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Just found the BEST CSP brush pack for sketching (charcoals and chalks imitation mmhmmhh🔥) Need to resist the URGE to sketch Polly or Arthur or BOTH!!! But messy sketches are what I do best 😭
#like seriously i need to study#but I sweeear my hands are itching#i wanna draw them so much more and create so much more content about them!!#so hum... be prepared for some random sketches because I know I aint going to resist the call for long#pine rambles#wip#incoming oc dump
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orpheus and thanatos 💚
#persona 3#ryomina#ryoji mochizuki#minato arisato#makoto yuki#lizzy does art#HIII EVERYONE :3 happy halloween.... (has been working on this for four weeks off and on)#i've always yearned to see art of ryoji and minato based on thanatos and orpheus!!!#i know that ryoji can be likened to being the eurydice figure which i agree with but I HAVE BEEN THINKING SO HARD ABT THEM LIKE THIS OK.#it was nice to give drawing something more ambitious (for my standards) an earnest try again! i love working with lineless and lighting#and working on this has inspired me to HOPEFULLY start doing some studies of sorts! i want to learn so many things...#all so that i can make ryomina as epic as possible...#also LET ME TELL YOU that thanatos coffins are making me realize i seriously need to do drawabox or something.#trying to put them in perspective is hard... but im pretty happy with what i made!!!#also can i just say i love how shapely orpheus is?? i love orpheus joints etc etc its so nice. very fresh#sighs longingly. i love them very much they make me want to do better at things. i hope everyone has a wonderful week ahead! 💙#very excited to see what people do for ryomina week (<- they haven't made anything 4 it yet bc Busy... but i'll submit smthn late maybe)
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hey Who The Fuck is writing 'abloom, or aflame' on ao3??!?!!!? i just need a quick word......

#fic authors i wanna make out with and then hit over the head with a lead pipe#seriously who are you you need to be studied. like medically probably.#swarla#*
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did the blorbo chart with wxs
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#dont take the song i associate with nene as Very Her or anything#i genuinely dont know why i just imagine her a lot in the mv#maybe bcs of the ocean stuff#and some other lyrics but#anyways why is drawing rui so fun hes not even my fav like thattttttt#i love everyone in wxs to death though so dont take the hate stuff for tsukasa and rui too seriously#prsk#pjsk#project sekai#my art#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#prsk art#prsk fa#proseka#tsukasa tenma#emu otori#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#btw. i dont draw digitally like ever#and only color stuff like for school art projects#i had used one shaky finger and a dream#i need to study color theory
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no one talks about how absolutely hard it is to study for the last exam of the exam season
#like im here literally begging myself to study seriously for just ONE MORE DAY#like girl?! keep your shit together for one more day pleaseeeeee#and its even worse when its one of the easier subjects#because then i end up gaslighting myself that i know everything#WHEN K ACTUALLY DON'T AND NEED TO FKING STUDY#someone needs to find a solution for this asappp#grad school#post graduate#grad student#gradblr#college#university#student life#exam season#dark academia#academia#chaotic academia#mine#miya's envelopes
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god how many men does sea have....... 😮
NGL FRIEND I KINDA LOST COUNT. LIKE THE MOMENT I RAN OUT OF FINGERS THAT'S WHEN I STOPPED TRYING TO KEEP TRACK. THERE ARE SIMPLY TOO MANY AND HE JUST KEEPS COLLECTING NEW ONES
YOU'VE HEARD OF SEA TAWINAN AND HIS MEN: A NONCOMPREHENSIVE LIST GET READY FOR SEA TAWINAN AND HIS MEN PT. 2: ELECTRIC BOOGALOO








[the quality of some of these is so tragic im so sad]
now you might think 'well surely this is it' but LO AND BEHOLD!!!!!!!! THERE IS MORE!!!!!!!! may i interest you in ohm thipakorn saying sea is the most handsome in GMMTV???? or how about sea and fourth being the cutest and ending up holding hands???? or how about thee nanon korapat smiling widely at sea and pulling him unnecessarily close???? and im not even gonna drag the directors into this or we're gonna be here forever
THE POINT IS. SEA TAWINAN HAS ALL THE MEN IN GMMTV WRAPPED AROUND HIS LITTLE FINGER AND IM PRETTY SURE HE IS NOT EVEN FULLY AWARE OF THE POWER HE HOLDS
#I NEED TO STUDY SEA'S GRAVITATIONAL PULL TOWARDS MEN IN A LAB IM SO SERIOUS#like this is all for fun so i don't want anyone to take me too seriously but at the same time I JUST KNOW EVERYONE ADORES HIM#anyway. sorry anon i didn't mean to dump all of this on you ;;;;;;;#i just. have a lot of fun spreading the sea tawinan and his men agenda ;;;;;;;;#MY BAD#sea tawinan#dunk natachai#first kanaphan#mix sahaphap#khaotung thanawat#arm weerayut#papang phromphiriya#lego rapeepong#sky wongravee#yes im annoying just like this#sea tawinan and his men#m: ask
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like people are taking bakugou’s pov at face value too much and acting like this is the last time bakudeku will ever see each other when. no…..? people are talking about how these chapters have mischaracterized izuku when THEY ARE THE ONES DOING IT and it’s actually making me so irritated. no izuku isn’t abandoning him, he’s just taking his own hero path and doing it the way he wants to do it. he doesn’t want to work under katsuki’s agency. he wants to pave his own path. he wants to be his own hero. that’s been his whole thing the entire time. but it is not him completely DITCHING KATSUKI FOREVER. THAT IS NOT HOW IZUKU WORKS AS A CHARACTER, REGARDLESS IF IZUOCHA IS CANON OR NOT ooooohhh y’all piss me off bad
#again i think these chapters were mid and boring and just there to establish izuocha as canon with no other point#but like. the reaction it’s garnered#is actually insane. and needs to be studied#like do you really think . izuku midoriya. the man who’s entire life has revolved around katsuki being his HERO#would just abandon katsuki out of the blue. out of nowhere.#like yall are trying to paint bakugou as this poor miserable abandoned soul who lost everyone and izuku HATES and it’s like ooohhh lord see#beyond the blorbo lense for one second and THINK!!!!!!!#sorry i take izuku midoriya very seriously and y’all were fake the entire time#imma stick beside him#izuku midoriya#bakudeku#bakugou katsuki#izuocha#my hero spoilers#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#my hero final chapter
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the thing about reading classics is that people have really high standards of what makes a classic and expecting to understand everything really ruins the whole experience. I started with 1984 and, yes, that impacted me, but I put too much pressure on myself to like and understand it the first go round.
a classic book is just a book.
you don't have to understand it. you don't have to like it.
sure, you can read Frankenstein and be like, "Wow, I sure loved analyzing this text. I feel so smart." OR you can let yourself underline the part that says, "I was encompassed by a cloud which no beneficial influence could penetrate." and write 'no beneficial influence could WHAT NOW?!'
be silly. yeah, it's really rewarding and cool to read a classic and devote your whole life to understanding every sentence and making all the connections, but also... just let yourself read it? have fun with it? you're allowed to hate a classic book (Catcher in the Rye) even if it's a classic. you're allowed to be traumatized by a classic book (Of Mice and Men) even if it's a classic.
I think that a lot of this is common knowledge, but we also need to give ourselves the reminder! it is just a book! how it impacts you as a book should not change just because it's a classic!
#I lost the plot there#I'm a high school sophomore I don't know anything#but seriously idk who needs to hear this but you're allowed to read picture of dorian gray and have it go completely over your head#you're allowed to hate classic authors with a burning passion even if everyone likes them#I feel like this is the wrong website to put this on bc tumblr blorbo-fies everything anyways so there's not usually the stress of that? bu#sometimes you think you know this and then you realize that you really don't#anyways yeah#also no hate to catcher in the rye#went right over my head lol so I'll have to re-read it soon#classic literature#classic books#studyblr#study blog#bookblr#books and reading#reading
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still working on tweening and etc but small self-indulgent sneak peek hehe
#my art#wip#bocchiposting#i wholly underestimated the amount of tweening needed and the amount of layers#originally i wanted to cover the entire song with parts for kita and bocchi#but given my current health condition + having work i think i'll just finish small chunks first and then see how much i can do b4 school#i can definitely finish the intro but i really want to draw in bocchi for a specific part sdjfhdskfjks#unfortunately i currently have the constitution of a sick victorian child! Any stress or strain sends me to the bed!#so i cannot crank this out within 5 hours like i used to be able to#the song is mesmerizer obv credits to that#it really has been a process of oh im just gonna do something small for fun oh no this needs more for a better streamline#halfway through i was like. would this have been easier if i just used. live 2d. probably. but i am too far in.#i need a good video editor program so bad but all the tutorials online are for AE and i do not have the money for that </3#and the next best option is apparently blender and i've done a few tutorials but i have never been able to retain the information <3#the learning curve is seriously hard and i don't have the time for that either </3 time is money fr#i tell myself to not feel guilty for drawing when i could be studying bc this is needed <3 this is self indulgent <3#self care!!!!!! rahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!#kk rambles
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drawing hands giving me depression for real.
#medi.txt#want to draw giorose angst but lack the technical skill to have it be taken seriously :/ ok.#its been like 2 decades. i still cant draw hands. </3#need to study this bullshit more but AAAAAAAAARGGHHHH#anyway.
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Toya in let’s study hard is so funny to me because an fails her classes and he’s like “it’s ok I’ll help you if you need it :)” and then he finds out akito also failed and he’s like “are you fucking serious right now akito” & his mood immediately shifts to I’m So Disappointed Right Now with them both esp the second akian start beefing




& then he doesn’t let akito relax at all




Very fond of him. (Toya voice) hello kamishiro senpai please assist me with my Dumb Fucking Friends so they don’t get held back a year

#‘it’s their own fault’ CRYINGGG. mean to them.#notably he doesn’t say shit to tsukasa. he’s just like oh he’s taking classes too?#1) brother pass 2) tsukasa actually studies. allegedly.#toya when an fails: it’s ok an I’m here if you need help 😌#toya finding out akito also failed: (heavy sigh) 😑 seriously#mine#toya#akito#an#rui#also as I mentioned. rui & toya interactions (cheering)
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my gender is like meat leaf i think. boy materials in the structure of girl. like im a girl made out of boy things but not in a transman way like i like being female im just. a girl-leaning boygirl. maybe??


#u dont understand ive been insisting to all of my friends for like 6 years that im NOT a trans man#i cannot be proven wrong at this point i'll lose it#and anyways im not actually a guy#im definitely a girl just like. a type of girl that scientists haven't discovered yet#and that sounds like a joke but im soooo fucking serious#im a fucking student geneticist dude#i think theres some autosomal gene (or probably multiple) that regulate gender in convoluted ways#probably linked and i think there's probably multiple types of fem and masc genders not to mention non fem OR masc genders#codominant? incomplete dominance? is it different on different scales?#its a completely possible and furthermore plausible concept like from my perspective it'd be really weird if gender genetics weren't a thing#i think theyve already lowkey been proven to be a thing cause of that paper comparing trans brains to cis brains#& finding a link where trans men had a certain section that was the same as cis men#and that same section in trans women was the same in cis women#its an OLD study too#anyways i want to research this one day but i also dont because i dont trust humanity with that information#but if i found proof that it exists maybe it could seriously back trans people with scientific evidence#not that they should fucking NEED it testimony should be fucking good enough#ive been bio obsessed since i was born and im a natural skeptic#but when i was 11 i asked a trans person i knew like 2 fucking questions and they answered me and i was like 'yeah this makes sense'#figured anything that didnt make sense was just something i didnt understand yet#and now that im older and in college level biology and genetics classes i know i was right#it would be really really weird if trans people didnt exist did you know that? all the kinds too like nb genderfluid agender genderq demi#i dont fucking care it makes SENSE#'nonbinary' was a good term to adopt because it really just fits perfectly#nothing in biology is ever ever ever truly binary especially not a neurological and psychological phenomenon#especially not in a species with a brain so overly complex and tangled up like HOMO SAPIENS??#are you kidding?? the fact that we even have a concept of art and music let alone have talents and passions for them is proof alone dude#that shit doesn't help us survive its a modified version of pattern recognition and uncanny valley#combine that shit with the fact that intersex people exist?? like#nonbinary gender is literally the combination of intersexuality and human neurology
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sei não
#he always seemed like a Si dom to me#the whole “studying the shapes and curves of the racing tracks and memorizing them to run on them better” seems like#Si and/or Ti for me#“he's planning it could be Ni” i feel like Ni would use what's he's seeing here and now (Se) and then plan on his mind where the road is#going and when it is going. they need to EXPERIENCE the road (Se) to predict. he was using data to predict (Si-esque).#the way he planned made me thing of Si because it feels he seemed to not want any unpredictable thing that#could make his performance more difficult and him rank lower aka lower Pe aka IxxJ.#also he seemed to use Te's problem solving to help Si in order to make his performance more efficient so nothing unexpected would happen#also he would close his eyes and imagine it with his mind's eye and body movements. Si-esque bc he is feeling the possibilities (Ne) with#his body in an “internal” “subjective” way (Si)#not in a “let's go there and explore the roads right now" (objective and Se-esque)#and the studying thing is not necessarily Ti but could be amplified by Ti bc Ti is obsessed with uncovering the mechanics of how things wor#so in case he has it... ISFJ. HOWEVER#the day he decided to speak up for the injustices drivers had to face bc of those stupid dudes who didn't care for their safety#kinda seemed like Fi to me. ISFJs use their Fe in a way that seems polite and would talk about injustices in a more discreet “delicate” way#maybe even indirect passive agressive way so they would express their (all racers) feelings without enraging the culprits#however senna showed how angry he felt with the situation. he outwardly complained and seemed rude.#this way off showing your anger in a RAW unfiltered way is extremely Fi-esque. he ignored his coach's (?) orders to be quiet#in order to express his innermost feelings#“but Si doms are ruler-followers!!” rules that make sense. if it breaks their morals and values (Fi) or their logical sense (Ti) they WILL#be against it. they're not blind to it bro. they don't follow everything by the book blindly. they are rational people just like other type#“but what about the tunnel thing???” he was describing his physical sensations. that's si. ni would be an intuition of what would happen. h#was describing his sensations in that moment. “then it's se!!” HIS OWN PHYSICAL SENSATIONS. se is OBJECTIVE. he was describing SUBJECTIVE#he literally stopped sensing the world around him the cheering and everything. that means he was focusing completely on the SUBJECT.#that means INTROVERSION. he was using an INTROVERTED function.#also just bc he's a racer doesn't mean he uses se.#i also saw some people saying he's an istp. seriously??? just bc he likes cars?????? learn mbti not astrology.#“bat why don't you post this whole text on pdb” i'm tired of people there i don't want anyone bothering me bye#anyway he's an ISTJ for me#tio morcego tá tagarela
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I think it's so interesting to think about the unique social implications of things on the islands. Like, the animal hats & how they originally existed for the practical purpose of protection & they kept wearing them even after that wasn't a factor anymore. & how the hats we see in the present day (when Finn & co visit the islands) don't really resemble animal hats, do they? & maybe that's just to make the significant human characters (who do still wear animal hats) seem more distinct but you best believe I'm going to make it into something bigger. Oh I'm so bad at putting my thoughts into words but it's something how the hats evolved into a new meaning. & when robo susan rips friedas hat off its like a very violating moment. Something something hats, the lack thereof, vulnerability. I don't know. Sorry. I was going somewhere with this but I don't know how to explain it. You get it though. Hats are interesting.
I like to think that (when everyone got sick and lots of them died and the rest moved to a new island) there was a bunch of small shifts & the animal -> abstract hats was one of them. And Frieda still wearing her dog hat shows her still holding onto the past in some way. There we go, that's something. This isn't a total nothing post after all
#like if only i could write my dream longfic about susan&frieda with big focus on frieda's relationship with the islands especially after#susans betrayal (using the word betrayal lightly because of course it wasnt her fault but i think that was the way it felt to frieda)#and susan reconciling her childhood memories with the life shes built for herself#its so interestinggg theyre so inferesting 😭#bc theyve both got 2 perspectives all on their own. the one they had growing up and the one they have as an adult#frieda wanting freedom and then 'accepting' not having it... and susan being all about upholding the system#and then having that taken away from her by literally losing her memory. and gaining a whole new perspective entirely divorced from her old#one. soorry im just saying a whole lot of words. anyways#thats my dream introspective dual character study longfic that i would write if i could#but alas i cannot even write a shortfic. and ive got tooo much schoolwork i need to catch up with anyway#sorry but the islands are SO FUCKING UNDERRATED??!? under-talked about. its crazy im crazy seriously they gave us all these crumbs#and can u really expect me NOT to think about it just so much. im still thinking about it#<- only thinks about it somdtimes#i get overwhelmed when i think about things im like unironically bad at thinking
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for like 3 weeks i was wondering why i was sleeping so much and felt listless. and just now I managed to email 3 people and responded to a month old message in the span of an hour because I got back to TAKING MY FUCKIN MEDS..........
#MOTHER FFFFUCKER#to be fair. my doc said I could stop taking them while im on break since i wouldnt need to be constantly pumped on stimulants#im not sure if it was a side effect but i managed to take like 3 different naps in one day and STILL managed to sleep thru the whole night#at least 2 days into my break. the weird thing is i didnt feel more or less rested afterwards. but mentally i think im in a good place rn#to really put the level of awakeness im at rn i feel weirdly confident i could start one piece. also bc of that sick new opening it BANGS#the song is really good and im in love with the animation style. did some digging and it seems one of the lead animators is masato mori#but i could be wrong. it seems he also did some work on mp100 which could explain a lot lol.. he uses smear frames really well to convey#consistent movement and fluidity!!! someone else might have done color design but it works really really well esp with odas style!!#just love the overall vibe and aesthetic and id really love to study it and incorporate a bit of it into my art.. especially the thick#outlines which i think helps to separate characters and objects on screen. though i have to say the style is definitely more suited to#animation bc of the simpleness and smears. maybe that will help me explore shapes and perspective when i draw... i wanna get better#at drawing poses and angles but i have a hard time wrapping my head around space and using perspective guide lines NGHHHH#i wonder if it has to do with my dogshit ability to judge distance. not depth perception but like. judge how far smth is in metres etc#im also wearing an N95 for the first couple weeks back bc of the wave. absolutely NO BODY is wearing a mask its so fucking over#where im sitting ive heard 5 different people coughing probably not into their elbows!!! and im just. head in my fucking hands#there was a kid sitting a couple seats away in class coughing as he pleases and i wanted to grab him in a chokehold so badly. PLEASEE#ive been annoying my family by asking them to mask up and reminding them to bring masks when they go out and showing them news articles#but at least its working bc we ordered some KN95s and my mom is at least taking me seriously so. please dont be afraid to speak up abt your#health. take care of yourself and others however u can!! wear that mask indoors at your maskless friends house!!! stay home when u can!!#im wearing a surgical mask at home too bc my parents have '''a dry throat cough''' and they are so bad at coughing into their sleeves#also im pretty sure dry throat isnt transmissible bc my brother started coughing too so.. i also tested negative but they havent tested yet#im also not a doctor but i have to keep reminding ppl whenever i can that covid and flu work differently. covid is new and too recent to#have nearly as much research done on it. it seems its also compounding so instead of building immunity it weakens the body and spreads to#to other systems which might explain brain fog and muscle weakness. i remember someone early in the pandemic got infected and it messed up#their smell/taste receptors so bad that they cant eat most foods and that stays in the front of my mind when i think abt covid. christ#yapping
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GOOD GOD STOP GIVING US THUNDERCLAN POVS LET ME OUT THIS BITCH !!! SHOW ME WINDCLAN IN MODERN DAY PLEAAAASEEEEEEEEE
#warrior cats#changing skies#moonpaw you couldve been great#no seriously though thunderclan is becoming increasingly irrelevant to the main plotlines we have TWO THUNDERCLAN POVS IN THE ACTIVE PLOT#IS THAT NOT ENOUGH#ranty#BRING BACK SINGULAR MAIN CHARACTERS#Windclan cats always have insane family drama going on too no one can have a secret second family like a windclan cat#its happened several times i need to like study them#everyone in that clan sounds like an asshole all the time#its like what people think shadowclan is#genuinely though we only have like super editions/novellas abt windclan and no pov characters and thats so crazy to me#but please erins let thunderclan rest for a little maybe if we didnt know every cat in every generation's parents and kits#there wouldnt be as much of an incest problem#moonpaw is so inbred its insane shes like 5x related to firestar or smth#they shouldve neutered lionheart when they had the chance jesus christ
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