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hinamie · 4 months ago

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itakugi sillies fr the soul

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #nobara kugisaki #itakugi #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk leaks #jjk manga spoilers #jjk spoilers #jjk 267 #eye horror/#cant see the haters <3 #not pictured here megumi holding the camera like ......................#also i dont know how i feel abt eyepatch yuuji but fr the sake of itakugi wearing each other's eyepatches he can have one :'>#entertained the idea of them having Matching ones but i scrapped tht pretty quickly dhsdfgfdf i like them distinct #i think yuuji might b able to pull off the larger snaparound kind bc the scars on the other side of his face maybe balance it out #but i like nobara having a smaller more traditional eyepatch personally #1 bc i think she would not want to mess up her hair but also bc i LOVE th look of her scars i want as many of them visible as possible #the eye socket itself tho is ....kinda gnarly GGHJFHFS #speaking of which ik nobara's eye kind of. exploded. but what exactly happened w yuuji's did it just ???? burn away????#idrk if yuuji shld also have a more defined eye socket tbh but fr the sake of my own enjoyment n sanity #i am pulling the fanartist I Do What I Want card #i make the rules and i want his scars to look Like This smile #anyway i love them so much i missed them so much they r so SIBLING CODED #u dont understand officer i need them being dumb n chaotic. to cope #hands and knees itkg save megumi itfskg make it out alive plspslpslplspslpslspsl

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markscherz · 8 months ago

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You are everything I aspire to be

If parenting has taught me anything, it is the importance of getting down on your hands and knees and teaching not just facts, but love and enthusiasm for the natural world.

This is my son Q and me. I have dozens of photos like this by now, even though he is just two years old.

Every chance I get, I will kneel down with him and show him the little creatures all around us. Especially when they are frogs. He loves frogs for some reason. No idea why.

It is important that we all see this together. It is beautiful. It is magnificent. We are here. It is improbable to the highest degree. It is fleeting, but it is everything we get. And we can get so, so much of it. If we just get our faces into it and really absorb it.

So that's what l'm trying to do here, I guess. Get all of you to join me in the reeds. And I am so happy to have so many of you along for the journey.

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vaguely-concerned · 2 months ago

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lucanis truly has a near terminal case of burned out golden child syndrome. caterina fucked both of these kids over so incredibly bad with the dynamic she enforced there, with illario being labled the perpetual fuckup kid where lucanis 'could do no (would never be allowed to do) wrong'. the way he admits in the first coffee date scene that the only thing that happened when he showed he could carry the weight of expectation was that more weight was added makes me so sad. you can hear it in caterina's voice in his intro mission that she's incredibly proud of him, but this is clearly a leandra and hawke situation where that pride never translates into relief or resolution or unconditional warmth or understanding or anything that really helps.

#you messed up an excellent little autistic dude caterina look at him he has no personal life and his only friend is his scar-ass cousin!!#because that's what you told him he has to be and he believed you!!!#all that and you wouldn't even let him have a wyvern dagger just for fun and b/c it makes him SO happy? when i get you caterina dellamorte #I'm finding the crow family drama so compelling in this game I'm just hanging around treviso Observing haha #I wish they'd given illario a bit more nuance in this (as I feel he does have in the wigmaker job)#b/c with the sheer pantomime susness he's got going on they really don't want you to engage with him deeply haha #also teia mvp as always but I think that goes without saying (and happily all these lads around her seem to know it)#both lucanis and viago like 'thank you teia you're the best 🥺' and she's like 'yeah I know'#protective big sis of the remaining crow family haha. and she's got to be barely thirty years old at this point. I'm love her so much #'*annoyed voice* MAKER HELP US' she's saying what we're all thinking #dragon age #dragon age: the veilguard #dragon age: the veilguard spoilers #dragon age spoilers #lucanis dellamorte #I think my rook is having some uncomfortable moments of realizing some parallels here with their own relationship to the watchers haha #like 'buddy you're so much more than just a tool for your family to use. I however have a sacred duty I was banished from #the fulfilment of which determines my entire worth and that I am low-key mourning behind the levity b/c that's what I was made for. ...wait #I feel like rye was more the illario & lucanis combo only child tho. wants so much to be good but keeps getting into Shenanigans #chaotic underachiever with frankly upsetting potential when they actually get their act together and they WANT to so bad #but also. shenanigans keep happening. releasing blighted gods is only barely the wildest of them

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corpusdiem-seizethedead · 2 months ago

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Husk: *pointing to a high shelf* Can you reach that for me?

Angel: Awww, Whiskers! You need me in your life after all.

Husk: I could replace you with a step ladder.

#husk: fuck why am I even thinking about this I HAVE WINGS #Husk: …#husk: Vaggie- would you #Vaggie: nope #Husk: ladder it is *turns to see Angel getting the jar down* ???#Angel: *embarrassed* Well I was already standing and it’s not like it’s that high and I didn’t have anything BETTER to do #husk: thanks Legs 😉#Angel: ��#Cherri: *from another room* JUST FUCK ALREADY FOR SATAN’S SAKE #*they’re already dating they just like to mess with everyone*#huskerdust #husk: fuck this shit i’m going to sleep in angel’s room #Angel: me too #they’re in love your honor #they’re chaotic together #loser baby #hazbin angel dust #hazbin husk #husk/angel #angel hazbin hotel #husker hazbin hotel #Hazbin hotel #incorrect hazbin hotel #angel dust needs a hug #consensually #preferably from husk #incorrect quotes #they’re both losers #and call each other pet names FIGHT ME #Angel: You’re not my real ladder!

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jays-doodle-spool · 7 months ago

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i have quite literally never been endeared by a protagonist so quickly

this was supposed to be a quick doodle but i just kept going

#my art #wind breaker #wind breaker fanart #suo hayato #hayato suo #sakura haruka #fanart #i am deeply fascinated by these characters #more than just the ones i drew #gotta love it when #’chaotic good’ and ‘neutral evil’#are both protagonists #or how i to call them #’feral’ and ‘not helping the situation’#was not ready for the characters to be my favorite part #of an anime that in all appearances #looks like your average hs fighting anime #i had to read the manga #and am still impressed at the forward momentum of the characters’ developments #time to get lots of practice with fighting poses #also #i call suo ‘neutral evil’ mostly as a joke #but he is also messing with ppl solely for his own amusement 99% of the time #passive aggression except it’s just him enacting psychological warfare while beating u up

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bunnyboy-juice · 2 months ago

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spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner

#vulnerable tag rambles ahead please be kind abt them i didnt intent to ramble this much but i dont wanna delete it eitehr #me to every single man i have ever dated after 6mo-1y: yeah hey this really isnt working out i dont really know why but i really hate mysel #and i dont want to blame you because i dont think you did anything inherently wrong here; i think this is something about me but i need #space to figure out why im feeling this way [every single one reacted by telling me No i wasnt allowed to leave btw]#i hold very complex feelings about these relationships esp bc of them ending in very violent/chaotic ways most of the time #but its interesting to look back at it all and realize ive left every man for the same reason (which is that ive hated myself Every Single #Time ive dated a man) and its funny bc i recognized the self hate pretty early on w/ cishet men but when it came to queer men it was #much more confusing (esp w/ nto knowing Any lesbians at that point in my life). im so happy im a lesbian tbh #i have a lot of issues w/ the racism fatphobia and transmisogyny present in lesbian groups #and also coming out as a lesbian really truly saved my life. before i met my wife i was quite literally in a 3yr abusive relationship that #definitely would have died in if i hadnt realzied i was a lesbian and ran from him #its also weird seeing liek the hard evidence of the things that happened to me btween 2016-2020 tbh #cause that was such a bad time of my life. i truly dont know how i survived it but im so glad i did #like the three major relationships in my life b4 meeting my wife was: guy who was in college when i was in HS who stalked me when i left;#guy who was a year younger than me who cheated on me the entire time while telling me he was being victimized (he wasnt; this was very mess #guy who saw the very messy toxic ldr i was in and helped me dump my ex then decided that meant we were in a relationship [insert 3 yrs here #and admittedly all 3 years with him werent the same level of abusive but it was definitely unhealthy from the start considering I Didnt Kno #we were together until he wanted to celebrate vday and got mad i didnt know our anniversary - and like this isnt including the other stuff #that happened between those Relatonships[tm] (cause ive never been monogamous; these were just the Major Relationships)#like i genuinely think if i hadnt come out i'd be dead rn given just how dangerous my relationships were/continued getting #i am also so tired now that ive seen all this cause like. fuck i can barely believe it and i not only lived it but have PTSD about it #i should write about my life sometime. i feel like it'd be cathartic to try and make a tangible timeline and stories from the years ang stu #anyway yeah. be nice about the tag rambles. dont message me with pity or curiosity or anything about this. i dont usually talk abt this stu #publicly bc i hate the ways ppl start tryign to baby me when they realize my life has been extremely fucked up until only a few years ago #n im still working on accepting kindness from others bc of [insert life traumas here] but its a long process so pls respect my need for jus #being heard rn w/o too much pressure< 3 (but ig if u do read this can u like it cause i feel a little crazy seeing all the evidence of the #stuff i experienced now also cause fuck ik logically it was but also i cant believe it was all real still yk)

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sunnywalnut · 1 month ago

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Me, sitting with my keyboard and an extremely detailed layout of my OC's house: ok how do I describe a room

#i am STRUGGLING #my ass literally thought of everything EXCEPT how to describe one singular messy corner #the rest of the room? lived in. a couple shelves with mini sculptures and books laying around. a messy blanket from when the boys woke up #BUT GOD FORBID THE BOYFRIEND HAVE A CHAOTIC WORKDESK #how does one describe the absolute CLASH between the desk and it's meticulously kept mess and the rest of the room #that has recently been vacuumed?#like in my mind it is a very visual thing. like you see the desk and then you have about two inches of leeway where it's still messy #and then the rest of the room is thoroughly cleaned. because while boyfriend may be a mess he is considerate of what is his space vs shared #kind of to a worrying degree #LIKE HOWWWWW #ughhhh

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just-a-nibble · 1 year ago

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Found these in YouTube comments

Just more proof that even if you're romancing him, you should probably not listen to this shortsighted idiot all the time haha!

#unless you want a chaotic run of course #in which case you should listen to this shortsighted idiot #astarion #bg3 #bg3 spoilers #baldur's gate #baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate iii #baldur's gate spoilers #baldur's gate 3 spoilers #astarion ancunin #bg3 astarion #I am a fervent believer that you should mess a bit with astarion when you romance him #at least that's how I like to play it #chit chat

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dixidin · 5 months ago

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Considering 2.4 for hsr just came out today. I must say!-

IF WE CAN GET HANYA AND XUEYI ANGST THEN WE CAN GET ARGENTI ANGST C'MON HOYO LET'S DO THIS

#AUHGGHH #ARGENTI ANGST C'MON WE GOT THIS #okay wait I wanna talk about some stuff #1. uhh I'm gonna be gone more and more because schools coming up for me and tumblrs a bit chaotic #just politics popping up more and I am NOT trying to mess with that #if politics had a number 1 hater it would be me #2. I'm still like three patches of hsr behind so hopefully this strike will help me a bit😭#if you don't know. there's a strike going out for games and vas!! please support #i think that's it tbh #I think idk I'll add more if I need to #uhh ok bye I'm gonna go on picmix (I finally learned how to use it and I'm abusing it)#honkai star rail #hsr #hanya honkai star rail #xueyi honkai star rail #argenti honkai star rail #honkai star rail 2.4 #hsr 2.4

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dragonkingz159 · 1 year ago

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…would anyone here be interested in home brew subclasses and monsters stats for constructs and whatever world-building nonsense I happen to feel like posting?

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redeemed-wren · 9 months ago

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Classic Who explores ideas, New Who explores morals

classic who is like 'i see this trend, lets explore what might happen if that trend continues and let the audience figure out what it's talking about and come to their own conclusions.'

new who is like 'this trend is BAD and i'm going to PREACH A SPEECH about why it's going to RUIN EVERYTHING' and it's so much more exhausting

#wren rambles #doctor who #this brought on by me watching orphan 55 #which had SUCH a fun concept #and then absolutely FACEPLANTED with the doctor moralizing at the end #like yes doctor who has ALWAYS explored topical and political issues #but never is there a definitive I Am Telling You This Is Right message #whereas now I just had to sit here and watch 13 preaching at me?#ughghg #explore the idea but don't shove it down my throat #classic who had an episode (Ice Warriors) exploring climate change as one aspect of the story #talking about how all the plants were removed and that messed with the atmosphere etc.#but that was just a SMALL PART of the whole episode and it was never outright condemned (it was made clear it was BAD and the root problems #but that was never the BIG ISSUE the Doctor Lectured His Companions about) (not that victoria or jamie could do anything lol)#plus this feeds into my issues with 13's run (which started during 12's somewhat but less so)#where the Doctor is painted as the Narratively Right one #where when she says something that's what the narrative wants you to BELIEVE #which coming from Two and Three's run is WILD #because Two is chaotic and murderous when he thinks he's right #and he's manipulative and deceptive at times #and Three is selfish and pouty and rude #and don't get me wrong Thirteen has her issues and I lvoe them #HOWEVER. she's pretty much always RIGHT she's the Word Of God when it comes to moral things #and this more than anything is my biggest issues with Modern Who #mostly 12 and 13's eras #so i hope we move out of that somewhat in the new era but i'm not super holding up hopes (especially after star beast)#maybe one day i'll write a proper full article about it but GOSH #i don't watch this show to be preached at. I watch it for a fun/tragic scifi romp and also to see interesting ideas explored #and reflect the climate of the world and how society influences media #explore the idea of climate change turning the world into a post apocalypse! that's such a fun idea and topical!

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iron-bullogna · 10 months ago

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not even done with my durgetash fic yet and this gale and durge idea is worming its way into my brain

#shut up kit #my wip are some of the most chaotic nonsense you have ever seen #i am honestly tempted to post a video of part of one so i can explain my thought process #cause idk not trying to be 'im not like yall' but just to show how much of an absolute mess it can be when drafting and that it's okay! idk

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yoshistory · 2 years ago

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i really fuckin hate my current roommate situation for multiple reasons. one of which is due to him deciding to quit her job immediately after i moved down here i had to be the only leaseholder with a secret roommate situation. and now. their gate system is changing and uses an app to open the gate with a verified occupant's phone number. fuuuuck im like banging my head against the wall

#ordinarily i wouldnt mind a secret roommate situation but its to the point with this guy that i have to handle everything on top of this #and he does not like me all the while. and it sucks so bad #this whole venture down here has been really chaotic and messed up #i cant imagine them ONLY using the app. like. what if my phone dies when im out and i live alone right?#i just gotta call them tomorrow and ask. but it just blows to have to worry about this #in the wake of them deciding to quit his job immediately after i moved in with her #like we talked about them quitting his job before i moved in but i didnt realize it'd be for..... so long. so long.#so long that i had to get us a new apartment that he didnt want to make any input in with #she just wanted me to handle it #and when i broke my foot and was homebound i had to move us both out and repair the previous place up #and after a few months of living here in the new place where we had plans to travel out together and make texas temporary....#she ghosted me for 4 months (WE LIVE TOGETHER?) and then went ''yeah i wasnt being fair to you this isnt working.. -#-i dont like your cats and didn't realize how much i valued living alone''#thanks. im being ditched here. what am i supposed to do now #sorry for always talking about this shit. its my current life situation rn. its not nearly as bad as i've been through but it just sucks

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chipped-chimera · 1 year ago

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So like I am very, very, very late to the dating apps shit and I was so worried about not having enough photos and shit but honestly ...

Does ... anyone? Put effort into their profiles? Like at all? Sure heaps of photos but then it's like Bio (and this is a real example): I like dogs :) Interests: Dogs MA'AM THAT TELLS ME NOTHING ABOUT YOU. MY ENERGY RESOURCE IS PISS I AM NOT WASTING TIME ASKING 50 QUESTIONS TO SEE IF WE'RE EVEN COMPATIBLE.

Idk maybe I'm the weird one out here with the goddamn essay profile but man ... give me something to work with here. Like physical attraction is great and all but that is not going to carry it for me just going off photos and jack shit. 🤷‍♀️

honestly where is my tumblr dating. the tumblr girlfriend. I feel I could tell heaps from someones tumblr, sick of this 500 word limit deserted page shit

#kerytalk #kery tries to date #lol idk maybe an ongoing tag #I am not having high hopes #either my bar is so high it's on the roof or like ... regular people are boring?#problem is I clearly gravitate towards more tomboyish athletic women who spend a lot of time outdoors attraction wise #in reality I have the energy quotient of a cat I could not keep up #and none of them play videogames 😔#also jesus christ why are these apps so fucking EXPENSIVE for basic fucking features good lord. Really feeling the tech dystopia here.#I guess no love for you if you're poor #... think only tumblr gf that'd be a near no for me is exclusively aesthetic shit and nothing else #I ... cannot relate #I mean look at this chaotic mess I run lmao #but it's pretty accurate to the inside of my brain so 🤷‍♀️

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linguenuvolose · 2 years ago

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Within me lives a tiny toxic demon who thinks this is kinda funny

#the former situationship who texted me at 1.10 am and also called twice #like obviously ouf man but it is a little funny a little intriguing #he also later blocked me #which is very fair idk the whole situation is just so chaotic from start to finish #good thing we were actually never a couple like it was such a mess from the beginning honestly #and it’s getting extra obvious with the guy I’m seeing now it’s like OH it can be like THIS? lmao what was going on before?#snicksnack #comunque I hope he’s doing well #also sorry but how was this still going on again last spring?#like I was really writing my masters thesis situationshipping with this guy??? feels fake but ok

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cielospeaks · 2 years ago

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actually idk. waiting to see for 100 percent sure but probably fuck this game and its lack of understanding of basic fucking concepts.

man i hate how f e handles the annas sometimes. like yea its a running joke ha ha they all are sisters named anna who are related thats fine enough or it would be if the h eroes version wasnt such a colossal dipshit tool, or how like. the 13/14/ect versions can literally be married to someone. like theres a difference in seeing someone and being like “oh thats so and so’s spouse” and “thats the npc who helps me sometimes”. and like yea maybe for a lot of people its not a big deal but theyre still different people. honestly. props to 17 for making their anna really distinguishable as in a lil bean, or even 16 having theirs have a different hair length and color. like now i should be excited/happy/hyped abt anna getting a cute variant but now after looking at the shitty ass meet the heroes thing i feel like its just going to be npc anna even tho that makes no sense as the theme is clearly supposed to be the robinsexuals, but itll be that bc this fucking games writers have no idea how to do literally fucking anything

#im actually mad abt it #like. i dont mind if it is the npc version #good for her. but like. dont fucking act like the two identical twins who are clearly different people are the same fucking person!!#i hate this game and series so much sometimes oh my fucking gosh #its esp bad since i was actually getting hyped yesterday night abt it #and now it looks like its just a stupid fucking nonsense. honestly the npc doesnt deserve this she did nothing wrong #fuck this shitty game and its braindead people who write/translate it who keep screwing over every fucking character #me scrambling to make sure theres no holes in my fic: i can make this work #honestly the two of em messing with people by pretending to be the same person is peak anna behavior and i live for it #like thats something straight out of a mozartean opera and like. more pls #expectation: time travel story. reality: oistin fan tutti #i wish i was joking but this would be awesome #also see me in the tags going from pissed out of my mind to cracking up bc of opera references #i am. easy to please lol #just give me peak chaotic characters and good fic material and im good

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