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Okay, back to being excited! I'm glad the hype is seeping back into my brain. I love this game world so much.
#if the devs hadnt been so mean about it#it wouldve been fine tbh#like sad but it is what it is ya know?#i am glad i cancelled my pre-order though#like you dont get to be a fool and get my early money#ill just get it day one š¤·#im excited meet my new blorbos#and see the egg again!#and just be back in Thedas!
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Rory liked Dean but she didnāt love him. She liked going on dates with him. She liked that heād spend time with her and watch movies with her and get along with her mother. But there was no fire, no matter how much she wanted there to be one. She couldnāt burn like she did for exploring the world and the written word. She couldnāt burn for him.
Rory loved Logan but she didnāt like him. She loved his freedom, his adventurous spirit, his lust for life. She loved how she could let herself go with him, put faith in something dangerous and not shatter. But she didnāt like how cruel he could be to others. She didnāt like how dismissive he was, of responsibilities, of consequences, of peopleās hurt. She didnāt really like him.
Rory liked Jess and she loved him. She liked that he liked the same stuff as her, liked that heād help out his uncle without bragging, and talk with her friends, and throw literary challenges at her because he genuinely wanted her opinion. She loved his honesty, his integrity, how heād leave her speechless with his gaze and breathless with his kisses. How he looked at her, all of her, and never made her feel like she was lacking. She liked and she loved him. And it scared her shitless.
#REMINDER: THIS IS MY INTEPRETATION OF THINGS AND NOT OBJECTIVE WHAT SO EVER#AND I AM AWARE OF THAT AND MY SHIPPING BIAS#really I do think itās more complicated than this and that she liked and loved a little of all of them#I ājust like the sad poetry of this take ya know how the one she felt it all with was the one she couldnāt handle being with#gilmore girls#jess mariano#rory gilmore#literati#the potato rants#gilmore girls meta#my meta
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*sits politely*
finally figured out how to get music to work!!!! so know i present to you one of my fav yume 2kki bg songs i have saved and a lil pyroland drawing to go with it :)
#the bg is an actual tf2 map btw...#so high five if ya know which one it is!! (although its probably pretty obvious?)#i have 18 yume 2kki songs saved but i didnt think to name the files as the world you find them in#so now i have no idea where most of them can be found!! sad!! just.. vague memories of what the world looks like and nothing else :')#tf2#tf2 pyro#discounts art
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So happy to finally share the cover illustration I did of WHAT WAKES THE BELLS by Elle Tesch for Feiwel and Friends/Macmillan - out March 11, 2025! š
Design by Meg Sayre!
#cover illustration#illustration#cover reveal#cover art#what wakes the bells#elle tesch#digital painting#digital illustration#gothic#stained glass#art only tag#I'd share the full illustration without the design but you know what- fuck tumblr and their little AI deal#the gods of the algorithm are also against me today which is a wee sad but my mom likes this cover a lot so there's that#gotta focus on the important stuff ya know?
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Frost: Name something you believed in as a child that you no longer do as an adult.
Torbek: Himself.
#ya know in how a cat will cuddle you if youāre feeling overly sad or overwhelmed?#I imagine thatās what frost does whenever Torbek gets really sad like this#he deserves it#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#incorrect quotes#morning frost#torbek#once upon a queue
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*sittin up projecting onto the baby blorbo when I should be sleeping*
#just havin a super normal 1#ok but i neddta tag rant#prepare for typos#but#like ok imagine you havin your first real melt down#you dont know whats happenin just that you feel like your goin insane#and instead of helpin ya#your dad- the only person ever been lookin out for ya#his solution is restrict your freedom/ cut off access to this part of you that he was praisin and encouraging before#cause yknow it scares him now#now bein strong and aggressive is bad and you needta be quiet and calm#but ay since you cant act up now problem solved right?#he can just ignore it all now#no way this sudden unexpected shift will trigger a downward spiral or anything#....anyway yes im sayin the big evil bad guy is just an uwu over stimulated smol bean#...but fr every time paragus says ' there was somethin far darker about him ' i get sad for the dumb man baby#cause man hes talkin about his kid#blah blah blah ok sleep. thats a thing i should do soon
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On the string propaganda
Heeellll yeah
Bestie is an entire PLACE
I look at those guys and let me tell you the soul of that thing ain't just in the puppet, it's in all the neurons carrying the thoughts and emotions, it's in the power rails that serve as the heart. All the memories in the memory conflux and all the numbers we see flicker across displays, the flux condensers, the puppet; a little avatar.
No way these massive machines see life the same way we do. They have their own experiences and senses and things they hold dear. A world we can't imagine, a way of living we couldn't even comprehend.
I could never tear an iterator apart to be just a puppet. Who am I to decide how's life supposed to be enjoyed or perceived?
You treat your creechurs however you want- I ain't gonna dictate that. But damn, hearing the thrums and buzzes of the linear systems rail? They are alive with so much power, these mechanical beasts are exactly what they should be.
#sorry im just a really passionate on the string believer#you cant tell me that these massive structures kilometers wide capable of things we cant even image would look at something thats#thats comparable to a speck of dust and be like#yes i would like to rid myself of practically my entire body to be that tiny#this aint no āif i were a supercomputer i'd be sad i couldnt see the sky like i do nowā#thats only because you have something to compare it to#if i were to suddenly loose everything to be just some microscopic creature i'd be miserable but only because i know what im loosing#id be loosing the ability to think like i do now id be loosing the ability to enjoy the things i do now#i dont know what life is like as a microscopic creature but i wouldnt be willing to give up my life as i know it now#and i think with iterators are the same#just how different is their life from ours and what things can they see that we are missing out on?#give up everything comfortable and known and for what??#to feel the sun? they absolutely have various temperature sensors#see the sky? those overseers were made to see things those visuals are in 4k#other animal comforts?? what about computer comforts??#what makes a lil creature happy may not necessary make a massive supercomputer happy#sorry big rant in the tags um just wanna say this is no hate to anyone who wants their creatures off the string#these are fictional beings and you do whatever makes you happy take them off the string set them loose yess enjoy little robots running#around be happy i love reading ya alls off the string shenanigans#rain world#iterator#drawins#oc veil of dreams#rw talk#rain world oc#iterator oc
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#tis based on one of my older sfms that has polaroids in it#and decided to 'ya know what why not'#I get to make them happi and totally not making something sad behind it loll#//#l4d2#left 4 dead 2#l4d2 nellis#l4d2 nick#l4d2 ellis#my art#l4d2 sfm#sfm#source filmmaker#sfm poster#source filmmaker poster#l4d2 fanart#fanart#fanwork#fan art#(tis also a poorly attempt of trying to make it look like those old polaroids pics ToT )#am sorry ToT ))
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he cooked ! he served !! HE ATEš®āšØš„µ
#& WHAT A GOOD MORNING IT WAS YEEESH WOOF WOOOOF#HE ROSE UP FROM THE š HONEY HE DOES IT ALLLL THE TIMEšš
š»#bruh this chapter actually brought ME back to life I stg#I actually cannot express how Fyo in this fancy fit has rewritten my DNA Iāll literally never recover#no bc also why does Fyodor hold the sword like that ya know-ššļøšļø#we got an outfit change & a plan reveal & FINALLY his ability confirmed !!!#I feel so validated for getting the majority of its aspects rightš¤ were yāallās theories close or are ya mind blown#I am v sad for Bram & Ayaš but I truly donāt think heās gone !! his body is an undedš§š» after all#but also Bram pls let Fyo keep this fit TYš¶āš«ļø he had no right to look THIS GOOD IN IT my gaaaaawsh#I drew this like a maniac yesterday for insta but am finally getting to post hereš«°#fyodor#fyodor dostoevsky#fyodor fanart#bsd fyodor#bsd#bsd fanart#bungou stray dogs#bungou stray dogs fanart#bungo stray dogs#bungo stray dogs fanart#fanart#bram bsd#artists on tumblr#artists of tumblr#bsd 114.5#bsd manga#bsd spoilers#anime#manga#manga panel redraw
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Shoutout to this draft I made a couple hours ago when I suddenly had an epiphany for how I could fix a part of my story and I was so excited that the only way I could express it is to write whatever this is but I couldnāt post it because I didnāt have internet
also it got marked as mature for some reason
#mood honestly#OHHH OHH. WA#there is pure happiness behind those words#I donāt know if Iāll keep the idea that I came up with but itās so much better than what I had before#ties up loose ends while also keeping it vague like I wanted mmmm#and the ending isnāt super depressing now!!! sort of!!!#it is Not final so I wonāt yap about it just yet but#I think I might be able to give gourdie a somewhat happy endingā¦.that is all I wantedā¦..yesļæ½ļæ½..#cause like damn at first she was just miserable by the end with no happiness in sight. which didnāt really match the rest of the story#cause itās more so lighthearted even when thereās like. death and stuff#like. bad shit happens but itās not an emotionally charged angsty story#if people do find it sad despite the jokey tone then all the better because that means I can have my cake and eat it too#but my point is simply that Gourdieās ending did NOT match up with anything else#she was just left completely depressed by the end#BUT I CAN FIX IT. I THINK. STILL WORKINH IT OUT IN MY MIND#TRYING TO MAKE SURE IT WOULDNT RETCON ANYTHING PREVIOUSLY ESTABLISHED#perhaps it makes the ending a bit less impactful but who tf thinks Iām going for impact!!!#gourdie gets to mysteriously disappear too. as a treat.#and it also plugs that plot holeā¦yesā¦.goodā¦..#Iām just rambling at this point hey guys how ya doin#pdbc#not a pikmin post#more pdbc posts are coming cause I spent like 4 hours today writing#by that I mean like. 4 hours of just trying to fix the ending. but I kinda did it soooo#point is I rarely have scripts for certain sections and I now have a script for a sliver of a section so thatās a win#this is a huge wall of text uhhhh#Iāve been yapping about pdbc an unhealthy amount lately and Iāll never stop#my friend wants to know the lore as well so Iāll have to find a way to explain it all to her#< itāll be easier for her to understand actually cause of reasons#anyway Iāll shut up now bye bye
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Hey, I was wondering if you create headcannons for the Blush Blush boys. If so, I was wondering š
Can you describe how any of the immortal characters (Stirling, Seth, Reece?, Aki, Haru, Fuyu) would react if their SO/MC/Love interest reincarnates after they die of old age for example?
Iām a huge fan of reincarnation x immortal stuff, cause it gives off a happy ending and hope that their love will never die even if theyāre reborn in a different timeš
I wanna start at the top by saying I think all of them freak out at least a little bit when they see their long dead lover seemingly up and alive again
I'll get into each one individually but needless to say, it's a bit of a shock to the lot of them
also I did a thing about The Immortals dealing with your death (that I will but a link to here later but right now I can't be bothered to shift through my many bullshit posts to find it atm OOPS SORRY)
(ps: love your stuff btw!!! <3 )
STARTING OFF
Stirling:
I think he's gone through this too many times and loves the drama of it all too much to ever have him claim that he will never love again after you (at least not forever)
but suffice it to say he doesn't think he'll ever have a love like you again in any of his life times worth of living he has left to get through
he also didn't become a vampire to kick the bucket quickly nor does he think he'll be headed in the same direction as you when he eventually does so he's in no particular hurry to 'follow you' as it were
so he has made his peace with forever longing for you and eternally mourning your passing a little bit all the time
until one day he happens to spot
well
you
I mean it can't be you but he knows that face
he knows that body
that aura, that smile
it's definitely you
your face was probably in the crowd at one of his competitions
he did loose points for how he fumbled when he clocked you
(but he still won don't get it twisted)
I think the moment his routine is done he b-lines it to his dressing room then directly to go find 'you'
he does find you in a crowd and nervously and suddenly asks if you'd like to go for dinner with him
like
now
right now.
how bout it??
you tentatively say yes and you two end up having the most awkward dinner of either of your lives
he's trying so hard not to flip out cause it's definitely you but also it can't be
can it????
BUT YOU WERE DEAD
he slowly begins to romance you
the new you
which is a lot like the old you
I think he's the handsome yet mysterious man who is romancing you and he doesn't fully let anything slip until one night you stay over and you find a painting of what is definitely but also so not you on the wall
cue him finding you staring at it and accidentally scaring you
only to calm you down then explain the whole sorted mess
and how he believes you are the reincarnation of his lover
I think no matter what there's going to be some push and pull moving forward
he has to decide if he loves you or just the idea of you that acts as some theoretical replacement for his great dead love
will there be a happy ending??
will love prevail??
can love continue on even after death??
only time will tell...
but he does not intend to give up on you that easily...
Seth:
you being reincarnated is actually his doing
against his best laid plans, you didn't end up in hell with him when you died
I think he could only stand it for a few months before he called in a favor and got your soul entered into the reincarnation program
that DOES mean he'll have to wait 18+ years to even attempt to make a move
and also that you won't remember him
or much if anything of your previous life
which means there's a 50/50 toss up that you'll be happily taken when he can actually find you again
he doesn't watch over you as you grow cause that's too creepy
but he does put some lesser demons/spirits to keep an eye on you and keep you safe
he doesn't want to have to start this process all over again
nor does he know how many otherworldly favors he can rely on for this
I think he 'randomly' bumps into you one day when you're old enough and he starts flirting and asks you out
I think whether or not he tells you about the whole deal will depend on how things play out
he doesn't necessarily see the need to but on the other hand
maybe it's worth you knowing
also it's the biggest romantic move he ever pulled
also honesty is nice in a relationship
but all in all it's just nice to have you back again
where he can see and hold and kiss you
also he probably had to call in a favor just to get to the mortal realm in the first place
idk he's burning a lot of big favors for this meet cute to go down but it's worth it
Reece:
I think with Reece it's less of a reincarnation and more an alt time line version of you
one where you never met and you got to live your life without it being crash landed into by a space traveling cat boy
I think at first he meant to keep his distance
you're not HIS you after all
but he couldn't help but watch you just
exist
for a bit
he missed you
and I think one thing lead to another and he ended up bumping into you and you gave him that cute smile and he didn't mean to but he heard himself asking you for coffee before he could give it a second thought
and then before he could give it a second word you had said yes
and then he was just over come with joy cause you said yes to a date so excitedly and quickly
it all kinda just
happened
I think you have a wonderful first date and he spends most of it working up the courage to tell you everything and also just enjoying the date
but towards the end of it he finally fesses up
you guys had done all this before
well, a different version of you in another timeline/universe
but all the same
he has already gone down this road
and now he's just doing it again cause it's hard for him to stay away from you
but you are gone
were gone
are
in his version of things anyway
and this was fun but maybe...
maybe it should end here
one last night
where he got to tell you goodbye
(with a kiss)
but this is Definitely Not Dr Who bby--- something crazy happens at the end and the goodbyes are put on hold while you two go on Just This One crazy space adventure (that is totally not just this one lol)
CUE THE DOCTOR WHO THEME BEING PLAYED ON THAT CAT PIANO!
Aki:
OOO BOY IS THIS DUDE IN DENIAL
no grace, no decorum, no hesistation
he sees your face in a crowd and runs up and hugs you and begins to tear up as he says how much he missed you
meanwhile you are in the iron grip of big excitable fox man (time has past since your death and he's grown some) whom you definitely don't know and also he's calling you bunny
you try to tell him he's got the wrong person sorry
BUT HE IS HEARING NONE OF IT
cue him telling you all about your lives together and talking you to the home of the autumn clan and doing anything and everything to desperately rejog your memories
if you do get your memories back then commence Aki's great romance two electric boogaloo
but if you can't then he will get so heart broken
he'll ask you to still stay
let him learn the new you
let him show you the him you forgot
let him love you again
please don't leave him
(if you do decide to leave low key Aki will follow you and try to check in on you from time to time)
(if not out right sneak stalk you)
(please accept his feelings reincarnated love-chan)
Haru:
shocked, stunned, shook
he sees your face from across the bar and he can't believe it
like actually he can't believe it
he ends up staring for a really long time
then he's just watching you from different spots around the bar
getting better looks at different angles
keeping the biggest eye on you and drinking you in
yep
it's definitely you
but it can't be
they must just look like you
a lot like you
like exactly
must be a distant relatives
genetics are crazy
or maybe you had a love child...???
NO.
no no no no
you were Haru's loyal mate until the day you died
you wouldn't
and even if you did, you def would've invited him to the threesome
(one of the reasons he loved you so much)
whatever
he must be so drunk out of his mind and crazy lonely that he's seeing shit
whatever, they're hot and he could use a you substitute in his bed (not like he's had many people in his bed after you anyway-- too heart broken)
so fuck it, fuck them (like, in the sex way not the angry way)
so he goes up and starts hitting on them and when they turn around
oh no
they're definitely you
right down to the look they're giving him
I won't lie, he panics and bolts
he can't stop freaking out about last night all the next day
so he goes to that bar again and low and behold there you are again
Haru can't tell if he's relieved or more panicked by that
but still he has to dig some more
so he goes back over, trying the whole time not to absolutely loose it
gives you some line about being overcome by your beauty which is why he left in a panic haha
but seriously he'd love to get dinner with you sometime, here's his number, give him a call
oh also what's your name
he again can't tell if he's happy or freaked when you do actually call
he spends the whole dinner gently prying for info and just generally vibe checking to see if they're like his dead lover
and they really are
they definitely look it
and thus begins Haru's new torment of being so fucking CONFLICTED
he's so freaked that it's like you're alive again but also so happy to have you by his side
I think there's a lot of push and pull until he spills the beans
and then even more after he does
this is about to be the messiest relationship of Haru's life
which is saying something
BUT HE CAN'T NOT, IT'S YOU
Fuyu:
Fuyu bumps into you by chance and he's the most torn up about it of the lot of them
and visibly so too, he can't hide his feelings on this even a little bit
I think he is the quickest to tell you the whole thing
and also he calls you by the name of your past life (which may or may not be your name now)
he really does believe you are his heavenly gift sent back to him because your love is so fated
he takes some time getting used to
it's actually funny, this is the exact opposite of who you two were the first time
he's so unbelievably open to you from the word go
he bares his heart and feelings so much
you look so much like yourself before you left him, he can't help it
you were his safe place that he let all his walls down around
he can't put them back up now
his heart is beating open and bloody for you
he doesn't try and play it cool, he doesn't beat around the bush
he let's you know who you were to him
ARE to him
and asks you to be his once again
steam rolling you with love
and then waiting 'patiently' (not patient, he's sitting by like a puppy who wants a bite of your food) for you answer
it's quite a situation you find yourself in, isn't it
#bear text#blush blush game#blush blush#bear talks#bb game#sad panda studios#kitsune bundle#haru#fuyu#aki#reece#seth#stirling#I won't lie so--- the takahashi inspired haru fic I have brewing DOES involve a massive time jump but surprisingly DOESN'T involve#reincarnations even though YOU'D THINK IT WOULD given the style of show it's directly inspired by lol#dead ass tho everytime Inuyasha is still torn cause he's pining over Kikyo like BRUH#I get she didn't mean to kill you originally but she's now fully aware of what's going on and she's still trying to kill you and Kagome lik#a handful of times I know the first love is the deepest but she's also a walking corpse and at some point ya gotta let it go my guy#y'all were sweet and shit but too much has happened and also you low key have a new girl who looks just like your ex like--- just#side note the og ranma was taken off d plus while I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF WATCHING IT and now I'm basically fucked I'm so SAD
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i had a dream that the clouds looked like you, pink in the sunset. you were the ghost of a lighthouse and when we fell in love all your shackles fell off in great grey chunks. we became fish-squid-humans, unkillable and round as the sun. our children were whales, and we grew past the size of cruise ships. i cursed poachers with my own blood; only to relent, knowing the pain of drowning just close-enough, warning them: do better. be well. don't make a mistake you can't come back from.
how quietly you've slipped inside me, little seal shifting me under the water. this little dance we are both stepping, our hands just-quite not-touching. like mermaids, sometimes i think our form is the shape of the ocean. sometimes i think we are too horribly human, too terrified of the rip and torrent.
i have thought about my hand in your hair enough, and the curve of your cheekbone, and how you wait for a moment to gather your thoughts before telling a joke. i have thought about the tension that grows in cables between us, a little spined bridge neither of us will cross unless the situation dramatically shifts. i have thought about the way you tilt your head when considering something i blurted, how you show just-half of your smile when you know more than i did.
what even are you two? she asks me, stirring her coffee, her brows knitting. i shrug noncommittally.
somewhere, we are mermaids, eternally. in this world, for now - i tell her: i think we're just... enjoying.
#you know.... like. you know.#gay yearning#writeblr#(i had a dream the clouds actually looked like . well officer they looked like pussy. and i took a picture and sent it to you. and was like#what the fuck is happening what kind of cloud is this like milord that is 100% JUICE#.... the dream was extremely extremely bittersweet . i'll tell ya that much. i knew i was changing and the only way to follow the#lighthouse ghost. was to leave my family. forever.#something something something make it gay and make it about being unkillable and beautiful instead of like#''i have learned love is such sacrifice that even my dreams of transformation and love. are about how in order to follow my heart.#there's always SOMETHING i have to give up.''#& how sad is that! how very catholic! this idea i have that happiness always has to come with#some kind of balance!
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Mondstadters being extremely religious with the unshakable believe that Barbatos is always looking out for them, greeting people with "Barbatos bless you", praying to Barbatos to keep their children safe
vs
Barbatos is literally asleep
#waving my arms about mondstadt being such a religious city#but also the city where even the god himself goes 'yeah no one's seen the god for thousands of years'#in a world where pretty much other nation sees their god at least once a year if not more#like. what causes this level of devotion when you can look at any other nation and go 'their god is there helping the people'. ya know???#or. do other nations look at mondstadt and go 'what does their god do again? and why does he get so many prayers'#and. idk. it feels almost sad to me that they put all this faith in venti when none of it is getting heard#(not as in venti doesn't help around mondstadt but as in venti is Sleeping)#or may for them their own faith is enough regardless of whether it reaches barbatos or not#but like in such a city i can see how people such as la signora happen everyone prays and prays and nothing is done#their god abandoned them so what makes him worthy to be a god#genshin talk
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you know what fucks me up about most people is the fact they can't just look at any sort of pale skin and start noticing the veins and arteries.
Like, what are you doing with your life? and I know not everyone has the traits to make these things as visible but they're still fairly noticeable if you look a bit closer.
#ymir sketches#you CAN technically see it on like most folk but it's easier to just stare at your own and...#people keep assuming my hands are bruised when I just have fairly thin or I guess transparent skin there in certain spots#not a fan but it did make me realize people do not usually have this ability and it made me sad :(#what else are you gonna look at when looking at your hands? to trace about?#specifically because.. ya know
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š PRINCESS RAENESSA TARGARYEN (75 AC - 133 AC) (template by @kanos)
ā³ Raenessa Targaryen was born in 75 AC to Prince Aemon Targaryen and his wife, Jocelyn Baratheon. She is the older twin sister of Princess Rhaela Targaryen, and younger sibling to Princess Rhaenys Targaryen.
Meek and emotional, she was oft called The Weeping Dragon behind her back. Ever compared to her two sisters, she lingered in their shadow for most of her life, trailing behind them and cleaning up their messes or sifting though the scraps they left behind.
Her cradle egg, as green as Wildfire, hatched shortly after her birth and finally in 91 AC at the age of sixteen, the timid Targaryen finally took the beast to mount. The Green Jewel of Dragonstone, Vysera, as she named her, seemed to be just as timid as her rider, but was fiercely protective of the young woman. While barely ridden due to Raenessa's distrustful nature, the dragon and rider shared a bond that was as close and unique as any other.
In 94 AC, at the age of nineteen, she wed Donnal Redwyne. The two struggled for years to have a viable pregnancy, and after many failed attempts, their prayers were finally answered when she gave birth to a girl in 113 AC, whom they named Daenys.
Unfortunately, their new found bliss was cut short as a fever took Donnal Redwyne's life mere weeks after Raenessa had given birth. The now widowed mother was never quite the same after that and as years passed she rarely let her daughter out of her sight. Months following the tragic loss, Queen Alicent extended an invitation towards her and the still young child, offering them a residence in the capitol should they want it. Raenessa graciously accepted and the mother and child lived in relative happiness and great comfort for many years.
When the Targaryen civil war commenced in 132 AC, Raenessa declared her support for King Aegon II Targaryen and The Greens, though, suffers a great loss at many turns.
In the days following the slaying of her older sister and her dragon at the Battle of Rooks Rest, Raenessa used the exodus of small folk from Kingās Landing to flee the capitol. Amid orders from the Prince Regent, Aemond Targaryen, to seal the city, she managed to slip through undetected. Still reeling in shock and grief, she declared for her cousin, Rhaenyra Targaryen, but subsequently found herself locked in the cells beneath Dragonstone for a time, her untimely and sudden arrival sending ripples of confusion though the Queenās small council.
Back in Kingās Landing, Raenessa was branded a traitor and in retaliation Criston Cole suggests her dragon, Vysera, be slain and her remains fed to King Aegon's mount, Sunfyre, for her treachery.
In 133 AC, after failing to be reunited with her daughter, Daenys, until Queen Rhaenyra takes King's Landing, she suffers another great loss; one that will prove her last. During the riots lead by The Shepherd, Daenys would retreat to the Dragonpit to ensure the safety of her own dragon, Duskwing. Her demise was said to be particularly gruesome, the young woman and her unborn child crushed underfoot by her frightened dragon in its panic as the mob descended upon the chained beasts.
Overcome with grief, Raenessa Targaryen ended her own life just days later, through means of poison, succumbing to the deadly concoction nestled among her daughter's belongings.
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#t: edits#c: raenessa#as always disclaimer on the dates bc idk what hbo doin#RIP GIRLIE!#sad she never really reconciled with either of her siblings before their demise#and by the time she goes to dragonstone post rhaenys elsa is coming back from laying down business in the north ready to bust heads#so there's like NO chance of trying to develop a friendship with her niece#sucks bc raenessa really wasn't all that bad she just didn't know how to stick up for herself and really relied on others to make decisions#for her most of the time#when donnal died she was LOST and living in KL was kinda like...living on autopilot it really wasn't LIVING ya know?#i'm sure these dates will change bc idk if the timeline i'm using is like 400% accurate or not#fire and blood spoilers#i guess for the dragonpit stuff (AHHHHHHH I NEVER WANNA SEE IT.)#also not her leaving her kid and dragon behind like girl š#hotd spoilers#i guess for like limited info.#also v SAD that elsa is the only one of aemon and jocelynās grandchildren to still be alive š„²
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(sorry for leaving yāall in suspense I was grocery shopping) Surprise!! I accidentally got into Lenāen like two weeks ago. Whoops! I got ideas for cool drawings to do with each of the BPoHC shrine team members (and you-know-who, ofc, but that one might beā¦ weird lol), but Tsubakura gets to go first cause theirs is the simplest; just greyscale + red color scheme with a split background and the pose is mostly random (maybe theyāre squishing Tsurubamiās little eye thing? Idk). Very pleased with how everything worked out; the line for the eye is exactly where the dividing line for the background was and the way I managed to make the vest corseted while not changing the ribbon placement is just perfect. Although I did make their hat smaller out of the aforementioned cowardice also that thing is hard to draw
#art#digital#lenāen#tsubakura enraku#for those not in the know: Lenāen is a game series inspired by Touhou but thereās a number of things different about it and it is rapidly#spiraling off into a very complicated story and also other game genres; also every characterās gender is officially āwhateverā#This character (Tsubakura) plays like Marisa but is also a shrine maiden (priest) along with the Reimu type character#Nonbinary (to me) mad scientist.#Replaces soy sauce with calligraphy ink in every culinary application.#Made a nuclear bomb once supposedly on accident.#Locked in a blood feud with their 3(ish) absurdly powerful ex-girlfriends and this has led to at least one actual war. so far#(hello high brightness users! :D)#Apparently mastered genetic engineering and mostly uses it for stuff like making it so they can put ink in their coffee and not die from it#whatās not to love#oh ya I doubt anyone cares much since this was in the tags but I got some stuff wrong due to misunderstanding & exaggeration for comedy sryy#nuclear bomb was definitely an accident cause they got really sad about it after which is soooooo funny#they do eat ink and also soap but itās not really explained why it doesnāt kill them of why they like it#also they made an artificial human (+ several androids) whoās supposed to be an assassin and used to be an even more blatant mega reference#hasnāt actually killed anyone yet cause their first target is Tsubakura lol#and Iām barely exaggerating abt the ex girlfriend thing; they havenāt been confirmed to have dated in canon but they were quote#āclose enough to want to murder each otherā#and one of them is very homoerotic about it all the time so like rlly not that out of pocket#admittedly the one Iām drawing somewhat homoerotic art of with Tsubakura atm is probably one of the other two but whateverrrr#it still fits Arde well enough#*mgs reference
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