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so obviously i'm gonna write more parts for the king & the siren but how would y'all feel about a possible könig x medic!reader series as well.... feel like a pretty cute dynamic could be explored there
#könig cod#könig#tbh i am down for just about anything at this point#i'm finally done with finals and wrote for the first time in forever#like i am amped#LETS GOOOO#faleena thoughts
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ok so i have finally given my tomtar a bit of a Revamp... i was unsatisfied with them just being basically. anthro corvid. now i mean theyre still kind of Anthro birdish creature, but now they arent birds anymore and rather related to harpies and basilisks (whose ancestors are the scansoriopterygids).
ive been pondering some world lore with them and also vätte technology as well as their energy resource so yes they now fit a bit the "dwarvern/gnome tinkerer" archetype hehe...
#fantasy#dwarf#speculative fantasy#tomte#folklore#speculative biology#speculative zoology#spec bio#spec evo#speculative evolution#worldbuilding#pareidolia tag#bestiary#original species#might type more later idk am tired and idk if ppl r terribly interesteddd#but yes Gullmar has a new design too which i will post later probs... unless u check toyhouse HAHA#i have been amping up the “magic” of pareidolia a bit its still not like super fantastical magic#but just stuff that i am pondering... hint hint... pareidolia earth is going to be physically a bit different bcs of it...
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They're elves of the shadowfell, normal human height. They specialize in teleportation and invisibility, with the casters among them throwing in confusion and fear and illusion. Be careful though, as any trained in combat start making non-elves slower and worse while within 10 feet. From depression, from the sound of it. Their angst about being more ancient and timeless than you wordlessly attaches to you like a parasite, slowing you down. Good for if you enjoy concepts like-
Shadows, but like DARKER than shadow, that lash out when they're moody
looking beautiful unless in shadow, in which case they're corpselike
ignoring pointless things like "comfort" and "morals" and "rules"
being the chosen of the Raven Queen, and on her behalf collecting dark tragedy, sorrow, and feelings of loss.
being corpse pale with jet black hair, pure black eyes, and covered with tattoos/piercings/anything that would make a generic white suburban mom in the 50's scream in terror.
Lumping them all together because they're all the same outside one having mage hand and such. Idc what weapon they're holding.
#closest I'm getting to saying something nice about them.#i don't even care.#I can withhold bias on near anything but not these and sun elves#its fine. I make you suffer by pitting your favorites against each other. getting these into the next tournament is only fair.#you know that giant anti-shadarkai rant I went on a few months ago?#how I thought whoever did this to thier lore probably rewrites Warhammer stories to remove the satire and humor?#apparently he actually did write warhammer books holy shit I called it.#seriously though I love basically all monsters but these I looooooooooathe.#not even touching how annoyed I am that the shadar kai WERE ALREADY A THING#Like they weren't even elves#they just went “hey we'll bring them back as elves because 33 is a reasonable number of elf species”#yet not a green version of goblins there's already like 3 that'd be absurd.#like no make your OWN name for the special elves version 33 that hit on par with a demon lord while being cr 7 for some reason#shadar kai#looked into it#dnd#dnd5e#DnD 5e#d&d#smash or pass#5e#monsters of the multiverse#mpmm
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surprise is such a good episode for the vampire crowd like it rly takes the season one, half - baked soul lore of ' its a demon and it takes ur body but ur not really the human version of yourself thats dead ' and sort of puts that idea in a box and shakes it up bc the judge's first words to spike and dru are "u two stink of humanity u share AFFECTION 🥺 and jealousy" but then meets angelus and is like oh yeah .. there's not a spec of humanity on this one and to me .. to me ... that's just chefs kiss like what makes them different ? and like its LOVE 🥺
#this does have smthn to do w buffy and that#the vampire she surrounds herself in season 5 is spike who is ruled by this emotion#meanwhile she struggles w this ... feels like she can't feel it anymore#cant say it as easily / is calcifying .. seen too much done too much but hes there like#i literally am in love w u#and hes tried to kill her on multiple occasions but it takes CRUSH and his love confession for her to be like ... yeah uh stay away freak#DEFLECT DENY DEFLECT DENY#AND THEN its just AMPED up in season 6#season 2 rewatch is rotting my brain in the very best way thank u <3#why are you full of rage ? / because you are full of grief › meta.#spuffy /#like season 2 is so good but w season 5 + 6 it just makes it BETTER
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it was once observed by a dear friend that the hours in which i am most alert are like 7pm to 2am which probably explains a lot about how my posts get worse throughout the evening. but also sometimes i look at today where i was just sort of gnawing the couch all day until about 5pm when i wrote an entire fic in two hours and then another entire post about kaapo which to be clear took another two hours bc i had to chase links and explain my passions in a kind way and this was in addition to a church meeting. i would excel as the person who lights and then extinguishes lamps in the night
#this morning my therapist was like your eyes are red what's going on#and i said bro i am not on drugs. it is cold and dry in my apartment and i was standing in front of a sad lamp#and they said ah. a sun lamp. i see#YES. BC I AM NOT A MORNING PERSON AND I AM BEING PUNISHED BY CAPITALISM TO GO TO THERAPY AT 10 IN THE MORNING#INSTEAD OF 6PM WHEN I WOULD BE ABLE TO HOLD A CONVERSATION BETTER#i think they think i am abusing substances. human the reason i am the way i am bc i am not abusing substances#i am rawdogging reality in almost every way and i HATE it. i am experiencing a full of range of emotions in real life!!#one good thing about today i must say. i looked in the mirror and went oh wow my california hair stylist did a good job!#my california hair stylist was good at cutting my hair in that she was filipina and understood how to cut filipino hair#she was not good at cutting my hair in that she would get too deep in explaining warriors drama and get distracted while cutting my hair#and up doing something absolutely wacko that made me look like a pepe frog guy bc she was too amped up about klay and steph#and then i'd be stuck with fucking alt right hair for a good three weeks and my only saving grace is how i look ambiguously ethnic#BUT when i saw her last i was like i need you to give me a haircut where if i can't get my hair cut for four months i don't#look stupid as hell. and she said oh yeah i can do that. and gave me a blow by blow of klay and steph's divorce while cutting my hair#and i was fearing for my life. but now that it has grown out pretty significantly i will say she did a very good job of cutting it#unlike every other time i grew out my hair in a big way and it looked incredibly stupid for several months until it evened out#but she cut it so it looks like my hair is on purpose. which i appreciate!#now i have more time to decide if i want to avenge bo bichette and grow out my hair again#without feeling stressed about looking incredible stupid and unkempt#thank you nicole...a true ally...i will never forget how much you hate kevin durant even though you stressed me out so bad...#and you may be wondering why if she gave me that many bad hair cuts why i'd keep going to her#and the answer is: bc i only want my warriors and 49ers news to be reported by an energetic filipina lesbian holding razor on my neck#and unfortunately the local newspaper beats just can't replicate that experience#fresno oilers.txt
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Hey, genuine question, what do you do when your comfort show gets taken off of the only streaming platform you can watch it on right as you start having a severe flare up and everything hurts and your body thinks it’s being mauled and you really need to distract yourself and now you realized you can’t with the main thing you use when this happens so you’re lowkey kinda panicking . asking for a friend.
#I am no doubt over reacting but I’m so out of it right now I actually don’t care#Being neurodivergent and chronically ill so weird like wym I need space man to distract me from the fact it feels like I’m dying#neurodivergent#Disabled#Chronically ill#neurodivergence#neurodiversity#fibromyalgia#chronic pain#AMPS#hEDS#Star Trek#ADHD#hyperfixation
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#not at all related to the art but i FUCKED up my alevel maths#ehe#unfortunate#i did not get the grade i need to do further maths next year oh no !!!#i was literally like 3.5% off#and now i need to redo the a2#instead of getting to do new stuff#grgrrrgrgggrrrrr#i am going to be so bored i will die#i literally know the material too#i just didnt revise#because i was playing mc WAHHHHHHHHH#i hate school why are they doing this to me#i need ot kill someone#i need ot kill everyone infact#i am full of fury and rage#GRGRGRRGRGRRRRRR#i will have ot amp up how much i piss teachers off next year#double it#triple it#quadriple it#they will suffer#they will cry#i will lead them to insanity#i do not want to redo the stupid maths i literally know the stuff AAAAAAAA#maybe i shouldnt have told them i dont care about school last year sigh#i should have taken taht extra time i was offered#i would have literally gotten the grade i need if i did#but i honestly just did not have faith in my school to be able to supply me with that#considering how neglectful they are inregards to everything else
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So I think my mind have finally understood that me going to watch käärijä live is happening because both today and yesterday when Spotify reached Cha Cha Cha on shuffle I've gotten these flashes of realization like "wait a minute ... in less than 2 weeks I'll be in a crowd listening to this freaking live" which in turn resulted in me visibly and verbarly happy stimming violently for a few seconds
#this song has always given me rushes of serotonin but this is next level#like amped up to 11#I cannot even imagine how to survive watching it live if I am already turning into a violent little autism creature#just listening to the studio version x'D#micahs thoughts#käärijä eu tour
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#manectric#i woke up at like noon today y'all i'm queuing this after work. i forgot about it all day and i was about to hop on totk#but i got the reminder to do it. so here i am. with manectric#el woowoo‚ if you will#a lot happened. yesterday. it was not a very good day. which is why i woke up so late. it was a little bit rough. but i guess it's a new day#so. it'll get better. planning on Not Doing Shit today or tomorrow to compensate for all the Bullshit that happened yesterday#hoping you all are doing well. one week from today (friday june sixteenth) i'll be hopping on a flight for the first time in 10 years#looks like according to the queue this will actually go up the day before we leave. so‚ to you guys‚ i'll be heading out tomorrow#which is scary a little bit. last time i flew i had no idea i was autistic‚ but now that i've come up with a lot of better accommodations#for myself and i understand myself a lot better and my needs‚ i'm realizing a lot of my accommodations just aren't gonna make it through TSA#plus it's a lot of unfamilarity with unfamiliar people and an unfamiliar environment which i feel like is gonna lend itself to sensory#overload like Immediately and i'm probably gonna get a headache bc that's how it manifests for me#so when we get there i'm probably gonna have to run to the nearest pharmacy. and grab some shit. which is annoying! so. i'm a little#worried. about the trip. NONE OF HTIS IS ABOUT MANECTRIC SORRY#this is a pokémon i have a hard time caring about outside of its involvement as the leader of the electrike in amp plains#that's about it#any tips from frequent flyers who are autistic would be greatly appreciated. not even just about flying but about like. going to unfamiliar#places on the other end of the country and stuff. i feel like that's what i'm most worried about even though i'm worried abt all of it#also hi i'm writing these tags from day-of. like the actual day this is going to post. me from a week ago sure did know what she was talking#about! anyway. i'm. gonna like. take my meds now goodBye see you all when this Posts in a few hours
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tbh i don’t believe they’ve ever made a single bad casting choice when it comes to the doctor
#doctor who#the writing on the other hand#that varies in quality like my brain varies in patience#christopher eccleston#david tennant#matt smith#peter capaldi#jodie whittaker#ncuti gatwa#ok maybe that last one’s cheating a bit because we haven’t really seen his performance yet#but when i tell you that i am AMPED
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hhhh talking about my writing was fun but 30 tags is not enough.. yes i have 3 major influences but i have minor ones too.. it is a lovechild of my favorite things.. writing is so fun and i have no self control or a concept of pacing myself i will sit there for 16 hours and get hit with every status effect but by god does it all just flow out of me. I've always been a music person yes but i also used to write a lot into early adulthood until The Incident™
but i am ready 2 jump back into it. i think comics are a great middle ground between the two mediums so i don't get As into writing bc i kind of started going crazy last time 🫡 i can take a more structured approach to it that forces me to pace myself and think about it differently. i love art.... i love making things i love knowing how to do things i love knowing how to play things i love having so many creative outlets, even if i don't do a lot of them regularly lol. it is enriching 😳 and nice to know that it's always there to come back to when u want.
#if u want the tea my imagination at the time was like i could space out and straight up just be another person POV doing every little#thing as if i were them for hours and the experience would come together without having to even think about it.#different times/places/contexts/conversations etc. forced 2 to to my mom's lil cult meetings for 2 hours twice a week#i would opt to do these imagination exercises instead to rly put myself in a character's perspective. every step‚ stumble‚#riding in a carriage together for the entirety from point A to B etc. WELL i was working on a horror anthology somewhere 18/19#(that had a small local following 🫶🏾) and it its concept was like the Twilight zone but a lot darker. it was called interdimensional#and the main recurring character never actually shows up in the story. they r an omnipresent god of death who exists everywhere but#exists outside of our realm‚ and it picks random people to reveal itself to as a symbol. it can be apparent or just in passing that#the entry's MC sees it in‚ it will appear on something somewhere and once it's brought up it's a cue to the reader that this person#has just been sent to an alternate reality that leads towards their inevitable death. for the character nothing ever changes immediately#but the different starts to creep its way in‚ as does death's approach at its crescendo but the path's i took to get there were 😨#and after enough entries i started to see the symbol irl and hallucinate some other stuff from my stories and it really scared me#and made me stop 🫡 but i think in retrospect i just went too hard on the imagination exercises and wished i tried cultivating it instead#give myself time to settle and get in control.. but alas‚ she has not written seriously since. to this day it still flows out of me if#i just sit down to do it‚ but i don't think I'm at risk of something like that happening again anymore :3 so yeah ♡ i am learning how to#draw and trying not 2 force it bc i want it to b fun as a little journey for me and i look forward to the day i can come back to actively#writing again too 🫶🏾 i miss it but i also want to b able to draw ૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა#learn the hard thing first then do the stuff that comes naturally.... i also want to get back into music sometime but clearly i got a lot of#other stuff to work on 💀 i burnt myself out on it learning too many things and not having enough fun with it anymore‚#but i have a better healthier with art these days and i know it'll be great to come back to when I'm ready 😌💕#i have been considering getting an acoustic or bass guitar tho 🧐 the beauty of physical instruments.. they're just there ready 2 go..#I've been doing mostly digital the past few years‚ when i was making music. it was also rly hard to when i was w my ex ૮ – ﻌ–ა#that's a whole other rant lol. but ugh digital is like u gotta set it up u gotta make space and then u gotta be in one spot the whole time#i just wanna lay in bed and vibe or something yfm.. walk around maybe idk. do something less structured.#maybe.. hm. hmmm 🧐#I'm going to guitar center lol c ya ✌🏾 getting a bass and amp and maybe a guitar too depending on the price
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A wrongfully killed soul, rising again and again to hunt down thier killers. Unable to think of anything but killing them, and not considering any action unless it brings them closer to doing so. So they would likely only smash you to further their goals, but I know that's fun for some.
#revenant#dnd#Am I the only one who think this one looks kinda like Nick Cage?#d&d#smash or pass#5e#dnd 5e
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someone on the prototype subreddit suggested genderbent milf Cross and i got brainrot about it immediately
#prototype game#prototype 2009#prototype#robert cross#amp's fanart#amp's drawings#genderbend#injury cw#blood cw#i am physically incapable of making genderbends that don't look significantly like the og sorry if she's too “”“”manly“”“”#women can have strong jaws and cheekbones too
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anyone who thinks the catholic v. protestant beef was squashed centuries ago has NEVER been to the midwest
#and i’m envious#ppl here are so dumb abt it i am so serious#it’s like…#how do i explain this…#have you ever watched a cinema sins video#and they’re critiquing a movie that’s objectively bad#but because it’s cinema sins the critiques are all really shallow?#and they’re not critiquing said movie for the right reasons?#ok now amp that up to 10#with far more disastrous societal implications#i hate it here
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just read viscera objectica T_T
#burst intl tears at the end iuuuhhh my god#i have my little friend daisy qith me the entire time cause i was Gonna sleep n i usually have her with me#have had her qith me and cuddle her every single night to rest#shes my little bunny!!! i think ive only posted about her a handful of times#but she means a lot#and whike i dont feel romantic To Her. i do about many other things i have#my resin/glass art collection all are wildly attractive to me#my beautiful beauitful girls. cookie dedusmuln tony n roxanne. theyre my guitars!!!#i actually hadnt named my most recent one#shes a beautiful vintage electric guitar. absolutely gorgeous#i saw her and a vintage amp in the same isle in an old thrift store visiting my birth state#it felt like fate!!!#bought her immediately#she was so stunning. and her sound and song is so crisp#and then i named her tony. after the ukulele of thespius#because it touched me so much. even thlough only briefly mentioned#and she grew even more beautiful#when im feeling dlwn i strum mindlessly on them. im not good at guitar. worse so now with tremors#but they all relax me a lot#rambles#i care for them so much!!!! i want to grow old with them. i di#its almost two in the mornkng. haha may be qhy im so emotional#didnt even get started on my gorgeous record player#victoria player i got fof christmas a few years back#for a little bit she broke. and my heart did with her#but my girlfriend fixed her. i dont know how!!! but i qas overjoyed#got some new vinyls recently too. qnd listening to her sing them to me has been so lovely#id spin some more now but. adorementioned 2 am HA#god. what a beauittiful comic#comic so lovelh my tremors get worse HAHA
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wait i do have gifs to make but first i'm gonna make myself go outside for a bit because i think that's the thing to do
but then, it's gif time
#me#though they probably wont' be posted for a while#possibly days? depending how long it takes me to get through it all#maybe sooner i don't know#i seem to be very#amped up on making the gifs#so like it might be sooner#because i am ON IT#excited#happy#everything's good#everything's beautiful
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