#like it would make sense for him to notice and figure it out

[munsonsmixtapes]

Can I Ask You a Question?

Eddie Munson x reader

You invite Eddie to hang out and he has a very important question for you

based on this ask

The door to your bedroom opens and as soon as you’re about to turn to see who it is, you feel the bed dip beside you, Eddie now lying on his stomach in the same position you are, feet up and everything. He’s kicking his legs back and forth as he takes the magazine you’re reading from you. He notices that you’re doing one of those quizzes to see who your perfect boyfriend would be and decides that he wants to be yours.

He’s felt this way for a while now but lying here with you as he looks into your eyes, he’s sure. He just doesn’t know how to get the words to come out. He’s not a shy guy so he doesn’t know why he can’t just ask. 

He sets the magazine down on the bed and begins to spin one of his rings around his finger as a way to take away some of that anxiety and it does help, but only for a little bit. You can sense his unease and the two of you sit up before you pull Eddie’s hands into your lap. 

The weight on his shoulder instantly lessens as you hold his hands, that soft smile making its way upon your lips that he’s come to adore. Suddenly, everything feels so easy. Because it is. You make him feel like he can do anything, like the sky is the limit. You’ve shown him that he’s no longer Eddie “the freak” Munson and that no one’s opinion about him matters but his own. 

He loves hanging out with you as friends, but being your boyfriend would be that much better. He wants to kiss you and hold you and tell you how much you mean to him in a romantic sense. He wants to be able to compliment you without having to subtly flirt, to just tell you how pretty he thinks you are whenever you want.

“Can I ask you something?” He asks before nibbling on his bottom lip. His heart is hammering in his chest as he takes a deep breath, the anticipation of your answer getting to him. He knows that there’s very much a chance of getting rejected and that terrifies him. He doesn’t want his feelings to ruin what the two of you have. 

“Of course you can,” you let out a chuckle as you reach forward, one of your hands threading through his hair, giving his scalp a scratch the way you know he likes. His eyes flutter closed at the feeling, but he quickly shakes his head, hating how quickly he’s able to lose focus. 

“I-I was wondering if…” he takes a deep breath, trying to focus on the way you’re playing with his hair and not how fast his heart is beating. 

You stay quiet, waiting for him to say what he needs to. You’re perfectly fine with being patient as you know how hard it can be for him to voice his feelings. You watch him breathe deeply and then he shakes his head, trying to get back on track. 

“I was wondering if I could be your boyfriend.” His warm honey eyes bore into yours, progressively softening as the seconds pass and for a moment, you swear you can see hearts forming in them. 

The room goes silent as soon as the words leave his mouth. You aren’t sure what you were expecting Eddie to say, but it definitely wasn’t that. But can’t help but smile as you give his hand a squeeze, a light laugh passing through your lips. 

“I’d love for you to be my boyfriend, Eddie,” you tell him as a grin spreads out over your face and his quickly matches yours as he pushes you so your back is flat to the bed, leaning down to press a soft kiss to your lips. He does it over and over until they all melt into one kiss as his lips slot between yours. 

It quickly becomes a mess of teeth clinking together because neither of you can stop smiling, laughs tumbling from your lips as you try to pour your feelings out for each other between kisses, your fingers slotting through his as you eventually figure it out. The two of you fit together perfectly like puzzle pieces. 

Eddie pulls away when you’re both breathless, his hand reaching up to cup your cheek, his thumb swiping along it as you lean into his touch. You lie for a moment and you don’t even have to ask if Eddie’s thinking because you can see the gears turning. But before you can bring it up, he speaks. 

“I think I love you,” he says, his thumb still moving back and forth across your cheek. The words are so confident and matter of fact that you just know that he means the words and isn’t just saying them because he’s caught up in the moment. Every word that comes out of Eddie’s mouth has a purpose and he nevers says anything he doesn’t mean. 

“I think I love you too,” you reply and Eddie goes in for one of many more kisses of the night before the two of you cuddle up for the very first time as a couple.

[dragon-creates]

Funnybunny Week 2025

Prompt: Alternate Universe

AU: Wonderland Swap AU by @endomentendo @snoopy7c7 and me!

AO3

There was a warm stinging on her right eye, a liquid pouring down her cheek. The wind was cutting through her like stinging eyes, the rain only making the pain more amplified. She had to keep going, she had to reach…who was she trying to reach again?

It hurt to move.

Why was she running through the forest?

It hurt to speak.

Who attacked her?

It hurt to breathe.

What was her name…

She collapsed, the pain and exhaustion finally catching up to her. Right in front of a little cottage.

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Jax grunted as the thunder woke him up for the umpteenth time. Was it truly too much to ask for some sleep, especially since it would be his day off tomorrow. He liked to use those days to catch up on some work. And if there wasn’t any to catch up on, he’d create some of his own. Many called the white rabbit a workaholic, he liked to think of it as staying ahead one step at a time. 

He jumped when lightning cracked, growling as he finally got up. If he couldn’t sleep, he might as well have a spot of tea until the worst of the storm went away. Jax went downstairs and into the kitchen, filling up the kettle and putting it on the stove. He sighed as he waited for it to boil, taking a moment to go into the living room and over to the curtains - might as well see the ruckus that kept him away.

He drew back the curtains, peering at the forest in front of him - grimacing. While the forest held the paths to every place he needed to go, it also held the path to go into the amnesia forest. He was thankful for the signs and his own sense of direction. Everyone knows that once you step foot into the amnesia forest, you forget why you went in and the person you were beforehand. 

However, the sleep began to fade away when he noticed a figure collapsed right outside the forest and near his cottage. He gasped when he saw blood on her body. 

Jax quickly grabbed a blanket from the sofa, rushing outside. For the first time he was like most of the others in this world, losing common sense and rushing into madness. He didn’t care, someone needed his help.

He ran over to the girl, lifting her up. The blood was coming from her eye, torn out of its socket. She needed help and fast. He wrapped the blanket around her and scooped her up, carrying back into his cottage. 

Shutting the door behind him, he trekked up the stairs, carrying the precious cargo in his arms. Once in his room he laid her on top of his bed, her bloody eye was looking worse and her wet clothes would cause her to freeze to death. It was too stormy to take her to the town’s doctor, so he would have to dress the wound as best he could and take her when the storm cleared in the morning. 

He took out his medical supplies from the cupboards in the hall, sitting on the side of the bed as he cleaned and dressed the wound, pressing gauze to the missing bleeding eye. Then came the hard part, to get her into warm clothes.

Taking hold of her wet nightgown, he squeezed his eyes shut and removed it off her figure, taking a giant robe next to him and wrapped it around her body. He made sure she was covered before tying the belt and sliding her arms through the sleeves. Jax sighed in relief once the deed was done.

He lifted the blankets, placing her under them as he tucked the girl in. He sat by her side, watching her chest rise and fall with shaking breathing. Where did she come from? And who wanted to hurt her so badly?

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She stirred when sunlight hit eyes, fluttering them open. The first thing she noticed was the painful stabbing ache throughout body, specifically her eye. The next was the memories of the night before, being out in the cold and wet. Not it was justified by the warm, soft robe and blankets she was wrapped up in. 

She tried to sit up, only for the pain to shoot through her nerves making her let out a strangled gasp. 

“Easy, easy!” A white rabbit appeared in front of her, setting down a tray on her dresser as he rushed over to her. “You were in really bad shape when I found you, and your injuries aren’t fully healed. We’ll need to take you to the doctor’s later to take a proper look at your eye.”

On the tray was a plate with a croissant and a cup of hot tea. It smelled good. The rabbit propped her up on some pillows before handing the tea to her, the girl held the cup carefully as she took a tiny sip, “Where am I?”

“In my cottage, just outside the forest,” Jax told her. “What were you doing out there in the middle of the storm last night?”

The girl blinked, trying to find the reason, “I…I’m not sure. I can’t even remember going in there.”

Jax’s brows furrowed with concern, “Can you tell me your name?”

“My name? My name is…is…” the girl’s stomach dropped in dread. “Oh gods! What’s my name? Who am I? Why can’t I remember anything about my life?!

Jax quickly grasped the girl’s hands before she accidentally hurt herself, “Hey, hey it’s okay. Hold onto me and breathe. See, breathe with me.”

Tears were streaming down her cheeks, but she tried her best to copy him. She was still shaking, but her breathing was even, “I don’t know who I am.”

Jax didn’t know what to say, other than, “I’m sorry.”

“It’s not your doing,” the girl sniffed. “But I have nowhere to go if I don’t remember anything. I don’t even remember if I have a family. Where do I go?”

The rabbit felt his heart twist for her. Never before had he seen someone look so terrified, so lonely. Where would she go after helping her? Would she be even more lonely and scared? How could he just not think about someone going out there without anywhere to go?...well, he could think of one place, “Once we come back from the doctor’s, we can set up a room for you here. If you want to, of course.”

Pomni looked up at him with wide eyes, “What?! I can’t impose-”

“You’re not imposing,” Jax told her. “I don’t want you to be out there with nowhere to go, it’s not right. But I’ll need help around here once you’re healed, I can cook and get things for you but I hope that you can help around with chores here.”

“Yes of course!” Pomni nodded. “I’ll help out as much as I can.”

Jax felt something stir seeing her determination come forward, it was cute, “Just make sure to take it easy. Remember, this will be your home so don’t overwork yourself. And I’ll need something to call you.”

“Right,” Pomni pressed her finger to her lips in thought. “What should my name be?” She pondered for a moment, “Well, maybe we should stick with something simple like…Penny, Penny Ann!”

“Penny hmm?” Jax smiled as the name rolled off his tongue. “It’s pretty.”

“Maybe it’s a gut feeling, but I feel like my name begins with a P,” she huffed a laugh. “Weird, huh?”

Jax chuckled, “Darling, I am friends with a mad ragdoll obsessed with tea parties and a cheshire pile of ribbons who’s determined to make me rip my ears out when talking to her. There’s nothing ridiculous with speculating your name.”

Penny Ann giggled, it sounded like music, “Penny Ann it is, and you are?”

Jax wanted to smack himself, the entire time he didn’t even bother to tell her his name, “I’m Jax, the timekeeper for the red queen.”

There was something nagging at the back of Penny Ann’s mind at the mention of the queen, but she ignored it for now. Her mind was already heavy enough with everything that happened, “Nice to meet you Jax.”

The white rabbit smiled warmly, “Nice to meet you too Penny Ann.”

[theyhavetakenovermylife]

Hey! Hope you are having a good day/night. But you think you could write a fic of reader has a crush on donnie.reader gets jelous over donnie because she thinks he's still obsessed with April. Maybe leading to a fluffy or smutty ending. Any donnie is okay I don't mind. If you do this thanks!♡

Are You Still Into Her? (Mild Angst/Fluff)

Fortnite!Donatello x reader

A/N: I gave the lucky wheel a spin and it landed on Fortnite!TMNT! It was surppossed to be a smut, but as I made my way through, a mild angst to fluff started to make more sense. I struggled with this one for a bit though, and then as soon as I had the momentum going, my Inbox decided to swallow up a large amount of my requests. Luckily I managed to make it work, and finally this one is ready. Hope you’ll enjoy💜

Warnings: None💜

“(Y/N), can you hand me the screwdriver?”, Donnie asked, not taking his eyes from the project in front of him. At the sound of Donnie saying your name, you quickly straightened up in your seat, hastily looking around you to find the screwdriver, before handing it to Donnie.

“Thank you”, he said, shooting you a quick smile before returning his attention to the loose screws before him.

“No problem”, you mumbled, feeling your cheeks grow hot with a light shade of pink, causing you to look away, in the hopes that Donnie wouldn’t notice. It was almost embarrassing that him thanking you with a smile, was enough to make you blush. But that’s what you get for crushing on one of your best friends, without having the courage to tell him. But you had your own reasons for not doing so, even though you really wanted to. The best way to describe your predicament was to say that there was something in the way, making it very hard to tell Donnie exactly how you were feeling, without possibly getting rejected. It was enough to make your stomach turn in frustration and jealousy whenever you thought about it. Fiddling with your fingers, turning back and forth in your office chair, you felt yourself getting restless at the thought. And sadly, this kind of nervousness and restlessness only became more and more common whenever you were around Donnie. As if the sight of him only reminded you of what you couldn’t have, and how he was willing to give it all away to someone else.

And as you sat there and watched Donnie work, feeling yourself getting eaten up by your own self pity and longing for the mutant turtle in front of you, his phone lit up with the name of that someone else, buzzing in order to get his attention.

“Just a moment”, Donnie said, laying the screwdriver down and reaching out for his ringing phone. “It’s April”.

You only nodded, finding it easier not to say anything whenever Donnie brought up the name of the other human girl in his life. It was really a shame, because April was really a nice girl. You had hung out with her on several occasions, and had honestly found her enjoyable to be around. Then it was no wonder that Donnie had started liking her much more than a friend. You would never forget the day where Donnie confided in you, and told you about his slowly growing crush on April. Up until that point, you had had so much hope for the possibility of you and Donnie possibly figuring something out someday. But after that day, all you could see was how Donnie would follow April around whenever she was nearby, or the many glances he would throw her way, even as he was talking to you. It was honestly disheartening to be around, and you couldn’t help but feel your heart break a little each time. And even though it had been a year ago, it still fueled some frustration and jealousy inside of you, causing that dreadful feeling each and every time.

Donnie picked up the phone and greeted April with a cheerful voice, asking her why she was calling. You looked away, trying not to listen as Donnie and April spoke, even though all you could hear was Donnie’s end of the line. You tried not to think of what Donnie might be feeling at that moment. Was he happy that April called? Would he much rather be spending time with her instead of you? It was a horrible thing to think about, but you just couldn’t help it. Even when you tried to ignore it, it was always right there, right in your face, almost taunting you.

“Sorry about that”, Donnie said, placing the phone back on the table, before picking up the screwdriver once more. “April just had to give me an update”.

“An update?”, you asked, growing your brows. “About what?”

“Oh, you haven’t heard?”, Donnie asked, giving you a short look over his shoulder. “April and Casey are dating now. She promised to tell me how their first date went, and well, it seems like it’s going to be a thing now”.

You stared confused at Donnie, almost unable to fully register what he was telling you. April had started dating Casey. And here was Donnie, telling you about it while working on his latest project. Heck, he had even sounded happy while talking with April on the phone. But was he happy? Was he okay? Or was he just really good at hiding his pain? Just like you had been doing for almost a year now.

“And are you… okay with that?”, you asked, almost hesitantly.

“Yeah? Why shouldn’t I be?”, Donnie answered you, not looking away from the wires in his hands.

“Well, I just thought… because… are you still into her, Donnie?”, you asked, leaning slightly forward.

“Oh, that”, Donnie said, leaning back in his chair. “No, not really. I haven’t thought about her like that in a long time”.

“Since when?”

“Well, since I told her I liked her, and she said she liked Casey”, Donnie said, finally looking your way with a small smile.

“When was that?”, you asked, absolutely shocked.

“The same week I told you about it”, Donnie said, his fingers playing with the armrest.

“And you didn’t tell me?”

“Uhm, no. I guess not”, Donnie said a bit sheepishly. “I guess I’ve been kind of embarrassed by it, so I just decided to not tell you”.

“Well, okay”, you said, still slightly taken aback. “But you two fingered it out?”

“Yeah, April has actually been very cool about it. We talked it through, everything was cool. I actually wingman her and Casey together. She asked me to help her a few weeks ago”, Donnie said. “She promised me that if I helped her, she would in turn help me with…” Donnie suddenly got silent, his eyes widening when he realized what he was about to say. You cocked your brow at him.

“Help you with what?”

Donnie hesitated, becoming restless in his chair. He licked and bit his lip, searching for the right words before he spoke. “She would in turn help me as a wingman”.

At this point you found yourself getting irritated with Donatello. Here you had been feeling horrendous whenever you were around April - both because of your feelings towards Donnie and your jealousy regarding his feelings for April, and the pure shame you felt due to your jealousy towards April - only to find out that Donnie haven’t actually had romantic feelings towards April for several months, and that he in fact had romantic feelings towards someone else and never told you. What kind of friend was Donnie supposed to be?

“You have feelings for someone other than April and you never told me?!”, you exclaimed.

“No, I guess I didn’t”, Donnie said almost sheepishly, fiddling with his fingers.

“Donnie, I’m your friend”, you said, almost sounding hurt. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Why does it matter?”, Donnie asked, shooting you a quick look, he himself seemed more and more nervous by every question you directed at him. He suddenly didn’t seem very happy about your questioning, as if he was an animal being cornered.

“Because, you’re my friend, Donnie”, you said, feeling yourself grow hesitant before you said the next words, discomfort at the thought of actually doing it. “And I would like to help you”.

Donnie looked back at you, uneasy surprise written all over his face. “You do?”

You swallowed the lump in your throat, nodding your head. What was most important to you? Helping your friend be happy, or stay in ignorant bliss, knowing it was just a matter of time before he would get with someone else. Someone he didn’t see as just a friend.

“I would”.

Donnie gave you a small smile before looking back down at his hands, watching as his fingers fiddled with each other. He was very nervous, yet trying his best to hide it. But you knew your friend. He couldn’t hide these kinds of things from you, no matter how hard he might try to.

“I don’t know if they like me like that though”, Donnie said, sounding a little beaten down. “They’ve never seemed to… see me that way”.

You were taken aback by Donnie’s statement. How could he say such a thing? How could anybody not like him as more than just a friend? One thing was April, but now you found it to be more of a relief than anything else.

“What makes you say that?”, you asked.

“It’s just a feeling”, Donnie said, shrugging his shoulders. “Or maybe it’s a fear. I’m not fully sure”.

“A fear?”, you asked. “Of what?”

Donnie chuckled. “Other than the fear that they won’t like me too? Maybe the fear that I will lose them if I tell them how I feel”.

“Lose them? How come?”

“Well, we’re pretty good friends”, Donnie said, chewing a little on his bottom lip. “And I fear that if I was to tell them how I felt, that it would somehow push us apart”.

“But Donnie, are you really so sure they won’t be interested in you?”, you asked, feeling bad for your friend. It didn’t matter how much you wished it was you he would talk about in such a manner, you just wanted your friend to be happy at this point.

“What do you mean?”, he asked, his brow muscles pushing together in a frown.

“Well, you are you Donnie”, you said, trying to find the words as you spoke. “You are an amazing and absolutely wonderful guy, and they would be a fool not to see that. If they can’t see what amazing and wonderful person that is standing in front of them, then are they even worth it? There’s literally no one like you in this world, and any person would be blessed to find themselves with you. I would go so far as to say that I too would feel blessed. A person would be absolutely blind not to-”. With a small sound of surprise, you found yourself being cut off by Donnie’s lips against your, his hands on your cheeks in order to hold your head steady.

After a few seconds of surprise you relaxed against Donnie, kissing him back with your hands holding onto his arms. You could feel him smile against you as he turned his head a little further to the side, allowing the kiss to deepen a bit further.

You pulled from each other, looking each other in the eyes with baited breath, Donnie waiting for whatever your reaction might be, feeling himself getting more and more nervous.

“So”, you finally said, trying to contain the growing happiness within you, almost unable to sit still on your chair. “I take it that I’m the friend you were talking about”.

“Yeah”, Donnie said, breathing out a small laugh in relief. “That’s why I didn’t tell you much”.

“But what made you comfortable enough to kiss me?”

“It was the way you started talking about me, like you actually cared about me in that way”, Donnie said. “Am I right to assume you like me like that?”

You almost laughed out loud, feeling months worth of suppressed feelings blossoming, finally allowed some room to move around, and make their way out from deep within.

“Oh, you have no idea”, you ended up chuckling, before pulling him in for another kiss.

[mythicmanuscripts]

Hi! I’m not sure if you’ve written something like this already, but how do you think Aegon would be like if (for some reason) the reader was giving him the cold shoulder?

Thank you :))

We all just absolutely adore clingy kinda pathetic Aegon huh? I love our little corner of the internet 😂 I decided to make the giving of the cold shoulder to Aegon more accidental than because of something he's done wrong cause we've spoken quite a bit about how badly Aegon would take being ignored as an actual punishment so I just thinking doing it this way makes more sense. I hope that's alright anon!!

So there's nothing extremely graphic in this answer but it's definitely focused on D/S dynamics and implies sexual content so I'll hide it under a tag just to be safe cause this is definitely not 100% SFW, enjoy!

I've said this before and I'll say it again: once Aegon starts to properly trust and rely on you then he becomes SO needy and emotional and very very clingy. Cause he just... you love him? And he's yours? So that means he's allowed to always look for you and try to please you and pout all day if he can't find you?

Your approval is really the only thing he needs. His advisers and his siblings and his mother can all look down upon him and be disappointed in him and he won't even notice as long as you're with him. Because with you he actually CAN please you? You show him what to do and you care for him and you set him up for success never for failure, unlike his mother and his advisors.

Anyway, point is that Aegon cares very deeply about what you think of him. Otto can call him a disgrace and he won't even flinch, but if you just slightly frown in his direction then he's immediately panicked and asking what he's done wrong. Cause you can't be upset him, not ever!!!!!

You know this of course, and you enjoy indulging him. You make sure to stay close, take his hand when walking, listen to him, cheer him up, etc.

But of course no matter how much you love spending time with him you also have your own duties to the realm. In particular you end up being the person who has to do a lot of the more subtle attempts at ensuring the loyalty of the other powerful houses. Aegon has no mind for politics or subtly and while hearing that used to upset him, it no longer does because he has a very pretty wife who can do that sort of thing for him and his only role is to wear a crown and look pretty and that he can absolutely manage.

This incident takes place during one of those evenings where a powerful house is dining with you all. There are whispers of a potential marriage between the two families to ensure allegiances and of course then also whispers about what land and titles this new union would be entitled to and what their heirs would do. This is the exact kind of thing that Aegon has no patience for, and so his preferred method of doing these things is to let you do it while he gets to watch you.

At one point during the dinner the matriarch of the other house motions for you to come outside with her before dessert is served and of course you agree. You get up from your chair and escort the matriarch outside to hear what she has to say.

What you don't notice though, is that as you get up Aegon turned to you and tried to reach for you. He didn't catch what the silent gestures of the other lady meant and when you got up he was confused. You didn't notice though and went straight out.Aegon doesn't speak to anyone while you're outside, instead just constantly looks around the room to try and figure out where you are or when you'll be back.

When you return with the lady you're smiling and allow her to announce her official proposal of the marriage between the two houses. Aegon and all relevant parties agree of course and so the rest of the dinner becomes much more lighthearted as the upcoming union is discussed.

Throughout the conversation you keep your eyes on the two who will be married, trying to make sure neither of them are reacting badly to this. Of course they both knew ahead of time that this was a possibility but knowing it's a possibility and being informed of its confirmation are two very different things.

Because you're focused on them, you don't notice Aegon trying to get your attention. And later when Aegon pours more wine into your glass you're turned slightly the other way to listen to someone and so you don't even notice it. That's what really makes him think he must have upset you because you ALWAYS thank him for little acts of service like that. He's quiet for the rest of the dinner and with each passing moment that you're speaking to another he becomes more and more convinced he's somehow been bad. Maybe he was supposed to offer to go outside with you? Maybe he should have reacted differently to the proposal? He really thought he was doing all you'd want him to and yet clearly he must have gotten that wrong cause you didnt even hold his hand!!!!

When dinner is over some of the guests seem to be heading to the sitting area for more wine to continue the evening. Aegon wishes them all well and says he's tired so he'll be going to bed and then leaves.

That's when you realise you had been unconsciously ignoring him and he must have thought he was bad. Normally Aegon would never even consider leaving without you, and he also wouldn't just announce he was leaving unless he had asked you first. Him immediately going tells you all you need to know.

You take your leave then as well, quickly running up to your shared chambers. You get there just as Aegon is about to close the door, and when you enter Aegon turns his back to you. You can tell from how his arms are folded around himself that he's probably crying or trying not to cry.

You walk up behind him, wrapping your arms around his waist and pressing a kiss to his cheek. You rest your head on his shoulder, kissing his ear before asking him what's wrong. He simply just says he's sorry for whatever he did.

You turn him and kiss him on both cheeks, his nose and his forehead before finally kissing him on the lips and promising him that he was perfect and you were just too distracted with everyone else.

Aegon is so relieved he just immediately pulls you into bed and refuses to leave until sunrise.

[htaesan]

　ᅠ ✿　ᅠ GIVING YOU MY FOREVER　　────　ᅠ ( han taesan )

𝓹recis ⠀ : ⠀when han taesan, your boyfriend, notices you haven’t been answering his texts for the entire day, he sets out to figure out why𑁋only to find you sobbing alone on top of the hill.

　　　ᅠ 한태산 ⠀⠀◜◡◝ ⠀⠀𝒇 reader ⠀wc 0.8k ⠀ genre comfort fluff established relationship ⠀ contains mentions of family issues crying skinship ⠀ note this fic is highkey self-indulgent bc i wrote this when i was having a hard time </3 so it kinda doesn’t make sense? welp ⠀ tagging @a-dream-bookmark ,@/k-labels , @k-nets , @k-films , @sgz-net

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“Hey, here you are.”

You didn’t have to look to know who it was—instead, you sigh deeply, letting the boy settle himself next to you. You throw your gaze far, letting your eyes capture the beauty of the night from atop the hill: the way the stars still shine despite being thousands and thousands of miles away, the way the city lights add a sparkle to the night’s black canvas. You take a deep breath, hoping that the smell of grass and the gentle breeze of autumn would bring some peace to your heart.

“You… okay?” you hear him ask after quite some time. You purse your lips, still not meeting his eyes, afraid all the tears might spill once you do. “You didn’t read my texts for the whole day.”

“M-maybe,” you manage. Your throat feels dry as you force your words out. “I’ll be fine.”

“You know,” he says, after a few moments. He places a hand on yours, his touch gentle and comforting. “You can tell me anything.”

You lower your head. 

Please don’t cry.

“I might not understand your pain, I might not fully understand what you’re going through,” he continues, his voice so deep and kind. “But I’m here. I’ll listen.”

“Even if you don’t want to tell me—or if you can’t find the right words to describe how you feel, I’ll be here. Always.” 

Under his hand, you clench your own. 

“I…”

“Okay?” 

You finally look up, turning slightly to meet his gaze. You bite your lower lip as you watch Taesan’s eyes widen slightly at the way your eyes fill with tears. His hands grab yours tight as he offers you a gentle smile. 

“I’m sorry,” you croak, lowering your head again as tears begin to spill. Taesan’s grasp remains firm, his thumb caressing the back of your hand. “I… I don’t know how to say this…”

Taesan smiles softly, squeezing your hands. “It’s okay. Tell me anything—just say anything that comes to mind, I’ll piece it together.”

“My parents,” you say, your words coming out one by one, in between sobs, “it’s stressing me out– I– is this my fault? Why– why are they fighting? I thought they– love– each other—”

You can’t stop it, your tears falling down your cheeks like raindrops in a storm, unstoppable and overwhelming. Your chest heaves up and down with each sob, your throat tight with a lump that makes your speech difficult to interpret. 

“Hey…” 

Taesan pulls you into a hug, causing you to hiccup in surprise. It engulfs you like a warm blanket on a winter night—you could smell Taesan: a mixture of champagne orange, passion fruit, sugar vanilla; the perfume his mother had bought for him. Immediately, your tears begin to flow down again, as Taesan’s warmth starts to become one with you. 

Taesan doesn’t let go—his embrace of you firm and comforting, telling you he’s there for you through every high and low. Taesan hugs you close, letting your heartbeat converge with his. He lets you cry your heart out in his arms, not giving a care in the world about how your tears are staining his favourite sweater. 

“I love you, Y/N,” he whispers, once your tears have subsided. 

“But… won’t you fall out of love, one day?” you ask him, resting your head against his chest. You close your eyes shut, trying to remove the memory of witnessing your parents’ fight from your mind. 

Taesan kisses the top of your head, resting his chin against it after. “Will I ever?”

“Maybe,” you mumble. 

“Darling,” Taesan says, causing butterflies to begin erupting in your stomach. He’s called you that for so many times already, yet it always catches you off guard. “If we love each other truly, we’ll always find a way to make things work, hm?”

He pulls away a little bit, and you look directly into his eyes. Taesan gives you a smile—different from his usual cheeky grin—beautiful, sincere, and ethereal. “Besides, we still have a long way to go before we get married, and before we die. We’ll have plenty of time to learn from our mistakes.”

“Married?” you exclaim, eyes widening. You smack his shoulder in an attempt to hide the blush that’s beginning to form on your cheeks.

“Yeah,” Taesan nods, folding his arms as he holds his neck from behind. “Why? You don’t like it?”

“Well… of course I love it,” you mutter, biting the inside of your cheek. After a while, you turn to him, narrowing your eyes. “But marriage is a serious matter, you know? I—”

Taesan kisses your cheek, grinning as he pulls away. “I know.”

You lock eyes with Taesan, the sparkling night around you, the gentle breeze blowing through. 

“And I love you, so seriously, to be doing it in the future. To be giving you my forever.”

― © htaesan, 2025.

[kitsunexgari]

Summary: Trying to get a drink to relax after work one night, a strange but handsome man sits across the bar with his eyes on you. At first, you are annoyed by this but upon second glance, he seems to be the most enticing man you've ever laid your eyes upon, and he only wants one thing. Tags: Dirty talk, Risky & Semi-Public Sex, Fingering, Rough Sex, Mild Daddy kink, Extreme-Dub-Con Notes: This story is fan fiction for Front Man/Hwang In-Ho and not meant for anyone under the age of 18. It contains rough language and adult situations. Not sure if this makes sense either it's just a little idea that I had consider it AU if you must.

You first notice him eyeing you across the bar. He's only looking at you and he's kind of creepy. Though you do find him attractive you can't help but think he also could be a serial killer. You get your drink and slip away, trying to find somewhere else to sit down. You really only wanted to get a drink after work, maybe talk to some people, but you weren't hoping for any sort of hook-up. This place typically has decent clientele but not tonight. Not with how the creep in the nice suit keeps staring you down.

You get out your phone to browse it and pretend to be busy. You can see him circling around like a hawk. Ready to swoop in at a moment's notice. You try not to pay him any attention but it's not easy. He's very tall, and handsome, and his suit is sexy, flashy, and just as dark as his eyes. Without warning, he sits down across from you as if you already had a prearranged meeting. You look up at him.

"Not interested." You say.

"Then maybe I can change your mind." He says.

"I don't think so," You reply and go back to your phone. He continues to sit there anyway, staring at you as if he can change your thoughts with his own telepathically. After about a minute of this you get up and head away from there to change seats. He stays where he is but his eyes follow you. It's like you can feel them moving over every inch of your body. You wonder why he's stuck on you in the first place.

There are other people at the bar, men and women. Very attractive. It isn't as if he doesn't have a lot to choose from. You keep looking at your phone, trying to pretend he's not bothering you. It would be easier to just leave but you also want to finish your drink which cost close to fifteen dollars, and it's good. You figure that eventually he'll get bored and move on to something else.

Eventually, you manage to engross yourself in a story you find online and lose track of where he is and what he's doing. When you look up again, your drink is mostly finished and he is nowhere to be seen. You smile and shut off your phone, taking a moment to relax and sit back in your chair. Savor your drink and enjoy the final moments of your evening before heading to your car to go home.

As you stand up, you realize that you have to pee. It's not that far to the bathroom and it won't take that long so you head through the back into the waiting area that sections off the men's room from the lady's room. As you enter, you see he is waiting there. Sitting on the couch just between the two doors. You gasp. He turns and smiles.

"Thought you might change your mind." He says.

"I didn't." You reply, "Don't you have anything better to do than hang around me all night?" He stands up, coming right at you. With a forceful grab of your arm he yanks you into the women's restroom. You scream out in surprise but he's fast. He puts his hand over your mouth and presses his back against the door to shut it. In one swift move he has it locked and is pulling you to the opposite wall. He shoves you into it, pinning you there and looking down into your eyes.

"I know I didn't change my mind and I also know what I want." He whispers, "Now, I'm going to move my hand, if you scream you'll regret it." In this lighting and context you can see just how incredibly handsome he is. Positively gorgeous. You don't think there has ever been a man this intent on capturing you in such a manner. Your face starts to flush with arousal as fear flutters through your stomach. Why does he want you so bad and even more...why do you suddenly want him? You nod, signifying you understand what he's saying and he slowly moves his hand away from your mouth.

"What are...you going to do to me?" You ask.

"Looks like anything I want." He says and turns you to face the wall. His large hand comes up, pressing your cheek into the bricks. He keeps you held there but you are so excited by this point that the last thing you can think to do is run away from him or even try. You want him, badly. You can feel how wet you are getting just thinking about how hard he's going to fuck you. His free hand slides up under your skirt and his fingers move teasingly over the crotch of your panties. "I'm not hearing any protests now, am I?" You groan softly.

"No...but I-"

"Shhh...be a good girl and take Daddy's cock like you're meant to." He says. Leaning against you heavily, he shifts and you hear him unzip his pants. There is a bit more movement as he pushes the crotch of your panties to the side. He runs two fingers over your wet folds, teasing your clit and provoking another moan. Two of them slip inside of you, working in and out to get you even more slick and ready for him.

"Please just let me-"

"I told you to be quiet." He snaps, and you can feel his hot breath against your ear. His hand moves from your cunt and from behind her slips his hand over your mouth again, jamming the two fingers he just used on you in past your lips and onto your tongue. You start to suck on them heavily, your eyes rolling back in your head as he takes a moment to thrust into you roughly from behind. Your scream of surprise and pleasure is muffled by his fingers as he starts to thrust. "Keep sucking...clean them nice and good for me..." He orders.

You do your best to fulfill his commands but it's not easy. He is working his hips in ways you didn't know possible. Seeming to hit every spot inside of you in just the right way. His grunting and groaning is animalistic, like a dog in heat. You feel his mouth slip to your neck, biting here and there. Sometimes hard enough to get you to scream again as his sharp teeth break the skin. You groan and shiver, his tongue hungrily lapping up the blood in the wake of the wounds he's leaving. The combined pain with pleasure pushing you closer and closer to climax. His hand slips from your mouth to grab one of your tits through the cloth of your blazer. You squeal and he thrusts harder, the same hand now traveling down past the hem of your skirt into the front of your panties.

"Ready to cum all over daddy's cock?" He purrs and thrusts painfully hard, getting as far inside of you as possible.

"Y-Yes...Daddy...please let me cum..." You whine loudly. His fingers brush over your clit then apply pressure expertly. You cry out as your orgasm hits, his moans eclipsing yours as you both climax together. His thrusts like a jackhammer as you are pressing into the wall. You continue to ride the waves of ecstasy over, and over, taking this brutal pounding until you are both entirely spent. He leans into you, with his full weight once he's finished. You can smell him, the scent of sex, and his cologne. The entire experience is addictive. You've never felt anything like this.

A few moments later he pulls back and slaps your ass roughly. You whine, leaning against the wall trying to get your breath back. He grabs your hand and jams something into it."I'll be here again. Same time next Friday. Don't be late." He says and walks out of there. You blink, wondering if you heard that right and then look at what he's handed you. It's a business card with some weird symbols on it. You still aren't sure of who he is or what exactly happened here but you do know that you will not be late for your next "date" with him. That's for sure.

[34saveme34]

me when I read a fanfic and it isn't the not being able to keep one tense going through the fic that puts me off for a second but the idea that 3 doesn't know he has feelings for 4

I honestly think he knows he likes 4 since about

hm. I'll say when he was exiled

I think he had time to think

yknow, despite all that happened before, you'd think that he would hold more against 4 but he doessnnn'tttttttttt

and I knoooow the meme life cicle but I think he was still very casual about it despite that

I think he realised then and overtime like thought it went away

and then 4 appeared again and thought he was fine, he was good

but then he gets to figure out he's basically 4's soulmate and it least now a lot of things start to make sense but not others and he's all over it again

for 4 it's IGBP 100% but only after a while

like he's throught he shock

maybe after all the annoyance with his living situation and he finally lives in his fuckin- don't remember the name of it but he settles down in the back to relax and his mind drifts back, thinks about 3 a little too much, the words he said still burning on his mind and it makes him so giddy and then it hits him like oh- oh huh, guess a lot of things make sense now. better repress!

I mean just- just think about it

neither of these idiots are brave enough to say anything like that, they're both scared of being vulnerable but 3 is more so. BUT 4 is way way more scared of rejection than 3 is. I mean they're basically the same amount of scared but from different perspectives. Like they see themselves this way is why I'm phrasing it this way, 4 is scared to be vulnerable like that too but he specifically thinks about the idea of 3 forever rejecting him and losing him all over this.

3 is also heavy scared of rejection but he's more scared of the idea that if he doesn't keep up his tough persona and tells 4 how he feels he'll be made fun of forever and no one will take him seriously ever again, not even as little as they already do, at least in his eyes.

then again I do absolutely think wotfi23 was a step forward from this

with 4 not trying to snoop around so hard to find out what 3 thinks, and 3 having less of a high wall up around 4, especially since 3 was drawing them not only in that specific art style but also with like.... the expressions are so specific. I do think 4 brings 3 a lot of joy, something that should be explored more

because got theough.... yknow what fuck it I'm overanalyizing that drawing, lemme put it here first

so like this piece of shit drawing <3

one thing first and this is gonna sound insane first but 4 takes up more place

and also has a more complex albeit not by that much pose

also his pose exudes energy, also with the face he makes as well

I think this is how 3 truly sees 4, like a bundle of sunshine who is full of unneeded energy

another interesting thing you might notice is 3's corner of his mouth

that little line by his beard.... he's cringing a little bit, almost like he's trying to mask enjoying 4's company. And in general, his eyes too and once again back to his posture and how he takes up less space than 4 it feels like he's holding back. Once again back to him being kind of intimacy. And when he tries to reach out it hurts him, he cringes and he's like fuming and crazy about it

WHILE he views 4 as being more open, more fun than him, more jolly than he'll ever be

it's crazy how jealously he is in love still despite everything

and we didn't quite see development from this

he loves him so much and still envies what he has with his whole soul

maybe one day the love will overtake the jealousy, especially with how 4 is like, slowly and slowly being more open (and a lil gay) about caring about 3

unless it's a one step forward one step backward type of thing

like imagine first episode of the year and we witness them step backward from a better and more truthful relationship they could have

because honestly, it isn't only about love. It's about communication issues, greatest example of that being Trash Friends of course (oh trash friends, how I miss watching you for the first time)

and it would be genuinely so genius if they, with 4's development about dropping more hints about just how much he thinks about 3

like being vulnerable

and if it was used against him OOOOOOH it would the BIGGEST step backward

if 3 let jealousy win while 4 is trying to be vulnerable with him

imagine the fall out. imagine 3 breaking, being like maybe 4 was right, maybe I really only think of myself

while 4 fully closing off, hurt

their relationship is SO conflict prone. which is why it's so fun to talk about, like why I've been rambling here for a long while now oops

I was reading a fanfic before I almost forgot 💀 anyways I do believe in 4 realising his feelings for 3 later than 3 does for 4, I think that's probably the more popular opinion in the fandom

might make a poll aboutt ittttt :3

[jenanigans1207]

1/8/25: Embrace

“Cas! Hey, hey, you okay?”

Cas blinks blearily, trying to make sense of what’s going on. He’s on the ground, his head is pounding, and there’s a strong stinging sensation along his cheek. It takes him a second to figure out what he’s looking at, some mixture of black and a beautiful, vibrant green swirling together until Cas makes out Dean’s concerned face just inches from his.

“Cas, c’mon,” Dean urges, a hand fitting to his shoulder. “Can you sit up?”

Cas thinks that he probably can, but as he moves to try and place an arm under him, he’s met with a pounding in his head so violent that he can only finch and press closer to the ground. Dean lets out a breath above him, his hand a steady and comforting weight on Cas’s shoulder. He’s quiet for a minute, but even with his eyes closed, Cas can feel the weight of his stare.

“He okay?” Sam’s voice calls from the other end of the room.

“Probably a concussion.” Dean answers, his hand moving gently up and down Cas’s arm in a soothing gesture. “And he’s got a nasty cut on his cheek. But he’s still breathing.”

“We can work with that.” Sam answers and Dean huffs out a soft laugh above Cas.

The pounding in his head has subsided, so Cas attempts to open his eyes again. Dean is still right there, and he’s still beautiful, staring at Cas with blatant concern.

“Dean,” Cas manages, and Dean shushes him immediately,

“Hey, you hit your head pretty hard. I’m going to help you sit up, okay?” Dean’s other hand gently begins to wedge itself under Cas’s side. “It’s gonna feel like shit for a second once you’re up, but I promise it’ll subside.”

Cas groans in response.

“Hey,” Dean says again, and the tone of his voice indicates that he expects Cas to look at him. Cas meets his gaze immediately. “You trust me, right?”

“Yes—” Cas says and before he can even finish the last part of the word, Dean is hoisting him up into a sitting position.

Dean was right, it is shit for the first few seconds. His head throbs and the world spins and Cas thinks he might find out what throwing up is like for the first time. He hunches forward immediately, his eyes closing in a desperate attempt to protect his head. He feels his forehead brush against the solid plane of Dean’s chest and if he were even a little more coherent right now, he would expect Dean to pull away and be surprised that he doesn’t. But he isn’t coherent, he isn’t thinking about anything other than how truly awful this feels, and so he presses into the comforting warmth that is Dean and doesn’t even notice until the throbbing subsides again.

Once Cas has been seated upright for a minute or two, the world starts to return to him slowly, He hears Sam dragging something around in the distance, hears him splintering wood to create a pyre. He hears the faint sounds of nature outside in the distance. And then he hears Dean breathing, and he realizes just how close he is. In a panic, he attempts to sit abruptly upright, only to find that there’s an arm around his shoulders holding him in place.

“Woah,” Dean murmurs quietly between them, “Careful. If you sit up that fast, you’re gonna go back to feeling like shit.”

“Dean,” Cas says again, like Dean’s name is a lifeline that he can hold onto in this disorienting situation. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to be so close.”

“It’s alright, Cas.” Dean speaks just as quietly as before and it dawns on Cas that he’s doing it on purpose to try and spare his head the discomfort. Cas feels both love and gratitude wash over him. “Just take it easy for a sec, yeah? Let yourself adjust and when you’re ready, I’ll get you patched up, But you’re gonna be out of commission for a few days with the knock you took to your head.”

Cas sighs, but allows himself to sink back into Dean. He tries not to think of the arm around his shoulder, of the way it feels more like an intimate embrace than anything else. He tries not to think about the way Dean is solid and steady, gently adjusting Cas until he’s able to fully relax into Dean.

“I’m sorry.” He says again, and he sounds miserable to his own ears.

Dean shakes his head a little, and Cas feels the motion ruffle some of his hair. “None of that.” Dean instructs. “You think Sammy and I haven’t had our fair share of concussions? It’s part of the job.”

“It’s a bad part of the job.” Cas remarks and is rewarded with a warm squeeze of the shoulder and the sound of Dean’s laugh.

They stay that way for another minute, Dean’s hand drawing soothing patterns through Cas’s trench coat. They don’t talk, just remain close while Sam continues to work in the background. Once Cas feels ready, he sits up slowly, and this time Dean lets him go, but he’s never more than a foot away, He inspects the injury on Cas’s cheek carefully, his fingers deft and gentle. Cas tries not to count the shades of green in Dean’s eyes, but then finds himself counting the number of freckles on his cheeks instead. He tries to turn his head away, but a gentle grip on his chin holds him steady.

Once Dean cleans Cas up to a level that will tide them over until the motel, he nods in approval and leans away.

“You’re set for now.” Dean says, and then he hesitates for a moment before adding, “Don’t scare me like that again though, okay?”

“I will try not to.” Cas answers, gaze finally downturned now that his face is free.

Dean shakes his head fondly, reaching to help Cas up. “We’ll work on it.”

[mariasont]

Trying It On - K.R

a/n: so this might be a surprise for everyone because ive never posted anything other than hotch & spence but alas! my kylo ren fixation is resurfacing so i wanted to write this! enjoy! or scroll and don’t

parings: kylo ren x maid!fem!reader

warnings: size kink ish, not smut but not fluff necessarily, mention of nips, kylo being an asshole, shy!reader

wc: 3k

The atmosphere in Kylo Ren's chambers was unlike anywhere else aboard the ship--dense, oppressive, almost as though the very air itself resented intrusion. Shadows sprawled across the cold, metallic walls, their jagged edges twisting under the flicker of dim, blood-red lighting.

A low, steady vibration from the ship's engines filled the air, more felt than heard. It buzzed at the base of your skull, like a distant warning that you were not welcome. But you surely didn't need reminder.

You'd thought the same thing the first time you were assigned to clean his quarters. Kylo Ren did not seem like the kind of man who would tolerate someone invading his space, let alone dusting it. Yet here you were, week after week, meticulously wiping down surfaces that barely collected dirt and scrubbing floors that already gleamed. His room was as cold and methodical as the man himself--or at least what you assumed about him.

Thankfully, the supreme leader in question was almost never here. You'd been cleaning his room for weeks now, and in all that time, you'd never once run into him. Not face-to-face, at least. His absence was a blessing. Staying invisible was your survival strategy aboard the Finalizer, and it worked perfectly as long as he remained a distant, untouchable figure.

Not that it stopped your imagination from filling the void.

No one aboard the ship really knew anything concrete about him—what he was like beneath the mask, what he thought, what he wanted. Rumors swirled about the man beneath the mask—some whispered that he was a monster, others insisted he was little more than a broken boy pretending to be a leader. But none of it mattered to you. The less you knew, the safer you were. 

So you stuck to your routine. His chambers were suffocatingly tidy, so cleaning usually meant little more than wiping invisible smudges from glassy surfaces and making sure everything stayed exactly where it belonged. It was like cleaning a tomb: sterile, lifeless, and reeking of death.

There was one unspoken rule was that you found simple: don't touch anything personal. Not that Kylo Ren left much of himself behind in this space. It was like he existed here, but only barely.

At least, that's how it had been. Until today.

The desk caught your eye--or more specifically, his gloves. They lay there, blunt and misplaced, as though tossed aside in a rare moment of carelessness. Kylo Ren's belongings were never out of place. He didn't make mistakes, didn't leave evidence of imperfection. But there they were, unmistakably his.

You should have ignored them. You told yourself to keep cleaning, to focus on your task and pretend you hadn't noticed. But your feet carried you closer, your gaze fixed on the gloves like they were forbidden relics.

One of them had a tear along the palm, the leather jagged and worn. Dried blood crusted the edges of the tear, dark and cracked. The sight made your stomach tighten. His blood. The Supreme Leader's blood.

The thought was unsettling and somehow intimate in a way you hadn't expected. Kylo Ren was supposed to be untouchable, unbreakable. Seeing proof of his mortality, his vulnerability--felt like witnessing something you weren't meant to see.

You hesitated, your fingers hovering over the gloves. You could just leave them. That would be the smart thing to do. But a gnawing sense of duty—and something darker, sharper—kept you rooted in place. You couldn't leave them like this. It felt wrong, as though the gloves themselves were accusing you of negligence.

Fix them.

The thought came unbidden, but it rooted itself in your mind, firm and insistent.

You reached out and picked up the torn glove. 

The leather was cool against your skin, heavier than you'd expected. A sharp, electric scent clung to it—a mix of sweat, metal, and something faintly smoky, like scorched ozone. Turning it over in your hands, you traced the edges of the tear with the pad of your thumb.

It felt... alive.

You couldn't explain it, but the glove seemed to hum faintly in your grasp, as though it still carried some trace of him. Your chest tightened, your breath catching as an unwelcome curiosity bloomed within you.

Before you could stop yourself, you slipped your hand inside.

The leather swallowed your fingers immediately, the sheer size of it making you gasp. Your hand felt impossibly small, comically so, the fingers of the glove far too long and thick for your own. You flexed your hand experimentally, the leather creaking faintly, and tried to imagine the man who filled it. His hands had to be enormous, strong. Inhuman.

The soft hiss of the door sliding open yanked you from your thoughts. 

Your body went rigid, heat flooding your face and neck before being replaced by an icy dread that locked your limbs in place. You didn't need to look; the shift in the air told you everything. It thickened, heavy with a suffocating energy that pressed down on you, crawling across your skin like an insect.

Still, you turned—slowly, unwillingly—like a puppet pulled by unseen strings.

Kylo Ren filled the doorway, his towering silhouette backlit by the cold, sterile light of the corridor behind him. The black of his robes bled into the shadows pooling along the walls, stretching his presence into something larger, something that felt more like a living nightmare than a man. His mask gleamed under the blood-red light of the room, its angular design harsh and unforgiving, a sharp, impenetrable barrier that erased any trace of humanity.

The glove was still on your hand. 

Your heart seized, your chest tightening with a sick jolt of realization. The leather felt impossibly tight now, alien and wrong against your skin. You wanted to rip it off, to hide it, to erase the evidence of your mistake, but your body betrayed you. Your arms wouldn't move, your legs rooted to the spot as if the air itself had turned solid, trapping you in place.

He stepped inside, the door sliding shut behind him with another soft hiss. The sound felt louder than it should, final, like the lid of a coffin sealing. His boots struck the floor with torturing slowness, each step reverberating in the pit of your stomach.

The air grew colder, thinner. You couldn't breathe. Couldn't think.

His head tilted slightly, the faint shift of his mask cutting through the haze clouding your thoughts. His gaze—hidden behind the black void of his visor—dropped to your hand. He knew. Of course, he knew. And yet, he didn't speak, didn't react—he simply looked.

"I—I wasn't—" Your voice cracked, and you swallowed hard, trying to force the words out. "I mean, I didn't— I was just—cleaning! I swear, I didn't mean to—"

The words tumbled out in a frantic rush, but they sounded hollow, even to you.

He said nothing. 

His silence pressed tighter, suffocating the room, until you were choking on your own excuses. Your mind scrambled for anything to fill it.

"I thought I could fix it!" you blurted, the words almost tripping over each other in their rush to escape. "It was torn, and I—I wasn't thinking, I just—"

You trailed off, the sheer absurdity of your own words hitting you like a blow. Fix it?  What kind of excuse was that? The flush burning your cheeks spread down your neck, shame twisting like a knot in your stomach.

"I'm sorry," you whispered, your voice barely audible now. "I shouldn't have touched it. I—"

Still, he said nothing. 

His head tilted again, the slow, curt motion somehow sharper, more predatory.

He was enormous, you realized. Even without the armor, his presence would have overwhelmed the space, but the black robes and impenetrable mask made him seem otherworldly, something far beyond human. Power radiated from him in waves, suffusing the air until it felt like you were drowning in it.

This was your first time seeing him so close. Not from across the hangar bay, not giving orders in a distant, booming voice over comms. Here. Now. Inches away.

And it was worse—so much worse—than you'd imagined.

The mask was the first thing you noticed, sharp and brutal, a perfect reflection of the man who wore it. But it was the way he moved that sent ice curling through your veins. Every motion was measured, purposeful, as if he wasted nothing—not a word, not a glance, not a step. He wasn't just a man standing before you. He was a force, something raw and primal that made the room thick with tension.

Your knees wobbled, and for one horrifying second, you thought they might give out entirely. Or worse—piss yourself.

The masked man took another step forward, and the faint heat radiating from him brushed against you despite the cloak. It coiled in the space between you, overbearing and intimate, making the hairs on your arm raise. 

The leather glove on your hand suddenly felt like a brand, searing into your skin, marking you as a trespasser.

"I..." Your voice cracked again. "I didn't mean—"

"Silence."

The word was soft, almost a whisper, but it struck like a slap. Your mouth snapped shut, and you flinched, your whole body trembling under the weight of his command.

The room fell deathly quiet. 

The only sound was the faint rasp of your own ragged breathing. You dared to look up, your gaze locking onto the dark, empty void of his mask. 

For a moment, it felt like he could see through it, through you, peeling back every layer to the raw, trembling thing beneath.

"Why," he said finally, his voice low and mechanical, vibrating with barely-contained menace, "are you wearing my glove?"

The question hung in the air like a blade poised to strike. 

You opened your mouth, but no sound came out. What could you possibly say? That you'd been curious? That you couldn't help yourself? 

"I..." you stammered, the single syllable brittle in your throat. "I—"

"You must be braver than I thought," he said, his tone softer now, almost mocking. "Or just stupid enough to think you could touch what belongs to me and walk away unscathed."

"I didn't mean to—" you started, but his hand lifted sharply, cutting you off. 

"What does it feel like?" he asked, taking a step closer, the air between you seeming to thin as his towering frame filled your vision. He tilted his head again, the mask catching the dim light, making the sharp edges gleam. "To wear something made for me? Does it make you feel strong? Like you could be something more than what you are?"

You shook your head frantically, your voice a trembling whisper. "N-no. I didn't—I wasn't—"

"Liar." 

The word was cold and clinical, more a statement of fact than an accusation, and it sliced through your frantic denial with devastating precision.

"You wouldn't have put it on," he said, stepping closer still, his cape brushing faintly against your leg, "if you didn't want to know. If you didn't need to know."

His voice softened, curling around you like smoke. "Tell me—do you think you deserve to wear something of mine? Something that carries my blood?"

Your stomach twisted, shame coiling tightly inside you. You wanted to disappear, to melt into the floor and escape the weight of his gaze. But there was nowhere to go.

"Does it fit?" he asked, his eyes—or what you imagined must be his eyes—dropping to your hand, trembling beneath the glove. "Or does it remind you how inferior you are?" 

Your throat bobbed as you swallowed, your voice barely audible. "It doesn't fit."

"Of course, it doesn't." The faint edge of amusement in his voice only deepened your humiliation. "Take it off."

Your hands moved instinctively, fumbling to obey. The glove clung stubbornly to your skin, the leather slick with the sweat now pooling in your palms, and panic flared when the moment stretched longer than it should have. His silence made it worse—made everything worse.

Finally, you managed to pull the glove free, the sound of the leather slipping off seeming deafening in the tense stillness.

You held it out to him, your hand shaking, desperate to rid yourself of the damning object. But he didn't take it.

Instead, he extended his bare hand, palm up. 

The sight of it gave you pause. His hand was scarred, the rough, uneven ridges of old wounds crisscrossing his palm and fingers. A fresh scar, raw and jagged, ran along the edge of his thumb, the angry red line contrasting sharply against his pale skin.

It struck you in a way you couldn't explain���startling and disarming. He's human. 

The thought lingered, unsettling in its clarity. The scars, the warmth you'd felt beneath the glove—they were proof of his mortality. And yet, the mask loomed above, sharp and alien, reminding you that whatever he was, it wasn't the same as you.

You hesitated, your hand hovering over his, unsure of what to do. He didn't speak, didn't move. And yet, an unshakable certainty settled over you, sinking into your mind like a whispered command.

He wanted you to put it on him.

You didn't know how you knew, but you did. The realization sent a chill through you, your stomach knotting as you realized the truth. He wasn't speaking. He wasn't asking. But the thought had rooted itself in your mind with an undeniable clarity. 

You'd heard the stories, the rumors of how Kylo Ren could rip thoughts from minds, implant commands with nothing more than a flicker of will. And now, he was doing it to you.

Your breath quickened as you fought the pull, but your hands betrayed you. Trembling, you reached forward, sliding the glove back onto his outstretched hand. 

His skin was warm beneath your touch, the rough texture of his scars brushing against your fingertips. The contact jolted through you, a sharp static-like shock that made your hands freeze.

"Keep going," he murmured, his voice lower now, softer, yet no less commanding.

Your fingers worked clumsily, tugging the leather into place. The creak of it echoed faintly as you adjusted the glove, your hands brushing his again and again. Every touch felt charged, a hum of something electric and dangerous bleeding into your skin.

 He didn't move, didn't flinch.

When you finished, his other hand shot out, closing around your wrist with a grip that was firm but not painful.

You gasped, the sound soft and breathless, as your body jolted forward under the pull of his strength. Before you could steady yourself, something else—something unseen and immense—pressed you closer, like an invisible current drawing you into him.

Your chest collided with the hard planes of his armor, and the air rushed from your lungs in a sharp, startled exhale. He didn't move, but the rise and fall of his breath was steady, deliberate, and impossibly loud in the small, charged space between you.

You tried to breathe normally, but it was impossible. With every shallow inhale, your chest brushed against his, the thin fabric of your uniform doing nothing to shield you from the pressure. The friction made you hyperaware of everything: the heat of his body, the unyielding strength behind his touch, the way the rasp of your breath sounded so much louder now.

And worse—your body's unwelcome reaction.

You could feel your nipples hardening beneath your uniform, the traitorous response sending a wave of mortified heat flooding your face. You bit down on the inside of your cheek, desperate to will the sensation away, but it only made the tension more unbearable.

"Do you like touching what doesn't belong to you?" he asked, his voice dipping into a growl, vibrating through you as though it were coming from inside your own body.

Your lips parted, but no words came.

The question should have been easy to answer—should have been a firm, unequivocal no. But your mind was spinning, tangled in the storm of your own emotions. You couldn't think clearly, couldn't focus with his chest pressed so firmly against yours, the closeness making you feel trapped and exposed all at once.

Do you like it?

The thought wormed its way into your mind, unwelcome and impossible to ignore. You shouldn't like it. That much was clear. And yet, the truth stirred somewhere deep and unguarded inside you, a quiet, humiliating admission you couldn't bring yourself to confront.

The thought made you feel raw, stripped of every defense, as though he could see right through you.

And then he tilted his head, the subtle motion sending a shiver through you. Though his eyes were hidden behind the cold, lifeless mask, you could feel his gaze piercing into you, searching, uncovering the thing you hadn't dared to admit to yourself until now.

"Interesting," he said, his tone smooth and laced with something unreadable.

You stared up at him, wide-eyed, unsure of what to do, unsure of how to breathe. Your chest pressed against his again, the closeness unbearable, and yet you couldn't pull away.

"Don't touch what isn't yours again," he said, his voice soft but weighted with an iron finality that sent a fresh wave of heat surging through your body.

You nodded quickly, instinctively, but your body betrayed you. Your chin tilted up slightly, your neck craning to look at him more fully, your gaze locking on his mask as if trying to glimpse the man beneath.

The pressure released abruptly, and you stumbled back, gasping for air as your chest heaved. Without his closeness, the space between you felt unbearable in a different way.

"You may go," he said, the words clipped, his tone cold.

The command made you flinch, and embarrassment bloomed in your chest, burning hotter than before. You nodded again, your face flushed, and turned toward the door, your movements hurried and clumsy as you fumbled to open it.

You're probably fired.

The thought struck like a hammer as you rushed for the exit, your pulse racing. The shame of it all—how close you'd been, how much you'd felt—clawed at your chest. But then again, you were alive. That was something.

Just as you stepped into the threshold, his voice stopped you in your tracks.

"You're not fired.”

Your head whipped around, wide-eyed and confused, your lips parting to speak, but no words came. He didn't say anything else, didn't clarify. He simply stood there, unmoving, the faint red glow of the room casting sharp shadows across his towering frame.

The realization hit you like a cold shock: He knows what you're thinking.

The whispers, the rumors—the stories you'd heard about Kylo Ren's power to rip thoughts from minds—flared in your memory. Your stomach twisted as the pieces clicked into place.

You nodded again, shakily this time, and turned back toward the hall. The door slid shut behind you with a hiss, cutting off the last bit of air tethered to him.

You pressed your back against the cold metal wall outside, your breath still unsteady, your heart crashing uncomfortably against your ribcage.

Alive. Not fired. But worse—he knew.

And somehow, the thought of it sent another ripple of heat through you that you couldn't explain.

[hueningstar]

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Synopsis : Thrown into the twisted world of the Squid Game, you must fight to survive not just for yourself but for the life growing inside you. Vulnerable yet determined, you quickly become a target in the deadly competition—until Soobin , a stoic yet dangerously obsessive player, takes an unsettling interest in you.

What begins as a protective alliance quickly turns into something darker, as Soobin’s possessiveness knows no bounds. He eliminates anyone he perceives as a threat to you or your unborn child, his twisted devotion making him both your savior and captor.

As the games progress, you find yourself torn between fear and a strange sense of safety in his obsessive embrace. But in a world where survival demands sacrifice, can you escape his suffocating love, or will you find yourself bound to the man willing to destroy the world to keep you by his side?

Pairing : Soobin × pregnant!reader

Genre : dark romance, thriller, drama

Warnings : yandere behavior, violence, possessiveness, psychological manipulation, pregnancy

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The cold air pricked at your skin as you stood among a sea of strangers, each wearing identical green uniforms marked with numbers. Yours read 222, a stark reminder that you were no longer a person—just a number in this twisted game. Around you, murmurs of panic echoed, but the masked guards lining the walls silenced any attempts at rebellion.

You clutched your stomach instinctively, the weight of your unborn child grounding you in the chaos. The fear wasn’t just for yourself—it was for the fragile life you carried. Survival wasn’t an option anymore. It was a necessity.

A loud chime rang through the arena, and a voice, cold and mechanical, reverberated around you.

> “Welcome to the first game. Follow the instructions carefully, and you might survive.”

The massive doors in front of you creaked open, revealing an open field bathed in unnatural light. A gigantic doll with lifeless, cartoonish eyes loomed at the far end. Its head swiveled unnervingly, and you felt your stomach churn as its voice rang out:

> “Red Light, Green Light.”

The rules were simple, but the stakes were impossibly high. Hesitation flickered across the faces of the players as the masked overseer continued.

> “Those who fail to follow the rules will be eliminated.”

A gunshot echoed, as if to punctuate the final word. Several players jumped, their fear palpable.

The countdown began, and your breath hitched.

“Green Light.”

The doll’s head swiveled away, its voice chirpy and mechanical. Players surged forward, some sprinting recklessly while others crept cautiously. You hesitated, feet glued to the ground. Adrenaline coursed through you, but you couldn’t afford to panic. One wrong move, and it would all be over—not just for you, but for the child growing inside you.

You forced yourself to take small, measured steps.

“Red Light.”

The sudden command froze you mid-step. A player ahead of you stumbled forward, the tiniest motion sealing their fate. The sound of a gunshot cracked through the air, and the player crumpled lifelessly to the ground.

Your knees buckled as the reality set in—this wasn’t a game. This was survival.

“Green Light.”

The doll’s chirpy voice mocked the rising tension. You moved again, slower this time, focusing on every step. Around you, players faltered, their panic causing fatal mistakes. The field grew quieter with each round, the bodies of the fallen littering the ground like discarded pawns.

You kept your focus, but each step felt heavier, the strain of your pregnancy making balance harder to maintain. The sweat on your palms made your hands slip as you instinctively braced yourself on your knees during each halt.

It was during one of those moments that you noticed him.

A tall, lean figure stood a few paces ahead, his number 230 stitched neatly across his uniform. His movements were unnervingly calm, his face devoid of the panic etched into everyone else’s. His dark eyes scanned the crowd, sharp and calculating, as though he were assessing each player like a predator stalking prey.

Your eyes met his for the briefest moment. His gaze lingered, piercing and deliberate, before he turned his attention back to the doll.

“Red Light.”

You froze again, but this time your legs trembled violently. The weight of your body shifted too far forward, and your foot slipped. Panic clawed at your throat as you felt yourself teetering.

No one around you moved to help; they couldn’t afford to. Fear made them avert their eyes, unwilling to risk their own survival.

And then, out of nowhere, a firm hand gripped your arm, steadying you.

You whipped your head around to see 230 standing beside you, his grip unwavering. His touch was cold and strong, his expression unreadable.

“Don’t move.” he muttered under his breath, his voice low and commanding.

The doll’s eyes scanned the field, but neither of you moved a muscle. The moment the doll’s head turned away again, he guided you forward, his hand never leaving your arm.

“Green Light.”

He kept pace with you, his movements deliberate and controlled. Every time you faltered, his grip tightened, his strength anchoring you. It wasn’t kindness—it was something else, something that sent a shiver down your spine.

When you finally crossed the finish line, your legs gave out, and you collapsed onto the grass. Your breath came in shallow gasps as you tried to process what had just happened.

But he didn’t let go. Instead, he crouched down beside you, his face far too close. His dark eyes held an intensity that made your skin crawl.

“Why?” you croaked, your voice trembling.

His lips curled into a faint smirk, his head tilting slightly as he regarded you like a puzzle he’d just solved.

“Because you need me,” he said simply, his tone eerily calm. “And I don’t like losing what’s mine.”

His words made your stomach twist, but before you could respond, the masked overseer’s voice boomed again, announcing the end of the game. Survivors were herded back to the dormitory, their expressions hollow and haunted.

As you shuffled back with the others, 230 stayed close, his presence looming over you like a shadow. You couldn’t shake the feeling that his help had come with a price—and that you’d already begun paying it.

As the doors closed behind you, you glanced over your shoulder, only to find him watching you. His eyes never wavered, his lips quirking into the faintest hint of a smile.

It wasn’t relief you felt—it was dread.

You couldn’t shake the feeling that you were being watched. The hairs on the back of your neck stood on end as the heavy doors slammed shut behind you. The other players shuffled in with tired, broken faces, but you couldn’t focus on them. Your mind kept drifting back to 230, the strange man who had saved you. Or had he?

His words echoed in your head: “I don’t like losing what’s mine.” What did that mean? Was he just protecting you out of some twisted sense of duty? Or was there something darker beneath that calculated gaze?

You barely had time to process the weight of the situation before the guards began herding the remaining players into the dormitory. The room was cold and sparse, lined with rows of cots, but it felt like a sanctuary compared to the brutal arena you’d just escaped.

As you made your way to an empty cot in the corner, you felt a pair of eyes follow you. You glanced around the room and found him standing just inside the door, watching. His expression was unreadable, but his eyes never left you. It was unsettling, the way he studied you as if you were his next target, his next conquest.

You hurriedly turned away, trying to ignore the growing discomfort in your chest. You needed rest. You needed to clear your mind. But the weight of everything—the game, the bloodshed, the growing fear of what might come next—kept you awake. You lay there, staring at the cold ceiling, thinking of nothing but how to survive the next round.

As the room gradually fell into a quiet lull, a soft creak of the door interrupted the silence. You didn’t need to look up to know who it was. You could feel him, like an unshakable presence in the room.

“Are you sleeping?” His voice was low, smooth, like it had been crafted just for you.

You kept your gaze fixed on the ceiling, ignoring the chill that ran down your spine.

“No.” you answered softly, your voice betraying the exhaustion you felt.

He stepped closer, his footfalls deliberate and quiet. You could hear his breathing now, calm and measured as if he were in complete control of everything around him. And that was what made you uneasy. The power he exuded, the way he walked through this hellish nightmare with such unshakable confidence.

“I could make it easier for you,” he said, his tone soft but heavy with meaning. “You don’t have to do this alone.”

You finally turned your head, catching his gaze. His expression was unnervingly calm, yet his eyes held something far more intense—a possessiveness that made your chest tighten. There was no mistaking the underlying message: he wasn’t just offering protection. He was staking his claim.

“I can take care of myself.” you replied, though the words felt hollow in your throat.

His lips curled into a small, amused smile. He wasn’t fooled by your bravado.

“No, you can’t,” he murmured, stepping closer, close enough that you could feel the heat radiating off him. His voice lowered further, almost a whisper. “And that’s exactly why you need me.”

Your pulse quickened as he loomed over you, his presence swallowing up the small space between you. You should have pushed him away. You should have screamed or told him to leave, but you couldn’t bring yourself to do it. Something about him made you freeze, made you unable to escape.

He stood there for a moment, his gaze never leaving yours, before slowly pulling away.

“I’ll be right here,” he said quietly, as if marking his territory in this game of life and death. “I won’t let anyone hurt you. Not while I’m around.”

The door clicked shut behind him, leaving you alone with your racing thoughts and a growing sense of dread. You were certain of one thing now: Soobin wasn’t here to just survive. He was here to claim you—to make sure no one else could.

As you lay back down, trying to steady your breathing, you couldn’t shake the feeling that you were now tied to him, whether you wanted to be or not. And as the darkness of the night closed in around you, you wondered if you’d ever truly be able to escape him—or if you even wanted to.

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[trentcrimminallybeautiful]

on one hand, it would be in-character and potentially plotty/useful plotwise for beard to figure out what's going on (at least to some degree) with ted and trent by himself. on the other hand, i'm picturing ted (finally realizing he doesn't feel entirely heterosexually about trent) going to the diamond dogs and when they're like "wait let's get trent--" he's like no actually it's kinda about trent? and they're all like oh? 👀 and ted reluctantly goes........yeah i'm . ok well to start with i'm. kinda. sleeping with him ? and right behind him. just. instantly. beard, who'd been taking a sip from his mug, sprays coffee everywhere

[buddietommys]

"Why not?"

"I wish you were a girl."

[termagax]

i dont knowwwwwwwwwww i just. my thing is that i think the changelings could have an interesting place in the narrative given jims whole conflict is about trying to navigate his place in two worlds neither of which he completely fits in but both of which he needs to be his complete and authentic self. but they shoot themselves in the foot by making strickler the main one and they get sooooo close to doing this with nomura before getting bored and doing it again but worse with strickler. so in my mind i think this is why i was so set on addy being a changeling because i want her to fill that narrative role of someone who's ACTUALLY chill about this dichotomy and who really loves this part of herself without the baggage inherent to nomnoms situation (not acknowledging strickler he did most of that to himself). i just think he needs someone who can show him that its actually genuinely very possible to have both halves of his heart especially post-potion. but man. you cant really get there without dancing around the janus order stuff. and i know if she was real it would just be a cheap lampshade like "welllll shes a polymorph so. no familiar no problem" but that opens up a can of worms that i feel responsible for. and just in general the entire thing has so much baggage. i wish this show was GOOD.

[d1anna]

unintentionally hurting ppl’s feelings and not realizing it until later always makes me feel like the #1 worst person on planet earth

[sttoru]

⠀ 𝝑𝑒 ⠀⠀ 𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒: your boyfriend comes to pick you after a long day at uni. sensing your jealousy about the attention he’s getting from your classmates, he makes it up to you in his own way.

tags. olderbf!gojo x female reader. fluff, tiny bit of angst, suggestive [make out sesh]. age gap — reader above 20, gojo early 30’s. jealousy. reader gets called ‘princess, baby, beautiful.’ not proof read !

satoru’s arrival, as per usual, serves as pure entertainment for many students. it’s not often that they get to see such a tall and handsome man around campus after all.

you patiently stand there, waiting for that said man to come and get you. the increase in giggles and whispers around you can only mean one thing: he’s nearby.

your boyfriend’s car comes to a stop in the distance. satoru steps out of the driver’s seat a second later, one of his hands running through his fluffy, snowy hair.

‘. . damn, he’s fucking hot,’ ‘yep. heard he’s in a relationship though. sucks,’ ‘girl— do i look like i care? need him so baaaaddd.’

it’s infuriating to hear those words while you - his girlfriend - are standing close to them. you decide not to give those girls any attention nor do you try to speak up. it’s not worth the effort.

satoru closes the car door behind him, his hands in the pockets of his slacks while he strolls up to where you’re standing. it’s as if he’s walking down a runway - graceful, confident, every step executed with perfect balance.

he can hear the murmurs from the students around, but he simply does not care. his steady gaze has been fixed on you the moment he spotted your figure from across campus.

“cute,” satoru mutters under his breath with a small smile, blue eyes taking in the sight of you standing there against a wall. the way you’re fiddling with the strap of your bag while pretending not to have noticed him is quite endearing.

you look down at the ground until a pair of black oxfords come into view, stopping right in front of yours. you slowly tilt your head back until you’re face to face with the man himself.

“hey, beautiful,” satoru greets, his voice smooth and slightly deep, a faint smirk playing on his lips. his knuckles brush against your cheek whilst he admires your every feature, acting as if he hasn’t seen you in days.

you nod in response, whispering a small ‘hi’ before your eyes dart around campus again. your bottom lip pushes forward just a tiny bit to form a small pout.

. . and there it is; satoru knows that look in your eyes like the back of his hand. he’s seen that same pout before, along with the hint of jealousy lurking behind your gaze that you try so hard to hide.

he understands why you’re feeling that way.

the other girls on campus, the way they ogle him and whisper, it would make any woman insecure. but to him, there was no need for that. satoru is yours, and he’s made that known to every single soul around you a million times before.

perhaps they need to be reminded once more.

satoru wraps an arm around your waist and pulls you close, his touch gentle and possessive. he can see how you’re trying to act normal, though he knows you way better than that.

the pad of his thumb rubs small circles into your hip as your lover leans in and speaks in a low yet intimate voice that only you get to hear, “oh? look at you, acting all tough with your little pout.”

“tell me. what’s up, princess?” satoru whispers, his breath warm against your ticklish skin. he lowers his head to your face and plants a small kiss on your nose, gaining a mix of delighted yet irritated whispers of the people around you.

“usually you jump right into my arms after seeing me— y’know, like a lil’ bunny,” the white-haired man starts sulking as well, pressing your body flush against his. “where’s my cute ‘n clingy babyyyy?”

satoru’s over-exaggerated whine makes your nose scrunch up, though you can’t deny the truth. he knows you better than you know yourself. he can see right through your attempt to disguise your jealousy, yet you’re still too stubborn to admit anything.

“whatever. come on,” you roll your eyes before grabbing his arm and tugging him forward. you want nothing more than to escape your surroundings. you’re getting tired of the continuous and unwanted attention satoru is getting.

it’s irksome. you know satoru doesn’t give them the attention they so desire - he never will - yet you still feel this pang in your chest whenever you see those girls shamelessly ogling your boyfriend.

satoru, being naturally observant, notices your sudden eagerness to leave campus. he can tell that your jealousy is growing worse because of the other students that keep on eyeing him. while he is used to the attention, he hates seeing it affect you.

the whispers and giggles from the other women are like white noise, insignificant background fodder that barely warranted his notice. you’re all he sees and listens to— no matter what.

your presence, your voice, your body, your soul. . . you’re the only one he cares about. he just wishes you’d realise that.

satoru wordlessly allows himself to be dragged off. his gaze is fixated on the back of your head, a mixture of amusement and worry glinting in those blue eyes of his. he can’t help but feel guilty. even if he didn’t really do anything wrong.

he wants to make it up to you, somehow.

once you reach the car, satoru gently shoos your hand away from the door handle the moment he catches you try to get in yourself. he reaches around you and pulls it open with a soft ‘click’.

satoru then surprises you by kissing your forehead— his free hand coming up to cup the back of your head. his fingers bury themselves in your hair. a subtle smirk tugs at his glossy lips as he senses the envious glares from the other, irrelevant onlookers.

that’s exactly what he’s trying to accomplish. to make it known to the world that he’s your man. he’ll gladly do it over and over again, until all of them finally take the hint.

“ladies first,” satoru gestures, his voice gentle and loving. he pulls back and smiles at you with his dimples showing. you’re slightly taken aback by the smooth gesture before thanking him in a small murmur.

“thank you.”

it’s silent for a good couple seconds after satoru gets into the driver’s seat. he settles his keys into the ignition switch, though doesn’t turn them. instead, he faces you with a small sigh.

your lover already recognises what’s up. you probably won’t talk to him until the jealousy subsides. but that isn’t how he wants to fix this situation— he wants you to communicate with him.

“hey,” satoru tries to get you to look at him. your body is slightly turned away, your eyes looking out of the car window. it’s painfully obvious that you’re upset with him, even when it isn’t specifically his fault.

“don’t hide from me, c’mon,” he chuckles and tries to make you feel better by bringing your hand up to his lips. satoru leaves small kisses on your palm, eyes peering over the rims of his sunglasses to gauge your reaction.

you still don’t turn to face him. you’re too caught up in your own feelings— too stubborn to talk about the jealousy and insecurities that are bugging you. you know it’s unfair to your partner, but you currently can’t fix your own emotions.

sensing your insistent reluctance to face him, satoru places his hand gently under your chin. his fingers curl around your jaw and gently guide your gaze to meet his. the sight of your downcast expression - plagued with insecurity - tugs on his heartstrings.

“oh, my sweet little baby,” the white-haired man sighs once more.

without another word, the gap between you quickly closes as satoru leans in, his lips meeting yours in a firm but soft kiss. a soft gasp escapes your lips at the suddenness of his kiss, but the tension in your shoulders slowly starts to dissappear as you melt into his embrace.

the touch of his calloused fingers on your jaw is a wordless command you cannot resist. the kiss is a silent form of reassurance, a way for him to remind you of his feelings for you.

his want and need for you.

satoru can nearly taste the jealousy etched into your initial resistance, which he seeks to silence with his touch. thus, he deepens the kiss with renewed vigor. his free hand cups the back of your head and gently tilts it upwards to gain a better angle.

“mh. sweet,” satoru’s tongue swipes over your bottom lip. he eagerly swallows the faint taste of candy that you had eaten earlier. his tongue delves into your mouth the moment your lips make way, memorising every part of it.

he doesn’t let go of you until you’re both breathless. the sorcerer pulls back, though keeps the distance between your lips at a minimum. his cheeks are painted a soft pink, eyes half lidded and lips even glossier with your saliva now coating them.

“haah— fuck,” satoru catches his breath while his free hand rubs up and down your waist. he resists the urge to pull you into his lap and ravage you right then and there. he’ll leave that for when you’re home.

his gaze is on your parted lips once more. he simply cannot hold himself back from leaning in. his body moves closer to yours, caging you in between him and the passenger seat.

“i’m all yours,” satoru murmurs against your soft lips. he cups your face as he places a quick peck on your mouth. “only yours,” another chaste kiss causes your smile to find its way back onto your face. “don’t you forget,” and a third kiss finally makes you giggle.

your lover hums in satisfaction. he nuzzles his nose against yours, grinning widely as he successfully managed to coax the jealousy away— to gain his beautiful, happy girlfriend back. “there she is,” satoru coos and squeezes your cheeks together.

you huff at the feeling of your lips forced into a deformed ‘o’ shape, yet the bright smile tugging at your lips doesn’t disappear. “sorry for acting so childish,” you apologise for your own behavior. if it wasn’t for satoru taking the initiative to make it up to you, you would have given him the silent treatment.

the white-haired man shakes his head. he ruffles your hair affectionately while his lips settle on your cheek. he tenderly nibbles on the plush flesh, “no need to apologise. ‘t was cute,” he replies in a muffled voice.

satoru pulls back and his thumb brushes over the subtle mark that his teeth left on your skin. “besides,” he pinches your cheek before cocking his head to the right. your eyes follow the direction he’s looking at— which is your car window.

“i think everyone finally realised that y’re the one ‘n only girl for me.”

your heart drops as you only then remember that satoru’s car windows aren’t tinted. that means that everyone on campus probably has seen the little make out session you had with your boyfriend just now.

your eyes quickly dart around the crowded area. the way your fellow students are glancing at you - some with envy and others with embarrassment - tells you more than enough. . .

you clear your throat and try to hide your face with the sleeves of your top. you don’t know how you’re going back to university after today without facing the humiliating consequences of your (satoru’s) actions.

your shameless boyfriend sits there and grins from ear to ear, proud of his accomplishment and oblivious to your embarrassed state until you speak up again;

“. . satoru, please drive away as fast as you can.”

[celestiamour]

hiii can u pls write headcanons for choi su-bong x shy reader? ty ❤️

━━━ .°˖✧ requested by @123abc123zzz ˚₊ ⊹

ft. choi su-bong (thanos) x f! reader — squid game

╰₊✧ teaming up & flirting with a shy reader┊0.4k words

contains: thanos being thanos, shy reader obviously, it’s not actually clear if the reader actually likes thanos because i forgot about that um

➤ author's note: so sorry this is so short!

╰₊✧ most don’t notice you because of how quiet you are, but he spots you immediately and makes a beeline toward you because he has an internal radar for cute girls. when you look away the first time he approached you and flirted with you, he thought you were flustered by his way with words and that he finally scored, giving his buddies high-fives and everything at the accomplishment. although it didn’t take very long for him to figure out you behaved like that with everyone who spoke to you because of your timid nature, but he was willing to work with that and still considered the first interaction as a success because a win is a win. 

╰₊✧ keeps an arm thrown over your shoulder and keeps you in his circle knowing you were too shy to say no or to leave for another group when you were too scared to socialize with others. you become close to min-su because of this and often sit together in comfortable silence, but thanos gets jealous over it and might corner him in the bathroom at some point to tell him to back off even if it isn’t romantic. nam-gyu doesn’t like you because he hates how the boss treats you better than him when he’s the right-hand man, but is still polite towards you when you’re still part of the team. se-mi thinks you’re cute and would flirt with you too, but she’s too lazy to deal with him any more than she already does so chooses not to (not in front of him anyway). 

╰₊✧ thinks you’re super cute when you can’t even make eye contact with him and stutter when speaking back, unironically refers to you as his girl, dedicates romantic raps to you, and promises to protect you throughout the games (kinda uses you in a way though, like he takes advantage of your shyness to manipulate other players, especially the women and older players who take pity on a girl that resembles a wounded baby deer and give her extra food).

╰₊✧ might get a little frustrated with it as the games progress and encourages you to be more like him in the sense of confidence and not giving a fuck about what others think. whether or not this actually works depends on you, but he certainly makes an effort.

╰₊✧ ballroom dances with you during the mingle games idk i feel like he would have fun swinging you around as you quietly panic.