#like idk so confusing
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the way people message me or talk to me makes me question if im grieving ‘the right way’ which makes me feel guilty bc am i not grieving enough for someone who has lost their mum but then makes me feel annoyed bc this is my grief, but also scared bc idk if i have processed the death entirely and then im scared im one day just gonna break down when it hits me fully
#like it feels like people think we’re just sat at home crying or unable to face anything#but i have also learned that sometimes i don’t process emotions straight away and then later it’ll hit me#but what if i genuinely am ok and i have processed it??#like idk so confusing#it’s when i get messages when im feeling pretty good and then its like oh you must think im just depressed
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#arcaneedit#arcanedaily#arcane#arcane spoilers#jinx#jinx arcane#credits to like. lots of people that pointed these out#w the exeption of the caitlyn scene that was kind of obvious#but then it ended and i was confused BUT someone reminded me of the paralell w the first episode#and how i was kind of already expecting it since i watched a schnee video talking about it#anyway before i was trying not to give myself hope but now im fully convinced#ms#also idk if someone has already done this.. my photoshop takes so long to do stuff
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Okay okay okay.. but listen. What if Shen Yuan had a harsher System and was forced to convincingly play Shen Qingqiu, making Luo Binghe detest his existence, but when Luo Binghe returns from the abyss to enact his revenge and has Shen Qingqiu on trial at Huan Hua, unfortunately for everyone (and fortunately for us), they drug Shen Qingqiu with truth serum and accidentally spiral Shen Yuan into fanboy rampage of epic proportions about how great Luo Binghe is.
#I imagine a very confused lbh is like ‘if you liked me that much wtf did you treat me so bad’ and sy is like ‘have you ever told god no?’#truth serum makes sy blame everything on an unspecified god#idk it just sounds like it could make for entertaining crack treated seriously#I’m sure his rant is an exemplary example of peerless cucumbers legacy#svsss au#mxtx svsss#sqq svsss#svsss#svsss fanfiction#svsss fic#svsss luo binghe#svsss shen qingqiu#svsss shen yuan#svsss shitpost#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#scum villain self saving system#scum villain's self saving system#scumbag self saving system#scumbag system#luo binghe#luo bingge#mxtx hell#mxtx fandom#mxtx fanfic#bingqiu#bingqiu fanfic#peerless cucumber#danmei#danmei fandom
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girl . girl
#SHES GIVING…….. berserk 2016#uzumaki#junji ito#uzumaki anime#uzumaki junji ito#IM HOLDING OUT HOPE ITS ONLY THE SECOND EPISODE but oh my goDDDDD THE QUALITY DROP 😭#also the pacing is like. at break neck speeds. 40 Benadryl speed idk#PLEASE MOSQUITO EPISODE BE GOOD LOOK GOOD ETC AMEN 🙏 the preview for it looks good so PRAYERS#this shit should’ve at LEAST gotten like 6 episodes man 😭 why it’s only getting 4 confuses me
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Soooo…. How is Ford feeling about killing the only being that’s ever given him the affection and praise he desperately craves??
it'll be fine
#billford#gravity falls#stanford pines#gf theseus’ guide#stump art#stump asks#listen . theyre just working together idk why everyones so confused#havent any of you had a job before yeesh#he can get attention anywhere. like from keyhole#wait . no. fuck no oh god no
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baby👶 drawings. these are very dear to me rn.. 2nd pic is my Nelavis with @barvin0k's Varonur 🩵 last one is a baby bosmer and snow elf, hairiest of them all. although the bosmer was meant to be my girl Barletta too lols
#tes#skyrim#my art#oc#nelavis#barletta#😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔 babies are so sweetum ugh my heart is crumbling rn#referenced some anne g*ddes stuff for dis#i call them snow elves instead of falmer like g*lebor would want me to#i never really get to talk about my elf anatomies at length cus i'm lazy but i sprinkled some info in the first pic#altmer society is EugenicsLand so you could only tell if your child has 'good' traits when they hit puberty#ex. height and shoulder width is something very important to them#if you don't have those traits ur pretty much a failure#other elves have it easier 🤓#idk i still might make some kinda infographic for the way i picture them but umm maybe not who knows#on snow elves and bosmer the fur is still 'confused' when they're in baby stage and is pretty much everywhere#it evens out w/ age and stays on the back; neck; sides of face the most and in places where human body hair wud be#idk ummm..and i think all elves grow their nails out unless they're very intertwined with humans in their life#ex. my snelf elisif; she has her nails trimmed to be regarded as more human i guess#nails are most important to altmer tho and might be a status symbol of some kind... they like using them in combat too#it's shameful for an altmer to not have long nails for any reason but there can be exceptions#like my el*nwen that can't physically grow nails out because of burn injury#so she has fake ones on her combat gloves#it's cute#elf nails aren't as frail as human nails and are more like an animals claws (corny) but bosmers' are the sturdiest#and their nails are curved in shape. for U know. Climbing and stuff#cause dunmer and altmer etc. have straight nails. they can hit the nail salon
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a very small engiespy moment...
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 engineer#tf2 spy#engiespy#what do you guys call this ship idk i am out of the loop#yea it does say 9/11 that's my hc since it's his meet the team vid upload date LOL#this is so old i used to write so extra messy lol#i feel like i literally always have a reason for x thing but i cant for the life of me remember why i picked 1925 tho...#some tags are confused ...blnd means blonde lol
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so much happened in this whole episode but i’m still on fig infiltrating ruben’s dream, making it look like the place where his friend was murdered, and then disguising herself as kipperlilly & repeatedly saying different variants of “somebody needs to take the fall for this, and it’s not going to be me. it’s going to be you.” while adaine as the elven oracle shows up next to her. can you imagine waking up from that, the idea of a horrible truth being pinned on you by your friend to save her own skin while the personification of fate and destiny stands there, almost as a promise that this is GOING to happen to you. we don’t even know if this kid is guilty. my god.
#fantasy high#dimension 20#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high junior year#fig faeth#ruben hopclap#lucy frostblade#the rat grinders#adaine abernant#kipperlilly copperkettle#watching fig terrorize him like girl!!! we don’t even know if he’s guilty!!!!#this might just be for me but i do not think 5 teenagers willingly brutally killed their friend idk#like there just has to be some other element to it and i am very scared to find out what that was#what if they were put in a position where they felt there was/there was no other choice… like oh my god#my comedy brain is having fun but my ‘this is a teenager’ brain is in such deep distress all the time this season#the rat grinders i trust brennan to not make u cartoonishly evil so i am holding u as gently as i can in my confused shaky hands#also with the devil’s nectar i’ve been wondering why they all seem so well-adjusted & now i’m curious if they’ve been intentionally-#changing their memories in a way so that either the trauma is lesser or they think they aren’t guilty. idk#but it seems like from how gertie was talking she was making it more recently so the well adjustedness from early jy doesn’t quite add up#they could have another source maybe??? idk i’m just low stakes 4 a.m. spitballing here#there’s also the strong possibility that they’re aware of what happened but they weren’t the ones who killed lucy. idk who knows#the way you could probably devil’s nectar yourself into believing it wasn’t your fault someone died… CRAZY IMPLICATIONS!!! CRAZY IDEA!!!#anyways the bad kids & the rat grinders don’t ever have to like each other but i do wonder if at least some of those kids deserve a chance
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i <3 u not
#hey guys so#do u get it#kmfdm reference#guysss#yk like the song…#i <3 not…#ya anyways i want to make an animatic with that song bc like idk it just fits their vibe lol#TO ME AT LEAST💔#but like im soooo bad at committing to animatics the struggle is real#one day… sighs sadly looks out window#btw guys what should their ship name be#im thinking of sentronus or megasen depends on how u see em#i just dont want it to be confused with like megatrons name bc theyre so similar😭#transformers#transformers fanart#transformers art#lavesartstuff#maccadam#sentinel prime#megatronus prime#transformers one spoilers#i guess lol#transformers one#tfone
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no context comic wip [id in alt]
edit: full comic here
#sokka#atla#avatar the last airbender#sokka fanart#through gritted teeth. i will get this comic done#i really like the idea but im fighting against anatomy. both drawing wise and my own. hnggg#edit: yall im so tired idk how i confused chitter chatter with i guess just. chitter? chittering? shudder? what's the cold sfx
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will there be a point where sif no longer smile in the character menu?
nope, this is their rock bottom on the menu.
rest assured he is feeling way worse than he looks, this is just how others see him.
#one or two loops where he is so down he can't force a proper smile isn't enough to permanently change the menu face cause he reset and reset#overall he is stressed but hopeful?? confused and scared in a way? idk how to describe#siffrin? more like sif is out au
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Nother Commission in my chunky style
#commission#furry commission#commissions#art#my art#artists on tumblr#drawing#anthro#safefurwork#sfw furry#anthro art#another one mimicking my ms paint style#i am geuinelly confused that people keep asking for this style#i looked at my ms paint sketched from this year around and find my regular pieces just so much better than them? maybe its bc the style is#more unique? I do like this piece a lot! but IDK its just strange#ive been trying to define my style more for -professional marketing reasons- so maybe i should stick with something more unqiue?? IDK
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question to my punk & goth friends out there - i saw this video saying that punk and goth are not music based subcultures and as someone who isn’t really engaged in either deeply i am so confused
here are some comments ???
#punk#goth#punk music#goth music#like??? i don’t think that’s true?? there is a big diff between liking gothic art and lit etc (like me) and actually being goth#but im not goth so idk#also i feel like if u hate punk music and just like the ideology maybe ur just a leftist 😭#im confused.#mossy posts#🌿
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love how the oc asks are mainly thirsting over nyoka, then there's some Cecil kissers (ahem) and Emilio...
I mean I love him as well, he has literally my favorite signature spell ever, but my instincts tell me not to trust that man
I feel like that’s appropriate for him also in universe.
#cozy ask#twstposting#he has a net negative of being twisted from a character who is too niche.#but also really unsympathetic to an obscene degree (even if i like the guy. i hate him but i like him but-)#(I wont get into it.)#and emi himself isnt that much better he’s kind of an ass lmfao#by design of course so im not really offended.#my art#emilio estrada alvarez#el segundo strikes again.#THANK YOU FOR LIKING HIS SIGNATURE SPELL I LIKE IT TOO#Mind tho that Emilio is more heavily a 50/50 ownership split between me and oddberry.#waaay more so than the other two guys.#(maybe its 40/60 with me having 40 idk)#But i dont think anyone really cares on the specifics of that? it gets confusing anyway.
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there wasn't a slice of life moment with these idiots so i took matters into my own hands... this is my modern au (kimetsu gakuen adjacent?) hence their designs.
[captions i was too lazy to add under the cut]
#null rot#hantengu#hantengu clones#sekido#karaku#urogi#aizetsu#zohakuten#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#kimetsu gakuen#kimetsu academy#!!!! ADJACENT AUS !!!!!#tried to prevent burn out and made this! honestly... it was just supposed to be lines but then i liked colors............#its nothing too perfect but it was fun!#also yes their designs are catered to my tastes specifically#i really like them as demons....... but i also reALLY LIKE MODERN AUS.............. LIKE BROOOO BROOOOOOO WHY THE FUCK ARE THEY GHOSTS?????#FUCK OFF BRO#YOU CANNOT ADD EVERYONE EXCEPT THEM. LIKE WHAT????#i think i teased the modern au in that one mitsuri post but idk if any of you caught on#ALSO YEAH THEY ALL HAVE EARRINGS EXCEPT FOR ZO. THE OTHERS WON'T LET HIM GET ANY YET#aizetsu has his covered... orz#zohakuten and aizetsu answering diligently. urogi being way too excited. karaku who doesnt answer and instead makes everything confusing#and sekido who insults then corrects everyone whether or not he's right or wrong#do you not see how they'd be so good in a modern au... please......... PLEAAAAASEE GIVE ME MY GANGSTER FAMILY#FUCKKKKKKKKKK
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the theerapanyakul kids: how close are you with each other?
loan’s kinnporsche 2nd anniversary: favourite familial relationship: the theerapanyakul kids (insp: ½+½)
#kpanniversary2024#vegas theerapanyakul#macau theerapanyakul#kinnporsche#kinnporsche the series#tankhun theerapanyakul#kim theerapanyakul#kinn theerapanyakul#kp2anniversary#kpts#kp#loan.blr#loan.gif#loan.kp#yes this is also minor family focused (with a dash of kinnvegas fascination). that is thanks to who i am as a person.#in all honesty kinnvegas and vegasmacau are my fav platonic relationships of the shows. both so scrunchy!#imagine if you will that its macau recounting all the relationships. cause obviously vegas has a much more complicated relationship to him#that macau would perceive. but then again macau prolly sees some of the shit vegas has to shoulder for him.#but to macau vegas will always be his bestest friend.#this post is very deep if you think about it (i say. lying.)#im kidding ofc but i do kinda like the concept. you could argue with certain assessment of mine but generally the categories felt fitting#anyways. this is late but if im correct its allowed and im doing this thing where im being patient with myself.#also this is my second proper gifset and i dont think i get coloring. i vaguely understand what should happen but like.#i dont think i see what i should. i dont get colors. so these are just. idk. hopefully just a tad more vibrant and not too off color.#so. is this good? not really. but im practicing gif making! and i only get confused by ps like once an hour.
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