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Hm. Grief is weird. One minute I’m totally at peace with things, and then I realize that this is the first year of my whole entire life that we’ll have Christmas without my grandad. 22 christmases with him.
#it’s just weird.#nanas here and she’s gonna make cinnamon rolls#but she won’t be calling out directions to her sous chef of 62 years#he’s just…#gone.#things were getting bad with his dementia. he got a bit violent at times#but last Christmas he wandered over to me and draped 3 different blankets over me and pet my hair every time#like he forgot he had already done it#but I thanked him and hugged him every time#this is my life#not to quote arcane but like. yeah there is a hole and I’m just expected to fill it
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Pose practice! ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ
#these were actually pretty fun to do! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶#lmk sun wukong#lmk macaque#lmk mk#lego monkie kid#lmk fanart#digital art#my art#I tried making mk’s outfit a mix of the two#shadowpeach#sorry Hetalia followers I have been on a wukong kick lately 😔#I like that little monkie man…#not just Lego but in general#yo I might do the black myth one next cuz that final boss had me giggling and kicking my feet#I literally looked like this 🤭 had to stop myself like GIRL GET UP. HAVE SOME DIGINITY 😭😭😭#either that game studio did not think about people with degradation kinks or they thought way too much of em#that boss was disreSPECTful#is young sage x og wukong a thing? if not they don’t call me a creator for nothin#it’s basically just clone fuckin to em anyway I’m pretty sure every iteration of wukong has done that already#including the jttw one#bet those parties on flower fruit mountain got fucking WILD#anyway here’s mk and his dads sorry bout the ramble :)#love that four ears headcanon for him that’s big brain#family bonding activity can just be one guy and his two divorced dads he’s trying to parent trap by himself#no I forgot their masks… o(-( cuz I usually just color them in…..no..
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roadkill.
my art entry for @megaroniandcheez's dtiys. see tags for notes and explanations on the art. also tumblr may have absolutely nuked the quality so click the picture for a better look
#dream discusses bsd 🖋️#dream doodles 🖋️#cheez dtiys#this took between 6-8 hours. I don't know the exact time since I wasn't really keeping track#anyways this would've come out quicker if I hadn't put it off for a few days but I really needed to take a break since it got frustrating#the bg and skeleton were already done but I was really stuck on what to do with chuuya and I even scrapped the original pose I had for him#it was too difficult given my current skill set. but I can see how i've improved since my last major piece (aka my own dtiys)#but yeah. also disregard his gloves I literally forgot that and I didn't want to detail his actual hands so. gloves it was. yeah.#for my sake just pretend that he either forgot or just activated corruption suddenly so then he'll rip them off anyways#still drew his hat blowing away amidst the flurry of feathers though#oh also this is 16 chuuya. 22 chuuya's hair PAINS me to draw so I went the gay little ponytail route#design notes include making his coat have fur to reference how he was based off of a bearded vulture#also his wings were very fun to draw. I used an actual picture of a bearded vulture as reference too#I got a little lazy with the ram skeleton but the skull has the most amount of effort put into it#I considered adding remnants of flesh still sticking to the bones themselves but bearded vultures primarily eat bones/bone marrow anyways#also technically I used this dtiys as a way to test out my art program's filters with the blurring of said ram skeleton. really adds depth#CEO of nonsensical backgrounds. that's a forest I just also got lazy with it. not the main focus of the drawing#I do like the backlighting and the corruption marks though. very proud of how that turned out. this whole thing was experimental#not sure if i'll hate this piece eventually but I'm proud of it at the moment so reblogs are greatly appreciated#dtiys#dtiys entry#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd chuuya#bsd fanart#bungou stray dogs fanart#bungou stray dogs chuuya#bungo stray dogs fanart#bungo stray dogs chuuya
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Prompt: Hug/“this isn’t a negotiation, friend” (day 16)
Characters: Wild + Legend
Goddess, Time’s gonna kill me, Wild thought to himself as he trekked through the forest. He was allowed to go out foraging on the condition that he’d be back at camp before sunset. He grimaced as he looked at the orange streaks in the sky fading into purple.
It had been a calm day. A few stray monsters here and there, but nothing even one of them couldn’t handle. It had put most of them on edge (“it's the calm before the inevitable storm”, Hyrule said) but they all decided to ignore it in favour of having a bit of fun. Wind and Four were by the river last he’d seen them, collecting and admiring cool rocks. The others decided to take advantage of the fact that the old man was actually willing to play cards this time and even put money on the table.
In any case, it had been a while since he left the clearing and he really needed to get back before-
He stopped.
There, on the side of the overgrown path, sat Legend.
He was sitting facing in the other direction, hunched in over himself as if he’d just been punched in the gut.
Wild approached him with caution.
“Hey Legend, what are you doing?”
He came around to face the other hero and sat down in front of him. The Vet had his face buried in his knees, arms around his head. He stayed silent.
“Legend?”
“Hm.”
“You okay?”
Neither of them moved for a long while, each deciding to let the question hang in the air between them while Legend found his bearings.
He lifted his head, his face was screwed into a difficult expression, halfway between anxiousness and despair.
Wild frowned, but didn’t stare. Instead, he decided to take an interest in the dandelions that grew around them.
It’s as if he could hear the other’s struggle as he tried to form words.
“I-”
Legend coughed, trying to untighten his throat so he wouldn’t sound as choked up.
“I’m okay. I just get like this sometimes.”
It was true. They all had days where they couldn’t explain why exactly they had low mood or high anxiety, but that didn’t mean they needed to be alone during those confusing and stressful times.
“I don’t wanna talk about it.”
“That’s okay, but you’re still gonna have to pay your taxes”, Wild turned his nose up in mock entitlement, crossing his arms over his chest.
“Wha- what?” The look of bewilderment almost made him crack.
“I’m here to collect your taxes, dude. Now pay up”, and he opened his arms with a blinding, over exaggerated smile.
Legend stared at him for a long, hard moment.
Tears pricked his eyes, apparently on their own accord, because he reached up and furiously wiped them away, snorting.
“You’re stupid.”
“Nah, I just know you.”
“Yeah, I hate that.”
“Can you just accept the hug??”
Legend sighed and promptly fell into the Champion, making no move to reciprocate the arms that encircled him in a tight embrace.
They stayed like that, enjoying each other’s company while any remaining anxiety and frustration ebbed away.
It took some time before either was ready to pull away. Admittedly, it was cold, and Wild was a pleasant source of heat.
Legend smiled as the last of his turmoil came to an end.
#it’s short but I have no motivation or time sooo#used this as a writing exercise#I’m 98% sure I’m not gonna do any of the other days like I wanted to but whatever#this is the only one I had done already#I’m well aware I’ve already written wild#but I used the wheel of names to pick what characters to write about#and what prompt#so I wasn’t biased or anything#linked universe#linkeduniverse#lu#lu fanfiction#wild linked universe#legend linked universe#lu wild#lu legend#not gonna tag time but he is mentioned#so are wind and four#jordie’s fics#fluffvember 2024#oops almost forgot that one lol#sorry my writing still sucks lmao
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Man I wonder where the leader of the fear realm could've gone, it's alMOST LIKE NEVIN HAS AN
#had to re-edit the image real quick because the original edit was from a post I made about Drew years ago#and while the Drew thing is becoming less and less likely. Nevin havinv one has basically been canon since#someone mentioned Greg's (was it Britney's) aura being familiar in s2ch1. ive been putting together a list of every line#that points to Nevin's aura throughout the whole thing (most from s2ch1 but then s2ch10 came out and it was really canon at that point)#but clearly i'm running out of time to say ''i fucking called it'' before it's explicitly stated and i dont want to be in another situation#where somebody else will beat me to a theory and me posting anything about it will seem like copying them. sorry about that btw i had#thought i had already mentioned theorizing that nevin was possessed by a demon in that old theory i made but i had forgotten that one was#super old and was about sigma. so no copying there i just got extremely paranoid there was a mention of a cult and i was like ''nuh uh#that's way too specific and out there of a detail to end up in both our theories'' and i forgot the rest of my super old post was outdated#as hell. and echos had gone ''yeah they're so similar!'' and i took their word for it but now i'm realizing they were probably just trying#to be supportive. so yeah no copying there i was just beaten to the punch of saying something. but i will NOT back down from the aura shit#because i have been calling that shit FROM THE START or at least since i started reading ibvs back when ch20 came out.#also not backing down from saying chris was the worse friend because these past few chapters are the first time isaac has done anything tha#could knowingly upset chris meanwhile chris has. let edward drag isaac to the lair after isaac said edward would beat him up. chose not to#believe edward was holding the secrets over their heads because 'it was something isaac had said' and then immediately distrusted edward in#the next chapter because a random person he didn't know said to steal a book (might i mention how that entire scene proves chris' lack of#development and refusal to take responsibility because it perfectly alludes to when chris had brought those fireworks into his old school#and makes me wonder if charlie has actually gotten him in trouble with his past schools or if he's still just not taking responsibility#and if him following nevin to the woods to test out their powers is an extension of ''if something bad happens its not my fault''#like seriously this man would bring a mysterious suitcase onto a plane if he's told to). uh what was i talking about agai#anyway on a related note my mental state has only gotten worse since i left tumblr and the habit of thinking about chris instead of sleepin#or doing schoolwork has not stopped. so i was still failing for a while and might graduate now but am still staying away from tumblr.#so yeah this was a little update and im not going to linger this time im just going to leave tumblr again right after hitting post#addendum because i just can't let things go. and was thinking about chris again. i don't think his lack of development is because of bad#writing (anymore. i used to.). instead i'm certain his character arc is going to continue into him following someone (nevin probably) into#doing something really bad. and then he'll finally get actual consequences and go 'oh shit i fucked up real bad this time'#if you think that theory is reaching too far into the future you should hear mine about isaac dying at the end lmao
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Sunday doodles
#you ever just *puts feet on the wall*#or sit upside down off the side of your bed#i saw a post earlier this week I've been trying to find about fearing god#i read it but didn't have time to share my thoughts and i forgot to save it to my drafts so i lost it#anyway they talked about fearing god in service today#the overlap of related events like this scares me all the time#like... i know this stuff just happens and they had this sermon planned for months and it's coincidental#''but what if god is actually real and this is him trying to talk to me? what if he's trying to move me back on track?''#that's something i can't help but think#i'm starting to think I'll never know what is real and whether there's a god and if i really am setting myself up to burn in hell#i have to make a choice whether to leave my friends and hide who I am and go back to the church#or be myself and enjoy my time alive knowing what could be waiting for me when I go#I know that sounds extremely dramatic but it's something I think about a lot#it's one thing for someone to have never gotten to known God#but some say that the one unforgivable sin - the only thing that can keep you out of heaven forever...#...is knowing god and accepting him in your heart but then turning your back on him#I've done those rituals; been baptized and taken communion and said the famous prayer#if that unforgivable sin is true then I guess i've already made my choice; there really is no going back for me haha#damn right that god is scary lol#not tagging the game because I monolouged too much lmao#doodles#sunday doodles#depressing sunday doodle posts have arrived once again#dw im chilling today just lost in thought#was able to put in pto so i get the day to reflect on the very important things 21 year olds think about#things like ''what could've been'' and ''how do i want to draw my next fluffy boy''
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No seroquel means no sleep for me I guess. I've been trying for hours
#decided if im gonna be awake i may as well do something other than wallow in thoughts that cause me anxiety#just super fucked up that i went from believing i could no longer feel romantic attraction#to suddenly being flooded with feelings#and like he didn't even confess romantic feelings for me he just said hed be down to fuck sometime#usually id just be like yeah that's fine i don't usually catch feelings#so it's fucking me up that im having romantic feelings towards someone who probably doesnt feel that way#and it's fucking me up that i caught feelings from being TOLD he'd like to fuck we haven't even done that#sigh i can't pretend like those feelings weren't already there and just extremely repressed....#kept having so many dreams about being in love w him... I'd do everything i could to shake the feeling off#it comes down to insecurities#feeling like i make too many mistakes to be with someone as good as him#the fear that I'll stress him out#one of the most amazing people I've ever met. he has respected my boundaries for years#and i guess those boundaries were only firmly in place bc i knew deep down it would spark something#honestly i felt a huge spark hours before he even told me#whenever he came up behind me and hugged me on the neck#his lips accidentally brushed against my neck and i swooned#we haven't talked since that night but he said he wants to have a conversation about it when he's not busy#he has two jobs#his 2nd one lasting til 1am#but yeah thinking about what he might say is making me nervous#like what if he suddenly decides that it IS too risky#i don't think ill be able to kick these feelings#at least i let him know head on that i might fall in love w him if we pursue anything else#but we haven't even pursued shit!! and i feel this way already!!#i guess not ''in love'' but the crush is hard-fucking-core#the kind of crush i havent had since meeting my ex 7 years ago...#i forgot what the feeling was like. and it's.... so strong#.bdo
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#tw cancer#currently sobbing bc#my former high school classmates and i graduated back in 2015 and still have a whatsapp group together#our form teacher is in too and by now she's already retired… and so has my former english teacher#she gave us his email address last year but i never got to write to him or forgot… i also heard he battled cancer and it hurt sm to think#about bc i loved him sm as my prof#and now i was typing out the email after all this time and ended up thanking him for all his influence bc boyyy he just#he's done so much more for him than he'll ever know. he's the reason i grew to love the english language#and why i had the confidence to write in it and speak it and enjoy it… back then he supported me so much#and gawd im crying so much thinking about the things the english class did for me a decade ago… time fucking passes like this huh#just… teachers honestly never know the influence they have on the kids. can be good or bad but gosh if it's good then it lasts forever#and i guess that is true for everyone.. good people have an effect on you forever. i strive to be kind to have that effect too :') and#appreciate those who did just that for me#i hope he writes back to me.. and i hope he's been well#gawd. tears. yeah anyway just wanted to let this out somewhere#sigh
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i'm addicted to the song again
#me#love how he says 'i don't understand. how could you forget what we had?' in the song and everything#i don't know how i forgot okay!!!!#but i remembered!!!!!#i bet russ would like them if he doesn't already know them#that's just gonna be my thoughts forever now while i go through different music#'i bet russ would like this band'#and i'd probably be right every time because he loves pretty much everything music#like me#and he likes a lot of the same stuff i also like#and i like everything he's done as well#we have similar brains in some ways#so it's probably safe to say#if i like it he would proooobably also like it
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Happy birthday!!! I hope you're having a great day!!
I am! Thank you :D
#Doodles#DDoodles#It's also voting day so I've done some birthday voting lol#And I got a few fun little trinkets from the dollar store as well :D Hehe ♪ Mostly silly things!#Lots of space-themed stuff - they had little felt scenes!! I haven't played with a felt board since I was little!#They only had one left with space and aliens!! I'm excited for it hehe ♫#I also got a space themed lanyard and some ice cream erasers - oh and I forgot to draw them here but little buckets!!#They look so much like The Bucket from The Stanley Parable!! I wanna make mini stickers to put on them :D#And I wore my Tamagotchis around hehe ♪ I don't think I've mentioned my third little one? :0#He's a Gen 2 rerelease! I named him Teacup and he's blue and glittery with a space theme as well!!#I was really holding out for the purple galaxy themed one but that's just a flat print - this one has glitter in the plastic!#We haven't officially done birthday things yet today :3 But smol and I talked about what I wanted already haha#Hopefully I'll finally get to watch her play Portal tomorrow! :3c I'm so looking forward to it!!#Hehe ♪♫ Thank you again for the birthday wishes!#It's a bit later than 2:30PM but it's here! It's today! Haha
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survived my perilous journey (walked two blocks in the dark to shower at my sister's not-yet-entirely liveable apartment because our plumbing is having issues)
#a sock speaks#I got so much done today#went to the bank because B told me last minute about a document I needed for orientation today#went to restaurant job prepared to argue why the regional manager should keep me employed when I'm taking a second job#he listened for like 2 seconds and was like fine do whatever you want let the shift manager handle it. shift manager is already on board <3#work tag#had an hour and a half to kill so I went to Taco Bell. I had a crunchwrap supreme and a baja blast for the first time ever#truly one of the experiences of all time#food tag#went home for like 2 minutes. opened package containing new sheets shower drain covers and a food thermometer#the breads are going to be elite. the meats no longer need be overcooked. might even boldly venture into candies#the sheets are percale. see @libraryofjoy for cotton sheet weave poll.#went to homecare job for orientation. filled out many intimidating forms.#went grocery shopping. forgot the spinach.#and then my shower venture. great success.
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if in some world Dream/Sapnap didn’t know George was this ticklish before, George is so dead now
#he’s gonna get attacked by Dream immediately i’m telling you#i’m sure Dream already found out this info a while ago#like there’s no way this is the first time George had been tickled since getting to America#but if in some crazy world Dream didn’t know..#poor George he’s done for#even if they have already known this#Dream is gonna use this to be like-#I forgot how ticklish you were!#lets test that out again
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Wish there was a way to begin to explain what happened tonight during stream because there’s some kind of gold in Jim thinking that Riddler is fairy (like tinkerbell) but everyone else just thinks he’s calling Ed a slur and the pipeline it leads down, connecting to Bruce thinking babies come from kissing, all the way to Jim asking Ed and Oswald if Tim was “their fairy baby and Tim telling Steph “I think Jim just called me a fairy.” Steph: “sorry you had to find out this way, but we all kind of knew.”
#ravenpuff rambles#y’all it’s fucking wild out here I’m telling you#and it’s the funniest shit in my life to think about Jim having no idea fairy can be used as a slur#and he’s just convinced Ed is an actual mythical being#while literally everyone he talks to keeps going “I don’t think you can say that Jim#all of Gotham is begging their commissioner to stop being homophobic. Jim is just fucking confused why no one is as excited about this as he#also Bruce got bad sex ed in school and then Alfred forgot he was a parent and needed to give Bruce the talk so he just kind of never#learned a goddamn thing.#Bruce tells every one of his kids babies come from kissing. every single time Alfred spits out his tea in shock because B still doesnt know#he has like 12 children and fathered at least one of them biologically and Alfred things surely he’d figure it out#he never does#meanwhile Bruce things talking about kissing makes Alfred uncomfortable because he’s old and British#Luckily the kids at least got a better education#Dick had to learn himself but he gave Jason the full talk with PowerPoints and everything#(Jason begged him to stop because he could learn through books. dick refused)#every subsequent kid has been informed by the one before them#So Jason is unfortunately tasked with teaching Tim.#Tim passes it on to Duke. Duke to Damian. etc#Babs gave Cass the talk though. Dick refused because he had done his one brotherly duty and Jason refused because Cass was older then him#so to Babs it was.#she also gave Steph the talk against her will which Steph thought was stupid because she had already had a kid by then#none of them are allowed to tell Bruce the truth though#Jason tried and Dick covered his mouth before he could finish.#Damian has tried several times but is always interrupted but Tim appearing out of nowhere and tackling him to the ground#I love this stupid fucking family your honor
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speaking of genbu's "serious" sounding tone in his voicebank, i think that might be why he was such a dead ringer for teto pre-synthv-bank-release with just a couple little gender parameter tweaks. wait do my followers know this. sorry i know most of my vocal synthesizer talk is genuinely gibberish to my beloved and loyal long time followers but do you guys know this. for a few years, people had discovered that since utau teto and genbu have this similar strong enunciation and dark sounding tone plus teto can have a bit of a tomboyish edge to her voice anyway -> if u mess with some parameters and phonemes he'll sound close enough to her, so it became a bit of running gag in the community, along with just being a genuine and novel use case for his voicebank. actually recently i found out about someone who made a couple of synthv scripts to set genbus voice to his falsetto pitch and set the tension to drop during each syllable automatically to make him sound like the utau sora amaha. genbu's purpose is to impersonate other vocal synthesizers
#i wasnt familiar with sora until i found that video. apparently she's voiced by lon? like that lon? like the utaite?#which is really neat! every day i find out about another utaite or seiyuu or someone who is involved with vocal synths in some fashion#im still reeling from anju inami providing the voice for a cevio bank! oh and the other day#i learned that the utaite kano was involved with the japanese version of luo tianyi#only to clear up some pronunciations - most of the bank is apparently the original provider. but its really interesting!#also jk jk genbu i love you. you are youre own vocal synth. you dont have to be her (teto). be yourself!!!!!!#i do love when people make teto and genbu have beef though. its so funny to me#tbh ive never been a teto user. shes not bad or anything i just never had any desire to use her utau bank. i keep her sv lite around tho#just in case i feel like making her bully genbu or something. bully that grown ass man#wait is she older or younger. i forgot how her fucked up chimera age worked again. oh well. whether ur 30 or 16 u can still bully him <3#its a family activity. fun for all ages! anyway yeah i was never much of a teto user. tbh i think its just because like#if i want to hear a teto cover someone else probably has already done it far better than i could even think to LOL#i like when other people use her! sasuke haraguchi's use of her in hitomania and igaku has been magnifique#but i think with vsynths i prefer to use voices i like that no one uses much LOL#gives me much more drive to make covers if i know im one of the few doing it HJKDSLJ#whenever i get tired to pitchbending fast syllables (my least favourite part LOL) i think to myself.... i must.... i must....#do it for him (genbu)..... hes not very popular since hes not the only male japanese voice anymore..... i must do it for HIM!!!!!!#(tunes one phoneme and explodes on impact)
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CAREY AND KILLIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT
#i forgot how fucking WWWWONDWRFUL THEY ARE#god. griffin mcelroy i still owe you so much...#i hate to say it but. kind of ahead of his time..!#i mean i guess not rly#but like. im glad that he used the platform he had to do something that wasnt getting a lot of attention even if it was already being done#and now look at all the gay dnd podcasts.... unfortunately we kinda have to thank the cishet white guy in some ways
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Circe wasn't the first girl Roman kissed. He actually hit it off with another girl at the All Girl's Boarding School his parents sent him off to during his early teens, the two sneaking off for a bit of 'private fun' until the bullying incident occured where he lost his temper and glassed his tormentor's face.
#💀 || musings#💀 || headcanons#It's Sunday!!!!!!!!!#And I'm feeling a little better!#Started taking Feroglobin and my god it feels like it's already made a world of difference#Was so lacking energy but the second half of work kicked in and I actually got stuff done#Don't feel half dead on my feet anymore and have a bit of appetite again#Might have helped having steak for dinner too but have been very low on iron#But yeah here's a fun headcanon for ya'll#Roman still thinks about that girl from time to time#He forgot her name but it was a pretty prominent memory#Probably wouldn't have hated the all girl's school so much if it weren't for the bitches there#That other girl nearly lost an eye#Mr. and Mrs. Sionis had to fork out a LOT of hush money for that little outburst lmao#It was also the beginning of the end for them#Roman had started getting too strong and violent for them to be able to control so easily anymore#He lasted all of 3 days at that school XD
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