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btw apparently i also blacked the fuck out yesterday and forgot like, a good couple hours of messing around outside
#like.......... completely blank. lol#that also hasnt happened in like years that was cool#but Ummmm itll prolly be awhile before i drink a third of a liter of vodka again LMAO#alcohol mention#alcohol tw#and then my friend and his friend got to enjoy seeing me in all my 'doesnt get hangovers' glory at 5am#i was like cmon guys lets go swimming !!!!!!#it was awesome. i think i made a total dogshit impression on his friend but thats fine#somebody should give me More money so i can buy More booze i promise itll be fun and cool
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Some fantasy traveler inventory details (like what they would carry in their bags), based on two of the recent costumes I did.. love finding random little scraps and items and putting them together lol
#it's obvious who's is who's since they match their outfits HOWEVER.. consider if they were switched lol#evil villain looking man carrying around pressed flowers in a cutesy lacy pouch#fantasy costume#what's in my bag#actualyl that would have been funny to make a video. I should make a video#I'm sure someone else has already done this#but like.. lifestyle vlogger type content however I'm dressed in fully costume as some weird elf or something#pulling things out of my bag and showing them to the camera and talking about how they're useful for whatever#but it's all fantasy scenarios and talking like it's very common#'and of course. i know it's a bit cliche#EVERY traveler has one of these. but you know. theyre just useful! thats why everyone has one!' *pulls out a completely unrecognizable item#thats like some weird fantasy world prop and doesn't even explain it because In-world it's normal and wouldnt need to be talked about*#'room tour' video and it's just like 'yeah I sleep on this mat under a bunch of trees uh.. over here by these rocks. at least right now. I#kind of wander around a bit. so'#Like a clothing haul but it's a potions shop haul or something and they ramble about some obscure drama in the potions community and how the#y hard to barter and steal and entire flock of sheep or something just to get one of them. etc. etc.#I could do ones for different characters too like. multiple people from different walks of life showing what they carry around with them.#just like this but more interview sort of vlog format instead of photos#This is where not having much money and not having my own house with land becomes an issue though#I think it would take you out of the illusion if the background was always the same. I can make small sets because there's one blank wall in#a room that it's easy to move all the stuff away from in front of and clear a spot and like hang up fabrics or whatever but still.. hmms#So one of those 'fun idea but dubious about handling the execution' things. also One Of Those Things where without looking it up you're 100%#sure it's already been done and you don't want to look weird since it's vaguely niche. Like if 100 people have done something it's fine but#if only like 3 other people have then you look weird maybe ghhjbj.. or only one other person gods forbid. looks even weirder potentially#Or do people not care about ''copying'' anymore?? idk. I'm not updated with the internet's changing culture. I just have a fear of accidenta#lly doing something like that and then people getting mad even though it's really just that I competely had no idea it had been done because#again.. I live under a rock and am unaware of everything lol. ANYWAY. also would require my face being on video which I don't like. Though I#would be in costume so that helps. I think to be fully comfortable I'd need light modifications to make my face look different. which isn't#hard but is more effort when it has to be translatable in multiple angles. ANYWAY. ghjbhj... Now I think it would be funny actually. maybe#one day. I haven't made any videos (aside from on the gameplay/sims channel) in a long long time actually. hmm'st
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is it just me or are the seasonal activities for revenant weirdly quiet??? i haven't had any dialogue for the major fieldwork outside of the first one, which is weird given the 160 second timer, and the most i get for onslaught is a single line of completion dialogue after the loot chest is opened
i know we've apparently got another one or two seasonal activities upcoming but it makes revenant feel so... barren. like seriously, this is a major event with fikrul turning living eliksni in scorn, and you're telling me that crow, mithrax, eramis, and eido have nothing to say to each other abt it outside of what they've said in the missions for act 1? add in the lack of eavesdropping radio conversations, and it just feels bizarre.
#destiny#destiny 2#like i don't think you can even say this is bc they decided to switch to dump all of each act at once instead of weekly#like *maybe* you could justify it because they didn't want to record multiple dialogues you might miss if you did onslaught partway through#but like. not even once you've completed act 1? normally that's great incentive to keep playing once you're done#i did actually get like 4 lines of dialogue after my first onslaught completion but one was a variks' line i've heard since#and the other 2-3 were crow and eido talking to each other (and blanking variks lol)#but crow's voice had a weird effect like it was recorded on a shitty mic or he had the eliksni filter applied for some reason??#i am bamboozled and baffled#idk if this episode had its funding reduced for the same reason the layoffs happened or what#but the story is great and the gameplay loop is just *off*
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25 Vox expressions and a couple alternate ones under the cut :D
Confused + Sillyyyy!!
for the first one, i wanted the practice of drawing a confused face, not just a joking loading circle, so here's a bonus expression i'm happy with :)
OKAY, SO THE CLOWN EMOJI WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FOR "SILLY," BUT I JUST KEPT GETTING "OH HE IS ABOUT TO MURDER SOMEONE" VIBES. SO THIS IS A FANTASTIC ALTERNATE "SARCASTIC" EMOTE
fun side note: i didn't realize just how sarcastic Vox is until i STRUGGLED to not draw from memory his faces from his lines "Oh God here I go. Valentino. just another fUckin' day with Val" (ep 2) or "Oh, it looks like your little hotel didn't work out so well" (start of ep 8). (when i told a friend this, they delighted me by gleefully saying, "There's not a genuine bone in his body") (ALSO HI @clownmoontoon THANK YOU FOR THE SILLY CALLS) (...AND IT'S SO LAME THAT YOU CAN'T TAG SOMEONE IN CAPS LOCK)
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin vox#hazbin hotel vees#hazbin vees#...is that it#have i Done The Tagging#idk man lol but here he be.#did this as prep/study for a project i May Or May Not Complete. and i'm just as surprised as anyone that#it features Vox and not Lucifer lol#rexan's art#I REALLY WANTED TO HAVE THE SCREEN OFF FOR 'HOLLOW/BLANK' BUT I'D ALREADY DONE TWO 'NO FACE' JOKE EXPRESSIONS JSQFKSKKS#(for confused and tired)#(also turns out another person [valc0] who did these expressions for Vox did the 'blank screen' joke. bUT IT'S SUCH A GOOD JOKE QJKSFKSKKS)#-RIPS THIS LOSER APART WITH MY TEETH- (AFFECTIONATE)#...just realizing that with the thumbnail pictures getting smaller and smaller in each row it looks like an eye exam#i want Vox pictures in my next eye exam
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forgot to post this one
#sorry about the quality lol the scan didn't like the dimension in it#something something growing up a girl idk#kinda completely blanked doing this one so !!! enjoy!#my art#original artwork#sketchbook spread#collage#collage art#mixed media art#paper collage#fun fact this is like the thickest page in my sketchbook#so many layers of paper and stuff#growing up a girl#childhood nostalgia
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You learn to live with it, learn to love it if you can (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#ZEX#Dexter Favin#I 👏 want 👏 ZEX 👏 to be 👏 happy!! 👏#I want him to be hale and hearty and living his best life!! I want him alive and well!!#Professional Take-ZEX-Out-of-Situations-er* *(Not actually paid to do this I just feel very strongly about my volunteer work)#Lol#To do with my love towards Max as well? I'll never tell (yes)#Thinking about a ZEX that managed to get back up on his feet with Dex et al's help and start to make a life for himself#Gets into human fashion and goes back to school and makes friends and kisses people <3 It makes me happy#It's not a complete blank slate-start over but if he was able to come out from under everything - persevere - I'd like to see what he'd be ♥#It's also enjoyable to think about his rise out of pain into something neutral - and then from neutrality to something positive#Going from constantly being afraid and isolated and sad and lonely to a kind of passive disinterest#Very much the stages of grief#Coming up into acceptance - I wonder how isolated he would feel from his life as Admiral ZEX :(#Moments where he's still very far away. Our scars never really leave us they just fade little by little#And some things that he'll never get to experience as a human like depth perception and parallax haha#But still <3 Growing into what Max never had the chance to be ;;#Still not making his parents ''proud'' or whatever |P Dex just happy he's showing initiative and y'know - interest in existence#I do like the idea that he still calls him DAX - the one thing he can't give up completely - but it becomes something like an inside joke#A painful one but a kind of wink and a nod that they both Know#Things will never be the same but they're both taking each day as they come - together#Hhhhh even just little bits of happiness ;; I just want them to be A Little happy
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ive mentioned before how ive always thought it was a little bizarre that so many white people's first assumption when they see a white-looking person with a culturally unexpected surname is "oh they're adopted" despite how much more common a person being multiracial is compared to being the white adopted child of non-white parents - although of course it does happen, its just yknow. the people saying this are usually not thinking about the racial dynamics in the adoption industry so much as they are just assuming mixed race people don't exist LOL
but on that end, in my own mixed race bias I usually assume multiracialness first so i did completely forget about another decently common situation where a white-looking adult (often a woman) might have a last name from a non-white culture: i forgot that um. sometimes people (particularly women) change their last names when they get married? neither my mom nor any of my aunties did so you have to forgive me orz
#literally i completely forgot. genuinely#i met a woman with my mom she gave us her business card. she did not look japanese but had a japanese last name#and i was like mentally oh cool a whitepassing biracial sister. and then my mom who had chatted with her a bit longer mentioned later#the woman had changed her name when she got married. and i was like. ah. people take others names sometimes. i forgor#im like weirdly possessive over my extremely common last name in that i never considered changing it if i ever get married#like to the point where if i DID get married i also kind of wouldnt want my partner to take my name either. its mine.#like yes we're joining in a union representing everlasting love and companionship and tax benefits or whatever#but thats myyyyyyyy name :( LOL yeah i dunno either. i dont even feel right giving my name to my own art#but i like. genuinely blanked it out of my head for a while there. i genuinely forgot about marriage name changes#im so sorry. i think i nearly forgot that people get like officially married too (common law parents) ..... forgive me jfdslkdsdjkfs
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i am trying so very hard to care about my rook beyond the confines of the game but he is mostly just some guy to me :(
been trying to think up a rook to romance neve but it's tough to find a concept that i like with her AND that still works with the in-game dialogue options... alas
#like i have such a good character concept in mind but it wouldn't work with the in game rook dialogue without a lot of headcanoning away#like with inky it might just be the case that i need to find a character concept that really makes me fascinated by rook#anyway if i write any fics i think rook will just be shoved into the background to fill whatever plot purpose i need lol#i still really like how bg3 did it... a complete blank slate character in tav and then an oc-ish character with a whole backstory in durge#god i miss my wardens...
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finally hitting a point where i’m happy with my desk setup
#i wasn’t very happy with it for agessse but i think i’ve finally cracked it#i need to get a monitor stand and then i think. she will be complete#it’s the only spot in my room where i’ve got stuff on the walls too lol#i need to change that bc like the rest of my walls are BLANK and then this alcove is just full of prints
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a recent encounter in the wild of a person i used to be friends in primary school, really made me think about how much has changed since then. because that friend is the same as i remember them, in the best meaning of that sentence, and im just. well💀
#delete later#shut up kody#i used to be the most outgoing kid you could imagine. probably twice as annoying..............or thrice#supposedly i had no shame to just come up to someone and boom. an instant friend#probably half of my primary school knew me and my mum. random kids would come up to her just like that#(she likes to recall that. i think she sometimes misses that kid too)#anwyay its so surreal to think about now#because current me and past me????nah. thats two completely different people lol💀#and that friend tried to be so nice. they were like#'oh we can go to that one hangout spot u used to really like'#and i do not remember having a favourite hangout spot. or any spot. primary school is a big fat blank for me memeries wise#she suggested bringing our old field hockey team together for a match#didnt really want to so instead of being mature about it. i blatently lied that i couldnt play anymore#didnt even bat an eye#anyway so rn. the idea of being that outgoing sounds like a nightmare tbh lol#and feels so distant too ig#so on one hand its so bittersweet#and on the other. its almost upsetting to be reminded. so vividly. of the life i could have had if i didnt grow up to be like i am#because that old friend is still the same. living their best life#theyre still the same and im. well. im not#and sure#maybe thats okay#cause we all evolve and grow in different ways blah blah blah#but i dont think i like being reminded of who i used to be#i dont think i like that at all
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service top halsin 🫶👌
#idk if the scene changes based on gender/genitals but that was very soft#also i was screaming in my fist because im secretly 10 years old and sex scenes make me giggle and slightly uncomfortable#i don't mind written ones at all and i write them myself with a completely blank face but seeing it happen on the screen is different lol#river ward sex scene in cp2077 made me laugh so hard it was so funny to me in first person#anyway that was a very sweet scene tbh#i liked it#i'll still have to try out the. uh. bear version#and exhaust every dialogue option i can during it to see what different things halsin says#anyway i love sirius and halsin together i think they're cute#i just wish there was more content for him in the game#💬#bg3 ramblings
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What was originally a quick colored sketch somehow took me an entire night to finish. I need to learn to draw faster.
#i ended up really liking how the sketch lines look tbh#uuuhhh#my mind is completely blank from beign too sleppt#shit#guess i'll skip class today#my body hurts lol#it was fun drawing this tho#im gonna reuse this concept for a serious piece in the future#original characters#my ocs#my art#sketch#rkgk
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Got a used ps4 controller so now i can revisit my ng+ for p5 FOR REALS
#chattin#i forgot that i had let my cousin borrow it#bc like. i was sure i wasnt going to be playing anything on that system#and he had broken his controller. and unlike me; that was the only way he could play online#its been two years and i literally forgot i did that. i am NOT going to be the cousin whos like um. sweetie… my controller ?#so i got a used one. now i can play :)#i miss my boys….#i got morgana ann and ryujis second awakening but no one else#i was REAL close to getting yusukes but weh. i didnt have the time in that save to keep going#so hopefully i can get the others done in this run#also hopefully it will help w solidifying some neat details my brain forgot#alot of the ohya stuff is completely blank for me#like i remember her being weird and annoying.#but i am sure im pulling from my annoyance during that point in the game#bc i also remember REALLY hating goro. and that only changed like a year after playing#if i relied on my initial memories from the game id still hate him is what i am saying. lol
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Your Weekly TV Guide
On Monday you can expect:
2:30 PM: Adventure Time
And Tuesday:
2:30 PM: AT - Betty
Wednesday:
2:30 PM: Sona reacts to Petrigrof
Thursday:
2:30 PM: AT
Friday:
2:30 PM: Wander Over Yonder - Sylvia
Saturday:
2:30 PM: Star Control II
Sunday:
2:30 PM: SCII
Thanks for tuning in! (Patreon)
#Weekly TV Guide#Oh fuck soz! I took a nap today while Blank Slate ideas were screaming at me and it threw my whole thing out of wack lol#And also reading Handplates stuff look I've totally got it on lockdown don't even worry about it lol#Tomorrow's offline day will be good for disengagement lol#You can probably already guess but Monday's is a part 2 haha#Just casually finished it recently despite it being ''ready'' for like a month and a half hegh#Finding the focus to actually complete everything has been...tricky#I have methods but I keep falling behind and that leads to falling back on old and not-very-fun tricks :/#Well whatever as long as it's done lol#Also finally the SCII sets!! Heck! I made those for spooky season! Expect the spookies! Lol#Good mix this week :) It'll still be largely AT for a while tho lol but there's always something something ♪#Anyway - bedtime probably lol
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the people who think that christianity is the worst most problematic religion ever and the people who think that islam is the worst most problematic religion ever are two sides of the same coin to me
#mind blank no original thoughts no nuance#not actually caring about women and other people who are negatively effected by the religion.#if you don't care about all women who are oppressed by religion then you don't care about any women#like the ppl on here who criticise xianity all the time for being sexist or homophobic#but then refuse to do that for any other religion?? ok so u dont actually care about women and gay people beyond ur culturally xian bubble👍#meanwhile they refuse to recognise that xians are oppressed in many parts of the world alongside other religious groups like muslims#just completely western centric#this isn't to deny that christianity is oppressive like ofc there's valid criticisms of it#personally i think the catholic church should be dismantled lol#but it is not uniquely oppressive and to pretend it is is to position victims of religious oppression in a hierarchy#with xians at the top while ignoring other victims and refusing to build up solidarity with them#and u could say that this is an online problem but it's not. its so pervasive in the actual world bc ppl are either focused on their own#experiences (which is understandable to an extent but still pls look at the world around u lol) or they are so focused on defeating bigotry#that they ignore any and all criticisms of another religion. which also is not helpful and actually damages their cause#not to mention the people who are actively harmed by forms of that religion everyday#this doesn't just apply to these two religions obviously but unfortunately this dominates western social cultural debate#like i think you could definitely make parallels here with irish history and politics and how the liberalisation of both the north and the#south is a key part of the peace process. northern protestants became more at ease & trusting of the roi when it started to liberalise and#develop out of essentially being a catholic theocracy. northern catholics were more accepting of the existence of ni when protestant#domination and the protestant churches/o.o. could no longer decide government actions#a united ireland is more likely now because the republic has (largely) thrown off the shackles of the catholic church#like in the late 20th century northern protestants were generally fearful of the republic and considering divorce wasnt legal there until#the 90s it was with good reason. it wasnt all in their heads lol#idk i just think there's similarities there#posting this against my better judgement. please engage in good faith if you engage at all lol
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am getting a lot of character inspo for shri’iia from amy gone girl. I don’t think she’s as smart nor calculated but she is similar to some degree in that she’s hyper aware of the current persona she’s presenting and how she’s appealing to the people. the masks and the mjndgames, that’s basically how shri’iia operated while she was still serving under her matriarch in menzoberranzan. she needed to play the roles the matriarch required of her and it was only when she was with her matriarch that she can be ‘Real Shri’iia’, and that’s how I imagined shri’iia to be esp in act 1 when she is so new and scared in the surface. she needed to work out who these people are (her companions) and what they liked, so her first persona - her blank one - the charming helpful paladin who got tadpoled and wants to go back home just like the rest of them (which was half true). she didn’t really argue and she generally agreed to what the group wanted. she was helpful and co-operative, ask her about her past and she will tell you something bland and generic- interesting enough to be ooh-ing about but not too interesting that they’ll delve deeper into it. then, when she got to know them a little more, she started crafting little personas adjacent to her first one ; she’s the girl who’s curious about magic but never had the chance to learn with gale, she’s a cool girl who likes mischief as debauchery with astarion, she’s the one who likes to take risks and live in the moment with karlach, the knight in silver armor who’s willing to help the tieflings with wyll, a disciplined fighter with lae’zel, someone who understands the depths of devotion with shadowheart - but none are really her, not really. ofc her own personality might slip in here and there but for the most part she’s appealing to them and what they’d like her to be but none of it is really genuine. shri’iia just needs to be on their good side to minimise the chances of them turning on her, and if they let her guard down it’ll be easier for her to get rid of them should the need arise. taking up all these different masks, collecting all these intel abt them to be used for later, slithering and making a place in their minds - it’s really how she operated back in menzoberranzan. I think the only one who catches on to her game is astarion but that’s bc he’s doing the same thing too, so it’s very game recognises game lmfao
it’s only when she breaks her oath and goes through her existential crisis that all of her masks drop and her real self comes out. she was never that kind of person lmfao ^, she’s greedy, selfish, paranoid and rather obsessive. she doesn’t care about a lot of things that doesn’t concern her, she has a cruel streak that she hasn’t shown before, and she hates doing anything that won’t really benefit her. but she’s fiercely loyal to anyone she likes, like a dog. and severely she craves validation and approval - also like a dog.
#like if shri’iia was smarter and wiser it’s really over for you hoes 😔 but she’s not lol#the matriarch also taught her how to deceive so she had good training lool like that’s coming from the master liar herself#and in game Shri’iia’s deception is p high so it tracks 👯♀️#but anyway I finished reading gone girl and shri’iia would’ve turned out like amy in her vengeance ending#I think if her paranoia consumed her and an outside figure validated her way of faking herself#and generally moulded her back to being that overly obsessive paladin who lives to serve - which is what her matriarch made her to be#but obv she can’t be that girl in the surface .. they can’t know abt the Lolth worship! they’ll kill her! so she makes a new one … a#completely different one that’s so detached from her previous self … someone new and charming and fun and harmless and the kind of person#you’ll feel safe around and happy to travel with. she is that girl! and more! and she’s down for anything! and she loves to help!#but she forgets the goddess she worships is fickle and vengeful and proud so her favor drops and suddenly her real self is left#with nothing .. so she doesn’t know what to do anymore … she doesn’t know if she should keep up this fake one I mean what’s the point does#she even have it in her anymore?? how can she go back home when they don’t want you back#like who is SHE without lolth even … bc the girl that she has been playing is nothing but a blank image#and that’s NOT her .. never been her… so shri’iia is left bewildered confused and even more scared#like what do you do if you’ve been left behind in this new world?? and the purpose of your existence doesn’t want you anymore but the#thing is she knows where she went wrong.. but she didn’t have a choice - or did she?? shri’iia doesn’t know .. she’s not a planner#you don’t need to plan when your matriarch does all the thinking for you and you just do what ur told bc there is nothing better than to#serve and fulfill your oath …!!! so she ends up getting wasted in a party with the people she didn’t even care to save lmfao#and then she gets drunk and ends up fucking this one guy just bc she asked and she’s already hit rock bottom#lolth always says fuck elves anyway so she goes off and do just that 🤷♀️#shut up abt bg3.
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