#this would be a different post atp but iykyk

[jackkal]

when ppl talk abt how u can never be redeemed for like. posting something stupid online in 2015. i remember the time i was scrolling through my own feed, read something so stupid i saw red and wrote an angry reply, and realized it was my own post from years before

[oddity-shifts]

hi everyone , my name is oddity .

this is just going to be an intro post to me !!

basic info ;

names : oddity / diora

pronouns : she / shem / they

became a shifter : 2020

have i shifted : not yet

i am alternative and queer i’m kinda awesome

desired realities ;

(in chronological order from first to most recent)

camp camp : i don’t remember too much about it, honestly,, but i was a camp counselor? LOOLOL

panic! at the disco : high school student with ryan ross and the band and then we get big!!

the umbrella academy : it’s too long to even summarize but trying to, i’m a robot who was created to try to give robots human emotions that worked too well

harry potter : become best friends with the twins and uhh yeah facts

better cr : self explanatory !!! there are many differences but they’re rlly personal LOLOL

shifting journey ;

i learned about shifting in 2020 and instantly made a script. this was where there was a LOT of misinformation and so i never once doubted shifting, just myself. i was working on this camp camp dr every night and one time i got SO close to shifting, i felt like i was sinking into my bed, it was truly bizarre and amazing and ever since then i knew that shifting was real. as i fell out of camp camp i began to make very ROUGH scripts on discord, i think i had a mha dr? but after that i began to fully trust my subconscious. i wouldn’t write anything down i would just think it and go “my subconscious got me”. in about 2022 i fell off with shifting, sort of. i stopped putting effort towards it and i stopped feeling like i NEEDED to escape, so i just kind of went “if i shift i shift if i don’t i don’t”. but in winter 2023 i got really into shifting again, making my p!atd dr. once, i was really close shifting with that too. i scripted that when i shift in i can hear ryan in the kitchen getting drinks and making breakfast, and i fucking heard a microwave. i got excited and opened my eyes and i didn’t shift. i recently (atp three month ago) got super into harry potter again and decided to make a dr!! i’ve never felt so connected to my dr before and i truly know im going to shift soon.

biggest struggle currently ;

my current struggle is definitely missing my s/o. i have never shifted, but i miss him like crazy. i do, and i feel weird bc ive never even met him!! and iykyk, it isn’t even a like “man i wish this guy was real! he’s my fav character!” it’s “i miss him. i miss his voice. i miss his laugh.” and it drives me nuts. i know soon i will shift but im just longing for him.

why tumblr ;

i’ve been on shiftok for five years and i’m lowk fed up with it. i’ve been on shiftblr for a few months now as a lurker and i want to make my own diary. i do use other socials for shifting but all of those are more so shifting content and less of shifting entries if that makes sense !! ever since joining shiftblr and shifting reddit i’ve learned so much more that’s been altering my mindset and it’s honestly amazing

socials ;

pprettyoddity - tiktok

weresostxrving - twt

shiftingoddity - insta

sleepwalkcap - pinterest

i’ll be making posts expanding on a lot of what’s mentioned but uhh yeah !!!