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PART 1 | PART 2 | PART 3 | PART 4 | PART 6
If you're curious, Soap and Ghost's final score is 28-3
Only one part left! (unless it turns out too long again lol). Honestly can't believe this is almost finished...
#call of duty modern warfare 2#cod mw2#cod fanart#cod ghost#cod soap#cod gaz#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#kyle gaz garrick#cod mwii#modern warfare 2#mw2#i spent literally all day today finishing this up#like... actually around 10 hours#my wrist fuckin hurts but its worth it lmao#the difference between soap's face at the start of this series and the end is insane he looks so much better now lol#ghostsoap#ghoap#angst#2 hours later i realized i forgot some tags lmao
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when your main characters start dating after years of writing so they finally get to be like this
#rare WIP preview from me#this is in like. 10 episodes. lmfao#its been really hard working this far ahead#my editor isnt giving me any feedback and my friends are very busy so it's felt quite lonely#which is fine! for my friends I mean. but its my editors job to give me feedback...#but the webtoon editors are extremely extremely extremely overworked and my series is set to end so I understand its low priority#its not her fault its webtoons fault. however. its still demotivating...#oh well l m a o#I should be much further ahead ngl LMFAO I want like 12 done but I come back in 2 weeks.#we'll see#when I get really stressed out I go full gamer mode#and usually I'll sink like 60 hours (like 5 days) into a game and then I'm good and move on#but this recent game that grabbed me is. its too much actually#bit uncontrollable ngl I think its an ADHD thing I mostly have just quit playing videogames at all#cause its like yeah being stressed cause theres too much work to do is not going to be helped by losing a week and a half to a game...#and yet.#anyways the game is satisfactory#my friend bought it for me and we've been playing together#and our shared file has. 100 hours on it. and we still havent beaten the game#we're close to beating it and it's not like we're rushing or anything#cause its fun to fuck around and zap eachother or whatever#but it's got me doing math. the exact kind of math I love to do. optimization#and its reminding me yeah in another life id have been an engineer#I'm glad I'm an artist but its always weird like yeah this is easily a path I could have gone down#'artists hate math' speak for yourself doing math calms me down! I love math!#I love math and I love business. I'm almost the perfect artist but I hate advertising so. we can't have it all#anyways theyre so fucking cute its sickening. I love them so much. I could cry#WIP#lineart#time and time again
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I'd like to congratulate you on getting your CPR certification.
Now remember, when you’re going in for compressions, it should sound like somebody is standing behind you with the worlds largest Dorito and cracking it open!
Go in firm and hard and snap as many ribs as you can on the way down, that means you’re doing it right.
You save that life. Good luck.
Or... Or... Or kill them, I don’t fucking care.
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#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#congratulations this is misinformation and by listening to it you have actually gotten a bit dumber <3#you're welcome!#anyway. this is the first post using a new method for the filter. my second time completely redoing it lol#can anyone but me tell the difference? probably not! did i spend hours trying to figure it out? yes!#basically what i did was download an unedited audio from his patreon and compared it to the edited version (the srimp special if u care LOL#and did edits- then compared it to the edited version. over. and over. and over........ and over.......................#ANYWAY.#turns out i have been delaying too little#before i had done between .025 to .075 depending on the audio#its more around .1#i also downloaded reaper to add the bitcrush#so its about as close as i can get it without having the exact number that the filter is supposed to be delayed by#i could not for the life of me figure out why mine has less 'echo' but its close enough..#plus the audio from the streams is not the best quality and already has a slight filter on it anyway so like- theres only so much i can do#cough. so anyway i brought my laptop to work today and spent a long time figuring that out#paid to shitpost on company time~#also i have no idea if this is too loud or too quiet cause the audio levels on my laptop are weird#like anything over 10% volume is super loud#i was at 6% while editing but idk how that is going to translate over to other people uhhhhh idk let me know if its ok
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compiled whatever this is (and I run out of tag space)
meh HoT gifs (3/?)
#alek gifs#ninjago#ninjago krux#ninjago acronix#hands of time#time twins#alternate title to this series is : stuff i noticed after watching this season 10 whole times#okay actually thats a lie. i realized this the 3rd time around#i think of acronix and how he barely makes any decisions for himself and i go crazy#ppl equate that with him feeling forced to do stuff.. uh hes always been a follower guys!!#cue him calling wu “master wu” even after the twins betrayal. him liking machia bc shes “mean” and bossy#he has no issue with following orders lol. prepare for a long acronix rant one day#contexts -> gif 1 barely counts i just wanted to include him looking at krux. he does this a lot during that fight#gif 2 is before they kill blunck and raggmunk (idk how to spell their names still ... sorry)#gif 3 is before they were going to kill wu in the golden hour legacy short. which is canon !!#gif 4 is before they sent themselves into the temporal vortex#that one post that was like “are we still doing revenge? yeah? cool” bc thats basically acronix#there is something fundamentally wrong with these two's brains but idk how to describe it#krux who literally lost his mind after losing his brother to the point he adopted an entire identity#“he just needed to go undercover!!” counter point as soon as acronix came back he was unable to pretend to be saunders. he acted super weird#like when kai was in the museum he couldnt pretend to be this person he wasnt. acronix was back !!! so was he. krux was 100% going to kill#the smith sibs if maya and ray didnt comply. also.. canonly they knew him when they worked as teachers back in s3. he watched them grow up#and pretended all was well meanwhile their parents were being forced to work and slave away to build the iron doom. he is not normal#then you have acronix who thrives off of violence and is described as throwing himself into battle like a blunt object. has no regard#for himself as a person and just takes (almost) everything his brother says as gospel. s7 couldve done smthn really cool with how#the only thing the twins ever really disagreed on was technology. also ive went on a semirant about how krux's hatred for tech was misplaced#hatred for losing acronix. wanted to travel to the pre modern era? okay well whyd he pick 40 years ago specifically. also NOTE that they#went back after their past selves had lost. they wouldve faired better if they went and helped their past selves. also the reversal blade#had already fallen so when the twins went back in time there was two kruxes. he literally went back to when he had been all alone for the#for the first time. he went back to when his life was ruined and his brother was gone!! but he had nix with him this time . ughdhf
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WAOT WERE U THE ONE TSUKASA COSPLAYER AT MIKUEXPO GIVING OUT MIKU STICKERS TO THE PJSK FANS
THATS ME!!!!! i didn't mean to just give them to pjsk fans help but i severely underestimated how many i should've made and cut out .. so i just ended up giving them to cosplayers or people who said hi to me .... T_T
THERE'S ALSO THIS SUPER CUTE BRACELET SOMEBODY RAN UP TO ME AND GAVE ME AND I TREASURE IT SO I NEED TO ADD IT TO THE POST AND SHOW IT OFF .. WAH!!!! ITS SO CUTE LOOK!!!!!!
#again WAS NOT MY BIRTHDAY. MIKUEXPO TORONTO FELL ON TSUKASAS BIRTHDAY IN JAPAN TIME. SORRY TO EVERYONE WHO SAID HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.#i love your icon cause i saw a garf miku cosplayer at mikuexpo toronto too IT WAS SO AWESOME#i saw snother tsukasa cosplayer in hid school outfit and they had cute star glasses i Need some.#in the future n for cons i think i'll just order stickers to hand out .. cutting them out by hand was so much .....#especially when i did the whole pjsk cast. 10 or so of each of them. my best friend helped and it still took like 2 hours#<- I DID THAT FOR ANIME NORTH I MEAN i think i forgot to post about it here. anyways#i dont plan on tabling at cons or snything cause i just like attending them so much. but#In the future i think i'll just pay to get Nice little prints or stickers made and shipped to me to hand out ...#Sorry they arent actual stickers they're just laminated with tape i did them the night before while crunching for the con the week after.#alliellama#ask#sorry to go on but mikuexpo really was such a good time#when we first got there i was in the merch line w my friends and skmeone came up and said can you do the tsukasa laugh right here right now#but everything we said echo and i was like T_T no im shy ...#and then 2 hours later i heard there was a saki cosplayer there and started running around the venue shouting SAKI. SAKIII. SAKI.#WE FOUND HER IT TOOK ME LIKE 20 MINS which is impressive because there were a lot of people. by god.#it was so fun. we had such a good time i could go on. everyone was so FREAKING NICE. AND GAVE SO MANY FREEBIES. AND COMPLIMENTS.#but i literally only had like ..30 mikus. to hand out. i felt SO BAD. CONSERVING THEM.
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Roo as Benson from The Passenger (2023)
- - Click Roo's pic for better quality :) - -
( Progression pics under the cut :) )
( Latest -> Oldest )
#Post : Art*#Roo#Roo*#art#digital art#oc art#my oc#my art#benson the passenger#the passenger#the passenger fanart#this took ~three days overall (breaks and stuff) but it actually took around 10-12 hours actually drawing it#im ngl i didnt know what i was doing for half of this. i kinda just disassociated and locked in#i really like the blurry lineart but i WAS considering getting rid of it before i finished but I rlly think it adds to the like...-#-grimey?? factor of this scene and how “sad” or dystopian it looks idk 🧍♂️#also dk why the benson pic is so fucking blurry i just downloaded it from the internet 😭#Roo's shirt says “Blink if you're into me - I knew it” which kinda fits his personality if him and benson's personality mixed#i rlly wanted to share the timelapse but it'd take forever to upload so i just stuck with progression pics :)
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undertale yellow. clutches head in anguish.
#[cherry on top]#undertale yellow spoilers#[..its still you]#anyways. finished my uty playthrough yesterday. oh my god.#^ that might be a bit of a surprise given that ive said like. nothing about it on here#but honestly i felt like positive-neutral about the game for most of it. like yeah it was good;#but nothing that drove me crazy. yknow? it was just an overall good game.#which is why i didnt really say anything about it#then it started picking up near the middle-end with the steamworks-#i enjoyed axis and guardener a lot; ceroba was a cool party member;#and the music in steamworks goes hard. one of my favorite tracks tbh#then there was the buildup to cerobas fight.#then i /got/ to cerobas fight and. crumples up into a ball AAUUUUUUUUUU#OH MY GODDDDDD#something about it made me shatter into a million tiny pieces.#a lot of things did actually. like how HARD IT WAS#i was stuck on her for OVER AN HOUR#BUT I DID IT. I DID IT LEGIT. IT WAS SO SATISFYING WHEN I FINALLY BEAT HER#god im just insane about ceroba rn. women who fuck up everything big time#and see no other option other than to dig their hole deeper because they sure as hell arent getting out of it#OH AND THE ENDING... BECAUSE OH MY GODDDD OF COURSE CLOVER WOULD DO THAT AHUGHHHHH#THEY'RE THE JUSTICE SOUL. THEY WANTED TO BRING MONSTERS TO JUSTICE AFTER ALL THEY FACED#OF FUCKING COURRSSSEEEEEEE AAAUUGHHHHH <- wail of anguish#KILLING AND MAIMING AND BITING.#SORRY. i needed to lose it for my mental health. quoting that one tiktok: 'im craeezay. im insaaane!'#for other tidbits i wanted to mention:#cerobas bossfight music went HARD. i fucking love the phase 3 transition especially with her yelling as the music starts;#that black hole attack can go fuck itself;#and if you were wondering how long it took me to beat uty. it was around 10-11 hours for a pacifist route.#anyways i totally need to play more games. that was fucking awesome and i need to experience more things like that
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Fuck you. *Dilfs your Leo*
Tumblr ate the quality so have some closeups of my favorite details :]
#ITS DOOOONE#this is one of those pieces I recommend zooming in on cause I put a bajillion little details#one may even say too many#hamburgrr draws#rottmnt#rottmnt leo#rottmnt future leo#babygirl posting#good ending au#again tagging that one just in case I ever get around to actually explaining myself#this took me like 10 hours everyome look at it right now
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Hello again, fellas. (And to whoever is actually interested in looking at my weird little AU-) Sanctuary has been on my mind lately and uhhh, I’d like to introduce you to some new characters!
Meet the Eventide Duo: REI and KAI!
I, like with Aster and Del, have never drawn them before, and because I honestly didn’t have it in me to do two full-body drawings with color and everything, doodling them was the next best thing. I’ve been thinking about these two a lot and just really wanted to get them down as a start. Soooo—this is their first pass and things are subject to change! (Please excuse the messiness-)
Rei (the Red) and Kai (the Blue) come from—okay this is kinda funny now that I’m writing it out—their AU was inspired by an FNF fan song that I heard awhile back. It was something like “Frostbite but Blue.” The person who made the song (I don’t remember their name off the top of my head) said they were going to post the lore, but as far as I know they never did, so my brain kinda took the concept and ran with it—making it into my own story. (Sorry to whoever that was-)
Rei is the fledgling god of the Sun and the Second Coming of Arceus. He ascended to godhood after his untimely death, returning to earth to protect the one he loves. Rei may look like a massive grump, but in reality, he's a ray of sunshine and one of the most warm-hearted and protective people you'll ever meet. Kai is still a Pokémon Trainer, but he’s also Rei's singular devotee. He's honestly pretty quiet for a Blue, if not a bit high-strung, but he's loyal and sweet, even if he has a bit of a hard time showing it.
The both of them worked together to survive the violent floods and rainfall that devastated their original home, and now live a quiet life together in Sanctuary, going on little adventures here and there to try and reclaim the life they lost bit by bit.
(Okay, time to tag my one fan. @100nebulas , I think you said you wanted more Sanctuary content in general that one time, so I guess you’re gonna be eternally tagged in these lmao. Hope you enjoy :])
#WOO NEW CHARACTERS LETS GO-#Okay actually it’s 4 am and I’m dead. I genuinely thought I was going to do this tomorrow but I finished the art a few hours ago-#and just really struggled with how to write their mini bio :/ I’m tired.#But Anyway! More Characters for the Cast! Yippee!#(And for whom it may concern—Rei and Kai are the only two characters I have that are canonically (romantically) in love.)#I really wanted to do something special for all of my characters. Like- make them all full-body art and then doodle in the extra details-#and write a ton of headcanon/lore about them under a cut kinda like what the folks over at TheMissingNumbers did-#but I’ve got no drive and doodling is all I’m capable of to be honest.#But getting them down is the most important part. I can go back and reorganize everything later with better art and info.#All of my characters come in pairs (for whatever reason—not even I know.) So expect more doodles at… some point. I can’t really tell you.#Sanctuary’s main cast (and by main cast I mean the characters I think of most often) is around 8-10 characters.#(on the fence about the last two.)#But uh- don’t expect anything high-quality for awhile. I’m doing my best over here and am just trying to have fun.#Anywho- Ignore me. I hope you enjoy the new guys! For my one fan—I’d like to know what you think. :)#(Also sorry for the longer main post. I normally have a cut there but I don’t have anything to put under it. The art is just the doodle-)#(Probably should have mentioned that Sanctuary is built on a Multiverse-type base… thing. I don’t know how to describe it.#Multiple Universes. Multiple Red’s. Multiple Blue’s. All that jazz. Sorry. like I said—I’m tired :/)#(Hopefully nobody is confused-)
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well, you can see it!
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#pink space#practicing... [melts away]#no i did not reference the shading in the actual ref. 'why not' dude i actually do not know lmaoo - it's pretty lazy but that's#practice babyyyy :33#//it's also 4 a.m. rn isn't that neat hghfsh#i fell asleep at like 7 or 8 and then got woken up around 10 or 11 so i guess i just don't sleep anymore lolll#ay but i finished this so that's :D !#i just need a full front ref for this thing and i KNOW i can do this i knowww itttt hbhhfsv#glammed her up because she deserves it. look at her :33#this Did take me like 2 hours i am not great at details hfhhfhsv#no i'm not going to use half of them (lord i hope not) but it was nice anyway :D#it's nice both turning off my brain but also having to use it to full capacity to be sure i'm not missing like an entire wheel before i#start colouring Lmaooo <3#this Was fun though and i like how it's turned out! maybe i'll do more vehicle studies at some point. did one for a 67 pontiac the other da#and that was fun :D those old boxy cars are sooo nice to draw hfsh#//anyway. [jiggles away into the fog]
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the two factor authentication app for work popped up an “are you enjoying using duo mobile?” prompt to rate it in the app store and like. yeah it works fine for what it is but enjoying? who’s out here enjoying having to pull out their personal cell phone first thing in the morning to log on to an entire day of work? like my desktop outlook every time i open it making me dismiss a banner without a “no” or “never ask again” option about how i should download the mobile app which is sexy and fun and will let me reply from anywhere! like this is my tumblr device. my google image search for “[vaguely defined] meme template” device. my same fanfic for the ninetieth time at one am device. i realize microsoft teams has already stormed the beach at normandy and my zoom phone forwards here because i have to be logged into other accounts on my company computer but enjoying? really?? at 8 am enjoying??
#the worst part is: the duo mobile tone is actually very nice so. i don’t NOT not enjoy it#and yes I KNOW i would also encourage someone else to demand compensation or a company phone#and i respect my colleagues who downgraded to flip phones to force IT to give them a duo mobile fob instead#my direct manager doesn’t put teams on her phone even if everyone else does so it’s not required#but the fobs don’t work for ‘remember this computer for 10 hours’ and i like to pace around my house sometimes#and it’s a nonprofit etc but more importantly:#a substantial part of my lifetime professional success comes from always endearing myself to the IT department#on business
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#alexithymia#actually autistic#autism memes#i dont usually joke around but i saw this as a vision after being like “huh whats going on” after 10 hours of emotional turmoil -#- that i somehow did not recognize. & also like genuinely still have no idea what tf is going on rn
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I loved the cowboy comic so much that I wrote a oneshot for it. https://archiveofourown.org/works/50934235 🥺 your art is BEYOND amazing, ty for the food
INCREDIBLE!!!!!
#billdip#I honestly loved this story start to finish with the ambience and quick pace#hadn't considered the possibility of Bill and Dipper actually working *together* but it's always a good time when they do ❤️#sorry it took so long to reblog 🥲#I read it like- Right when you posted. But I had to catch a plane and then drive an extra hour home and immediately get on zoom for class#and today i was just all around exhausted so i slept roughly 70% of the entire day dndsjdndnd#all that to say that I had your fic in the back of my mind and I very much wanted to set some time aside and re-read it when I got the chan#honestly with how well you set things up I would've loved to see your own rendition of their first kiss#You established their relationship really well at the start and brought them together by the end after outsmsrtong those bandits#it feels like you have a better understanding of who they are to each other than even i do 😌 very much a fan#i love when stories incorporate those sort of 'habits' that the love interests fall into#that confuses character A while character B is so clearly using it as an excuse to get close and spend more time with them#i squealed like a maniac when Bill was like oooph lemme walk you home 😏🤠#sir i am going to wrangle you up if you don't compose yourself#and Dipper's just wary of him because people as handsome as bill used to pick on him 😢#little does he know he's grown into a 10/10 cutie patootie that any cowboy would be stupid NOT to smooch#I'm a simple man. I read oblivious low-confidence cowboy being pursued by a hottie on a horse. I lose my shit#Awesome wonderful writing!!! so happy to have caught your eye and i hope to continue pumping out content for this wonderfully weird ship
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I'm really bad at law school 🧍♀️
#just got my mark back for an essay#buh-bye honours program next year ig#I haven't been handing anything in on time but this is the first time someone's actually picked up on it and deducted marks#IF IT'S HANDED IN THE SAME DAY JUST HOURS AFTER 4 PM BUT BEFORE MIDNIGHT WHY IS IT COUNTED AS A DAY LATE#granted this specific one was like 10 mins before midnight#but holy shit bro I got murdered in my feedback#I'm too stupid for law school honestly why the fuck am I here#yes I passed and I got a credit but that's not what I was aiming for and it's not what I would have gotten if it wasnt late#because I could have been that much closer to a distinction which would ease some pressure of the exam off#but nooo I had to get marks taken off for handing it in BEFORE MIDNIGHT#got told I don't really seem to have an understanding of corporate theory and I seem confused#it was clear I engaged with the materials But Not Enough#do you know how many FUCKING sticky notes I have in my damn textbook??#I even looked at a SECOND textbook!#and took written-on-paper-notes to try and wrap my head around the different theories that applied to the topic and how to argue them!#on top of what notes I had from the lecture slides#and you're telling me 😭 that was all just for my professor to call me silly in fifty different nicer forms? 😭#had a cry because I am Going Through It today#and I have another assignment to hand in tonight#and then another one next week#and another one the week after#AND the week after that#and then it's my exams 😔 someone please murder me
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Being the oldest cousin sucks so bad I never have anyone to talk when there's family things
#today was my grandpa's 80th birthday#and i left like an hour ago i think? bc i was sleepy and bored#its impossible to be at these things bc i really have no one to talk to besides my own siblings#bc all my cousins are like 10 years younger than me 😅#me and my sister are the oldest actually and we have a 3 year difference between each other so you can see how i do#after my sister my cousins started being born little by little#but most of them were born after my little brother#i was around 10 years when baby fever hit the family apparently and i was having cousins left and right#anyway thats how it was today#now im trying to finish this stupid guide on turbines for my exam#its currently 2:35am...#i shall go to sleep soon
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I don’t know why but for some reason why I think of Leo the first song that comes to my Brian is rabbit hole but specifically the male cover by will stenstion listen and trust me I think it’s the way he says words just sounds like him
SO I THOUGHT I ANSWERED THIS MONTHS AGO I HAVE A LOT OF MONTHS OLD ASKS TBH i promise I'll answer more someday BUT THIS SONG ACTUALLY CAME ON RANDOMLY ON MY TRIP HOME TODAY AND I WAS LIKE. . .HEY I GOT AN ASK ABOUT THIS SONG! I ANSWERED IT I KNOW I DID BECAUSE I REMEMBER LOOKING UP THE LYRICS AND I TOTALLY AGREED! I ANSWERED IT RIGHT???
HEY GUESS WHO HASN'T ANSWERED IT.
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Do you really wanna die as a virgin boy?
first of all if you don't think leo would insult another guy for being a virgin you're wrong second of all he would absolutely bring it up as a reason to sleep with him if he wanted to fuck said virgin and they were uncertain lmao
Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, love Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, love Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, love Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, love Loving and liking, they're just one and the same, same You're not that special, I'm just playin' the game, game "Hey, I'm sorry" Is that really what you wanna hear me say? No way Don't get all stressed and depressed over this, okay-kay-kay? (Uh) Stop, don't you know never wanting any more is rule number one? (I told you) Right from the start not to give it any heart, it's only for fun (How could you?) Mr. Commitment You can find the exit over to the right (Oh my) Are you really staying for the night? Hop, step, and one more chance
Leo not really understanding romantic love as something he feels or would wantto feel, as opposed to something more concrete as sex which is physical and pleasurable and easy to understand, rejecting people unapologetically when he told them off the rip that he's not after romance or attachment, telling them not to fall for him. . .if you're not going to accept this for what it is then leave. you're down to just fuck, no strings attached? okay, you get one more chance then.
So, if it's appeal, keep it real, baby, shake that Pop in a feel and keep goin' like that Don't be a creep, that's some weird jealousy You thirsty for me? Could you stop being cringy? If you really want some, if you're gettin' lonely Baby, get lucky (Baby, get lucky) Hated to love, but it only gave me life Are you really gonna die as a virgin boy? If it's appeal, keep it real, baby, shake that Down with the feels, with a face screaming down bad? "Love you?" I don't, gross, I'm goin' limp Are you out of your mind? Ugh, you're such a simp, ah If you really want some, if you're gettin' lonely Baby, get lucky (Baby, get lucky) I fell in love, and it made me such a bore So, I'm gonna do my own thing and you do yours Alright? (Sure) Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, love Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, love Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, love Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, love Burstin' rubber, we're instant lovers And under the covers, we smother each other and **** It's no dilemma, come, dear, you gotta 'Cause once you recover, we'll go for another This vampire's a talented sucker Burstin' rubber, we're instant lovers And under the covers, we smother each other and **** It's no dilemma, come, dear, you gotta 'Cause once you recover, we'll go for another This vampire's a talented sucker, right? (Hehe) And one more chance So, if it's appeal, keep it real, baby, shake that Pop in a feel and keep goin' like that Don't be a creep, that's some weird jealousy You thirsty for me? Could you stop being cringy? If you really want some, if you're gettin' lonely Baby, get lucky (Baby, get lucky) Hated to love, but it only gave me life Are you really gonna die as a virgin boy? If it's appeal, keep it real, baby, shake that Down with the feels, with a face screaming down bad? "Love you?" I don't, gross, I'm goin' limp Are you out of your mind? Ugh, you're such a simp, ah If you really want some, if you're gettin' lonely Baby, get lucky (Baby, get lucky) I fell in love, and it made me such a bore So, I'm gonna do my own thing and you do yours
so they keep fucking in every great and wild way they desire and for Leo it's wonderful, it's sex, it's fun, and that's what he wants. but they keep getting their feelings involved and it's annoying, it's repulsive, he's not into that! Maybe once upon a time he fell in love and he tried to do it 'right', a 'proper committed relationship', but it was boring and miserable even though he did love that person, so he gave up on it. If they have feelings for him he wants them to keep them to themself, he's here to fuck and go. Stop embarrassing yourself and stop telling him about your feelings. Quit acting like there's anything more than sex in this relationship.
Oh, if it's appeal, keep it real, baby, shake that How many years has it been since I felt like—? Sorry to call you a creep, that's on me I'm thirsty for love, but I'm downin' a beer, like If you really want some, if you're gettin' lonely Baby, get lucky (Baby, get lucky) I fell in love, and I wanted something more So, I'm gonna do my own thing and you do yours Okay? (Sure)
except oh no he's catching feelings again. No, no, he threw that all away, he hated it even though loving someone made him happy! He starts to feel bad about rejecting them before because now he wants them as something more than a fuckbuddy. And just being fuckbuddies is starting to hurt. So he wants to break it off. He's gonna make himself more miserable just fucking when he wants more than not seeing them at all. So he tries to say they should stop. . .he treated them so bad and pushed them away so hard and they must not be into him anymore so he knows he doesn't have a chance, not to mention he couldn't possibly do the relationship thing, he already tried it and he couldn't stand it so they should go their separate ways. . . . But they feel the same? They still love him? Wait--
My, my, my, you're just a little freak (Like I thought) Why, why, why, you're just the same as me (Oh my god) Right, right, right, it's time to start the show Once more, deeper into this rabbit hole, we go My, my, my, you're just a little freak (Like I thought) Why, why, why, you're just the same as me (Oh my god) Right, right, right, it's time to start the show Once more, deeper into this rabbit hole, we go (So gross)
And maybe he corrupted them, maybe they don't mind something more loose and open, maybe they always felt that way and if he'd given them a chance before they could've gone this way from the start--but they're of the same mind. They can be together without changing the sexual aspects of their relationship or that Leo sleeps with other people. They love him all the same and they love the way they are together and they want to love him in more ways without restricting either of them. The things they already do don't have to change. Things don't have to be boring and ""proper"". They can just be freaks together. And Leo hates the feeling of love it's gross to be so attached to somebody but. . .he's really happy, actually, that nothing has to change even though they both have that feeling.
I PLAY LEO AS BEING ARO/GREYARO ON @ficoandleo and it's like. It's very fitting for him and like his relationship/history with Sho(not necessarily reflective of @/shohaizono 's headcanons etc etc) in particular there i should get into it separately over there someday lol but it's mostly what I said up there, but the feeling of love is a bit different, it's more. . .trust and attachment in general.
JUST. YEAH IT'S A VERY LEO SONG. EXTREMELY SO. From mocking other people for being virgins to rejecting romance only to have to grapple with it himself and, of course, the hedonistic pursuit of pleasure. . .and also all the wording feels very Leo lmao. AMAZING SONG RECOMMENDATION SEVERAL MONTHS LATE HAHA THANK YOU SO MUCH
#Whatisneurotypical#Leo kurosagi#Danie yells at tokyo debunker#Danie yells answers#Music#Suggestive#i spent. 90% of my trip home with this on repeat#and now there's like 75% of a video/animatic/whatever in my head. 10/10 way to spend an hour and a half long trip on two trains#I ACTUALLY GOT SO DISTRACTED THAT I MISSED MY STOP AND HAD TO TURN AROUND AND GO BACK WHICH ADDED LIKE 15 MINUTES
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