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*giggles in gay panic*
based on this post by @nika6q
#the bad batch#star wars#senator riyo chuchi#star wars fanart#star wars clone wars#eyesdraws#im gay for her#like she was my gay awakening#pov of either fox in the morning#...or echo#who knows what hes up to on coruscant
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Maybe House has made me more in-tune to the secret unhinged side of my favorite characters but I'm watching SVU and Alex Cabot is a menace. (/pos)
"I have to enforce the law, and the law is not always about justice" except random times when she disagrees and will fully become the lawyer for an opposing party in full defiance of her bosses.
"Your honor I simply do not vibe with the law" and will say so in court to the point where she once got held in contempt.
Started her legendary string of "Go After The Large Company Instead of the Obvious Target" cases just because Liv asked.
She will actually do literally anything that Olivia asks...sometimes when she does something especially unhinged I go to check the scene before and 90% of the time she's doing whatever it is to appease some vague whim of Liv's.
Ride or die for the SVU squad as a whole after working with them for less than a year and knowing that they have cost her like all her political capital (something that was very important to her...she says so in her introductory scene).
Exactly predicted fetal personhood legal issues 25 years before the Supreme Court overturned Roe.
Wanted to execute a woman for the first time in NY history for feminism reasons.
Spends like 80% of all work meetings, with other people in the room who are often actively talking to her, just staring at Olivia.
Always down for a Crazy Scheme (especially when she gets to deceive others).
She has a lot of moments of understanding the law as a weapon (ie how to I use it to my own ends as opposed to viewing it as a holy ideal) that is only now actually becoming a common philosophy in law school circles.
WAY more loose-cannon moments in general than I remembered.
Also I feel the need to reiterate just how many bridges she will burn and loops she will jump through for the slightest hint of approval from Olivia. Just...so gay.
Seriously just like how in House a casual viewer may get distracted by Wilson's "Definitely a Normal Person" disguise and miss how he is just as crazy as House, Alex is just as batshit as known exhibitionist-asphyxiation-in-the-middle-of-the-courtroom fan Rafael. And I love her dearly.
#law and order svu#svu#alex cabot#olivia benson#house md#i just love her so much#I know copaganda bad okay#Which is why I rarely recommend the show#But when the police are the good guys I just pretend it's a parallel universe#and understand it in no way reflects reality#and a lot of times what Alex is advocating for isn't good!#like she goes really hard for the death penalty#but my favorites are allowed to have flaws#especially when they are So Pretty#She and CJ Cregg from TWW were pretty much my gay awakening#Will I return to writing Cabenson? Maybe#I have fleeting ideas sometimes#And I never really did a proper angsty character study on her like I've done for Rafael#cabenson#Cabenson for the win (in a very “all ships are valid” personal preference kind of way)
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Supportive big sisters (and a brother) all around 🥹
#I like to think Kageyama’s sister does start showing up for Kageyama more#I forgot Michimiya and deserve to go to jail for it 😭#I want to draw timeskip Michimiya 👀#I struggled with Shizume 💀 it’s because she doesn’t wear glasses post-timeskip#I would fear Saeko if I ever crossed paths with her but would also have a gay awakening#anime#anime fanart#anime art#haikyuu#my art#haikyuu fanart#haikyu#fanart#haikyuu art#hq!!#hinata natsu#hinata shoyo#yachi hitoka#kiyoko shimizu#tanaka saeko#miwa Kageyama
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MELANCHOLIC
#maguart#drew my gay awakening character for the first time in a bit#shoutout kagamine rin for helpin me figure out i like girls love u#she is so special to me#i love her#kagamine rin#rin kagamine#鏡音リン#ボカロ#ボーカロイド#vocaloid#vocaloid fanart#vocaloid art#kagamine rin fanart#digital art#digital illustration
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guys I might be discovering something lately--
#I MEAN LMAO I've always been clinging more to males but then I started to think more abt Claudia and uuuhhhhhhhhhhhhh#and there's the demi thing bc idk I need to know better the character to start feeling sumthin like lmaoooooo I've met Claudia for a while#but i took a bit more to realize the gay shit bc my family prob planted sum denial inside my head WHICH I'VE BEEN FINNA GETTING FREE OF IT#LIKE... she fucking awakened my gay side heLP#there's also my genderfluid thing like sometimes I might get into feeling myself as male and liking males which is also very gay so like#very double gay IDK#ANYWAY I'M HAPPY I'VE BEEN DISCOVERING A BIT MORE ABOUT MYSELF#It was just a matter of time of me getting finna away from my mostly conservative family that I stopped denying my true self like#SINCE I WAS A KID I remember saying I was a boy in the body of a girl or something#AAND I used to ALSO compliment an specific girl the same way I compliment boys. in a... kid having a crush way y'kno#I also used to find some girls very pretty like#my inner child knew the gay shit; thank god amen#best thing I've done was getting out of that old house. life gud#not sorry for the text wall deal with it#random#shitpost#silent hill#silent hill 3#vincent smith#claudia wolf#lgbtq#demisexual#demibisexual
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so how about bagheera from adventures of mowgli (1971) in the style of cats the musical... be the change you want to see in the world etc etc
anyway what if i made an oc
#she was my gay awakening im not even joking i was 7 looking at that woman like ooooh okay. okay#cats the musical#bagheera#mowgli#my art stuff
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@katkastrofa, circa 40-ish hours ago: Hey, what if our newest bunch of OCs adopted a baby from one of the other brothel girls who knew she couldn’t afford to raise one? That would make for some fun shenanigans :D
Me, with a notoriously non existent sleep schedule, instinct of self preservation or concern for my poor wrist: Alright, bet. Watch how fast I can make you fall in love with this hypothetical baby >:)
Daneli as a gentle and loving caretaker-turned-adoptive-mother is something that can be So Personal, actually, and originally I was going to leave it at this quick sketch, but then I got carried away thinking about what this child will grow up to be like raised by this little gang of misfits, so…
Here she is!! A little older and so, so beautiful, I need more of her in my life immediately, she’s way too precious
And, because I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t also add a sapphic element to this absolute cinnamon roll, a small crack ship that I’m only half serious about for when she’s a little older still:
All in all, we may be getting impossibly far from canon, but I for one already cannot get enough of sweet darling Kumisai <3
(I fully drew three pieces from scratch in 9 hours I cannot feel my brain or my hands anymore send help)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original characters#jinora#wow. nia drew a canon character? what is this?? who was I replaced by???#but joking aside. a small explanation for this crack ship#originally it was me editing my timeline and realising that Kumisai would be around 14/15 during book 4. the same age as Jinora#so my mind immediately went 👀👀👀 and I decided to go for it#since in sotrl I sorta implied Jinora had a gay awakening by watching Suiren. so.. why not go all out and make her another baby queer?#no offence to Kai. what they had was rather cute tbh. but it felt kinda out of nowhere and just added for the sake of parental drama#plus she was a young girl meeting someone her age for the first time. of course she got a crush#doesn’t mean she has to stick with it you know?#anyway. as for how they would meet. Midori could introduce them :D#Kumisai is Daneli’s daughter. who’s a friend of Summiya’s. who’s Zaheer’s sister. who’s Midori’s uncle. who’s friends with Jinora#and spirits know Jinora deserves to act her age a little more often. she has way too many responsibilities on her shoulders#so maybe Midori would think that a friend her age would do her some good#and don’t even try to tell me these two wouldn’t be absolutely adorable puppy crushing on each other. look how cute Jinora turned out here#might be the first time I’ve drawn her? not sure. maybe I did before but it was A LONG time ago. 2019 ish#but okay. enough rambling about Jinora. back to Kumisai#I don’t really have too many headcanons about her yet. but she’s probably rather happy and carefree#having a large support system as a result of being raised communally#I think she considers Daneli her mom and the others are her aunties. auntie Shezan in particular is a notoriously bad influence :)#and maybe one day she’d get to meet her bio mom. but only if that’s something both of them want. not sure yet#I feel like she’s rather disconnected from her water tribe heritage since everyone around her is Earth Kingdom. save Phailin who’s half FN#but she still has small hints of blue in her clothing. the colour matching her beautiful eyes. maybe she is curious about her bio dad a bit#since unlike with her bio mom no one knew him and can’t tell her anything. that’s bound to come as a natural curiosity at some point right?#maybe that can be part of her story when she’s an adult. trying to find her bio dad. but ultimately it doesn’t matter that much#because Daneli is her mom and the only parent she needs <3 I’m really just throwing out suggestions here to fill the tag space#kaaatttt come discuss all this stuff with me I waited all night for you to wake up >:) distract me from my grandma’s tv watching
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Clive is definitely trans
Don't know if transmasc or transfem but is trans
SO SO REAL I usually go to transmasc
Cosplaying a little boy well enough that no one notices. The ultimate form of passing. The gender euphoria when Layton calls him my boy (I don’t actually remember if he does in canon. But he’s got to at least once. To me)
#Luke is gender enough#Luke IS gender envy#also fun fact. when I was little Clive was my favorite guy#couldn’t tell if I wanted him or wanted to look like him#same w claire. she was my gay awakening#At the ripe age of like. nineeee I want to say#I was playing the games before that but not. really thinking about it#thasks#thposts
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got stopped on the street by a charity representative guy today who very earnestly and with genuine well-meaning bewilderment bordering on concern asked me if I was fucking with him when I told him I'm over 30. I take back every mean and derogatory thing I've ever said about Blue (which of course is going to take a while there've been quite a few, deservedly (affectionate)), the ongoing indignity of having a babyface should entitle one to any number of vile acts and character flaws as compensation
#I also get real stressed about being approached unexpectedly in public so the vibes must have been so odd to this poor guy fhkjads#always out here serving hapless fawn looking for ways to escape this sudden calamity (someone's talking to me unexpectedly oh god)#it sucks to be like this but on the other hand it is also frequently quite funny. the number of elderly women who've seen me in public#and clearly go 'oh dear. oh dear. gorgeous. I believe she said no pickles'. main social skill: awakens protectiveness in older women#on the positive side I in many ways feel a lot younger than I actually am (I think it's the gay the autism and some milestones missed)#so at least it's sort of congruent that way. but I think this dude was delicately trying to discern whether I was an actual teenager lmao#this is almost as bad as that sales dude who showed up on my doorstep a year or two ago who took one look at me#and then asked me whether my parents were home. the humilation is unending and ongoing#(I told him 'no🥺' so I wouldn't have to talk to him and it worked)#minister blue
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guilty as sin is a 9/10 song and if it had female pronouns it would be a 10
#i’m not saying she’s gay but she should have been gay for those 4 minutes#like it’s a such a religious trauma gay awakening denial song 😩😩#without ever touching her skin how can i be guilty as sin?#come on !!!!#what if she’s written mine on my upper tigh only in my mind#i’m begging for a lesbian version#taylor swift#mari.txt
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alex is so real for not realizing he was bi despite the amount of times he was clearly checking out and appreciating other men. it really do be like that.
#rwrb#rwrb spoilers#rei rambles#red white and royal blue#red white and royal blue spoilers#alex claremont diaz#bi tag#it's totally not gay if we both say it's not gay! okay but luna is *objectively* hot everyone says so.#ive been strangely drawn to the tern mag photo of henry throughout my formative years but like. totally in an envy sort of way.#same vibe as that time my cousin said she had a 'girl crush' on amber from fx and i was like 'oh so it IS normal#like. no rei. no it's not.#i feel like a lot of bi awakenings hapoen after hs cuz it's so easy to acknowledge ur straight crushes & explain away ur not-straight ones#but i love how it makes liam make perfect sense lol#alex is like 'liam used to be my best friend but we havent talked in a year' and ur like ??? drama???#turns out he's an ex-not-ex and alex was an extremely dumb boy about what they were doing lmao#poor liam man. unrequited crush on his best friend who thought it was totally straight to canoodle. smh. 😔😔#im glad he has a boyfriend now
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idk how in 2024 ppl still playing vanilla awakening like i gotta make these bitches gay. im pairing the second gen girlies and by god. none of them should be paired with a man. these ladies are GAY and good for them. not my fault intsys couldnt see that in 2012 but i can now and i WILL do them justice
#ann plays awakening#anyways im trying to pick a girlfriend for noire 🤩#she has so many good options tho… its kind of sickening but in a good way#also like. kinda gigglingn. bc if it was vanilla game awakening most of my top picks for any of them if they MUST be in a het relationship#is inigo. aside from like luci and nah#hes getting screwed over bc i legalized gay marriage in ylisse… sorry bud#but also weve seen the second gen guys. lets be real would YOU settle for any of them. no#ok brady maybe actually but aside from that. you shouldnt.
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Kassouya 2024 | Kana Muramoto - Figure 8 by FKA twigs choreography by Sarry & Daisuke Takahashi (youtube)
#figure skating#kana muramoto#kassouya 2024#my fancam#been trying to upload this for a month and it never worked#and this version cuts off the last ten seconds for reasons unknown#see youtube link for full version#tumblr pls i guess she is too hot to handle#watching this live was probably many people's gay awakening#like if you weren't already into women YOU WILL BE#happy women's day
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open to: f/nb ft. sydney taylor (she/her) plot: they've rivals vying for the same guy's attention (syd in her bi era how cute) but sydney's starting to catch herself looking at her more than she ever looks at him and it's throwing off their regularly scheduled programming
she was beginning to lose sight of the plot, honestly. she'd dropped everything to make it to the bar that evening in an attempt to casually bump into him (could it be considered casual when she knew he went out to the same bar every friday night?), but syd found her eyes scanning the crowd for a face other than his as the bartender mixed her drink. and, unsurprisingly, they were also lurking along the bar. searching. with the straw of her drink tucked between her lips, she sauntered over slowly, watching as they craned to see around crowds of people. "you mean you don't know his exact location? i was under the impression you'd marked him with some kind of gps tag."
#this being her gay awakening tho#like she knew she liked girls but suddenly her brain said 'oh we ONLY like girls........got it'#i too would fall for my opp in a love triangle i wouldn't be able to help it#( int/ sydney taylor. )#( open. )#indie rp#indie lesbian rp#indie smut rp#indie starter
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Mood Board for my 9-1-1 OC Melanie "Mel" Narvaez. She's quite literally all i can think about. Might make one for her girlfriend Daphne "Dee" Monroe. Obviously another OC. They're super Bubbeline coded btw. This is for a seperate fic idea that's not on my pinned post. I think I'm gonna call it LAFD: Fire Queers (🔥🏳️🌈 if ya wanna make me write the drabbles). Its about Buck being a bisexual disaster (affectionate) and his relationship with being bi and with Hen and Eddie (cuz yes even tho i ship Bucktommy i still headcanon Eddie as queer and this story is about Buck's queerplatonic relationships mostly) but also diving into his relationship with Tommy and Buck just not being chill about it at all. Also Maddie supremacy (cuz i have a big fat gay crush on her) so she makes an appearance (actually many) starting with when Chim promised to take her to get her nails done but ended up having to work so he asks Buck to go with her and on a whim decides to get his nails done too when Maddie makes a joke saying it would be fun if they got matching nails and he says it sounds like fun and she meant it as a joke but if her baby brother really wants to she'll support him so they decide on blue and this is just the start of a long habit of her enabling his fashion experimenting now that he's not bogged down by a girlfriend's expectation of his manliness. Now dont get him wrong he's still masculine and he's still buck he just doesnt give a shit what anyone thinks if he decides to enjoy pretty things, nice things (cuz like he told Tommy: "I deserve nice things" "yes you do baby"). Maybe it never would've crossed his mind if Maddie had never said that but she planted the seed and he's having fun with himself and Tommy doesnt mind (finds it endearing actually) and Maddie enables him so he'll keep it up just as long as he sees fit (but maybe its also really fun to see Tommy get riled up when he puts on his skimpy shorts and a tight crop top). Mel comes on the scene as a transfer from Kansas (When she and Dee moved to LA) and her and Buck become fast friends when she comments that she has a girlfriend and he replies with "And I have a boyfriend" because he offered to spot her on the weights and she thought he was coming onto her.
#911 abc#911 on abc#bucktommy#tommy kinard#evan buckley#hen wilson#eddie díaz#queerplatonic relationship#bi evan buckley#gay tommy kinard#lesbian hen wilson#queer eddie diaz#in this fic he identifies as queer not gay or bi and is just like deal with it im not gonna confirm to your labels#but like doesnt judge anyone who does cuz technically queer is a label too but it just fits better and he likes it more#911 oc#sf aspen writes#911 oc melanie mel narvaez#911 oc daphne dee monroe#oc ship#meldee#shawty in my head like a melody 🎶#fanfic wip#simping for maddie buckley#maddie buckley han#maddie buckley has my heart#how did jlh get hotter with age#that woman aged like fine wine#i might make a separate blog dedicated to thirsting over her#she deserves it cuz if i was more self aware she wouldve 10 yr old me's awakening#her as maddie and ruby rose as batwoman are my 24 yr old Awakening tho so maybe that makes up for it
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um. poetry. or something
#wrote this last night#it's um. abt my friend who was my gay awakening so to speak#she also bullied me! so!#we accept the love we think we deserve etc etc.#also like. ik this is bad poetry kinda but i tried okay . i can probably do better buttt#bee.txt#poetry
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