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KRYPTONIANS . . . shit, dick forgot the speed at which INFORMATION moves within their community could outpace even wally. he nods, maybe a few too many times as his brain tries to come up with an explanation that wasn't just 'i lost track of time & also reason' " well, you know . . . with planes and their . . . " what? irrelevance to superpowers? even without the kryptonian heart-speed thing, dick knew he was a horrible liar. he sighs, runs a hand through his hair and gives it up relatively quick. " i'm sorry! it all happened so fast, and we were in the middle of this thing with the titans and themyscira. i don't know how you guys can keep track of so much, i tried it for an hour and it was . . . " EXHILITARING, and yet " exhausting. next time i get rent-a-powers yours will be the first house i visit. "
it had hurt, at first. like, in a hypothetical situation where he got superpowers, kara had been sure that dick would come see her. in retrospect, she thinks that maybe he's spent too much time trying to dissuade her from shenanigans to give her ideas like that. and really, she can't blame him for wanting to see clark — he's been a part of dick's life for so long that if he had to choose one kryptonian to hang out with, kara can accept that he would choose clark. so now, knowing kind of smirk on her lips, kara arches a brow. " something about ... what was it ... going for a flight? "
#WE AREEEEE#LIKE COULD U IMAGINEEEE#i picture them just like floating posted up and talking like normal#like everything they already do just op#memorao#v. tbt.
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how many times do we gotta go over it man. thought crime isn't real. it's okay to feel whatever you're feeling. don't let anyone make you feel guilty for having some reflex reaction to stimuli in a way that is out of your control. the question isn't what you think or how you feel, but what you do. do you act upon those thoughts? do you harm others bc of your feelings? that's where you draw the line. keep it in your brain. vent it out in some personal way like a journal or a password locked blog. it's okay i promise
#saw a post abt sex repulsion that i mostly agreed with#until op said being disgusted by like. other people having sex is wrong#and like. i agree that if this is your knee jerk reaction you might need to look into it#but sometimes. it really is just disgust of the idea. like it's none of my business but i still find it unpleasant to see or think about#and as someone who feels guilty constantly abt everything. this is actually smth i don't feel guilty over#bc it's just an emotion and like i can't really help it. but also. I'm not hurting anyone by cringing on the inside#i don't think guilting people for feeling a negative emotion is gonna make them unlearn it i think you're just gonna make them feel awful -#- over a very normal human experience (aka. emotions). all this would lead to is ppl hating themselves for smth they can't help#it's not that deep i just got very mad at that phrasing lol esp bc it was aimed at teenagers#a group that is way more vulnerable to this sort of shit in part due to already experiencing emotions more intensely#tldr: don't do that shit man. encourage positive behavior not thought policing
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getting attention for art is nice, but it makes me especially happy to see people browsing my blog because they liked what i had to say
#talking to the wall#thank you stranger-san#you and your chain of likes on the specific tag that is essentially just me yapping#i too do this thing where i scatter my interactions on different time periods like im expecting to get blocked for spam if i just#go out and about liking and rblogging everything on sight#why do we do this. don't be afraid#op knows you're browsing already We Are Not Discreet 😔
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shanks' need/desire to protect his friends and family from anything and everything vs buggy's gigantic inferiority complex that makes him take any act of protection/love as someone looking down on him, FIGHT
#buggy could trip and shanks could catch him bc god forbid buggy hurts his knees#and instead of saying thank you buggy just goes: what? you think i can't handle hitting my knees? you think im too weak?#what this man needs is the world's most patient therapist#and on the other end i think shanks' desire to protect his friends and family does come off as condescending smtimes#and like all of his emotions are dialed up to a 100 when it comes to buggy#and so at a certain point it does come off as possessive and off-putting and i think that's why buggy chafes at it so much#bc buggy barely belongs to himself as is and i don't think he could handle all of shanks' desire#like buggy already thinks he's weak and cowardly. less than in every sense and then on top of that to have shanks protect him??#it would ruin him i think#and like of course shanks doesn't understand!!! what is there to understand when you've always been good at everything?#he loves his people and he loves buggy especially so and he wants to take care of them!! all the power he has is just a tool he uses to kee#them safe. and i do think there is a voice in shanks' head that says 'just take buggy. he can't resist anyway. you could keep him safe by#your side. he'd never be in danger at your side. just take him' but shanks knows that's one step too far and so he never does it.#anyway the occupy way too much of my brain space these days#one piece#buggy the clown#op buggy#buggy one piece#akagami no shanks#op shanks#shanks one piece#shuggy#shanks x buggy
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Anyone else think short form social media based on algorithms designed to promote topics that create more engagement instead of more joy, the idea of fast fashion but conveyed through social media, and the fact you can monetize suffering and outrage better than ever has largely resulted in the death spiral of media literacy and the mass emergence of bad faith readings?
#I may be venting a lil but god it blows my mind#fyp is a blessing and a curse because i don't think ppl were ever meant to be subjected to this many ppl at once#god i took a bird site hiatus for weeks and now BARELY check it and it already feels like a hit#oughhhhh#even fandom spaces have hugely incorporated marketing and networking into them bc of cmms and sponsorship and building portfolio#which would be fine tbh if it weren't for the way socmed is designed#now it's like you can't support too many ppl or else you're shadow banned or you have to make yourself palatable and marketable#and websites with threads in which people will only read the first post before qrting because ratios are seen as five minutes of fame#features that permit beating an algorithm are locked behind a paywall that promises you money if you go viral#and what goes viral is usually incendiary content meant for those ratios or trends. whether for or against OP#even in hobbyist spaces the climate has changed so much due to the monetization and marketing and just. ugh#not to mention side accounts dedicated to gossip in this new priv account culture like...idk#if you have to make another account so you can make fun of a friend on main with selected priv friends it just doesn't sit well with me#and not every priv account does this but enough do and it makes me tired#unsolicited hate comments are still as bad as they used to be on ff dot net except now people openly are proud of it more#why do most socmed feel like passive aggressive sticky notes on high school lockers#there is so much more I could say about everything that has left me weary about the internet but I don't know the time or place#and I don't want anyone to think this is about them because it's a general statement. though if you are doing the more inflammatory things.#maybe rethink that. it's not good for anyone else and it's not good for you either#I keep coming back online to check on ppl and see art and I *know* it's draining for my health every time#but I feel a lot better now that i use socmed less overall. and that I try to focus on what makes me happy#it just sucks seeing so many people i care about endure absolutely wild struggles bc people online do not care.#I like rambling in my tags because this is the only place I ramble except my personal journal and to my wife
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when they cancel plans to help you finish some games you’ve been stuck on for months 😭
#im excited honestly#I need to make room for zombies so I have a tonne of games to get through by october#i finished still wakes the deep last night and it was fucking great#a new face#I’m actually gonna buy it on ps5 I think#it’s literally outlast but make it lovecraftian#and easier cuz it was mad easy 😂#but I finished that#so gears and halo are next to finish#we’re doing halo first cuz I can’t bring myself to watch dom die yet#like seriously if halo reach fucked me up I can’t imagine how I’m getting react when don’s time comes#I’ve already seen it in lore videos#but playing it is so so different#and then I fucked myselfnon infinite and saved over my solo campaign with my co op campaign so that’s really annoying#I literally can’t play with now without co op#UNLESS#I have an idea but I don’t know if it’ll work#I’m gonna try and make a second save file of it so I can have my file back 😂#and THEN if i have time i only have like 3x races left in forza and im golden#but I also really wanted to unlock all the cars#realistically I should delete all my resi games since I have them on other consoles#but I’m stubborn 😁#but also genshin coming to xbox in november#im so fucking stoked#I need to just delete something off my ps5 so I can update it#I watched gamescom onl so now a fire is lit under my bum to finish everything for when new games come out#I swear i don’t have a problem
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#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#Blood#I knew going into this and it was still so distressing :'0#Who needs plot twists when you can create such an intense sense of Dread#Probably doesn't help that I read this At Night In the Dark lol - actual shivers#Gods this was a hard scene to read - there have been several instances of my face hurting from furrowing my brow so hard haha#The way that ''Doctor'' is written is So skillful - I'm so impressed by everyone's prose and quirks and syntax!#Not to mention when he breaks character in a later scene to apologize for taking a bit to move the scene along haha <3 Play!!#It really does speak to just how much skill and effort is put into everything <3 It's so well done all the way around!!#Anyway to the actual scene at hand lol ow :') Drawing blood is always fun but I wish it wasn't his ;u;#Ugh the way he takes the surgeries is so well written - fear of course but a kind of stoic suffering as much as he's able to -#Until it comes to his eye#Ugh the /break/ of it all he goes from so eloquent - almost snarky and silly! Still trying to find an out make peace do /something/#It all goes completely out the window he's so /reduced/ and nothing hurts worse than that ughughugh#For all his intelligence and wit and prior successes and charm and just - everything that makes him /him/ to be dissolved into abject fear#It's so sad ;; And so well done <3#And he still holds enough of himself to know what he'd be losing wegh it's so sad!! He's so defined by his vision as most VUX are it's fjdsl#Zelnick is already gone by this point but I wanted to throw him in for extra sad flavour :')#Plus - I've mentioned his post-Op was one of the ones from the gallery that Actively kills me every time I look at it#Can you imagine my heartbreak to find out that he didn't have his Captain to comfort him after this in actuality? That he was fully alone?#''Are we home? Is it over?'' ''N...not yet'' - The Absolute Devastation of realizing that Never Was not really#Just tear my heart out why don't you ugh I'm fully bleeding out 💔#That last one is actually meant to be Max but it's open to interpretation :)#I think it's such a waste that his eye was just disposed of! Someone else could've used that (lol)#I do think there's something to the idea of seeing what used to be a part of your body elsewhere - like the Leftovers!#Even just keeping as a memento tho - a trophy - insult to injury but literally#Just points to no one being special and nothing being sacred I suppose
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am i the only one that can find comebacks to be a little bit stressful n overwhelming?
#the amount of album variations for a start !!#like which one do u go for?!#n its a first come first serve basis so if u dont get the one u want then ops 🤷🏻♀️#plus being a stay from Europe is a challenge of its own#having to find a trustworthy site that sells n when / if u do find a site THE PRICES ARE JUST !!!!!!!!#the amount of content that will be coming out as well will be hard to keep up with everything#im already SUPER far behind on skz code so im doomed 😭#n let's not forget about the voting💀#its a lil bit stressful n overwhelming for me sometimes#i love comebacks bc new content n stuff but damn.....#♡⃕ ﹒ ⁿⁿ ﹒ 🪷 ﹕ nemu's tmi
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i have been lurking around online help forums answering questions for probably at least 15 years and to this day it still drives me absolutely bananas when people essentially just post "HELP! I HAVE A PROBLEM" and then refuse to provide any information or context as if you are some sort of mind-reading savant capable of inducing all the information required on the broadest problem imaginable
#motivated by someone who posted about how they cant figure out X thing#where the thing in question is that they were trying to install code they found online#but they did not say what they were trying to add or what it was or where they got#or even whether it was something that was a part of something they were writing or just a couple lines#and of course after replies from op i see oh you're installing a third-party add-on#and that add-on literally has installation instructions#so i have absolutely no clue why they are posting to a DIFFERENT website. literally asking for quote 'explain step by step'#WHEN THEY DONT SAY WHAT THEY'RE DOING#AND WHAT THEYRE DOING#ALREADY HAS STEP-BY-STEP INSTRUCTIONS#the issue that im taking isnt that this person struggled to understand how to do something. thats fine. thats why im here#it just frustrates me when people dont try to articulate what the issue is#you dont need to be RIGHT but i do need to know 1) what are you trying to do 2) what have you done to achieve (i.e. post your damn code/ref#3) what is going wrong and then just an optional 4 of context#but 1 2 3 are very important otherwise it's just playing 20 questions#and this is all assuming we've gotten past the stuff like 'is the program actually set up how you claim it is set up'#because a lot of times the problem is they misunderstood a setting which is making everything else wrong#but that's the kind of thing i can infer based having accurate information
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can't believe i'm gonna find out if i'm intersex during pride month can we get a hell yeah
#op#there's like a 50% chance based on my symptoms#i find out in like two weeks after some blood tests#technically i can already say that i am intersex (i have hyperandrogenism that seems to be caused by a sex variation)#but tests are just there to find out what type#it's either pcos (maybe) or ncah (a lot more in line with my symptoms and honestly what i think it is) or. both lmao#i wanna hold off on 100% saying i'm intersex until i get the results back but kjhsdkfjghfsd#is it weird that i'm excited? i'm excited.#if it's ncah that means my fatigue and dizziness and pain and everything can be FIXED. god please let it be that simple.#idk i'm finally starting to understand my body and connect with it and aaaaa this is such an emotional experience#i knew about the possibility of being intersex weeks ago at my endo appointment but i was still processing it#and i didn't want to say anything in case the doc was wrong and i felt like i lied or something#idk. i love my extra testosterone. i could do without the acne but that's okay LMAO#i'm so happy to feel more connected to my body. i hope we're able to heal together soon. i love you body you have carried me so far#we're the same and we're in it together. i love you i love you i love you
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"the lash of duty" what if I killed myself
#rly just adding to my characterization of Who Creed Was pre tadpole#and how their past as a paladin played into that#I think so much of creed's life has been dictated by duty of some form or another#whether that be the duty to uphold their oath or their duty to their father#and that even before bhaal they had little concept of living for themselves#they've always had a duty to live for instead of making their own choices#I think they actively chose to pursue life as a paladin to give them something to cling to as they tried to fight the urge#but that ended up being what made them so suspectiable to bhaal's influence in the end#they were already comfortable with being more a concept than a person. they didn't even really want to be a person#all they wanted purpose. a role to play. to be needed.#and bhaal gave them all of that in a way that their order couldn't#bc I do think they were something of an outsider in their order before they did the whole 'violently slaughtering everyone' thing#and their lack of belonging among the people who were supposed to be their siblings in arms#made manipulating creed into turning their back of everything they once stood for so much easier#bc what does trying to be a paladin and do good even mean when those who you try to emulate just... don't like you very much?#anyway. its very late and I need to go to bed and stop being tormented by visions of The Character#op#creed#bg3 posting
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i was so pleased when my uncle first made the peanut butter pie becuz i dont love actual pie crust its just icky to me but obviously this one had an oreo crust and like i said. it was so disgustingly sweet and rich but i loved it and i was happy i got to have pie with everybody else and so he just kept making it every year even if it was sortof a pain ^__^
#op#cant you just buy already made oreo crust. well my uncle always squashed a ton of oreos himself instead of doing that for some reason#well no he just liked doing everything himself when it came to baking and stuff. oh i miss him so much
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How do you deal with the loneliness? And I don't mean a 'do it alone' kind of way. I do things alone all the time, I have no problem with doing things alone. I mean, I have one friend (I think we're friends), and he lives in another state. My sister only likes me because I drive her places and pay for things for her and has told me that if I wasn't her brother, she'd hate me. And not even for anything I've done, just because the way I dress and the music I listen to isn't punk enough for her. I try meeting new people and making friends, but no one will talk to me, and when I try to initiate a conversation, they cut me off and ignore me. Strangers make fun of fun of me for just existing.
And now I have to move somewhere where its not even safe for me to leave the house on my own. And I have to live my parents who are "fine" with me being trans as long as they "don't have to change the way they refer" to me, in terms of name and pronouns. And they're requiring that I quit school and acting for good.
When is it just time to give up?
#this was my moms first Halloween in the town they're living in#and they said they stopped giving out candy after 20 minutes#because over half the kids in the neighborhood were dressed up as the kkk#and singing out joining it when they grow up#and thats where im going to have to live for at least 6 months#as a visibly trans person#and even after that 6 months it's not like I can afford to go anywhere else#the only option id have for getting out#would be to do what my mom wants and go to trade school and become and electrician#and then hope i could get a job somewhere else#i should have just killed myself in high school#everythings just gotten worse and worse from there#and it was already bad then#but now i dont want to kill myself#so im just stuck miserable and broken#op
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so the overall.. shape and tone of my current project is pretty much set in stone (im SO CLOSE to 50% done you guys) but i was looking through my saved videos folder on bilibili and if im gonna be doing another animatic after this one (honestly pretty likely??? given my. floruitshow obsession that doesnt seem to be going anywhere anytime soon) i REALLY want to attempt something closer to that style of animatic you see a lot on bb that employs more on elaborate editing as opposed to like............... the powerpoint presentation type beat i've got going on now
(nevermind the fact that a lot of the projects that really lodge themselves in my brain were also like collaborations between teams of people with like dedicated editor roles and i still havent fully figured out how to use lightworks. like ive also seen one man projects in this style that turn out absolutely gorgeous so i KNOW it can be done. maybe i'll go figure out if capcut is easier to use lol)
#asto speaks#re: the ProjectTM#the massive team efforts are mostly genshin animatics whaddaya know#perks of fandom big?? i guess???#that and the other noir's stultifer cantus amv i feel like i bring it up a lot but it truly genuinely haunts me#i just. love love love their art style so much and its *so* beautiful and well edited#i mean obviously im not pulling that off in the foreseeable future but#映剪/capcut is a software i saw recommended by the creator of an animatic for a rather obscure variety show i was OBSESSED with last year#saw that animatic a few days ago and it immediate lodged itself in my brain its SO GOOD. and it was a one man project!! walaoeh#op made a joke about worrying about paying for adobe after effects and realising capcut has everything they need LOL#and their project SUPER well edited and put together so idk i might check it out#im just. not fully sold on the powerpoint presentation style at least not when i do it lol#anyway if i do try something like that it'll probably be for set me free because if i *am* gonna do the robit floruitshow trinity#lets just say im gonna be procrastinating how can i make you stay for last that song is *fucking long*#its like what. 5 minutes? nabei#also i already have a few shots for set me free in mind i just need to stop... thinking about the xiao animatic for the same song lol#that project has like 8 credited artists and 6 animators comparing myself to that is just like#an exercise in pointlessly creating misery in myself
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one thing about me is i will always be morally disgusted by certain ships. sorry. maybe you shouldn't ship something that fucking sucks
#also why i do not interact with many people in a f*ndom context i just cannot do it#this is about shipping a pairing who when they met one was 25 and suddenly in charge of raising the other one who was like 10#sorry i think it's gross and is so sucks. no i'm not. i just think you need to make it more#clear you support it so i can block you#also this is so secondary to everything else bad about it but it completely misunderstands both of their characters you guys don't get them#it doesn't matter anyways bc anyone who would care doesn't follow me sorry i just saw a post that was like 'shippers of this ship don't be#mean (on a poll between ours and this others) to shippers of the other ship it's not cool! and i go and look at it and first of all i've#already blocked the op. and second of all it's a filtered tag. and third of all it's my most hated sw ship of all time. for the above reaso#and it's like. sorry. i don't give a shit about whatever pr*ship bullshit u have going on bye#but i have to post about it. u understand#xyz.
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DigiT.C.G: Introducing Wallac--!! Me: (As much as I dont mind Wallace) COOL now do another set for Meiko + Meicoo line and throw in another Rasiel while you're at it to balance it out-
#koushirouizumi react#koushirouizumi advs#koushirouizumi 02#koushirouizumi tri#koushirouizumi meiko#(Better yet make Rasiel crazy ~~OP~~)#(dO THESAME FOR ORDINE---)#({I Just Think Itd Be Really Funny})#(But seriously there were a lot of Angelmons lately and like hello Rasiel????)#(RASIEL ''Once appointed to the samerank as o PHANI'' 'possesses the mysterious power to foresee everything in the world from {Gds domain}'#(LIKECMON GIVEMEIKO ANOTHERCARD ALREADY)
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