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Ok sooo… My ocarina of time save file deleted… I was on my first playthrough and had just made it to the fire temple. I was halfway through the dungeon and saved my game to go watch a movie with my little sister… I came back today and I when I booted up my N64, my file was deleted. My dads file was still there, my brothers file was still there, only mine was gone. I cried for like an hour. I didn’t feel like starting all over again but I guess I have no choice. Now im currently inside the deku tree with tears streaming down my face 😭
#legend of zelda#zelda fandom#zelda#ocarina of time#princess zelda#zelda fanfiction#navi#deku tree#fire temple#im literally so done rn#like sobbing im so done#pls send help#ugh#stupid game
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#fruits basket#furuba#tohru honda#yuki sohma#my art#rats#hello! it has been a long time!! i am so sorry!!! \;O;;/#a lot of things happened including that i got a job so now i am considered slightly more of an adult (not that this determines adulthood)#and i never ended up watching season 2 and 3...#but now i have to bc there are spoilers everywhere when i try to look anything up about the series!!#i did a full reread of the manga recently and im sobbing bc i understood the later parts a lot more than i did when i was younger..#i feel like i understand more about it every time i reread it as i get older#when i was younger i definitely gravitated towards rereading parts with my favorite characters over and over#i also recently managed to find a tokyopop vol. 22 and 23 so i completed my collection!! \;;-;;/ (i should have done this earlier..)#i am so happy people liked the zine picture! thank you so much for the kind tags!! ;;w;; i see them and they make me so happy!!! \>////</#i hope everyone is doing well!!!
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CW: Yandere Themes
Yandere!Aventurine who pampers and dotes on you like no other. All of your outfits ooze luxury, matching his color palette and aesthetic to a T. Whenever he takes you on extravagant shopping trips, he always returns home with at least five bags hanging off his arms, insisting on carrying them for you. If he makes reservations for dinner, best believe there will be the most showstopping, mouthwatering foods you have ever seen, smelled, or tasted. He'll take care of it all.
Yandere!Aventurine who likes taking you to casinos, even if you don't particularly care for gambling. He'll have you sit next to him as he plays poker, flashing you a mischievous smile as he goes all in. Of course, he wins.
Yandere!Aventurine who tells you his past in hushed conversations at night, memories merely whispered between trembling lips. His hands reach for yours, grasping them like if he lets go, he'll fall into a dark, unescapable abyss.
Yandere!Aventurine who needs you like a fish needs water or a bird needs to fly. He says nonchalantly with a casual smirk that you're his "good luck charm", but you are so much more than that to him. You soothe the scars in his heart and blanket his sleep in sweet dreams. All this superficial glamor and wealth he flaunts don't even hold a candle to your value.
Yandere!Aventurine who can't stand the idea of you leaving. He'll clutch you tightly at night and keep an eye on you in the day, making sure you're safe and protected. He'll buy you anything, give you whatever you ask for. The one thing he isn't willing to give you is your freedom. After all, he'll take care of it all.
#yandere#yandere x you#yandere x reader#yandere hsr#yandere drabble#yandere aventurine#yandere aventurine x reader#aaaa ive been so busy with school sobs#luckily im done in like a week or two so hopefully ill be able to write more#just a quick drabble#i didn't proofread this so apologies if there's bad grammar lol
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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come get yer Laughin'stock! get it hot off the press! free Laughin'stock right here!
#biting and ripping and tearing and maiming and wailing and sobbing and flopping around like a dying fish#Thank You to this round of requesters! banger ideas the lot of you!#this lil 'excersize' made my night a lot better <3#all of these were so much fun to do#the tango one and the winter one especially!#if you dont see yours here have Patience!#im not done!#scribble salad#laughingstock#barnaby x howdy#howdy x barnaby#ive actually thought soooo much about them getting married and how they'd go about it#and each time i come to the same conclusion#on the day of. like ten minutes before theyre supposed to walk down the aisle#howdy bursts into wherever barnaby is waiting and is like 'this is a hassle - lets skip this show'#and barnaby is all I Thought You'd Never Ask <3#so they straight up run away from their own wedding. hand in hand and laughing like idiots#exchanging rings in the woods and sneaking things from the bodega for a picnic#in a more modern setting i imagine theyd just sign marriage paperwork at a courthouse#and then go to the nearest high-rated cheap diner#hard cut to everyone at the venue like 'where the fuck are they???'#finally frank notices that the ring pillow wally is holding is devoid of rings. where did they go. shrug#actually in a modern setting i think theyd skip the actual wedding altogether#too much money + too much effort#the store closes for a few days and then they show up on monday with rings nbd
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:) may or may not be working on something @askperry
#phineas and ferb#perry the platypus#heinz doofenshmirtz#phineas flynn#ferb fletcher#pnf#perryshmirtz#i did not actually want to announce this is something im working on yet#but i needed to post the images somewhere i could use the url of them for the blog theme that wont break like discord has been done lol#askperry#my art#also i miss apf fiercely but have new and different ideas now so. relaunch Baybeeeeeeeeeeee#THE ASK BOX IS NOT OPEN YET BTW I AM STILL SETTING UP SOBS but hopefully soon
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aspen can have my affection, but not my eel 🙂↔️
(apologies for the messy parts, you made him so cute and I just had to make this as soon as I got the chance🤍)
oh my goooooooooooooooooood this is so good!!?!?!?! Talented so talented fr fr i love your art style its so pleasing to look at and you made Aspen look so cuuuute!!! I love my jelly squid boy and I'm so happy you kept his rectangular pupils! I wasn't sure that they'd translate over with how I drew him AND HIS LIL FRECKLACES AAAAAAA
#mochi's submissions#luxiviious#twst#twisted wonderland#twst oc#twisted wonderland oc#aspen albamar#OH MY GOD???????#BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK#FOAMING AT THE MOUTH#CRYING SOBBING#CURLED INTO MYSELF#HES SO BEAUTIFUL YOU MADE HIM LOOK SO GOOD#ASPEN MY DARLING#yall dont even know how motivating it is to get comments and art of your fics#makes me really wanna get the next chapter out asap#IM TRYINGGG its like a bit more than halfway done#anyways ty ty love this is soooo gooood
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💌🍷💄💋
idea completely inspired by @sparkles-oflight who said something in the jokeroutblr discord server about something like this being kris's next photoshoot!!! so all credit goes to them and the original model whose photograph i completely referenced
i could never do it justice!!!
#i dont think ive painted like this digitally?? ever?? it was kinda fun actually#joker out#kris guštin#literally have no excuse for this. if any one of my irls find this uhhhhh#dont bring it up to me or i'll kill myself on the spot#surprisingly not the most risque thing ive drawn (check my ao3)#i think the shadows are kinda off but hey good painting practice#i said this was fun but tbh ive been looking at it for so long i just want to be done :sob:#painting is just tiring like there are so many things i know i can polish up.. but id never be done#theres no concrete end point i just have to decide when im done (which is already hard enough for me to do in my regular drawings)#my art
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Commission for Ethelune of their WOL and Zenos 🦋
#commission#ffxiv#zenos#this was the most challenging commission i have EVER done..i am super proud of how it came out and i feel like i learned a lot making it#especially when i look back on the other iterations i did for it#zenos is so hard to draw :sob:#listen im not proud it took me almost a year to complete this drawing#but really proud i stuck to it and managed to make something beautiful#otakon2024
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someone over the age of 30 tell me it’s gonna be ok
#im turning thirty at the beginning of next year and trying not to have a meltdown about it 😭#I’ve actually been having one continuous meltdown about it since I turned 25#WHY IS IT SO SCARY!! WHY AM I LIKE THIS!#being 30 is literally such a normal thing to be 😭#and I keep thinking I’ve gotten over it (I have done a lot of mental preparation this year) but then I still get overcome by Panic!!!#and my birthday isn’t even for months#help👯♀️ sos😍#who in my fandoms is over 30 🥺🥺 guys hold my hand I’m being a baby about being old#as usual#i was supposed to have my life figured out by now but I have even less figured out than I did when I was like 22 I think .#how did I go BACKWARDS#I want to be a good example for the 20-somethings and tell them it’s all fine but I’m always freaking out so .#gonna need the 30-somethings to step in and be a good example for ME#I am soon to be one of you so if you would be so kind as to extend a gracious welcome and ignore my sobbing. thank u#wise beautiful powerful 30-somethings. thank you#mine
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🍷<3
#when i got hashtag sick i was in hospital and i was doing my regularly scheduled call with my dad#and i really had no plans of telling him bc ive done that before and its not like he can scare the MS away or anything#i dont know what happened. maybe because it was such a fucking bad episode. maybe because i was so tired. maybe it was a secret 3rd thing#but one minute was like fine then i just burst into tears and i was crying so hard which is MEGA EW BC IM NOT A CRIER LIKE THAT#and my dad freaked out and he was like whats wrong and i didnt wanna tell him but I also sounded insane bc i spontaneously started sobbing#and he was getting more alarmed and i was upset that id upset him and so i just spat it out i was like 'listen king'#'its no biggie but my body is trying to kill me again and im just a little sad atm' and he replied 'baba why wouldnt you tell me?'#and this man who has a very big serious job literally dropped everything and took a 20 hr flight over#and he genuinely just grabbed one of his work suitcase because he showed up with nothing but dress shirts and his laptop#and i think maybe it healed me a little. i mean it def also made me sad too but mostly healed me#and he'd been here for a couple of weeks and he left today and i feel shit about being sad about it#again because he has a very big and very serious job and i genuinely dont understand how he even just showed up like that#so I felt guilty throughout#anyway i dont think he drinks anymore but i was like king have a sip of wine with me and he did and it was lovely#and I hope I become my fathers daughter and not my mother's child. praying to both our gods#heres to healing ❤️🩹
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GUYS I’M GOING TO THE MIAMI GRAND PRIX
THE SPRINT RACE AND QUALIFYING
THIS TIME NEXT WEEK I’LL HAVE SEEN THEM
#formula 1#formula one#miami grand prix#sprint race#charles leclerc#max verstappen#best birthday ever#my birthday is technically the week after#I have the same birthday as#yuki tsunoda#this is#I can’t#I’m so#ahhhhh#how is this real#how is this my life#I liked a Charles leclerc reel last July and now I’m going to an F1 race#thank you#instagram reels#and#charles leclerc edit#i love you to the core#lestappen#i’m actually losing it#i’m crying#sobbing#like ahhhh#okay#im done#no im not
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In which there is talk of the tournament.
#the barking writer#redstone and skulk#helsknight#tanguish#evil beezuma#the hand#hels!martyn#head in hands crying sobbing kicking screaming#this chapter is done it can't hurt me anymore#please take it away#im tired of working on it#im tired of being mad at it and deleting it and rewriting it over and over#i don't care if its good or if its bad i care that its the last time i'm trying to write it#its posted its done it cant hurt me any more#i don't retcon things that are posted i refuse to roll this rock up the hill#one must pity sysiphus that he didn't get wise like me#anyway i'm going to bed#im so sorry if it's not good or not what you expected or whatever#what matters is i have moved on to a different ring of hell#you understand
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if anyone asks
tell them ive ascended to heaven
#WHAT THE FUCKSVSHISBSKD#OFFICIAL HSR MV ??????? STOP IM ACTUALLY CRYING WHY DID THIS MAKE ME EMOTIONAL#OURGH ROBIN AND SUNDAY MY BELOVEDS !!!!! AVENTURINE YOU !!!! SPARKLE LOML !!!!! BLACK SWAN ?!??!? GALLAGHER !!!!! ACHERON MY LOVE !!!!!#AND SAMPO MY LOVE YOU AAAAA#DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON FIREFLY AND MC ?????? LIKE STOP THEIR SCENES ARE SO SO PRETTY AND THE WAY THE SONG SOFTENED WHEN WE SAW THEM#THE MUSIC IS SO !!!!!! AND THE FACT ITS IN ALL 4 LANGUAGES TOO LIKE HELLO WHAT THEY ALL SOUND DIVINE ????#AMVS WHO FR 😭😭#stop im not ready for penacony i cant believe 2.0 is in a little under 2 weeks like how am i supposed to cope until then ???#all the qol updates and the free 20 pulls…. sobbing hsr my love my life my destiny ……. i will give u my bank whenever u want …….#they have it out on spotify and u can bet ur ass im already looping it and will continue to do so for the next 6 months#AT LEAST#god the vocals …. the cinematography …… the vibes …… i cabt everything is so perfect …….#interstellar journey 2.0 and my god im so glad theyve done it again and will most likely do it for new worlds/regions in the future 😩🫶#may the stars guide you <3
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genshin impact gif challenge ✦
[1/?] story quests → diluvies chapter, act i: the remains of the past day
"you will see much in the human world, from the delightful to the depressing. and one day, when you have dwelt among humanity long enough, you will be placed to bring judgment over all as the spokesperson for fontaine's past."
#genshin impact#genshinedit#genshinimpactedit#genshinet#neuvillette#mine*#neuvillette*#gifchallenge*#*incoherent sobbing* NEUVILLETTEEEEEEEE#i love his sq so fucking much it made me sob like a baby after i was done with it#(still makes me sob every time i think about this quest ngl)#you don't understand i had venti's sq as my favourite for So Long bc of the emotional impact it left on me after it was done#and then this dropped in 4.1 and it immediately rose up to be my fave THAT is how good it is to me#everything about neuvi just completely shattered my initial expectations of him and it includes this quest it's soskjdhfskj#NEUVILLETTE I LOVE U#im so normal about him i swear#also i'll be making a separate gifset for him later down the line for this challenge#bc he's very lore relevant im waiting to see if he'll get more involvement in a possible interlude quest or if he gets a second sq#same goes for furina im just waiting until 4.6 to see what happens basically LMAO
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Oh my gosh. Love your art.
Would love to see a busted up kacchan holding his arms open in awkward invitation to a suprised and emotional, and also kinda busted up, deku.
Thanks for the feels anon 😩
#Also tHANK YOU SO MUCH Im so happy you like my art sob#im so self conscious of my art when drawing anime characters still so I super appreciate it#I hope I have done a little justice to your idea#sob#bkdk#bakudeku#bnha#boku no hero acedamia#art tag#my hero academia#mha#deku#bakugo katsuki#midoriya izuku#kacchan#僕のヒーローアカデミア#i hate my art bdksnf
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