#like its not realistic but yk
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artistic rendition of my nail under the cut
i call this one “ooch eech ouch och”
made in iphone notes with my index finger of my poor fucking pinky finger which shall never recover and ill likely have to amputate (/overdramatic)
also fvedyazai NOT THE AO3 WRITER CURSE TAG SHHHHHSUSHSHSHUSHSHHSHSH NOOOOOOO GOD
🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 man.
anyways happy new years in uhhhh (checks watch) 47 minutes? yeah that sounds right. cheers
#original post#cw gore#who the FUCK has been using cw blo0d blo#when i get you. when i fucking get you. thats not what it THATS NOT HOW IT WORKS#KILLS YOU WITH MY MIND /not actually im just in severe pain and tired and ill and exhausted#yeah but anyways i literally went to try and clip it shorter and it fucking hurt. so.#im kinda like ‘the fuck do i do now’#thats almost half my nail man. thats gonna take so fucking long to grow back. what if i die first huh#cw blood#like its not realistic but yk#i didnt want to subject yall to the picture of my nail bc idk bout yall but it just gives me the ick
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i think dinostar is such an interesting ship right now even if i've kind of turned away from it after this season. the problem is that it's complicated, and fandoms historically don't like nuanced situations or takes. i don't think it's fair to say darius is putting brooklynn on a pedestal, since from his perspective, she hasn't done anything wrong, and kenji has been framed as this unfair partner to her. it does feel like his feelings are very immature and more of an infatuation right now ("if he loved you half as much.."/"unless?"), especially when you compare them to kenji's own feelings for brooklynn - his girlfriend who he's loved for 6 years - but that isn't a horrible thing, it's just different. i do completely understand if people dislike the ship right now, and even criticize darius' way of handling the accidental confession, but i just think people have been way too harsh on all three of them without being willing to see that all of their perspectives are different
#like darius' whole thing this season was his tendency to say or do the wrong thing and make things awkward by complete accident#he's a very awkward person as it is and considering he's also never dealt with romantic feelings before and he didn't even mean to tell her#about them it makes sense that he once again said and did the wrong things while trying to fix it#i'm not going to judge his characterization just yet until we see how he handles his own feelings vs kenji's next season after finding out#she's alive#he was still respectful of her and i doubt after learning more of kenji's side and realizing this man genuinely does still love and miss he#that he would prioritize pursuing her romantically(especially since she already yk.. rejected him and also literally just left them all)#if anything i think the finale putting his feelings about her survival to the side and focusing on how it hurt kenji to see her alive and#leave him kind of indicates that brooklynn's not really going to be much of a love interest for darius after this#which imo as a dinostar enjoyer and professional darius lover i'm actually okay with#slightly off topic but season 2 has made me really appreciate kenlynn on its own because of how tragic and nuanced it is#so i think focusing on them instead is not only a better decision in terms of consistency and storytelling but it's just the more realistic#and satisfying choice right now#and that's not to say i think they'll be perfectly fine or even together again once they're reunited properly#in fact i very much hope she ends up alone and they all get closure from this#and there's always the possibility that later on the show might actually revisit dinostar again#which would be better than them trying to do so now in my opinion#idk this is probably a mess but i've been trying to think about how i felt about this love triangle for awhile and since s2 handled it#completely differently than i thought they would. i feel like it's not going to be that simple#and i just wish fans of all sides would kind of chill out on the characters lmao#jwct#chaos theory#jwct s2 spoilers#brooklynn jwct#jwct season 2 spoilers#dinostar#kenlynn#kenji kon#darius bowman#jurassic world
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Re-watching wakfu for the first time in years and s1 Yugo was so silly???
dude discovered he could make portals at will and his first thought after actually acknowledging it is "i can do so many cool pranks with this"
#he was just a kid..... guys he was just a kid....#HE WAS SO SILLY#also the fact that after eva told him they used to call amalia princess gobball he just laughs at it ☠️#was he 12? i think he was in s1#why dont they ever celebrate characters bdays tho#thinking over it now there was little to no chill time for these guys#sure there was a good amount of non plot stuff to get to know the characters but like#idk? ummm like in the first ova they gave them some chill time and i wish they had done that more#s4 was an amalgamation of “FUCK NOT AGAIN JFC”#OH ACTUALLY#there was (1) episode with chill time and i loved it#despite having gone thru alot of effort to be like look!!! chibi and grougal!!! theyre bros!!! yugo spent like. 5 minutes of screentime#with them. like actually being their brother.#and like it was kinda funny because imagine like the world sorta blowing up a little and then ur child comes back just to say#'dad im rlly fucking upset. ive been to the house of the gods btw. and i met my mom.'#alibert mustve been so fkn confused hdhdbd#then again. its like. average shit for his son#alibert went from gay dad with his lil guy from a species he does not know of who basically works a farm inn to like#a literal demigod. he def has made some enemies#i remember the most abt yugo bec the hyperfix was strongest on him#current thoughts on the others in the brotherhood:#tristepin: yugos nickname did not translate well into en lmao. also my guy pls stop harrassing women?? he gets an arc ik but like. my guy.#yes specifically s1 them#amalia: i mean. she does in fact act like a spoiled 13 yr old. but like. girl they did u kinda dirty.#eva: they also did you kinda dirty. love that your the only one just sick of everyones logic defying shit.#ruel: yk what. no notes. that is the most realistic old man ive ever seen. hes hilarious#az: this mf gets his ass in trouble every five seconds. u can tell he grew up with yugo. also according to s4 he gets bitches so XD#wu's rewatch notes#thats what im calling this#wakfu
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keigo in my newer style since I finally watched s7!! 🧡🌟
I had sooo much fun choosing what I would headcanon/fancast his features as (peep the dimples, i like those heheh,, i just know in-universe there would be at least one fan account dedicated to them lol). My style these days is a lot more grounded in realism so it was hard finding references without an exact face to use-- kind of like a collage. I like how it turned out! I hope this fed my MHA followers & mutuals for a bit, I hath not forgotten you~~!! I really enjoyed season 7, I already know the major beats of what happens next in the manga but I haven't actually read it so I'm waiting with bated breath!!
bonus: I rambled about keigo in the tags but I have big feelings after finishing the season so it ended up long hehe (the tags on my posts are slowly becoming a notes app for fandom shower thoughts atm bruh!!)
#kenna draws#i wanna grab him and shake him like a snowglobe until all his misconceptions about himself slot into the actual truth#like those wodden toddler shape toys#just grabbing him by the shoulders like 'no kei youre not a bad person'#'yes you have value'#'no so actually being sold into hero work when you were like eight wasn't 'abandoning ur past''#'no ur not a thematic parallel to an abuser. crazy work tho!!'#its so interesting too becuz i cant tell if horikoshi ascribes to these beliefs as well??#but it's also so realistic I feel for people who have been victims of abuse in the past to see themselves as terrible people like that yk#like if you have no self worth and you're actually reflective on your behavior... it wraps back around to fearing you are an abuser#so is he doing a realistic depiction of how abuse can shape us#ORRRR was he just using keigo as a scape goat to try to sway viewers back towards liking endeavor more again#for the record i KNOW this all probably like#baby's first analysis of hawks and endeavors toxicity#but I'm not super active in the fandom and I have big feelings#hit up my inbox we can talk about it!!!#also this is just my own interpretation#everyone's entitled to their own analysis it's all chill :))#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#hawks#keigo#keigo takami#fanart#mha keigo#bnha keigo#mha hawks#bnha hawks
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first hades2 post lets goo
#nep draws things#hades 2#hades ii#melinoe#melinoe hades#this was originally a little doodle i made in a friends sketchbook but now its. this#its like those memes that have something in a really simple style / really messy and low effort and something about them is then like super#realistic yk#(also i dont believe that mel would Do this necessarily i just thought it was funny and needed to draw it kjlfghkdljf)
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i love the fear domains dont get me wrong but when i first heard about "bringing the world closer to all the fears" i kinda imagined it would be like... experiencing every single fear at once. staring at the unimaginably endless sky filling all of your corners while poised, frozen, clamped to the infinite earth by knives and guns and chains and silk and roots, feeding upon nothing but memories of raw and impure butchery, praying for your body to decay, dreading those who overcome you no matter what remains, who make your blood into their home, your soul and skin inseparable; and all the while your eyes can see nothing and nothing but black like smoke and yet you feel your own gaze spread among every particle of the universe; watch as you wonder whether it is real (whether you are real; what is a you? maybe everything and nothing were you all along) and lose every one of those wanderings of your mind to taut strings which steal your breath and open your mouth and force you to speak their mind, meaningless words resonating for nobody; the only occupant of an unforgiving planet, levelled smooth by loss, every inch of it covered with absence, wishing with all your heart that your release never appears to assert its final and complete conclusion... yknow?
#tma#the magnus archives#i put em all in there :))))#see because i feel like if you were Buried you'd be constantly realizing how Vast the earth is and fearing the never-ending Hunt perpetrate#by that bitter enemy Corruption... yeah you get it#anyway i had fun#!!!!! yippee !!!!!!#i guess if this happened itd be impossible to advance the story but yk. also its not super realistic (monotonous fear) but its coooollll#hope it doesnt feel too shoehorned LOL#oops perpetrated*#i think the fact that this was able to be written at least somewhat coherently just goes to show yet again that *all* of the dread powers ar#e linked. like dang gertrude (and jimmy magma ig) was right on the nose#tma.txt
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It is kinda funny seeing people talk about Seungmin lately because he definitely has gotten more bold and confident for sure. He's also just getting opportunities to be perceived as an individual on his own as well for the first time in a while but it's still jarring to see people be like Aw he was always such a quiet goodie two shoes little nerd and it's like...... he was the one to leave and seek out his own vocal coach and blatantly talk about it, which of course lead to I.N and Lee Know also doing the same, he was the one to go on bubble and tell off sasaengs who used to camp outside their old dorm for invading members privacy but also because it effected other residents and staff at the complex, something that i'm certain upper management wouldnt have been happy about, and he wasn't curt or nice about it either. like he's never actually been a wallflower, he's always had a pretty strong backbone and seems to stick to his principals, its not really new.
#even silly shit like bringing up drinking even tho staff has clearly told him not too#like yeah its silly but its still sticking to his guns of being like we arent actually children anymore thanks#the food thing too like in an old 2 kids room he said something about not being able to eat on his bday bc they were filming so evidently#there was a moment in time when he caved to the shitty diet obsession kpop had but ever since hes never really said anything like it again#instead hes telling everyone to eat well and reminding people to have dinner or lunch every other day#even the comment about growing his hair out but then being like lol the stylist probably wont like me saying that or whatever#and like the yeah im going to the gym but im not lifting. dont expect me to bulk up. im doing it for stamina<< that made me cackle#bc i did see people on twt being like but what if seungmin got buff tho omg hed be so hot 🥺 Well him bein buff isnt what this is about#so he went and made sure people were realistic. not everyone needs to be noticeably cut yk#idk maybe bc i watched most all the skz content all the way through#and now i go back and gif stuff i notice patterns more easily than if youve been here for longer and havent watched older stuff#for a while- maybe? idk its just funny but i also see takes a lot and have to stop myself from going No <3#anyway this is my obligatory insane ksm tangent of the week. see you in 5 minutes.#🐶
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REIKOOO MY BELOVEDDD
sorry I just really adore reiko so I drew this like two weeks ago on the Monday I got off from work right before doing taxes 🤧 so her eyes were rushed and I struggled lots with her feet and getas and skirt bcuz I couldn't find the right positioning and fabric texture and angles and I refused to look for references cuz I'm lazy but I think it ended up turning out really good she's so like rounded and tiny and squishy I love her so much she's like my favorite Tori drawing I've drawn so far ahhh also I did something new with her hair (and eyes but that's cuz I was rushing) like I made the hair more detailed and stuff and I like how it ended up looking Idk if I'll use it more often tho. ANYWAYSSS FEAST UR EYES ON THE GIRL FAILURE EVERRR
#ruchans art#is that my art tag i dont even remember#can u tell i love her sm like#idk what it was but somehow the art gods possessed me cuz i love the way i drew her#esp the like chubby rounded knees and legs and hands and arms likeher body is exactly how i wanted it to look#exactly how i envisioned i wanted my art and style to turn out yk#and her face too its the perfect mix of strawberry shortcake and uhh#and power puff girls#its like very chibi esque but still anime and realistic with the body proportions im so satisfied with how it turned out ughhh#i hope everyone loves her as much as i do 🥺#toritsuka reita#reita toritsuka#saiki kusuo no ψ nan#saiki k#saiki no psi nan#saiki kusuo no psi nan#the disastrous life of saiki k#saiki fanart#saiki k fanart#saiki kusou no psi nan#toritsuka#Toritsuka reiko#reiko toritsuka#genderbent toritsuka reita#genderbent toritsuka#fem toritsuka reita#fem toritsuka#idk what else to tag u can take this as genderbent trans crossdressing whatever tori is everything and anything u want em to be
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immense guilt over struggling to talk to people that message me and want to talk to me, but apparently not immense enough for me to find the motivation to respond. genuinely sorry if youve tried to get my attention and ive not responded :/
#i struggle a lot because half the time the message is too timid and dry and doesnt allow me any actual conversation#im not in a position to be the one whos prompting conversation im in a real depressed pit rn so like#if for some reason you want to spend your time talking with me??? you also have to kinda work for it and lure me in with something that lik#yk i actually want to respond to#because if i dont want to i have to force myself to come up with an acceptable repsonse anyway. and i genuinely struggle to even do that#idk im too autistic i need you to come in and state your intent and then give like something to work with#and hey if thats too much work for you then dont worry about it u dont have to thats kinda the point im making#anyone whos talked to me when ive been doing better can attest to the fact that im very good at leading a convo for hours#but as it stands now im way too low to be able to do that so#whatevs i dont expect anyone to want to anyway i wouldnt be worth your time#not in a self deprecating sense in a more literal sense#like unless you know me somewhat theres not a lot of value i can give realistically#fucking#whatever#i feel awful#oh fuck its 10am#:/
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girl's honest desire to give moretti funeral business
#idk. Idea that haunts me since winter & still not sure bc more realistically it'd be casino/brothel/bar etc#but its boring and yk; clemente's bout destroying/falcone's bout giving pleasure/vinci's bout oppressing & standing above#and if to give moretti funeral business it's obv bout burying. vinci & his port is like a connection to sicily#and funeral stuff is still bout respecting traditions & bounding w dead and long forgotten#respect should unite them both as characters <- in my eyes#and i also like to think bout death but yk this already. and i know that i associate moretti w death bc#a) he's literally fkin dead b) the end (death) of traditions c) look at his card. he looks like a corpse or tf. pale skin & bw costume#and don't mind me. all thing i wrote above bout dons's businesses isn't a real analysis#i just needed to finally say this. may write more bout this later but idk#off topic: i hate mafia 2 now i cant look at starry sky without thinkin bout this godawful game#m2#note: charon. ok gn
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Yk actually I think we as a fandom need to stop separating things by “canon” vs “fanon” and instead describe it more like … dark . Vs not dark. Or smth of similar nature. Cuz some of the “canon” stuff is cool, made for horror purposes, super interesting and I enjoy it a lot, but it is simply not canon and that’s ok !!!!!! (I don’t actually think anyone needs to stop doing anything it’s not that deep)
#example being like.. some people interpret Toby chewing his hands as him being a cannibal which is a super cool interpretation and I like i#but I see someone people take it as ‘oh this is a DEEPER analysis of his character therefore CANON’#but that’s only because it’s an even darker take on something#and darker in this fandom is automatically associated with canon and ‘more realistic’#but Toby used to be a canonically goofy ass teenager with a girlfriend he loved very deeply#yk what I mean ?#regardless I love all the work in this fandom dark or not !!!!!!! I just get bothered by ppl having like a complex abt canon vs not canon#chatterbox#love u guys#sory I keep harping on about this it just like LMFAO IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN#IT DEEPLY IRKS ME WHEN PPL HAVE SUPERIORITY COMPLEXES AND BELITTLE OTHERS OVER SILLY ENJOYMENT#reminds me of cringe culture at its peak LOL#also let me further clarify that fanon stuff like twink Masky is bad . like objectively#not everything fanon is sunshine and rainbows#and there are many weird and gross aspects of fanon too
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plane scene is so funny cause why is mine a sleeper agent that wakes up whenever daigo is mentioned
can’t wait to see it in dragon engine :3
mine has been the winner for Funniest Character Imaginable for 15 consecutive years and i have yet to see anyone come close i fear
#snap chats#originally i wrote 'funniest character alive' and then remembered. HAH im so funny //throws up//#all my fave charas know how to do is get crazy on planes over men they love its disgusting#utterly hilarious cause after making the last post i went on twitter and they mentioned ANOTHER plane scene i throw up over#diff franchise so not important it is just SIMPLY funny how coincidences work and further confirming I Have A Type#BUT NO BACK TO MINE IT'S STILL SO FUCKIN FUNNY I HAVE TO REWATCH IT#i have to replay it .... all of y3 ...#if anyone remembers my friend from college and how we used to stream she asked me if we could stream#and i was like 'girl i havent streamed in Fuck Ever huh' and yk what maybe i'll stream y3 with her#at the very least ill stream y3 for myself ... legend mode .....#ive beaten y3 legend mode one (1) time and it was the worst experience of my life because if its not shadow the hedgehog#i am not good at the game i am playing !!!!!!!!!!! it'll be funny tho#i remember wanting to do a y3 drinking run but i told myself id stop drinking so i simply think. i will substitute drinking for hot sauce#its an idea im ironing out and i also have to like. properly set up a twitch- or maybe ill stream through youtube#ive always liked youtube streaming more ... at least as a viewer#these are all details for plans i will not be enacting literally any time soon can i stay on topic#the topic being i love mine. i love that plane scene forever the casual Whats Goin On Here :)#and he is the embodiment of :) in that scene casue :] is gen friendly but :) has an underlying aura of Im Going To Kill You#thats him in that scene. and i love him. for the third time. im ending this post now forever and always stan mine#if and whenever y3k comes out i cant wait to see !! but i personally believe that's well and away from us at this point#not impossible since they did mention it but yk. i dont think itll happen within the next year or two#maybe next five or ten realistically. if that jVLAEKJVLAEKJ ok bye fr now
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I think that part of what like. kills me about the whole media literacy and critical thinking aspect of enjoying media these days is that people refuse to like. contextualize that
A. Bad media can still hold significant meaning to people
B. Media made for a demographic you aren’t apart of is not inherently bad media
C. Media made for and consumed by the opposite demographic is not inherently shallow or flawed nor is it above criticism for its media tropes either.
#unimportant thoughts#i dont feel like dropping specifics in post but like. people online drive me legitimately insane#good example is Ready Player One. its an okay book but people LOVE to hate on it for being a shallow nostalgia grab for old male demographic#and like. yeah. but also comsider that it Was written earnestly by a man in that demographic? and that people enjoyed it???#and maybe im soft hearted but my Dad was a nerd in the 80’s so both of us reading that book and comparing our experiences with it and#learning about his childhood from him. it was awesome yk??? was the book groudbreaking or particularly moving? no#are there a lot of fair criticisms you can make about the book regarding its poorly written female characters and painfully male tone#throughout? absolutely. its not the most vile piece of media its barely mediocre and its not the best thing since sliced bread either#and it kills me because instead of being able to have conversations like thay#people just attack and attack and attack and ATTACK#I don’t know i think the rise of this booktook wattpad level romance smut is another big part of this#are those books incredible? no. definitely not. are they decent? yeah theyre fine enough#are their characters shallow; do they follow tropes; are the characters clearly romanticized objects for us to googoo eye over? yeah#so fucking what??? they arent winning pulitzer prizes theyre just popular online and easily accesible#people love consumbable media thats not an inherently bad thing#and i think its hypocritical for people to defend one and attack the other or even to attack both#media doesnt exist to be appropriately Deep and Meaningful before people are allowed to consume and enjoy it#like. i think theres a LOT of levels of undestanding compassion and respect that people need to reach before these conversations are worth#anything. because right now it really feels like girls and boys arguing back and forth on the playground over whos show is better#anyways. i could go on but i wont.#bottom line i suggest you take a deep look at how ‘realistic’ and ‘meaningful’ the media you enjoy actually fucking is before you start#critizing other media for being too shallow or unrealistic depictions of something#hate to break it to you guys but 90% of fictional characters are fictional and dont act like people irl ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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i think buffy is different than other female superheroes before and contemporary to her bc her femininity is something she works at rather than smth thts a given
#like yes her interests align w what is considered traditionally feminine but its something she expresses an interest in and actively wants#like yk tht one post on here abt how survival situation women w a full face of makeupwld be less insulting if we saw them hunt for lipstick#talk#like buffy is obvs a character. but her depiction feels more realistic bc her fashion sense isnt an afterthought its a passion#i think it might also be bc in btvs its something tht specifically applies to buffy and not the other female characters#her and cordelia are the only ones who care abt being girly rly…and cordy is just buffys shadow so. Idk !#this post is sponsored by s1e3 s1e11 2e1 s2e3 s2e10 s2e12 s3e5 s3e20 s5e1 s5e5 s6e7 and many more#i just like tht its shown she actively puts thought into her appearance rather than it seeming like she is just Naturally tht put together..#i dont know if this makes any sense. this might be coming off as a Let women be feminine! post but Tht is not what i am talking abt
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if im bein real i am so deeply frustrated with my art every single thing i draw looks and feels wrong everythings worse than i envision it feels like i cant seriously improve anymore i cant decide on a style i like doing i cant find a brush that does what i want i have no creativity or self expression i only feel remotely skilled when im using an exact reference and even if im satisfied with a finished product its still not good enough and feels like i will never be good enough to be successful and why is instagram full of teenagers that are better than me and how fucking good would i be now if high school me didnt slow down drawing and university me didnt almost completely stop drawing. so anyways
#im sooooo. i cant even process how deeply pissed off i am constantly#NOTHINGS RIGHT NOTHING FITS NOTHING WORKS DUDE I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE#ik im just. havign growing pains. been having growing pains for years but theres no way ive hit my ceiling at age 23#ik i just need to keep practicing and i have some bad habits that r making me stuck and i just gotta. study more work harder practice more#i know i KNOW ive just got a boulder sized roadblock and there has to be a way to get past it but I CANT FIGURE IT OUT#ik my weaknesses but even when i try to fix them i still do them#i dont draw guidelines so things turn out wonky and the volume and perspective of 3d forms is always wrong#i wish i could go more cartoony so i didnt need to do so much but i Know things beinf detailed n realistically proportioned is more my style#but also if i go to realistic then everythings fucking boring#but i havent done non realistic shit in years and i have no style so im just fumbling around#GOD IM JUST SO FUCKING OVER IT DUDE#and social media makes it worse i feel like how my art performs online is gaslighting me and i cant trust my instincts anymore#like if i think i like how smth turned out. and then i post it and its crickets everywhere im like. Am i crazy do i actually suck#is this really bad and i have no idea. WHAT THE FUCK#and ik letting external validation get to me like that is bad but im just like. none of this would be so fucking difficult if i was better#esp now that ive quit my job i sure would love to ignore numbers but i gotta grow and get better to get commissions i dont got a CHOICE#and also i just constantly see art thats better than mine and its confusing yk#i feel like. i need to stay offline for like a week#predownload some work from some artists i like as a few concrete inspirations. study anatomy books. work without anybody watchcing me#or me watching anyone else#yk#but also i have no life if im offline for a week that means i get like no social interaction besides my parents for a week#I DONT FUCKING KNOW#IM SO FRUSTRATED#i feel like im constantly complaining but its constantly bottling up like shook pop#x
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looked at the form that im gonna be graded on, talked to teachers yesterday, texted an old boss and a bar owner today, I might actually uh, fuck this graduation assignment
#like. if this all goes to plan.....oooh its gonna fuck SO hard#its gonna take a lot of fucking effort but be SO worth it#like the thing is my plan is also realistic yk? like im its all in my reach its just a 'have to do it' thing yk#crazy shit#kyle.txt
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