#lmao why was i such a pussy

[loveeari]

i'm bored so im just gna yap abt controversial ships that mostly everyone likes and i can't like because of how overdone overused and non true to canon they are but there socially acceptable because there homosexual. yes im talking about wolfstar and no i don't care how it is the pinnacle for all shipping fandom and blah blah blah

imma be real wolfstar to be brings me the same irritation that dramione brings me like utter despair. i literally can't read a fic if there's a semblance of wolfstar.

i know people are gonna be like, "dOn't ReAd iT tHeN"

ever decent fic i come across its always THAT SAME FUCKING SHIP im sick of it like they can't sirius be shipped with LITERALLY ANYONE ELSE with how sexualized everyone makes both of them out to be actually i would've thought it wouldn't be that hard.

yeah ya'll are weird for making remus this sex god like i can't see it. fuck canon but personailty wise like i don't know. also this god awful mischaracterization of sirius and the need for him to be made at as defenseless is so fucking weird dude like why can't we expand about his family or his relationship with his brother but we can't ever get that because wolfstar gets in the way of everything and then regulus is always fucking james so likeidnfpsurgb[wguw0]n

idk imma keep ranitng abt

also the people that made nymphadora a literal incuabtor for wolfstar baby need to count there days BECAUSE WDYM you couldn't make a decent ass ship work without kidnapping remus's and tonks kid bro. like how weird are yall. if you can't make a fake baby and just give it to them by adoption and have the need to steal it from a canonical couple yall are so fucked in the head sometimes tbh. (anyone that wants to argue with me abt it just block me or ill do it for you idc"

looking at you jegulus shippers which is odd i don't hate jegulus but why is it for every mlm ship to work out you have to destroy a womans characgter to make it work

dead lily

abusive lily

james and lily never worked

lily's a bitch

incubator lily

and on an on it goes isn't that right?

also i hated remus in canon hp for being a grownups adult and couldn't even talk to his best friends kid

"it's so mean that harry doesn't consider remus family"

remus always kept t professional relationship with harry. not harry remus the adult in the situation who's always used being a werewolf to cover all his problems. at least sirius can admit he's fucked straight up and own it.

but yeah sure he's a great character no flaw's always perfect

ughhhh

[marikodraws]

equipping Akechi’s tie to fight Shido 👊🚢

[lxvvie]

horangi who has beef with your cat for no reason

she meows at him whenever he comes home late and he responds with equal attitude

D'aww, it's because your cat adopted him against his will.

Horangi not coming home at his designated time? Cat lecture ensues.

Horangi not waking up when your furbaby wants him to? Bops on the head, biting his nose, and/or anything else to get him out of bed.

Horangi just being Horangi? Impromptu grooming session.

[dejasenti99]

i bite at the hand that feeds me.

[squarebracketsmileyface]

Okay this post about choking got me thinking about Tim and Jay in Sorry, It's Locked again. Specifically about Jay's whole thing with choking (aka it being the thing he has tried/succeeded in forcing Tim/Alex to do to him in those moments where he's been very much not in the right headspace to be having sex in general, let alone kinky sex) and Tim's hesitance around it in general. He doesn't want to be physically rough with Jay, that's just not really his thing, so choking just isn't something he's into. He's happy to make Jay cry, 100%, but he's gonna do that with overstimulation, or by forcing Jay to accept praise or even praise himself, you know? Rather than smacking him or choking him like Jay wants/is used to.

Tim also just feels like the kind of person who knows the risks of choking and has a healthy amount of fear of being choked, or of choking someone else. I don't really know why I feel like he'd know this, maybe he had a hyperfixation of domestic abuse at one point in his life and that little fact about how if someone's partner tries to strangle them the likelihood of their partner murdering them at a later date goes way up made him go down a research rabbit hole about strangling and choking? Idk. For whatever reason, Tim knows a lot about choking/strangulation, so it's one of the things he's like, "yeah, no, that's on my list of things I'll never try, whether I'm giving of recieving it".

Obviously, Jay's got very different feelings about it, and honestly I think that for the most part that's because he doesn't understand the risks of it. I think he thinks he understands the risks, but his knowledge pretty much ends at "well if you do it wrong you could crush someone's windpipe" but he mostly thinks that if you make sure you don't do that, it's more or less safe. Jay's honestly kinda like that with a lot of kink things. He thinks he understands it, he thinks he's doing it right, but he's really not. He thought him and Alex were doing it right. He thought Alex knew what he was doing enough for both of them, then he learned off Alex, but he learned wrong. They both learned together and off each other, and they both learned wrong.

At some point I should probably have Tim realise just how little Jay actually understands kink, but especially choking, since there's a very big plot point that's gonna revolve around choking. It's gonna be the whole reason Tim and Jay go to Benedict hall separately and the whole reason Jay gets shot, you know? So if Tim realises Jay doesn't get choking and why he's scared of doing it, and then explains properly to Jay why it's never something he's gonna try, and then Jay still tries to get him to do it again? The same way he did to Alex in IIAB, the same way he did in chapter 5 of S,IL? That'd be a very valid reason for Tim to go "hey, no, I need some space okay, you can come to Benedict hall with me but stay the fuck away from me until I feel less like punching you in the stomach again."

I do think it'd be nice for them to figure out a compromise, though, something they can do that gives Jay that same woozy feeling the lack of oxygen from choking gives him, but without the choking.

Specifically I'm thinking of them just playing with the submission and control side of it, because that's a thing Tim does like in S,IL. He likes getting Jay to do things for him without him having to 'force' him to (and yeah here and there he does like being able to pin Jay down and 'make him take it' like with their first little foray into shower sex, Jay wanted Tim to stop him from being able to wiggle away when it got 'too much'). So like, the submission and control side of it, with Tim just telling Jay to hold his breath, asking jay to hold his breath, making Jay want to please him and be good by holding his breath himself is something I think Tim would be open to and then enjoy quite a lot. Because that way Jay can just, y'know, breathe if he really needs to, but he'll still get the feeling good of Tim praising him for holding his breath for him if he can hold it as long as Tim wants him to, like "I don't even need to touch you, you're such a good girl that you'll stop yourself from breathing if I ask you to, so eager to please me," and that sort of thing.

Maybe even they go down a sort of "swapping breath" kinda route? Only breathing in each others breaths, which obviously wouldn't be fully oxygen saturated after being breathed out. That'd be kinda cute because y'know, they'd be kissing at the same time, and it wouldn't be something Tim would be against as much because 1. Jay could just breathe through his nose or pull away at any time if he really needs to breathe, and 2. Tim would also be in the same oxygen deprivation boat, so he'd have a feeling for when they both really need to pull apart and breathe properly? Y'know?

Or maybe, if I wanna take it down the route of Tim stopping Jay's breath himself, Tim covering Jay's mouth with his hand and pinching his nose shut between his thumb and the side of his index finger (think I also wrote this in chapter 1 of S,IL? With Jay and Alex but I can't really remember. If I did tho it'd make sense, Alex giving Jay what he wants without revisiting the traumatic memory of the last time he choked Jay during sex (back in uni, chapter five of IIAB)). Still more risky than the other two, because Jay would have to tap out when he needs to breathe rather than just being able to, y'know, breathe whenever he wants to and only relying on his own willpower to keep himself from breathing. But I think Tim would be much more willing to do this than choking. It's still risky, duh, anything that restricts oxygen is, but I think Tim would be more okay with this than choking (but he'd be even more okay with the other two, getting jay to hold his own breath, and only breathing each others breaths while kissing).

Also all I can think of now is the two of them laughing their asses off while they fuck, because Jay breathed out too hard and it made a farting noise against Tim's hand, and now they're both losing it so bad they have to pause before they continue because they can't stop laughing.

[the-pea-and-the-sun]

thinking abt when i was kinda rude to someone on the phone at my fast food job an he called back an told the next person who answered that i "sounded fat". like how did he know

[chiosblog]

'As mechanically inclined as a cage full of hamsters'

I know I dont appreciate much Frankie lol but I quite like his interaction with Murdock here, well I'm actually jealous cause I wanna hang out with Murdock this way too but that's another story

The A-Team 5x01 'Dishpan Man'

[royaltea000]

Drawing Gil with long hair and getting kinda emotional at how much he looks like his father ;w;

[quarks-pussy]

Mirror Kira is something that can actually be so personal

[ashdyke]

pre-shower

[suusoh]

Love doing so much research for something I was never gonna use the information for anyway.

[hauntingblue]

I don't know what to say... everyone got a happy ending except the people who actually wanted a real revolution and had a cause for it... but it's not like we had much of their opinions on this I guess... also no final lez sex scene... tragic

[te-quiero-verde]

I LOVE BEING BRUTALLY HONEST WITH PEOPLE IT FEELS SO GOOD

[the-martyrfication-of-the-matron]

Rando little loser question

[thesmokinpossum]

Litterally my local cops when I call them to mention that it's the second time in less than a month that the same woman show me her genitalia while screaming all sort of insults and threats at me on my own fucking street and that maybe they should refer her to a social worker or a psychiatrist or something

[widevibratobitch]

uh ohhhhhh getting all in my head again aha