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axolozzy · 1 year ago

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have a huge headache but cannot sleep and it’s already 2am

my absolute best friend left halfway through the spongebob musical earlier and didn’t tell me, and still has not texted or called or anything or even told me congrats or that i did a good job

i don’t know how to feel. before the show we were super excited and she was hyping me up and then. she just fucking left halfway through and hasn’t said a word at all and i feel sick

like she knew about the musical for 5 months and knew how important it was to me and she was super fucking excited to see it and we’ve been talking about it forever and suddenly she just left, and at the end i was looking for her and wandering where she was since i had no idea, and i found out from someone else she left not even halfway through the show and didn’t tell me

i’m just. i don’t even know what to think and idk if she’ll even show up tomorrow and i just feel like shit. i can’t sleep at all

#vent #srry for ranting #it was a good day besides that #i’m just :(#tomorrows the last day of our musical and i’m gonna be so sad when we’re done #like my life will just go back to normal #i’ll get so much more free time but still #i really really hope my friend can go to the last showing tomorrow i don’t even know what happened

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k1tty5 · 26 days ago

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day 3: red

alts because im indecisive

#my art #smallishbeans fanart #smallishbeans #joel smallishbeans #trafficblr #RED LIFE JOEL MY BELOVED YYAYYYYYYY #yes i did skip day 2 yes it is a tragedy yes i am very sad #i just couldnt come up with a good idea for it fhfgfh #maybe i’ll go back and do it later #7 holy nights of jeremy #ive been allowing myself to be very messy with these and its super super weird for me because im normally VERY meticulous with my art #like clean lineart and thought out details and blah blah blah. but its been super fun to just let loose lmao #It does also mean that these are very much “trust the process”#like boy…. you have so many ugly stages…. boy why are you ugly…..

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ethosiab · 5 days ago

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Girl tango my love...

#the back tattoo is meant to kind of go onto her arms and look like fiery/phoenix wings. because this design is already incredibly self #indulgent why dont i just make it more so #nics art #tangotek #designing her has given me a lot more insight into ways i can improve my normal tango design though #its a good art exercise!!! genderbwnd your characters youll find out things!!!#tangotek fanart #wild life smp #hermitcraft

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sweetlullabyebye · 25 days ago

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Charles' thing is that he wants to feel alive and that's part of the reason why he decided to never move on to the afterlife right? Meanwhile Edwin thinks Charles will move on and that he'll be alone again because 'he isn't good with people'.

But then when the Night Nurse shows up a second time Charles is ready to go wherever -including Hell- as long as Edwin shouldn't have to go back there, meanwhile Edwin refuses that they be split up, and both are okay with being sent together to the Lost and Found Department to be sorted out later as long as they're together-

#does this make sense #like #charles -> stay on earth #then charles is like -> fuck earth edwin n°1 #edwin -> stay out of hell and wander alone ig #then edwin -> stay with charles #although you can argue that charles wanted to stick around the one dude that was nice to him since the start but like #idk how to explain it #he'd rather argue for edwin's case than argue to stay on earth #edwin not going back to hell is his main goal in the discussion #meanwhile edwin's goal is that they stay together + that he doesn't go back to hell #i do wonder what it would've looked like if they'd gone to the lost and found department #do they try to escape it #does charles find out where he was headed #anyways another day of being very normal about this show #dead boy detectives #charles rowland #edwin payne #paynland #payneland #i know that charles' whole motivation isn't just that he wishes he were still alive and that he wish he hadn't had his life stolen from him #but my thoughts are not coherent enough for any type of deep character analysis essay and i would probably mischaracterize him horribly #wonder what was edwin's plan when he came out of hell cuz he went back to his highschool so was he just doing a bit of visiting #“oh hello place where i died”

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meownotgood · 6 days ago

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nobody look at me nobody talk to me im. I'M REALLY NOT OKAY....

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ministarfruit · 8 months ago

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straya outfit swap

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hinamie · 4 months ago

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doodles

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #itadori yuuji #fushiguro megumi #ryoumen sukuna #fanart #jjk fanart #yuuji #megumi #sukuna #not gonna tag gumi vocaloid but thats who that is . fr the uninitiated. the yowamushi mont blanc herself <3 #tbh re: megu>gumi at this point i feel like i am screaming into the void . yelling at a wall etc etc #i know i will never change fandom opinion on the go-to nicknames #but just know that when yall call megumi 'gumi' . gumi vocaloid is all i think of . she doesnt go here >:(#using gumi fr megumi just leaves a weird taste in my mouth . n i know most of it is likely bc of the context i... normally see it used in.#but i digress. if i can convince even a single soul to adopt the megu agenda into their life i will count that a victory #anyway midway through the megu/gumi drawing i got hit with a wave of I Hate My Art Style #so i did a doodley sketch sheet and im cured now #sometimes just doing a bunch of drawings to convince yourself u can draw Works !! who knew !!!#also has been a while since i drew sukuna i think !! hes so silly #i also just realized he and fushiguro mewgumi r making the same face FHGSDFHSDK Unintentional!!!!!!!!!#i tried going fr a slightly Different Style(tm) with the sheet but i think i ended up sticking to old habits fGHFGHSH #maybe its a smiiidge more realistic??? who can say #either way it felt good to keep things rough n sketchy like i was doing a while back #and now it is . 3am .

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lexalovesbooks · 1 year ago

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I love chosen one characters and I love characters that are overpowered as all shit. I love characters with one-of-a-kind powers and I love characters who seem like they’re Just Some Guy until they do something that should be impossible and you’re struck with the realization that. oh. I don’t think this character is human. I love characters so strong they’re basically untouchable and I love characters who are slowly crumpling under the weight of being the only person who can keep the world safe but can never show it and I love characters who spend years hiding who they truly are until circumstances force them to reveal themselves and now they can never go back to who they were before. I love characters who don’t even know exactly how much they’re capable of and aren’t sure they want to find out. How powerful can you become before you stop being a person?

#character tropes #huehjuehshsd i can’t stop thinking about these types of tropes lately i just loved overpowered characters. so much!!!#people complain about the chosen one trope but that’s my SHIT!!!!!#people who don’t like that trope need to consider the inherent tragedy of being a normal person living your life when suddenly. it’s #revealed you were never normal you never had any choice This is what you have to do and you can never go back like HELLO??#the scholomance #cuz i’m thinkni about el #chosen ones

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year ago

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I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :

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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )

#tumblr polls #hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today #still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual #They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully #it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec #fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since #I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm #ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos #or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things #I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming #over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY #I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb #e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about #different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see #stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I #can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud..#but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone #said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects #the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm

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bakudekublogblog · 9 months ago

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it never stops being funny to me that people are bkdk antis in the year 2024 like “katsuki bullied izuku!! how dare you ship izuku with him” ??? take it up with izuku he’s is the one pining his ass off for him. I can’t make izuku not yearn for katsuki ??? I’m sorry I have observational skills?? izuku is just like that you think I can stop him??

#bakudeku #bkdk #izuku thinks he’s so blessed to even have an almost normal convo with him and gets all misty eyed thinking about it #izuku stares at katsuki like he’s the light of his life his hero #izuku swoons into his arms and has a pure rage form for whenever something bad happens to him #kacchan v deku pt 2 was him being like I FUCKING LOVED YOU OKAY I ADORED YOU YOU SHINE SO BRIGHTLY I LOVED YOU #like he’s just in love with him he was his first love and then they got divorced #and then they’re slowly coming back together and izuku falls even harder this is simply the plot of the manga #also how dare you be like Stop Shipping and tag the ship like who… are yiu??#some raggedy ass bitch thinks they can tell me what to do with my precious little free time uhhh #maybe go outside and touch grass

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mikakuna · 3 months ago

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actually the thing that pisses me off when fandom talks about the titans tower incident isn't even just that people wildly misinterpret/overreact to it, but that they only care about it because it happened to tim

half the other unhinged shit jason has done towards heroes (beautiful and spectacular) is like. never brought up. the titans tower incident is just tim fans' way of angsting up their blank canvas

#none of you care this much about jason and mia's fight or dick and jason's thing #he's got nothing going for him and y'all need to accept that #tim pov in a jason centric fic drives me BONKERS #jason feeling remorse for attacking a child like they weren't both teenagers and both vigilantes #the guy was robin. he fought worse than jason. him losing to jason was pathetic and proved jason's point #tim was not suffering for months after that fight. he does not have ptsd. he is not scared of jason. the bats don't tell jason to stay #away from tim #come to terms with the fact that tim is BORING #stop making jason ooc just to make tim's perfectly normal life sad #anyways sorry guys i just read back to back fics of jason acting like he was gonna break down for hurting tim because he's just a baby #every once in a while i just have to vent about this character to air out my frustrations #jason todd #red hood #anti tim drake

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joshuamj · 16 days ago

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Linktober Day 8. Tunic

#linktober #linktober 2024 #the legend of zelda #wind waker #ocarina of time #loz #loz ww #loz oot #link #josh art tag #had a lot of fun with this one despite how annoying it was to draw #oot link was at a difficult angle and i also just could not shade this for the life of me. restarted the shading like 3 times #i think im reaching that point in the cycle i typically go thru with my artstylr where ive grown tired of my shading style #to the point that i forget how to do it and it never quite looks right #so if my next post features changes to my artstyle thats why lol #but i enjoyed making this despite that cuz i like the ideas behind it!#i normally wouldve redesigned ww!link's outfit but i purposefully drew it accurately #to highlight how its more like a costume. cuz thats kinda what it was! and its modeled after the hero of times clothes #but is pretty innacurate. which i think is cool.. shows how much time has passed and how the view of the hero of time has warped #so i also purposefully made oot link wearing my redesigned outfit for him (even if you cant see much of it at this angle)#to further emphasize how ww!link's outfit is not only essentially a costume but is also quite innacurate #i like having ww!link ditch the costume for something else to show how he stops being some kid in oot!link's shadow #and grows into a true hero of his own #hence my ww!link redesign where i put him back in the lobster shirt. but i do keep some green and something similar to the hat #to have him fit in with the other links while still being unique #look i have a lot of feelings about ww!link and oot!link #i wish zelda would do more stuff like this... i think having oot relate to wind waker makes the story more interesting #and makes ww!link more interesting! cuz he cant be the hero of time they want. but he does become the real hero they need #the oot ww tp trio is so good... and they all work great as standalone games but their connections do really add something

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naamahdarling · 2 months ago

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#fucks me up that there are two whole new animals in the house that i barely know #who depend on me for everything #barely recognize me as a friend or helper #and are so incredibly incredibly fragile #i got worried for junie today because her spay incision had some swelling #and it's normal to have some and i have seen it before #but after what we just wemt through i got upset and rushed her to the vet #who said it was fine and thankfully we have free office visits #but i was so upset even though i knew it was probably normal #i look at them and i see adorable cuddly sweet TEMPORARY things and i feel like something inside me got broken somehow #and i was right all along that after it was all over i would come back but not quite as myself #i just hadn't fully understood the extent #we are keeping them and it sort of had to happen when it did but i think it was too early for me #they are so cute and when they do cuddle it's so sweet and obviously i would fight for them as hard as i would for Fancy #because that's just how the deal works and it isn't about you at all it's about how they each carry a little world inside them just as we d #and that deserves equal respect and care regardless of my personal affections #but i look at them and i see little creatures that don't belong here and are foreign in some fundamental way #and that they will be gone in just a little while and things will go back to how they were #which is impossible #we will settle in and i doubt anything i am feeling is abnormal but I'm really struggling and i feel so bad about that #i don't know #it's just a lot to deal with #and i feel very lonely and sad about it #and under it all the sick feeling of having JUST held all three lads as they passed and the VISCERAL reality of it #and knowing one day if everything goes just right i will be holding them too #dear god life is so fragile and every living thing is just as mortal as any other

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niinnyu · 6 months ago

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Here's why I think the Gojo bait is not great writing and why you should maybe think so too (Spoilers till jjk 260).

We've spent the last few chapter consistently establishing a few things about our protagonist (Yuuji) and our antagonist(Sukuna).

1. Yuuji's father's soul is a reincarnation of Sukuna's twin: This instantly creates a connection between Sukuna and Yuuji.

As if you needed one outside of Sukuna's constant mockery of his former vessel's lack of "competance", and that most of yuuji's biggest losses can be attributed to Sukuna, building his wrath brick by brick. But surely adds to it all.

2. Yuuji feels incredibly lonely right now: Anyone he's created any sort of meaningful (?) Bond with outside of just 'hey you're an ally I can fight alongside with' is currently either dead or greatly incapacitated.

3. Also ofc the absolute damage that Yuuji has started incurring on sukuna. Damage that the slew of sorcerors before him couldn't. Forget about everyone teaching him abou love, Yuuji will show him Burning Rage.

This while also having hinted at Yuuji being possibly strong enough to do so on his own. He can go head to head with the King Of Curses with or without the help of his fellow sorcerors once he is able to harness this power.

Anything that was Gojo vs Sukuna feels absolutely irrelevant with the build up that Gege themself has been creating through the past few chapters.

Gojo's form right at the end of the chapter undercuts the pacing completely. Readers are more interested in those last 2 panels of Gojo which are completely removed from and rather jarring to the buildup between Yuuji and Sukuna. Fan interest in Gojo isn't their fault because that's what the chapter makes you focus on.

The only way I see this continue the buildup is if this is somehow Yuuji's doing or done with his knowledge, in which case it'd have been better to end the chapter by showing that Yuuji is aware of it and has an ace up his sleeve, bringing it back to the 2 relevent characters, and for people to stew in what Yuuji could be up to for a week.

But no matter what Gojo's visage there means, Yuuji in this moment has been so greatly undermined, not by his lack of strength, not by Sukuna outright demeaning him, but by the writing itself. By Gege.

And oh, how Yuuji deserves better.