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Apparently this blog is 8 years old so happy birthday to it (only 18 days late shhh) this blog has been so inactive for so long but I decided I wanted to bring it back to life
The last few years have been just a dumpster fire, so I've decided to put my foot down stop feeling sorry for myself and work on my hobbies again
So
I just got back from Japan and I got a couple of doll things (I'm so excited to put these eyes in my girl) I plan to restring her and replace her eyes and I want to start sewing again and make her some new outfits, I've actually started embroidery and have gotten pretty good at is so I'm excited to bring everything together!
Anyways I plan to start posting more as well as post lil stuff to youtube for fun as well <3
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hey guys!
so i know ive been awol for a long time and then asked for some requests which i never finished or posted which was weird of me ngl.
i realized that this isnt what i wanted to do a few months ago. i've come to terms with the fact that this fandom isnt something i wanna be apart of. its just caused so much chaos and its really not healthy for the most part.
there are some really solid people that ive gotten to know (some more than others) so im gonna do a little tribute.
@mattslolita: lilly is one one the purest people i know. not pure as in virgin mary but pure in the sense that she never sees the bad in people. we really dont deserve her on plant earth.
@muwapsturniolo: peaches is my favorite writer on this fucking app. shes just a real ass bitch and she's inspired me in alot of ways and im really grateful that i came across her account.
@patscorner: pat pat is like my annoying ass younger sibling that i want to pimp slap daily but i love them regardless and they helped me make the acc that im mainly on now so big ups pat pat
im not gonna deactivate because i want my writing to still be out into the interverse but im not posting here anymore.
love you guyssss
(side note: @thisisntmattsturniolo lia is just always there lol. she reads every fic, comments, reblogs. we never talked but shes always shown love on cottoncandyswisherz and she seems like a loyal ass person so i just wanna shoutout to matts slutty girlfriend <3)
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Father Figure Snape To Fred And George Weasley Snippets
Snape originally hated the twins, with a passion. Seeing nothing but James in them. These pair of students who wanted to cause chaos and destruction. That goofed around, were Casanovas, and over all a burden to him
But as time went on, he started to see alot more Lilly in them. He noticed them be there for the younger kids. Making rules on who to prank and who to not prank. They even apologized when a joke went too far. They had a moral code, and a clear passion for potions. They weren’t James, and they weren’t Lily either. They were their own beings, and he admired it
He had to keep up his scary aesthetic, for a number of reasons, so he tried to hide his fatherly affection from public eye. But he would slip up, now and again. And it was REALLY noticeable during Umbridges time. Given she was out for blood at the twins
Rumor has it that he was the one to even unlock the closet that had their brooms in, when she took them away from the twins, so that they could make their grand escape from school. There is no proof, besides some strange slashes at the lock on the closet. As if someone made multiple slashes.
Don’t lie. Molly is a good mom, but was verbally abusive. Especially at the twins. One of his ways to show his fatherly affection was that no matter what, he never raised his voice at them. Even when in class. When he had to yell, he made sure to make it clear it was either at a certain person or the class as a whole. So the twins didn’t have to be scared
When Snape passed on, that’s when the twins could be open about his affection. Knowing he wouldn’t be at risk of any punishment for it. They named him after muggle candy they make even, to let him have pride in his muggle blood. Along with other cute things. Like named his favorite flavor after him. Much like how they sold muggle things, in honor of their dad, they would even make mini potion kits for the honor of Snape
Snape 100% would talk to the twins about muggle things, and it was mentally healing for him. These two red heads that were so fascinated by muggle things, and ready to hear him about it. He’s able to see hope for the first time in a long while. To heal. To have some pride in his muggle blood, and comfort in the fact he had these pranksters genuinely be super invested
He even went as far as to be involved in pranks with the twins. Especially at Umbridge. It was healing to be part of the making of pranks, and even didn’t mind when the twins pranked him. Because the twins respected his trauma, and never did anything super extreme. Like they normally would. Silly things, like muggle pranks. Like invisible ink, and rather harmless jokes. Snape never got hurt by them, and it was comforting to know he could be treated normal like that. Normal, and with out pain
Snape so taught them how to perform muggle pranks, and no wizard was able to escape them. Given it’s a muggle thing, so they had no way to know what to expect. Made Snape hold pride in his half blood
Snape is able to be a little more sane, all because of the twins, and he makes sure that it’s known when he passes. That the twins are in his will, and inherited his things. Spinners End would end up becoming like a muggle summer home. That it’s now a home for joy, for the next bundle of Weasley kids, compared to pain that his family had. There was love in that house
It becomes a good safe haven, for George, when he needs to process Fred’s death. Which is very important for him. Somewhere different, but still familiar at the same time. Just away from it all. Somewhere safe, and in the muggle world. Away from anything that reminded him of Fred, but still a comfort of someone familiar. The man that helped raise them
Snape, in general, was a dad to all the Slytherin’s. Duh. So it catches the dorm off guard at seeing the twins inside now and again. When a party isn’t being thrown
Father figure Snape to Fred and George is my blood fuel. Thank you. One of the few students to ever get perfect grades in potion class, while still being goofballs
Probably one of the last few things Snape did, before the Dumbledore Moment was go to the Weasley Shop. To tell them in person he was proud, and maybe even show support in buying something. The twins, unaware, that these were the final acts of a dying man
George would also tell Daniel how much he reminded him of Snape, and that it wasn’t a bad thing. Happily sharing with him those special moments with the newest potion master to be
Snape was there for the moments Molly couldn’t, and uh. Yeah. That’s the post. Fight me. Father Snape
#harry potter#harry potter magic awakened#hpma#magic awakened#severus snape#professor snape#Snape#snape content#Fred and George Weasley#Fred Weasley#George Weasley#weasley twins#dad snape#father figure#hp#hp fandom#harry potter headcanon#snape headcanon#severus snape headcanon#fred weasley headcanons#george weasley headcanon#Fred Weasley headcanon#George Weasley headcanons#weasley wizard wheezes#weasley family#weasley siblings#Snape was the Weasley twins dad#Daniel page#hpma Daniel#hp magic awakened
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🐈⬛🎃introduction🎃🐈⬛
updated 28/9/24
English is my 4th language I rely on Google translate alot sorry if I get things wrong (Korean, mandarin, Cantonese then English)
I also speak Japanese and Thai not quite fluent yet but close
only follow me if your part of the ed or sh community I don't want to expose this to anyone else
I post alot of really dark shit about my childhood and whatnot. it's not happy it's depressing but this is my place to exist in a relatively safe way
do not report I'm not pro just pro recovery for everyone I'm just not ready yet but when I am I'll get professional help
DNI if you are homophobic/transphobic fatphobic racist or ana coach
my name is Lilly (not my actual name)
I'm 19
I use she/her/they pronouns
lesbian with a loving gf of 3 years🥰
I have depression, anxiety, BPD, ADHD, and autism (all diagnosed) and ed
pro recovery for everyone
I'm last time I checked 36.2kg BMI 15.5 and im 153cm
ballet is my passion (I go to school for that)
I was adopted at birth by a Korean mother and Chinese father (rip I miss you)
I'm from Scotland
I'm pretty ok at art
pro LGBT and pro choice
sex positive
I love kpop and nu metal
my favourite kpop group is twice and my bias is Sana
my favourite metal band is Korn
I'm an ex-taekwondow national team member
and current national ballet member
personal tag is #네네
meal logs tag is 네네 meals
ed tags #네네's ed #네네's 3d
feel free to interact with me but don't be creepy I'll just block you.
anyway I hope I can make some friends who understand what it's like with an ed ☺️
my dms are open if anyone needs someone to talk to. if you have any questions feel free to ask
my backup account is @little-lilly-cat
#ed not ed sheeran#네네's 3d#네네's ed#tw ed diet#ed#disordered eating thoughts#tw disordered eating#self h@rm#네네#ed rant#f@st1ng#f@sting#tw 3d vent#low cal restriction#3ating d1sorder#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#self haarm#$h tumblr#$hblr#$elf h4rm#$elf harm#depressing shit#se1f h4rm#988blr
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OC questionnaire
Thank you for the tags Here, here and Here by @the-golden-comet, @the-ellia-west and @willtheweaver. sorry for being late >~<
My questions:
1. What is one hobby you have that may surprise others? 2. What is one possession that you would not part with under any circumstances? 3. What is one supernatural ability you wish you had? 4. Who do you trust the most? 5. Where would you like to live, if you could choose? 6. What keeps you motivated 7. How much water do you drink on average? 8. Favorite phase of the moon and why? 9.Who's your favorite person and why?
Lets get started!
1. What is one hobby you have that may surprise others?
Lilli: "I weave. People aways find that surprising 'cause my hands are soft."
Tira: "uh... I play the guitar! I don't come off very musical, though."
Camellia: "Singing." *Lilli laughs* "What?! Cheverouse likes it too."
Erain: "Hobbies? man... Its not really a hobby, but I dooo bake."
2. What is one possession that you would not part with under any circumstances?
Lilli: "this pendant. It's the only thing i have from my mother."
Tira: "hmm... oh! Probably this
Camellia: "don't be ridiculous."
Erain: "one thing? Practically, the E.S.K- but if we're talking personal belongings, this little doodle that my baby sister drew before i left. I keep it right here, in my shirt pocket. For good luck."
3. What is one supernatural ability you wish you had?
Lilli: "healing."
Tira: "Flight! well, i guess its not really a wish anymore."
Camellia: "Foresight, i guess."
Erain: "healing. by far the most useful, in my eyes."
4. Who do you trust the most?
Lilli: "...Millie, my sister."
Tira: "the most? mmm... Lilliwiess is a contender, for sure. I think she's number one, actually."
Camellia: "is 'myself' an acceptable answer? no? fine... i guess anyone in my squad, then."
Erain: "Jayson. He's a good leader."
5. Where would you like to live, if you could choose?
Lilli: "with Tira, so probably Eastern tarn."
Tira: "With Lilli! ...she said with me, didn't she."
Camellia: "er... i dunno. home? I've never thought about it."
Erain: "Northern or eastern tarn. actually, Kjerag might not be too bad...hmmm."
6. What keeps you motivated?
Lilli: "my squadmates."
Tira: "My unborn sister. or brother, i don't know, actually. I'll get to see them once I graduate here... I cant wait."
Camellia: "spite." *Tira and Lilli both laugh.* "of these two fuckers. i swear."
Erain: "Family. gotta keep pushin' for them, y'know? its the least i can do after everything they've done for me."
How much water do you drink on average?
Lilli: "uh... alot. im not sure. I drink when I'm thirsty and after sparring, so..."
Tira: "oh, probably... 4 liters? rough estimate? that feels like alot, is that a lot? I'm probably totally wrong."
Camellia: "fuck if i know."
Erain: "based on the amount of excercise we do as knights, probably alot. i'd say alot, though, mabye somewhere in the ballpark of 3-ish liters."
Favorite phase of the moon and why?
Lilli: "mmm... Full. its majestic."
Tira: "...I dont like the moon, actually. it.. has some bad memories. so New moon, i guess?"
Camellia: "probably half moon. I was born under a half moon."
Erain: "Half moon, mostly for practical reasons... it gives light on a good night. Plus, it's damn pretty to admire."
Who's your favorite person and why?
Lilli: "Tira. why is this a question?"
Tira: "...Why is this a question...? my answer's obviously Lilliwiess, but..."
Camellia: "favorite person? fuck me... Cheverouse isnt too bad."
Erain: "uhhhh.... My baby sister. she's just... so cute."
Your questions:
What's your favorite letter? do you read? if so, what's your favorite book? Who's your favorite Least-favorite person?
Tagging(gently):
@wyked-ao3 @aesthetic-writer18 @emilynotfound @agirlandherquill +open tag
#writing#writeblr#writers on tumblr#writerscommunity#writers of tumblr#creative writing#writers#oc wip#oc#sunset things
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More fairytail next gen:
-Natsu and Lucy have 6 children, yes that's alot and the reason behind it is simple: I don't know when to stop lol.
So there's Nash, the oldest, Nashi, Luna, and then triplets; Fuyu, Aki, and Haru.
The reasons I added the triplets are because I thought it would be neat since Natsu's name means summer, that the triplets' names could be the other three seasons. Fuyu is winter, Aki is autumn, and Haru is spring. So I wanted to keep the popular next generation ideas (Nash, Nashi, Luna) and add my own, so I just uh gave them six kids :3 indecisive? Just pick all duh. If you think I'm indecisive about this, just wait until I ramble about their magic...
-Jellal and Erza have four kids. Reiki, Rose, Emi, and Erin. Reiki and Nash are pining for each other painfully ofc.
-Gajeel and Levy have four children as well. Gail, Lin, and twins Lilly and Lyle.
-Gray and Juvia have five children. Storm, Kaito, Raine, and twins Yuki and Aomi. I love gruvia angst so I've decided that Gray wasn't ready to be a father because Gray is emotionally constipated as we know, he's slow to show affection so when Juvia announced she was pregnant he immediately was thrown off. He doesn't like change, it took him forever to admit he even loved Juvia aloud, and now they were having a kid?
He talked to Erza about his negative feelings towards being a father, because Juvia was ecstatic and he felt guilty feeling such a way. Erza told him that he may feel this way now, and that's fine, but surely when the baby comes, it'll change.
It didn't at first. He didn't get that beautiful spark with a baby as Storm came into the world, he felt nothing but dread and barely held his son. He felt awful about it too.
And then one day while Juvia was resting and he was cradling him to keep him from screaming, he just stared down at his little face, his big eyes staring into his, and Storm smiled.
He smiled at him.
It was his first time smiling, and it was at him. And he felt the spark. He blinked and suddenly a wave of euphoria washed over him. He held his son a bit closer and right then he finally felt like a dad.
As the second one came, the dread he felt was smaller, the initial shock of another baby burned him, but he didn't feel his cold fear as strongly as he did with storm, and by the third and twins? It was gone, he was happy to be a dad. He felt guilty knowing originally he didn't truly want kids, and he'd never tell any of his kids about it.
-Cana has one daughter named Camila, the father is unknown.
-Laxus and Freed have two kids; Reijin (Rei) and Freya.
-Wendy and Chelia have a daughter named Sora.
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Other guilds:
-Sabertooth
Rogue, Sting, and Yukino have three children, a set of Twins; Kuro and Shiro, and a daughter named Celeste.
Minerva adopted a child named Meive.
That's all for now :3
#fairy tail next generation#fairy tail#nalu#gruvia#gale#stingue#fraxus#wendy x chelia#idk their ship name#single mom cana has my heart#jerza#gruvia angst also has my heart#just wait theres more muhahaha
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Mimzy with a male darling, like engaged when they were alive? Like their dynamic is like Roger Rabbit and Jessica Rabbit?
Mimzy x male!Reader ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥
ׂׂૢ pairing : Mimzy x Reader
ׂׂૢ CW: Not proofread, Lilly has never seen these two characters and has little idea of what he's doing
𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠. . .
♪ When you finally join her in hell after a few years of her passing, she immediately runs into your arms while she starts blabbering and talking on and on about you and to you while spinning you around.
"oh my darling sweet husband! I knew you'd come back to me; you're not hurt right? Come here, Handsome, let me have a look at you."
♪ it would be hard to be shorter than her so she grabs you by the hem of whatever shirt you're wearing and pulls you down before peppering your face in tiny kisses.
♪ You both show each other off in different ways however, You having a more; innocent and doting husband thing going on showing mimzy off like she's an Angel that lost its way and ended up in hell, You seem and are absolutely smitten still even after years of marriage even in the human realm. Mimzy drags you around and introduces you to every face she can find, every regular or not, the staff everyone has seen your face and the nervous wave you do; she goes on and on about how wonderful and handsome and absolutely adorable! The cutest little thing to wander into her loving arms
♪ she takes care of most of the social interaction since you seem very, skittish but in an endearing way! You're just there to sit pretty and love her and you're absolutely going to do that; her hand is always in yours while talking to people, turning to you to see your opinion on something or waiting for you to say anything; oh how she absolutely loves hearing your voice! Especially when you're turning into putty in her hands; eyes lidded and a cheeky smile while Mimzy coos and dotes on you.
♪ loves singing with you and around you, you always look at her like she's a goddess gracing you with her divine presence and she basks in it, pulling you with her while she sings your favorite songs at the top of her lungs; her absolute favorite thing to perform for you is your wedding song, it brings her right back to the day you both proclaimed your ever lasting love for each other and tied the knot.
♪ is quite frankly always around you, you're so cute and fun and very good company; she just couldn't stay away if she tried she just loves her hubby so much! Expect alot of kisses and sweet words.
♪ is 100% defending you whenever and you do the same for her, not one bad word shall be uttered about either of you while one of you is present or mimzy will rip them a new one and you'll get on their ass verbally, you're both each other's guard dogs
♪ you get favoritism at her lounge, free drinks and food; vip seating areas you name it she'll do it for you, anything for her darling husband. You get everything you'd like from her in and out of her work place, this however has caused you issues with Patrons before and she just kicks them out and bans them; shouting at them like they just did the most heinous and unspeakable thing in hell while you stand behind her with a blush on your cheeks and the tips of your ears looking nervous and feeling bad you lost her money; she quickly kisses that silly thought out of your head
♪ quite domestic and wifey at home, you both cook meals together while dancing and singing in the kitchen, cleaning together; baking something and throwing flour at each other as you laugh so hard you kneel over in pain. She often asks you to play with her hair, you add little braids or brush it, anything you do with your hands on her head will likely have her napping in your lap as you chuckle at her peaceful expression; her brows finally not knitted together and her shoulders untensed her eyes fluttering before her breathing steadies
♪ she's just so happy and lucky to have her sweet husband back; the love of her life as well as afterlife
Authors note : this was short.. And kinda bad— but I tried some new stuff I hope it's okay..
Taglist : @ihavetoomanyfictionalcrushes @k1y0yo
#hazbin hotel x reader#hazbin x reader#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel imagine#mimzy x reader#mimzy hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel mimzy
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Clementine HC's -> S1 - S4
reminder, these have no basis in canon, i simply like the character and have hc's for either my own writing, fun or comfort. minus the bisexual part, given clem is canonically bisexual and that makes me. so very happy.
This will contain obvious spoilers for TWDG S1-S4
Character Related
Clementine is autistic and sometimes struggles with tone, and taking things literally.
Clementine has a special interest in walkie-talkies and other devices, often dismantling them to see how they work - similar to her father whose an engineer.
Prior to being attacked by Sam the dog in season 2, Clementine has a phobia of dogs already, specifically big dogs. She did have a cat that she found in her yard one day and talked her parents into keeping him.
While not a special interest, Clementine enjoys cars and vehicles.
Clementines hat is a comfort item in the same vein a teddy bear might be for young children.
During season 1, Clementine had a small crush on Duck, during Season 2, she had a somewhat crush on Sarah but didn't know the word for it but also a deep friendship, Season 3-4 is when she's officially come to terms with her bisexuality (and polyamory because she has two hands she can have both Louis and Violet. Okay? Okay.)
Clementine mimics Lee alot when taking care of AJ.
Relationships - Familial / Friends
Clementine and Lee develop a deep father-daughter like bond with Lee making sure Clementine is safe long after his death - this is something she uses with AJ and mimics a lot of Lee's behaviors with those around her.
During Season 1, while not super close, Clementine developed a somewhat older sister figure in Lilly. This died along with Carley when Lilly killed her.
Prior to Marlon's demise and betrayal, Clementine enjoyed his company and considered him a friend.
As mentioned prior, Clementine was very close to Sarah during Season 2 (at least in my game, because she reminded me so much of my own sister) and the two act as a support system with Clementine trying to understand her anxiety and teaching her how to defend herself. The two made matching flower rings and Clementine keeps hers in a pocket despite it now becoming withered and dead.
Clementine has a few people that she considers actual family, this being; Lee, Christa, Omid, Kenny and AJ. While he closest friends would of been: Duck, Sarah, Luke, Jane, Marlon, Ruby and Javier (at least in my game)
Relationships - Romantic
Polycule situation between Louis, Clem and Violet, the three often act as a family with Clementine being in the middle - similar to Lee, her priority is AJ's safety and her partners respect that.
Clementine had small crushes on a few people, nothing ever serious for various reasons, but personally I feel like Clementine falls harder for people (Louis and Violet) and is very sentimental when it comes down to people shes in a relationship with.
Very protective of her partners - and just generally people she's close to. She's lost enough people.
Louis fell first, Violet fell harder than Clementine did and it took Violet a while to warm up to Clementine romantically due to what happened with Minnie.
Also, if you'd like the Clementine Clem icons i've made, I'll put them at the bottom for you to use or save <3 they are in order from season 1 to season 4.
#clementine twdg#telltale the walking dead#twdg clementine#clementine headcanons#headcanon#clouis#twdg violentine
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Well hi tumblr queers again :D.
Okay so for starters CONTENT WARNING I'll be talking about sexuality sex and overall sexual stuff so if that's not something you wanna look at then don't read thanks :).
I kinda feel like starting a little conversation and also hopefully getting some answers from lgbts from tumblr which hmmm... idk if this is the best place for this, especially since I don't particularly have a big following, nor do I think I have the means to make this be more visible to randos on tumblr so hmm, if this amounts to nothing know I'll be embarassed about it but that's okay, but also I fucking hate reddit and all my google research efforts have resulted in either basically nothing or people asking similar questions to mine but having very deeply different prespectives of both gender in general and sexuality in general than me so google research didn't slay at all, and so I'll lend my trust to the tumblers ig.
Ok so hello, I'm lilly I'm a demiromantic trans woman and I've struggled for kind of a while with my sexuality, not because I don't know what it is, but because I'm actually a huge labels person. Having a word to describe the way i feel about things has always helped me feel as though I know myself better and can make others know me better aswell. Even if putting labels on complex human feelings and emotions is essentialy pointless, it's still something that means alot to me, and I hate that for the longest time I have been perfectly capable of knowing what my sexuality is, but can't simple it down to one word and use it on my day to day life and that makes me sad. It also makes me feel kinda alone in my feelings? cause I'm basically the only person i know with this prespective on my sexuality at least for now so I'm a bit confused, obviously I don't think I'm the only person like this cause that's basically impossible but it still feels that way ig?
Also I remembered this recently only because it's pride month, happy pride month btw :3, and I was doing a thing on discord where everyday I'd add a flag that I indetify with on my profile picture, problem is I've ran out of flags, because no sexual orientation feels right and from my knowledge of it there isn't a sexuality nor a flag for what I feel, and now not only does my discord pfp not look full of colors and pretty it also re-awakened a little identity crisis I've had for a while.
This is definetly gonna be a very long post but I won't feel like I explained myself correctly if it isn't a big post so bear with me, but let's start.
So I'm gonna start explaining how I personally view sexuality and gender so you, reader, can have all the means available to understand my prespective on this. Sexuality to me is kinda simple, simply means whatever a person is attracted to, what makes them sexually interested in someone, whatever other way you wanna put it, and gender is simply the way a person identifies themselves with, the eyes they navigate the world through, the way they percieve themselves and the way they want to be percieved as by others etcetera, I won't explain my prespective on romanticism cause that's essentially useless to my question, but yeah simple stuff right?
So here's where I don't believe I fit in with most sexualities, here's the question I've had for quite a while but never thought to express it in a place where more than just a few friends could hear, I am not sexuality attracted to genders, ok now is when someone screams at me and says pansexual, I don't agree, but moving on, I'm not sexually attracted to people much, I am sexually attracted to penis tho, and here's where someone screams heterosexual at me AND IF YOU DID I FUCKING HATE YOU FYI NOT CAUSE I HATE HETEROS BUT BECAUSE THAT AS AN ANSWER TO WHAT I SAID IS FUCKING TRANSPHOBIC, YEAH I SAID IT, BITCH!!!
But here's the thing, what is a gender, ok I wrote alot after i said that but deleted it all cause this could fall into a very long rabbit hole, but gender's a construct blah blah, can you tell I probably have some neurodivergencies going on in the head anyways continuing. Genuinely, I don't know what it feels like to be a sexuality that includes gender in it, not because I don't think it to be true obviously i know people are heterosexual bisexual homosexual lesbians any other sexual orientation that implies gender being a part of the equation. But to me I can't be sexually attracted to men because a man can be anything to me, I can't be sexually attracted to women because a woman can be anything to me, i can't be sexually attracted to enbys cause being non-binary can be anything to me and the list goes on. Nothing is set in gender because to me gender can look like, feel like, and be like anything, if I labeled myself heterosexual, sexually attracted to people of the opposite gender of me, what would I mean by it? cause think about it, there're big men small men skinny fat muscular men hairy shaved brown eyed dark skinned pussy having dick having blah blah blah and the list goes on again, and even in there I'm not specifically attracted to any of the traits on that list anyways, none of those traits sexually arouse me, men don't sexually arouse me, women don't sexually arouse me, but you know what does? penis. So therein lies the issue, cause surprise, there's a bunch of dicks in the world, what? that's crazy? Yeah penis is everywhere, there're men with penises women with penises nonbinaries with penises intersex people with penises dildos people with strap-ons and the list goes on and in that entire list, the only thing that sexualy arouses me personally, is penis, not who has it, not wether or not it was there from birth, not wether or not it's made of plastic or human skin, not wether or not I'm specifically sexually attracted to any other aspect of said person, but simply the thing that sexually arrouses me and makes me feel pleasure is the thing that sexually attracts me, which in my head is so fucking obvious? Like it's a conclusion so natural to me, but it seems I'm the only person in a 50 km radius that feels this way? It's also possible that I'm actually wrong and view the current existing sexualities in the wrong way and if that's what's up please tell me.
Also i feel the rising tension of someone saying stuff like "people can sexually stimulate others with fingers are u FiNgErSeXuAl?" and the truth is not really but I still find it sexually arousing when it happens, but the last thing I'm gonna do is look at fingers and blush I think. WOAH THAT JUST OPENED A NEW DOOR FUCKK OH NO THIS IS GONNA BE TOO LONG MAYBE I SHOULDN'T POST THIS IDK. I am also sexually attracted to certain actions, but at this point I feel I'm leaving sexuality and going into kink territory and that isn't really where I wanted to go. EITHER WAY my overall conclusion is I don't understand most sexualities and feel as though my view of my sexuality should have a label so I feel more comfortable, maybe I should be the catalyst who knows maybe someone's already been the catalyst and I'm simply unaware of that, either way I'd like a sexuality flag to add to my discord pfp so maybe I'll just make a flag up, who fucking knows, that's it tho. So yeah if anyone who sees this post experiences anything similar to this and wants to share about it please do I'd be really thankful.
Thank you so much if you sticked with me all the way to the end, and if you feel like you might have some insight on what I'm saying or simply wanna say something relevant to this topic please do, it's pride month and I'm incredibly proud of all queers and gender fuckers :3 happy pride month!
Ps: I just wanna say something, this isn't an invitation to flirt with me send me unsolicited dick pics or respond to things I clearly showed not to be questions, I want this topic to be taken in more of a discussion way than a sexual one, if that could be possible I'd be thankful, ok that's it bie bie.
#queer#pride month#questions#transgender#sexuality#discussion#demiromantic#lgbtq community#aspec#trans woman#sexualities#lgbtqia#lgbt pride#lgbtqia+#pride#trans pride#feminism#queer rights#queer community#lgbt rights#trans#transfem
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Isabella “Bell” Beaufort
NEW DESIGN
Theme song: The Search by NF
Isabella "Bell" Beaufort, born to French intelligence operatives, was sent to Russia for safety as a child. Raised in a Soviet military orphanage, she excelled in combat and befriended Arash Kadivar. During a mission to transport nukes to Solovetsky, Arash betrayed her, leaving her for dead. Rescued by CIA operatives Adler, Mason, and Woods, she was brainwashed using MKUltra to become a CIA asset.Despite her manipulation, Isabella became crucial in missions against Perseus. After Adler shot her in a crisis of conscience and saved her life, she forgave him. By 1984, she was a seasoned operative, joining the team to capture Vikhor "Stitch" Kuzmin in Verdansk, driven by a desire for justice.
GENERAL
Name: Isabella Beaufort
Full Name: Isabella Rosalie Beaufort In French, Bella Kuznetsova (Белла Кузнецова)in Russian, Elizabeth Grace Bishop in American.
Age: 24
Alias(es): Bell, Adlers Protege,Bella
Nationality: 🇫🇷 French
Spoken language: English(Alot),French(In secret a lot),Russian(For professional reasons)
Birth Date: November 27, 1954
Place of Birth: Paris, France
Timeline: Black Ops,Cold War
Rank: Agent
Status: Alive
Death Date: shot by Adler but was taken care of
Occupation: CIA
Affiliation(s): Soviet Union(Formerly),Perseus (Formerly), CIA (Currently)
APPEARANCE
Skin Tone: White
Eye Color: Hazel dark
Hair Color: brownish black
Hair Length: Waist Length
Hairstyle: Hair Down Ponytail,When she wears her Balacleva, a low bun
Height: 5,4
Weight: 90 lbs
Scars/Marks/Burns: The wound that she got shot at by Adler got healed but not to much
Face claim: Lilly Rose Depp
PERSONALITY
🔔Myers Briggs Type- ESFJ-T (Consul) and Enneagram Type 2.
She is a deeply caring and empathetic individual. Her extroverted nature and nurturing instincts are further reinforced, creating a strong emphasis on relationships and support for others. However, She can also lead to challenges such as boundary setting and self-care, as her desire to please and take care of others can sometimes come at the expense of her own well-being.
🔔Strong Practical Skills – She is excellent managers of day-to-day tasks and routine maintenance, enjoying making sure that those who are close to them are well cared for.
🔔Strong Sense of Duty – She has a strong sense of responsibility and always strive to meet her obligations. She often makes them hardworking and efficient in the workplace and very loyal in her personal relationships. She also tends to uphold the traditions that she hold close to her heart with diligence and consistency.
🔔Very Loyal – Valuing stability and security very highly, She is eager to preserve the status quo, which makes them extremely loyal and trustworthy partners and employees. True pillars of any groups that she belong to – whether it is their family or a community club – people with this personality type can always be counted on to show up and lend a helping hand.
🔔Sensitive and Warm – She naturally offers others the security and stability that they themselves want and need. She tend to seek out harmony and care deeply about other people’s feelings, being careful not to offend or hurt others. They are strong team players, and win-win situations are the stuff that their smiles are made of.
🔔Good at Connecting with Others – She comes together to make her social, confident, and generally well-liked. She has a strong need to “belong” and have no problem with small talk or following social cues in order to help her take an active role in her communities
NEGATIVE TRAITS
🔔Worried about Their Social Status – She can become preoccupied with social status and influence, which affects many of the decisions that she makes, potentially limiting her creativity and open-mindedness. She can tie too much of her identity to others’ expectations, losing a sense of herself.
🔔Inflexible – She places a lot of importance on what is socially acceptable and can be very cautious, even critical, of anything unconventional or outside the mainstream. She may also be unwilling to step out of herown comfort zone, usually for fear of being (or just appearing) different.
🔔Vulnerable to Criticism – It can be especially challenging to change these tendencies because She is so conflict averse. She can become very defensive and hurt if someone, especially a person close to her, criticizes her habits, beliefs, or traditions.
🔔Often Too Needy – She needs to hear and see a great deal of appreciation. If her efforts go unnoticed, she may start fishing for compliments in an attempt to get reassurance of how much she is valued.
🔔Too Selfless – The other side of her sometimes try to establish their value with doting attention, something that can quickly overwhelm those who don’t need it, making it ultimately unwelcome. Furthermore, She often neglect her own needs in the process.
🔔Fear(s): Losing her loved ones, and her Team
🔔Likes: Nice People, Victory, betrayal
🔔Dislikes: Mean People, Enemies
🔔Habit(s): Thinking
🔔Flaw(s): Yes
🔔Talent(s): Photography, hand to hand combat, sneak attacks,Surprise attacks
FAVORITES
Favorite Color: Green
Favorite Flower: Peony
Favorite Drink: Coke
AFFILIATIONS
CENTRAL INTELLIGENCE AGENCY
Special Clandestine Officer Russell Adler.
Psy-Ops Specialist Aleksandra Clarke R (@alypink )
Special Operative (Master Sergeant) Frank Woods
Special Operative (Captain) Alex Mason
Special Agent Jason Hudson
Lazar Azuloay
MI6
Helen Park
Benjamin Nee (Upcoming OC)
KGB
Major Dimitri Belikov
Vasily “Bell” Sokolov (@welldonekhushi )
NEW ZELAND ARMY
Koa “Hunter” Nikau(@islandtarochips)
Other Affiliations
Abby Mason(@revnah1406)
Anastasia Pérez Ivanov(@alexa-mwll)
Helina “Bell” Soldatova(@iamcautiouslyoptimistic)
Professor Charles Moore(@deeptrashwitch)
FAMILY
Father: Nicolas Beaufort
Status:[REDRACTED]
Mother: Josephine Monet
Status: [REDRADTED]
Love interest: Russel Adler (Later marries him in a future Black ops Fic)
Children: Hunter Bluejay Adler, Marie Collete Adler, Domonoquie Swan Adler, Elise Taylor Adler
Death's Mission:
Rose
Logan
Alex Keller
Enemy(ies):
Perseus
Arash Kadivar
Vikhor "Stitch" Kuzmin
ABILITIES
Fighting Style: Whatever Works
Weapons: M16A1, 1911, M60, Tranquilizer Gun, MP5, Type 63, Gallo SA12, RPD, LW3 - Tundra, Pellington 703, Hauer 77, Recurve Bow, M79, War Machine, XM4, AK-47, A Ka-Bar Combat Knife,
Preferred Weapon(s): A Weapon
Agility: 9/10
Hand-to-Hand Combat:10 /10
Long Range Accuracy: 9/10
Defense:9 /10
Offense: 9/10
People Skills:9 /10
BACKGROUND
Born in Paris,France, when Isabella was just a young girl, she never had a childhood , her dad worked in a french organization as her mom was the same, she never really got to meet her parents because both her parents were being hunted down
As young Isabella got a golden pendant from her mother before her mother sends her off to Russia where she would join the Soviet Union But The other Soviet would just stare at her weird cause she’s different and would usually get made fun of
Sometime during her teen days as a Combrate, she befriended Arash Kadivar, who became her sparring partner and closest comrade. With the forces of "evil" approaching the Homeland, the military council of Of the Soviets decided to get the nukes in Solovetsky in order to expand Perseus' defenses. When Isabella and Arash were in the car they were talking about the nukes and the nukes detonating Solovetsky, but then Arash got out of the car then saying to her that Perseus thinks too highly of her before shooting both the driver and her. But then Adler, along with Mason and woods found Isabella who was still alive, and killed Kadivar.
Soon Adler took her into a place and started using MKUltra to brainwash her and transfer his memories onto hers with the help of Helen Park to help them find Perseus. that’s where she also met Aleks, Koa, And Anastasia, She became really good friends with all three of them
First, it was about the DaNang war back in the 1960s Meeting Adler and Sims. She helped the team and also gained the trust of the CIA and with missions with the help of the saying that triggered her by Adler,
“Bell, we've got a job to do."
After the nukes were over and Adler shot her in the head he knew what he did wrong and never wanted to brainwash her again so he carried her to the safe house to fix her up. When she woke up he apologized for it took bell a moment to forgive him because she was mad but he was forgiven and that’s where she met other Bells which were Vasili Sokolov and Helina Soldatova and learned about them that they were also bells.
MOODBOARD
TRIVIA
The Name “Isabella” means "God is my oath."
Her Surname “Beaufort” Means the beautiful fort.
When it comes to Isabella She still has a soft spot for Adler and his friends even after what she’s been through
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HERE'S LILLY
Lilly Silly is a Hand and Rod puppet. Being a fuzzy monster friend who loves music and meeting new friends in the neighborhood so she can't help but be silly. She is just a little wiggly noodle of a monster, despite her not seeming to have a mouth she is very talkative and expressive. Oh and when she hears a good tone she can't help but dance, even if it seems a bit goofy.
Lilly primarily focuses on music in general, so she spends a good amount of time with Sally. Lilly talks about different kinds of instruments, what music notes mean, do ray me fa so la ti do, how to keep beat and of course singing. She loves rhyming alot, she'll go into singing tangents and only stops till she is rhyming too fast and gets tired.
When Lilly stands up straight she measures out to be about 6 feet tall. Her fuzzy fur us a light blue color, she wears a orange turtle neck, a blue music note necklace, a pair of leg warmers and a Jean skirt with yellow, red and blue music notes on them. Lilly is very flexible, she can twist herself up and around and upside down. Some of the others will mistake her for a pile of cloths when she is napping but she wouldn't mind being held, she loves being with others and hugged them. She sometimes looks like a scarf if she hugs Poppy, Howdy or Barnaby, in fact it's a recurring joke. If some like a scare or an accident was to happy you'd see her get tossed around the screen and call out that she is okay.
Also yes she would do the wacky inflatable flailing arm flailing tube man thing.
The blue Lion charater belongs to @oobbbear
#welcome home#welcome home sally#welcome home oc#welcome home original character#Lilly#Lilly Silly#my art#funny memes
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Got… got any ruby x lily headcanons.. pretty please :3
OHH YOU BETCHA >:3
- Ruby and Lilly do one another’s makeup and hair (Ruby specifically likes doing Lilly’s makeup because she thinks that Lilly looks really nice in eyeshadow and should wear it alot more often, and because she gets to talk about random things and Lilly will listen.)
- Their dates are a very wide range of things, so it could be something as simple and sweet as a picnic, or something as complex and dangerous as sky diving, (totally not illegal…) car racing, etc. Surprisingly, Lilly will find any of these fun.
- They have nicknames for each other, Ruby will call Lilly “kitty/cat” (fun fact, this one is actually canon!! Ruby called her that to calm her down once :3) l and Lilly will call Ruby “rose/rosie”.
- They’d always been friends since childhood, so it felt kind of natural to the both of them that they ended up together. They didn’t know about their feelings for one another for such a long time, thinking that it was just the regular old platonic love they had for each other for such a long time, and finally figuring it out was more like an, “oh… damn.” Kind of thing.
- Lilly is MTF trans, but Ruby was the first she confided in that she was a girl, rather than a boy. Ruby was a little confused at first but was fully supportive either way, and she helped Lilly come out to everyone as well and medically transition <3
- They didn’t even start dating until after they’d met Psycho Girl.
- Lilly used to be very nervous about wearing glasses, so she hadn’t worn them for years, but Ruby would always reassure her that (even though she looks like an ENORMOUS nerd) she’d always think of Lilly the same, and a change as minuscule as that wouldn’t make her any less of the girl that she loves.
- They buy each other gifts every time they hang out, which is either usually flowers or a stuffie :3
- They often hyperfixate on different things together.
- Ruby confessed first, and in a very dramatic way as well. She’d been planning it out with Psycho Girl weeks beforehand, and everything was seemingly perfect… Minus the fact Ruby had forgotten to take safety precautions. So yeah, basically she caused a mild panic in Lilly’s backyard, but Lilly happily accepted!
- Lilly likes to take polaroids of girlfriend alot, she often tells Ruby that she is very photogenic
- Ruby is easy to fluster, and Lilly likes to tease her alot about it
- They have a height difference (Lilly’s taller)
- They also had an “emo” phase together, which Ruby grew out of (Lilly moved into being scene/softcore)
- They have matching purple phone charms, because their colors (red + blue) would make a purple <33
I think thatz about all I have,, I hope you like em!! :3
#mcsongsbymcjams#minecraft#mcyt#mc jams#minecraftjams#psycho girl#ruby rose#lilly sweetart#ruby rose x lilly sweetart mc jams#headcanons#lgbtqia#psychogirlshow#shipping#GAY GAY HOMOSEXUAL GAY#idk how to tag this#silly request :3#mcjtumblr
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GUYS WAIT JUST HEAR ME OUT...
What if I started a series about an AU where every ninja has a little sister? (So yes Nya and Kai "have a little sister")
OK YES
IM GONNA DO IT
STARTING WITH COLE OBVIOUSLY 🤭
(tw for sh!)
This gif makes me so sad I cant-
Libble "Lilly" Brookstone
Named Libble after her mom's best friend, Libber
(Yes I hc that Cole's mother and Jay's birth mother were besties)
Nicknamed Lilly because she looks exactly like her, they're basically identical apart from the fact that Libble has her dad's eyes
Her family sometimes give her the nickname "Libs" or "Libby"
(Most people acc call her Libby now)
She was the "naughty kid" and she ran away alot
Gave poor Lou lots of stress 😭
The moment Libble turned 13 (abt halfway through Possesion) she started to bunk off school and do stupid things (smoking, dr*gs, that sorta stuff)
She grew up WAY too fast
Like she rly didn't gave a shit abt Cole turning into a ghost or any of that until Day of the Departed
After DotD she had a much needed wake up call (still just age 13 at this point)
She didn't go and visit her home for the holiday and she realised just how much their family had suffered bc of Lilly's passing
So that night Libble cried herself to sleep in the crappy apartment she and her friends were camping out in
a) bc she missed her dad and big bro and b) because she knew she had seriously messed up
The next day she went back to school and finally started making an effort
She realised she really loved sketching and she also had a passion for programming/machinery/tech
She decided she wanted to pursue a career at Borg Industries before she mustered up the courage to go back to live with Lou
She apologised profusely and sobbed and begged for his forgiveness
Lou welcomed her back with open arms
Cole was skeptical of talking to her for a few days but after a week he ended up going back to visit
and he was the happiest he had ever been when he saw his baby sister had truly changed <33
They had a family dinner the following night catching up on things
During the one year gap after Hands of Time she continued to go to school and actually got an education, and regularly stayed in touch with Cole (since he was with Jay looking for Wu)
She met all the ninja just after March of the Oni and decided that Nya was her favourite (after Cole ofc)
After MotM, once Cole returned from Shintaro, his veins up his wrist/arms would sometimes pulse a faint orange. Libble liked to trace them and would always say she wished she was the one with elemental powers as a joke
By the end of Crystalized, Libble is 16!
Aaand that's her story!! Moving on to random facts abt her:
Unlike the rest of her family, Libble can't sing or dance to save her life
She'll stay up all night sketching and sketching and sketching
Cole often calls her "Libbler the Scribbler"
Whenever Lou and the Royal Blacksmiths have a performance, she always makes sure she's on the front row
She used to sh as "punishment" once she returned home, because she couldn't forgive herself for leaving her dad like that
Her classmates called her a freak because of the scars up her arms and the minute Cole found out he was PISSED
She hangs around Chen's Noodle House a lot, and she always orders the same thing: PUFFY POTSTICKERS
She smashed the TV in the monastery of spinjitzu once, because of Kai and Cole beating her in a video-game
Shes usually quite a calm and collected person, but she can also be really loud
Simillar to Lilly's locket, Libble owns a silver locket which pictures her and Cole in one photo, and Lilly and Lou in the other.
Thats all hehe, but I feel like I could've picked a better name, I had literally no ideas 😭😭
(Just to make things clear, each sister doesn't exist in the same universe, these are all gonna be seperate AUs!)
Hope yall enjoyed and I think I'll be doing either Lloyd or Kai + Nya next! <3
#lou brookstone#master of the mountain#lilly brookstone#lego ninjago#cole brookstone#cole hence#cole ninjago#lloyd garmadon#ninjago#ninjago fanart#ninjago fandom#ninjago fic#ninjago headcanons#lou ninjago#lilly ninjago#ninjago au#ninjago motm#motm
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if someone doesn't know they're fucking blind (aka, dad. our lovely oblivious, autistic bastard of a father /aff)
your boyfriend just needs some extra guidance sometimes- mine is just clingy (I love clingy)
my sister is insistent she gets to steal my bf's clothes too- like no
that is not how this works
just cause he's your boyfriend's brother does not mean you get to steal his clothes
#there's alot of things that do it for me-#i didnt say that#idk what youre talking about#anyways#i like his stupid big jacket bc its cozy as fuck.#connorshitposts#lilly♡ !!
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about my oc 😈🙏
So her name is Lilly Oswald and she is originally from New York (she’s also Jewish 🙏🙏) so she has an accent, and she had to move to South Park because her dad got a job located there, if she were to have a friend group it would probably be with Heidi Wendy and red. She’s really into pop culture and she likes to do ice skating in her free time. She actually thinks cartmans kind of funny but after the whole thing with Heidi she felt differently, her parents got divorced a couple years after they moved to South Park so her mother had her on weekdays and her dad has her on weekends. She likes K-pop, country and r&b. She’s very big on activism and things like that, she’s been to women’s rights rallies in New York and the metrosexual pride parade‼️ one of her good friends is Tweek and they go to his parents coffee shop after school when she’s with her mom. She also plays my new kids superhero shark bite and she’s apart of freedom pals (when they were split up). She’s a really big mlp fan and plays Roblox😖‼️She was daignosed with adhd so her and Tweek talk about that alot, and it makes it alot harder for her to concentrate in class. She’s on the sparkle commity(for list making) and when playing goft she is a thief. She also has a huge interest in the ocean and really likes dolphins and whale sharks.
OK THATS ALL 😁😁😁😁
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Meet My OCs
welcome back to Meet My OC, a series where i talk about my OC characters and explain them in detail: who they are, what they do, and what makes them tick. Featured today is Chia, from my WIP "White Candy".
Name: Chia Xailan (formerly Ailan Zhuxi) Nicknames/Titles: Lady of Glass; The Saint Date of Birth: August 22nd, 3940 Age: 44 WIP: White Candy Role: Main lead
Character Quote: "I’ve come to terms with the blood that stains hands. There’s no need for you to dirty yours.” (I've updated my Other two MMO posts with a character Quote; going forward, I'll include these.)
Background & personality: who are they?
Chia is a orphan who was adopted by the Maidenhood of Glass. Her parents, Zang and Liela Zhuzi, were killed in a gang war- an all-too-common occurrence in many Cities on Sunside and Moonside of Belarix. Chia stands around 5'8 with a slender build, with white hair and blue/gray eyes. Being adopted into the Maidenhood meant that while she did play with toy blocks and such- she also played with sharp weaponry. Death was just another facet of life, and the Maidenhood taught her that it was a mercy. The maidenhood lets all of their children lead a semi-normal life until they come of age. then they hold a test to see who is worthy and who isn't. It only has one singular rule: Survive the night. only then do they become a Maiden of glass.
Ailan became a expert with knives very quickly. she loved cards, and her caretaker taught her card tricks when she was young- tricks that translated well into knife throwing. of course, she was trained in other skills, namely swordsmanship and archery. she excelled in both After the Test, she quickly rose through the ranks by taking requests and completing them with ruthless efficiency: Without qualm or hesitation. By 35, She had attained the rank directly below the High Maiden. Ailan's very serious and well-mannered despite all the killing she's done- she doesn't enjoy it, it's just another necessity to her. she retired at the age of 41 after she was tasked with killing Clarence and Shi Caspa, and couldn't bring herself to take in and raise their daughter, knowing that she would have to train and potentially kill them. they reunited- unbeknownst to Marie caspa, at the White Rabbit inn as Barmaids.
Hobbies
Chia picked up Card tricks again after she became a barmaid, and she's quite good at entertaining the patrons of the White rabbit inn- be it Mercenary groups or Families or anything inbetween. she's also good at chess- hundreds of games against Matthew(her boss) later.
Relationships
Put bluntly, Chia doesnt know how to talk to a man. she also thinks it's too late to start a relationship, nevermind the fact that being in one would be nothing but detrimental to her. She's not interested. She's married to her weapons.
Chia's relationship segment is short because she has no parents, no siblings, and her caretaker isnt really a parental figure. She has alot of friends, though she hasn't talked to any of them in at least three years, or at least the ones from the Maidenhood. Marie is akin to a little sister to her and Matthew is a employer- and a drinking buddy. He's cute enough to fuck, and that's about it.
Other Miscellaneous facts:
She prefers Wine over Beer
she hates sparkling things(soda, sparkling water)
her favorite food is Warabimochi
She's slightly homophobic(she would not like Tira and Lilli.)
Taglist: @jakkon-and-rose-topic @aesthetic-writer18 @the-golden-comet @ominous-feychild @emilynotfound @wyked-ao3
Lemme know if you want to be tagged in future things/want to be taken off the tag list. Cheers!
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