up with other points of analysis as well as arrived at other realizations concerning Mikasa's connections with Eren and Levi. So, I've decided to post them here. This post can be considered a continuation of the previous analysis since it supplements and further expounds on the last post's points. But this can still stand on its own since it also talks about additional issues. Haha. If you want to read the previous post, the link is up there. Hehehe.
Fair Warning: This is a very long post. Lol.
This post will analyze the following:
1.Ā How Mikasa's connection to Eren is rooted in their shared history. This was already touched upon in the previous post, but this post will expound more on this.
2.Ā How Mikasa's character development is affected by Eren's own character development. How her development as a character is affected by this will also be discussed. This segment will also analyze how Mikasa's connection to Eren became strained because of the latter's drastic change in the latter part of the series.
3.Ā How "Chapter 138: A Really Long Dream" is about Mikasa finally letting go of and "waking up" from her dream. This post shall also analyze how Chapter 138 is actually the climax and turning point of Mikasa's character development concerning Eren.
4.Ā How Eren represents Mikasa's dream, while Levi represents her reality. This will be further expounded on later.
From the foregoing topics, itās clear that this is a primarily Mikasa-centered analysis. Haha. I just had so many thoughts running through my mind about her development that I was eager to make this post. Lol.
So, anyway, we now delve in:
1.Ā Ā Ā Mikasa's connection to Eren is rooted in their shared history.
In the series, most of Mikasa's actions and reactions tend to either revolve around or be connected to Eren. About this, it is necessary to take into account their relationship and shared history.
Before Mikasa met Eren, she was a young girl who lived a relatively peaceful and quiet life with her loving parents. But then, all that changed when human traffickers killed her parents in front of her eyes and kidnapped her to sell her as a sex slave.
During this time, she was just an innocent young girl who hadn't experienced much of the world yet. So, one can only imagine the pain, shock, and trauma that she must have felt during her brief period of captivity. Being so young at the time, she was understandably shaken and scared ā having had her family and her innocence forcibly and violently taken away from her.
However, hope came in the form of a young Eren who had gone looking for her on his own when he and his father discovered her parents' bodies. When he found her, he wasted no time taking action and immediately killed two of her captors before freeing her. When the third captor arrived and tried to strangle Eren, he told her to fight. At first, she was scared to do so, as evidenced by her shaking when she held the knife Eren used to cut her binds. While he kept telling her to fight, memories suddenly flashed in her mind, and they made her realize that they lived in a cruel but beautiful world. During this time, her dormant "Ackerman powers" awakened and thus gave her the strength and courage to actually fight and deliver the killing blow ā thereby freeing both herself and Eren. As we all know, in the aftermath, the Yeagers took Mikasa in, and Eren gave her his scarf when she said that she felt cold.
As mentioned before, Mikasa and Eren's shared history is important. This is because it defined the early dynamics of their relationship. Eren was literally and figuratively her savior. He saved her from captivity and from a potential future of abuse. He also saved her from loneliness and despair. When she lost her biological parents, she found a new family in Eren, Grisha, and Carla. The Yeager parents treated her warmly and kindly, and Eren was her constant companion (apart from Armin, of course). Having experienced the severe trauma of violently losing her parents, she never wanted to lose anyone precious to her ever again. This is evidenced by the following situations in the series:
a)Ā When she and Eren desperately wanted to save Carla from the Smiling Titan in Season 1. Neither she nor Eren wanted to leave her behind. So, when Hans carried them away to safety, Mikasa was visibly crying and heartbroken.
b)Ā When she attacked Levi with tears in her eyes when he initially declared that he would use the Titan serum on Erwin instead of Armin. Armin, alongside Eren, was one of the most precious people left in her life. As such, the idea of losing him was painful. When Levi eventually decided to save Armin instead, Mikasa wept tears of joy when Armin fully recovered after eating Bertolt.
c)Ā When Mikasa cried upon seeing Sasha's dead body. While the development of their friendship wasn't fully shown, it was clear that Sasha meant a great deal to Mikasa as the former's death affected her deeply.
About Mikasa not wanting to lose anyone close to her, it is evident and apparent that Eren was the most special person in her life. This is not surprising since Eren was the one who literally saved her, and there's also the fact that he was the only one left of her adoptive family. Apart from these, I think that the following reasons are also possible and probable causes as to why Eren was the most special:
a)Ā Eren was her source of hope and strength. When she fell into despair when she was kidnapped, Eren gave her hope when he came to her rescue. It was also during the struggle against her captors that she awakened her inner Ackerman power. So, she might have attributed her then new-found strength to him.Ā
[Side note: I'm aware that Eren was lying when he commented that Mikasa had responded to his "command" to fight back then because she mistakenly thought that he was a "royal host." In the āAttack on Titan ANSWERSā guidebook, Isayama-sensei himself stated that "[Mikasa, Levi, and Kenny] are all part of the same Ackerman bloodline. However, their reasons for protecting their respective counterparts do not have anything to do with the bloodline itselfāit is just their nature." When I said that Mikasa attributed her then new-found strength to him, I was talking in figurative and emotional terms. Lol.]
Screenshots taken from Season 1, Episode 6 of the āAttack on Titanā anime
b) Ā Ā In her eyes, Eren represented the good in their cruel world. Because of Eren, Mikasa realized that the world is cruel but is also beautiful ā meaning that there's also good in it
Screenshots taken from Season 1, Episode 7 of the āAttack on Titanā anime
My take is that all of these things shaped and formed the beginnings of Mikasa's connection to Eren. Their shared history influenced Mikasa's overly protective nature towards him and her affection for him. Eren was the foundation of her strength and a constant reminder that there was still good in the cruel world they lived in. As such, she would have done anything to protect him and all that he meant to her.
This is particularly important as we proceed to the second point of this analysis, which is how Mikasa's character development is affected by Eren's.
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2.Ā Ā Mikasa's character development is affected by Eren's.
For the most part of the series, Mikasa has been characterized by her strong urge to protect Eren. The reasons behind this protective nature of hers have already been expounded earlier. At this juncture, I shall now discuss how Mikasa was affected by the kind of person Eren used to be.
Specifically, this portion of the analysis will be divided into two (2) parts: the first will be about their character developments during the pre-Marley arc. The second will be about their developments during the Marley arc and going onwards.
a)Ā Ā Ā Pre-Marley Arc
As previously mentioned, Eren was her literal savior. And she saw firsthand how he would willingly place himself in danger to protect others. She appreciated Eren's good-nature. And she likely saw him as a sort of embodiment of the things that make the cruel world they live in more bearable and more beautiful.
It is essential to consider the kind of person that Eren used to be before the Marley arc. Before the truth of the world and the Titans was revealed, Eren was a mischievous and stubborn child. Still, at the same time, he was also good-natured, determined, selfless, and courageous. His resolve, courage, and desire to protect others were further amplified when the Warriors of Marley attacked his hometown of Shiganshina and when the Smiling Titan ate his mother.
The early stages of Eren's development are relevant to Mikasa's own development. Due to his well-meaning nature and their shared history, Mikasa felt strongly inclined to side with him and protect him at all times. While this is understandable on her part, it has also proven to be problematic.
Her disposition towards Eren impaired her judgment
For instance, it has been shown on more than one occasion that Mikasa's affection for Eren has impaired her judgment. This has been exemplified in the following cases:
a)Ā Ā Ā Back in Season 1, when both she and Armin thought that Eren had been killed, Mikasa went on a reckless rampage on her own against the Titans which invaded Trost. To be fair, she was grief-stricken under the circumstances. Nonetheless, her actions were still irresponsible, and she nearly lost her own life because of them.
b)Ā Ā Ā When she recklessly went after Annie in her Female Titan form after the latter had captured Eren in the Forest of Giant Trees outside the Walls. Mikasa would have probably been killed had Levi not arrived. Furthermore, because of her rage towards Annie during this time, Mikasa disobeyed Levi's order not to engage Annie in battle. Her decision endangered her; it also resulted in Levi's injury, which rendered him unable to fight for some time.
It also narrowed her priorities and way of thinking
As mentioned in my previous post, Mikasa is not cruel or heartless towards others. It has been shown that she has empathy for innocent and helpless people. This is likely because of her own experiences with being powerless. The following instances exemplify this:
a)Ā Ā Ā When she saved Louise and her mother from one of the Titans that had invaded Trost.
b)Ā Ā Ā When she threatened Dimo Reeves with her sword when he refused to allow the district's defenseless citizens to pass through the pathway leading to the protected areas until all of his merchandise and goods were carried through. She only relented her threatening demeanor and actions when he had this cart moved to the side to make way for the citizens to pass.
However, because of the extent of her concern and devotion to Eren, Mikasa seemed to disregard nearly everything else whenever he was in danger.
An example of this was during the Struggle for Trost and Eren's military trial in Season 1. When Eren transformed to begin the mission to seal the Wall, he initially lost control and attacked Mikasa and the others. It is worth noting that it was unintentional on his part. However, that does not change the fact that his loss of control nearly jeopardized the mission and placed his comrades in danger.
While the mission was ultimately successful, Eren's loss of control was still a serious source of concern. Because of this, he was temporarily imprisoned. It was also decided that there would be a trial to see if he was either a threat or an asset to humanity within the Walls.
During this time, Mikasa was understandable apprehensive, and worried about Eren. It is worth noting that, as mentioned in my previous post, she was more concerned about him than the fact that he was still a potential threat at the time. It should be remembered that during this time, the inhabitants of Paradis (save for a select few such as the royal family and their followers) were ignorant of the truth about Titans and the world. As such, the fear directed towards Eren was valid and understandable. Yet, despite this, Mikasa was still singularly focused on him.
This is evidenced by the following:
a)Ā Ā Ā Her glaring at Rico when it was revealed that the latter had mentioned Eren's loss of control in the report that they had submitted. When Rico responded with, "Did you expect me to lie in a report?" Mikasa simply continued to glare at the Garrison soldier. On this, Rico was clearly in the right for telling the truth since Eren's powers were still a mystery and still potentially harmful to others. Yet, Mikasa was probably too worried about Eren to realize this.
b)Ā Ā Ā When she attempted to attack Levi when the latter began to physically beat Eren. She would've undoubtedly intervened had Armin not stopped her. I had already expounded on this in my previous post, but I will just add the pertinent excerpts here:
"The display was necessary to emphasize and prove that Levi, who is widely known as "Humanity's Strongest Soldier," was best suited to subdue Eren should he lose control of his abilities. Because of this, the Scouts were able to convince the Military Police and Premier Zackly that they should be given custody over Eren. At the time, Mikasa was gravely concerned about Eren's well-being and was perhaps too furious at Levi to think about anything else. Because of this, she probably did not immediately realize that Levi had effectively secured Eren's relative safety at the end of the day. "
"During the trial, the MPs spoke of planning to dissect him, among others. Conversely, the Scouts proposed that he participate in an upcoming scouting expedition to determine whether he is a threat or not. They also suggested that Eren be placed under Levi's direct supervision so that he could be subdued in the event of an incident. While the latter proposal still entailed some degree of violence, it was far less hostile and more beneficial to Eren than the MP's proposal."
To conclude this part, I think that Mikasa focused more on the fact that Eren never meant any harm. And she probably thought that Eren should not be punished because of this. Again, all of this shows how Mikasa was inclined to always side with Eren (even though his actions may sometimes do more harm than good) because of his good and well-meaning nature and their shared history.
b)Ā Ā Marley arc until the present time
The second part of this segment shall now discuss how Eren's drastic and dark development affected Mikasa.
As mentioned before, Mikasa always sided with Eren because of their past and his good nature.
However, when Eren began changing for the worse, their relationship began to deteriorate. As mentioned in my previous post, they slowly but surely drifted apart until they lost their common ground.
At the start of the Marley arc (which is the beginning of the fourth season in the anime), Eren's personality had noticeably become darker. This is evidenced by his horrible actions, which endangered and cost lives, such as the following:
a)Ā Ā Ā When he executed his and Zeke's plan to raid Liberio so that they could both escape to Paradis Island. As a result of this plan, countless innocent civilians and children were killed in the process. Furthermore, several of his comrades from the Survey Corps/Scouting Regiment lost their lives, including Sasha.
b)Ā Ā Ā When he initiated the Rumbling with the intention to destroy all of humanity not residing within Paradis Island. This plan and course of action would eliminate both their enemies who were actively plotting to attack Paradis and millions of innocent civilians and bystanders.
At this point in time, Eren had changed from a good-natured and compassionate soldier dedicated to protecting innocents to a depressed and violent extremist. This change was triggered by the revelation of the truth about the world and his gaining access to the memories of the past and future inheritors of his Attack Titan.
With regard to how his terrible change affected Mikasa, it is clear that she was clearly disturbed by it.
Mikasa had begun to acknowledge that Eren was no longer the "good" in their cruel world.
During the raid on Liberio, she was visibly distraught and affected by Eren's destructive actions. It seemed that she was in disbelief ā she even asked him if he was aware that he did things that cannot be undone. As mentioned in the previous post, Mikasa was even more distressed because Eren consciously caused the destruction and did not appear to show any remorse.
It is worth noting that Mikasa's empathy for innocent and defenseless people, especially children, was highlighted in this scene. When she asked Eren if he was aware of his actions' consequences, there were tears in her eyes.
Screenshots taken from Season 4, Episode 6 of the āAttack on Titanā anime
At that point in time, Mikasa had begun to realize that the Eren she once knew was no longer with them. She had started to see that Eren no longer represented the good in the world; and that he had become a source of what makes it cruel.
Mikasa felt conflicted because she was in denial.
Throughout the Marley arc events up until the Rumbling arc, Mikasa still held on to the hope that Eren could still change for the better.Ā It is true that she believed (or maybe desperately wanted to believe) that Zeke was manipulating him, but does not change the fact that Eren was acting on his own accord.
On several occasions, Mikasa had expressed her desire to talk to Eren and kept insisting that sense could still be talked into him. I think that this is an indicator that she was in a state of "pseudo-denial."
I used the term "pseudo-denial" because, from how I see it, Mikasa was already aware that Eren was no longer the same person who saved her.Ā That he was no longer the same person who insisted that Historia eat him so that humanity can be saved. That he was no longer the same person who would jump right into battle to protect innocent people; that he had turned into someone who had harmed and would continue to harm innocent people. However, it appears that Mikasa did not want to accept this fact. This is why she kept insisting on talking to Eren in the slim chance that he could still be persuaded to abandon his plan of initiating the Rumbling. She was torn between reality and her personal sentiments. In short, she still hoped that the kind person who stood up for the helpless and who saved her from bondage was still in there somewhere. This exemplified by this scene from Episode 14 of Season 4:
Screenshots taken from Season 4, Episode 14 of the āAttack on Titanā anime
This pseudo-denial placed her odds with her allies and comrades. The others, such Armin, Annie, and Levi, had already accepted that Eren needed to be killed in the worst-case scenario. On this, it's apparent that Mikasa knew that they were right considering the circumstances. But she still felt conflicted because she still hoped that Eren could be convinced to not go through with his plans. However, that hope was dashed when Eren himself told them that the only way to stop him was to kill him. Yet, even then, she was still hesitant and conflicted.
Mikasa had matured because of their strained connection and had begun outgrowing her bond with Eren.
In a way, Mikasa was still holding onto the past. On this, Eren's dark character development is what caused their relationship to deteriorate. As previously discussed, Mikasa's connection to Eren is rooted in their shared history and the type of person he used to be. In the past, Eren was her savior, her family, and her source of strength and hope. But when he stopped being those things to her, the foundation for their bond was lost.
While it is tragic and drastic for Mikasa, this caused her to become more keenly aware of other priorities. She became more cognizant of the stakes involved rather than just focusing on Eren. Although she still cared greatly for him, she was no longer singularly focused on him. She became wise and mature enough to not turn a blind eye to the danger and threat that he posed. This in sharp contrast to how she acted in the past. Before, she would always place Eren's welfare first before nearly anything else. But because of recent developments, she finally began to realize and understand that there were other things more important than Eren. And I think that this is a significant turning point for her since he had affected and influenced her for most of her life.
Before Chapter 138, Mikasa was still in a state of "pseudo-denial" because of her hope for a more peaceful solution in dealing with Eren. But I think that the fact that she started feeling conflicted was the start of her process of outgrowing her bond with Eren. This is because she knew that she could no longer just turn a blind eye to his actions and their devastating effects.
The significance of her process of outgrowing her connection with Eren will be further expounded in the next point of analysis below.
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3.Ā Ā Ā "Chapter 138: A Long Dream" is about Mikasa finally letting go of and "waking up" from her own dream.
It has already been established that Mikasa had dreamed of living a peaceful life for the longest time. She dreams of one that is similar to the kind she once had with her parents. In particular, Mikasa wanted to live such a life with her loved ones, particularly Eren. The "dream" she had during this chapter is evidence of this.
It is unclear whether what Mikasa saw was a dream, a hallucination, a vision, or, as some fans speculate, a memory from an alternate reality. In any case, it was not the reality that she lived in.
I've already stated earlier that her process of outgrowing Eren and their bond was significant. Concerning this, I think that the said process was part of a slow build-up towards her decision to finally let Eren go and kill him.
As previously mentioned, Mikasa seemed to have difficulty accepting that the Eren of her past had turned into the Eren who wished to destroy all of humanity outside of Paradis. She had struggled to fully acknowledge and accept this fact because it was too painful for her. However, as the situation started to become more drastic and desperate, she realized that she had no other choice but to face reality.
But even though she knew this, she still felt conflicted. Even when Eren told them that the only way to stop him was to kill him, she was still hesitant. She knew what needed to be done but could not accept it because of her attachment to Eren.
On this, I think that the "dream" or vision (or whatever it really was) that she had during the battle is representative of the kind of life she wishes and dreams for. When she, Levi, and the remaining Titan shifters were the only ones left to fight, she started having another headache. And when Levi told her that they were the only ones left who could kill Eren, her head pain intensified until the dream/vision started playing in her mind.
This is my take on this moment: the headache represented Mikasa's conflicted feelings. She knew that Eren needed to be stopped to save humanity. She knew that the rest of the world did not deserve to suffer from the cruel fate that Eren wished to bestow upon it. But her emotional attachments held her back from taking action. As for the dream/vision, I think it was her way of arriving at an epiphany and decision. And on this, maybe it was this dream/vision that gave Mikasa the resolve and courage to finally accept the reality. I will expound further.
In the dream/vision, Mikasa was crying. She said that she "shouldn't be there." And then dream-Eren spoke about their decision to run away from the Marleyan-Paradis conflict so that they could live in isolation and in peace during the last few years of his life. Dream-Eren then apologized for "bringing up the past."
Screenshots taken from Chapter 138 of the āShingeki no Kyojinā manga
I personally think that this was the proverbial straw that broke the camel's back. During this dream/vision, Mikasa finally realized that her wish and dream to live a peaceful life with Eren could no longer come true. Her dream was born in the past, and if there was any chance of it happening, it had already passed by. Mikasa finally realized that attaining her dream was already impossible at that point.
I also think that when dream-Eren told her to forget about him after he dies, this could be interpreted as Mikasa realizing that if she were to finally have a quiet and peaceful life, then Eren would not be a part of it.
Screenshots taken from Chapter 138 of the āShingeki no Kyojinā manga
Furthermore, Mikasa saying that she "had a long dream" could mean that she finally let go of her life-long wish/dream so that she can wake up to the reality she needed to face. It could be interpreted as her choosing to give up on Eren for good to make the world a less cruel place. On this, her decision to kill Eren herself was likely her way of letting him go and saying goodbye. It was the climactic resolution and outcome of her internal conflict where she struggled to choose between doing the right thing (saving humanity) and holding on to the most special thing in her life (Eren). In the end, she chose humanity over him because she knew that if she chose him, then their already cruel world would become darker and crueler.
Screenshot taken from Chapter 138 of the āShingeki no Kyojinā manga
A quick note on Mikasa saying that she canāt forget Eren:
Some people might say that Mikasaās declaration that she canāt forget Eren means that she decided not to let him go. I personally disagree with this. It is completely possible to move on from someone and let them go without forgetting them. In Mikasaās case, I think that by saying that she wonāt forget Eren, she meant that she will always remember the peaceful, good, and happy times that they had together. I also think that it means that she will fondly remember Eren as the good person he used to be.
I think that itās understandable and fair that Mikasa chooses to remember the good times and the good things. Because, for better or for worse, Eren was still a huge and influential part of her life. The old Eren and the good times they had together were very much real, and the happiness she felt during those times was also genuine and valid. I also think that her decision to wear the scarf around her neck before delivering the killing blow was her way of saying, āIām letting you go. But I will always value the good moments we had together. Goodbye.ā
Screenshot taken from Chapter 138 of the āShingeki no Kyojinā manga
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4.Ā Eren represents Mikasa's dream, while Levi represents her reality.
This is a personal take and interpretation of the possible symbolisms connecting Mikasa and Levi in Chapter 138.
During the final battle against Eren, only Levi, Mikasa, and the titan-shifters were left to fight. And during this battle, Mikasa started to have her dream/vision. While dealing with her conflicted emotions, she began to drift to her "dream" about Eren and away from reality. And while she was drifting away, Levi kept telling her to "stay with [him there]."
Screenshot taken from Chapter 138 of the āShingeki no Kyojinā manga
This could be interpreted as Levi being the voice calling out to her to stay in the current reality and not get lost in her distant and impossible dream. It is interesting to note that before she began "dreaming," an image of Eren as a child was shown, followed by a panel of a close-up of Levi's mouth with no dialogue. Meaning that everything around her had already faded away before she was immersed in her dream during that time.
Screenshots taken from Chapter 138 of the āShingeki no Kyojinā manga
This could symbolize the inner conflict and turmoil that Mikasa was experiencing. She was torn between holding on to the past and accepting the present.
When she woke-up, both literally and figuratively, Mikasa had decided to let go of her dream and of Eren. She finally accepted the reality and returned to it. She returned to Levi's side and faced reality alongside him.
Screenshot taken from Chapter 138 of the āShingeki no Kyojinā manga
Following this line of thought, this symbolic moment could foreshadow the kind of relationship they would have in the future. Considering that this final stand against Eren might very well be the most important battle of their lives, it would be reasonable to assume that they might form a deeper connection and relationship in its aftermath. They finished it together, so perhaps (and hopefully) it means that whatever the future might bring, they would also face it together.
Going back to how Eren and Levi are symbols, Eren represents her dream. Eren is not only a part of it; it is also linked to her past. Mikasa knew that her dream was impossible to achieve at that point and that it was necessary to finally let it go.
Levi, on the other hand, represents her reality. The reality she currently lives in is cruel and harsh. However, she can control what she does in it and what she makes of her life in the said reality. In other words, her reality is full of possibilities and various choices. This is in contrast to her dream of a life with Eren, which was impossible to attain. Furthermore, she only had two (2) choices as to what to do with the dream. It was either to keep holding on to it despite its impossibility or to let it go completely.
Thus, it can be said that Eren represents and symbolizesĀ āwhat could have beenā. Whereas, Levi representsĀ āwhat could beā. Prescinding from this, there really is a good chance of Mikasa and Levi growing closer in the future.
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Authorās Note:Ā Well, thatās all for now. Lol. I know that this post is very, very lengthy. Hahahaha. So, I really appreciate you guys for taking the time to read it. I tried my best to make it as organized and as clear as possible. I hope that it makes sense. Haha. I might post more analyses in the future. Hehehe. Let me know your thoughts and opinions!
#rivamika#levimika#mikasa ackerman#levi ackerman#levi x mikasa#mikasa x levi#eren jeager#eren yeager#eren jaeger#eren and mikasa#attack on titan#aot#shingeki no kyojin#snk
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J4J explained on reddit why they vanished without a trace a few days in to the trial. The gist is they suddenly felt/realized they were in over their head with the notes and updates when news outlets started posting about the various family members in court:
āI suddenly realized that I WILL run into these very people in the courthouse again (stairs, elevator, lobby, in the gallery) the next day. How could I face them if I caused them ANY negative attention in the press? Did friends take screenshots of my post here, or screenshots of my post by others on YouTube or TikTok and send it to them? My panic attack was because I realized I was in too deep. I was no longer a citizen bystander, but I was intertwined in how this trial was being reported, even if just on TikTok or YouTube I WASN'T prepared for was the whirlwind of a situation I found myself in. I wanted out. I wanted to go home. I wanted to be as far away from this place as I could get. So, at 2 am, I deleted my posts and my account all together.ā
Itās part of a longer detailed post they wrote and posted using an old account of theirs
"Ok" is really my only reaction to that lol.
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Someone has finally posted the screenshot for that time an Amphibia crew mentioned aboutĀ āsomething weirdā gonna go down. Thank you so much.
Now. My thoughts.
I agree with the post on 2 things: 1) that at one point, they will definitely talk about how Sashaās and Marcyās disappearances affect other people on Earth and 2) that they will allude to Anneās mental state - although, I think this has already been tackled a little tiny bit in the most recent episode.
But theĀ āweirdā tone that the crew is talking about? My theory... is that it will happen on eitherĀ āIf You Give A Frog A Cookieā orĀ āFroggy Little Christmasā.
- If You Give A Frog A Cookie -
For one, that blue-haired scientist... ever since I saw that person in the opening and sneak peak, I had a sneaking suspicion that theyāre not just a simple ānerdā character. That person would either beĀ
A villain - very interested in Anneās powers and want to experiment on them, works with the FBI
A potential friend - she will be Anneās newfound friend that will (lack of a better word)Ā āreplaceā Sasha and Marcy once all is over. Sheās going to be a mixture of both, as blunt as Sasha but not as mean, and as smart as Marcy, but not as clumsy.
That person will be the one to talk to Anne about her issues. And somehow, will be very good at making Anne spill the beans about her trauma, all the betrayal she had gone through, all the responsibilities that she necessarily do not really want to but have to. And Iād like that, because that gives Amphibia a chance to actually be a bit more serious when it comes to these things. *ahem*Ā And also, honestly, I would really love an indication that Anne is bi / lesbian / whichever and maybe the person can help her realize it by asking certain questions. *ahem* Because, after all, this show is about Anne. The fact that it has been so long and NO ONE ever discusses Sasha and Marcy, it kinda gives off the feeling that theyāre not important. Or... like what I theorized about their families.
- Froggy Little Christmas -
As many has theorized, and according to the summary, this episode doesnāt seem to be just a simple holiday episode. It will cover King Andrias making aĀ ādeadly surpriseā.Ā
Itās a whole 20+ minute episode, so itāll beĀ ātonally off and uncomfortably tenseā because at the first half, they will be celebrating Christmas, Anne letting the Plantars know about the holiday, her giving a wholesome present to her mom... then suddenly... boom. Possessed Marcy, giant killer robot, Anne using her powers, her parents knowing all about it, they will have a loooooong talk about it, Anne confessing that sheās going back to Amphibia to save her friends... all in the second half. And yeah, that IS uncomfortably tense.
But hereās another thing...
lol just the one episode?
Why does it seem like... theyāre insinuating that thereās MORE?
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Posting this for @pilotkinkadeā in response to their recent post made here, regarding concerns about VLD and how it includes white savior complex or potentially smears Alluraās character with that complex. Iām not reblogging directly because this is a long response lol. Thank you pilotkinkade for chatting earlier; I hope you find this post interesting at least and would be curious of your thoughts in return!
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I do agree with your general sentiments, that VLD takes on a disquieting savior complex throughout a good portion of the show, even more so than in previous Voltron iterations. For me, it feels most apparent in the way that Voltron as an all-powerful machine in VLD is piloted by its second generation.
To compare: In the original OG alliance (Alfor, Zarkon, Trigel, Gyrgan, and Blaytz), multiple major races were represented, functioning as one to save their own collective galaxy from threats. So even among the OG paladins, there were checks and balances (maybe Zarkon had the strongest military skills personally, but Alfor had the alchemy, etc.), with mass racial diversity. This seemed like a pretty innovative and cool addition to the Voltron franchise. The s3 finale also clarifies that, unlike VLDās second-generation, all of these paladins were leaders of their people. This meant they had political and legal authority/experience that an average warrior or citizen wouldnāt.
By removing that whole structure and retrofitting Voltron with (mostly) a group of unprepared teenagers from a single planet entirely uninvolved in the universal conflict, it created a lot of strange hierarchies...
We see much of the known universe raise up people who had zero prior experience with war, and little to no military or diplomatic training, as well as very little awareness of the traumas or people groups involved in this war. (Shiro is possibly the exception here.) But suddenly, all of these paladins also had unfettered, largely unquestioned access to ultimate power to carry out whatever vision they felt was right in the moment. Because simply āmight is right,ā we see even highly experienced commanders like Kolivan become castrated in authority compared to Team Voltron. Various alien groups express upset or side-eye Team Voltronās well-meaning actions but obvious insensitivity to/ignorance of their problems or fears. Even at the paladin-level, a princess trained to fight and lead is subordinated to a boy with zero leadership training whatsoever (which is very different from previous iterations where Keith was actually very competent, more experienced, and wanted to be a leader).
And when Voltron plays the unchecked judge, jury, and executioner across the entire universe, the new paladins as a whole also do not have the political or legal authority the OG pallies did in the boundaries of their own galaxy. The second-gen paladins are not authorities of their people or representative of the people groups affected in the war theyāre now leading. The OG pallies built the actual legend of Voltron in less than 28 decaphoebs, clearly going beyond their 5 nations to help others suffering from natural disasters or unknown needs, which might raise some eyebrows perhaps because we donāt know what all that entailed. But while we see that the Voltron machine eventually got celebrated, the OG pallies are never shown personally soaking in some kind of savior celebrationā¦
(Photo ID: Alfor says, āWhy I joined up this band of scoundrels, Iāll never know.ā Trigel responds, āBecause weāre the only band of scoundrels that would have you.ā Third screenshot is of the paladins celebrating their alliance win by themselves.)
ā¦compared to second-gen paladins (or some anyway) who pretty clearly soak in the love and prestige theyāve received based off the historical and legendary precedence of the OG allianceās work:
(Photo IDs: Lance taking selfies with aliens excited to be around paladins. A second screenshot of Lance daydreaming about being a universal savior, stomping on Zarkon, planting a flag to mark ownership, and having Allura stare up at him in worship.)
In fact, a lot of the pro-Voltron war propaganda relies heavily more on recreating the legend already built for them, than on the actual competency or experience of the current paladins:
(Photo ID: Pidge complains about the war propaganda scripts, āThis isnāt even factually accurate.ā Coran replies, āWell, this is the Legend of Voltron, not the documentary of Voltron.ā)
On that note, we even see the scripts reverse who is actually the most competent or capable of performing.
(Photo ID: Coran says, āLadies and gentle-aliens, bear witness as the Paladins of Voltron attack Zarkonās base to save the helpless Princess Allura!ā)
Coranās script, however well-meant, pretty massively infantilizes Allura as someone who needs to be saved by an external force, rather than mentioning her as someone who is an active and critical ally of the Voltron paladins in this war.
Unlike Coranās script, Princess Allura isnāt helpless. In terms of the second-generation paladins, sheās has the most war-time experience, and is also the one that the paladins lean on constantly to create a meaningful connection with other people groups who are otherwise hesitant about Voltron.
(Photo ID: Allura speaks to the Balmeran people, āBalmerans, this is Princess Allura. You donāt know me, but I am here to help. I know what itās like to watch your home planet die.ā)
Allura is the successor to the Altean monarchy and a direct victim of the OG galaxy wars. So unlike other second-gen paladins, she has some semblance of legal/political authority that she was actively trained for, as well as personal skin in the game. She is ultimately the only paladin who has experienced a mass omnicide of her home and people, similar to other victims of the Galra regime. She also still accepts the authority of her father, whose AI tells her in season 1 to be prepared to sacrifice everything to undo his mistakes.
We see Allura from that point onward functioning under that directive from her father and kingāto sacrifice everything she has to end Zarkonās regime. One could potentially make the argument that, within this structure, Allura might suffer from a certain subset of āwhite knight syndrome,ā in which one feels theyāre worthless if theyāre not sacrificing for others. If I have my facts right, itās a different psychological state from white savior complex (in which I define white savior complex as āwhen someone outside the issue at hand barges in to make a change that may or may not benefit the recipient, simply to make themselves feel better or appear useful, without regard to the recipientās wishes or real needsā). But I feel even the comparison of āwhite knight syndromeā gets dicey. Because Allura is shown as acting happy without necessarily sacrificing things (in fact, she acts progressively depressed s7-s8, the more she has to give up intrinsic things about herself or her identity). But when Allura chooses to assist or sacrifice, the sacrifice she makes has a very relevant and functional impact for the people she helps.
In season 1, she chooses to sacrifice herself to save Shiro. Shiro was, at that time, the Black Paladin and leader of Voltron, so Allura saw herself as functionally the less important of the two to save since she did not pilot the universeās only weapon against Zarkon.
With the Balmera, she similarly chooses to act because the Balmerans themselves acknowledge they are entirely out of options, and also because the Balmerans (and the Balmera itself) accept her help she offers. At this point in time, she has already established a deep personal connection with them by virtue of their shared trauma of losing their home planets.
(Photo IDs: Shay says, āWeāre lost! All are trapped with no chance for escape!ā Allura says, āWe canāt give up.ā Shay responds, āBut what can be done?ā The group realizes the Balmera is regenerating beneath the ship, and Shay wonders why. Allura says, āThe Castle!ā)
Here, Allura assumes that the Castleāwhich is powered by a Balmeran crystal itselfācould be regenerating the Balmera. But a Balmeran elder corrects her:
(Photo ID: A Balmeran elder says, āNot just the Castle, but you, as well.ā)
So Allura did not even recognize at first that she was in any way a part of the solution to the Balmera regenerating.
Regarding the Balmera act itself, Iām not sure it satisfies the conditions for a white savior complex? Iām curious about your thoughts here, because I guess I saw it happening differently, from a witchcraft perspective...
We know from both Coran and Shay that originally, Alteans were one of the historical races who sacrificed some of their own energy to replenish the Balmera when seeking a crystal:
(Photo ID: Coran saying, āIn the days of old, when Alteans were given the gift of crystals from a Balmera, we would repay its sacrifice by performing a ceremony. A sacred Altean would re-infuse the Balmera with quintessence. In this way, we had a symbiotic relationship.ā)
We see that Balmerans were a voluntary part of this energy exchange by virtue of their unique connective powers (which is likely why we see them kneeling and activating said powers during these ceremonies).
Shay herself seems to indicate she is highly aware of these old ceremonies:
(Photo ID: Rax says, āEveryone comes to Balmera and takes, but gives nothing in return!ā Shay says, āIn the past, those who took the Balmeraās crystals would replenish her with energy. It was an equal exchange.ā)
Shay agrees that the ceremony itself involves a sacred exchange of life force.
So I would argue that in this case, the Balmerans are not kneeling to Allura specifically or worshiping someoneāit seems to be just the imagery associated with magical spells/magical transfers (where one object in the middle is the main conduit/focal point, and the other objects surrounding help to create and sustain the spell/protective barrier, etc).
One of the basic practices in real-world witchcraft is casting a magic/ritual circle. The circle creates a space where the spell, ritual, or form of protection can be performed. Forgive the stock image, but hereās just a super basic example:
(Photo ID: A magic circle in the form of a pentagram, with a candle in the middle, compared to a screenshot of 5 Balmerans surrounding Allura in the form of a pentacle, creating a sacred space with Allura glowing in the center.)
The five points in particular mimic standard pentacle-based ritual circles designed to create a sacred space of some kind. We do see various configurations of witchcraft imagery used in other instances throughout the show, such as when the druids have to help Haggar sustain her spells:
(Photo ID: Haggar centered in a magic circle, surrounded by druids helping her complete the ritual. Haggar kneels against the glowing symbols to complete the ritual.)
I think, similar to the druids that Haggar relied upon to help her complete a spell, it can be argued that the Balmerans were an active part of the regeneration spell with Allura. We see across the entire Balmera that they magically connect to help sustain the energy transfer, because itās a planet-wide, massive undertaking:
(Photo ID: Balmerans activating their connection to the Balmera in the middle of the sacred ceremony to regenerate the Balmera.)
To me, it felt like the Balmerans were necessary to complete this ceremony--without their agreement to this energy exchange, and without them connecting to the Balmera to assist the transfer, Allura might not have been able to connect her life force and transfer power to the whole planet.
And to complete the ceremony, Allura herself kneels as well, just as Haggar did and just as the Balmerans around her do, in connection with the Balmera:
(Photo ID: Allura kneeling alongside Balmerans to complete the ritual.)
(Which means sheās technically kneeling to at least three other Balmerans in front of her.)
So I think the kneeling imagery would not correlate to some white savior complex event as suggested.
One other thought I had is that I feel help from a āwhite saviorā is often haphazard and pushed onto recipients regardless of their thoughts or real needs. In comparison, we know that the Balmerans were willing to try this spell with Allura and accepted her idea of attempting the ancient ceremony. The only person who expressed hesitancy is Coran, who warns Allura that this attempt could kill her.
(Photo ID: Coran warns Allura, āTo heal an entire planet, it could take more energy than you possess.ā)
I do think it could again be argued that Allura seriously undermines her own value and worth in an attempt to help everyone, no matter the cost, which potentially gets more into white knight syndrome born out of trauma than white savior complex born out of privilege. She snaps back at Coran for being concerned about her well-being, and then she proceeds to enact the ceremony, not knowing for sure whether sheād live or die. But Allura also knows that her life force is uniquely tied to Voltron and that she is the only one with this kind of connection to the Castle shipās battle-class Balmera crystalāall of this makes her a very powerful capacitor in a lot of ways. Which is why she looks like this after the ceremony:
(Photo ID: Allura having collapsed in Shayās arms after regenerating the Balmera, but her physical features are not otherwise affected.)
And not like this:
(Photo ID: A screenshot of an Altean named Petrulius from season 6, whose features are distorted after having had the life/quintessence sucked out of him.)
So to me, it seemed that Allura was enacting an ages-old, magical ceremony approved by and wanted by the Balmeransāsimply on a scale that no one had ever before attempted. And itās likely that no one else would or could attempt it, because Allura is the single character in the entire universe whose personal life force is tied to Voltronās regenerative energy (by virtue of Alforās alchemy on her as mentioned in episode 1). Itās an even deeper tie to the whole machine than the transient bond between paladin and lion. No other Balmeran or Galran or Altean had that kind of tie in their life force. Likely, even Alfor would have died if heād attempted this act himself without being connected to an infinite power source.
And after Allura saves the Balmera with assistance from Balmerans, we also do not see her like this with the Balmeran people:
(Photo ID: Lance soaking up a savior fantasy as previously mentioned in this meta.)
Instead, post-Balmera resurrection, we see itās actually not even the Balmerans themselves who thank Allura. The Balmerans simply convey the will of the Balmera, which Allura cannot hear:
(Photo ID: A Balmeran says to Allura, āYes. The Balmera lives. It thanks you.ā)
So backing up for a second, I do think there are much larger issues happening in the narrative with Voltron itself, with the unequal power dynamics of having young, inexperienced people from a single planet make and enact all the big universal decisions. But in the instance with the Balmera, it seemed like Allura was openly welcomed to help save the planet, using magical ceremonies as approved by the Balmerans themselves for millennia, and that the Balmerans were not passive in those ceremonies but a necessary part of their success. Ā
In general, Allura doesnāt seem to embody the āwhite savior complexā vibe at all to me, unlike some others in the show. Even in season 8, when Allura planned to make The Really Big Sacrifice, she asked her team to keep her actions a secret. She literally didnāt care for any respect or acknowledgment or prestige in exchange for sacrificing her life. She was doing what needed to be done because she was, once again, one of the few who could even perform at that level:
(Photo ID: Shiro says to Allura, āMost of them wonāt know the sacrifice you made so they could live.ā Allura replies, āAnd theyāll never need to.ā)
(As an aside, I would argue that it was entirely unnecessary that the narrative would demand Allura sacrifice herself at all when she was literally standing in the universeās seat of power alongside other powerful beings like her own father or the billions of other magic-wielding dead people, because apparently the lines between life and death blur in that space.)
(I also think there are some questionable āmaster raceā vibes in the VLD universe in general, given that it forcefully pushes, even against the wishes of Alteans themselves, that Alteans are the only ones who can wield the big power to do big things. Itās clear that other groups and beings can wield magical abilities, but the larger narrative very oddly pins the āpurest quintessence/bluest bloodā back on Alteans time and time again in later seasons, leaving Allura in basically a no-win, no-help-available situation until other Alteans come along.)Ā
So yeah, I hope something in this meta might help settle some concerns about Allura as a representation of white savior complex? Or at least that this would open conversation for further discussion about what could be done in future iterations to avoid that messaging. Because yeah, I agree with you that the unquestioned savior complexes in this show are a topic that can and should be discussed! And also that, despite early world-building to suggest otherwise, the narrative especially in s6-s8 pushes that Alteans have a āpurer/more aliveā life force compared to any other race or form. Which is justā¦hm. Like, the master race vibes of all that are weird and definitely not even inherent to the Voltron franchise. (In previous iterations, humans, Galrans/Drule, and Alteans could all perform incredible levels of magic. For example, in Dynamite Voltron, Keith, Lotor, and Lotorās siblings had all been taught magic.)
Thereās definitely some weird images and unnatural power dynamics in VLD at times. It seems like more often than not, the narrative does strive to make Allura sacrificing something the only viable resort for anyone ever. In those circumstances, Iām just not convinced that she herself functions as an embodiment of white savior complex, by virtue of her behavior in those instances. But itās definitely weird that the narrative places so much weight on her when the larger Team Voltron narrative is supposed to be about found family and strength in unity.
(If you read this far, thank you! Sorry Iām not succinct.)Ā
#Voltron#Voltron meta#Voltron critical in ways#Allura#Balmera episode#discussions of white savior complex#I ultimately state that Allura doesn't seem to meet the basic behaviors for that#but the show does get into some strange master race stuff in terms of abilities#and we do see several iimages of white savior complex throughout the show by virtue of some other characters#which idk why that got dropped in without at least a reflection on it#like I can handle problematic stories but prefer it when they know they're problematic lol#in VLD it felt like I was supposed to be cheering for those issues#that I wasn't supposed to question it or that I was supposed to actually connect with that fantasy#I feel like this is a really interesting topic because in other iterations there were other Voltrons#as in more people had similar machines#which I feel like helped to control the savior complex inherent in manning a powerful weapon#and in fact one iteration goes as far to say that voltron ISN'T special at all#which surprises various characters#Just a very different vibe from VLD entirely#I'm really fascinated by that#Anyway thanks for reading my rambles!
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Hakuoki Kyoka-Roku Hijikata Character Perspective Translation
opened musescore for the first time this year (motivation for music has been unstable since covid started)... and just looking at the piece i was last working on made me really wanna to listen to the actual song I was trying to make an arrangement for and actually finish the piece, but at the same time, I seriously did not want to look at it given how screwed up the timing for some the sequences is... lol. fuck theory and timing... also i seriously procrastinate whenever there are timing errors in the vocal sections since that means the piano timing is all wrong too. plus it doesnāt help that that song is one of the longest ones i want sheet music for.
anyway, same format as all the other char perspectives... screenshots used in this post are not mine. last one of these will be for Harada since i canāt access the post for the CN tl of Heisukeās version of this.
also since Reimeiroku is getting a new port, Iām going to refrain from from redoing my subtitle video for Saitoās final chapter/epilogue until that comes out... as my device is now running atmosphere (plus, the vita version of Reimeiroku has problems running VITA2PC [plugin I use to stream audio to pc] for me and some of the game assets literally disappear on screen while itās in use and Iām not really wanting to capture the gameplay audio and video separately to then edit together later).
Hakuoki Kyoka-Roku Hijikata Character Perspective
Translation by KumoriYami
Face:Ā At the time, you stared directly into my eyes. I obviously had the tip of my katana at your neck but your eyes were direct and unwavering...... No, I wasn't shocked, I just thought you amazingly courageous.Ā
Body: Oi, what are you touching!?
Body: We don't wear heavy protective equipment except when it's for an emergency. It's for the so-called "faster response time."
Haori: This alternating stripe pattern on the haori... I really miss it now.Ā
Katana: How could I forget the first time I met you? At the time I only thought that you were a minor nuisance, though now that I think about it... life truly is very unpredictable.Ā
Face:Ā Now that I think about it, my heart might have already recognized you then. I feel that like I've lost to that sincere expression of yours that shows everything you think about. That's why, I'm the only one you can show that expression to. Understand?
Arm: Oi, don't poke my arm. That tickles!
Arm: What's wrong? Are you that fond of my arm?
Arm: Listen well, my arms, they exist to protect you.
Arm: At the time, when you suddenly knelt down, you really shocked me. You were obviously not a member of the Shinsengumi, yet you were so serious about us, and wanted to help us. To tell you the truth, I had forced you into a corner then. I was very angry at myself for how useless I was, but I was still very happy.
Face: What is it? You keep staring at my face.
Face: Well, the first time I put on Western clothes, I ended up cutting my hair.Ā
Face: Do you think that short hair suits me? Haha, since you're saying that, I feel a bit relieved.Ā
Blades: At the time, you and I made a promise as samurai. I didn't think you would follow orders without you doing this. Thatās why I might have been driven into making this promise with you [not sure bout the last sentence here].Ā
Chizuru: You were still wearing men's clothes at that time... I'm truly sorry. I couldn't even let a young woman wear beautiful clothes. But, regardless of how you dress, at the time, I already thought of you as a woman.
Face: "Let me stay at your side," those words, I originally planned to never say them in my lifetime. But, you unexpectedly came rushing into my arms, and completely exposed my heart to you. Really... Iāve lost to you.Ā
Hand: This hand is in the way? Don't be so cold. It's because I want to hold you like this.Ā
Hand: Perhaps I might not be able to wield my sword with this hand anymore.Ā
Hand: No matter what you say, I will never let you go again.
Chizuruās head: I'm sorry to have embraced you so suddenly. I didn't expect you to be so surprised though. But I think that if I don't do this, I won't be able to speak of what is on my mind. From now on, no matter what happens, I will hold you like this. So, smile a bit more for me.Ā
Head: Why are you suddenly touching my head? What? You want to comfort me?
Head: What is it? Touching me so many times, did you want to tease me?
Head: It doesn't feel bad to feel the warmth of someone else's body.Ā
Chizuruās face: I don't know to what degree you are aware of these things, but I understand that you've given me a life beyond the Shinsengumi. You are the only woman in the world who has changed my entire life.
Chizuruās hand: People cannot live by themselves. I always thought that I understood that truth. It was only then that I realized that again. I need you.
Clothes: Nn? Ah, a petal got stuck on my back? Thank you.
Back: Youāre saying that my back is quite wide? Of course itās wider than yours.
Back: I can let you lean on my back, though this is also very good [i think?]
Chizuru: Our lives are fleeting like these sakura. Our lives are not endless. One day, death will separate us. But as for when that happens... I think that will be in a long time. As long as you donāt forget that you are now mine, thatās enough.Ā
Sakura: I didn't expect to be able to enjoy the sakura with you like this. No, I'm not being sarcastic when I say this. Because I am able to enjoy the sakura with you. If only I could forever enjoy the sakura with you from now...
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Ask Explo--
...you know what, youāre right. Name change effective immediately.
Askplosion #10:
(unrelated to everything by the way but I DEMAND THE ANON WHO MENTIONED āREMARRIED EMPRESSā A WHILE BACK COME FORTH AND ANSWER FOR THEIR CRIMES. ITāS SO GOOD BUT ITāS UNFINISHED AND IāM HOOKED, HOW DARE YOU)
Asks responding to previous posts:
Itās okay! I figured that was what it was but itās been so loooong.
Ah, wow.
Um, thatās definitely not a part 2; I think thatās more like a four-parter/five-parter or something.
Sorry! No can do!
Thatās totally fair!
I think the reason I so quickly agreed with it is like--
Iāve been watching the Inuyasha sequel and itās not like I donāt think the narrativeās apparent punching bag Moroha (who is fourteen years old) shouldnāt be punished when she does something wrong/sneaky/manipulative, but they punish her as if sheās Miroku (who was eighteen years old).
Basically, I want the punishment to take the age into account, or at least only affect Marinette on a more personal level and not be āHeart Hunterā where they take totally understandable feelings of heartache (remember, it wouldnāt have mattered which miraculous she took because Hawk Moth got the Miracle Box and Fu regardless; even beyond her emotions, I feel like she chose the best option available to her considering which temps she knew the location of) and then punish her for them by memory wiping Fu and taking away all of her temps and giving Hawk Moth the grimoire translation.
Yes!! I really wanted to respond to this one, thank you! (Itās this one and then there was another one talking about Luka and Adrien, then talked to me about how I refer to Luka as āsoftā but not in a bad way; I unfortunately donāt remember the whole thing.)
Ahaha, and yeah, I feel you. Anti-salters are a very strange conundrum I still havenāt figured out; like, I get not liking salt, but...
I mean, when I donāt like certain content, I just blacklist it. If I end up seeing it anyway due to cross-tagging or a lack of tagging, then I just blacklist the person themself. You wonāt see me going after people for that very reason; I only see what people send/ask me if itās content I donāt like.
Iām glad youāve found some peace in this blog! Hopefully it continues to be that way for you in the future!
(and yay, a fellow INTJ!!)
New Asks:
There are female writers? ;P I just assumed they were all locked in a closet until the male ones were like, āokay, pretend to help us here, we need one female writer to claim girl power.ā
As for Ladybug all like, āCute, isnāt she?ā I think it was rhetorical (she could also be messing with him but āGlaciatorā tells us that she didnāt know he crushed on her so who knows). The writers do this thing where Marinette is all panic-y and occasionally self-conscious as herself, but then as Ladybug, she suddenly gets a bit of an ego. I think itās meant to be there in order to make Chat Noir look less... idk, āobnoxiousā when he starts boosting his own ego; trying to balance the two by giving them both big heads, so to speak.
Honestly, I feel like Adrien needs less screen time. :|
Even when heās not on-screen, characters are usually talking about him, or you see his face in Marinetteās room/somewhere in Paris. Iām become so jaded by the guy that I donāt even think itād matter if they remade the series and gave it a ātotally good and interesting Adrien.ā Thatās how badly the show has made him out for me; āAdrien Agresteā the character is just... sigh, Iām so done with him.
And yeah, this whole idea about, āMarinette is [x], we need more AAAAAADRIEN!ā comes off really bad, lol, especially when Adrien has very little going for him.
(this ask ends off like there should be a part 2 but there isnāt one in my inbox, so sorry if thereās meant to be something else!)
The exact lyrics according to the wiki:
My wish for a cat who's in love, with our own Ladybug. Is that he'll get what he's always wanted! She doesn't know she loves him, only sees Adrien, But Christmas miracles always happen!
Yeah, especially nowadays, those lines bothers me. Not only does it imply ātrue selves,ā but that itās Chat who should be getting what he always wanted and Ladybug is the one with a problem.
Like, excuse me?
Probably Stormy Weather, even in the first episode. Ladybug and Chat Noir couldnāt even touch her until they arrived on top of the TV station.
+ With all those effects and shots, it made it feel more action-y than typical episodes.
Marinette, Aurore, Luka, Anarka, Jagged...
basically any name that I havenāt really heard before (āLukaā makes me think of Vocaloid but the Luka there was female), or a name that relates a lot to the character (like āAuroreā for āauroraā since she loves weather things).
dfjbghfkdgfdgnjfdg this anon really like, āI NEED ANSWERS!!!ā
Itās as if these characters hit 18 or something and just grow overnight, I swear. Iām hypothetically fine with some more variety in character height (itās not like the show tries to be realistic, after all), but maybe donāt give us official heights if theyāre gonna be this weird/inaccurate.
Especially when they change it just for the sake of a shot anyway. If you watch āSimon Saysā when Ladybug and Adrien stand next to each other while looking at the picture of Adrienās mother, the very next close-up has an obvious difference in their heights from what you just saw.
Theyāre 3D models!!! This shouldnāt happen!
I... honestly never thought of the āless threateningā thing! Dang!
And yeah, Marinette isnāt helpless or incompetent, but because of the Adrien crush, it makes her that way at times since sheās always falling on him and--
...ugh, actually, yeah, donāt wanna think about those implications. Hard pass.
Gross.
Iām not familiar with that one, though Astruc deletes his tweets all the time (there was one tweet where he confirmed that Luka was poor and it only exists in screenshots now because it didnāt get archived and he deleted it almost like he realized that he was pointing out the blatant classism in the show, oops).
Yeah though, I havenāt seen anything like what youāre describing. Sorry!
Itās okay! Sorry for having you clarify but him choosing and Marinette deciding to never give it back are very different things.
I donāt recall Chat Noir having much purpose in the final fight (in terms of both contributing and actual fighting; I know Cataclysm broke the object to release the akuma but was it needed?) so Marinette might either go cat-less or get a temp. Plagg could also be helpful in his own right because heās small and blends in with the night, so he could hypothetically sneak up on the bad guy.
Afterwards, thereād need to be a new cat, but Adrien would also have to reconsider his actions and really think about what happened. I could also see Plagg going to Adrienās house, half to apologize for giving the idea to Adrien that Adrien leave without telling Ladybug, but also half to call him out for giving up without consulting anyone. Adrien is a lot of conflicting things (see Adrienās passivity compared to Chat Noirās recklessness) so heād have to find a middle ground within himself.
Marinette might carry Plagg around in her purse for a while and let Plagg have a say in who he goes to. Plagg might grieve for a bit over not having Adrien around (even if Adrien was flawed, Plagg didnāt ask for any of this so Marinette is doing her best here).
O-oh.
Thatās always the rough patch with āendgame ships.āĀ Once itās obvious to the audience that theyāre endgame, no more effort needs to be put into them.
The other thing too is how Kagami, for example, is friends with Marinette. Even once Adrimi sinks, sheāll presumably stay friends with her. Luka, meanwhile, is Julekaās brother.
They have lives outside of their love interests. Adrien is so into Ladybug that he doesnāt have that; I mean, Nino is Adrienās best friend like once in a blue moon.
The entire class is just watching an episode and then calling on raised hands to answer what was wrong with what they just watched.
āEverything?ā
āI mean, yes, but Iām sorry, you have to be more specific to get credit.ā
I think Aeon herself is fine. Itās mostly just her transformed and that transformed name that I have a problem with (she doesnāt even look uncanny so I donāt get it). I heard there was something wrong with the name āAeonā but searching the name doesnāt give me anything I would qualify as such so I have no idea. I just wish she was given a little less āIām programmed to--ā (makes her seem less sentient) and more ā[anything that doesnāt have to do with pushing the love square]ā because I feel like they mightāve done the latter to make her more ālikableā? I think fans of anything usually like the āmatchmakerā character provided itās for a ship they like. Also strange that they make her a robot but Max and Markov donāt extensively interact with her, but thatās a nitpick and not a criticism of her character.
...Iām rambling, my bad lol.
(Ohhh, she was supposed to be a mummy? Like, foreshadowing herĀ ādyingā?? That went right over my head but I guess thatād be where the name Uncanny Valley came from? No clue.)
Best case scenario is probably the middle or the end of Season 4.
And yeah, it really doesnāt matter to me what they do with the love square. Marinette had gone through too much suffering and the show goes out of its way to show how much stress Marinette is being put under (and also keeping Luka away during episodes like āGamer 2.0ā³ even when it makes sense for them to be there, as if trying to make sure Marinette doesnāt have enough moments with him to forget Adrien).
Like, ah, yes, I totally believe that Marinette is in a position where she can make reasonable decisions about her love life while all circles of her life are on fire.
If the Sonic movie of all things can have an interracial couple, thereās no reason why this show canāt, just saying.
And, even with Marinette, sheās white-passing (according to what basically everyone says, Iām really awful about recognizing race so this isnāt my field; I wasnāt aware that Ondine was Asian, for example).
Does Nadja count? Manonās dark-skinned (Iām still not over the fact that all the kids in this show are dark-skinned; itās not like itās a problem from a representation standpoint - though all the kids are also all generically bratty/whiny so thereās that - but the percentages in this show are weird) while Nadja is really light-skinned, meaning either a dark-skinned husband or Manon is adopted.
Though I guess the problem then is that we donāt know, so thereās no established couple there.
Non-Miraculous Asks:
w-who gave you the right to say such things????
Uhhhh, that might be too broad of a question, Iām sorry!
I know this isnāt satisfactory, but I will say that my favorite genre is Fantasy/Romance (itās why I adore Red Shoes so much; by the way, an anon asked for my opinion on that a while back and I will get to it! Iād need to watch it again to get screenshots) and my least favorite is probably Tragedy/Horror.
I donāt think Iāve watched enough to really be able to say? Iāve kind of been all over but Iāve never fully gone through any of them outside of Miraculous. Iāve seen bits of Sailor Moon, Tokyo Mew Mew, Star VS the Forces of Evil (donāt know if that counts), and I meant to watch Yuki Yuna is a Hero but never got around to it. I saw the entirety of Puella Magi Madoka Magica but you guys know how I feel about that one.
Maybe Cardcaptor Sakura by default then? It was definitely not perfect but I liked some of the character dynamics (I also have a clipcut of it - basically where I go through a series/movie and cut out parts I donāt like so itās only good stuff - so Iām cheating a little) and the male love interest was a tsundere type that I actually ended up liking, which is really rare.
!!! That sounds sweet~ I know Sailor Moon is popular so Iāll definitely take your word for it on that one.
I would also accept a āreincarnatedā/ādestined loversā trope if maybe the ship themselves are the one who set it up in the first place. I have a Lukanette AU, for example, where they basically got together and then prayed to the shrine of the renewal god that theyād āalways be together,ā which ended up allowing them to reincarnate over and over (as if they set up their own soulmate AU ;P) and continuously find each other.
Though I guess thatās not technically a āmeant to be trope,ā but still, itās a form of it but where it was totally consensual on both sides.
Also, I finally thought of a show that ended with the ship I wanted: Gargoyles. I didnāt see the entire series, mind you, but I saw most of it and Goliath and Elisa were just... quality, I adored them.
+ With Beauty and the Beast being my favorite Disney movie, they fit right in with my tastes.
I forget that AangToph (I think theĀ āofficialā name for the ship is Taang, but donāt quote me on that) exists sometimes, maybe because Iāve never shipped Aang with anyone; Iāve got no problems with the ship though.
Ugh, and this is what I mean when I talk about people who set up these reasons behind people shipping something based on what they saw a few people do. Itās like, āyou only ship Adrimi/Lukanette to spite Adrienette!!ā
Meanwhile, me having shipped all three at one point and then dropped off the love square.
Also, me shipping Zutara has nothing to do with it being dark/edgy because Iāve never seen it that way (intriguing, sure but dark and edgy? lol) and also avoid dark/edgy ships like the plague.
I still laugh at people who are like, āyou canāt ship it because itās not endgaaaaame!ā as if shows can dictate how and why I enjoy something. Like sure, if you want to let a show/movie spoonfeed you how youāre supposed to feel, then by all means, go ahead.
I suppose people may be theoretically happier that way, but it doesnāt make for an analytic mind.
I legitimately thought that āAssClassā mustāve been the actual name for something until it registered with me what it actually meant.
And eh, I guess it depends on the comparison and how accurate the comparison actually is? Like, comparing Puella Magic Madoka Magica to Miraculous... theyāre not really close at all, but comparing... idk, Bunnyx to Homura or the concept behind ābackfiring wishesā... maybe?
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(note that the rest of this post is more Puella Magi Madoka Magica salt so you can stop reading here if youāre not interested in that; Iām not sure if this is all the same anon but I donāt mind letting people vent so I let them go off~)
why canāt we just have nice things
I agree, and I give a little eyeroll every time itās like, āoh, this person had [miraculous]ā
+ even just in general, I feel weird about any show that mentions/implies that real world famous people are [x] or [y] in their show. It breaks my immersion; real world locations are one thing but when itās specific people (unless theyāre made up characters like Santa Claus) or games just--break me.
I also donāt know what to think when there arenāt magical boys but you have these magical girls in this frilly outfits/skirts. The demographic is girls so I presume the reason must be like, āyou can look pretty and still beat people upā (;P) but having so many magical girl shows without a hint of a magical boy makes me suspicious that itās for fanservice. Sailor Moon has Tuxedo Mask but I also donāt know what that guy did outside of the meme of him doing nothing so Iāve got no clue.
(edit: I should correct myself that Iām not talking about Sailor Moon specifically; I donāt know magical girls that well, though I do know there are ones clearly intended for fanservice (you could say that for anything, to be fair, but still). Itās just that I see things like super short skirts or very āquestionableā shots and Iām just like, āhmā)
Hmmm, good question. I feel like there has to be a lot but Iām also the type who doesnāt watch a lot of TV lol. Iām just familiar with cliches and tropes and such.
The reason I try not to use āismās of any kind is mostly because itās too broad. Like, you know how the English language only has one way of saying, āI love you,ā but other languages like Spanish have multiple?
Itās like that, and sometimes I think itās too easy to throw those words out there. A āsmallā (possibly completely unintentional/misunderstood) offense is sexism, and then a ālargeā offense is called the exact same thing. Iād rather go into why something is sexist than just call it that, yāknow? The only exception I make is āclassismā because I feel like thatās not as... I dunno, divisive?
Anyway, for that same reason, I canāt answer firmly that, āMadoka Magica is sexist.ā I will however say that it makes me uncomfortable with how the show makes out the girls being emotional because theyāre young and female and then proceeds to make their life a living hell before theyāre old enough to properly answer to it (I know thatās the point but that kind of makes it worse?). It doesnāt help with how all the girls have different personalities, so itās not like you have only ācrybaby girlsā who are being taken advantage of; itās basically like... all girls.
Not helped is the fact that their soul gem not only deteriorates naturally, but it can also do so faster if the girl falls into despair, which then turns them into a monster (and I know itās kind of like an akuma thing, but the fact that itās only girls is... I dunno, it comes off wrong?). It seems cheap that the soul gem deteriorates no matter what so it constantly needs fed even if the girl is consistently happy.
I would probably opt for the show being centered more around Kyubey being new to this or something - like, magical girls are a new thing - and then have Kyubey being surprised because they presumed that the soul gem would deteriorate naturally since āemotions are powerful but destructive to the person having them,ā but then all the girls team up and help each other work out their problems. Maybe the reason magical girls are usually alone isnāt even because of the grief seed (I think thatās what itās called?) thing not being able to be shared, but because Kyubey intentionally separates magical girls so they canāt do what the main group is doing, but Madoka is so into the idea that, āWe shouldnāt have to be alone,ā and so sheās constantly pulling all the girls together, which keeps them healthy.
Maybe Homuraās backstory could be that Madoka originally was more sheepish and more afraid to put herself out there, especially since she was a magical girl (who are encouraged to go it alone), which is why their soul gems were both deteriorating; they were friends but kept more of a distance, or maybe they were a team but thatās all they were. Then Madoka gives Homura the last grief seed to save her and thatās what inspires Homura and makes her see Madoka as something more than a teammate, which is why Homura actively tries to save Madoka specifically (which then encourages Madoka to want to keep everyone together as friends).
In the case that Kyubey doesnāt separate them out of concern of fRiEnDsHiP, but for another reason altogether, and then itās ultimately their own downfall when they allow the girls to hang out and realize that itās doing a lot of good for them.
ācute and innocentā
That was exactly it. Itās on Kyubeyās trivia section on the Puella Magi Madoka Magica Wiki.
Before the anime's first dark plot twist aired, head writer Gen Urobuchi said on his Twitter account that the "Kyu" in Kyubey's name comes from the English word "cute". This was a lie meant to further mislead fans into thinking that Madoka Magica is an innocent happy show. In a later episode, it was revealed that "Kyubey" is, in fact, short for "incubator".
In my personal opinion, a spoiled plot canāt be āruinedā if itās a good plot. If you told me that Kagome was trapped in the Modern era for three years and then decided to stay with Inuyasha at the end of Inuyasha, it wouldnāt/shouldnāt decrease the value when I finally see it for myself because itās good. Thatās not to say that everything should just be spoiled right out of the gate, but itās saying that maybe your plot isnāt good if you have to rely on shock value to make it work??
I FEEL THAT āASSIGNING IT TO THE WHOLE GENDERā THING SO BAD. It just adds to my āthe girls all have varying personalities so itās not like Kyubeyās only after emotional crybabies or anythingā salt.
I have no idea about any of the stuff about the writers so I canāt confirm or deny them. I will very much agree on the target audience thing though, especially with the whole ākeeping the dark plot a secretā because really? Who is this for then? Like, the first two and a half episodes are for one demographic and then the others are--???
I dunno. Me personally, I just like feel good stories. I do like some good conflict and drama (for context, Remarried Empress is basically a webtoon that gives you things to feel salty about and then makes its own salt fic as its plot, allowing for endless streams of feels and catharsis, so Iām definitely not against drama), but there are other times where I just want to feel good watching something.
I feel like the show expects the characters to be selfless/perfect and then punishes them even though itās their writing thatās causing them to act out. I canāt really talking about āout-of-characterā but sometimes itās just obvious where āwe did this because we needed a plot/conflict.ā
Like, hello? We donāt need the main characters screwing up; why canāt we just have some feel good thing where they take the day for themselves (seriously, imagine a Miraculous episode where Chat Noir actually tells Ladybug to take a couple days for herself, like maybe someone else gets the earrings for a few days as a temp while Marinette gets to breathe; IMAGINE IT). Not everything needs to be high-stakes to be interesting and you need those calmer moments so that the action-packed ones feel more intense.
SAYAKA DESERVES BETTER.
I feel like the magical girl genre as a whole can be way more complex than itās made out to be. I think people hear the word āmagical girlā and think ācute girls in short skirts talk about girl problems and fight evil with the power of friendship and accessories.ā
Ugh, just the mention of Rebellion makes me sigh internally.
Congrats on working on your own magical girl story! I hope it goes well for you!
I know itās not technically a magical girl show, but there was also Totally Spies that Astruc worked on to some degree (I think there was some characters who were based on/a loose reference to the mains from that show but I donāt remember exactly).
The thing about the female characters suffering is that they could make for good lessons on positively directing oneās emotions (like Usagi from Sailor Moon, for example, maybe having a problem with taking her anger out on her friends, but learns that she can save that rage for the bad guys; āGamer 2.0ā³ from Miraculous couldāve done that, honestly, by having Ladybug absolutely WRECK all of her gaming opponents in āviolentā (cartoon violence obviously) fashion). Itās just a shame that itās not taken advantage of.
Sayaka??? Selfish???????
*does not compute*
(Also, I wasnāt tired of them, donāt worry! It was a little overwhelming in my inbox but itās me whoās allowing all the asks to flow in so the blame isnāt on you lol.)
Iām not sure where this obsession came from with, āyou have to be selfless and youāre not allowed to use your powers for yourself.ā Itās like the worldās going to end if a character leaves to go Self-Care or something. I think what happened is that shows got this idea that promoting only the giving of others is great and itās not important to take time for yourself (even with āGamer 2.0,ā it was still Marinette playing games with everyone else, and they treated her dedication and seriousness like a bad thing when she literally did not have time to waste and they didnāt give a reason why it was good for her to take a break, only that she should).
This usually leads to the ādemonizationā of characters who sport a lot of self-confidence or any sort of ego. It works on both sides; Marinette is a punching bag because of her anxiety and occasional lack of confidence, but if she had an ego as Ladybug, there are parts of the fandom who deem her āobnoxiousā (i.e: āReflekdollā). Thereās a delicate balance between ābe confidentā and ābe humbleā and itās a tightrope act.
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A stranger scammed me out of $300 online. I tracked him down, called his dad's work phone, and got my money back.
Long post, TL;DR below. Early last year I was deep in depression, spending the Spring in my room (I work in a seasonal industry which pays just enough to live on during the off months.)
All I did was play video games all day which led to me getting into game marketplace sites and planning on starting a side hustle selling in game items and accounts in MMos. I was brand new to the "industry" and didn't have contacts to learn from, so I just went for it and posted my first listing. I got a few hits back early and found an interested "buyer" (I'll refer to him later as C) who told me he was ready to purchase.
The way these transactions are supposed to go is this: A reputable middleman (There were several known MM in the community that I joined) takes in the product and the payment, verifies both, then distributes both ways after taking a cut for their services. This circumvents the "you first" prolem where you have to trust solely in the other guy to not scam you. -Well.. They impersonated a middleman well enough to fool me. I admit that it was 100% on me, I didn't know what I was doing. I just wanted to start selling so bad and I was glad to see quick hits on my first listing.
So, the "middleman" (To this day I don't know if there was a 3rd person acting as middleman or if it was C all along) takes the buyer's money, then the product which was a high ranked account in a popular competitve game. Suddenly, the MM says there was a problem with the payment and it needs to be redone.
At this point I know game's over and I just got scammed, but I went along with it as a sad parting gift to my first "sale." I message C and asked him how this was going to go. He told me he'll just direct paypal me the $300 now and apologized, which didn't make sense to me (you already scammed me, why haven't you blocked me yet?) I gave him my paypal email.
Conversation goes like this: C- "Sent." Me- "repeats my email same email correct?" C- "F%@& I sent it to the wrong email. I'll call paypal." Me- 3 minutes later "Are you going to send me $300 or no?" C- "I only had $450 in my paypal account, they should be able to refund me over the phone." Me- 5 minutes later "Okay. Progress?" C- "On the phone with them." Me 10 minutes of silence later- ":D" Then he goes offline. I call the MM several times but he's standoffish and won't pick up saying "something something privacy.. you arent giving me a reason to pick up the call." It's clear he's not being real with me.
I don't know what to do at this point as I've never encountered a sudden loss of hard work like that. I'm not a drinker at all but that night when faced with that emptiness while trying to get out of depression, I hit the bottle hard.
The next day I woke up naked on my bathroom floor in the pitch black and sheepishly checked my PC to see if it really happened. Without any hope at all I started googling this kid's two usernames that I knew of. I scanned the internet for every site that had an account with the same username that he used, but only found more scam reports (yep, I wasn't his first victim.) So I gave up.
A week later I came back and did it all over again, but this time I thought to check his discord profile to see if he had any other profiles linked to it (steam, twitch, etc.) and the genius did. I checked his steam profile and wrote down each of his past usernames that looked unique and wouldn't pull a million results.
After hours of scanning each one, I had his name, age (teenager,) city, email, skype, knew he went to chess tournaments as a kid, liked neopets, and found a youtube channel with his class project videos on it. It still wasn't enough though. All the information got me was another two contact methods, and I didn't want to start harassing him.
He ghosted me and emailing him wasn't going to change that. If I was going to get my money back, I needed to contact his parents and I knew this all along. In a last ditch effort I googled his emails again, found his google+ profile, and saw that he had a public photo library (which was discontinued by google very shortly after all this happened.) It had 1 picture. A perfect view of his house, from the street. Street number in view. After some searching without finding much I clicked "More info" on the picture and the the geo-tagged coordinates attatched to the picture appeared.
So now I have the address which I google along with the last name, which leads to me getting the first & last names of both parents. I pop that into trusty whitepages and have everything I need to spring my plan into action. While all this was going on I was updating my friend who lives in the same area as C. He asked if I wanted him to call since he had the same area code. It lined up perfectly so I agreed.
At this point I realize it's March 30th, just two days before April fools and C could probably play this off as some elaborate joke played by his friends so I call my friend off. It was so hard to wait, but we did and we waited long enough that it couldn't be looked at as a joke at all.
Two weeks later in a discord call I give my friend the green light and he calls phone #1. The cell. After a little ringing it cuts to voicemail and we decide to try phone #2, the work phone. This time the phone rang for significantly longer but also cut to voicemail and the message before the beep confirmed we had the right dad. My friend leaves a message saying "Hello Mr. ______, this is _ ______ with (marketplace name's) collection department. We currently have multiple fradulent activity cases open with your son C, totalling x thousands of dollars (I added up all the reports against him which were posted on the site and it totalled thousands, even talked to a couple people who he targeted.) At the moment we're reviewing the most recent case which involved a $300 transaction. If you could please, get back to us between 9am-10pm to resolve these cases. Thank you" All that was paraprased but that was his message.
He was very professional and seemed legit, and even though the dad might listen to it and ignore it we didn't think that was going to happen. It's worth noting that they live in a nice area of a nice state, so there was less of a chance that this would be a financial burden and the parents would likely just want to clear this up.
Two days later, while playing video games (yeah I had a problem.) I get a contact request notification. MY BOY C!
He tells me that he's a good person and he wants to give the account back. I check it and he played 10 games and lost each one which deranked and devalued the account (at this point I pretty much knew his parents were standing over his shoulder watching everything that was said. I could've even been speaking to them directly.) So I told him the account devalued, and I either want what he stole from me (the account at a higher rank) or I want $300. He told me he'll give me the account AND $300 (Parents coming through in the clutch!)
We went through a lot of hoops, trying paypal which he couldn't get to work, a few others and finally got google pay to work after troubleshooting stupid problems which I attriubted to him stalling. It was clear that they were scared of me since I got their info (and regularly called him by his first name throughout the convo as a power move lol) but I assured them I wasn't a bad person and told them to be extra safe of what you upload, especially if you're trying to scam people because when money is involved bad things can happen (playing into his parents who were surely reading it.) I explained the public Google+ upload of their clear to see geo-tagged house which I'm sure his they weren't happy about.
After he sent the money he asked for confirmation that I received it. I confirmed saying "YOU F** DID IT! SO PROUD OF YOU, C!" and he immediately went offline. I danced up and down the hallway and it was probably embarrasingly bad but I didn't care. I don't think the smile was gone from my face for an hour. It was a month long process and with the help of my friend the money was back. I haven't seen my friend in person since then, but when I do I owe him a top notch steak. He refused when I sent him $ online.
Instead of trying to resell the account and start back up in the marketplace I abandoned it all and went another way. I'm currently training for the military and in a much better place, but still have a long way to go.
A lot was left out of this story but it was a long one. I have screenshots of our conversations and I surely won't ever forget it.
TL;DR - I tried selling a video game account to see if I could make a new side hustle and got scammed since I was dumb, inexperienced and decided to trust the internet. I got scammed and took it hard but the scammer left too much of his info public and after a little bit of elbow grease I was able to obtain his & his parent's info and left his dad a voicemail. Two days later the scammer contacted me and gave me the money and the account back, apologizing. I learned from it.
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TWEWY 04
Week 2!!!
Seeing Joshua on the thumbnail made me giddy lol. Week 2 is my favorite in the game. Also, I have feelings right now so Iāll be making this post as I watch the show haha.
Iām still not that used to the fact that theyāre using smartphones now instead of flip phones.
Spoilers for the game ahead!
Did Minamimoto do this in the game? I donāt remember. He uses his megaphone to yell out the mission (still sent everyone the text though).
Joshua!! Joshua is finally here!! I waited so long to see you animated and voiced. Itās Joshua... my boy is here! Yes, I will fangirl over him for the entirety of his Week.
Their partner pact is so cute lol. Iām a nekujosh/joshneku fangirl. Have been since I played the game years ago so uh... yeah.
Joshua is introduced and says some strange things the way he does, of course. Since they changed game mechanics to fit the anime (scanning requires you to touch the person instead of just tapping the player pin), Neku has gotten some... flashbacks when he touched Joshua.
Hehe Itās starting...
Sota and Nao! Theyāre players now. I wonder if this meant theyād get more significance than poor Makoto did.
Minamimoto appears... in front of our main characters! On his junk pile... haha I remember those piles in the game. He starts shouting in math puns calling them zetta slow lol. The Minamimoto fans are probably happy right now.
He also seem to have recognized Neku and Joshua (hinting it with the change in attitude/expression when he noticed who he was talking to). I guess the anime is trying to foreshadow stuff again.
Theyāre showing us other players. Thatās a nice touch. You donāt really see them be featured in the game. Like, you know there are other players clearing walls and stuff but you donāt really get to meet them unless theyād have something to do with the plot so this is a nice touch.
Also, Minamimoto just sent out some noise to attack them even though they have completed the mission. What a jerk lol
Theyāre really trying to up the brutality in the anime, huh? The first episode featured an erased player who suddenly turned into bubbles and disappeared immediately after being attacked but this time, theyāre gonna make the erasure time slow by showing us how bad this is haha. I donāt hate it though.
Minamimoto immediately gives them a new mission which is basically battle royale - destroy other players. Neku saves the others from noise attacks and reminds them to trust their partners. Total shounen protag right there lol. Sadly, it doesnāt work for everyone and so some of the players are fighting each other. Minamimoto then gives them the orders to fight kariya and Uzuki giving the reapers a reason to attack them back.
I guess this is a faster way to decrease the player count right away. This way, the anime can just focus on the important characters.
Theyāre both levitating! Haha I thought this was just a Joshua thing. They used a very powerful attack (fire and ice, I guess) that destroys all the noise. Theyāre already showing off Joshuaās strength on Day 1.
The audience is finally given a part 2 game tutorial! Joshua explains about the routes and the reaper decals. Of course, it seems itād make no sense in the anime about why the players are even allowed to shop since they donāt really use all the game mechanics here. No sidequests to do and they donāt really incorporate theĀ ābrands you use and food you eat raises your statsā thing. Still, itās good they introduced this to new fans.
Oh yeah, since thereās no Tin PIn in the anime, theyāre not gonna do the gold pin mission. Sad... Joshua likes Tin Pin.
Aww theyāre working together now! Theyāre using their special skills again to fight some powerful noise. Also... taboo noise already?
Minamimoto watches as the duo fight the strange noise. Iām wondering if theyād also show that Kariya has suspicions on what Joshua might be?
Iām glad Eri is getting screentime but man, itās sad. She buys flowers and visits Shikiās grave everyday. Iām glad she gains more significance and while sheās still Shikiās friend, she shows a bit more personality with the scenes given to her.
Neku apologizes to Eri regarding what happened to Shiki (no reaper decal on the flower shop so heās invisible). He soon realizes he has no idea how he dies.
Theyāre making Joshua look more suspicious than in the game. Heās kinda being strange and cryptic in the game but here, theyāre kinda hinting that heās sinister. I know they wanna finish this up quickly but this might change how people who only watched the anime see Joshua. Iām curious how thisād affect what he would do at the end of Week 2.
Flashback again! So Neku doesnāt die of being shot in the head in the anime. I guess thatās probably too much for the anime, huh? He bleeds to death due to his wound here. In the game it seems he dies immediately after being shot. I dunno which death is worse.
Reaper Beat! I was wondering if heād show up in todayās episode. No Rhyme noise yet...
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I was unable to get a screenshot of it (I didnāt even know if all these would fit caise tumblr gives me errors when I have too many pictures) but Kariya and Uzuki had a talk earlier where Uzuki mentions having only been a reaper for 2 years and Kariya says heās seen the game go past just 1 week before but it was a long time ago hinting that heās been a reaper for far longer. Little ways the anime gives infos on how this all works.
I have some things I didnāt like but I guess thatās what happens with compressed adaptations. Iām happy Joshua is here though. They captured his āpretty boyā looks in the anime. Since this is gonna be dealt with fast, I guess there might be less joshneku/nekujosh moments since theyāre already trying to make Joshua seem too untrustworthy. Ugh that hurts my shipper heart but I guess I shouldnāt have expected anything in the first place.
Iām excited for the next episode though. More Joshua! lol
Also, next episode is CAT so I guess theyād give some screentime to Mr. Hanekoma. I hope they animate the part where Neku finds out who Hanekoma is haha. Please. They already took away Tin Pin for Joshua so at least give Neku something to fanboy about.
Alright, til next weekās episode! Not sure if Iād do thisĀ āmake a post as I watchā again or just collect screenshots and then make a post afterwards but I guess depends on what will happen next episode. A lot happened today and I didnāt know if I could remember all my thoughts after watching the episode.
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Time to talk about my hella far fetched CC theory bc Iām full of stuffing and pie and yet still STARVED for camp camp content
Okay, here me out
Back in season 3 (Dial M for Jasper), David stated he never got to apologize to Jasper becauseĀ āhis parents picked him upā, when in reality, we and the trio know that Jasper was actuallyĀ killed in the cave on Spooky Island in a dynamite explosion.
Even if David was just toldĀ by Cameron that Jasper was sent home, how wouldnāt have Jasperās parents sued Camp Campbell for killing their son? Howād he pull that off? Who or whatĀ did they pick up that day?
Well, I have a wild theory thatāll garuntee anons calling me a dumb bitch and tbh, u do that dsdfsdfdgd
Remember back in season 2 during Eggs Benefits where Cameron saidĀ āYeah, Iām just saying, make sure the guy looks like meā? This proves that Cam indeedĀ has connections to doubles
But this got me thinking, more specifically about the labĀ in the basement of his summer home on Spooky Island
Itās pretty clear some experiments went down here, experiments that QM seem to be up to, believe it or not
At multiple points, QM has/tried to take DNA samples from the kids. Heās taken Nikkiās hair (and what we can assume is the hair of other campers)-
And in Season 4ā²s season premiere āKeep the Changeā CameronĀ insists on taking his blood and QM is right up for stealing it
This, and the fact that Quartermaster has been working at the camp since David and Jasper were campers (and, possibly, since the camp first began), we can rightfully assume theyāre at least a littleĀ close (friends?? brothers?? secret lovers??)
Now, what does this mean? Well, QM is known for traveling to Spooky Island (albeit, for sex related reasons), and the fact heās collecting all these samples? And what for?
Well, I think QM may just be Cameronās secret loverĀ I mean his secret Lab genius who forms experiments at his will. Yeah.
But really, think about it. QMās weird, but heās not an idiot, heās up to something and he knows something we donāt know.
But where am I going with this theory? And not just that theyāre probs fucking?? WELL-
I think that Cameron had QM collect samples of Jasperās DNA (whether before or after the explosion is up to you), and used what heād collected to make a cloneĀ of him in his lab.
Why a clone? Well, as I mentioned earlier, Jasper wasĀ āpicked upā and the camp hasnāt been shut down for murdering a kid (...maybe twice?? Gwenās had to sign paperwork for a dead kid, but thatās for another day), and it wouldāve been EXTRAĀ suspicious for Jasper, who was trying to dig up dirt on Cameron and the Campās whole operation only for him to suddenlyĀ ādisappearā under mysterious circumstances, so it only makes sense for Cam to have QM make a clone of him.
Now, what inspired me to come up with this theory was actuallyĀ because of a few things I noticed, and itās specifically about almost allĀ the blondes (excluding Tabii and that blonde townie in Sleepy Peak that wears the trucker hat) weāve seen in CC.
Blonde hair, blue eyes.
I believe Jasperās clone was one of the first successful clones made by QM, 16 years after he made and potentially experimented on his fish son, Graggle
(side tracking here, but QM mentions he adopted Graggle 30s years ago when his fish motherĀ ādied in (QMās) arms. We were a bit of a thingā, so this leads me to believe this anglerfish we see in the screenshot I posted earlier is actually his mother who died during one of QMās experiments, and perhaps he tried to make their son aĀ āhumanā so he could be a legitmate father??
Ā that oneās REAL far off, but it adds onto this one lol. And, the fact that Graggle never blinks adds onto my next point-)
So, it makes sense for Cam and QM to clone Jasper, but why David and Gwen? And where does EredĀ fit into this? Well, weāll get to her later.
Now, about Daniel, I have twoĀ theories on this part.
A)
What if after Jasperās clone was made, Cameron would be worried about David finding out the truth? I like to imagine that after Jasperās clone was a sucess, or even as a precaution, a clone of DaveyĀ was made. But, after realizing that Davidās indeedĀ an unsuspecting idiot of a kid, they simply sent the blonde lil Davey off, only giving him a basic name ofĀ āDannyā
Eventually, this kidās alone on the streets, only to be picked up by a cult, later on coming back to Camp Campbell not knowing of his true origins as a clone, but finding the idea of going to camp and posing as a counselorĀ exciting...Ā
Or B (which would also explain Jen))
Cameron figured theyād either find out the truth as adults while looking through paperwork, or he was experimenting and tried to make theĀ āmodel camp counselorā to hire off and make big bank off of, giving them slightly different names, and planned on later killing both David and Gwen to instead use his new genetically superior counselors, up until they gained free will and escaped into the real world, but maybe theyāre a lil kooked in the head with the whole cultist and satanism things going on, but who knows
Now, onto M(ered)eth...
So, this is a BIIIIG stretch, but bare with me.
So, remember earlier in the theory where I mentioned that Gwenās had to do a bunch of paperwork for a dead camper, as stated in canon here?
Well, what if EredĀ was that camper? Where maybe a year or a few prior to canon (before MaxĀ was there, even) there was an accident, and a camper wound up dead, and the parentsĀ knew.
Cameron, being Cameron, sent out his people to comeĀ ātake careā of the parents before they had the chance to sue after losing their precious daughter, all this during the stages of cloning them a newĀ daughter to send back to them.
This left this poor clone kid orphaned, which eventually lead her to being adopted by a certainĀ couple of agents thatāre after Cameronās ass.
(this was... a REACH... my ankles be hurting)
Anyways, this was all fun and Iām tired and FINALLY got this theory off my chest. Weāve come to conclusion that either all the blonde blue-eyed ppl in cc are clones or that cameron and QM are lovers, and Iāll accept either as canon at this point
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Re: https://dramarising-replacement.tumblr.com/post/617916922335543296/so-ive-had-a-subspecies-since-september-i-noticed
TL;DR: Things are fishier than they seem, and M might actually be more of a thief than SB. At the very least, M 100% falsely accused SB of theft; at the worst, M stole SBās idea and went on an editing spree to cover their tracks.
I don't have a tumblr so usually commenting on posts here is more trouble than it's worth, but I just have to on this one for some reason. Maybe it's because I think the entire concept of āsubspeciesā is stupid, maybe it's because thanks to a namedrop I could easily dig everything up... but from what I found the drama OP (M) definitely seems shady. Brace yourselves, my salty friends, for an unnecessarily long deep-dive into stupid drama (because what else are you going to spend quarantine doing?).
First, let's take a look at the timeline.
According to the original post date, the drama OP (M) created their subspecies in Dragon Share on September 13 2019. The thread has moderate activity levels up (~2 week post gaps max) until December 13 2019, when it apparently dies (barring any ghost bumping of course). The next post on the thread is made May 11 2020, when M suddenly becomes active again. M also created a new subspecies thread in Dragon Share on May 9 2020 at 13:05 FR (exact times will become relevant later on); it seems the posts were filled in with edits made within the next couple days, as is standard. Also of note is the fact that many of Mās posts in their original thread have edits made May 9 2020 from 10:39-13:27 FR (this will be key); additionally, a majority of these edits are made on posts that contain the guidelines for the subspecies- not sales, affiliates, pinglists, etc. that would require any sort of update.
The āaccusedā in this case (SB) created their hatchery thread in Dragons For Sale on December 24 2019. Aside from sales/affiliate posts, no edits to the main hatchery posts were made since December 29 2019 (likely filling in from a structure laid out 5 days prior), except for on March 19 2020, when it looks like they might have converted how they list dragons for sale to be linked to a tab instead of posted/adjusted g:t ratio. In any case, I believe these particular edits do not really play a big role on the overall timeline and drama, same as M's edits on their new thread. For a user that describes themselves as ābarely activeā, they do a decent job at bumping posts, with ~1 week between bumps except for 2 spans of ~1 month: from Feb-Mar, and after a short bout of bumping, from Mar-Apr.
The drama begins when M makes their post on SBās hatchery thread May 09 2020 at 10:10 FR, which is edited less than a minute later (maybe a typo correction?). So hereās the timeline all pieced together:
September 13, 2019 ā M creates the subspecies
December 13, 2019 ā M seemingly goes inactive on their thread
December 24, 2019 ā SB creates their hatchery thread
peace, untilā¦
May 09, 2020 @10:10 ā M accuses SB of āstealingā their idea on SBās hatchery thread
May 09, 2020 @10:39 ā M edits their subspecies requirement post
May 09, 2020 @13:05 ā M creates a new subspecies thread
May 09, 2020 @13:14 ā M edits their old subspecies main post
May 09, 2020 @13:21 ā M edits a post about āQueenā variant(?) requirements on their old thread (Important)
May 09, 2020 @13:27 ā M edits a post showing examples of āQueenā variants on their old thread (Important)
~BONUS~ May 12, 2020 ā people start defending M on SBās hatchery thread. The posts werenāt exactly the nicest, so who knows if theyāll still be around by the time this gets out of the queue
Ok, I know what youāre all thinking- what does all this mean? How is this shady?? For that, we will have to dive a bit more into the content of the posts to put some context to that timeline; but first, letās take a look at the threads and see if the theft accusation is accurate.
Mās old subspecies thread:
Messy layout/design. Links are left as ugly long URLs, but most importantlyā¦ there is no consistency on what the subspecies design is! In the main post, no colors are listed, but the genes are specified to be Slime/Lionfish, Sludge/Bee, and Capsule. In their next post on the subspecies requirements, genes are listed as Slime, Sludge/Bee, Capsule- no Lionfish to be found! Color specifications are kept vague, with only a Honey tert required, though they do also lay out 4 specific named variations using Amber/Amber, Amber/Gold, Lemon/Gold, and Lemon/Lemon. The post with the āQueenā requirements lists genes of Slime/Hex/Capsule, with no colors specified except for the same 4 variants made earlier.
Mās new subspecies thread:
Still a work in progress, but looks to be pretty much identical to the previous thread; the only main change is that banner is replaced with an original (credited!!) logo (good job on that, M). The main post specifies genes of Slime, Sludge/Bee, and Capsule. The color rule examples post contain the subspecies and the āQueenā variant (Slime/Hex/Capsule), and include some additional variants as well- āCrystallizedā (Bee sec), āWaspā (Lionfish prim), Pollenators[sic] (Glimmer tert), and āHornetsā (Pinstripe/Sludge/Glimmer).
So if youāve been paying attention, Mās ~super special unique subspecies~ has color requirements of āanything honey-likeā (while also having 4 specific color combinations) and a combination of random genes in addition to the āofficialā genes thanks to the addition of āvariantsā that have nothing to do with the original Slime/Sludge/Capsule premise. The only consistency seems to be Honey tert.
SBās hatchery thread:
Aside from some hard-to-read colors used, has nice formatting. Lists 6 pairs, which are strictly either Amber/Amber or Grapefruit/Grapefruit, with a small range of matching terts for each pair (not necessarily encompassing Honey). 5 pairs give primarily Slime/Hex (+small gem gene chance), and 1 is Slime/Sludge. As far as terts go, 2 have terts weighted towards Capsule, 1 is Capsule/Runes, 1 is Opal/Glimmer, and 1 is Glimmer. So primarily Slime/Hex/assorted, in an xxy Amber/Grapefruit+assorted.
So to put that all together:
Mās claim of subspecies ātheftā would really ONLY pertain to their āQueenā variant, not their main subspecies (only 1 of SBās pairs has a 50% chance at making Mās subspecies). In addition, the range built into SBās pairs violate the only seemingly consistent rule of Mās subspecies: a Honey tert. The only argument for ātheftā would pertain to the gene combo of Slime/Hex, which appears in 5 of SBās pairs and M's āQueenā variant (though again, SBās pairs do not have the right tert color/gene most of the time!).
Now, do you remember that timeline? After accusing SB of āstealingā their idea (presumably for the āQueenā variant), what did M immediately do? They went back to their thread and specifically edited the posts pertaining to the requirements for the subspecies and the āQueenā variant! Itās theoretically even possible that the āQueenā variant didnāt even formally exist when SB made their hatchery- all the dragons mentioned/posted in Mās thread are the standard Slime/Sludge/Capsule subspecies, and 3 of the registered dragons of the āQueenā variant were bred in January (well after SB started their hatchery), with 1 other dragon acquired from untraceable sellers at some point (likely around the same time as it is the parent of the other 3). You might even say that perhaps M āstoleā the idea for the āQueenā from SBā¦ M also posted the proof themselves in the OP that they use shady edits to change the narrative in their favor- SB specifically mentions this in the screenshots after calling out M for removing their link, who then backs it up by claiming they were āprojectā dragons; yet M placed them in the āCompleted breedersā tab, which was hastily edited to now include āBreeders that need gene alterationsā, a shady move that SB commented on and M decided to post proof of for some reason lol.
So if this is true, and M accused SB of stealing their idea, then raced to edit their posts to create a narrative to justify their claimsā¦ why would they do it? My theory is simple: an honest mistake combined with jealousy. There are only 12 registered dragons listed on both the old and new subspecies threads, half of which are owned by M. On the other hand, SBās hatchery lists 22 dragons sold, only 1 of which is exalted. Now I donāt know anything about hatcheries, but I think that is a decent amount for just under 5 months of sales, especially when taking into account the periods of seeming inactivity. I think that M either went on hiatus or forgot/gave up on the subspecies back in December, before SB created their hatchery. SB then created their hatchery, using similar (but definitely not the same!) ideas. Time passed, and one day when browsing the sale forum M comes across SBās thread. Seeing SBās hatchery have the popularity they never had, combined with poor memory of the details of their subspecies after such a long time had passed, M comments mistakenly accusing SB of theft. However, not long after they find their old thread, and realize that SB isnāt at all copying their Slime/Sludge/Capsule xxy Amber-ish/Honey, and rush to make the edits needed to tidy up their claims. In the process, they quickly realize itād be best to just start a new thread altogether, as the current thread was a mess and had no more reserved space past the āQueenā variant (which may have been reserved/lore space before M covered their tracks). Far less sinisterly, perhaps M continued their subspecies idea after abandoning the thread, and after accusing SB they realized that they never actually officially updated their subspecies.
Ā But whoās to say? There might not be a smoking gun one way or the other, but thereās enough circumstantial evidence to say M doesnāt look as innocent as they sound. As far as SBās response, it was definitely out of line and way too harsh. But youāve also gotta admit youād be pretty peeved if you had been peacefully minding your own business for months and suddenly someone comes in out of the blue, wrongfully accuses you of being a thief, demands you give them credit for all your hard work, then proceeds to buy your dragons to make them part of their ārightfulā hatchery, erasing any mention of you as just another slap in the face. From looking at the dragons theyāve sold, SB doesnāt really seem to care what happens to them- genes have been changed, links have been removed, no drama that I can see. It really seems like they are reacting more to Mās shadiness over the whole deal than anything else. That said, nobody likes being namecalled, so SBās parting remark wasnāt right even if they were wrongly accused of theft.
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Woop-de-doo, it's Lord Scarlet stuff part 2
This was a post I planned on making WAY sooner, but I accidentally lost the original draft so I didn't even bother to try doing it gain until recently. And just now something happened that changed everything; and I mean what both DID and DIDN'T automatically give me the right to post this. I almost deleted my first post at that, and here's why:
In the first post, I mentioned that when I initially found out Vic was lying to me, I was quiet about it and just stopped talking to her out of fear, and then when I asked for help on what to do I was told to leave without a word. I don't think that was entirely the right thing to do in the long run, because it may have been the easiest way out but I'm better off with proper closure.
And the thoughts she left me scarred with never left my head. Time and time again, I'd find myself crying myself to sleep again at the thought of Brock forced to hide romantic feelings for Master Frown and not know who he was anymore while Frown was left unaware and in love with someone else, even if it wasn't Lord Scarlet.
And the pain sometimes came with a want to confront Vic one last time and open up to her about how I wasn't blind anymore, and how much she really hurt me. But I, again, wass scared she wouldn't care and would cut me off.
So when the pain got worse, I did what any coward would do: tell everyone else about my pain.
Now I DID tell friends of mine other than the Unikitty Amino staff about what happened, and they were all sympathetic and understanding about it. But then I told almost everyone, and then made my vent post on here (as well as Wattpad). As much as I wouldn't want to call them call out posts, they might as well have been. I didn't want people to harass Vic and make her mad...but at the same time I kinda did. I was too scared to face her that I was hoping that someone would do it for me. I even tagged accounts of Vic's. Not cool of me at all.
Now the Tumblr and Wattpad posts got me pretty much more of the same: sympathy, and acceptance that I had moved on. No one came after Vic but we could still agree that none of her actions were justified (I even got @careeningle's attention...sorry about the aneurysm)
Now comes the next important thing that happened, because I mentioned @friffinx kinda being responsible for me getting back to the Lord Scarlet Amino to write the message that I did. In it, I said that after I sent the message I did I would leave the Amino again & for good.
Well...I lied. I still checked in every day for the same reason I started venting: I kinda wanted Vic to see my message. Even if she'd ban me, I wanted to see if she'd ever notice my message. And that would've been the end of it if it wasn't for Brook.
I briefly mentioned Brook in the last post. She was another OC of Vic's, and was exactly to Brock what Lord Scarlet was to Master Frown; a carbon copy love interest. Except Lord Scarlet was far more developed and drawn & written about more. Brook didn't even really have a distinct personality, she was a girl Brock and that was it. But with reptilian overlord eyes. (To be fair, Vic drew Brock like that sometimes too)
(I didn't include Vic's art unless it was in chat bgs or whatever in the last post, but for the sake of referencing/proving a point, this is what Brook looks like)
No one really paid attention to her for the longest time. She was there in the fanfics because according to Vic, "Scarlet needed a friend." And like I said in the first post, Brook wasn't said to be canon so I never found a reason to really care for her. Plus I can only recall someone giving Vic fanart with her, and it was with Scarlet (@plastic-papercuts made it, go follow her she's gr8).
But then one day, for some reason, something in me clicked. I actually thought of a story idea for her. Somehow this bland cutout of a character had potential in my eyes, and I weirdly started liking her because of it. She suddenly felt...more real. I got pretty invested in my idea and newfound interpretation of Brook, and describing it would make this post way longer than it is so if anyone asks about it, I'll probably make a whole other post about it.
Anyway, I came up with a little plan: draw out this idea in the form of a comic and post it to the Lord Scarlet Amino. And see if Vic gets suspicious and checks out my profile and then maybe bans me. It felt a bit better than total silence and she'd probably see that someone gave a crap about Brook after all.
So I started a new chat called "It's Brook" to share my progress with the other members of the Amino, which there weren't too many of but we had fun in it. It was basically me, @friffinx , @soapycocacola, @plastic-papercuts, and a few others who aren't on Tumblr (or at least don't think are) chatting about how awful Vic was and calling out her lazy art tactics like tracing and using assets/clips right from the show. And of course me sharing the comic progress I was making. Again, this doesn't make anything we did right but it felt good getting everything off our chests. We were like a secret rebellion against an absentee dictator. One time Vic came online as we were chatting and even viewed my profile, but nothing happened. And it stayed that way until I opened Amino up one morning. For those of you who don't have it, the menu shows all the communities you're in when you open the app, and all of mine were there except for the Lord Scarlet Amino. I assumed I must've been banned overnight. But I wasn't banned from Vic's other Amino so I commented on her wall on that one. For Vic's sake, I won't show how the conversation went (and I'll explain why at the end) but here's how it went:
Me: Did you ban me from the LS Amino?
Her: There was drama in one of the chat rooms and I'm not having it. I didn't want to do it and it's not a big deal It's just an amino and you're still on this one AM I RIGHT?
Me: Yes, but I assume you read my updated bio. As I hoped you would.
Her: Nope.
Me: Oh. But you know what? Ban me from here too for all I care, I feel like you deserve to know why I left and came back: *insert me finally telling her how I know she lied, that she hurt me, and what I did was wrong here*
Her: Lol ok be that person but keep in mind that I'm one of those people that doesn't gibe a fuck lol
And then she banned me from that Amino too before I could type and submit a fitting farewell reply.
At least I finally got all the built-up emotional pain out of me, but it did help me realize something important: we never really were friends. I wanted more of her content despite all her red flags as a person so I tried enduring them, thinking it'd be worth it, and she only kinda cared about me when I was being a yes man. She never kept any promises and didn't respect me the same way I did her. So I could at least feel confident knowing she most likely didn't care at all when I first left.
@friffinx and the others didn't get banned, though, and Friff even started another chat on the LS Amino called "It's Brook 2" where they talked more about Vic being a terrible person. And it didn't take long for her to shut that chat down too and ban everyone from it that time. Friff sent me screenshots of what happened next (which again, I'm not gonna show), where Vic basically had a meltdown. She changed her username to "Little Miss Guillotine", and made a post about her being "finished with the bushit". In it, she announced that she didn't even like Unikitty! anymore but was still gonna keep/use Lord Scarlet because she wanted to. The part that made my blood almost boil wasn't her views on the show, she's free to have her opinion and I couldn't care less about it. What DID was that she acknowledged that she lied the whole time because "she didn't care anymore" and said that it was "our faults for believing it in the first place" and that "we needed to grow up"/"stop brining it up"
Ooooh boy, victim blaming, my favortie...
Since then she changed the Lord Scarlet Amino's theme to make it about The Penguins of Madagacar (again, fine with me). Either way she was still a narcissist and I thought she'd, sadly, likely never change. And my friends and I all thought that was the end of it.
Until a few hours ago...
I was browsing the Unikitty Amino and saw a new member named BlueCat. Didn't think anything else of it until the user PMed me. And this is what happened:
I didn't know what to think other than "I thought this day would never come", I was that shaken. This was so left field-ish that what else could I do but believe her? It didn't even seem suspicious or like she was trying to be a suck up, that wasn't Vic at all.
But the one thing I knew I had to do was ban her because even if she meant well and did it for the right(?) reasons, but I still asked if I should in the staff chat. @girly-glorious (also amazing so pls check her out :D) told me that yes, it was ban evasion so since I'm a leader too now I could to it on my own. But I knew I had to message Vic first and Girly told me to be careful, so this is what I sent:
And then I banned her, the end (not really)
Now I don't understand how or why this sudden behavior change happened but I don't know if I should question it in case it's personal. But again, I at least want to believe that she's really being genuine and had a change of heart because never in a million years could I imagine her being this mature. Again, she didn't demand that I forgive me or probably even expect me to. But the message still does leave me feeling sorry for her.
Now I thought that was the real end of it until I see the Penguins of Madagascar/old Lord Scarlet Amino on my sideboard.
She unbanned me.
Now I don't know where we'll go from here, if anywhere. I'm not too sure if I can really let my guard down around someone who hurt me so badly just in case she does it again. So I may not talk to her again, but if she really asks something from me, I might try and build up courage to ask her more about how she came to apologizing to me. Plus she followed me on Wattpad too.
But this is why I didn't show our conversation right before my ban or her "f.u." posts. Because I don't want people seeing more of Vic's past behavior and possibly embarrassing her about it if she ever sees this. But that's kinda why I felt like it was 100% necessary to finally make a sequel post in the end; I'm hoping people at least acknowledge Vic has changed and don't keep thinking about based on what I shared out of attempts to gain sympathy like a crybaby.
So before I go: PLEASE, DON'T GO AFTER OR HARASS VIC. I KNOW YOU PROBABLY WON'T, BUT THIS IS SERIOUS. ALL THE PROBLEMATIC LORD SCARLET DRAMA IS STUFF OF THE PAST AND NEITHER OF US WANT TO KEEP LOOKING BACK ON IT.
I hope this helps whoever's reading as much as it did me.
#unikitty#unikitty!#master frown#brock#lord Scarlet#brook#vic#vicslayer#scream queen savage#Victoria#update#amino
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@darealbellabelleoftheball
About this post you tagged me in, which Iām screenshotting because Tumblr never lets me link posts:
(Should I have scribbled out the url? I donāt want anyone getting harassed because of me, regardless of whether I agree with them....)
Anyway, thanks for thinking of me.
I try not to reblog peopleās original posts to start arguments with them, so Iāll respond here.
Reinvent Thor as being a more relatable and fun character
Relatable to who? At some point I might make a post asking people why they found Ragnarok Thor more or less relatable than pre-Ragnarok Thor. Iām curious as to what the response would be.
Personally I found Ragnarok Thor to be insincere, arrogant, and manipulative, though his āsave Asgardā thing was obviously good. I agree with the goal, but his means...not so much.
ALSO. āReinventingā a character is the exact opposite of what should be done at the end of a trilogy. At that point, you wrap up the plot threads and character arcs. You do NOT throw them all out and start with something thatās regressed even beyond where the character was at the beginning. Itās just not how trilogies work.
If you want to reinvent the character for LOLs, call it what it isāa parody. Parody is a perfectly legit genre. It just makes it clear that itās not to be taken as part of the original canon.
With a far more extensive power set
Thor was already really powerful. Yeah, the Thor-nado is pretty cool, but he was doing fine without it...?
As well as making him the star of his own GD movie for once without worrying about some other character overshadowing him
You know how you make a character more interesting? Itās not by just flattening all the competition. Itās by giving them more internal conflict. Thatās one of the reasons Lokiās so popular. Heād had internal conflict to deal with from the get-go.
They couldāve had Thor finally realize that Odin did screw up, and it wasnāt just a one-time thing, and he wasnāt actually a great parent (or person in general). Through that, he could realize that maybe the things Odin always told him were wrong. Maybe, for instance, Loki wasnāt 100% evil and Thorās inferior. Maybe that Thor had himself made some mistakes at least as bad, and come to terms with that. He couldāve broken out of his toxic family dynamic.
That wouldāve been a lot more compelling than erasing everything that made Thor, Thor.
And established that his arcs from the first two movies were realized on the level of him assuming control of his powers on Odinās levelāassuming ultimate worthiness
....
Why is aspiring to be like Odin in any way a good conclusion to Thorās character arcs? And āworthinessā is entirely based on Odinās professed values.
What wouldāve been better is if Thor had finally broken free of Odinās arbitrary worthiness paradigm. Heād been letting Odin define his worth for the previous movies. He realized that Odin was flawed for a bit in TDW but was back to submitting himself to Odinās judgement at the end of the movie. Itās time for him to finish that journey. Yet in this movie itās Odin (or rather Odinās memory) that Thor turns to for strength.
And Thor honestly does not seem to change at all throughout the movie, character-wise. He starts off snarky and arrogant. He finishes snarky and arrogant with a throne and a missing eye (and no planet).
Introduce Valkyrie
Love the character, donāt love how they used her. Seriously, āand suddenly youāre overcome by the urge to do the right thing?ā Five minutes after she did just that? Please.
Give Heimdall more than two minutes of screen time
Admittedly I like Heimdall better in this movie, so Iāll leave this alone.
Destroy Asgard
Why is this a good thing?
No, really, why is destroying Asgard better than, say, exploring its culture and historyāand the people the movie repeatedly refers toāin a more nuanced light?
Reintroduce Hulk with the ability to speak and show emotion beyond smashing things
If I remember correctly, Hulk is a manifestation of Bruceās anger and fear from his abusive childhood. (I donāt know if Iām phrasing this correctly at all. Someone whoās more into Bruce and Hulk could probably help. :/)
Ragnarok did not exactly explore that in any way.
And Hulk HAD emotions besides āsmashā. Look at his reaction when Tony was falling out of the portal in Avengers. Hulk has real intelligence to him.
F colonialist lives!
This really isnāt my area of expertise at all...but Iām pretty sure the thing they were saying was bad was the imperialism, not colonialism. Theyāre not the same thing. And even that was confused by the whole venerating-Odin thing. I believe others have gone into this in more detail.
Korg is skinny!
I donāt even know what this is supposed to mean...?!
Contain good and funny jokes
This is entirely subjective. For instance, several people I know find butt jokes funny. I find them kind of immature and prefer dry humor. Neither of us is wrong in our preferences. Itās just not something you can argue.
Conversely, this movie also has Loki joke about his own suicide attempt. So.
Was directed by the MCUās first director of color
I didnāt even know Waititi was a man of color when I first started disliking Ragnarok.
Controversial opinion here, but a movie that contradicts previous canon and has a plot as airtight as a colander is still a crappy franchise movie no matter who wrote it.
Fix Lokiās sad broody boy problem
Loki does not have a āsad broody boyā problem. Heās genuinely mentally ill, in no small part due to spending over a thousand years as the scapegoat in a narcissistic family. Itās also due to spending who-knows-how-long falling in space (see how that affected Tony) then another who-knows-how-long getting tortured by a purple space grape. Thatās a lot more than going through an emo phase or something.
And this movie does not āfixā Lokiās mental illness. It waves it away like something that was never that bad to begin with, which is very much not the case.
It also erased Lokiās fierce intelligence from the previous movies, and his anger, and his strategy. It turned Loki from courageous to cowardly (except when the plot said so). It ignored Lokiās old reserve and trust issues.
Examples: You canāt tell me he couldnāt have thought up a better plan than āget helpā. He couldāve disguised both him and Thor as more Sakaarian guards with his illusions. I just came up with that in five seconds. No way would that not occur to him at least as quickly.
Loki had the nerve to sass Laufey and the Other and Odin even when any one of them couldāve hurt him in previous movies. In Ragnarok heās terrified of the Hulk to the point of trying to run.
In previous movies, Loki didnāt trust anyone enough to talk about any of the things thatād happened (aggravated since no one had even asked). In Ragnarok, as mentioned above, he joked about his own suicideāto a bunch of strangers.
Make fun of Thor: The Dark World
Again, why is this a good thing?
Ragnarok is one of the best Marvel movies for the āprisoners with jobsā joke alone
Subjective, again.
#marvel#anti ragnarok#mcu loki#mcu thor#anti new thor#mcu odin#tw: suicide attempt#tw: suicide mention#gagnarok#loki meta#thor meta#the hulk#bruce banner
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Merry Christmas!
Figured that I should write a post at Christmas, given all the chaos thatās been 2020 lol. Well, for one, Covidās still here and so itās still been pretty hard for everyone. Personally, my Christmas obviously changed in a way that itās more chill this time around. Not that Iām complainingĀ ācause this is probably my most preferred way of celebrating the holidays, but Iād rather have a chill Christmas because I wanted it and not because the circumstances forced us to. I didnāt even bother to dress up nor put on some makeup because I was really lazy to do so, and to be honest, the Christmas spirit isnāt really as felt this time around. Iām pretty sure Iām not the only one who feels this.Ā
Anyway, I didnāt really intend to make a depressing post LOL. Itās the other way around, actually. Iāve been meaning to write something for a few days now but Iāve been lazy. I actually wanted to say that given all the chaos, thankfully I had a couple of things that kept me sane. Theyāre mostly new hobbies and interests, and some may come off as a shock, even. So here are my life updates so far. A list of things that helped me survive 2020Ā š
Baking
It started with a box of pancake mix. A few months back, I was supposed to make some pancakes for an afternoon snack, but then I was kinda tired with eating pancakes that I wondered if there is any other way I can turn that mix into. I eventually ended up with these hard chocolate turnovers lmao. After that, I was suddenly baking almost every week. So far, Iāve baked coffee buns, lemon bars, pandesal!, pound cakes, cookies (ofc), and cinnamon rolls. Iām targeting to go for naked cakes but I am yet to buy an electric mixer. For someone who hates measurements and all, itās a shock for me to be into baking. But itās been so therapeutic for me. The kneading of the dough, the whisking, mixing, the rise, the waiting on the oven ā so zen. I guess, itās cause it keeps my mind off of things, and whenever I bake, Iām just so focused on what Iām doing. So itās like, Iām in my own bubble of productivity for a long while. Also, Iād say it kinda helps with my self-esteem, as baking has allowed me to prove to myself that I can do something delish. Whenever I look at the finished products, I couldnāt believe that I, me, Mich, me, did that! I think that happened when I made pandesals and when I really liked the cinammon rolls. I was like,Ā āOmg, I canāt believe I did this!ā Aside from my fam, Iāve sent a few of my pastries to friends as well, and some say that I should start a business already lol. But thatās so far from my mind right now. I mean, Iād want to, in the future. But not sometime soon. I still want to enjoy this season where Iām plainly learning and enjoying the process of baking. I donāt, and am not, prepared for the pressure and hassle of it all yet.Ā š¤Ŗ
Workout
Iāve been working out for a few years now but I wasnāt as consistent as how Iāve been the past couple of months. I used to workout every freaking day, but lately it would just be about thrice or four times a week. My past blog posts would give you a hint about my relationship with my body and food. It hasnāt been really nice in general, but working out really does help me improve my mindset towards my body image. Admittedly, I began working out because I wanted to lose weight, but eventually (and thankfully), it transformed into me working out because it makes me strong and it benefits my mental health a lot. I do a variety, although most times Iād do cardio, then Iāll just pair it up with either weights or another round of cardio but dance.
The process has been fun, and I donāt really pressure myself or limit myself when it comes to food. I still eat whateverās there, but right now itās all portion control, really. In all fairness, I think because Iāve been working out, my appetite isnāt as huge as it used to be. I get fuller fast these days, and I rarely binge-eat, unless I re-stock on Korean grocery food hahahaha. Anyway speaking of Korean, hereās my last interest update...
BTS
Yup. As in that K-pop boyband. As in Bangtan Sonyeondan. As in that band whoās taking over the world. What a plot twist, right? Iāve never been into K-pop to begin with, so BTS (and eventually, K-pop in general) is probably my biggest musical plot twist so far. I initially was supposed to write a whole separate blog post about this (because thatās how OBSESSED I AM WITH BTS) but I figured that Iāll just include them in this ālife updateā entry. But for real, it began back in October, when I saw this screenshot of RMās WeVerse comment/reply to a fan. Iām pasting it here for reference lol.
For some reason, I was really impressed after seeing this. Iāve known the band for a while already. I know how big they are and I even have friends who are huge fans. Iāve seen a couple of their online content in the past as well, but I think it was this image that made me really realize why theyāve been getting so much attention and why their fanbase just keeps on growing. This was the first time that IĀ āgot itā, if you know what I mean. Anyway, a bit after that my ARMY friends messaged me and I was immediately swooped into the world of BTS. I donāt regret any of it though haha! I have so much feelings about this topic (lololol) but Iāll try to hold back. Who knows, I might continue with that separate blog post anywayĀ šāāļø My bias is Namjoon (my goodness, this man is such a dream), while my bias wrecker is Jimin. Although I think my bias wrecker changes everyday now lmao.Ā š Iāll say this though, it wasnāt their pretty faces that got me. If anything, I think that really comes as secondary, because what made me an Army was their talent, their story, and their character. These boys are really men of substance, and their songs and advocacy can attest to how principled they are. Their songs have also helped me so much as I am still in the process of improving myself, my mental health, and all these introspective things. I remember this one time where I bawled my eyes out when I was reading through the English translation of Answer: Love Myself. In a year when I almost lost myself again due to how depressing this year was, it feels good to root for something, or in this case, someone, and see them flourish in success. They really started at the bottom, and I guess in a way their story also inspires me to keep on doing what Iām doing, knowing that someday, everything will make sense and Iāll finally make it.Ā
BTS also led me to listen to other K-pop acts as well such as Day6 (another fave!), Monsta X, Shinee, IU, Henry, and BlackPink (very recently hahaha) Ok, Iāll stop right there.Ā š¬ Funny how I just cannot get the K-pop hype for so many years, and now Iām genuinely enjoying it. Itās become my go-to work soundtrip also as I donāt get carried away by singing along to the lyrics as, ofc, itās in a different language lol.
Plants
I remember last year when my colleagues at work gave me this plant and they assured me that it wonāt die but it did. It kinda made me think that I donāt have a green thumb and that I can never maintain a plant. But guess what, I have about 7 plants now and THEYāRE ALL THRIVING SO WELL. Iām so invested in these plant babies and Iām so proud of myself that theyāre all so alive and doing well. There were some scares, I admit. Like this one time when I attempted to re-pot my Syngonium Arrowhead and it almost died lol but I re-did it and thankfully it resurrected hahahahaha. Again, just like what I said about BTS and my baking, my plants are also testament to how it feels nice to root for (no pun intended) something and see them thrive, and how it feels so satisfying and reassuring to see something that Iāve been taking care of live healthy and happy.Ā
So yeah, thereās that.Ā
Those are what my life has been circling around these days. As Iāve said, Iām very grateful that I got into these things, little as they may seem as compared to others. But hey, they make me happy, and I think at this point in time, as long as something makes you happy and sane, thatās all that matters. You do you, girl. Wow, I canāt believe that I wrote this long. Itās been a while since I did! Anyway, Iām gonna end this here now as itās getting late and I still have stuff to do.Ā
Merry Christmas!
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Life as a Princess: The Once Upon a Time ECB Story
Also known as my favorite story! Itās hilarious, loving, and just all-around wonderful!
Notes: This post is a mixture of direct quotes (not always placed in quotes to identify), my own paraphrasing, and my general tears and exclamations. Iāve fixed in-game typos and included grammatically missing commas for clarity. Screenshots are appropriately capped at 10. Indentations are used for formatting so this is probably best read on desktop.
Enjoy! Please share your reactions with me when youāre done reading~!
Scene 1: The royal bedroom
Alice wakes one morning and it seems like any other ordinary day, except the room is quite fancy. She could have sworn she fell asleep in her own bed last night, but here she is in luxury with with a canopy above the bed and a glittering chandelier on the ceiling. (Nice!) She doesnāt recognize anything, except--
Alice: āKyle?! What are you doing here?ā
Alice: āWhere am I? And why are you bringing me tea?ā
Kyle, with a serious expression: āWhat do you mean? I am simply assisting you with your morning tasks, Princess. Thatās the duty of a butler.ā
Alice: āPrincess? Butler? Whatās going on?ā
Kyle, smiling: āAre you still sleepy, Princess? Or perhapsāā
(Oh--)
Kyle lifted a finger and brushed my bangs to the side and then placed his hand on my forehead.
Kyle, super close and smiling: āYou are feeling unwell?ā
We should be asking him that question! Kyle, without a morning hangover? Who is this man!?
Alice proceeds to insist sheās fine and Kyle looks at her in suspicion. He gives her the tea like a good butler.
Kyle, smiling his cute smile: āI finished preparing your change of clothes. If you need any assistance, please call for me.ā
Maybe itās just a dream? But ahh, Alice takes a sip of the hot tea and confirms that she was indeed awake and this isnāt a dream...
Scene 2: Outside the bedroom in the hallway
Kyle, frowning and looking distressed: āAh, that made my neck stiff. Iām definitely not used to acting like that at all.ā
In the hallway, Kyle stretched his right arm up to the ceiling to help relieve stress.
Lokiās eyes! Theyāre red! (And goodness he looks good!)
Kyle: āYeah, Irene seemed very confused.ā
Loki, serious expression: āDo you think Alice believed that this is her castle and sheās a princess? I hope sheāll be happy about it.ā
Kyle, side-grin: āWell, why donāt we continue this charade and see how it goes?ā
This... charade!? Are you saying Alice isnāt a princess!? The audacity--
Loki, smiling: āOkay! Up next is--ā
Scene 3: The royal bedroom again
Alice gets dressed and her stomach rumbles as she smells something delicious. Breakfast is served!
I realized that Blanc must have put it there.
There is no mention of Blanc before she thinks that line, which makes me wonder: Alice, does Blanc normally bring you breakfast? Because that sounds good to me.
Blancās sprite appears in order announce he has brought her breakfast. Alice thanks him and wonders if heās a butler like Kyle. Is this still a dream? But our dear Alice has something more prioritizing than solving this mystery
Alice: āThis looks delicious! Iāll start with a bite of omelette--ā
Blanc, looking surprised: āWait.ā
Just as I had taken my silverware in hand, Blanc gestured towards me and spoke gently.
Blanc: āWhen you hold the fork and knife, you must keep your elbows at a 90 degree angle Do you understand? Here let me show you.ā
Alice: āWhat? Oh--ā
Blanc stood behind me and place[d] his large hands over mine.
(Heās so close to me!)
It felt as if he was hugging me from behind and I froze.
Blanc: āYou need to be aware of how you appear in front of everyone.ā
EMBRACED BY THE RABBIT! FINALLY! THANK GOD! But then Alice has the nerve to try to deprive us of this moment by saying this really isnāt needed, but Blanc insists!
A to Z, you say~
Alice is starting to put the pieces together and we get a flashback to Kyle explaining that the King, Aliceās father, wants to see her after breakfast in the royal chamber. Since Kyle is a butler and Blanc is a tutor, Alice wonders if the King is someone she knows...
Having no idea what characters are in this story, Iām wondering too!
Scene 4: The royal chamber
So Alice leaves her room and finds the room labeled royal chamber. She opens the door and--
I ā MĀ S C R E A M I N GĀ L M F A O
Someone please help me I canāt breathe fffffffffffffff
Alice: āOliver, is that you?ā
Oliver was sitting on the throne with one leg crossed over the other while his foot didnāt touch the ground.
Iām literally crying. This story has already exceeded all expectations and itās not even close to over yet.
Next to Oliver, Kyle and Blanc stand at attention.
Alice, who maybe needs to go back to bed: āUmm I was called here by the King so is he here somewhere?ā
Kyle, surprised: āWhat are you saying, Princess?ā
Blanc, an easy smile: āThe King is right here in front of you.ā
Iām dead lmao
(Wait, Oliver is King?!)
Oliver, looking serious: āIt is I who have summoned you here, Irene. Your fiance is here and you will be married soon.ā
Oh God
Alice thinks that hearing Oliver act like heās her father is really strange, but here I am going wild over that āIt is Iā style of speech LOL Oliver is just owning it. Actual King Material.
Alice then realizes what he said--
Alice: āMarried?! How soon? I canāt do that!ā
Oliver, narrowing his eyes: āDo not talk back to me. I am the King and your father so my word is final.ā
Oliver stood up and came closer to me.
Oliver: āYou will be married soon!ā
Alice: āBut--ā
He took my chin in his hand and looked at me with determination in his eyes.
Keep in mind that kid Oliver is only like 4 foot 8 inches? For me, at least, heās gonna be reaching well above his head and just soighsosh
Oliver, right in front of her face (!!!): āThatās an order.ā
Alice: āYes, your majesty.ā
I was so confused about the whole situation that all I could do in that moment was obey so I nodded.
Oliver, smiling cheekily: āYou may enter.ā
???: āYes, your highness.ā
Oh God who is it going to be!? The door opened and--
Ray, in his regular attire: āItās an honor to see you again, Princess.ā
Ahh... After Oliver as the spectacular King (Iām still laughing as I write this), Ray as the fiance is a little... underwhelming?
Alice is surprised to see him as the fiance, however!
Just as everyone else had, Ray also referred to me as the princess. He bowed down on one knee and spoke with confidence.
Ray, a little closer and smiling: āShall we proceed with our wedding ceremony? The townspeople are looking forward to seeing you in a wedding dress, Princess.ā
(A-are we to be wed, today?!)
He took my hand in his and kissed it, which made my heart race.
Ray, more seriously: āWill you allow me to escort you?ā
Ray stood up and placed an arm around my waist.
(Am I going to marry Ray?!)
I appreciate her not jumping into it lol AND THEN
I looked up at Ray and heard him say under his breath--
Ray, grinning: āThat was easier than Iād anticipated.ā
Alice: āWhat do you mean?ā
Me: What do you mean???
Ray: āSince Iām marrying the princess, Iāll soon be the leader of this castle.ā
That is how it works, ye--- WAIT, RAY IS EVIL!?
(Heās planning to overtake the throne?!)
OMG RAY IS EVIL!
RAY IS A HANS!!! IāM SCREAMING AGAIN!
Alice: āW-wait, King Oliver! My financeās intentions are not what they seem!ā
RAY!! I know I said it was underwhelming with you as the fiance but also HOW DARE YOU BE EVIL LOL
Alice canāt believe it! Ray? A villain? Impossible!
Suddenly there was a loud knock at the door.
???: āI object!ā
HERO TIME! A familiar voice echoed in the chamber and the door opens to reveal--
Loki, smiling and his eyes still red: āAlice will be my bride.ā
THIS GAME! THESE TWO!
Alice: āAre we talking about the Loki I know?ā
LMAO ALICE!
Iād say RIP Loki but Lokiās BDE game is strong
Oh, thank you, I accept--
Alice: āBut I think Iām betrothed to someone else--ā
Oliver: āJust take Lokiās hand or we canāt follow the script.ā
Alice: āWait, a script?! What are you talking about?ā
Ray: āDonāt worry about it and come stand by my side.ā
Loki, looking angry: āWait a second Ray, that isnāt what we discussed earlier! This is the part when the princess takes the real princeās hand and they run away into the sunset together!ā
Ray, making that put-out face: āNo, I didnāt approve of that. I think Irene should be with me.ā
Blanc, closed-eye smile: āIf we can ignore the script then I would also like to play the part of the prince.ā
Loki: āNo way! I am Aliceās one and only prince and no one else can have that role!ā
Kyle: āCāmon letās just keep this show going! If we canāt decide on anything then Iāll be the prince and end this quickly.ā
Ray: āWhile you guys are arguing, Iāll take the princess for myself.ā
Oliver: āSomeone whoās just in it for themselves canāt play the part of a prince. I wonāt allow Irene to be anyoneās bride and then this will all end.ā
Iām dying over this tug of war and also you tell them, Oliver! Everyone going off script but Oliver is still just, I AM HER FATHER and she wonāt marry any of you losers if you keep this up!
Loki, still looking frustrated: āThen it wonāt end in āhappily ever afterā! Come here, Alice.ā
Loki pulls Alice close and stares into her eyes.
Loki: āHey Alice, youāre my one and only princess. Donāt choose anyone other than me--ā
His arms around my waist tightened and his eyes started wavering.
(Hold on, Lokiās eyes are glowing crimson--)
Alice: āWait, Loki. Are you using magic?ā
Loki, startled: āWhat?ā
Harr: āYouāre correct, Alice.ā
H A R RĀ D A R L I N G !! A wild Harr appears literally out of nowhere, not even with a flash of magic, as if heās been there the whole time! Iām ready for Harr to enter the prince competition!
Harr: āYou must end this at once, Loki. You shouldnāt use too much magic. And you shouldnāt cause such a ruckus in someone elseās home.ā
Loki, going from a shocked expression to his sad one: āO-okay...ā
Loki pouted like a little child for a brief moment and then let go of me.
(Loki always listens to Harr and does what he says.)
Harr looking out for Lokiās well-being like a good guardian T_T Loki loving and respecting Harr enough to do what he says. Love it. Love it so much. This story has me in stitches but now my heart feels super soft lol
Then Harr turned to face me.Ā
Heroic Harr moment~ Alice is enveloped in white light and when it fades, the surroundings change and sheās at--
Scene 5: Blancās house
Alice questions what happened to the castle since this is Blancās house.
Harr, smiling that soft smile: āThat was an illusion created by Lokiās magic. It was a stage intended to be used in a play.ā
Alice: āA play? Wow, and here I thought Iād been dreaming this whole time! Why put on a play?ā
Loki: āWell, do you remember that you mentioned how much you admire princesses in fairytales?ā
She does and she remembers that she had talked to Loki about it.
Loki, looking sad: āI asked everyone to help out so that youād feel like you were a princess. I thought it would make you happy, Alice. Iām sorry if it startled you.ā
(Oh, Loki--)
Oh, Loki ;~; He loves Alice so much and tries to do right by her. He even gathered everyone to help him out (even if they all betrayed him in the end LOL)! My heart!
His sweet words made me blush.
Loki sometimes does very unexpected things but--
I knew that his intentions were always good.
Alice: āI was surprised but it was fun.ā
Alice: āBut more than that, Iām touched you would all go to such efforts to do something like this for me.ā
Loki: āDo you really mean that?ā
Alice: āOf course!ā
Loki, with that happy closed-eye smile: āIām so glad! Youāre the best, Alice!ā
Loki!! Deserves the world, Iām just saying
I let Loki embrace me as I looked around at everyone.
All of them were smiling and their eyes were sparkling.
(Even though Iām not actually a princess in a fairytale--)
(Iām happier than princess could ever be.)
This is so wholesome oh my goodness. I love all the neutral characters together. I think this might only be our second story starring them all like this?
Blanc, smiling: āSince youāre all here, why donāt we have some afternoon tea?ā
Kyle, smiling too: āThat sounds good. Okay, Iāll have some tea and then head back to Red Army headquarters.ā
Ray: āThat reminds me, those cookies you made the other day were delicious. Do you happen to have any left?ā
Oliver: āWe do. I suppose I could give you some.ā
Loki, smiling still: āYay! Harr, you must join us too!ā
Harr, looking distressed: āIs that alright? I wouldnāt want to be a burden to anyone.ā
Me, clutching my chest as I fall out of my chair: I love the happy fluff. I love it so much. Of course Harr wouldnāt be a burden! Blanc, bless him, I love that white rabbit.
Also I love how Blanc kind of ties it all together. The more the merrier! Loki wanted to make Alice happy but he didnāt think he could do it all by himself, so he recruited a lot of other people who loved her too. So lovely! So loving!
The scene fades to white on this last happy moment
It was as if weād all awoken from a pleasant dream.
And we all lived happily ever after.
The End!
Did you like it? This is one of if not my favorite stories! Getting this ECB was a bit of a gamble since we were given no information about it, but fairy tales are my favorite! Iām still positively delighted that this turned out to be Lokiās Alice! Leave it to Loki to try to make Alice the happiest girl in the world, no holds barred!
Also Harr was absolutely the heroic prince in this fairy tale even if he didnāt end up with āthe princessā. In this house we love and cherish Harr Silver. No one does heroic appearances like Harr though so we shouldnāt even be surprised~ But I was still surprised!
Oliver as the King is the greatest thing we have ever gotten in this game and I crave more!
On that happy note, thank you for reading and I hope you enjoyed it! Please come yell with me about this story and Ikerev in general anytime~!
#my ikerev#once upon a time story event#tmblr murdered all my quotation marks so RIP me#this could probably use more editing#but i want it posted today so here we go!#loki genetta#kyle ash#blanc lapin#oliver knight#harr silver#ray blackwell#long post
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