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The Keys to my Heart | Josh Kiszka x Reader | Part 3

Series Summary | Part 2

Chapter warnings: Angst. Some fluff. Mentions of poor mental health. Mentions of drinking. Some Jake x reader. Being stung by a jellyfish.

MINORS PLS DNI (you will be blocked) Also let me know again if I missed anything PLS :)

A/N: Im so sorry this took me so long to write. Lifes been crazy. I got to meet my greta friends in March even though our concerts got cancelled we met up and had an absolute blast but coming back from that trip, for some reason work got overwhelming for me and then I had major writers block. I'm hoping I made up for it by making this chapter a little longer than the others that I have posted so far. This is probably my favorite chapter so far but it is sad and I am sorry!!! Nonetheless, I hope you enjoy.

Word Count: 6.8k

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“Y/N, I don't really know how to approach this because I suck at things like this but-..”

You felt your heart pounding through your chest, the sweat forming on your forehead, and the shakiness of your breath. “Jake, please for the love of god cut to the chase,” You said quietly. “Is that Josh's girlfriend?”

Jake took a deep breath and sighed, looking away from your face. “No, that is not Josh’s girlfriend.” You let out a breath that you didn't know you were really even holding onto.

“I really don't know what is going on between the two of them to be honest with you.” Jake started and your chest started to hurt you again from lack of oxygen. “But she has been coming around quite often lately. And they're always sneaking around it seems. I mean shit I caught him sneaking her into the house last week around like 3 am and-...”

You felt your heart sink to the very low depths of your stomach and you face pale, trying to fight back the anxiety bubbling up in your chest. Jake glanced up at you before finishing his sentence realizing his admission out loud to you. Concern spreading across his features, he reached up and placed one of his hands on your knee to calm you. You looked over at him with glossy eyes.

“Oh shit Y/N/N, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you that.” He said, his eyebrows knitting together.

You placed your hand on top of his. “No Jakey it's okay, I needed to know that. I just don't know why I had a sliver of hope that Josh and I would maybe possibly go back to what we had before your tour started.”

Jake offered you a tight lipped smile and a nod before he turned his attention back to the patterns he had been drawing in the sand. The silence settled between you. As much as you loved Jake, you would give anything to be alone in this moment to process your feelings, whatever those were at the moment. You weren't exactly sure what you were feeling. Sadness obviously but a mixture of others as well. Anger maybe? Regret? Hate? Anxiety?

“What do you need right now Y/N?” Jake asked, going back to drawing patterns in the sand in front of him.

You gave him a shaky sigh in return. “I'm not completely sure. I'm thinking of going home to be honest with you.”

Jake snapped his head in your direction at the admission. “Y/N no!”

“I just don't know if I can deal with the thought of him having another girl under the roof of that house when I am in it at the same time Jake. I never fully healed from what he did and what we had before. Whatever that was. Real or not. So what am I even supposed to do?”. Tears were now starting to break the barrier on the rim of your lower eyelid and cascade down your face. You weren't even aware that the tears had filled your eyes to the brim in the first place so it shocked you to feel the wet streams start to make their way down your skin. You tried to wipe them away as fast as you could, feeling pathetic for crying in front of Jake over his twin for what felt like the hundredth time in the last few months.

Jake stood up and extended his hands out to you to follow suit. You let go of your arms that were hugged tightly around your own body to protect your beating heart from any further pain and grabbed his hands. He hoisted you up from your chair and pulled you into a tight hug immediately.

Of course, the second his arms wrapped around your body you felt the tears start to fall a little more freely now. You clung onto Jake for what felt like dear life hoping the pain in your heart at his admission of another girl with Josh would somehow vanish into thin air. Jake laid his head down on the top of yours and rubbed your back.

“Y/N. Don't you dare go home. We need you here, I need you here and I know how much you said you needed a vacation. Dont go home because of my stupid idiotic twin cant open his eyes and see what is right in front of him.”

You huffed a small laugh and nodded your head that was still resting on Jake's chest.

After what was probably close to 10 minutes of just standing on the beach with Jake holding you, you pulled back from him..

“Sorry bout your shirt bud.” You said to Jake, looking at the tear stains and light mascara that now inhabited the fabric of his blush pink t shirt he was wearing. He let out a light chuckle.

“You know they invented these super cool things called washing machines?”

“Shut the fuck up Jacob.” You smirked.

“There's a smile! Now how about we go back to the house. I have a feeling Sam is either struggling to put his bass strings on or he put them on wrong and I will have to fix it for him.”

You giggled at the thought of a classic Kiszka brotherly brawl over a simple set of guitar strings.

Wiping your cheeks of any possible remaining black lines from your mascara you followed Jake back up the ramp from the beach and across the deck into the house. You and Jake made small talk about the bands new songs that they were probably going to be practicing later on tonight and how you had to come preview them, that Jake needed your opinion on a few new riffs he had come up with. You happily agreed, missing the days you used to sit in on band practice in the garage. Things were simpler back then.

“You wanna come see these riffs now?” Jake asked, smiling back at you as he opened the big french door for both of you to walk into the house.

“Actually Jake, I kinda need to clean up my face,” You gestured to your probably blotchy red face with tear stained cheeks. “And I could benefit from some alone time I'm sure. Plus, Im kind of trying to avoid the basement at the moment.”

Jakes face fell slightly, “I get it. But dont hide in your room for the rest of the day, were having a delicious dinner later today.”

“Okay dad” You snorted and rolled your eyes.

You watched as Jake descended down the foyer stairs finally letting the weight of what happened today rest a little heavier on your shoulders. Shaking your head you made your way down to your room for hopefully some peace and quiet. Which you quickly realized probably wasn't going to happen when you heard muffled arguments coming from the basement below you, guessing Jake was poking fun at Sam and Sam was retaliating.

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Your afternoon me time, which had consisted of a face mask, talking with one of your girlfriends on the phone and currently painting your toenails, was suddenly interrupted by none other than Sammy Kiszka himself busting down your door. You jumped back at his sudden, loud, entrance into your room, knocking over your bottle of nail polish in the process.

“Whatcha doooin” Sam asked jumping on your bed and rolling over to his stomach to stare down at where you were sitting on the floor.

“I have to go Y/F/N. I'll call you back later.” You said quickly hanging up your phone before your friend could even respond and rushing to grab a paper towel and some nail polish remover (just in case) from your connected bathroom to wipe up the little bit of nail polish that had spilled.

“Isn't it obvious Sam?” You responded laughing. “Girl shit.”

“Nah I think you're hiding from us, I think you're hiding from Josh.” He said, sending a wink your way, completely oblivious to what you and Jake talked about earlier today.

You ran over to Sam and clasped a hand over his mouth.

“Would you shut it, the door is wide open.”

He wiggled his eyebrows at you and then licked the inside of your hand to which you squealed and jumped back.

“I hope that it tasted like the nail polish remover I just used you nasty ass.”

Sam just grinned widely at you and smacked his lips. “Nope. Not one bit.”

You rolled your eyes at him, “Oh whatever. What do you want.”

“Dinners ready, Jake sent me to come get you.”

You smiled, “Perfect, I am absolutely starving!”

You and Sam made your way down the hallway to the kitchen where the smell of spices engulfed your senses and made your stomach rumble with hunger. You see Danny standing in the kitchen with an apron on, his hair in a loose bun low on his head, pulling a pan of something out of the oven.

“I got the hermit out of her room!” Sam exclaimed pointing at you next to him.

Danny set the pan down on the top of the stove and looked over at you and smiled.

“I hope you're hungry. We have eggplant parmesan and pasta!”

“And wine!” Jake chimed in coming up the foyer stairs carrying 3 bottles of wine in his arms.

“I am famished, and could use a glass of red wine for sure!”

Yourself and the boys all made light conversation while yourself and Jake set the table, Danny prepared the pasta/extra sauce/eggplant for serving, and Sam bounded around the kitchen after Danny helping here and there. You noticed immediately Josh's absence from the kitchen and your mind wandered to where he could be right now. Was he downstairs still hiding away with Anya? Was she even still here? What could he even be doing right now? Your midn was so preoccupied you didn't realize until it was too late that you had ungracefully knocked over Danny's basically full wine glass on the counter, reaching over to grab a serving spoon..

“Shit!” you exclaimed, picking up the wine glass and reaching for the nearest towel to soak up the red liquid that was quickly still spreading over the counter.

You gained the attention of the 3 men in the process, muttering apologies to Danny and keeping your eyes focused on your task, hoping they didn't notice your beat red cheeks from embarrassment.

“You alright there champ?” Jake asked from his spot at the kitchen table he and Sam were already sitting at.

“Yeah” you mumbled back.

Danny came over next to you to help sop up the liquid.

“Sorry about your wine Danny.” You said.

“Y/N/N, it's just wine, it's no biggie. Come sit down and eat before everything gets cold.”

“Is Josh still joining us?” Sam piped up from his spot at the kitchen table. Your head snapped in his direction and you saw Jake's eyes widen for a moment and hold back a breath.

“I'm not-..” Danny started to say. But almost as if on cue to not only Sam's question but your wandering mind from not a few moments ago. Josh and Anya make their way through the same French door you and Jake had walked through together not a few hours before. Anya was laughing at something Josh had said just before walking in through the door, grabbing onto one of his arms while she tipped her head back in laughter. You froze in your spot by the kitchen table, watching their every move feeling your heart rate rise in your chest.

Josh and Anya stopped just inside the door and Anya's laughter cut off.

“Oh! Yummy dinners ready!.” She said sweetly, now holding onto one of Josh's hands.

Everyone had frozen at this point, except for Anya. You didn't notice but Sam and Danny were sneaking glances at you to gauge what you were about to do next. The tension in the air came into the room and settled in faster than I think anyone expected. The only sound in the room was the light music that Danny had put on while he was cooking up dinner. Josh's eyes immediately caught yours and his smile had faded completely. He dropped Anya's hand from his own and broke eye contact from you looking at Jake.

You knew your face was pale at this point with how your heart was clenching in your chest in agony seeing Josh with another girl right in front of you. You looked down at the empty plate next to you where you were about to sit down and eat your home cooked delicious meal that Danny had spent so much time on. You suddenly felt sick. You didn't want to look at them together right now.

You heard Jake clear his throat. “Yeah uh, we were just sitting down to eat.”

Anya, completely oblivious to what was going on, clapped her hands together. “Awesome. I am hungry!” She was the first one to move in the room. Taking a spot right next to Jake, dragging Josh with her to sit down. Danny had begun to dish out some food on his plate and Sammy poured another glass of wine for himself, a big one at that, to help ease the awkward tension he and everyone else was feeling in the room. You were the only one that felt frozen in place still and had not taken your seat.

“Uh Y/N/N?” Danny started to ask, carefully from his spot next to you.

You snapped out of your head for a brief moment to look up and see Anya plant a kiss on Josh's cheek right in front of you. Josh's eyes met yours once again and they looked, dare I say, sad? But that was your breaking point. You could feel the tears begin to brim your eyes again, the pounding of your heartbeat in your ears, you were seeing red at this point. Before you could even properly register what you were doing, you had snatched a full bottle of red wine off the table in front of you and turned on your heel, making a bee line for your room down the hallway. You heard Josh and Jake call your name from behind you but you feel like you're going to pass out and you need to get away fast. Jake glared at his twin from the other wide of the table and hopped up to chase you down the hallway. He had just barely made it through your doorway, narrowly missing the door slamming in his face.

You placed the bottle on your dresser and collapsed instantly in your bed, crying but making no sound. Jake closed your door behind him and came to join you on the bed before you gathered enough air to speak to him.

“Get. Out.” You choked out between sobs. “Leave me the fuck alone.”

Jake stopped in his tracks and looked at you with a sad look on his face, his arms extending out to you. “Y/N, please let me help.”

“I said get out Jacob!” You yelled at him, a little harsher than you had intended. You instantly regretted it when you watched him flinch and his face fall even further. He put his arms down now next to him and made his way to your bedroom door. You were now sitting up, watching him leave you. You watched as he turned back to you in your doorway, he opened his mouth a few times but closed it promptly and bowed his head at you. When he closed your door you got up, grabbed the wine bottle and locked the door as you didnt want to be further bothered for the rest of the evening.

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You awoke with yet another glorious headache due to your red wine filled heartbroken night. You knew better than to not only double down on the alcohol two nights in a row, but red wine alone after barely eating? Yuck. It left you with a bitter taste in your mouth, a decent headache, and some heartburn early in the morning. You rubbed your eyes, feeling how swollen they were underneath your fingers and you sighed out loud. The sun streaming through the blinds right in your eyes at 7 am wasn't helping anything. Maybe you'll put up a small blanket today in the window to hopefully prevent some of the sun from getting in so you could finally sleep in on your vacation. You laid there for a moment and recalled the rest of your evening for just a moment. At one point you had given up on crying, the tears just wouldn't fall anymore. You're pretty sure at one point you heard someone knock at your door but you didn't answer it and you never heard the knocking again. As much as you wanted to just lay in bed all day and ignore everyone in the house, your rumbling sour tummy was reminding you that you needed to nourish yourself or you would find yourself vomiting all morning.

Dragging yourself out of bed and into the bathroom, you splashed some cold water on your face to help relieve some of the swelling in your eyes, at least you hoped. You put on some mascara then to hopefully hide some of the swelling as well and you popped a few Advil to help your throbbing head.

Making your way out into the hallways quietly, you scoped out the living room and kitchen from a far making sure you were alone. You weren't really in the mood to talk to anyone at the moment. God forbid you run into Josh.

Making your way slowly to the back french door, thinking maybe some fresh air and a walk on the beach would be a good idea to clear your head, you run into Jake who had just started making his way up the foyer stairs. You both froze in place and stared at each other like you were some wild animals, predator and prey, wondering who would make the first move.

“Jake” you said softly, frowning at him lightly. “Im really sor-..”

He held up his hand at you to stop you from finishing your sentence any further. “No need to apologize Y/N. Are you okay.”

You let out a breath, thanking god that Jake didn't seem mad at you for your outburst at him last night, and you both walked towards each other enveloping each other in a hug.

You giggled, “Are you seriously asking me that right now.”

He chuckled back lightly and let you go faster than you wanted him to. Okay so he was still a little ticked about yesterday. But you were grateful he was being nice to you right now.

“I'm sure you're starving, how about we get breakfast from Sunnys?” He asked, giving you a small smile.

Your eyes lit up at the mention of one of your favorite local restaurants. “Deal.”

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You and Jake pulled the boat up to the dock in front of Sunny’s and Jake switched the boat power off. You both tag teamed and made sure to grab the ropes on the side of the boat to anchor it to the dock before you got off. On the ride over you and Jake played rock paper scissors over who had to go inside and actually pick up the food. You lost. Terribly. And you giggled about it for a brief moment as you made the short trek up the ramp to the inside of the restaurant. The smell of food was already wafting through the air and making your mouth water with hunger. Sunny’s was one of your favorite little restaurants along the water in the keys. It was owned by a small family in town that lived down from where both your family and the Kiszkas used to stay. The food could cure a heartbreak or hangover in a matter of a few bites, which was a perfect instance for this morning.

You made your way through the open garage doors up to the bar where a young girl was tending to a few patrons already having drinks at 10: 30 am to grab your to-go order. While waiting at one of the bar stools you glanced around at the half full patio with people of all ages enjoying their food and spending time in the warm salty air. Your eyes landed on a particular table not 10 feet away from where you were sitting that had just erupted in loud laughter and yells. A group of four girls around your age were sitting with a bottle of champagne right in the middle of the table surrounded by plates, cheersing to whatever seemed to be going on. One of the girls turned her head slightly and her blonde hair blew behind her in the wind, and is that..? Oh great. It was Anya and who you assumed were her girlfriends. You rolled your eyes and turned your attention back to the girl behind the bar just as she was approaching you. “Hey, how can I help you?” She asked with a bright smile. “Uh yeah I had a pick up order for Y/N?” She took your card with a smile and walked off to ring up your food in the system.

You didn't mean to start eavesdropping on the conversation going on with Anya and her friends behind you but you couldnt help it, its not like they were making an attempt to be quiet anyways.

“So Anya,” one of the girls started. “Josh??” you stopped your breathing momentarily to listen in while pausing on signing the receipt the bartender handed back to you. You heard Anya scoff, “Ugh dont even get me started on Josh.” She exclaimed.

You felt your eyes grow wide at the tone in her voice.

“Hes kind of really getting annoying. He won't even hook up with me yet! It's getting boring.”

You feel your heart drop to the depths of your stomach. Josh was really giving his time and energy to this trash bag of a girl?

Anya continued, “Its whatever though, I really am just using him to get to Jake anyways.” You could hear her smile. Okay now you were starting to get pissed. “Oh yeah, Jake is hot as fuck.” One of the girls agreed.

“I know right?” Anya continued, “Only the problem is I have to get rid of this stupid Y/N bitch that always hangs around them. I saw her clinging onto Jake yesterday when I got to the house and then he chased after her when she had her stupid little mental breakdown moment. Not like she has a chance though with Jake or probably even Josh at that. I just need to get Jake alone next time I go over there.”

The bartender came back and set your food down in front of you. “Can I get you anything else today?” She paused before walking away. You realized you had not signed the receipt yet because you were too busy listening to conversation behind you. “Uhm, you know what, yeah. Can I get a shot of Don Julio please?” She nodded and went to grab the bottle to pour you a shot. You put a $10 down on the counter, “keep the change” you said and knocked back the shot and bit the lime before you could fully gag at the taste of the tequila hitting the back of your throat.

Leaving your food on the counter momentarily you turned around and made a beeline for Anya's table as her and her friends were laughing and still going back and forth about who knows what at this point. The two girls facing Anya and the brunette stopped talking and looked at you and frowned. Anya spit part of her mimosa out she she looked up and realized who approached her table.

“Can I help you?” She asked with a sly smirk.

“Yeah, you can.” You started. “Keep my name out of your fucking mouth and leave Josh and Jake the hell alone”

She laughed. “And what exactly are you going to do if I dont?”

The anger that had been bubbling in you and finally poured over the surface. Without thinking you grabbed the water glass sitting in front of Anya and threw it in her face, drenching her and the brunette next to her and sending ice flying behind her. All the girls at the table gasped loudly and you knew you were causing a scene but quite frankly you didnt care. “That.” you spat back at her turning on your heel. You made a beeline for the food you left on the counter realizing the bartender had her jaw hung wide open and a few of the men sitting at the bar were staring at you with surprised looks. “Tell Ricky and Millie I'm sorry” you told the bartender, grabbing the food and making another beeline for the ramp to get back to the boat as quickly as you could.

Jake was sitting on the boat sunbathing with his eyes closed enjoying the morning sun.

“Jake!” You screamed, startling him so bad he fell from his spot onto the boat deck. “Start the boat now we have to go.” He stared at you for a moment, not moving.

“NOW Jacob!!”

Jake sprung into action untying the boat from the dock and helping you jump on quickly. He peeled away from the dock and back towards the beach house. Once you were a far enough distance away from Sunnys Jake slowed the boat down to a cruising speed.

“Mind telling me what the fuck is going on?!” He seethed. Obviously not happy with your theatrics. He looked over at you and saw you with your head in your hands looking at your feet and he softened.

“What. Did you rob the place or something?” Trying to make a joke.

You picked your head up out of your hands and his face dropped when he saw how flustered and annoyed you looked.

“What's wrong Y/N/N?”

You rolled your eyes at the question.“Anya”

“What the fuck happened with Anya? Wait, did you see her in Sunnys?”

“She's vile Jake!” You yelled all of a sudden. “I overheard her talking about how annoying Josh is to her friends and how she's using him!” You threw you arms up in the air then crossed them over your chest. Jake slowed the boat down even more and turned from the steering wheel to face you, frowning. “She really say that ?”.

“Yes Jake, I swear on my mommas grave.” He gave you a pained look. “Oh shit..”

“Yeah.” you scoffed. “I have to tell Josh..”

No other words were spoken between you two as Jake slowly coasted up to the side of the boat dock at the house. Both of you gathering the ropes again to re-tie the boat to the dock at home.

“I cant believe Anya said that still.” Jake said, sitting on the edge of the boat facing you and the ocean.

“Yeah me neither. But I had a bad feeling about her from the get go, you know that gut feeling of sorts.” You said.

Going to sit on the edge of the boat opposite where Jake had just propped himself across from you. Without realizing, you had overshot where your butt was going to land due to still being hungover and newly buzzed from the shot of liquid courage you used earlier. In a second you were flying through the air just to break the surface of the blue water beneath you. You gasped as you broke to the surface again completely shocked and now quite frankly embarrassed that even just happened.

You looked up to where you had just fallen from and saw Jake staring down at you, “Holy shit Y/N!! You good ?”. You broke out in laughter and he followed suit.

“Yeah I'm okay, its kinda nice in here. Sobered me up a bit.” He gave you a quizzical look but smiled down at you.

“Riiiiight. Well hurry up and meet me at the dock ladder, Im starving, and you need to change now ''.

You started swimming around the front of the boat heading for the ladder when your hand brushed something in the water. You pulled your arm back quickly. It wasn't seaweed or that grassy shit for sure, maybe it was a fish ? A shark ? No not a shark you'd see it swimming towards you. You whipped your body around trying to look for fins because whatever brushed your arm definitely felt squishy and slimy.

“You alright Y/N?” Jake called to you 6 feet away.

“Uh..” You started to yell back when you felt it. A prickling burn made its way up the inside of your left thigh and wrapped around the side of it. You screamed and leapt as far away from the pain as you could and burst into tears.

“I think I just got stung by a jellyfish!!” You yelled at Jake getting closer to the ladder by the second, adrenaline pushing you to swim faster than you ever have in your life. By the time you made it to the ladder Jake was bending his body down to grab you by the arm and drag you up, barely giving you a chance to even use your own body to get up the steps. You were sobbing at this point and Jake pulled you into his arms only for a split second before pulling away. “Where” he asked, grabbing your shoulders and searching your face for an answer. You wiped away the tears streaming down your right cheek at the moment. “M-my leg” you gestured to your left leg shaking while twisting it so Jake could see.

“Okay, okay you're okay Y/N. Let's get you in the house. I think there's some kind of medicine in the cabinet in there.” He started pulling you along the dock by your hand with a hurry.

“You dont have to pee on me do you?” You heard Jake giggle ahead of you and then he turned his head and flashed you a smile, “not sure yet”.

You gave him a horrified look hoping that wasn't the case.

Jake pulled you through the big white trim glass doors and immediately into the kitchen. You were still crying just not as hard as before, the stinging on your leg had now intensified but the adrenaline from the sting itself happening isn't allowing you to feel the full force of the pain just yet. Jake took you by the hips and lifted you up and set you on the counter. As Jake went to dig through the medicine cabinet you allowed yourself to look down at the now expanding little red welts dragging from the inside of your left knee all the way up your thigh ending on the other side by your butt. Jake came back a moment later with rubbing alcohol, vinegar, and some cotton pads. You focused on his face as he set the items next to you.

“Okay sunshine, listen,” he started, coming to stand in between your legs with arms on either side of your hips on the counter. “This is probably going to suck and I am really sorry in advance. It's going to sting even worse for a little but then it's supposed to go away. I need you to trust me, okay?”

You just nodded your head in agreement as he started surveying your leg for any left over tentacles that may be left over from the sting. You leaned back a bit more and rested your arms behind you and chuckled. Jake gave you a quizzical look again before moving back to his inspection.

“I guess this is fucking Karma” You said looking at the ceiling, not wanting to admit you were starting to blush from feeling Jakes hands travel up your thigh.

“And that is because of…?” Jake asked.

“I may or may not have thrown water in Anya's face after I overheard her talking shit and I may have done it in front of a whole restaurant.” Your breath hitched as Jake started dabbing at your sting.

“Really Y/N? Thats classy.” He snorted a laugh.

“What else was I supposed to do ! I'm not just going to sit back and let her talk bad about all of us and get away with it”

“Y/N sometimes you just gotta pick your battles” You snorted a laugh back then yelped when he got to the more sensitive skin of your upper thigh.

“Sorry.” He mumbled sheepishly.

A second later you heard footsteps approaching the kitchen from the foyer stairs. Josh got to the top stair and you made eye contact. He tensed at first, eyes widening for a moment at the sight of Jake in between your thighs and you placed on the counter. You turned your eyes back to Jake's face, focusing on his furrowing eyebrow as he was focusing. Josh saw Jake dabbing the side of your thigh now with a cotton pad and he physically relaxed a bit. Approaching you both carefully he cleared his throat to announce his entrance to Jake since you hadnt said a word to him.

“What happened here?” He asked carefully, watching your face contort with pain.

Jake pulled out his best Australian accent as he kept dabbing you with a cotton pad, “Ah ya know Y/N here was just wrestlin some wild jellies, mate”

You and Josh both huffed a laugh.

Josh got closer to you both hesitantly. “Jesus Y/N/N that looks gnarly, you okay?”

“I think i'll live” You dryly replied.

Josh grimaced slightly at your tone. He understood why you were being curt with him but he didn't like it.

“We picked up food” Jake gestured behind him for a second towards the bag of food on the counter.

“Thanks, but uhm I'm supposed to be meeting Anya here for lunch at Sunnys”.

You tensed and Jake's grip on your leg tightened for a second.

“She was already there when I picked up food.” You lightly spat, not looking at Josh anymore.

Josh looked at you and panicked then at the clock.

“Was she really ?! Shit I must have messed up the time then. Ill catch you guys later.” He stated as he was scrambling around the kitchen grabbing keys and a water.

“Wait, I have to-...” you started to say towards Josh's direction but you were cut short by Jake pressing particularly hard on one area of your thigh causing you to gasp and wince. Looking at Jake directly, he was shaking his head at you. ��Not now’ he mouthed.

You gave him a puzzling look.

Josh was already out the door before you could speak up again.

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It was tradition to have Sunday night family dinner with the Kiszkas when you were younger. You used to go over with your parents every Sunday around 2 pm and spend hours with the boys while they rehearsed music for their band and your parents slaved away over a 4 course meal in the kitchen. It became such a tradition that even without the parents around, the boys and you still carried it on. You and Jake had spent some time gathering the crabs from the traps you had set after breakfast and you were pleasantly surprised with how many you actually caught. The plan was to have a classic seafood dinner. Eventually, throughout the morning, Sam and Danny finally awoke from their alcohol induced slumber and joined you and Jake in the kitchen to start preparing food. Josh still had not returned some 2 hours after he departed which kind of annoyed you, even though you knew it shouldn't.

“You did what now?!” Sam turned to look at you, mouth agape while chopping vegetables.

“I threw water in her face! She was being so rude and I don't want to see Josh get hurt! He doesn't deserve it.” Sam looked shocked.

“Ooooo so you do like him huh.” Danny gave you a side smirk and bumped your shoulder. “JAKE!” You yelled and he jumped but kept his back to you.

“Did you tell EVERYONE in this god forsaken house?!” Jake turned his body with his arms in the air and opened his mouth to respond when Danny jumped in.

“No he didn't tell us anything, we just guessed and you just confirmed” he said, tapping your nose with his finger.

You groaned and laid your head down on the counter in front of you. “I need a fucking drink. Something.”

“Oh so no denial, huh!” Sam said laughing. You groaned. “Lucky for you, margaritas are my specialty” he sent a wink your way turning to grab the bottle of casamigos, shaker, and limes.

Sams margarita was strong, but in the best of ways. You wanted to forget this morning and whatever you possessed you to act so unlike yourself, so confrontational. You had moved to the outside deck at this point on the side of the house facing the beach. The sun has just started to set lower in the sky, not quite sunset but not quite that 4 pm afternoon summer sun either. A gentle breeze blowing the tall grass on the sand dunes in front of you and the sand catching a white but still golden warm glow. You took a deep breath of ocean air and tipped your head down to stare at the white paint of the deck. Thank goodness the boys insisted on not letting you do anything for dinner tonight. Mentally? You truly needed a break.

But that break was cut short by the sound of an approaching boat in the distance. You recognized the motor as the Kiszkas boat and looked back over your left shoulder towards the dock and saw Josh pulling up, alone, thank goodness.

You tried not to stare but you watched him dock the boat by himself and make his way towards the same doors Jake pulled you through earlier, except he noticed you and made a turn towards you instead of the house. Your breath caught in your throat for a moment and you turned your head back to the beach and the blowing grass. Why were you so nervous?

“Wanna explain to me what the fuck happened earlier?” His tone caught you off guard and you turned to face him only to be met with a death stare and crossed arms from your beloved Josh.

“What do you mean?” You asked. Not to be a dick or anything but you wanted to know what he heard.

“Oh cmon Y/N dont play fucking dumb on me now you know what happened at Sunnys earlier today. All of a sudden Anya wants nothing to do with me! And you dumped water on her in front of a whole restaurant ?! Thats not like you so cut the shit!”

You leaned your back against the railing now and looked down at your white toenails.

“Josh, listen, she was talking about how she was using you and how she actually wants Jake and I-” you started before he cut you off shaking his head in disbelief.

“You know what? Fucking SAVE it Y/N”. You jumped at his tone of voice and his cold stare.

“What the fuck did you really say to her huh?! I know you're jealous of her.” Your heart stopped, your body tingled and you let out a large scoff.

“Are you fucking kidding me Josh?!” You felt tears beginning to form, “You have no idea what that girls intentions are with you. I actually HEARD them this morning and now you want to come at me like this?”

Josh scrunched his eyes together and sighed through his nose, loud enough for you to hear over the breeze blowing the grass. “Look Y/N, I've said it once and i'll say it again to make it clear. What we did before we left for tour was a mistake and it shouldn't have happened in the first place. Dont get in the middle of my relationships anymore. You don't have the right”

The tears that were sitting on the brim of your eyelids finally spilled over and you let out a choked sob. Josh finally looked at you in the eyes and for a moment you could have sworn that he looked taken aback, hurt maybe?

“Fuck you Joshua.” You said and stormed off down the ramp to go sit on the beach. Seems as if things were back to square one between the two of you.

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technowoah · 3 years ago

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hey hey hey! i really really really love ur works and wanna reuwest a purpled x reader one. also since purpled said hes only comfy with his character what about the reader losing their last cannon life to dream and purpled gets really really sad until like- a month later, she comes back from hell. kinda like c!jacks revival. If your not comfy with this pls ignore <3

My Mission

Purpled is still trying to figure out how to deal with your death, but before he can you come back.

- Platonic Purpled x Revived!Reader

- Anon Requested!

- blurb

- italics = flashback (except the last few lines)

- the "hes" out of italics are referring to Purpled.

⚠︎: slight swearing, angst to fluff-ish, gore, no dsmp spoilers.

An// I know this is late but I'm having major writers block lol ✌🏾😛 I hope you like it love!

The night was cold as he sat on a hill away from the kingdom Dream had made himself. The tall grass flowed around him like a blanket on his bed he wish he could be in right now, but he chose this, he chose to be here. His blonde hair whipped around his face harshly, but he didnt bother move it out of his eyes he could still see the destination ahead of him.

The kingdom looking like a bright star the fell to the ground. He used to love sitting and watching the lights of the kingdom at night flicker like a fallen star that still had its glow. The small smile he had on his face fell when his mind reminded him of the tragedy a month ago.

The night was cold and dark and that couldn't resemble how he was feeling right now. Anger, resentment, betrayed flowed through his heart. He wanted revenge.

The swords were already shined and ready for blood, arrows sharpened to the point, and potions made to kill the second it envelopes you. Months of preparation was right there next to him, ready to be finally used.

He wanted revenge for his best friend.

He left the kingdom for an hour grabbing every weapon he had before finding a place he used to go with his best friend.

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"The kingdom looks beautiful!" You said while standing up in the tall grass.

Purpled had taken you to a far away spot out of the dsmp kingdom just for fun.

"I know, I come here often when I want to clear my head." Purpled said while sitting down in the hill letting the grass tickle his skin.

It was the middle of the say and almost sun down. You two had hiked up away from the kingdom and up a semi huge hill that gave a great view of the lights.

"How did you find this place?" You smiled to the boy sitting down to the side of you.

"Just was hiking I guess!" He laughed. "Well I was looking for more caves outside of the kingdom and stood on this hill, and looked back and saw the beautiful view."

"Now this is your spot now?" You smiled and nodded.

"I mean it's our spot now. You're the only other person who knows about it." Purpled motioned for his friend to sit down and you did.

"Great." You smiled at him and he shared that smile.

"Great."

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He finally stood up from his spot on the hill and made his way back to the kingdom, weapons at his mercy and ready to be used.

The walk back to the kingdom was long, but he wasnt in a rush. He just wanted to keep his mind calm before he finally faced the man who he wanted to kill. The man whos blood should be on his arrows and swords he just sharpened for this occasion.

He walks with purpose and in stride. He always does, he was always busy around the kingdom. Making something new or not even saying what he was doing, no one would want to cross his path because no one would want to know what trouble he was gettng himself into. But they always knew he would come put alive in the end.

He walked along the prime path keeping his gaze forward. He sped up his walk trying to get to the place he needs to go faster to get this feeling out of his body. Sadly him staring straight ahead made him bump shoulders with someone passing by. He didn't have the time to look back and stop, but a familiar voice made him stop.

"Hey! Watch where the fuck you are going!"

Damn it.

He tried to walk away, but he heard the footsteps get closer and the protests get louder.

"Hey asshole! You know Im talking to you Purpled?! Stop!"

"What do you want Quackity?!"

"Damn it took that long for you to turn around?!" The scarred man laughed as the blonde started at him blankly.

Quackity had a small smirk on his face before he looked around to make sure no one else is spying on them. Quackity chuckled while crossing his arms looking at the impatient blonde infront of him.

"What. Do. You. Want. Shouldn't you be in Las Nevadas?" He scoffed.

"I should! I should. But I heard about your little predicament." Quackity still had that taunting smile on his face.

"I wouldn't call it a predicament I would call it a missi-"

"A mission. Yeah I know, that's what you call every thing now-a-days." Quackity shook his head in disbelief. "Even when your best friend dies..Its a damn misson."

Purpled stayed quiet and let the older man talk. He didn't need to hear this, but at least this will hunor him before his miss- plans.

"Its a shame! It really is. But you know what Purpled?" Quackity's voice got quieter.

"If this is about Las Nevadas, you should leave. I have more pressing matters to attend to."

"I bet you do." Quackity looked away from the blonde. "Its a shame that you dont even know where Dream is to kill him."

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"Y/N! Get out of my way!"

"I will not let you hurt him!"

"Get out of his way!"

Purpled was injured, pretty badly at that. He was clutching his side in pain where a arrow had struck him. His face had long cuts across it, and so did his body. The only way you could see the cuts along his body is because the cuts Dream had made tore through his clothes.

Purpled looked like he couldn't stand back up. You didn't want to know why they were fighting so brutally, you only showed up when Dream stood above Purpled about to take the final blow, sword clutched tightly in-between his hands.

The only thing you saw was that and you ran in the middle of the two blocking Dream from doing anymore damage to Purpled. Now the two men are yelling at you to get out of Dream's way.

"You're really stubborn aren't you?" Dream dropped his sword to his side, but still kept that tight grip on the handle.

"For my friends, yeah I am." You said with your head held high looking at the masked man.

"Y/N." Purpled groaned behind you. "Go, please."

You turned your whole body around to face him. He couldn't get up, still kneeling on the ground he tried to move and stand to his full height. It was impossible for him to do so. You saw a keep gash where his knee is. Dream must've stabbed his knee, through his knee.

"You stay down! I can handle this!"

"Where is your armor?! Huh?! Where is all your gear?! You're vulnerable!"

"You are too!"

"As much as this pains me to see the two bestest friends fight, Move." Dream said sternly while placing a rough hand on your shoulder.

"Dream get your hand off of them!" Purpled yelled.

"At this point you cannot tell me what to do." Dream chuckled. "This state that you're in! Its pathetic!"

Purpled hung his head low while Dream kept on running his mouth.

"Y/N! Do you even want to know why we're even fighting?! Its all his-"

"I dont want to know. Frankly I dont care just stop hurting him." Your words came out calmer than you wanted because you really were vulnerable at this point.

"I haven't even finished the job, my misson." Dream scoffed.

"If you wanto to finish "your mission" go through me first." You said while finding Purpled's sword on the ground next to him and gripping it tightly just like Dream.

"Y/N stop this!"

"Fine then."

Dream had grabbed your shoulder again so hard it could leave a bruise and brought your shoulders forward. You didn't have any time to react and the next thing you saw when you looked down was his sword going through your stomach. It hurt to breathe, and you felt yourself coughing up blood onto the grass beneath you. He had finally let go of your shoulder and you fell to your side letting your body go numb.

"NO DREAM!" Purpled tried to reach you, but ended up getting kicked down by Dream.

"Im done with you now. Its no point. I thought killing you would be better, but watching you suffer after your best friend gets killed is good enough for me."

"My mission is done, and they were right. You are vulnerable."

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"Where is he then?" He asked trying not to sound rushed.

"You would like to know huh? Well Let me tell you about this thing I have first. I mean if you want to know where Dream is for your little mission" Quackity proposed and he stayed quiet waiting for the older man's response.

"I have this book, it was given to me by an old ally of mine. It has all of the lives of everyone in it. The whole book is filled with names and if they are dead or not-"

"Where are you going with this?" He interrupted.

"Im saying that not everyone knows of Y/N's death. Its not any big headlines. So I read this book often and I so happened to see their name and underneath it, it said they were dead."

"And?"

"I have a proposal-"

"No." He started to walk away leaving Quackity to stand and yell at the younger one.

"Oh come on! Dont you want your friend back?!" Quackity yelled as the other walked away briskly.

"Fine! You'll owe me!"

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It was over. He ended up back on the same hill again, but this time it was pitch black and the only light available was the light in the stars and the light from the kingdom. He could hear faint noises of mobs in the distance, but they didn't dare come near him.

His eyes started to water and his vision began to get blurry. He didn't kill Dream, he couldn't. That's not what you would've wanted.

Dream was right all along. He was vulnerable, he was always vulnerable.

He closed his eyes letting tears drop onto his cheeks. He was upset that he couldn't fulfill his mission, the one thing he knew he could do for the one he misses the most in life. He failed. And now Dream is sitting somewhere, he didn't even take Quackity's proposal. He didn't even know what Dream was to kil him.

Still, even if he wasnt discouraged, he would've still tried to hunt Dream down. He didn't care if it took him months to a year, he didn't care if it killed him. One day.

He looked out to the kingdom once more with eyes full of tears. The kingdom now looking like a ball of light and not as detailed.

"Purpled?"

He sighed brushing the call off, he was hearing things.

"Hey, Purpled."

He shook his head with his hands cupping his face. He was convincing himself that his head was playing tricks on him because there is no one that could be out here at this time.

"I thought I would get a warmer welcome than this."

He felt the grass moving beside him and he quickly turned his head to his right where he saw the person he wanted to the most. You.

It was you, but you had a white streak in your hair, your stomach still had a bigger scar still on it. It was you, it was finally you. He hesitated before reaching out to hug you, there was some tall grass in between you two but it didn't matter, he had you back. You had to feel tears fall on your back because he was crying, he tried to keep his sobs quiet but they slipped out.

"Are you okay?" He asked while sniffing.

"Im alive now. Thats progress." You responded hesitantly before continuing. "I wanted to stay dead. I mean it had to be my time right? I was in hell and I don't know why. Why was I there?!"

You started sobbing on his shirt as well and you took a big breath before starting to talk again.

"And then I just showed up not that far from here. It was horrible, like an out of body experience. I dont know who brought me back either! But now I found you here and Im okay enough." You smiled with tiredness in your eyes as you pulled away from the long hug.

"I tried to kill Dream." He confessed.

"Because of me?"

He hummed in agreement "I couldn't, thats not what you would've wanted."

"Why would you know what I wanted?" You asked the blonde. "I was dead for a month."

"You wanted me to kill him?" He asked with a bit of excitement in his voice.

"Consider this a new mission." You smiled while standing up and him following suit.

"My mission." He whispered while looking at the ground. "It'll take a while, but we'll get him. I promise."

You two locked pinkie fingers together to seal the promise. A promise that would be sealed to the end of time. No matter how long or who dies, he never fails a mission.

"Oh! Also, I have a note for you." You handed him a small torn note that you found lying next to you when you reappeared.

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Dear Purpled,

You're welcome. They're here now.

Remember that favor I never got to ask you?

I suppose you should listen to me now.

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nobutfredweasleytho · 3 years ago

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YOU JUST DON’T LISTEN(F.W)

Summary: Fred’s ex girlfriend writes him a letter to explain the how him using her wrecked her emotionally.

Warnings: angst, like a lot of angst, depressed Y/N, mentions of self doubt, a little swearing, mentions of parents not loving correctly, used reader. Let me know if I missed anything.

A/N: Major thank you to Gabriella @onlyfreds for being an amazing person and encouraging me to write whatever this mess is. I am forever grateful to you

(The font is terrible Im sorry im just getting used to working on tumblr)

Fred Weasley checked the muggle clock on his nightstand. 10:30 AM. His mom will call him for breakfast anytime now. He has been awake for quite some time if he can even count the 30 minutes he tried to sleep but couldn’t, not when every time he tries to close his eyes his mind and eventually dreams are clouded by her. By the last time he looked at her, how devastated she looked, How her face was wet from her tears and her eyes bloodshot red, but the thing Fred will never be able to forget is her voice. How raw and vulnerable she sounded while saying the most horrible thing’s anyone has ever said to him, but he can’t blame her, he has no one to blame but himself because in the end it was he who caused all of this and now its come to bite him in the ass. He hears the door open and his twin brother George enters.

“Mom says breakfast is ready and she wants you downstairs. She says she’ll drag you herself if you don’t show up again today.”

“Tell her I’m not hungry and I’ll come grab a bite later.” I really don’t feel like being surrounded by other people right now. Not in this pathetic state I’m in. Besides it will take me willpower I don’t have to not hex Ron into oblivion.

“Well she will not take no for an answer and I wont either. What’s done is done now and you’ll have to face the world someday so start with your own family because everyone down there is worried sick about you and the least you can do is show your face once in a while so they know you haven’t died of starvation or sleep deprivation.” George has worry written all over him and I’m sure the rest of the family has it too. I feel even more like shit for worrying them.

“Fine. But I come back here if she is mentioned are we clear?”

“We weren’t gonna mention Y/N anyway now lets go moms worried sick for your dumbass.”

Breakfast was going smoothly with Ginny and Ron being exited for Quidditch season, Harry and Bill discussing the unfortunate events of the Triwizard tournament last year, dad asking Hermione about a rubber duck whatever that is, but the most shocking thing is mom asking me and George about the joke shop products. George is doing most of the talking but still the fact that shes even asking is awesome. I was finally feeling peaceful this whole winter break until I heard a hoot outside the window.

“I thought it was Tuesday but since mail is here does it mean its Friday already? Oh how fast time is going.

“No Arthur honey you are right it is Tuesday, Bill or George can one of you see if that owl has the owners name attached to it and bring whatever letter he has here to see who is it for.”

Bill got up from his seat and went to the window next to the countertop to look at the mystery owl. “Do we even know a Y/N Y/L/N?”

The room went quiet. The only thing that could be heard was the owls hoot asking for its treat. Bill seemed not to realise this as he took the letter from the owl, gave him a treat and sent it on its way.

“To Fred Weasley from Y/N Y/L/N… Who’s Y/N is she the girl you’ve been crying over this whole time huh Freddie?” Bill chuckled but I just grabbed the letter. I had no time to even be mad at him because once again my mind fogs up with only her. I couldn’t help but feel relieved and the happiest I felt in a long time. She has forgiven me. Y/N forgave me. That has to be it. Why else would she send me a letter?

“I had a great time with you guys but there’s important matters for me to attend so I have to go to now. Thanks mom the breakfast was amazing as always.” And with that I sprinted towards my room, locked the door and examined the letter in my hands. It was a bunch of them in here. I went to mine and George’s worktable threw some papers that were on top of it to make room for these letters and carefully opened the envelope.

The first thing that I grabbed was a photo. It was a polaroid of me and Y/N on the Gryffindor common room. Happiness filled my heart when I started remembering this night. I looked at the back of the polaroid and surely enough there was a writing on it.

Fred and Yn on the Gryffindor common room at 1 AM the night she turned 17. Listening to ABBA’s “Dancing Queen”. Picture taken by major 3rd wheel George Weasley.

Tears filled my eyes when I remember this night. It was the night I looked at her the way I always should have. Not as a replacement of someone who didn’t care about me.

The next one was also a polaroid photograph but this one I don’t remember being taken. It’s a picture of Y/N teaching me how to play the guitar. I can make up that we are in her dorm but not more as the picture is taken in black and white. I look at the back and surely this one also has a writing on it but the handwriting doesn’t look familiar at all.

A drunken Y/N accompanied by a even drunker Fred trying to play the guitar in the middle of the night. If I fail my charms exam tomorrow I’m killing you both but right now you two look adorable. Picture taken by Cho Chang.

The third one is an actual letter. I chuckle looking at the handwriting. Always so precise and not even one line out of place. I always thought Y/Ns handwriting always contradicts her hot headed persona but it’s actually really cute. I start reading the letter and my heart stops.

Dear Freddie,

I can only imagine the shock that receiving a letter from me would cause you right now especially after our last conversation.

But I have a lot to get off of my chest and I wont be able to move on if I haven’t said it all. Call me a coward but I was really scared to ask you to meet me so I can say it in person, but maybe that’s what I have always been. A coward. A coward because I get scared when someone wants to enter my life, a coward because I hate trying new things at the expense of failing, a coward because I should be able to confront people who brought darkness and sadness to my life.

But one thing I will admit Fred Weasley is that I wasn’t a coward when It came to loving you. It was the first time that I let someone come into my life and heart the way you did, and it will probably be the last. Throughout our “relationship” if you can even call it that as it was more of you customizing me to be her, to be someone I’m not. But that’s why you even talked to me is it, because I reminded you of her.

The signs were right in front of me and I feel stupid enough not to have seen them. But I guess people are right when they say love is blind. Love is such a funny thing to me as the first time I experienced the right kind of love was through you. But that was me creating stuff in my head. You didn’t love me no, you loved the idea of me. But I loved you. I loved you more than anything or anyone I have ever loved, I loved everything about you. But you just don’t listen. You don’t listen to anyone around you. Not George, not your other siblings, not Lee or any of your other friends for that matter, not your professors, but most importantly you don’t listen to me.

You didn’t listen when I told you that the love my parents gave me was only because I reminded them of my brother, the love my old friends back home gave me was one of interest. Everywhere I go no matter who I talk to no one will love me for me. I came to accept that until I met you.

You were funny and crazy and brave and oh so gorgeous. You were basically everything I looked for in… well everything. In a friend or in a partner it doesn’t matter. I thought you saw me for who I am. A broken teenager with issues but that at the end of the day was deserving of love. Oh how wrong I have been but no more wrong than you. You knew this but you just didn’t listen.

That makes us both horrible people now does it. Me who thought you were some kind of savior or some kind of saint and selfishly wrapped myself around your love and you who used me because I remind you of your ex girlfriend who broke your heart. But mine is excused I feel like and yours isn’t.

You would have kept me going for who knows how long just so you can live your imaginations you had for someone else.

Did you think about her the first time we slept together?

Was I not enough for you Freddie?

Was I too clingy too soon?

Is it my hot temper that gets the best of me?

So many questions will be left unanswered on my end because frankly, I never want to speak of you again. Sure I am deprived of love but I will not take it if its not directed directly at me.

I still care about you and will continue to support you and George on whatever you set your mind into. I was waking through Diagon Alley last week and saw this little store with a “for sale” sign. It’s right in the middle of Diagon Alley. I hate how my first thought went that you would have loved it but I seem to do that a lot recently.

I’ll get dressed and think would Fred love this skirt or this shirt.

I start applying lipstick and I’ll think will Fred love this color.

I start eating and I’ll think does this look good enough that Fred would’ve stolen a piece of it when I’m talking to Ginny.

I don’t even know why I am telling you this. How pathetic I’ve become clinging into someone that doesn’t want me.

Anyway I’ve probably bored you enough with my ranting but I wouldn’t have been able to move on unless I said everything that felt heavy on my heart. I also attached some photos I thought you’d like to keep seeing as now you can see yourself with Kayla without having the burden to be near me.

Say hi to your siblings and Harry for me.

Have a nice life,

Y/N

#harry potter #fred x y/n #fred weasley series #fred weasley x reader #fred weasley imagine #fred weasley #fred weasley angst #george weasley #hogwarts #fred and goerge weasley #weasley family #sadnees #i hate this

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camtankerous · 2 years ago

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please please talk to us about actual canary jimmy and those flour bastards

AH. okay well. If u insist

Okay im typing this on my phone as i pass out so pls excuse any mistypes and long winding sentences. This is a stream of consciousness that youve just uncorked my friend

ANYWAY. I really really love canary-and-coal-miner team rancher art, right? And i love birds, and strip mining in minecraft, so i thought. Well! What if i came up with a funny little au where tango is a coal miner and jimmy is his little canary buddy?

Of course, actual coal mining is very scary, and i only write funny goofy things, so this is Mined Craft™️ coal mining. Anyway, tango takes up a job working for some unnamed mining company working under TFC, since i love his mining videos

I havent decided which other hermits to include yet? Im def including grian, joel, and lizzy, since theyre often featured in jimmy’s non-minecraft videos. I dont want to include too many and risk bogging down the story bc i get too caught up in writing accurate voices for everyone, but i might also write in some cameos of bdubs and etho or something. I want to include scott but im afraid i wont be able to properly balance a characterization of him hamming up on the “why yes my ex husband DID disappear under mysterious circumstances and i got most of his items. Why do you ask :)” facade while also deep down being quite sad and upset about jimmy just vanishing off the face of the earth. And then if i DID balance it properly im afraid it would come off more angsty than intended

ANYWAY. Uh. I dont know much lore about hermitcraft bc im still catching up on the lore-heavy videos (i like to just listen to people build/design things while i strip mine in my own world), but i’m thinking there’s enough wacky magic hijinks that i could justify my idea

My idea being that jimmy actually wasnt ALWAYS a canary, he wound up getting turned into one due to [redacted] (bc i havent come up with that part yet and am not particularly pressed to do so). Jimmy used to be a canary hybrid but now he’s full canary - still the same on the inside, but now he’s a tiny bird that loves to cause problems

None of his friends know this happened to him, or else they would have been working hard to get him back to normal. Instead, grian notices two things about this particular canary: he’s way more belligerent and vocal than the other canaries, hardly acting like a prey animal at all, and he seems to be prone to winding up in the parts of the mine that get gas leaks. He’s actually starting to get concerned that this poor little bastard bird has brain damage at this point and thats why hes Like That

So, anyway, grian and the others start calling this canary Timmy, bc it kind of reminds them of their missing friend who was also a canary hybrid and a little shit with terrible luck. They tend to keep timmy on the sidelines bc theyre worried hes been through too much and dont want him passing out anymore

Then, along comes tango! Tango, a blazeborn, is of course a major safety risk inside of a mine where gas leaks and combustibles are common. they trust him well enough to be careful and not blow himself up, but they also cant send him down the usual mineshafts, so they have him working mostly near the deepest parts of the cave, away from the coal veins and closer to the lava pits that he can withstand easier, so he winds up mining alone for the most part

And they think, hey, this is perfect! Now we have someone we can send timmy with so that he’s not cooped up all day. So tango winds up spending several hours a day just exploring deep caves and talking to himself, hanging out with this weird little bird that grian and joel love to bully

Anyway, long story short, this is me indulging in my own personal love of tiny animals and basically writing about tango going “ive had timmy for one day but if anything happened to him i’d blow this place up with myself in it”. Its just dumb little fluffy stuff like jimmy and tango doing back and forth whistle calls (jimmy of course being safely tucked away in an oxygen chamber the whole time), tango absolutely decking his room out with lots of perches and things bc he noticed jimmy hates cages, and tango spending his free time walking around with a bird nestled in his hair

Mostly this is just snapshot scenes in my head, stuff like grian explaining to tango how timmy got his name and what not. But yea this has been taking over my brain for weeks now!!!! Please help me i still need to finish my other wips!!!!!!!!!!

#can u tell im unmedicated 😔#AHHHHHH im like actually shaking bc my brain got so excited to dump all that shit out thank u for indulging me ajhsjsbbsn #anyway. i love those funny guys they mean everything 2 me #holy shit ouuuuuu i need to go drink water now #anon im kissing u so sweetly pls feel free to message me off anon i do not bite usually # camtankerous is whining #long post

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mangosimoothie · 2 years ago

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ik u said to ignore it but i cant ignore it because im a natural snoop and i fucking love reading tags. its where people show their colors and i think everyone has a rainbow inside them. which prompts me to say that u dont have to answer this. hell, u can ignore this.

anyway, maybe its coz im using tumblr wrong. i literally only come here to grab some *feels* (good and bad) at the popular reblogs and then occasionally join in the simblr "oooh" and "gaaah!!" eras that i feel like im missing out on what u call the Back in the Day tumblr era. tumblr was advertised to me as a blogging site so like lmfao.

maybe its also because of the power of the anon feature that i can actually make myself be able to enter ur ask box without feeling too shy or scared that im here to comment on ur post. is it because we're far too scared to interact beyond the comments or is it because drama (not sure if theres a better word for it, controversy maybe?) has scarred us and being able to comment on things without the anon feature kind of scares us all now?

regarding simblr drama posts that blow up, u could probably also contribute it to bandwagon, right? like obv, its not the only reason it blows up but bandwagon helps. its far too easy to join in the opinion that everyone agrees on and parrot it around. like idk if im making sense but isnt it kinda easier to "not have an opinion" but rb that other person's opinion/fact that the rest of the community has deemed correct or right as if its your own (ok maybe this sentence sounds bad and i could probably phrase it as "i have an opinion about it but this other person has worded it so perfectly that i will rb this instead". anyway i'll leave it in coz the previous one could be true to some people). not that its bad, im honestly glad most of us agree on smth, it just sometimes loses that sense of discussion u probably meant if we're all just parroting everything.

i mean, i've seen it happen. especially during certain major events here where my dash was full of the same post being reblogged by myself and a couple others with no additional ideas (even tags sometimes, like i said i love tags i think tags hold a lot of unspoken but spoken ideas if u get it).

i had a point here somewhere. anyway what i meant to say was, i think i have similar feelings with u regarding discussions (lmfao look at this long post). but im far too scared to get out of anon to actually have it with u or anyone else in simblr.

have a good day/night tho :"D

Hahah no thank you for snooping on my tags 😅 what I meant to say is, I notice that most engagement happens through likes instead of comments, which is just really frustrating because yeah, I am used to tumblr being more of a forum so likes feel very empty to me. Unless it’s “”drama”” then yeah like you said, people are more inclined to comment. Like my first post that blew up was literally just “not someone charging $3 for sims nipples” or st like that which was really funny but also a little sad bc I would’ve loved to engage like that on posts I actually cared about and that weren’t just me being cheeky lol. That said, I understand what you mean about feeling too shy. I asked about this earlier - why ask questions on anon if they’re not mean - and for most people yeah, it boiled down to being shy or not wanting to seem over eager. But I LOVE when people are eager about my nonsense, I LOVE when people ramble like this in tags or comments or my inbox about my story/sims. That is the sole thing that’s kept me active here tbh - the couple people who comment and send me asks instead of just throwing a like here and there. I’ve been told many times that engagement on simblr is a lot lower than it used to be which is a little discouraging. I’ll look at my friends with large blogs and even though their stories get 100s of likes there’s still only 2-5 comments! I’d be pulling my hair out!! Maybe it’s a pet peeve that’s kinda specific to me lol but it does bother me sometimes especially when I put a q like hey tell me what you thought about x or whatever the case may be. Like even going so far as to be like “instead of a like tell me about x :) “ and that still not working. I guess that’s just not the way people engage on tumblr anymore :/ 🤷🏾‍♀️

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julie-thefatones · 4 years ago

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Ghost of You || Luke x Reader || Part 4

A/N: Your best friends with Julie, since the stamp was removed from the boys they are able to be seen by lifers at choice and can touch lifers at choice, but are still ghosts. You and Luke grow closer and closer starting to go from friends to more than that and everyone starts to notice, it just takes a little longer for you two to figure it out.

Part 1 , Part 2, Part 3

Side Note: The song that Luke "writes" about Y/N is in fact Moving Along by 5 SOS look it up its a good one

Word Count: 3,088

WARNINGS: 16+ (Sexual References)

It had been weeks since yours and Lukes encounter, in fact you guys have barely talked.... Anytime you guys hung out it was always with the group and only the group and every time he would barely even look at you, you didnt really know what to think of it .... you missed him, yeah you knew that it was gonna be different than before but not this different... You were walking out of 4th period when Carrie came jogging down the hall to catch up with you "Hey Y/N! im gonna walk with you" She said in her normal high pitched Carrie voice, you gave her a shy but inviting smile and then hugged your books to your chest, you hadn't really felt like your self since this whole thing happened, Carrie could see the sadness in your demeanor "Are you okay Y/N? you have been down for like..... weeks" Carried asked with concern, you kind of sighed because thinking about it was hard enough let alone talking about, but you thought your friend deserved an explanation, you glanced in Carries direction "Not really" you said with sadness in your voice "Me and Luke had an... incident so to speak a few weeks ago and it kind of caused a rift in our friendship and now he won't even look at me or talk to me....." you sighed and looked down at the floor "I miss him" you said in a barely audible sad tone, Carrie came closer to you and put a gentle hand on your back showing she cared "Can I ask ... what happened between you and Luke.... you guys were so close, like it was rare to ever see you guys not together" Carrie asked in a soft tone trying not to be pushy, you contemplated on telling her or not *What do I got to loose* you thought to yourself then stopped walking, turning to face Carrie

"Okay.... you just cant tell anyone okay" you said getting close enough to Carrie so that only she could hear what you were saying, her eyes widened with intrigue "Yeah, I promise Y/N" she said urgently to insure you knew that she wouldn't tell a soul "Me and Luke......" you started saying, then stopping to look side to side, to make sure that no one was listening to what you were saying, then looking straight back into Carries eyes "Me and Luke, almost slept together... like it was going to happen but then ... Alex and Reggie Poofed in and then it was a huge mess and then Me and Luke agreed to just be friends and now we are here" You said in a slight urgent whisper, Carries mouth was wide open with shock with her eyes bugged out of her head "Carrie?" you said widening your eyes in concern to why she wasn't answering yet "Carrie!" you exclaimed in hopes she would snap out of it "YOU AND LUKE WHAT!" she yelled in which you immediately slammed your hand over her mouth "Can you not yell maam" you said with tight lips and wide eyes, Carrie shook her head yes under your mouth and relaxed, you released your hand from her mouth in which she started talking instantly "Im sorry! you and Luke what? why am I just now hearing this" Carrie exclaimed in a whispered tone, you sighed and continued walking down the hallway, in which she followed after you "Because I didnt want anyone to know .... I didnt want to make a big deal.... especially since Luke isn't even talking to me ..... I don't know... I just really really miss him" You said in a melancholy tone, Carrie looked at you as if she was gonna say something and then Alex poofed in right in front of you and Carrie, stopping you both in your tracks "Woah! Hey Alex" You said in a high pitched tone, you thought you would be used to them popping in like that by now but you weren't "Luke misses you too! hes driving me crazy" Alex exclaims motioning his hands from his head like he is going out of his mind, You just look at Alex not really knowing what to say, Carrie just looking back and forth from you to Alex waiting for one of you to speak again, Alex continues on with his rant "Y/N! hes so mopey, hes just sitting around all day writing in his stupid freaking song book with his sad Luke face! and anytime I try to ask him to do something or ask him what wrong he just looks at me with that face you know that Luke face that is just like brooding and HIS LUKE

FACE!" Alex says in frustration all while pacing back and forth in front of you guys, messing with his hair in frustration and annoyance, and then he abruptly stops in front of you with wild eyes, grabbing both your shoulders "Y/N! you gotta go make up with him or something! I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!" Alex exclaims, you had to admit this was slightly entertaining you couldn't help but chuckle, but then you sighed thinking about the *You gotta make up with him* part of what Alex said "Theres nothing to make up, we aren't fighting ..... we just ..... I guess aren't as close as we were" You said back to your sad voice , Alex rolls his eyes throwing his hands up in the air doing a slight twirl to face away from you and then a quick motion back to face you "BULL CRAP! YOU GUYS CANT GO FROM ALMOST BONING EACH OTHER TO NOT TALKING AT ALL THAT FAST!! YOU GUYS NEED TO TALK! NOW" Alex exclaims, now pushing you toward the door, Carrie just laughing and then following after to not miss anything "GET HIM OUT OF MY STUDIO, AND FIX HIM!" Alex continues pushing you out the door, him and Carrie just standing in the hallway looking out the door as you walk down the street in major confusion to what just happened, Alex sighs "I really hope I got through to her but wasn't like mean ya know" he says tilting his head to the side as he watched you walk away through the school doors, Carrie tilting her head in the same direction but snapping it up ward to look at Alex "No I think you did a great job! very well executed" She said with reassurance, Alex snaps his head up to look back at her "Thank you, ya know I just ..... I really want Luke out of the studio" He said bringing his hand to heart.

As you walked down the street you decided you weren't gonna go see Luke, it just felt too weird and you didnt want to impose, you just decided to go home... you just wanted to sleep! not talk to anyone or deal with anyone! just sleep! you thought to yourself....... your feet dragged you up the stairs into your room, you slammed the door and face planted on your bed when you noticed something in the corner of your eye... It was your guitar, Luke had kept it with him since he gifted it to you just to keep it safe, but there it was, with its own stand and everything, then you noticed a note sticking out of the strings, you quickly rolled out of your bed to stumble over and read it, you gently pulled the note out of the strings being careful not to damage the guitar in any way, the front of the note read To: Y/N you could tell it was Luke who left it there because of the awful, but cute hand writing, it smelled like him and you thought that was a weird thing to think but .... you missed that smell, you took a moment thinking about the last time you breathed in his scent.... flashing back to the night you guys almost..... you shook your head bringing your self back to focus and opening the letter

Dear Y/N,

Hey.... long time no talk eh? how are you? I don't know why im asking that this is a letter not a text message..... anyway! here's your guitar, figured it wouldn't be any good to ya if you didnt have it. It didnt have a strap or anything so I took the liberty of picking one out for you, I figured you would like this one it has checkers all over it, It will match your vans... and my vans too! thats pretty cool .... I almost bought one for my self I think still might, look at us matching guitar straps! Reggie is gonna be so jealous! Anyway, I hope your doing good ... Oh! and good luck on you French test! I know you were nervous about that, I know youre gonna rock it! you always do

-Luke

You closed the letter holding it to your chest and smiling, you lightly lifted the guitar strap with your finger to look at it, you chuckled noticing that you were actually wearing your checkered vans today. You removed your finger letting the strap fall gently back to place, you sighed curling your legs up to your chest. You remembered that the band had a show tonight... *Should I go?* you thought to your self... you initially thought you wouldn't go, but it would be nice to support your friends, and maybe you and Luke should talk *Okay Im gonna go!* you thought to your self confidently, but first you needed a nap.

It was 7:00pm, you arrived at the venue of the gig 30 minutes before their performance, the place was packed! you knew you should have gotten their earlier, but it was hard enough to get out of bed to get here... wasn't exactly easy for you.

You danced along with the bands that were on before Julie and the boys, you noticed Flynn and Carrie across the venue, they noticed you back waving their hands in the air in excitement for you to join them, You grow a big smile and excitedly run over to join them... you hug them in a greeting, and just then you heard the announcer say "Please put your hands together for Julie and The Phantoms" the crowd goes wild, Julie and the boys had become quite popular in your town, You, Carrie, and Flynn made it a point to be the loudest ones out of everyone though. Julie entered the stage, alone like she always did, she made her way over to the keyboard and sat down. She pressed one button on the keyboard in order for the boys to poof on stage, Luke immediately starts singing while simultaneously playing the guitar "Thinking bout you lots lately! Have you been eating breakfast alone like me! Thinking bout you lots lately Oh are you moving along!" You had never heard this song before, it must have been new, Luke played and sang effortlessly, you didnt really notice the lyrics until you noticed Carrie and Flynn looking at you with curious wide eyes, Luke sang with such passion in his voice, he always did but this time seemed different. When the bridge came Luke found you in the crowd his eyes getting big but then locking his eyes with yours as he sang, not breaking his stare, singing "Scared of moving on, but you're already gone So if you're moving on, won't you just tell me? Scared of moving on, but you're already gone So if you're moving on, won't you just tell me?" As soon as the bridge ended he broke your gaze, you shook your head in order to get your self to recover, you look over at Carrie and Flynn who were watching you for your reaction, you look back up at the stage, Luke and Reggie were doing their classic move of sharing the mic during the chorus, then Luke broke off, playing the melody on his guitar with such... what seemed like anger, or frustration. You started questioning if you should have even come tonight *Was this a mistake..... he looks mad* you thought to yourself, now biting your thumb due to your new anxiety toward the situation. When the song ended Luke shook his hair which was now damp with sweat, and then he stared at you, you couldn't tell what his emotions were at this moment.... *oh boy, how am I gonna make it through this night* you thought to your self.

The band had a great set, after the new song they played Finally Free, which was one of your favorites, then they did Bright. You were really proud of your best friend and how successful her and the boys were becoming. The whole event was over and the place was now pretty much empty, it was just you, Carrie, and Flynn waiting for Julie and the Boys to come out from the back. You were super nervous to see Luke, you didnt know what to say, was that song about you? you wondered to your self.... in the middle of your internal crisis you saw Julie coming from the back with Alex, Reggie following behind all smiling and then Luke shortly after them, he wasn't smiling though, he was just anxiously messing with the hair behind his head. Carrie and Flynn ran up to Julie to give her a hug to congratulate her on the show, you broke your gaze from Luke in order to do the same, you quickly ran over to give your best friend a hug "Congrats Jules! that was an amazing show!" you exclaimed and then motioned to the boys "All of you!" you said looking at all of them, and then setting your eyes on Luke just a little longer than everyone else, he just shyly smiled in response "Thanks Y/N!" Reggie Exclaimed "Did you like the first song? Luke wrote it about you!" Reggie continued with a big smile and a slight chuckle at the end, Lukes eyes widened with annoyance, Alex just turned slowly to face Reggie, his eye twitching in the process, Reggie just looked confused at both of them "What? was she not supposed to know" Reggie asked like he really didnt know, You just stood there shyly, not really knowing what to say, Carries eyes widened "Well!! Flynn! Julie! Alex! and Reggie! I think there is something over here you guys should see its really cool?" Carrie said breaking the awkward tension, or trying to at least, motioning everyone in to the other side of the venue in order to give you and Luke some privacy "Why whats over here?" Reggie asked confused, in which Alex pulled his arm with annoyance rolling his eyes "Just come on reg!" Alex said with a frustrated tone pulling him in the direction Carrie was leading everyone. Soon enough they all disappeared behind a curtain on the other side of the venue, You turned to look at Luke who had his hands in his front pockets, he looked up to make eye contact with you, a half smile appeared on his face as you guys shared a look, you couldn't help but smile a little too. Luke lifted one leg up and then hoped forward to get closer to you "Soooo....." He said as if he didnt know what to do next, You put your hands in your back pockets, then motioned your shoulders forward a little "Sooooo" You echoed back to him, he chuckled "Did you like the show?" He said motioning toward the stage, you nodded your head yes "Yeah!! you guys rocked it as usual" You said, you felt awkward because you had so many things you wanted to say but you didnt want to overwhelm him or feel like you were over stepping, He made a slight whistle shaking his head yes then looking down at his foot which was resting on its heel motioning side to side, "Was that song really about me?" You blurted out with out even thinking, or realizing what you were doing, Luke froze and then looked up with wide eyes, his lips still pursed from whistling and then he relaxed his position putting his foot down and removing his hands from his pockets "Okay, we're just gonna jump right into it..... yeah! it was" he said with a slightly frustrated tone, you bit your lip not really understanding "Wh- why?" you asked truly wondering why he wrote it, you guys both agreed to be friends and you guys never dated so what was there to move on from, he looked at you scrunching his eyebrows together "Why?" He said back confused to why you were confused, you don't know why but you were getting angry "Yeah!" You said throwing your hands in the air "Why Luke! Why everything! Why have you been avoiding me! why have you been so absent!!!" You exclaimed, starting to tear up "So what we almost slept together! BIG DEAL! THAT DOESNT MEAN YOU HAVE TO CUT ME OFF! THAT DOESNT ME YOU

HAVE TO

TURN AWAY FROM ME!" You didnt realize it but you were yelling, tears were streaming down your face, you wiped your tears with the sleeve of your jacket "I missed you so much..... so much Luke..... so yeah why?" you said softer with a crack in your voice, Luke bit his lip in frustration "You wanna know why?!" he exclaimed moving one step closer to you "Because you mean more to me than I could ever imagine someone meaning to me, youre the most amazing person I have ever met!" He exclaimed, now him growing tears in his eyes "AND WHEN YOU KEPT SAYING WE'RE JUST FRIENDS IT EFFING BROKE ME INSIDE BECAUSE IM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU THAT IT HURTS! OKAY! THAT THE FACT YOU DONT WANT ANYTHING MORE THAN JUST FRIEND SHIP KILLS ME INSIDE! SO YEAH I AVOIDED SEEING YOU BECAUSE EVERYTIME I SAW YOU THE PAIN WAS UNBEARABLE BECAUSE ALL I WANTED TO DO WAS GRAB YOU AND HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS AND CALL YOU MINE!" He yelled, grabbing his hair in frustration "There ya go! thats why!" he exclaimed finishing his statement, You stood there gathering the ends of your jacket sleeve in your fists, looking at Luke with red puffy eyes, and before you could respond Luke picked up his guitar, wiped his eyes and poofed out.

#Luke Patterson #Luke Patterson x reader #luke patterson x y/n #Luke Patterson fanfic #Luke Patterson fan fiction #Jatp luke #jatp Luke fanfic #jatp Luke x reader #jatp Luke x y/n #Charlie gillespie #Marys fanfic #Charlie Gillespie luke

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youranxiousnerd · 3 years ago

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Second Chances Thoughts

bc what

spoilers below

i have...thoughts

ah no chaotic intro, f in the chat

it’s still a nice intro, tho

IM SORRY ARE THEY NOT SHOWING THE TRANSFORMATION?!?!

WHAT

THIS IS A HATE CRIME /j

i used the thingy

no bows either?!?!

this is called high school musical: the musical: the series not high school musical: the backstage drama: the series

wow they got changed fast

“Passable!”

I’ll be the judge of that oh wait i cant bc they didnt show us

YES QUEEN ASHLYN GETTING THE LOVE SHE DESERVES

ashlyn is such a queen

the perfect belle, stunning

“A couple letters, actually” it’s a sign (literally)

flower touch

AWWW REDLYN

STOP THEY’RE ADORABLE

they love each other so much

east high kids be snooping

not me thinking about carlos’ hand on seb’s back we were robbed im taking what i can get

“You were the perfect Belle tonight. I was really proud”

“Evil genius”

they’re so happy

AWWW A REDLYN KISS WHOOP WHOOP

kourt and howie are so awkward

“drumroll?”

howie and seb would get along

weird little playoff, maybe he is lying?

they’re cute, tho

sad that they didn’t really get any build-up

“happy now?” “yes”

“If it’s with you, always” MY HEART

just like a fanfic

kourtney just invited north highs beast to east highs cast party

OH MY GOD MAZZARA IS ACTUALLY GETTING A STORY ABOUT HIM

i was not expecting that okay

ej and mazzara are the best

gina is so happy too bad it wont last

gina is an actress

gahhhh portwell drama

oh god rini let the drama begin

that was very calm, did someone possess nini and ricky?

i really like them as best friends. i was a hardcore rini shipper last season but with all their constant conflict i realized how much fun they are as friends

“we are literally on the same page”

“just for a moment” I LOST MY SHIT

miss jenn no

oooo seblos please be good

Seb calling Miss. Jenn out on her bullshit since idk when

“That’s a hard never mind now” okay wow

Miss. Jenn is Carlos’ godmother

This is theatre, not football

CRYING GINA

gini

GINA SUPPORT DAY IS A THING PEOPLE!!!!!

oh wow a plot line actually being addressed

season 1 callback im not ready

gina and nini people!!!

very sweet scene

ahha jamie callback we all knew it

i would really like to see miss jenns batb audition notes

“I’m in a great place, mentally” if you were you wouldn’t be saying that

OMFG IS SHE NOT GOING TO APOLOGIZE!?!?!

like that was a big deal, a big effing deal and then nothing?

you told a kid to jump off something high and you can’t even say “sorry”?!?!

back to the miss jenn love triangle

“I think I’m happy, or gettin’ there”

ricky you don’t have to be there yet it’s okay

that line hit

SEASON 1 OUTFITS

CORE 4 SONG

killer harmonies

sofia giving us that alto rep!!

portwell duet! audition outfits

very good, very very good. this song kinda screams autotune but it still sounds very good.

last song of the season NOOO but very fitting

Is it just me or does “Second Chance” look like a music video they show in Justice (the teen store) in 2014?

cast bonding yay!

PAUSE THE ONLY SEBLOS MOMENT WE GOT THIS EPISODE WAS A WRIST HOLD?!?!!

DISNEY WTF

LIKE EVERY COUPLE GOT THEIR MOMENT AND ALL THEY GET IS A WRIST HOLD

BFBLBFIWGFSDMBF

shit why does my favorite ship have to be the gay one on a disney show?

east high booing the lily and french boi has me on the floor

“Big Red, you were also in it” BEST LINE OF THE FINALE OMFG

i missed antoine

sorry carlos has glitter on his face

seb’s smile and wave at north high why am i laughing?

off topic but i have unintentionally started doing the seb wave (you know the one) (with the fingers) in real life.

also gay chair sit

e.j is also doing the gay chair sit

lily what

you have had like one conversation

she says she likes his face but not his personality?

im calling bullcrap

pause didn’t lily steal the harness? are we just going to forget about that

probably, the writers did forgot to develop seblos

Let Ricky be single challenge

ANTOINE MY LOVE

REDLYN I LOVE YOU

SHUSH EJ’S SPEECH TIME TO SOB

ummmm

so this season has been for nothing?

all the shit they went through (the self-doubt, relationship problems, the injuries, the death threats) is for nothing?!?

since when does Miss. Jenn not care anymore about the Menkies?!?!

I actually get the kids side of this, but not Miss. Jenn’s.

I was surprised they took this route with the Menkies, didn’t even cross my mind

“It was five”

Big Red x medicine

bet your ass ashlyn would have gotten a nomination best actress

“We got a pizza oven” THE EAST HIGH KIDS ARE COMMITTING ARSON

is mazzara staying for miss jenn? they could do long distance but it doesnt have the best rep in this show

gini

ashlyn is the captain of the portwell ship and nini is her right hand man (or whatever second best is called in sailing)

NINI MAKIN THE DEALS

RICKY WHY ARE YOU CALLING HER

WHYYYYYY

“Will you be my first kiss” smiles

OH MY GOD

WAIT NOTHING

WHAT

OMFG THEY CUT IT LMAO

“this summer is about to get hot” SUMMER SEASON 3?!?!

ANTOINE

OMFG HE BETTER COME BACK

I LOVE ABF

WAIT THATS IT

FWBEGLEWG

THATS IT

hey they ended with andrew barth feldman what more can you ask for?

Thats...it?

Oh wait some cast stuff...brb ima cry. The ending has some very series finale energy...I’m scared. Natalie wouldn’t have done the “buckle up wildcats” if there wasn’t a season 3, right? But the bloopers at the end...

The cast ending was great. “You are the Music in Me” was so heartfelt and I’m a sucker for bloopers.

Wait so no Lily home? It was probably a cut scene.

If we got Lily home, can we get an album with the cast singing all the BATB songs?

I have so many mixed feelings about this episode. Here is the thing, if you love the core 4 then this was your episode. If you’re like me and prefer the side leads then this was probably a little disappointing since we barely saw them. This episode felt rushed and a little messy, but there were some great moments. Season 2′s writing has felt a little weird. This season lacked the chaotic theater kid energy season 1 had. It was one of the reasons I fell in love with the show. If/when we get a season 3 I really hope the writers find that energy again.

Let’s all give a round of applause for the cast and crew who filmed majority of the season during a global pandemic. That could not have been easy. They gave us a pretty good season under crazy conditions. They definitely had to change some things to fit the current climate. Overall, hats off the the cast and crew because you guys killed it.

I’m really going to miss this show, hopefully it gets renewed. It has become a comfort show these past several weeks. My sanity says “no, don’t go” but my sleep schedule says “leave.”

To second chances!!

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midasinc · 3 years ago

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🎼, 🔮, 🫂 for Combeferre and/or Feuilly, please!

i will do all for both bc i love them <3 if something doesnt make sense i am sorry i just got home from work and took melatonin and im so sleepytired rn

combeferre:

🎼 - he's a major key. i think combeferre would be e major, specifically because of its chords. i think it might sound like a basic scale at first but its chords are just so... hopeful. i think combeferre is like that. he isn't just another member of les amis, i think his hope for the future and his support of the revolution despite preferring peaceful tactics is really smthn. e major chords kinda hit like that. idk what im talking about, anyway i think he'd be a string instrument. aint no way this fool isn't a bass. he's a bass. if he was a woodwind brass he'd be a tuba. but if he were to play something, i think it would be a trumpet bc he kind of gives off band geek (affectionate). i dont think combeferre would be in a school orchestra

🔮 - i feel like it's too easy to assign him to be either a cleric or a wizard, but i also feel like that's just something combeferre would like. i can also see him being a druid. believe it or not i dont think combeferre would be a dungeon master, i think he prefers to play the game then tell the story. i also think he wants to be something "cooler" at times but is too scared to make a new character that isn't just magic-based because he thinks his friends might judge him for it or make a weird remark. so he likes wizards and clerics, but he's thinking about making a ranger or a paladin character !

🫂 - combeferre is close with both his mom and his sister but once again, with my own hc of their family configuration i imagine him to be very sullen and angry and closed off after losing his dad. he acts out a lot in frustration and grief and it caused a ton of him yelling and slamming doors at his mother, and then ignoring his sister. he calms down after a few years, though, and now the three of them are very close. i imagine him and his sister to write each other quite frequently in canon era- they're both very smart individuals and look forward to each other's letters. it makes their days when they see that they have mail

feuilly:

🎼 - i think as a scale he would be c-minor. he's close to that c-major sound, that happy and typical sound. feuilly is close to being like some of the other members of les amis, but he misses a lot of happy attributes that the others might have due to growing up in vastly different circumstances. his chords are still pretty, but there's something sad behind them. as an instrument i see feuilly being woodwind. i think he could be a brass instrument, like a trombone or a french horn. however i think he'd play the viola as a musician

🔮 - i think he's a ranger at heart. he sometimes plays monk and barbarian, but he's a ranger. all of his characters are sort of the same angsty background with trauma because feuilly definitely doesn't project onto his little guys. but he's definitely a fighter, so he mostly plays as a ranger. when he's feeling more weak irl he plays barbarian bc it makes him feel a little more capable of doing hard things

🫂 - ......well- okay. in canon era? i dont think he has any family, or anyone he remembers. but there was this older woman in the village he grew up wandering around in who would sometimes leave little pieces of food out for this feral child, and he was very emotionally attached to her. there were times when she would give him things and they'd talk for a little while and he made a mental note to pay her back one day. he doesn't get to. in modern era, i think one of his foster parent families werent awful. feuilly is another one of my certified Problem Children growing up and he rarely got along with a/o stayed for long with families because either they couldnt stand his attitude or he was "unfixable". one family that he lived with for a few months when he was fifteen were really nice, though. the only reason feuilly had to leave was because they got a job offer in japan and couldn't bring him with. he still emails them sometimes and they send him christmas cards and a little gift on his birthday. they're the people he would consider to be.... some form of loving. other than that, he isn't close with any relatives or any other foster parents

#ty for the ask !!#les mis #les miserables #les amis #les amis de l'abc #les mis headcanons #combeferre #feuilly

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chloe in my adrininogami roommates au

under the cut bc its a little long (1500 words of notes about chloe in this au)

ADRININOGAMI ROOMATES AU RECAP: its not really an au its just a timejump, Adrien Nino and Kagami are all like 18-19 and roommates, hawkmoth is still out there and lb and cn still dont know each others’ identities, Nino and Kagami know each others’ secret identities but don’t know Adrien’s and he doesn’t know theirs, Nino is at university while Adrien and Kagami are just taking a gap year and working minimum wage jobs and honestly they are all thriving and bffs

Chloe is a music major

At the same university as Nino

i have very little knowledge of the universities of Paris so this is going to be partially based on the American system, im sorry but youre going to have to suspend your disbelief real quick

so the university has a rule where first year students have to live on campus in the dorms

Nino escaped this rule because he is a goshdarn music nerd and quest for knowlege cannot be stopped

There wasn’t even an AP Music Theory class at his high school when he started there but he was like “whats up guys i have self-confidence now and i think it would be pretty nifty if we had this class” and then talked to teachers and convinced a bunch of his friends to sign up for it so now its a class

And thats the only AP Music class and he still wanted to learn,,, so he just,,, started taking online college courses,,, in music theory,,, for fun,,,, the absolute nerd <3

he will ramble excitedly about music history to anyone who will listen and you cant even be upset bc he is so energetic about this

All of this is to say that, by the time he graduated high school, he had already completed a bunch of college classes, so he got to enter university as a sophomore, which is how he is living off campus with adrien and kagami

Chloe, however, is a freshman, so shes gotta live on campus in the freshman dorms and have a roommate

her roommate, by the way, is Juleka

Chloe has calmed down significantly by this time and sucks a lot less. She and Juleka are not friends by any account, but basically, when they were signing up for roommates, they were both like “whelp this is better than rooming with a total stranger, i wont talk to you or bother you if you dont talk to me”

chloe and juleka have not actually spoken to each other since school started,, they pretty much stay out of the dorm room unless they are sleeping and then they stay on their side of the room and do not make eye contact and dont touch each others stuff

and chloe is totally fine with this

just kidding, hahaha, she is sad and lonely and wants to make friends but is terrible at it,,, her models for friendship include Adrien who she knows she messed up with completely and the best thing she can do now for their relationship is avoid him so she doesnt mess it up more,, and Sabrina, who is also refusing to speak to her now and basically taught chloe that the way to do friendship is to like? do their homework or something??

(juleka is vibing and living her best life btw, shes just also an introvert and only goes to the dorm when she is tired and needs to refresh and also chloe is the one acting like they shouldnt talk)

SO,,, chloe is a music major bc she thinks its pretty nifty and fun and also because she is trying to avoid anything to do with her parents,,, she has reached the point where like “be a dissapointment to my parents” is like,, her life goal,,, which is kinda a “good for her” situation and kinda a “holy heck plz get her some therapy situation”

wow we’ve got a bunch of backstory but we are finally to the point of this post

Chloe has several classes with Nino and she keeps accidentally flocking to him because she already knows him from high school and he has such good vibes

Nino is kind of just trying to avoid her,, he doesnt HATE her,, but,, it is chloe,, yknow

but then they get paired up for a group project and the group meets at nino’s apartment, and adrien is not in the building whenever chloe is there, on purpose,, they will be friends again eventually but their friendship is taking a little bit of a break and adrien is still learning how to have boundaries so he’s just doing what’s best for his mental health

chloe is totally fine with this and doesnt miss him at all

just kidding she is lying

BUT

you know who IS just chilling in the apartment while chloe is there

kagami

who is now like 19 and having some actual self confidence and happiness and who is chilling in her apartment with nino, one of her best friends

and chloe gets through the first group meetup at nino’s house and doesn’t spent any time just staring at kagami who’s chilling reading books in the corner (yes she does)

chloe is actually trying her hardest to be nice to the group members and make friends and prove that she can be a good person and a hard worker but she has very little social skills or work ethics skills and is having complicated emotions about adrien and hasnt even realized it yet but she is falling HARD for kagami,

all that is to say that chloe is a little bit distracted from the group project

but anyway they meet up again and this time chloe has done a ton of research and prep beforehand bc she doesnt want 2 be caught offguard made to look like a fool again and everyone is like what the heck, since when does she study things?

and anyway the project goes pretty great

but then

chloe has a goshdarn crying breakdown

because she is experiencing too many emotions all at once

the combination of just,,, university coursework is stressful and living without servants for the very first time in her life and parental issues and not having friends and also literally everything is just aaaa

so she starts crying in her dorm while doing homework while juleka is there but she literally forgets that juleka is there bc juleka is kind of a cryptid

and juleka just kinda stares at her for a minute and then is like “u good”

and chloe tries to pretend shes not startled and is like “haha yeah its fine”

and juleka is like “have u considered getting a tutor”

and chloe, who is stupid, is like “hmm i should ask nino to tutor me but only at his place and only when kagami is home and i should make sure that i look super cute and i need to study beforehand so that i look cool and smart in front of kagami,, i mean,, for no reason at all i just think this is a good idea”

she talks to nino and nino is like “ok i guess i can help tutor you but u have to actually make an effort and also stick to a schedule so youre not there when adriens there bc we are respecting his boundaries and also you need to-”

and chloe is like “great perfect done”

and then she actually does everything nino says

so basically

she ends up passing all of her classes and making friends

literally just because she is too stupid to actually try to talk to kagami

they literally do not have any conversations other than like “hey, whats up?” “nothing much lol” for like,,, an entire year

also chloe does not admit to herself that she has a crush on kagami for that entire time either

meanwhile adrien and nino and kagami are all a little confused bc chloe keeps flirting at nino??? and adrien is like “im pretty sure she likes girls but idk???” and nino keeps being like “hey chloe what’s up, i just got back from hanging out with my amazing girlfriend alya who i am very in love with,, and who is my girlfriend,, who i am dating”

and chloe has literally no idea why he is doing this but continues to flirt at him and subconciously hope that kagami will catch some of her flirting vibes and falls in love with her

so basically

they are all stupid

BUT Chloe and Nino do become actual friends and chloe actually respects him for the amazing wonderful smart talented kind person that he is and he helps her make some new friends and they get to the point where they are a super great study group and she’ll listen to all his homework assignments and proofread some of them when its like finals cramming time and they are supporting each other and their friendship is good

#chlogami #chloe bourgeois #ml chloe #nino lahiffe #kagami tsurugi #adrien agreste #juleka couffaine #adrininogami roomates au #platonic adrininogami #adrininogami

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