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vaguely-concerned · 4 months ago

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the fact that irving canonically survives through the end of asunder to be at wynne's funeral is so fucking funny to me. nothing but love and respect for MY unstoppable cockroach morally grey machiavellian mage dad!!! he's survived in his position through multiple attempted rites of annulment and blood mage plots popping up left right and center around him. the chantry keeps trying to stamp him out but his dodge game is simply out of this world, divine. civil wars, political machinations and minefields, chantry atrocities, this wily old motherfucker is dodging and weaving his way through it all, not-quite-no-hits-taken-running-it-but-honestly-close-enough-under-the-circumstances style. if solas does succeed in tearing down the veil I would fully believe that one of the like three people still alive at the end of it all would be a very weary 90 year old first enchanter irving going 'oh this shit again huh'. the maker has cursed him for his hubris and his paperwork is never finished (affectionate, it's fine he canonically loves paperwork)

#we should have had the option to leave him in the fade instead of hawke or a warden #he would've just annoyedly shuffled his way back out of there a week later #dragon age #dragon age origins #first enchanter irving #he must be SO annoying to the chantry because it's heavily implied he's made his playground #out of tirelessly finding technicalities and loopholes to exploit that they can't *quite* call him on without domino effects going off #I think first enchanter in the circle system at origins times is a position that invariably and inevitably leaves you morally compromised #but I feel he really does his best within the rules he's given to play with and personally i love him a bit for that. and also #for being an unkillable lil shit. insufferable. inconquerable in his 'I'm about to be such an annoyance to you' impish spirit.#the I'm going to suffer but guess what. so are you of it all. traumatize the chantry back #I just imagine sophia sending letters home right before the vote for independence like '...dad I am hearing some INSANE rumours out here #what the actual fuck is going on back home???'#and he's like 'nothing that you need to worry about sweetie just keep living your best life and have fun killing darkspawn <3'#(there's something that makes me feel So much about how consistently his stance is like... 'you'll always be welcome here #but the circle doesn't *need* you; go be a warden and live your life'. he managed to fineagle freedom for you somehow and won't let you #turn and glance back. not even once. I feel somehow both so abandoned and so incredibly loved it's wild)#oc: sophia amell

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hyacinthsdiamonds · 4 months ago

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I'm sorry but the irony of Nico calling Max unprofessional is sending me so bad like sir there's an entire garage full of people, who were literally in the trenches trying to survive the Brocedes fallout while just doing their jobs, who might have a few things to say about your (& Lewis') level of professionalism at that time 😭✋️

#f1 #formula 1 #formula one #max verstappen #nico rosberg #lewis hamilton #brocedes #like niki lauda had to try multiple times to literally parent trap them to try and get them on speaking terms it never worked #because one would arrive they'd see the other and the other would leave #& if i remember correctly the garage crew would swap around from race to race as a like see we aren't favouring anybody gesture 😭#and thats no shade to nico because it was both of them contributing to that environment #his comment re max is just making me laugh #like if i was a part of the pr/media team - which is a part of the degree I'm working on irl - at merc that year i would've lost the plot #like its insane reflecting on it nearly a decade later but the poor souls just trying to do their job in the eye of that storm #truly gods strongest soldiers #ngl the professional comment irks me a bit because its not like max is engaging in inappropriate work place behaviour #he's engaging in another aspect of racing that his involvement raises awareness of & that makes racing more accessible #& we all know how inaccessible not only getting into racing is but also to continue to pursue the further along you go #theres so many stories of 1 sibling giving up racing so the other can keep going because the family can't afford for them both to race #its a huge financial strain & we only see a handful of drivers talk about that & try to do something to change it #and nicos fellow sky sports commentators are routinely unprofessional on so many levels #additionally max had a lot of valid reasons to be annoyed at his team today #but alas he's not english so he's ungrateful #i hate that drivers can't criticise their teams or car without immediately being branded as bratty & ungrateful #ESPECIALLY WHEN THEIR JOB IS TO GIVE FEEDBACK #you can see the double standards from sky when say Lando or George have complaints with their team/car v the likes of Max and Yuki #especially Yuki my god the things i would do to get the British media to leave him alone #this was a jokey post at one point and then became a rant whoops lmao #I'll leave it that before i write an actual essay here 😭✋️

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nyxypoo · 4 months ago

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this line is crazy long, i won't be quiet

going to an amusement park, might be quiet for once

#like i'm actually going insane in here #it's the only reason i came but did it have to be this long #crying and clinging onto humanity #the line has no right being as long as it is #its fine tho cuz it's inside #and the walls are cute #HELP SOMEONE DROPPED THIER WATER BOTTLE AND IT WAS SO LOUD #IM CRYINGGGG #☆— yapping

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haarute · 6 months ago

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please share!!

previous poll

#again!#jojo's bizarre adventure #jojo #jjba #tumblr poll #please share!#i have also laid out a clever trap i think and it's not an um actually technicality like last time so i'm happy with this <3 #also #jojo spoilers #jjba spoilers #in case someone is going through it right now and the insane shit listed here actually does make enough sense for it to be a spoiler

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kdelarenta · 2 months ago

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the urge to write the most toe curling slightly controversial gwayne hightower fanfic is so STRONG. 😃‼️

#i'm actually going insane over this man #i have searched wattpad tumblr and ao3 for fanfics of this man #like why is there so little 😭😭😭#and by slightly controversial i mean not really compared to some of the stuff i've been on here so 😭😭😭#someone save me from this haunting #hotd #house of the dragon #gwayne hightower #gwayne hightower x reader #clown.txt

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imerian · 2 months ago

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My (very old) loscar brooch (?) that i just now made doodles for

More pictures under cut

#loscar #logan sargeant #ls2 #oscar piastri #op81 #and now starts the rant #my fave detail is probably tge eye. there few beads like this and they were laying around until my friend said that they look loscar relate #so o started making making whole thing around that bc in my opinion it's genius (also sorry this is gonna have extremely long tags bc i had #run out of them once. maximum is 30 apparently)#I'll go by lains from here so first obviously eagle. i think it's hilarious and what's even funnier is that i bought those charms before #even knowing who Logan was. just for shit and giggles #also to coala i added a bead on top to somewhat match the height #also i love mixing up their colours bc I'm insane about that. how they ideal negatives of eachother and how orange fits logan while blue-os #so i also mixed it up with those animals charms and their attachments here #next stop - oscar lane. there not a lot of black which is bas but at least last heart is actually black. beads above it represents eyes #(you can see with doodles) and next one is for his hair but i couldn't find how to show it #and round see through bead i use for his helmet bc it shines with red yellow and blue #middle part - i talked about the eye but also beads above it. i tried to match tones so they won't clash #then fish and i love that it's in form of heart bc i associate both of them with water so much i needed something here #and bead underneath that is for Logan eyes ofc. for doodles there tried to use brown so oscar would have blond/logan brown but didn't work #AND READ HEART. “-WELL IT'S NOT YELLOW” “PREMA RED THEN?”#as you can see I'm totally normal about their prema times plus i love how it stands out with everything else and can be read as #usual meaning of red hearts. also made out of corals so it fits them too #and last but not least - Logan my beloved #first and foremost STARS #I added as much as humanly possible party bc of American meme party bc i fucking love stars and associate him with them #also added all williams shades of blue and even white so it covers all that #okay no I lied a bit bc i used a button for their dark blue #another thing i would like to mention is metal ring bc it has extremely small hearts on it that you need to look for to notice #I HIT LIMIT FUCK.last thing to say is how I tried to play with circles in middle of every lane. okay goodbye

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harrowscore · 7 months ago

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can't believe a show based on a videogame (usually games adaptations are notoriously bad, which isn't the case here tho) gave me the beauty and the beast/twisted mirrors/enemies to traveling companions/ruthless antihero+optmistic but still badass heroine who takes none of his shit/age gap but make it sexy dynamic of my dreams. as much as i love maximus and i think he deserves the best writing ever because 1. he's a clever deconstruction of the aspiring Knight bro who's actually a bit of a loser and, as much as lucy, sees the world in black&white at first and then doesn't get what he thought he wanted but what he needs (or at least i hope he'll eventually get it), and 2. he's a cutie and i want an epic love story for him too, it's very funny how they tried to give us a puppy kind of romance and the tumblr girlies still fixated on the "toxic ~she bites his finger off and he cuts hers off and sews it on his hand in what we'll pretend it's a symbolic marriage rings exchange or whatever~ asshole who used to be a nice guy/good girl™ with a lot of spunk and hidden anger but unshakeable morals" kind of relationship.

#mind you idt the writers will ever have the guts to go for this pair or anything and i'm perfectly okay with the maximus/lucy romance #but still. they tried to give us the wholesome love story between two cuties with a killer side #and the fandom went ~mmmh we kinda want for that girl and the noseless radioactive ghoul to fuck nasty actually #shhdhdhf i'm sorry but this was so predictable to me. conosco i miei polli #also. i don't fully understand those who see it as a father/daughter thing? just because it worked on tlos #doesn't mean we need the same kind of dynamic here #1. despite him being an actual father (or at least. he was 200+ years ago) i've never seen a less paternal character than the ghoul lmao #2. lucy is an adult woman. young but in her mid twenties i guess? cooper had (and maybe still has) a daughter but the kid was like. 6 or 7?#lucy doesn't need a daddy she's a grown up. stop infantilizing women all the freaking time #let them be fully equals!! let them be bickering road trip companions/a killer squad/tentative allies who eventually form a real bond #i SWEAR if the writers go full parent/child bs with them in s2 because they're more popular #(at least on ao3. i don't expect the same level of insanity from the general audience)#than the canon ship i'll riot. idt they will but still #..... maybe they should go for a hot max/lucy/coop polycule instead. that would be interesting lmao #vaultghoul #fallout #val rambles in the tags #val speaks #txt

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daily-xisuma · 11 days ago

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[152] Rewatched some jojo episodes today :-)

#152 #xisuma #xisumavoid #daily xisuma #hermitcraft #technically I also watched some yesterday but shhhh #I forget how insane fizzy is. like oh my GOD #also oh yeah I totally don't call anyone but dio (and also gappy but that's because gappy isn't real to me) by their actual name #this happened because before I started watching jjba I hated it with a burning passion and one thing led to another #I don't actually remember why I remembered its existence. I got here via jojo fighting game my beloved (I'm so bad but I will become great)#I play as watermelon :D #but anyway yeah I watched a couple part 2 and a couple part 4 episodes #go duck's hat I guess. I think about it sometimes

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gingermintpepper · 3 months ago

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I would really like to read one piece of writing, amateur or not, that features Apollo and Zeus having a positive relationship. One. Any one. It could be 30 words long for all I care. I just need confirmation that one other writer actively producing content in the Greek Mythology sector doesn't think of Apollo as Zeus' toy, sexual or otherwise, or of Zeus purposefully surpressing Apollo because he doesn't want him to surpass his power, or of Apollo only being obedient to his father over all else because of fear and physical abuse, or of any other reason possibly invented except some sort of mutual understanding and respect.

It should not be this difficult to find content where they do not hate each other.

#ginger rambles #I am at the end of my rope actually #None of my stuff is long enough to post on ao3 but fuck it I'll just post wips here #This is ridiculous #Like categorically ridiculous I feel like I'm going insane #One or two Apollo whumps is fine #cool even when written well #but oh my god everything?? All of it???#Really???#Shoutout to that one fic on ao3 that was doing snapshots of Zeus being a good dad to all his kids #And just hasn't got around to the Apollo chapter yet #I am praying for you Author you hold one of my last threads of sanity #I'll post some stuff about Apollo and Zeus in the early days sometime soon #I'm actually just flat out annoyed now lol #zeus #apollo #writing

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thelaurenshippen · 6 months ago

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the way that silver said "I will stand here with you an hour, a day, a year" to flint and "I will wait a day, a month, a year, forever" to madi....I'm sick to my stomach. who is doing unhinged devotion like this man

#I have no doubt this exact post was made ten years ago or whenever the finale aired #but I'M NEW HERE #black sails #black sails spoilers #lauren feels things #the way that silver is just like...'oh there's a strong willed person who wants to change the entire world with their strong will?'#guess they're my life now!#the way that flint and madi are sooooooo similar #except that silver diagnoses flint perfectly! he mostly just wants to burn the world!#whereas madi actually has true strength of conviction and ideals #and silver #who has been living with james 'my way or the highway but also if you outsmart me I might grudgingly respect you #but my whims are going to be IMPOSSIBLE to understand or track' flint #sees madi and is like 'yeah she'll be mad for a little while but we'll move past it'#and maybe they do! but he soooo miscalculates I love it #also the way that he looks at madi when she is looking at flint after they're all safe #is........so insane #loves her knows she loves him #is obsessed with flint #and yet the fact that madi respects and trusts flint #and that they share so much naturally in their thinking that silver has hard won #drives him craazyyyyyy #ANYWAY I'M UNWELL CAN YOU TELL

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givemewallywestorgivemedeath · 2 years ago

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There are only so many fanfics that use the entirety of DC as cardboard cutouts to prop up bat family characters that I can read before I go berserk.

I swear to god. Every character that has ever been shipped with a bat or coexists on the same team as a bat is owed an apology.

How many Young Justice fanfics that solely revolve around Tim must exist? How many Titans fanfics centered only on Dick? Why is it a herculean task to find a Justice League fanfic without Bruce as the main character?

And then even when you do find a fic that seems like it's balanced, everything still revolves around the bat. Like Kon, Cassie and Bart have nothing else going on in their lives except Tim and Tim's issues or thinking about Tim. Like Donna and Wally and Roy just cannot function if they aren't spending every waking moment thinking about Dick.

I'm... Guys. I'm at my limit. I swear to god. We need to make a Batman tag and surgically remove all these fics and quarantine them there. We'll keep the actual DC fics and they can do whatever the fuck they want in their own tag. It's getting ridiculous how hard it is to find fanfic that's actually DC related and isn't just 'The BatFam Show'.

#im going INSANE #i literally just have to filter out the batfam characters at this point #and even that doesn't help sometimes #holy shit guys what is GOING ON #seriously if i see one more fic thats all 'haha the justice league meets the batfam and they're so shocked! 😯 because they're crazy 🤣'#i don't know how to explain to you people that THEY HAVE SEEN WEIRDER #a bunch of ninja kids aren't even making the top ten weirdest moments my dude. like. at all.#not even remotely #i can't stress ENOUGH how normal that would be to them #anyway im going fucking bonkers over here #dc #dc comics #or god fucking damnit the YJ fics that literally just have Kon's life revolving around Tim #and Cassie and Bart are just background scenary. and only exist to push Kon and Tim together. I'm going to go fucking nuts #ship whoever you want but at least have the character have an actual character beyond 'love interest'#also jfc. every. single. birdflash fic. that has Wally just be a love interest with literally nothing fucking else going on #except his relationship with Dick. work? family? life? villains?? nope! no he's just madly in love with Dick and cute and thats it!#im GOING INSANE

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this-is-a-love-story-isnt-it · 1 month ago

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Lois and Clark 2x13

#lois and clark: the new adventures of superman #lois and clark #tnaos #my gifs #my gifs: tnaos #they crashed into each other in the dark #after one of the lamps blew out #Lois stroking his pec is actually insane #it feels so intimate to me #like who does that to their friend who they are on an almost-first date with?#As easy as it would be to have them make out here or even go further than that #I'm kind of glad they didn't #and I love the way he's making it a point to not touch her and get too intimate #i mean i guess first of all they're WORKING doing surveillance #so they can't just make out #but they're also drinking wine so where's the line? lol #but also I like that they're being cautious #like at least they're making steps towards a relationship #but not rushing the intimacy part #although I think Lois would have crossed that line #if he didn't say 'i guess so' when she said 'I guess I should get up'#but ALSO we don't find out until s3 that Clark is a virgin bc he'd been waiting for the right person #and even tho Clark knew the second he first saw her that she is his person #Lois doesn't know that yet #and they're nowhere near making a commitment #and he's still not ready to even tell her he's Superman #someday I'm going to write an essay about Clark wanting wait until they're married to have sex #because I have big feelings about it :')#krista watches tnaos #dctv

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bucket-puns · 8 days ago

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Old limbus women but one of them is my OC LMAOOOO

#bart #limbus company #limbus company oc #her name is Eglantine if you rly wanna finally know #she has more issues than she has atoms #lcb oc #ahab limbus company #lcb ahab #Eglantine is like if you put all the radiation made by humanity and put it in a old woman #she has beef with everyone that isn't her late wife and late child LMAOOO #i dont count that fuckass eye wrinkle as hag shit okay. i dont count outis and you cant fucking make me and i dont count hermann #old white people get insanely dusty its actually scary #also its a way of me shooting out my little play on ahab. shes kinda low-key infected by the pallidifcation but yknow...its ahab #everyone knows her deteriorating mass but its almost as if she has infested her own insanity as her faith which she has #thats just normal #and Eglantine....she has a severe hatred for those that exhibit a sort of almighty thought process in anyway #i almost just gave up a shit ton of Eglantine lore but naur....not yet #i need to reblog some other stuff up in here #these two will NEVER interact but like i took some liberties and Eglantine is about to attack ahab #Eglantine not being able to justify shit normally so she sees some shit and is jsut “close enough. welcome back holy ones”#I'm going to be specifically abnormal about pallidification hope y'all are readt #im a fucking weirdo when ut comes to anatomy and how the body works with said shit among other things

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moe-broey · 2 months ago

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Back to what I do best (bare minimum Putting My Guys In Situations shitposts) 😌

Inspo under cut!!!

#fire emblem #feh #got so mad at my other thing i finished this one out of spite.#this shitpost is also what spurred on my recent fairy posts! really really funny and unironically cool #how shitpost redraws can just. help you get a better feel for a chara and/or their dynamics w other charas #or in this case makes you REALLY think about them like!!! yeah haha funny plumeria hatemail #but like how am i gonna draw her actually? how am i gonna portray her? i need to figure these things out as i go #which led to my redesign and oops! uh oh! she's in my brain now. she's taking on a life of her own.#i def needed the break/detour though... if i ever want to get to my fairy lore i have to. develop the fairy lore.#also kind of fucked up and evil i think i finally hit a point where i was tired of drawing alfonse. insane.#to be fair... that other project i've been working on.... has hands.#again just a much needed break/shifting of gears. it was a lot of fun!!!!!#this was a rush job though i will admit that. again. finished out of Spite.#okay okay now that i'm done complaining. about the piece itself i feel like i have to say #THE CHARACTERIZATION... IS SO PEAK SILLY HERE I LOVE IT SO MUCH. ESPPP SHARENA #sharena just being a yes man to moe. bc they're besties she HAS to be in its corner and defend its good name!!! 😤😤😤#moe just. being oppositional just for the sake of it. guy who loves to just Say Things so long as it gets a good reaction.#(CAN GO. SO POORLY FOR IT.)#alfonse.#i just loooove... putting guys in situations... it's soooooo fun #fe plumeria #sharena #fe alfonse #moe tag #summoner oc #my art #my comics

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kindahoping4forever · 7 months ago

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Ashton performing with Eternity Speedway @ Desert 5 Spot LA - 11 April 2024

#ok hi i actually went insane finding watching and editing these clips in case you were wondering #5sos #5 seconds of summer #ashton #ashton irwin #eternity speedway #video #kh4f post #like ok ok ok #there were so many reasons why i didn't even consider going down there tonight #but i sure would have thought about it a little more if i knew Ashton singing (whilst! drumming! WHILST!) the eagles was in play 😭😭😭😭#also that hungry heart cover is actually insane #this setlist is actually so good #those who have suffered thru many an ig story of my spotify daylist will understand why this speaks to my silly lil classic rock heart #anyways this looks like it was a lot of fun for crowd and band alike and i love that for all #also PSA i have finally and officially divorced myself from Twitter (it feels so good omfg)#so while i doubt they're into this content (lmao) if anyone comes across anything over there that i missed here pls pass it along 🫶🏻#but IG served up a lot more content than i expected tbqh so I'm v pleased with the night's offerings #but fr Eternity Speedway pls don't be a fly by night one off like Heaven Electric turned out to be I need more of this in my life ohmygod

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undead-moth · 4 months ago

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I seriously have to stop looking in the tag hoping to see sydcarmy shippers shipping sydcarmy because they’re sydcarmy shippers who ship sydcarmy because like

It’s season 3!! It’s season 3 and they were strangers in season 1!! He is her boss!!! And now he’s just gone through a devastating breakup!!! At the same time he opened a restaurant!!!! Do you think now is the time????? Do you seriously think now makes sense narratively?????

How have so many of you abandoned a ship so quickly when there are so so so so so many valid reasons for this ship to not be canon yet????

Are you kidding me? It takes this little for you to “give up hope”? It takes this little for you to come to the conclusion the writers don’t know how to write? They won fucking Emmies are you for real right now? Tell me you’re joking tell me you’re joking before I lose my mind.

The writers are not leading you on. The writers are not teasing you. They aren’t fucking with you. They aren’t confused, or lost, or fucking up. Their show isn’t a game to them.

Honestly they’re PROBABLY annoyed that so many people seem to think their work of art is a fucking dating sim!!! This show does not exist to make your ship canon!!!

Nor does it need to be canon for it to be your ship!! Oh my god! You don’t have to “give up” SydCarmy oh my god.

Please. Please engage with a story as though it is a story. As though the story is the point. Please. Please for the love of God you’ll thank me for it later.

#the bear #sydcarmy #I'm going insane #please if you're pissed about this season of The Bear just watch worse shows #there are so many shows that will canonize your ship for you even if it doesn't really make sense to and even if it's not really realistic #and even if their relationship is only half developed and even if it narratively doesn't make sense to yet #like there are so many shows that actually do just make characters get together because why not and there's nothing being said and no point #being made about relationships or love in general like there are just so many shows that are just churning shit out that says nothing and #has no meaning or point and that only cares about keeping people watching and will just make your ship canon for you #if that's what you want watch a different show any other show like literally why are you here why are you watching The Bear if that's what #you're looking for this is not that show this show is trying to actually say something and it's trying to mean something like please

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