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so my partner broke up with me
#they had the audacity to say i want a break#and of course i’m not going to ask them to make it permanent#but i’m sure it’s going to be#the last six weeks have been bad#and the past two or three days have been terrible#and yet they said if i hadn’t accused them of lying today then they wouldn’t have broken up with me???#like maybe not today sure but they definitely would have sometime soon#it still hurts a lot though#even knowing it was probably going to happen soon#also for context the lying thing is they lied about something a bit insignificant which i wasn’t mad at them i just wanted an explanation#so i asked them why they lied#and they kept asking me how dare i call them a liar#like i’m sorry but you did lie????#and then they didn’t even give me an explanation#they just said i can’t tolerate someone i love calling me a liar#and i don’t understand what i did wrong#i just wanted an explanation
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It never ceases to amaze me about how many different dehumanizing labels Dream is cast in. The tyrant, the green boy, the bad guy, the wrong’un, the villain, a psycho, psychopath (which tbh are already rather kinda extreme for his supposed crimes especially at the beginning when they started). But then they go further, calling him a snake thing, pure evil, a monster [clip], a freaking ghoul [clip], even to the point of calling him Lucifer in the finale - The Biblical incarnate of evil [clip].
And what’s really interesting is the inconsistency in which Dream reacts - because on one hand he should stand up for himself, but on the other maybe he should just lean into it and maybe they’ll leave him alone. Maybe the fear and label can be his defense instead of their offense. And that gives him control over it, turns him from the victim to the victor.
In the disc confrontation, Tommy calls him pure evil and asks “how do you sleep at night”, to which he responds “just fine” [clip] {oddly, directly contradicting his comment to Techno about no sleeping btw lol…}. Later, he talks about building the prison with a “little bit of evil” but then counters Tommy’s accusation of calling him evil again with “evil is in the eye of the beholder” and “you’re evil to me” [clip].
In the finale, towards the end, Tommy talks about how he saw Dream as nothing but The villain but that isn’t true, and surprisingly Dream disagrees by saying “I am. I tortured you” [clip] {also contradicting what he says to Sam in Daedalus…}. Which is interesting. In the finale, he also makes statements like ‘we can’t because we’re soo evil’ and “we have done plenty of evil evil things” [clip] (which Punz actually counters with “not for no reason.”) But in instances when they call him a psycho and psychopath he has a different reaction saying “huh, I mean, I wouldn’t say that,” [clip] “I’m not a psycho. Everything I do is deliberate” [clip] and, in the finale, “you guys are psychos. You broke in and tried—and killed me in my own house—the prison.” [clip]
One of the keys here I think is the distinction of having reasons - he’s not evil for kicks, he has a reason and motive and logic behind it. Something, in the finale, he questions whether Tommy has, first because he broke in and killed him unfounded and then towards the end of the stream asking about why he constantly steals and griefs and stuff, “why are you trying to ruin everything all the time.” [clip] - What was your reason? Because that mattered to Dream, someone can do evil things but they have their reasons, it’s when they don’t that they are more so truly evil.
He may have done evil things, he may even be the villain, but in his mind he’s not a psycho or pure evil, or a monster because he has reasons, there is a reason he did the things he did, there is a reason he ended up here. Not that those make his deeds justified and less evil (like Sam and Quackity more so believe) but that just makes him a person, who sure does evil, but also feels, and has reasons, desires, and motivations…etc. Just like everyone else. He doesn’t even see Quackity, who confessed to being sadistic and spent months torturing him, as pure evil or even a psychopath instead saying sarcastically in Daedalus, “like Quackity ‘cause he’s full of feelings… He’s totally not a sociopath…” because that distinction between sociopath and psychopath in Dream’s mind is important. Quackity is a bad person but he isn’t the embodiment of evil, he’s just a person who did evil things.
During the first war, Wilbur calls him a little lizard snake thing, to which Dream responds “I’m powerful” [clip]. Which is strange and kinda sad to me that despite being called an actual animal(s), one more importantly often representing evil like Lucifer the snake, he doesn’t counteract it. Maybe because he’s tired of Wilbur calling him similar dehumanizing terms or tired of arguing with Wilbur in general, since everyone believes him anyways. Regardless, he instead rephrases Wilbur’s words - maybe I am a lizard or a snake but you better not step on me because I am venomous and powerful. Which aligns pretty well with his monologue [transcript] where he talks about “Do snakes just bite?” or is there a reason. Because maybe he can’t change Wilbur and Tommy’s metaphor and maybe he can’t change the label of evil despite his attempts because everyone believes them instead, but maybe he can try and use their own words to defend himself. Maybe then they’ll see him as an actual person. {or not…}
#i hope this makes sense I’m not sure I did a good job expressing what I mean but I tried… this has been on my mind for a while#dsmp#c!dream#dreblr#dream smp#dsmp analysis#no one does it like c!dream#dsmpblr#dsmp dream#pandora's vault#did someone order an essay?#this is fine#aghdbnabdbbd god I’m sorry it just… how is he the bully again? heh?… like damn talk about name calling#no lie when Tommy called Dream Lucifer I laughed out loud before class in a college class room and got stares XD LOL… like bruh for real?#dsmp lore#snake monologue#some snakes just bite do you do I? not even once?……
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drdttober day twelve - traditional clothing
#drdt#danganronpa despair time#drdttober#drdttober2023#drdttober 2023#hu jing#i passed out for 6 hours this evening are you proud everyone#11:50 BABEY#i did my best to see if this was culturally appropriate (in the like 20 min i had to check) so i THINK this is ok but i’m not chinese#so like. LMK IF IM VIOLATING ANYTHING!! Pls#other than that#i apologize for the lower quality in these past few days! iva had a lot more overtime and was also sick for a while so my sleep schedule#is. fine#(lie)#it’ll hopefully get better soon sorry again#i’m planning on doing a drdt general post towards after october ends as like a review thing#i’ll probably include like my favorite piece that i made#least favorite#ect#i’ll explain more there! thank you for reading these tags#often times i want to talk in the original posts too. but like. i’m keeping up the#format so..
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this is a test
#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like#what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or#smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140#haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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ok who else dislikes wriothesley immensely
#✦ . ⁺ ⏳ i. house of the hearth.#he’s cool but i can’t forgive him for how he treated lyney/lynette/freminet sorry..#maybe he can redeem himself later but!#i know where my loyalties lie. and they lie with those three idc idc#can u imagine causing someone extreme mental distress and then just turning around and sipping tea like nothing happened#“he’s slowly getting pickled out in the brine”#and the fact that the traveler and paimon are on good terms w/ him and sigewinne after??#like girl no you literally fuckin tranquilized lyney that’s not cool 😭😭 idc WHY you did it#the fact that we were on good terms w/ sigewinne and wriothesley right after the archon quest#but had to do lyney’s story quest to be on good terms with him again#not. cool. i would’ve switched those honestly#maybe i’m just a fatui liker i can’t help it 👎#they’re just.. they’re cool okay..
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numerology😍
#original<3#hi did you know 23 is coolio number because 2+3=5 which is my old favourite number so 23.5 is super coolio and then#i’ve only ever given the full-depth description to 1 person so 23.51 is the coolest ngl#and then 73 stages of grief because 7+3=10 which i’d personally associate with new begginings#and then after 73 you get to 74 (peace) and 7+4=11 so you go to 11 and that’s a spiritual number so it’s kind of like repairing your spirit#in a way kinda maybe idk i’m going crazy that’s a lie i’ve been crazy#crazy? i was crazy once. they locked me in a room with rats. rubber rats.#i forgor the rest of it sorrt not sorry ig
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I swear trying to avoid spoilers for inside out 2 is like trying not to step on land mines during war!!!!
It’s everywhere!!!
The “joy’s delusional” scene is one I can’t escape. I can’t go to theaters but it isn’t on Disney+ yet. AAJSJKSMSKS I HATE THIS GUYS
It’s on YouTube, TikTok, instagram, tumblr, I thought at least tumblr would be safe due to the fact I sort via tags, BUT IT SLIPS THROUGH MY TAGS WTF HOW DID THAT HAPPEN?????!?!?!!!!!??!!?
#inside out 2#inside out anger#not gonna tell you to stop posting spoilers#but#like#not so much#please#RAHHHHHH#hajamsks#kaoalk#lhsb#hsnnj#jhsnmopjksjsjs#jksjsksjksjs#ahahai#jsksjakna#insksosjw#jaidhdhj#nsjsk#jails#w#I see this life like a swinging vine swing my heart across the line in my face is flashing signs seek it out and yes shall find old but I’m#not that old young but I’m not that bold and I don’t think the world is sold on just doing what we’re told I feel something so right bout#doing the wrong thing#and I feel something so wrong bout doing the right thing#I couldn’t lie couldn’t lie couldn’t lie#everything that kills me makes me feel alive#I can’t believe I just did that#I am sorry#lol
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#uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#rambles#i don’t know if i can call my best friend my best friend anymore#its so weird but like we’ve grown apart so much#she got a girlfriend and found someone else to share things with which is like. i get it#but like. i’m also here ho we were best friends! do you remember me ?#hi*#we can go full weeks without texting each other#and i told her btw. like hey i feel like we’re not talking a lot anymore!#and she did nothing#i am also supposed to go to the eras tour with her hahahahahha#aghhhhhhhh friendships are sooooo complicated sometimes.#idk this situation has been going on for months and it’s not getting better#and i think i am avoiding blowing it up bc. again. we’re supposed to go to eras together.#our song is seven !!!!!!!#this is breaking my heart a bit not gonna lie#ok enough over sharing for a month#but like. i am soooo afraid of being alone#like if we end up… distant acquaintances who would i talk to?#she isn’t going to like. stop knowing me and everything about me#we shared so much!!!!! it is breaking my heart yeah .#OK ENOUGHHHHHHH OBERSHARING#sorry
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no, i think i get it now
through no fault of his own, gojo was so busy becoming “the strongest” that he didn’t realize he wasn’t there for geto when geto needed it the most.
when geto said “are you gojo satoru because you’re the strongest? or are you the strongest because you’re gojo satoru?” he was intentially trying to hurt gojo. the context and the subtext is important.
gojo was BORN to be the strongest, whether he wanted to be or not. some people are born with blue eyes, some with brown. and some people are born the strongest. that’s what gojo’s strength is like to himself. it’s a part of him, but it’s not who he is. when he was friends with geto, they were close despite that fact. it’s one of the first times someone stood side by side with gojo and didn’t really care if he was the strongest or not.
throughout his life, everyone else hates gojo for something he didn’t ask for. something that he can’t change or give up but something that he was born as. they all stare at him like some kind of circus freak, either in disgust, or in awe.
and geto just says “it’s because you’re too strong.” but they BOTH know that’s a lie. what geto is actually saying is “i’ve decided that you aren’t gojo satoru, the person i’ve loved and lost and fought with side by side anymore. i’ve decided i don’t want you in my life anymore. i’m saying the words that hurt you the most, because i hate you.”
and gojo is angry because his best friend, someone he loves, has just decided to have nothing to do with gojo anymore. it was like a sudden break up because he didn’t give a reason. he gave his reason for leaving jujutsu society but not why he didn’t tell gojo any of it.
tldr: gojo is asking “why didn’t you rely on me? aren’t we friends? why did you choose to go through this all on your own? why didn’t you tell me anything? i thought we were friends!”
and geto is saying “i hate you, just like everyone else. you’re the strongest. you’re not my friend. you’re barely even human. you wouldn’t understand.”
and geto’s saying that because gojo was practicing and training and getting stronger and wasn’t there when geto needed him to be there. and it wasn’t gojo’s fault, he was doing what he was supposed to be doing. gojo wanted to be there but geto chose to shut him out
#jjk#jjk satosugu#idk it’s just that it’s like every big friend official breakup#it hurts worse than a lot of true breakups imo#bc it’s never ‘this isn’t working out’ but it’s more ‘the kind of person you are isn’t good enough to be my friend anymore’#and geto was depressed but just like it always is for people with depression#no one around him could see that he was drowning#and even if they did there’s nothing they could have done to fix that#a reminder to always check on your friends when they seem like they’re getting distant or like you haven’t heard from them in a while#they might be planning to commit mass murder u never know#that last part was a joke#but really if they don’t seem okay they usually lie about it#so just make an effort to be by them at their side and eventually they’ll realize that#you really do care enough to be there for them at their worst#and they’ll tell you#the most important thing you can do is be there#it’s not about what you say to them#but it’s about not letting them go even when their hands are too tired to hang on to you#sorry ya’ll. i’m going thru it and that scene really got to me#remember hurting people hurt people#and it’s not on you to fix them but it can help you understand
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thanks for that post. 10 years of medical training, humiliation and exams, followed by lack of employment due to cutbacks to healthcare, just so I can read your reblogged little post about how doctors say they know everything and humiliate patients. And the notes about how all doctors do is tell people they're fat. Which of course is the truth 100% of the time. Right. Great. Good to know nothing I ever did amounted to anything, that my own generation hates me. Thanks for that, thanks for the anxiety attack, for making me cry on the bus home, you shitbrick. There's no good doctors, mate, you're absolutely right. This doesn't hurt anyone, we don't try to go into this field because we care, because we want to help. We just want power and money, right? Because we're famously overpaid, us the doctors? True, right? Love and peace. I wish you the best. I'm going to fucking kill myself
crazy how you’re studying to become a doctor when you can’t read
#ask#are you fr#in that post i literally noted that i have had good doctors that have helped me very much#but yes it’s all my fault you’re feeling this way. GO TO THERAPY#look im not looking to be mean. but you clearly misinterpreted my post#took it extremely personally#and then sent me this unhinged ask saying youre gonna kill yourself bc i made a post discussing how a field you happen to be in#sometimes hurts people and its a systemic issue#yes all doctors are horrible money grubbing little bastards who do nothing but lie. thats exactly what i said no misinterpretation there#dawg if ten years of dedicating your life to something can be cut down by one person on the internet#giving critique and sharing their experience#then well i dont know what to tell you. that sounds like a personal issue#sorry if youre feeling bad but i need you to realize that this is a deeply weird message to send to a complete stranger#if you would allow me to play doctor for a moment. i think you could maybe use a good long nights sleep and a snack with protein#maybe i worded the post badly. and i’m sorry if i did. i could have done better. but this is not a fucking appropriate response#you could simply open a dialogue and ask me to elaborate#ya know. learn from patient experiences so you can be a better doctor#i would have been happy to have a conversation about it and explain what i meant#but now you called me a shitbrick and blamed me for your depressive episode so. now i’m not being nice
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actually circling back to bitching about fanon, one thing that drives me up a fucking wall is when ppl that have never read the comics get corrected on something not being canon and they say “oh well there are a lot of different continuities and i know that this is canon in some of them” well. no. in no continuities except your own mind. at least own the fact that it’s made up.
#i once saw someone say this about the Stalker Tim thing#like is it canon in another continuity or did you just read it in a fanfic once and assume it was true?#okay sorry i’m done being mean (lie)
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Happy Birthday Mizuha!!! 4/6
(I’m a little late to the party sorry 💔)
#Mizuha#my art#fumetsu no anata e#to your eternity#to you the immortal#this is my first time drawing her face is it obvious lol#the Fnae eyes are so fun to draw and color in but especially the descendants bc I have to layer like 3 colors to get it juuuuust right#not that it translates super well when I take a picture on my phone so sorry for the quality but#I’m trying to prioritize having fun with art and boy did I have a lot of fun with this one#this honestly took a little while bc all I had was volume 14#and I can’t even lie something about the way she behaves in that one made me feel a little sick so I couldn’t look at her for too long#not to mention there weren’t that many great shots I could use as reference so#I had to wait til I could swap for volume 13 and 15 with my boyfriend#worth the wait tbh she was VERY fun#anyway I’m just rambling at this point but I really liked this one little outfit she was wearing with the big collar#I think they’re called Peter Pan Collars or something like that not sure#and then the teeny tiny cardigan that she fit underneath it like how cute Mizuha. this is a fit she wanted to meet Hanna in lol#can’t wait to see this one in color tho cuz I just guessed on the dress#also ik the caption is referencing how she’s good at everything but this is supposed to be her like#a year after her disastrous birthday in the manga lol#ok I’m definitely rambling now byeeeeeeeeee!!!!
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called out at work as an astarion girlie
#how did he know. he just guessed.#i’m nothing if not painfully obvious i guess#it’s just like. he’s just like me for real#covering your trauma w flirtatious flippancy is sooooo. me#just assuming you get through life by grinning and bearing it ! when you could be happy instead !#‘the worst thing isn’t that he (cazador) did it it’s that he did it to ME’#AAHHHHH ASTARION I LOVE YOU#the few times he’s mentions his past and seducing ppl for cazador makes me insane#like he sounds so pained the whole time but tries so hard to play it off#like well it was over quick enough anyway !#and then u find that blood lady in moonrise who wants him to bite her#and if you say fuck off dude he’s his own Man#ar camp later he’s like. almost surprised that you said that!! and was even like talking you and him into it after the fact#like it would have been worth what she was offering whats one more time ha ha 🥲#OR (im sorry i can’t stop) when you find the drow twins and they’re like we could all fuck ?#he says oooo my love im not sure im ready for that again.#and he sounds NERVOUS. and APOLOGETIC. like IM going to be upset?!#and you can say that pretty much and he’s like i hate it when you’re nice ew……..thank you <3#MY POOR BOY. my GOD. ohhhhh.#i gotta go lie down i thought about astarion too hard it gave me brain damage
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✨CME Spoilers✨
i’m sorry but if evolution’s entire plan for rebecca at the end was to have her be so,,, cold?? uncaring?? just a genuinely awful person??,, at the end then,,, i would have rather had tara not have a girlfriend lmao
and I feel so stupid because I know I just know the literal only reason they even had this storyline in evolution was just to pay some sort of weak ass “fan service” to the queer fans or the fans hoping for a canonical queer character and i fell for believing they would ever have their relationship go anywhere
their intentions were never to have tara and rebecca work out because god forbid a queer person on this show ever does!?!!
#please let someone tell me something about tara’s past relationship i’m begging someone to try me like that#it just seemed so pointless#that cancer plot with will went further than the tara x rebecca line did lmao#like I would not have thought by the end of the show I would be rooting for tara to fight this woman#i’m juat so Upset#it seemed so unnecessarily cruel the entire way through#idk gang#they had me in the first half not gonna lie#second half of this series was weak as fuck sorry#criminal minds evolution#cme#cme spoilers#criminal minds evolution spoilers#tara lewis deserved better she really did#i’m so sorry those writers did you dirty sweetie oh my god#tara lewis
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#did philosophytube assault contrapoints#i heard a rumor#although#well#let me not mince words. philosophytube is brickier. i mean i couldn’t judge. check my selfies#so it wouldn’t surprise me that someone would just lie about it#you’re under immediate scrutiny if you don’t pass. And they lie and say anything about it#oh gender isn’t enforced in the west. oh men who dress in women’s clothing are always celebrated#straight fucking lies from the people who want to lynch you#so yeah i’m not inclined to just agree with any rumors about any trans woman#sorry#do more#fucking prove it#and if contrapoints said it it would be different#but not you. you’re a rando. you see that jawbone and assume she’s evil. that’s just how you work#but it’s not like it’s impossible#it’s just like. Idk it’s weird#i don’t watch either of them anymore
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Just to let y’all know, if Neil and Craig put Ellie in the shed in season 2, I stg I’m gonna lose every single one of my marbles
#this is kinda a shitpost but also no it’s not I’m dead serious#like I kinda get it in the context of the game…but also no I don’t#like don’t get me wrong I get it for after the lie is revealed because she wants that distance and they’ve already said before that Ellie#knows on some level that Joel’s lying to her so she starts creating that distance#HOWEVER.#you’re gonna sit there and tell me that after everything joel ‘girl dad’ miller did to make sure that Ellie is safe and comfortable in their#new life that he’s gonna put her in the shed????#like. no. that’s not happening#even if she went up to him and asked him ‘ayyo can i sleep in the big wooden box outside instead of the warm safe house?’#joel would just say ‘haha. absolutely not.’ with his whole chest#like yeah he’s a pushover and that hardened criminal of a man is completely wrapped around that little gremlin’s finger#but I’m sorry you can’t convince me that joel ‘girl dad’ miller would let his precious baby be anywhere that isn’t in his actual home#where he can keep an eye on her and make sure she’s safe. and he can’t do that of his baby’s in the shed#don’t put baby in the shed#just don’t do it hbo. or you’re gonna have to deal with me foaming at the mouth in rage. and trust me no one wants that#tlou#the last of us#hbo’s the last of us#joel miller#ellie williams#neil druckmann#craig mazin#hbo
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