#IC. Kamui

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''. . . . .'' This guy, he realized seemed like he had it more together than Kamui did. Or maybe that was poor judgment when knowing so little about him. Kamui felt like he might go insane with concern right now, the issues he had with Kouleia beforehand had been pushed to the back of his mind. All he really wanted was for her to be okay. Hues of blue look down as he swallowed thickly.

''Yeah.... the problems we had were mostly my fault anyway.'' Regret after regret plagued his mind, but he should just focus on the task at hand if it was possible to help her. Although, it seemed like Keerhei could tell he had been considering leaving Kouleia after the fact. Kamui just assumed she wouldn't want to be around him anyway. Plus, it'd be hard to face her afterwards too. After what he did to her.....

He acknowledged how he was a terrible person, but putting her through that wasn't enjoyable.

''A..Alright, I won't. I won't walk away from her. I'll do whatever I can to help her, so give me the chance to do that.''

Keerhei's gaze bore into Kamui, arms crossed, a silent judgment in his posture. He knew he would help, but the gravity of Kamui's request demanded a moment of stark contemplation. Kouleia's fragile mind hung in the balance, teetering on the precipice of an abyss. Keerhei couldn't bear to see her fall further.

"You ask for my help in saving her," Keerhei began, his voice low and resonant, a hint of warning lacing his tone. He lifted a hand, idly inspecting his nails, a calculated gesture to amplify the tension. "But can you actually let go of all the crap between you two? Can you really give her everything, even though you're clueless about what's coming?" He raised an eyebrow, a smirk playing on his lips.

"Let me repeat myself one more time, this ain't some game, Kamui. There's no hitting reset. If we do this, there's no going back. And let me tell you straight up," his voice dropped, all trace of amusement gone, "If you walk away after this, if you decide she's not worth it, she'll be broken for good. This time, there's no coming back from that."

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@lachrymosestorm asked: Licks his cheek and chooses not to say anything about it

''.........''

Licks her hand in response without saying anything.

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The first thing he notices about this person is that they look weak. They also look fragile. So small, and young looking. A rather delicate appearance that looks like it could break easily. A flaw of his is how easily he judges based off first glance if someone is weak or not. This was NOT someone he sees himself actually fighting, nor will it likely ever interest him enough to do so.

''Ah, you're quite a beauty. However you look like someone who could easily be snapped in half too which is quite humorous to me.'' Kamui says with amusement behind every word.

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There was the internal conflict of believing dying in battle was the best way for a Yato's life to end given their love for battle, along with the self loathing he already had, then the thoughts of how his death would hurt someone extremely important to him too. As the blood would continue to fall from his wounds, so many things swarmed through his mind.

Of all people to find him though, it had to be her. That annoying samurai. He'd threaten her, but it was empty words since he was pretty sure a punch from him in this state would give the same amount of damage as a toddler. He'll bluff and play it off though. Kamui despised weakness, he hated the memories of being that weak child unable to do anything, the one who failed to kill his father when he needed to the most. Being vulnerable in front of someone he fights with is out the question.

He couldn't. He just couldn't.

What if she'll look down on him? It'll make him want to kill her even more.

He'd grit his teeth, still feeling the pain throughout his body. Hell, he was in so much pain he couldn't think straight. ''I'd rather bleed out than accept help from you get away from me. Worthless human.'' Words were hissed out, despite his current state.

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He really enjoyed how deep her nails dug into him at that point, taking it as praise really for how he was pleasing her. Despite Nimue reaching her climax though, he hadn't quite gotten there yet.

Maybe like a few more minutes of him bucking his hips into her before he reached his own orgasm, cock finally twitching before his warm seed shoots up into her.

Normally, someone would be exhausted at that point but Kamui was still raring to go. However, he had noticed Nimue not looking the same so he definitely didn't think continuing would be an option.

Kamui does lean down and kiss her though, smiling. ''That was really enjoyable, I'd definitely like to do this a lot more often with you.''

" Kamui ! "

   Sure enough, as he gets rougher, an overwhelming amount of pleasure hits to the point, like promised, she ends up screaming his name. She's absolutely hit her climax, and nails are dug into him enough to where it's probably drawing blood. Whoops. 

   Her whole body is trembling as she tries to keep herself together now that she's reached her orgasm. He hasn't yet as far as she's concerned and she'd rather let him reach it instead of making him stop, but god is she going to be feeling this in the morning when they're finally done.

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Getting affection from her always really put him in a good mood. It was so odd how she made him feel this way, Kamui didn't really understand it. All he knew though is that he liked putting a smile on her face.

Happy he may be about her agreeing to eat the food he cooked, Kamui saw that saddened smile Lilith would wear. He wasn't sure why she had that expression on her face. He starting thinking he could've been at fault. Maybe she had something else she'd rather be doing....?

Although, she would've said so. Wouldn't she? Honesty was a big factor in their relationship. Lilith usually mentioned whenever she was busy.

''I thought maybe you'd like something....french? So I learned some stuff I could make from that place.'' He'd pull her by the hand before they'd be in front of the table full of meals he put work into making himself.

Croque monsieur, Salmon en papillote, and Bouillabaisse, then Paris-brest as a dessert all waited on the table. Kamui clearly put a lot of effort into this.

''Going to be honest,'' He'd just rub the back of his head with a laugh,

''I don't know how to pronounce the names of any of this stuff. French is.... a really hard language. For me anyway. I hope you like the meals though. If there's anything you don't like let me know, so I can keep it in mind for next time.''

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''STOP singing vocaloid, you're going to damage my hearing with your awful voice.''

''I'M THE GREATEST PRINCESS IN THE WORLD, SO MAKE SURE YOU KNOW EXACTLY HOW I SHOULD BE TREATED!!!!!!! ♪''

Five seconds away from knocking her unconscious.

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''I've noticed that women on earth seem to lose all signs of intelligence the minute they see any guy who's even 'remotely' attractive. Kind of sad really.''

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They have definitely been a lot. Kamui probably would have never known what it was like to love a person like this without Saku. Love never interested him up until they met. Kamui gently looks at Saku as he moved closer to him. His bandaged wrapped hand rests on Saku's back, gently stroking it.

''That.... makes me really happy....'' Saku's words helped in uplifting his mood, smiling softly instead of looking sad. ''All I want is to be with you, to take care of you, to love you....'' He leaned into Saku's cheek, feeling warmth fill him from his boyfriend's touch.

''You mean everything to me....'' He kissed Saku's palm, over and over, gently squeezing his hand.

''You taught me how to love after all. Me, someone who kills without even thinking about it. Sometimes I do wonder if I even deserve you....'' He lets out a long exhale, looking weary.

''An angel loving someone like me, you're definitely a weirdo. But I love that about you.''

Life was funny like this. There were standards people expected to live and the actual lives they look. It made no sense for an angel and a murder to be together. Though why not? Was it something that actually couldn't be done or was it the expectations people viewed as a norm. Regardless it was clear that they were both not normal but were made for each other. Just the way he was describing their relationship Saku felt it sincerity.

He was so loved.

"It does sound like we been through a lot."

Moving in the bed he closed the space to embrace Kamui resting his injured heal on the other's chest. How strange it felt to not know how deep their connection is but wish to be so close. He must really love this man so much to be like this. Careful of the iv he lifted his hand caressing Kamui's cheek so gentle.

" I am very lucky and blessed I think. Even though it missing I can feel a difference in myself of the past me where my memories are coming back, the this new me that has been with you. I don't know how far I came into talking about my life at home- ah I mean my previous home, but I felt empty. Now my heart been feeling so full from the moment I looked at you. I must love you so much. I love you a lot I think? I really hope I tell you that all the time cause even for now with just your face and name in my thoughts I very much know love is how I feel for you. "

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''Huh? Is that some kind of weird thing humans like doing?'' CLUELESS.

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''Heheh. I'm so happy. ♡'' Namida kissed him on New years. Namida kissed him on New years. Namida kissed him on New years. Namida kissed him on New years. Namida kissed him on New years. Namida kissed him on New years. Namida kissed him on New years. Namida kissed him on New years. Namida kissed him on New years.

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''Hey, so... do women not like having their chest complimented? It shouldn't be a problem as long as you're nice, right?''

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Kamui was pretty used to lying and keeping things from people, only people he actually cared for ended up earning his honesty. Nara was definitely no such person, even if he did find her entertaining.

''Haha, well, it's all true. I usually travel all the time after all.'' He was kind of surprised she's never seen sightings of ships and whatnot, maybe she just wasn't around where people would normally see them? That's lame.

''My family huh? Funny you'd mention that since I would love to kill my father. ♡ I have no problem killing him at all.'' Kamui hated that guy so much after all, but he'd still continue smiling when expressing that.

When she mentioned him going to the hot springs, he'd blink at her a few times before he show slight annoyance.

''You're really annoying. Obviously I clean myself up afterwards, I don't just keep the blood on me all the time.'' It felt like she kept trying to bring a reaction out of him, and unfortunately he kept falling for it. Annoying human.

''You're right though, I don't really care. The only thing I care for is how are you in a fight. I was nice enough to answer your questions honestly at least, so be grateful for that.''

"I have heard legends of ships that can sail across the stars. I had always assumed them to be fairytales told to children." Nara continued her task, listening carefully as he seemed to pause answering her next question. Again, she felt he withheld the truth, but she did not pry.

"If people where you are from are as strong as you, I find it odd that you would come all this way for a good fight. I would also wonder why not fight your own family, but it seems you fight to kill and it may be that even you have reservations about killing your own."

At the mention of bathing in blood, Nara wrinkles her nose exaggeratedly, throwing a glance over her shoulder at him. "You should try the hot springs. There are many natural pools in this area. While not the same consistency of blood, it would certainly be more hygienic." She smiles to herself, wondering if this would get under his skin too. "Now it is only fair that you get to ask things of me as well. Though I assume you do not care to know."

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@whimsiicalmuses asked: “Too bad you have lost all rights to the boobs,” Kouleia smirks, and gives him a sly wink.

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Oh, her saying that really annoyed him. Given his fake smile, with the irritation radiating off of him, it was obvious. ''I could care less.'' He was lying.

''I could probably find someone with better lips, and bigger tits anyway.'' He likely won't actually look though.

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''Heyyy, I'm SUPER bored. Who's going to entertain me?''

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''.........''

''Well yeah you do but that's not-'' SIGHS. ''You're kind of making me want to annoy you more now for ignoring what I'm saying.''