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Man I’m trying to get myself hyped up for HHN and have been pretty excited bc I’m going for the first time this year with Kelsey and a few other friends I trust with my life, and my coworkers are offering to get a group together for preview night and help me through it
And all of a sudden that impending sense of doom I get every year about the whole event is hitting me really bad all of a sudden
And now I worry I’m gonna have a massive panic attack and ruin the event with anyone I go with 🙃🙃🙃
#like. I’m gonna be okay I know I will#and also a lot of my friends are scare actors this year and I’m getting to know a lot of people who will be doing the event#and they’re all telling me they’ll make sure I know it’s them#but just#the anxiety is hitting me all of a sudden#lmao I need to leave for work and I have thre strongest urge to start fucking sobbing uncontrollably#idk I guess that one comment from an ex coworker is getting to me#‘well if you’re gonna get overwhelmed and need breaks I wouldn’t wanna go with you bc that sounds awful’#like. dude#I understand the point but he said it so fucking rudely#so now I worry I’m gonna freak out on preview night and annoy all my coworkers and have them end up hating me#and have them all think they can’t take me anywhere again#and this is the first time I’ve gotten that worry here bc like#everyone has been so sweet and I hang out with my coworkers we do stuff together!#and everyone is neurodivergent in some way so they understand#but god. the anxiety is hitting so bad all of a sudden
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Kenji and his cow Hanako II were the best duo from wan change my mind
#GUYS ITS OKAY HE’S WITH HIS COW FRIENDS HE’S FINE#I present this after the abomination we all witnessed from ch. 118#sigh yeah I know the chapter released literally a whole ass month ago but I’ve been too busy with school to draw anything#take this as a manifestation for his return in the next ch#Seriously though I’m like 80% sure Kenji and the others are coming back asagiri can’t do this to us#idk maybe I’m being delusional#tbh I’m probably gonna disappear for a bit until my end of year exams are done so if anyone notices me on tumblr please yell at me to study#pls pls pls#btw I was watching moo deng live cams while drawing this she’s such an icon#bsd#bsd art#bsd fanart#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs fanart#bsd kenji#kenji miyazawa#kenji bsd#bsd wan#cows#cow art#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr
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his cutie mark :(
#I like to think bai longma has a cutie mark but it’s just a picture of a horse#you were born for this horse boy#I finally have the time to draw but then I get fucking ARTBLOCKED#I’m not gonna say that cutie mark bai long ma cured my artblock but it sure got me to draw SOMETHING#horse with a horse cutie mark is just the equivalent of people with portrait tattoos#but it’s of himself#they’re taking a bath okay I know every one of those pilgrims STINK#yes including Tripitaka but the rest of the group is just sooo much more pungent that it’s just attributed to them when they’re in a group#headcanons 🩵#digital art#my art#journey to the west#jttw#jttw fanart#bai longma#jttw sun wukong#jttw bajie#sha wujing#this implies that guanyin is an mlp fan#pegasister guanyin#I don’t even watch mlp yall
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This started out as perspective practice but it turned into a game of “how many of my favorite AI can I fit onto the canvas” so.
#techum#technophilia#objectum#objectophilia#pressure painter#p.ai.nter pressure#p.ai.nter fanart#ptwp#pal percy#regretevator scag#squid wys#will you snail fanart#will you snail squid#courage the cowardly dog#gerty 3000#moon gerty#moon 2009#lab rats eddy#lab rats#electric dreams#edgar electric dreams#electric dreams 1984#rem estates#rem estates analog#DID I MISS ANYONE#jfc so many tags#anyways if I missed your faves it’s probably because I either don’t know them or don’t like them enough mb#and yes I’m shameless enough to put my oc in there I just really like him okay#I was also gonna add PAL into here but I forgor#my art
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If I can be honest for a second, the ending of the Dragon Age series in such a disrespectful and rushed way does not make me excited whatsoever for ME5
#‘ it’s being led by a veteran team’ okay Veilguard showed us that means nothing#oh I’m so scared#I loved dragon age so much and I still do#I don’t know if I can see the same sort of rot echo within mass effect…#bioware critical#as always feel free to add your thoughts if you have any#Am I the only one who’s feeling like this?#The way they were like okay fiiiiines here's something subpar now focus on what we think can get us more money#Touching grass is not enough I need an electronic arts executive to be underneath it#it has inspired me to workshop a lot of things I was doing with carpathian skies though so that’s something#am I getting teary eyed right now? I just love dragon so much and I’m so sad#…. I’m gonna go to bed
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Constantly torn between my desire to convert and the crushing weight of knowing that I won’t be able to exist in the wider fandom spaces that I love without being constantly reminded that Jews are always guilty until proven innocent post-Oct 7.
#Jk the bleak realization has already set in!#I just. God I just know I’m gonna have to process a whole new cultural trauma and it’s gonna suck because post October 7 it’s inescapable#Like I’ll see a popular creator I look up to for T/ADC stuff suddenly post that fucking chant out of nowhere & I have to choose between#Leaving bc that person obviously doesn’t look for Jewish perspectives bc of bias or staying and marinating in my disillusionment#I mean I’m already feeling the disillusionment no point not going through with it#Sorry I’m not trying to be a nihilist I’m just venting bc I’m really done#Jewish Convert#Prospective Convert#Jumblr#Vent#My Post#Leftist Antisemitism#Okay to reblog#I mean not sure why you would but you can if you want
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i am going to combust into a million pieces
#mario#super mario#smb#luigi#bowser#bowuigi#mario movie#super mario bros movie#what theFUCK going on#they won’t even let us BREATHE#you know damn well they enjoy seeing us go apeshit over these#i am literally losing my mind#i know i’m gonna be so disappointed when i go see the movie and it’s gonna be like only 2 seconds of luigi screen time#but it’s okay AS LONG AS WE GET A LUIGIS MANSION SPIN OFF#that’s all that matters to me <3#also why’s bowser doing that little maneuver with his mustache like 💀💀#gay gay homosexual gay#could he be any more homosexual#< the answer is NO#anyways i’m gonna go scream into my pillow for a little while
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Coroika Splatoon but it’s PHIGHTING! Roblox
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Hi to my Coroika and phighting fans so how are we feeling about this one
cooked these up in a few hours! These honestly didn’t really take that long at all and were really fun to do since I got to play around with some charcoal brushes (I love doing everything in my power to NOT use midtones lmfao).
I tired to mimic the style of the manga a bit and I think i did relatively okay! I have a lot more of these planned so yeah >:3! Really excited to get to do them sometime
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#Coroika is so silly#I love it so much#“I’m tired of straight manning!” - okay there broker stfu we know you aren’t /ref#I’m so great at subtly hinting about what I’m gonna do next guys oh my god#Also I promise I’ll be doing mermaid au stuff soon :3! My motivation has been pretty down plus I’ve been pretty busy so these were just kin#Of a stress reliever for me lol#Plus the mermaid pieces usually take like. 8-11 hours a pop and I don’t like to do pieces in more then 2 sittings so.#Yea.#not really the HEALTHIEST of drawings to make for me but oh well they’re still fun :3#Anyways tag time#art#artists on tumblr#phighting!#phighting fanart#digital art#roblox phighting#phighting#phighting roblox#phighting art#roblox#phighting subspace#subspace phighting#subspace#phighting! roblox#phighting! subspace#phighting! art#phighting banhammer#slingshot#slingshot phighting#banhammer phighting
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half of this mission is danstelle’s honeymoon
#they’re visiting new places together and share a room? oh#well!#i was already pumped about not having to hear march’s voice for the duration of the mission but i didn’t know it was gonna be a date for two#another win in the books for me#amphoreus is interesting and that’s partly because of aglaea’s accent#british people exist outside of belobog? alright then#also you don’t know how hard i laughed when i heard mydei’s voice for the first time#like okay kratos!#i’m joking btw kratos clears#it’s just funny how he’s all ‘grrr rage bloodlust’ because of a talking lion head#jarvis show me this guy’s balls please#hsr#hsr amphoreus#hsr dan heng#hsr stelle#danstelle#🍁🌟
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toxic yuri vampires you will always be famous to me
#mysims#simblr#ts4#ts4 edit#the sims community#oc: naomi#oc: nadia#lethal devotion#I was gonna post these some other time but nie’s little smirk I’m entranced sorry#I need them both immediately. oh my god#AND NADIA 🧎🏻♀️#no greater joy in life than making oc’s with ur friends#there’s this one specific scene I’ve been thinking about between nadia and nie#okay back story nie was assigned to kill nadia her client paid top dollar to see her killed#they know nadia is powerful but not much else about her is known#nie's snuck into her kingdom by being gifted to her as a lowly maid#one of the first things nadia says to nie is she’s too pretty to be doing her laundry and she’d look better on her knees#THAT SHOULD BE MEEEE 🫵🏼#nie’s first attempt at nadia life is by poison#but as soon as nadia bites into her food she’d slowly look up at her and begin laughing in her face#she’d grab her by the throat until they’re face to face and say something like#'you think ive never been poisoned before my dearest punishment?' and kiss her with the poision still on her lips#DONT even get my started on their nicknames#nadia calling nie her sweet creature my little sacrifice my darling monster#nie would call nadia my darling god with so much disdain and hate in her voice#as if she doesn’t dream of begging at her feet every second of the day#whatever 😒
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Christmas in the Undercroft
Trying something a bit different! And thought I’d get festive with it since it’s December 🎄
#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy art#sebastian sallow#hogwarts legacy mc#ominis gaunt#had a crisis and decided I didn’t know if I liked my style#I mean idk what my style really is#tried to do something more cartoony??#but looking now it just looks really similar to what I normally do lmaoooo#But oh well the intent was there#and I think I still like it anyway 😂#I’m so bad at fussing over small insignificant details too#so I’m just gonna post this before I spend several more hours messing about with it#and also so I can go to bed and sleep#so if I’ve missed something then lol oh well#okay I think I’m done rambling now#its nearly Christmas woop woop
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i hate you the need to explain how actually louis was the most toxic one in this relationships. i hate you the need to explain how actually lestat was the most toxic one in this relationship. i hate you the need to explain how actually armand was the most toxic one in this relationship. I hate you iwtv fans using the word “abused” or “X deserves better” like a weapon to destroy another characters integrity. yes they do suck in whatever way you are highlighting but also so many are getting too close to just making up shit takes bc they want to see it that way. Like just wait for marius if you need someone to hate with yr whole being
#LIKE LOUIS AND ARMAND COULD HAVE HAD A FINE RELATIONSHIP AND FOR A LITTLWNWHILE THEY ALMOST DID#we all know daniel molloy is a pos but his boyfriend lore isn’t created yet and him and armand are perfect pariting actually /j#/j bc they are just as crazy as the rest#iwtv#interview with the vampire#armand the vampire#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#amc iwtv#amc interview with the vampire#maybe i’m gonna get thru the books and realize certain fans shit the bed because that’s what the books do#okay i’m playing a hater i’m not being too genuine but gorsh#i support lestat mains i support armand mains i support louis mains#i do not support twisting their intimate details and making it seem like it was inherently a decision done to manipulate#BC THAYS THE ENTIRE SHOW THEY DONT MAKE THE DECISION THEY JUST DO IT#like lestat coming back and telling his origin story and louis sympathizing is soooo so so fr despite how claudia sees it or chooses to see#just as louis leaning into the sub dom dynamic.#like guys we have like a hundred years of foresight#a decade and a half at the least !!!#armand uses duty to justify his actions. he’s also delusional that’s a different point though
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hey you know what would be fun? a fic where the Royal Guard follows through with their plans to make Ichigo the new Soul King and Grimmjow promptly loses his shit because what the actual fuck Ichigo has already given these people literally everything, twice, and this is how they repay him? recruits Nel and Harribel and Urahara and Yoruichi (after Nel sits on him for a while because Jesus Christ Grimmjow you can’t storm Soul Society by yourself no matter how much you’ve powered up) and it’s the Ryoka Invasion all over again except with pissed off arrancar instead. I just think it would be neat
#king’s court#bleach#grimmichi#orihime and Chad are also there#Ishida is questionable considering the timeline and his feelings about soul society in general#I just have this perfect image in my head of Grimmjow finding out and just going to town on the shinigami over it#like ‘no one in all three fucking worlds deserves that self righteous asshole martyr#but he chooses all over you. over and over again. and for what? how many fucking times have you abandoned him?#my plans haven’t changed I’m gonna tear his throat out with my teeth#but I can’t fucking do that if he’s locked away like some fucked up fairytale princess now can I?’#Nel in the background laughing to herself because wow grimmjow nice save there definitely no one suspects you’re soft for Ichigo#other shinigami come around to help but grimmjow trusts zero of them besides Urahara and Yoruichi so. toss up if he lets them do anything#anything important anyway#okay I’m done#I haven’t read CFYOW btw I just know this is a thing that’s talked about in it#also I know a fic like this exists for ichiruki but I’m deep into my grimmichi era so
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I know we’ve all talked about the callbacks to the tragic greek myth of orpheus and eurydice in relation to charles and edwin but just think of the callbacks to the more ancient and tragic myth of dean and castiel
#a tale that transcends time and space#i haven’t actually watched supernatural recently enough to think of the connections#but they’re there#believe me#edwin and charles#edwin paine#charles rowland#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#orpheus and eurydice#orpheus#eurydice#dean and castiel#dean and cas#dean winchester#castiel#supernatural#spn#im convinced someone really just said you know what we’re gonna just do them again in a different universe but the right way this time#I’m also perfectly okay if they don’t end up together because i love their friendship#more than words#i just like connections#also if they don’t end up together it will be because romantically they both get happy endings w someone else#not because one of them ends up in superhell#I have trust
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Why do you think the tides have slightly turned from "Elia deserves better than Rhaegar" to shipping her and Rhaegar together? Like what is the psychology behind these people because I've seen some of them like/reblog anti Rhaegar posts while also shipping Rhaegar x Elia at the same time.
hey anon! my thoughts are a bit messy, but i’ve done my best to explain them coherently :)
so, rhaegar was the best man anyone could have when elia was alive, and most people want the best for their favs. he was considered the most handsome, didn’t have a bad personality, and he was crown prince—meaning elia was almost queen, which is often seen as the greatest role a woman can have. the narrative also treats rhaegar as a beautiful, tragic, haunting figure, and elia actually had this very aesthetically pleasing man all to herself at one point! she was married to him, had children with him, and her life was so close to perfect! but rhaegar just had to go and ruin it. 😠
for many elia stans, if rhaegar hadn’t fallen in love with another woman (they want him to have been a completely different character), then everything would’ve been perfect, and elia would’ve had the best, most desirable life. however, that’s not what happened—elia met a very tragic end, and as a result, these stans feel double the bitterness. because of this bitterness, they blame rhaegar for everything (even though it’s not logical to do so), but he’s just too ‘perfect’ to let go of. so, for years these stans have made rhaegar revolve around elia, filling his tag with posts about her out of bitterness. so, i do believe that this obsession with rhaegar x elia has always been there, but i think it’s become a more favorable stance on the elia stan side of the fandom because of a mix of reasons.
plus, rhaegar is one of the few canon relationships we know elia had, since she’s not much of a character. because of this, and the fact that most people don’t like to stray too far from canon, most elia stans are forced to focus on rhaegar, which has created an echo chamber. basically, if a sentiment about elia and rhaegar’s relationship becomes popular, then the whole elia stan side of the fandom will likely regurgitate the sentiment. (also, this desire to stick close to canon is likely why the elia x arthur ship was so popular. while it’s a total crack ship, it had good aesthetics, and since elia and arthur at least knew each other, it allowed the stans to create their perfect fanfiction whilst sticking it to rhaegar. but remember, elia was actually married to rhaegar and had children with him, so while arthur is cool, rhaegar was always ‘top dog,’ meaning arthur would never be able to match up to rhaegar to most elia stans. also, the arthur x elia crack ship is likely her second most popular ship, which just shows how little elia stans have to work with, so they’re always forced to eventually return back to rhaegar for a lot of things.)
however, even if the elia x rhaegar ship gains more popularity, these stans will never stop hating rhaegar because he wasn’t ‘perfect’—and he wasn’t perfect because he didn’t love elia. plus, rhaegar loving another woman and supposedly kidnapping her is what began the war that led to elia’s tragic death. that’s bitterness times 1000. and while i don’t actually blame rhaegar for the war, i do think that this is how an elia stan sees it. i also don’t view rhaegar’s complex relationship with elia as a bad thing—it’s actually a very realistic take on an arranged marriage between two decent people. but most elia stans will never be able to get over the fact that they almost had everything, which is why many have it out for lyanna, as they consider her a thief who ruined their ‘perfection.’
tbh, that might be why so many elia stans are so obsessed with the idea that rhaegar only got with lyanna because of the prophecy—they don’t want to believe that rhaegar actually loved a different woman and not their perfect self insert elia. that’s a bit mean of me… but i don’t know what else one would call the ‘elia’ elia stans have created.
now that i’ve laid all those thoughts out, i’ll try to explain why the tides seem to be turning… i think it may have something to do with the ‘targaryens are all evil and bad’ sentiment losing popularity. i think this shift has occurred due to a mix of factors, such as years of fandom fights and fandom cycles leading to the targs being more liked now than before. it helps that canon doesn’t actually condemn the targs/favors them quite a bit, and the influx of new targ fans from HOTD has also contributed. this combination of reasons seems to have shifted the way the mainstream fandom discusses all the targaryen characters, including rhaegar. so, with this shift, it’s only natural that some elia stans/elia x rhaegar shippers—who’ve always been there—are using this opportunity to push their agenda. while these stans still hate rhaegar and see him as the bad guy, they just can’t let go of him. and as the mainstream fandom moves away from the anti targaryen sentiment, these smaller corners of the fandom, which tend to be echo chambers, are also affected, which has therefore led to a rise in rhaegar x elia shippers and the ‘shifting tide’ that you’ve also noticed.
#‘if only rhaegar did this’ is a very common sentiment amongst elia stans#most stans have always had the ‘if only’ mindset#‘if only elia survived’ easily leads to ‘if only rhaegar didn’t run off with his whore’ as the targs become less hated#it’s kinda a pipeline? rhaegar anti plus elia stan leads to rhaegar x elia shipper who still hates rhaegar#another reason that a lot of this happens is because elia and the martells plus dorne are the good ‘others’ a person can like#while the targaryens are the ‘bad others’ one can safely hate as they’re white & have a bit of demon symbolism + come from an ‘evil’ empire#the targs also ruled over everyone so a lot of fans like pushing all the blame onto them for all the problems#however the targs are cool and they’re hot af and being royalty is the best! so they’re the ‘bad others’ one can safely hate#but people still want their aesthetic and want their favs to have what the targs had. all the cool magic + the aesthetic + danys monikers#so people can convince themselves that it’s okay and logical and right to hate the targs but most ppl will still connect their favs to them#of course… things have been shifting in the fandom which i’m very happy about#and all of these sentiments are combined and compressed when it comes to rhaegar and elias relationship#so any big shift on how the fandom views the targs will always affect the way rhaegar and elias relationship is viewed#it just so happens that the targs aren’t the evil dragon nazis anymore so it’s kinda okay for elia stans to ship him with her#i’m not gonna go through my tags and make sure they make sense so i’m simply hoping for the best#anyways… i hope i didn’t digress too much. i just found this shift so interesting so i couldn’t help myself#asoiaf fandom critical#anti elia stans#rhaegar targaryen#anti rhaegar x elia#house targaryen#valyrianscrolls#pro rhaelya#lyanna stark#rhaegar x lyanna#anon ask#thanks anon this was a fun topic to cover#i recently found a really old post about both elia and lyanna and boy… it was quite discusting to read#elia stans kinda cycle from ‘elia deserved better x crack ship with shallow aesthetic’ back to elia x rhaegar while shitting on rhaelya#just know that rhaegar is always the bad guy to them! the sentiment on lyanna will go from hot to cold but rhaelya is always bad as well!
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I kept thinking this part that I kept seeing everywhere on here reminded me of something:
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spoiler alert this is what happens after that
#that head tilt ?#okay anyway#just gonna leave this here#i guess#???#i don’t know if I’m going insane or this really happened#feel like this show is gaslighting me tbh#takes off my glasses and rubs my eyes like a veteran detective trying to crack a ten year old cold case#tbf I haven’t watched bridgerton#but I have eyes that can see and a brain that occasionally has hinged thoughts#haladriel#saurondriel#lotr#trop season 2#the rings of power#sauron x galadriel#galadriel x halbrand#bridgerton#kanthony#anthony x kate
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