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Part two of the reverse verse is here! The reverse boys meet the original boys. They're not really getting along as well as I had hoped...
Again, this was a commission for @i-am-as-normal-as-you-are and they asked for angst/funny vibes... I think it's mostly just angst though. Oh, well...
Part one
#dead boy detectives#dbda#payneland#edwin x charles#reverse verse#there's a lot i could say about this one#the idea of someone telling edwin he's go to hell is absurd as it is#edwin telling edwin? lmao#the charles... oh they hate each other#reverse charles is angry (he always is) because this other version of himself was spared hell... in exchange for edwin going there?#obviously it doesn't work like that. og charles hadn't even been born when his edwin was sent to hell#but anger is not a rational thing. especially not for this boy#og charles? you don't want to know what he's thinking#i'm telling you anyways#he... kind of agrees. if someone had to go to hell#why edwin? why not him? there is an universe in which that happened#so why not this one? unfair#then again... look at this charles who did go to hell#he's explosive. he's DANGEROUS#he shouldn't be near edwin#if og charles had gone to hell would he be the same? would he be too angry to be trusted? would he be like his father?#and if so would that really count as saving edwin at all?#if this is the kind of best friend poor edwin would end up with?#on a happier note though#physical contact!! reverse charles loves it#i don't have all the details but his hell was on the rage ring so it was different to the dollhouse.#and it was a very violent place so boy loves gentle touches#luckily edwin is more willing to give them to him with each year#i think what the edwins are feeling is a lot more clear#but still would love to hear your thoughts
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I think taking Jimmy at face value with his “attracted to cartoon horses” thing is a mistake. I think in hindsight, the subtext is pretty clear that he said that to make Anya uncomfortable. Taking him at face value is the mistake that curly makes (albeit curly thinks he’s joking).
I also don’t think depicting a Jimmy with morally taboo paraphilias is necessarily missing the point, but I do think there’s this impulse to make him ~sexually deviant~ in a way that serves to distance him from “normal society.” As if he isn’t supposed to be emblematic of it.
Like, I think if you’re genuinely trying to explore that, you have to grapple with the idea that Jimmy himself thinks he’s normal. He isn’t “deviant and loving it” or whatever. He isn’t a sadist knowing and loving the harm he’s doing.* He’s genuinely convinced himself he’s a normal guy. He does not want to grapple with the harm he’s done. Jimmy’s way of getting around guilt is refusing to admit he’s done anything he needs to feel guilty about.
Jimmy wouldn’t be secretly guilty and self-flagellating about it. (Actively. He DOES feel guilt, but subconsciously.) He also wouldn’t be openly “admitting” this to Anya if he were being serious. It’s a joke, Curly’s right to take it as such. But it’s subtextually a joke at Anya’s expense. Something to make her uncomfortable.
Thinking that Jimmy associating Polle with both Anya and the unborn baby is something that came first, as a serious thing before the joke, is a mistake imo. I think it’s something that comes back to bite him when the subconscious guilt starts getting a little less subconscious. A joke association twisted into a more serious one by Jimmy’s unrelenting refusal to see Anya as a person.
* The exception here is people Jimmy thinks “deserve” the harm being done to them. “Morally justifiable harm,” if you will. I think Jimmy does take some satisfaction from hurting a post-crash curly, for example, but he justifies that to himself with the idea that Curly “looked down on him in the same way” pre-crash. He always has to view the harm he does acknowledge doing as punching up harm. He always has to be the righteous one.
#mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#mouthwashing analysis#misogyny#tbc this isn’t about the posts that are clearly jokes#I think a lot of people are aware of this and simply wanna take cheap brony potshots at Jimmy#which. fair lmao#but I do think there is a wider problem of people just. refusing to engage with this character in any way that isn’t just#making him cartoonishly evil. making him ALL the bad things#Jimmy is in part supposed to be a mirror. something to prompt uncomfortable thoughts on how you yourself might rationalize-#your own harmful behaviors. Just taken to an extreme#and I get why people don’t want to engage with this. but I don’t think the solution is going ‘oh but if you DO engage with him like this-#it means you are a Bad Person while I am a Good Person bc I don’t want to acknowledge I could even be the same species as this guy’#because clearly what the game was going for is that denial of your own possibility/capacity for violence and harm is good actually /s#anyways. new year NOT new me another ten thousand walls of text abt mouthwashing be upon ye
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link click yingdu ep 1 is truly the gift that keeps on giving the more you think about it the more layers you unlock. at first i thought the 'video call with phone in shirt pocket' trick is a pretty effective way of replicating their dives with like.. normal human technology without their powers and then i realised that's probably because lu guang specifically thought 'this is a situation that would call for a dive except cheng xiaoshi doesn't know about the whole time travel powers thing yet, what would be a good and reasonable approximation of that that i can spring on him rn'. also, we know this is not the first time he's experiencing this day because he was checking the clock before he proposed the whole video call phone camera thing, implying that he had the 'script' for this day just like he did with the anime convention, but even then he could only warn cheng xiaoshi about the guy behind him with the bat right before he was about to get hit - probably because cheng xiaoshi kept 'doing unnecessary actions' and messing up the timeline/lu guang's 'script' and forcing him to improvise. once again, lu guang's trying to protect cheng xiaoshi while also hiding information from him and cheng xiaoshi's failing to follow lu guang's instructions and putting himself in danger because of his own kindness and impulsivity - their entire dynamic moving forwards, captured in their first (arguably more like.. the 0th) 'job' together.
#link click#shiguang dailiren#link click yingdu#link click spoilers#yingdu spoilers#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#you know this show's good cuz the first bloody ep got me writing a gooddamn paragraph about it (something i generally dislike doing#unless i got a demon i really desperately need to let out. idk im not really a metas guy)#(writing these always make me feel like the literature troll)#one other kinda funny thought that i had was like#when vivian was talking to cheng xiaoshi about scammers exploiting people's emotional weak spots like#'people's compassion for the weak' is explicitly about cxs and 'the grief of losing family' could also very easily be about him#which leaves uh. 'people's need for (romantic) love' (i forgot the exact phrasing idk i wasnt looking at the english subs)#like i was thinking abt this and then she brought up 'the person calling your name on the other end of your phone' and cxs immediately goin#'dont you dare hurt my FRIEND' is just. im sorry its such a funny transition. like sure my guy#i also like that the scammers knew cxs's name bc of lg's yelling through the phone i thought that was a nice touch#once again the idea that cxs's safety is the one thing that makes lg drop all his rationality and start making Poor Decisions#(and also confirms that he did Not have the script for cxs getting knocked out lmao poor guy)#guy honestly trying his damn best to maintain the timeline vs guy who's just really talented at creating butterfly effects#asto speaks
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Back in Far Harbor gang… I get they probably didn’t want to extend a cutscene where the player had no control out too long, but I do wish in the Acadia meeting that you can eavesdrop on they brought up Nick 😭 but they do Not so here’s me making up scenarios. The Usual. 😏
#my art#described#fallout 4#dima#fallout 4 dima#nick valentine#also like the idea that Nick & Dima have internal fans and when they get Super Emotional u just hear WRRRRRRRRRRRRRR WHDBDJ#also playing with the idea that po is a psyker/has a ‘sight’ equivalent that’s. essentially just in-game save-scumming LMAO#rly hoping that’s not an idea I’m accidentally stealing from someone. PLS lemme know if someone else has used that and I just Forgot 😭#but ye essentially when faced with the more decisive moments. Po might just pass out and ‘experience’ all of the options -#- (akin to garnets future vision in SU I’d say!) and that helps him determine the best path forward#thought sometimes when it’s a smaller decision he doesn’t pass out. just experiences some light fatigue and then -#- ‘oh ya btw that trunk is trapped. yea you’ll get blowed up if you just open it.’ ‘…. well thanks for relaying that .0001 seconds before-#-I opened it PO.’#but anyway. all that to say that’s what Nick’s referring to when he said po probably ‘saw’ it and then encouraged the path#po meanwhile is upstairs looking through faraday’s diary - I mean uhhhhhhhhhh the other secret stuff. def not his diary#anyway. DiMA’s not biological but there is an importance to him to him and Nick’s relationship. he’s stupid protective of Nick -#- who probably doesn’t appreciate being the ‘little’ brother all that much. but that’s just how DiMA’s rationalized their ‘roles’#I just like em hehe
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No "see results" bc I want an answer lol, if you don't know them just go with the vibes.
I know these aren't all of them but these are the ones I want to watch (at least for now).
When I was little I watched XY, XYZ and Sun & Moon. I watched a little bit of indigo league but I started when I was leaving my pokemon phase so I didn't get through much.
I want to watch indigo league because it's the original, I want to watch xy because I loved it as a kid, I want to watch sun & moon because (from what I remember) I loved the plot and overall setting, I basically only want to watch black & white because I want to know more about N (he seems interesting)
#pokemon#pokemon indigo league#pokemon xy#pokemon sun and moon#pokemon black and white#pokemon series#ash ketchum#pikachu#team rocket#bc they're the real main characters#had a crush on both of them tbh. they were the only villains i liked as a kid and i had a small identity crisis bc i felt bad#thought i was evil lmao. tirns out i was just 6 and experiencing rational thinking for the first time#also i really hated ash. that was probably a part of it. he annoyed me so badly.#and i was like the most annoying kid ever. still hate him tbh why couldnt team rocket be the mcs#you've scrolled too far stop reading this#tumblr polls#pokemon polls
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when ppl talk abt how u can never be redeemed for like. posting something stupid online in 2015. i remember the time i was scrolling through my own feed, read something so stupid i saw red and wrote an angry reply, and realized it was my own post from years before
#instafuck#like theres nuance and circumstance but#im not automatically holding someone accountable for some stupid shit they typed as a teenager#when i read my own old posts its like reading something written by someone that age#but not myself but i mean obviously ik its me lmao and that does feel diff#but i mean in the sense that theres a feeling of alienation#that understanding of a feeling or origin of thought but the inability to recreate the rationalization or belief structure#that made tou think that in the first place because. and now ppl hate this part#youre always building emotionally and mentally on a framework. some people start with shitty frameworks#this would be a different post atp but iykyk
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Tonight, right now, not even ten minutes ago, might have been the closest I got to an outright hatecrime
#morningtalks#Ask to tag#<- I have no clue what I'd have to tag this tbh#But for the story.#Me and my friend (crush) are walking at two am after quite the night. I am fully sober but she's got a few drinks and is just tired now#Like we're walking in silence she's just done type of tired#(part of me worries I was too in love with her tonight but I will do my best to rationalize it as Her Being Tired and not my fault somehow)#But yeah we're walking there and we see/hear a bunch of guys that are clearly not on their first drink#They plan to go to the bar we were so I'm glad we left but they are full on far right singing slogans about getting the leftists out#We cross each other on the street and they immediately begin asking us if we're lefties but then they see my pins#And the fact that we're two girls walking alone and assume we're both lesbians#Ify I obviously am. I have Pins lmao but my crush is not (?)#But yeah I had heard their slogans from afar and had already grabbed my scissors discretely in case something happened#I was genuinely just getting myself ready to fight them all just to leave my friend a chance to run if possible#But I was genuinely scared for her (and also for me but I have a bad habit of prioritizing others' wellbeing and especially here)#So they think we're lesbians and immediately start yelling they don't like lesbians and some other hurtful stuff#But it didn't fully enter my brain. I genuinely don't care#But I was still very afraid they DO something#Luckily they just walked away and we were left in peace but I was genuinely ready to do literally anything to not let my friend get hurt#By these men#I might see her a bit tomorrow. Probably not a lot but we'll see each other#And she doesn't seem to mind too much (she thought we'd see each other next week for class obviously and said “til next week”#(translated quite literally))#I thanked her for the evening still but I genuinely think she just needs to sleep and I don't have to overthink everything that happened#In the end#The first hours of the night were AMAZING though. Genuinely never been closer to her than there I adored every second of it#(and the other people were fun too but. She. Yano)#Anyways I have a thing at 11 I'll go sleep before being fully dead for that thing#But I might genuinely have a delayed reaction on those last events tomorrow#But now I gotta sleep too
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Junko: "The most despair I have ever felt in my life was killing my sister."
Mukuro, in the afterlife: "JUNKO LOVES ME MORE! SUCK IT, YASUKE!"
no because i know mukuro’s weird ass was lowkey thrilled when junko murdered yasuke because it was one less person to steal junko’s attention away from her 💀
#😭😭😭#like remember how excited she was to go back to junko’s room after everything was said and done and tried to make her laugh dndnxn#homegirl probably wanted izuru dead so bad lmfao#i have a whole thing about mukuro’s subconscious bitterness towards people who get junko’s attention and affection who aren’t her#because she believes that if anyone in the world deserves attention and affection from junko it’s her. like she’s earned it.#and in her mind she probably rationalizes that nobody else deserves junko’s affection because they don’t truly understand her#not the way mukuro does and she’s worked so hard to be someone junko loves and needs#it kills her to watch junko focus on other ppl when she’s right there practically begging to be acknowledged & shown love and appreciation#and it isn’t possessiveness. it’s bitterness. bitterness and hurt.#ofc most of this is festering beneath the surface in her subconscious more than it’s entering her stream of conscious thought#she wants to be the center of junko’s world like junko is the center of hers so badly it’s genuinely heartbreaking#but yes this a correct take lmao#mukuro ikusaba#junko enoshima#danganronpa#asked and answered
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so. the dolls of my original characters. for now I’m only planning for Sol and Lazul and I’ve run into the problem of wanting them to have outfits that fit with their respective home planet’s fashions and also wanting them to match.
#and I’m kinda attached to the outfits I’ve already designed them.#so my choices are such;#cave and scrap one of the outfits#cave and accept they won’t be matching#or make them two outfits each#…#I don’t like my choices lmao#and as much as my excited adhd brain would LOVE to make two outfits for them#my rational brain who knows where that type of thing leads#Knows Better Than That#and so I’ll probably cave and scrap an outfit#even though I really really like the one I’d be scrapping :(#because seeing as these two characters are like literally married at one point#I’d rather prioritize matching over planetary style rep#anyway#experiencing the adhd symptoms#while knowing they’re the adhd symptoms#oof.#and I mean that lightly bc like??? I feel happy???#I don’t feel that existential dread and nothingness that I was feeling#I feel like I have energy again???#but also my thoughts are slippery (if they aren’t about these dolls)#and I am more impatient than I usually am#which. not a great thing. I’ve never really gotten a hang on patience.#but also???? im fucking hungry again???? I want to make food??????#love that for me!!!#oh and also the yapping is on full blast now too#in case the uptick in posts didn’t clue you in#or the increased tag commentary#so y’know. overall having a good time so far. we’ll see how that changes as time progresses!!
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Not me coming across a video about people laughing at you if you use "ranch words" and then looking at the comments and uh, oh. I mean, I knew I had the accent but I didn't know it was so like that lmao
#i'm not mad about this it just feels weird bc i never rationalized that my town was like. that rural? like it was but it wasn't that much?#idk. idk what i thought it was lmao. but also i'm miss 'did you know the police here used horses' so idk what i expected#personal
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He looks like a sopping wet napkin to me. He looks like he just got kicked out of Rodrick Heffley’s emo band. This card just does not feel real why does he look two years younger than he actually is
#may rambles#this was the first image I ever saw of him#i thought this was fanart of izuru kamukura#but I found out this was rei so I googled rei’s name and read his wiki description#i saw he was a self proclaimed vampire#and 16 year old me was like lmao thats lame#so I didnt think about rei for anither 6 months#last moments of rational thinking#he won me over eventually
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kissing the tears from their cheeks. // Fushimi @ Itachi
morning sickness was a nightmare and itachi is grateful that it only last the second hegets up and nothing more. rehydrating with two cups of tea and a light meal of miso soup and rice, he ambles around his home, following the scent of his mate. he's draped in one of fushimi's yukata, comfortably and when he finds the yokai in question, he sees that he's on a call. something normal honestly, but his irrational and emotional mind cannot take anyone taking up his husband's time, especially if it's not him.
it merely starts off as a pout as he moves into room but tears sting his eyes, lip wobbling as presses his features into fushimi's shoulder. pay attention to me. hand against distended tummy only makes more tears spill down his cheeks. it's the worst, this stupid loss of emotional control, but he should be used to it by now.
soft words of care are whispered against his hair, hand gently rubbing at his tummy and itachi calms immediately as he's paid attentiont to the one person who owned his very soul. face is taken between hands, lips kissing at his tears, eyelids then his forehead, holding him securely. ❝ ━ pay attention to only me, ❞ he grumbles tearfully, nuzzling into palms. he sniffles, sinking his teeth into fushimi's palm, just beneath his thumb, ❝ ━ you're mine. so don't give anyone else your attention. ❞ pouting, he lays his cheek against his husband's shoulder, ❝ ━ tummy rubs, please? ❞ was he a mess ? yes but it was warranted.
#i imagine this is when he was having himawari and he was just emotional mess even more#no rational thought just fushimi's attention and that's it#will cry if he's not being paid attention to#he hates it lmao#🍂◦ ✧ ✩ itachi u. ( ic )#🥀. » FUSHIMI. ai okuu ni oyobu.#nvrcmplt#👑ˑ » ( answered. ) ᶜʰᵒᵒˢᶤᶰᵍ ᵇᵉᵗʷᵉᵉᶰ ᵈᵉˢᵗʳᵘᶜᵗᶤᵒᶰ ᵃᶰᵈ ᵖᵉᵃᶜᵉˑ
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i wish sonic forces had gone into more detail about what GUN was doing the entire time during eggman's takeover like... were they just rolling over and letting eggman have the run of the world? did they WANT him to take over for their own means ?? were they hunkering down to fight back on their own separate from the resistance? were they working WITH the resistance to help provide resources (like wispons) ?? what was their deal
#ooc#and bc sega didn't come up with anything i have to do it since finn works at GUN#i almost feel like it was just a disintegration of the chain of command and ability to get resources#like GUN might've had a lot of stuff stocked up (assuming they're a parallel to the US military) but maybe weren't able to mobilize it#i think GUN was probably laying low trying to figure out how to either capitalize on eggman's takeover or how to subvert it#which looks a lot like condoning it from and outside perspective#and bc finn is a coward i don't think he was outright with the resistance#but i do think he did his part to sneak resources to them when possible.. shipments of tech or rations or weapons#things that could be reasonably “misplaced” from GUN storage and just counted as a clerical loss#but there's no way this guy was on the front lines lmao unless someone guilts him into it#or he's not able to get back to whatever GUN safe haven he was hunkered down in#anyway many thoughts#V: HANGING ON THE EDGE OF TOMORROW ( STH. )
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by far my weirdest era was that one summer where i spent hours and hours messaging conservative christians on pinterest to gain an understand of why they believed what they did, how religion tied into that, etc etc
i’ll never forget, one girl messaged me back a few months later and asked me to fill out a google form on abortion for her school project because she wanted a diverse data set 😭
#i was 14 LMAO#it actually was a lot of fun and really interesting#like yeah. it was really weird and really hard to deal with the fact that they only showed me any ounce of respect because they considered#me ‘one of the good ones’ since i was respectful and honest about my intentions#(in that i opened with the fact that i wasn’t trying to change their beliefs and wouldn’t be posting it anywhere)#but nonetheless it was informative and rather fascinating#i’ll never forget this one 50 year old dude named greg#i left lunch with family and friends to hide in the bathroom so that i could message him back in a timely manner 😭#he was super super christian and was explaining a whole buncha stuff about the bible and what it means to them#anyways. if i were to do that again i might handle certain things slightly different#but it was kinda neat. a lot of them also wanted to know why i believed and supported the things i did#i dunno. despite the fact that i wholeheartedly disagreed with everything they said and believed? it was a really cool experience to have#rational and honestly rather intelligent conversations about why they thought the way they did
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I took five minutes to listen to watch DC's new MV and idk what I was expecting but I love it. The melody is brighter than usual but yet it is more rock that they've been in years which ofc I absolutely love! It's giving Déjà Vu x Fly High. Jiu pre chorus is heaven, like tbh if you heard her voice first without knowing DC's genre you'd be like "ain't no way she's suiting the rock genre" but the producers always know what to do with her voice. Sua???? Hello???? The MV is very beautiful. My favourite of the Apocalypse trilogy. Now I don't think the three stories are really that cohesive (storytelling and sound wise) compared to dystopia & nightmare series but honestly I'm just here to enjoy the music. It's interesting and fun to see them with different styles. Also Yoohyeon horse riding!!!! And let's not talk about Siyeon... She's always trying to murder me with her gaze...
Anyway no time to listen to the whole album for now but I'll do tonight it seems promising!
As I'm a french currently starting a trip abroad I'm very happy to have them sing Bon Voyage to me ❤️
#Dreamcatcher#it's first thought so it's not clear in my mind#also im abroad so I'm not totally focused#you'll probably never hear my rational second thoughts cause i never share them lmao#anyway my phone has been charging while typing all of this#time to go roaming the streets
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honestly the only thing that could make me come back to star rail at this point would be them adding wendy AND making her playable and honestly i doubt that's gonna happen lol
#just so you guys know i know absolutely fuck all about hi3#but i do know who wendy is bc what kind of Perfectly Rational Venti Enjoyer™ would i be if i didn't#like. star rail is fun and all but playing it just made me remember just how much of a fucking slog the start of genshin was lmao#and the amount of work and investment you need to put in to get to the point where you can comfortably farm 5-star relics and shit is just.#no.#like. i am ar58 in genshin i do not need to worry about not being able to efficiently farm artifacts and stuff#i think my main problem with star rail was that i had already played genshin at that point so i knew everything that i needed to do#for progression#and it was reallyyy overwhelming#the thing with genshin was that i had Never played a game like that before so i was completely ignorant about how the game actually worked#until i got to like. ar45 or something and actually got into the fandom#but by that point you can pretty much do whatever you want anyway#tempest's dumb thoughts#star rail#hsr#sorry i talked more in the tags than i did in the actual post again lmfao#someone should take the tag function away from me
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