#like reaaaally bad

[vinewoodclassics]

been way too busy to be super active or play gta as much as i’d like but i’ve never actually seen jimmy’s original voicemail and this is just soooo unreasonably cute to me

they’re matching awww. let’s die

[jellophoid]

yeah yakuza 3 is the most emotional ive ever seen kiryu and for good reason because my head hurts from how hard I just cried

[sparring-spirals]

I was initially clipping this to capture the overwhelmingly accurate, absolutely devastating hilarity of "you went for realistic, and sadly, you nailed it". And then just kept recording because I really fucking love the discussion about how to balance the line between like:

You are trying to tell a story that feels good and gives you the kind of lift you might be looking for in an explicitly fantasy story,

vs

How to ensure it still feels grounded and rewarding in a way where you can "bring this good feeling back to earth" at the end.

Like they're talking about TTRPG's but they clearly make parallels to other forms of storytelling/worldbuilding mediums, like movies, and. like. Yeah. Yeah.

Like the framing of "you really recreated the feeling of powerlessness..." and wanting the fantasy element to manifest in there being the clearer, straightforward ways to solve complex issues, vs trying to ensure that you can have a victory and it feels feasible and substantial and applicable in some way, and has something you can take out of the fantasy world and hold with you back on "terra firma".

Its tricky! Its a tricky thing to balance, and I don't think there's a single "right" answer nor should there be because it depends. It depends on the story, and the intent, and the setting, and the medium, and etc. Big fan of this framework to explain it.

[mildmayfoxe]

i accidentally (didn’t read the synopsis) started a book that’s a spinoff to a series (checked that it was the first book in a trilogy and didn’t look any further) and of course it’s really going hamfisted on the “here’s these characters and here’s their relationship” “[messy allusions to a prior plot]” “this guy was tortured last time!! you remember!” and like no. no i don’t. i wish you’d written a new book about new people. “standalone spinoff” IS IT??? i don’t know these people!!

[cherry-bomb-ships]

Waaaaaaaa I love that chimp so muccchhhh 🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖 And I love that the series takes place right in Y2K and tons of things I like came out in that span of years the show was airing in so my s/i would like the 2000 version of things I like, like the first Gorillaz album and Majora's Mask coming out and the GAMECUBE coming out eventually and Toonami airing Cowboy Bebop and I'd get to show alllll my interests to my evil bf cuz he loves meeeee waaaaa 🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖💖💖💖

[mik-mania]

blender project im workin on

[lostusagis]

@jiraipink asked: "Hey, hey, it's okay. Just breathe with me, alright? Nice and slow. You're safe here, I've got you." (NAMIDA WANTS TO HELP HER BOYFRIEEEEENNNND!!! 😭)

Panic Attack/ Comfort Starters

Kamui had recently visited his mother's grave, so the feelings were pretty fresh. No matter how many times he visited her, the feelings never seemed to fade.

He missed her so much.

It didn't help that he continued to blame himself at times, wondering if he had been stronger back then and took her back to her planet by force...

Maybe she'd be here right now.

The thoughts kept swarming in his head. Namida had stepped out of her office for a bit so he was just sitting there with his thoughts. Eyes just blankly staring at the floor as the words kept replaying in his mind.

Weak. Worthless. Pathetic. Weak. Worthless. Pathetic.

Over and over again. The words wouldn't stop yelling at him.

He buried his face into his hands, his nails dug into skin. He wished his mind would just stop. End it. End it. End it.

Damnit.

His chest felt tight. Throat closing as it became increasingly hard to breathe. His breathing became really heavy. His eyes started to sting, he hated crying. He didn't want Namida to see him like this, but it was impossible to control his emotions. It always was.

No matter how hard he tried to empty himself of everything. Every attachment. Every emotion. It seemed like it still effected him.

Whether he liked or not, muffled sounds of sobs came from him. He didn't even hear Namida walk back inside, and didn't notice her presence. At least until he heard her speak.

He grits his teeth, trying to silent his sobbing. Breathing shakily. ''Go... G...Go away Namida.'' He pleaded through his trembling words, his body had been pretty much shaking at that point.

''Leave me alone. Just... leave me alone right now....''

Damnit.. he felt hot tears streaming down his face. It seemed like he was just getting worse. Feeling his breathing only becoming that much more difficult. Chest heaving more and more wildly.

''Leave me alone. Please. Just... don't look at me right now. Don't....'' He was hunched over the chair he sat in, his hair hanging in front of his face. The emotions wouldn't stop. It only got worse and worse. Honestly, he'd much prefer just being dead right now instead of looking like this in front of Namida.

Someone he wanted to only look the best in front of. Always.

[aria0fgold]

Thinkin bout my isat au now, I don't have much of an idea on it cuz tbf I barely changed anything other than well-- Odile is in pain now. Just thinking more bout scenarios that'd differ during the uhh... new loop+?????? How'd I even go about calling that new set of loops now?

Just that the most visible change would be on Odile who's now waaay more tired looking and a lil more slower than usual. So in a way her battle style becomes a lil bit like a glass cannon in that she hits HARD but takes time for her to get a hit in now. And as the loops go on, she becomes weaker on the defense department so she truly be a glass cannon. Odile also doesn't "level up" in this au too since she had already maxed her experience out, it's just that she's also slowly dying so to be fair-- Her exp is fine but her hp isn't and her lvl is being treated like a timer of her slowly approaching doom. So even if her levels lower, it won't really affect her experience and the spells she had already unlocked. To the Universe, she's still as experienced as a lvl 99 person, it's just that now she's becoming as fragile as someone lower leveled.

She retains her more powerful spells but using those spells would backfire on her and result in a recoil that ALSO hurts her, not as much as she damages the enemies, but a significant of her hp gets taken away still.

[straydogged]

head very loud tonight

[hold-me-like-a-tourniquet]

Hnnnngnggggg i havent been able to fuck myself in almost three weeks T^T im so so needy :(( neeeed someone to come fuck me stupid, pin me down and breed me pleeeaseee im so desperate :( I'll take anything at this point just need u in me

[appeypie]

Do you do comms? Just curious.

not currently! maybe in the future?

[angeltism]

do ya have specifc gender headcanons for prsk characters?

Hmm yes but I don't feel too strongly about a lot of em n don't really think about them a lot. But I definitely do !

Strong (actively influence how I view the character , the pronouns I use for them , etc . In my mind , this is how they are and I consider it basically canon) : Transmasc genderqueer Mafuyu who uses any pronouns (also I have this xenogender in my hoard that's like,, you copy the behaviors of fem-aligned people to be more fem-aligned in gender ?? or something like that ??? that too .) , queer genderfluid Rui who mainly uses all pronouns but sometimes his preference changes , librafeminine Ena who doesn't care about pronouns , transfem Mizuki (I don't feel they're a binary woman, to me they feel more non-binary with a femme presentation or some kind of sorta-fem sorta-nb gender, but they are 100% transfeminine. I just don't know how to describe the other gender stuff they have going on.)

Yeah I like these (I can see these and think of them occasionally. I'll sometimes mention em but they mostly live in the back of my brain and make me go "huh! yeah!" seeing people agree) : Transfem Shizuku (both tfem bigender but aaaalso just as a binary transwoman) , transfem Tsukasa , transfem Airi, trans man Akito , genderqueer Haruka , transfem Toya , genderqueer An

These are fun but I don't think about them a lot (what it says on the tin) : Agender Kanade , bigender Shiho , librafeminine Minori , librafluid Kohane , transmasc non-binary Ichika , questioning Saki (she isn't cis . but girl I cannot figure out What she is . bear w me here)

Oh bonus category for xenogenders : Ichika using music, space and vocaloid related ones as well as songic genders. Saki using star and music themed ones. Minori and ones with a clover, idol or song theme as well as a few songic too maybeee? Haruka with ones related to penguins n maybe blue In General. Tsukasa with star-themed ones. Emu with like Most soft , sweet , sugary , funky vibe genders. Rui with Fuck All (aka whatever the mess of My hoard is because hashtag projecting). Nene with robot and game themed ones. Ena with ones that relate to art, cuteness, etc. Mizuki with pink and/or ribbon themed genders. Is this a lot and is it vague Yes but there's so many that exist so idk giving off the vibes and recurring themes seems like Good Enough.

Token cis (sorry y'all /j) : Honami I just can't think of anything for her either she's some kind of Honami Is Honami non-binary that I can't quite describe or she's a cisgirl to me. She isn't hetero though nobody here is cis AND hetero c'mon this is COLORFUL stage. Oh also Emu despite having a lot of xenogender swag I feel would still identify a lot with being a girl n I hc her as cis. But also she has the most xenogender swag I've ever seen in a character so. She's like girl+ . Does that make sense. Girl++ Extra Content DLC 🍬🩷🍭🍨🍫🎈✨🍪🧸

[skeuo]

midnight took me to the neighborhood that I've been looking into moving to and it's absolutely beautiful. it's an old town with old old homes and it's walkable. it's gorgeous

[kos-mos]

Man I've been blaming my back pain the past two days on just chronic pain, but I'm starting to think I might've fully pulled a muscle lifting groceries the other day

[nereb-and-dungalef]

yeah i think i'm just gonna factor "waiting until the hype dies down" into all my media experiences. watched some of the iwtv tv show and i get to keep all my opinions in my head. it's great

[phanthief]

too lazy to download the screenshots since no one gives a shit anyway but when you sit at varl's grave and the prompt to get up only says 'farewell'......now tell me why do i cry every time i see it...